#hugely disappointed with myself for that one

[burinazar]

:( patheticposting

nearly literally reduced to tears rn by how overwhelmingly it feels like nobody cares what I make or like or think about and how meaningless any of my creativity and love and effort is

[girlscience]

Okay. I know I have a lot of cooking mutuals, what do I need to do to make cooking enjoyable??? I am so fucking tired of eating canned soup and kraft mac n cheese and "concoction" (ground beef with whatever else I have that needs eaten and every spice I own). I know people say "if you don't like veggies try different ways of cooking them!" here the thing though, I hate veggie prep. So even changing how I cook them, everything else about veggies is an awful experience for me so I never want to do it. I know people talk about "15 minute meals!" and "one pan recipes!", but so far those have all been lies. People talk about experimenting and trying new things, but I straight up don't know how to do that. People say to listen to podcasts or audiobooks while prepping, but either I focus on the prep and hear none of the story or I focus on the story and struggle with the prep. I am not fast with prep, so meals that require prepping multiple things at once or prepping something while something else is cooking never fails to stress me out to a wild degree. I don't know how I'm supposed to keep everything from burning and keep things stirred and chop up everything and get the next ingredients out and clean as I work all at the same time. I do not enjoy picking out recipes or buying groceries (genuinely hate more than any other chore besides laundry), so meal prep is next to impossible for me. I forget to thaw meat nearly every time I want to cook something and so end up putting it off for days. I can never seem to get my roasted veggies to actually roast, somehow they just steam themselves in the oven. I do not want or like cooking gadgets, so I am doing everything with the very basic supplies. I am cooking for one person so leftovers are a constant issue (I have eaten so much left over food that I find genuinely sickening because I didn't want to waste it). And then I have to do this every day forever till I die. How do I make myself like this??? I am so fucking tired of eating gross food.

[cureblogging]

Gonna say something potentially controversial:

I think Heartcatch suffers from the Up phenomenon in that people remember it as an excellent, if not flawless masterpiece when it actually has One (1) excellent, if not flawless moment in the beginning and is otherwise nothing special.

[whiskeyswifty]

My cousin got married last week and her maid of honor and best friend since jr high gave the speech and straight up said that my cousin was her soul mate… girl I had to keep from giggling. I didn’t stay long enough to see if they played good luck babe but I played it and kinda stared off into the distance later that night at home. I know zero details of their relationship outside of when I saw them hanging out in high school a decade ago but like now I’m curious

lmaoooooo exactly!!!! like do i actually think the bride and her maid of honor are gay for each other? nah, but idk...... they probably should be. sorority girls are always saying wild shit about each other when one of them marries some guy and you can bet your ass the dykes in the crowd are like 👀

[humblemediagenius]

II DIDN’T GET ACCWPTED TO THE ZINE I APPLIED FOR NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[jckeperalta]

what bothers me the most about all that's being said by media about hamas and israel is that no one ever (at least that's majority of what I've seen in poland) mentions palestine? I'm literally not shocked so many people support israel if they're not being given context!!!!! "people need to educate themselves" yes but if they hear "terrorists from hamas killed thousands in israel" why should they assume israel is in the wrong? I think media are failing here big time now and a lot of people would shift their focus to the real victims of this situation

[zemnarihah]

much to think about.

[akkivee]

the bonus features for the lives are a short post live interview where they answer a question from their guest artists and moroha, the group that gave us kaigen, asked the bat seiyuu how did they handle the night bat lost

sakakihara-san watched the livestream live and was right there with us lol hands clasped together, begging for that meter to stop higher than mtr’s and the disappointment was immense when it didn’t and wanted to babble about it in their group line chat lmao

takeuchi-san himself thought it was a bummer they didn’t make it to the finals but didn’t feel too strongly about their loss until the night posse was crowned champions. it was then he felt like he actually wanted to win this and was frustrated they were stuck watching lol

hayama-san, too, felt disappointed but, equally so, he also thought that this was a lot of fun lmao!!! from there, he’d been thinking of everything he needs to improve/change to elevate performances and portrayals and it gets him fired up so much so he’s just ready for the next one lmao

[cau-lee-flower215]

.

[what-if-i-dee-eye-do]

I Am A Failure Of A Human Being :)

[apliddell]

i actually had a part 6 of ymt in the works right before good omens came out and ruined my brain and i think about finishing it sometimes. like hurray public domain let me go back to sherlock holmes! but uhhh. ymt was very unpopular and got like. 30 kudos or something on my most recent fic, and that's like. so discouraging. so i write fic for a big ship where i get much more engagement, because i write to connect with people and writing stuff no one cares about makes me feel like i'm not connecting.

[eyesoftxmorrow]

i wish i could love in a way that matters

[awildshortperson]

Me rn:

[http-bee]

not sure what comes next

[girlscience]

the adrenaline rush after talking to someone who gives you severe anxiety but the conversation went super well and was super helpful: unparalleled

[malachitezmeyka]

One of the singing competitions my grandma endlessly watches featured a song I was learning in singing lessons and was supposed to perform before I cancelled two days prior to the concert, so now I'm like... half triggered, half wrecked with guilt