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i explode my old fics at an atomic level
#didi talks#i want to delete them so baaadddddd#but ik it’s good to see how ive progressed as a writer#and even tho they’re HORRIBLE to me they might be a comfort to someone else#so I cannot delete no matter how bad I think it is RAHHHHH#however it is nice to see how ive grown!#my old writing was very. novice? i think I’ve matured my writing by sooooo much#i cant wait to grow even more as a writer and see how far i get in the future#but that also includes. having to write more AUGH#should I rewrite my old fics? a remaster of some sorts. maybe as a special treat (:
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*:・゚✧*:・゚✧ love language (verse iv); s.g.
synopsis: you and gojo go on your first double date... or is it really? content: canon divergence (teen!gojo era), fem!reader, hopeless romantic gojo, best bros satoru and suguru bickering as always, gojo may have had a 'help I've fallen on your boobs and I can't get up' moment, bestie shoko, not beta read (sorry for any errors!) note: another addition to my gojo anthology series! this one was sm fun to write, I love writing gojo and geto being nothing but idiots tbh... wanna be tagged? lmk in the replies!
"A dinner? A fancy dinner?" Shoko asked as you nodded. "What's a bunch of sixteen year olds gonna do at a fancy dinner?" She raised a brow in confusion. Ever since being paired by Yaga with Shoko, the two of you have grown quite close. You were more than thankful, as much as you loved your own little trio (including Nanami and Haibara), it was nice to have a friend that wasn't... well, a male.
Not that there was something wrong with that, you saw Nanami like a sort of twin—though you were a bit more on the social side—he got along with you the most. Then there was Haibara, who was an absolute sweetheart and a gem, the energy both you and your blond twin needed. However, seeing as Ieiri was your senior, there was quite a lot to learn from her—outside from the jujutsu world.
There was also Geto and Gojo... Geto was an interesting person to be around. He had dark humor but also was nothing but kind to you. Gojo, on the other hand...
"A double date?!" Satoru exclaimed as he was alone with Suguru after you invited the two young men to the dinner you told Shoko about.
Arching an eyebrow, Suguru crossed his arms. "Who said this is a double date? In your delusional world, you're dating our little junior when she only sees you as a friend—"
"That's a lie!" Gojo snapped, earning a snicker from his best friend. "I'll have you know we get along very well, we hangout a lot! And— and we have a lot of fun conversations!"
"Sounds fun," Geto said sarcastically. "We all know you're madly in love with her. However, we have no idea how she feels about you."
"Then explain the double date, huh?" Gojo was now the one to cross his arms, tapping his foot. "You and Shoko, me and my mochi?"
Sighing, Suguru pinched the bridge of his nose. "Again, not a double date. It's four friends going to a nice restaurant to support one of our friend's family members. Nothing more, nothing less," he explained, only for everything to go into one ear and out the other for the white haired boy before him.
Satoru was in his own world, delusional as always, eyes sparkling at the thought of you in a cute dress. Heels or no heels, makeup or not, he just couldn't help but fantasize about how beautiful you were going to look tonight!
"Earth to Satoru?" Geto waved his hand in front of his best friend, only to laugh. "Thinking about how cute she'll look tonight, huh?"
"Yeah..." Gojo nodded, a face of pure ecstasy, as if he were about to drool.
"Maybe I'll swap dates, you can have Shoko, I'll have our beautiful—"
"No!" Satoru shouted, instantly jumping Suguru. "She's my date for the night!"
"Good luck with that, if you look like an idiot right now thinking about her, just imagine you tonight!" Suguru laughed as he shoved Satoru off of him. "You're gonna look like a complete idiot!"
"You're not discreet..." Geto mumbled towards Gojo as the young man sat beside you, cheek pressed in the palm of his hand as he ever so casually gazed at you. You were in the middle of a conversation with Shoko, something about a movie you both recently had seen together. Too lost in your discussion, laughing and enjoying the evening as Suguru watched his best friend look like he was in a trance. "You are literally staring..." Furrowing his eyebrows as a look of slight disgust took over his face, Suguru kicked Satoru.
"Shh," Gojo brushed off, kicking him back.
"You're lucky she's in her own world with Shoko to even hear us," Geto kicked again, feeling his best friend constantly kick back. Gojo was too focused on you to even pay him any mind.
The restaurant, although fancy, was quite lively and practically filled to the brim. The reservations were endless and everyone that came and went looked like they came from money. Satoru and Suguru wore similar suits, solely because they bought them last minute and ended up with the same look (Satoru was NOT happy, but Suguru found it very funny). Shoko, after seeing them, called them tweedledee and tweedledum... You, on the other, found it cute.
Cute... Gojo kept hearing your words echo in his head. You thought he, himself, was cute?! Forget Suguru, you said he was cute! He couldn't help but indulge in it as he gazed at you practically the whole dinner. For a split second, he did acknowledge the fact that you looked beyond gorgeous. In a white, fitted dress, hugging your curves with a sweetheart neckline... It was safe to say his mind was split in two. In particular, the two brain cells he had. Half of his mind was floating in the clouds of your compliment while the other half was focused on the top of your breasts (practically where his eyes kept falling to). He was... somewhat of a gentleman, he just couldn't help that dirty side of him. You were beautiful! He wanted you!
In his defense, he was used to seeing you in your uniform jacket, skirt, and tights... the times you weren't, you were always dressed cute and comfortable. Never had he seen you like this, curves and all.
Reaching over the table and yanking on Gojo's hair, Geto stifled a laugh as his best friend snapped his head and growled. "Rude, I was busy!" He hissed, reaching over and tugging on the bangs that hung over the dark haired young man's forehead.
Caught up with your conversation with Shoko (and not entirely hearing the commotion beside you with all the various voices around you in the restaurant) a sudden gasp left the brunette as she watched it all happen before her in slow motion. Gojo and Geto shoved one another, completely forgetting where they were as others nearby watched in confusion.
From one second to the next, you were knocked off your chair, head thudding with the ground as a body collapsed against you. Various gasps and whispers were heard as you winced. Blinking a few times and trying to sit up, you felt a pressure against your chest. Both Shoko and Suguru (who was pulled to his feet by Shoko), stared at the disaster before them. Satoru, with his face planted against your chest, as you stared at him, wide eyed.
"Satoru!" Shoko exclaimed, smacking his head as he lifted it, staring at you with a shared blush, before both of his friends yanked him up.
"I— I am so sorry!" He exclaimed, reaching for your hand to help you up as you looked stunned.
"God, you two are so immature. Before we get kicked out, take her home and I'll handle this," Shoko tsked as you blinked, only to snap out of your daze.
"It's— It's okay! I'll handle this! I invited you all—"
"No, you hit your head hard, let me handle this. Dummie over here will take you," Shoko kicked Satoru's calf. "Go. Now."
Without second thinking his actions, Gojo took your hand and lead you out. Both of you ignored the displeased stares and gossip that spread over the four kids who "shouldn't have been allowed into a restaurant like this in the first place."
Walking out, Satoru stopped in his tracks before turning to face you. "I'm so sorry about... my face being in your... Anyway, are you okay?" He asked, using his free hand to gently touch the back of your head. "There's no bump, but, are you alright?"
"I— It's okay, I'm not hurt," you swore as you nodded your head, looking up at him with your doe eyes. Gojo swore his heart grew two times its size. "I promise," you softly smiled.
Nodding, a small smile grew on the young man's lips. He couldn't help but gaze at you, softness in his eyes as he kept his hand on the back of your head. Silence weaved its way between the two of you. Nothing uncomfortable. You stood there for what felt like hours, looking at one another and nearly forgetting what you were doing or where you were.
The sound of honking snapped the two of you out of it as you realized you were out in the open, with people walking by and cars driving along.
Clearing his throat, Satoru lowered his hand from your head and kept his other in yours. "Let's get you home, yeah?"
tag list: @bakananya @strangehuman101 @thirtykiwis @sillygoosegoose (some of u I sadly couldn't tag!)
#harunovella writes;#gojo and his mochi series#satoru gojo x reader#satoru gojo x you#satoru gojo x y/n#satoru gojo#gojo x reader#gojo x y/n#gojo x you#gojo satoru x reader#gojo satoru x y/n#gojo satoru x you#jjk x you#jjk x reader#jjk x y/n#gojo fluff#satoru x reader#satoru x you#satoru x y/n#gojo au
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hey divas, let’s cast their vicious games bc i heard it’s slated for a tv show 😁
this casting would be like my dream casting where everyone is a perfect actor/actress and a budget is nonexistent lol.
marsai martin as adina
marsai definitely has the look! like, this is who i pictured when joelle described adina physically and emotionally (her intelligence, sarcasm, general demeanor). my only concern is that since marsai doesn’t have many serious roles in her filmography, she may not be able to give the depth needed for a dramatic suspense show.
ashley liao as saint
no concerns about her acting skills or looks, it’s more so about salary since she was in a blockbuster (the ballad of songbirds and snakes).
sadie sink as penthesilea
same situation as ashley. has the look and acting chops, the salary/budget is the issue.
rachel zegler as esme (honorary mention: jenna ortega)
these divas! they both have the look, and are amazing actors. jenna’s a bit more suited for the role bc of how edgy she is, and it’d be nice to see her get rid of that wednesday addams/astrid deetz typecast. rachel is great but ive never seen her play a morally gray/pretty much villain type girl. however i’d imagine they’d be expensive.
cate blanchette as aunt remington
her salary would be like 1/4 of the budget
daniella perkins as toni
who i pictured as toni! after seeing her in grown-ish and older, i think she’d be great for comedic relief and the serious moments.
harry colett as graham
the targaryen prince! idk guys the curly hair and sunken eyes really do it for me. i definitely think he can play the drunken but kinda serious screw up.
gavin casalengo as pierce
very pretty “all american” boy is how i imagined pierce, so i think gavin is a decent choice. he was pretty good in the summer i turned pretty. also i think the gurls may enjoy him as the main love interest that could look good with adina and penthesilea.
#matcha’s favs#thoughts#tv#tv shows#their vicious games#fancast#joelle wellington#casting#casting director#wannabe#lol#this is so fun omg#girlblogging#blk#marsai martin#ashley liao#sadie sink#cate blanchett#rachel zegler#jenna ortega#daniella perkins#harry collett#gavin casalegno
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Hewwo! So, I'm still thankful for the reincarnated s/o request.
If it's okay, may I please request a continuation? Reincarnated s/o reuniting with his and Marcille's kids?
Scenario: Marcille calls all of her kids, who were out in the world doing their own things, for a family get-together. Then, when they all show up, she surprises all of them with "Someone who you all loved just came back from the dead," then she brings in s/o who is a bit awkward since he still doesn't remember his past life, including his children.
sorry its been a bit since ive answered asks, been tired after my work lately and i dont want these imagines all you good people enjoy to suffer for it.
Even though you didnt remember marcille there were little things she did that felt like deja-vu. The way she moved her hair behind her ear, the way she would hold her drinks, all the little details feel so familiar. But all in all you still dont remember her.
It hurt marcille that you werent remembering all of your lives together, but the fact you were having deja-vu about little details here and there gives her hope. One day she asks you a question. "would you like to meet our kids? there all grown up now and wold love to see you again." you open your eyes wide, she hadnt said you two had kids together. It does make sense with how badly she reacted when you didnt initially remember her. After some debating you agreed to it, part of you was curious.
after some time all of them arrive. "Children, I found your fathers reincarnation...However he doesnt remember anything but he is having some moments of deja-vu. Im hoping this meeting may spark some more memories" Marcille says to your kids as she ushers you over, as you look them you definitely can see the resemblance to the two of you. It was so strange seeing these people who were apparently connected to you in such a way.
Some of them hug you tightly, saying how good it is to see you again. Some of them have tears falling from there eyes. Others however take a more measured response and say its nice to meet you, asking if you remember anything and how its been being with mother again.
As you look at each of them you cant help but feel happy, sure you dont remember them but you cant help but feel a connection to each of them, and a strange sense of pride and love towards each of them. You were happy to see they were all doing so well and were happy and were glad to have met them in this life.
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Call The Warlords!!
so this takes place in the Wing!au that me @blackcat2907 and @blackholesun321 have been doing, so some prior reading may be required.
(also if this looks poorly written thats because it started as a ramble and i tried to edit it but got tired like, 2/3rds of the way through and said F it we ball.)
((also also i know the seraphim are supposed to be like,,,6-12 ft tall or something but ive known and thought about these babies for far longer than i knew their actual heights so for any thing going forward from me, S-Hawk/Peregrine/Pippin is 4'3 and Sebastian is 4'4 because i think its funny that he's so small))
so in wing!au, and pretty much any iteration, Mihawk is pretty in control of any sort of instincts he has right?
all that gets thrown out the window when he gets an invitation from a mysterious ‘Shaka’ to come and collect something of his on the equally mysterious Egghead Island shortly after his grown chicks fly the coop once more
He gets hit over the head big time with the nesting stick once he lays eyes on ‘S-Hawk 049’ and ‘S-Lion 001’ though.
Mihawk's first thought is that those are terrible names, which is quickly overtaken by ‘i need to get them into the nest as soon as possible’ which is hard because he doesn’t really nest and the only place he would really think of nesting is either home on kurigana, or home on the red force.
the red force is closer, so after some thorough cuddling and introductions/more cuddles, he bundles them both up in a blanket, together of course, and then either picks them up in his arms (given that you can also pick stuff up in your wings to keep your hands free, this is a really touching gesture) and sets off to both avoid interacting with any of the other warlords (because he is a reclusive bastard on a good day and he really does not want to explain anything to anyone right now.) and also to get to the red force as quick as possible.
so, shaka didn’t know that Mihawk and shanks were together, so they each got sent an invitation, but let's say that the news coos have a really hard time getting to Elbaf, or the giants have a really strict screening process, either way the letter was late, so late in fact that shanks didn’t even get the letter until 30 minutes before Mihawk got to the red force ( we’ll expand on that more later)
now shaka was worried because he was banking on all the seraphim being gone by a certain time so when he received no word from the red emperor he began to enact some back up plans, all of them fell through, but he figured he could just kinda dump s-lion on buggy the clown but he hadn’t been able to bring that part of the plan up to the seraphim yet, so they all thought that s-lion was being left behind.
So Mihawk and the other Warlords, both new and old (excluding Blackbeard because he wasn’t relevant and Doflamingo because he was both in prison and Shaka did not trust this man with a child) arrive on Egghead where they meet Doctor Vegapunk-01 ‘Shaka’.
After initial introductions are finished, and an explanation and reassurances are given, Shaka starts guiding them towards a meeting area to meet the seraphim. Mihawk however, notices a large amount of nervous energy, separate from the waiting figures ahead of them. This, along with how familiar the presence seems, intrigues Hawkeyes so he decides to split off and investigate.
When Mihawk walks into the training dojo, he sees S-Hawk training his swordsmanship. He spoke up once the boy had finished his katas and noted to him that while his ability to mimic his technique was admirable, it clearly lacked the foundation the basics provided.
He showed the seraphim the basics, they practiced a bit, S-Hawk became emotional and blew up a bit out of frustration and lack of understanding on why he was being so nice to him then proceeded to break down crying. Mihawk sat patiently during the outburst, then wrapped his wings around them as he hugged the child comfortingly during the crying jag, and stood up with S-Hawk in his arms and picked up the younger's sword (which he attached to his belt because mediocre imitation or not it is still his first sword!) and then began walking through the halls to the exit.
At one of the intersections, S-Hawk meekly asked if He could take his brother too. Mihawk questioned if he was another clone of him , to which S-Hawk says he's a clone of an Emperor. Mihawk agrees and during the walk to the mysterious brothers room, the raven haired man goes over in his head who it could be.
‘Can't be Linlin because he said brother, so that leaves Kaido, Edward Newgate and-’
Conqueror Class Seraphim: S-Lion 001
‘Shanks’
so on the trip to the red force is filled with lots more cuddles and some explaining:
where they were going,
(Elbaf)
Why,
(that is one of the safest places Mihawk can think of to nest)
Who is there,
(his mate)
How will they react to the newly named Sebastian considering he doesn’t share any dna with Mihawk and instincts will not like that,
(he will probably react quite well, considering that while you don't share dna with me, you do share dna with him)
How will he react to the newly named Peregrine seeing as it can be easily taken as infidelity on Mihawks' part,
(he's not one to judge based on that because he knows that I love him)
Will he like us?
(he will love you)
SO arriving at the red force, somehow Mihawk is completely unnoticed. strange but whatever, (this is because most of the senior officers and shanks are in a war meeting rn trying to decide who goes to go get whatever it is that THE Dr Vegapunk want to give them) so Mihawk just makes his way to Shanks’ room (very grateful to the lack of presence because his instincts are screaming at him to get the chicks to the nest NOW and being seen will not help with that) so he gets to Shanks’ room to find that it is laundry day so he sets the Eyas down on the bed, tells them he will be right back and books it to the laundry room where he is finally seen, he gathers a bunch of bedding and soft blankets and at least one of shanks’ throw blankets that isn’t really dirty but hasn’t been washed yet and just leaves without acknowledging anybody, someone tells a cabin boy to tell Shanks that ‘Hey, Mihawk is here and he's nesting. jsyk’
So Shanks gets the call that Mihawk is here and nesting which is slightly concerning because Mihawk doesn’t really nest, and he can't ask Ben for advice because Ben left half an hour ago to check out Vegapunk’s thing. So he goes to his room to investigate, to which he finds Mihawk, in the middle of a nest of pillows and blankets and nestled right there next to him, are two tiny chicks, both with white hair and tan skin, one looks like Mihawk, and the other…. looks like him!
he gently shakes Mihawk out of his baby-bliss-napping and asks “as wonderful and as overjoyed I am,,,,, where’d you find these adorable babies?” Mihawk explains and Shanks says that he’ll be right back to join in the cuddles, he’s just gotta get Ben on the den den and tell them that they can come back because Mihawk already beat them to it.
@manofbeskar enjoy some baby acquisition.
#one piece#dracule mihawk#red haired shanks#mishanks#akagami no shanks#opla#op#hawkeye mihawk#op oc pippin#op oc peregrine#(thats his full name btw)#op oc sebastian#op wing!au#op oc seraphim#because they technically are so different from their canon counterparts they are basically oc's at this point#op seraphim#zoro and perona kind of alluded too
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IVE GOT THE TEA SIT YOUR ASS DOWN
Ok, so firstly, my dormmate and her boyfriend aren't fighting fighting. She just gets heated over situations, and her boyfriend is being really dumb with his friend. For ease, I will label them. My dormmate is S, her boyfriend is M.
So M has this friend D who is in an incredibly codependent relationship with A. A talks such shit about D behind his back, and is not only rude to him but his friends. Like, somewhat recently was her birthday, D got her these nice ass expensive shoes for her and she's just pissed that they weren't exactly what she wanted, so she's super snipy about them to him. Another time, they were talking about what they wanted to do after getting out of college, and he said that she can stay in town and do whatever she wants while he goes to grad school, but she said that he's not allowed to go to a school where she isn't. She also only lets him hand out with people when she's around. She's also mean to M for no reason than that he's friends with D.
S has told M to tell D about all the shit that she's doing behind his back, but he refuses to tell him bc he doesn't want to lose D as a friend??? S and I are both like ???? Bc if he stops being friends with you for warning him about his girlfriend, then he wasn't really your friend in the first place. ALSO! You've already lost him! Bc if D, a grown ass 27 year old man, is not allowed to hang out with anyone without his girlfriend present, what makes you think A won't make him cut you off anyway??
ALSO! D has said to S how he wants her and a mutual friend to be friend with A, despite the fact that she's rude to everyone. She's also became friends with D's ex and is mad at him for treating his ex like his ex?? However, D is too reliant on the concept of having a girlfriend that he can't see this shit for what it is!
Anyways, that's the tea I have and also remember.
This is MESSY pyxrin what the FUUCCKKK
#sat my happy ass down QUICK#cause wdym you don’t trust him to be put alone??#projection much??#Hulu talks#anon asks#pyxrin#Hulu answers
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idk for me personally as a young black woman i feel kylie has been quite reckless especially with playing with our culture then just dropping it whenever she sees fit. HOWEVER i don’t condone any casual or extreme public hatred spread about her online. though i guess when you chose to do what she’s done with your past you can’t really be surprised when the people you’ve exploited (black people/women) don’t really care for you. i’ve been a timmy stan since the cmbyn and this was, i don’t want to say disappointing because yes he’s a man, but disappointing😭😭 bc ive always hated the idea of struggling men’s choices off bc they’re a man: you can still have good/decent morals/values! not that i think timmy lacks that, i just think he quickly set it all aside for her. i thought maybe he wouldn’t really tie her into his brand so much, but AGAIN he is a grown man and can do whatever he wants and i still always wish him the best and look out for his projects. i’m just not so into him being into someone who toys around with black culture like that for idk fun?😭 money?😭 but kylie seems (i say seem because the Kardashians’ job is to literally display themselves in ways to get people talking, tho that doesn’t and can’t excuse your actions) to be a nice girl internally at the root and she’s a great mother from what i’ve seen. and i wasn’t a big fan of the way demi moore acted like she wasn’t a living, breathing human being. there’s a line and she definitely crossed it (tho timmy could’ve introduced her as well tbf😭 like maybe he felt awkward but if she’s really ur girl and you have her coming to these events, id step in and make sure she wasn’t disrespected like that). i just will never be a fan of the relationship tbh but im just someone on tumblr at the end of the day🤭, so i obviously wish them both the best!
Hey girl, no worries at all.
I've always said that just because you're a fan of a male actor, it doesn't mean that you HAVE to like his gf, or like them together, especially if you notice any red flags.
You can respect the fact that two people are dating, but not really be a fan of it. I didn't like Z with JE either (thought she could do so much better), but I just let things play out the way that they were gonna play out lol.
Idk much about Kylie aside from her family of course, and her business, but yea, I don't like how the Kardashian Klan has capitalized on cosplaying black culture to their benefit over the years.
With that said, unless I start to see any blatant red flags in their relationship, I'm just going to be happy for them since they seem to be happy, and they actually seem.... normal? 😅
Plus, Timmy def sees a side to her that I don't see, and she seems to be a good mother. I think her being a mother has matured her a lot.
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hi! i saw ur osmosis jones post talking abt the nsfw stuff in the tag and i totally agree w everything in it 😔 its fuckeddddddddddd mannnnnnn and im so sorry it happened to you. even as a full grown woman so much of it just like. straight up disgusts me cant imagine how a kid would react to that (ive blocked the entire thrax tag). theres one point in it that i would like to ask for elaboration on: how would you characterize oz if he were transmasc? i got this hc w/o much interaction w the fandom just bc he reminds me of a lot of my transmasc friends but i personally am not one so ive been asking around abt how to portray that and would love ur input as someone whos actually familiar w the character! most of my tguy buds agree w me but im interested in what u have to say! have a nice day 💐💊
ahhh I never saw this for a while, and ty for agreeing ‘cause I SWEAR I thought I was the only one!
for me personally, I’d write him as himself, but with struggles he has to face with his identity, or who he is exactly as a person. I personally have my own insecurities when it comes to being me, so I can see it happening to him at some point as well.
now, for the headcanon and stuff: you can characterize him however you want, just as long as it’s respectful! though some things are a bit y’know…hard to determine, since some transmasc people haven’t gotten top or bottom surgerys (like me). I say it’s totally fine to write a transmasc character how you want as long as it’s respectful, not written in a fetishized manner, and y’know, makes sense (such as him, if not having a bottom surgery, having mentions of a period, etc)!
again, sorry for not seeing this earlier! hope you found this helpful!
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Universal Monster watch through thoughts part 4
20 films down and I'll admit this stretch was one I wasnt looking forward too,I even was afraid I was getting burnt out due to one film ,but still have my energy so we are gonna keep on trucking
16.Frankenstein Meets the Wolf Man (1943)

This was actually pretty fun ,I enjoyed this one more then I remembered liking it.Its not perfect,I think the Wolf Man stuff is better then the Frankenstein stuff .That said this is a very good sequel to the Wolf Man and I love the relationship between Larry Talbot and Maleva ,there is a warmth and sweetness there .When Maleva swears to protect Larry like she did her own son Bela ,basically making Larry her surrogate son ,especially after LArry had just learned his father died of grief ,and the basically become eachothers family cause they are the only ones who understand this curse ....It got me choked up,Im not made of stone .Its not in the film alot but I like that Larry is friends with the Monster ,I wouldve liked more of that .The powerhouse of the film is Lon Chaney Jr who brings the pain and sorrow to LArry as he seeks a way to die ,to escape immortality .I also like that the villains of this film are explicitly the townspeople.Thats a common thing said by fans,we like and identify with the monsters,so we see the crazy towns folk wanting to persecute the other as scarier to us ,and here it is made text.The Towns folk are racist to Maleva and mistrusting and so paranoid ,they are the antagonists ,could be projection but a mob is scarier then a monster .I also think the big Wolf Man and Frankenstein Monster fight is fun .If the film has a big flaw its gotta be Bela Lugosi as the monster,he doesnt really look right in the makeup and due to context that is cut explaining he is blind and getting rid of all his dialogue ,he kind of just sumbles about .Akso theres a friggin musical number in this movie and I ADORE IT .Fun movie reccomended
17.The Phantom of the Opera (1943)

This is the oddball of the set cause its a remake of an earlier film thats not in the set......And its also a diffrent type of movie then a lot of the films in the set,cause well,...Its in color ,it was a lavish technicolor extraviganza as opposed to being a B Movie like a lot of the other films .I know a LOT of Universal fans and even Phantom fans dont like this movie cause its a very light horror film........I ADORE THIS MOVIE ,I didnt at first but Ive watched it MANY times and grown to just love this film and I had just such a wonderful time revisiting it during this marathon .It might be my favorite version of Phantom that isnt the musical ....Which is weird cause it is a VERY loose adaptation and at that a tame version .However once I pressed play on the DVD after sitting some rather mediocre films it was a nice change of pace to see the beautiful technicolor ,and thats what I use to describe the film ,beautiful,with nice colors gorgeous sets ,lovely music,and great costume.I love the Phantoms costume here ,black suit ,black hat ,black cape thats lined with red with a blueish half mask which also looks good with Claude Rains grey hair ,its my favorite Phantom costume .Arthur Lubin,the director adds some of the best comedy in these films since the work of James Whale ,from the bumbling owners of the Opera (With J Edward Bromberg being particularly great ),the fussy stage manager worrying about the Opera Ghose who he thinks "Has a long nose and a big red beard " which gets a fun payoff ,and especially the stuff with the love triangle,which is entirely played for humor and makes both our romantic heroes look like fools .The cast is great ,with Suanna Foster being my favorite Universal ingenue and absolutely my fave Christine (With a gorgeous singing voice ).Raoul is split into two characters , a policeman who shares his name played by Edgar Barrier and a heroic baritone named Anatole played by superstar singer/actor Nelson Eddy ,and how they conclude their rivelry makes my queer heart happy .The best part of the film is the Phantom played by my absolute favorite actor Claude Rains ,here a violinist obsessed with Christine who falls upon misfortune and madness (The scene where he snaps and kills a man is truly scary and a superb piece of acting by Rains ),and he makes for a great tragic villain ,even if his motives are a bit muddy.Great film,adore it gonna be high in my ranking ,one of my fave films period
18.Son of Dracula (1943)

.....So I nearly stopped the marathon .There is a lot to like in this film:It looks beautiful,the main plot is kind of interesting with the hero being framed and the two villains trying to dupe eachother ,J Edward Bromberg plays against his bumbling type as an expert and Lon Chaney Jr plays against type as a conniving cunning villain as opposed to a tragic or lumbering monster ....The problem i think is....I just didnt care,I found the film so boring ,and Im sorry but as much as I love Chaney and how he is clearly trying he does not work as an aristocratic vampire .I was so looking forward to this film and it just bored me to tears
19.The Invisible Mans Revenge (1944 )

This was a delight,fun story of a revenge seeking maniac tormenting his former friends through invisbiity.Effects are good ,John Carridine has a fun role as does Gale Sondergarrd.John Hall who previously played the Invisible Agent gives a much better performance here as a really menacing villain ,and I like that he is a diffrent type of evil ,being more angry and sociopathic then the outright playfully sadistic and unhinged villain Rains was .
20.The Mummys Ghost (1944)

So I have NOT been enjoying the Mummy movie they are my least favorite series in this set....Well I am happy to say ,I actually kind of liked this one .It follows the formula mostly, but it does enough interesting things I like it ,I was invested in the main story ,John Carridine makes for a good villain,Lon Chaney Jr actually has stuff to do as Kharis the Mummy aside from just shuffle and kill people,like he has a personality here and the ending....Is perfect .It is a shockingly morbid end that I friggin love .Enjoyed the film aot
Rankings so far
20.The Mummys Tomb
19.Werewolf of London
18.Invisble Agent
17.Mummys Hand
16.Son of Frankenstein
15.Invisible Woman
14.Ghost of Frankenstein
13.Mummy
12:Mummys Ghost
11.The Invisible Mans Revenge
10.Dracula's Daughter
9.Frankenstein Meets the Wolfman
8.Dracula
7.Invisible Man Returns
6.Invisble Man
5..Son of Frankenstein
4.Phantom of the Opera
3.Wolf Man
2.Frankenstein
1.Bride of Frankenstein
To be Continued
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🧁: cupcake
tell me about yourself, as much or as little as possible and i will ship you with whichever marauder i think you will go well with!
hi! congrats on 1k!! i love reading your writing <33 this is my first time requesting :))
i have lighter brown hair that has a few natural blonde highlights from the sun and blue/gray eyes. i’m about 5’3” and am really quite pale. i would describe my style to be a mix between whimsigoth and dark academia. i have 2 tattoos, one of my star sign constellation (pisces) and one of a hibiscus but i am definitely going to get a lot more. i am more on the introverted side and really appreciate my alone time but when i’m with my friends i could hang out forever (probably bc of my crippling FOMO tbh-). i love music and making playlists and i actually play the bass and sing a little. one of my major hobbies is theatre and acting- i love being on stage. i’m a slytherin but definitely have a little hufflepuff deep down. i love watching criminal minds and horror movies but also appreciate really cheesy romance movies. i have a major minor caffeine addiction- both coffee and tea. i love travelling and reading and writing occasionally. id say my love language is quality time with a little side of physical touch and maybe a little bit of words of affirmation.
anyway i think that’s about me in a nutshell ! thank you so much and once again congrats 🫶🏻 !!
Thank you for the congratulations, darling and thank you for sending in this request, i hope it’s to your liking despite it coming very very late (。Ó﹏Ò。)
i ship you with, Remus Lupin
i. you often ‘borrow’ remus’ fluffy and thick sweaters on especially chill days. they were so big that they swamped your frame but that was how you liked it and you liked that they fit your dark academia aesthetic too. remus doesn’t mind, but acts like you owe him for being so generous with lending out his clothing — “you’re nice and toasty because of my sweater so you should help keep me warm,” was his most common excuse but that often led to you cuddling up against his chest, between his legs and on his bed while you read separate books. it was the perfect way to spend an evening together.
ii. compared to remus, you’re quite short but he loves that about you, especially when you’re dressed in your whimsigoth attire. he thinks you’re adorable and always has this urge to hold you to him – like you’re his own pretty fairy, small and beautiful and someone he doesn’t think he could ever live without – but doesn’t want to come across as clingy so he usually just ends up fiddling around with the fabric of your clothes. you’ve come to see the gesture as a sign that remus needed to be cuddled so whenever you feel a slight tug on your clothing, you immediately turn to cuddle up against your boyfriend.
iii. when you and remus first got together, you were quite nervous about meeting his friends, especially because you knew how close they were. But, over time and with some prompting from remus, you’ve gotten just as close with the boys as remus has; you share a lot of sweets and inside jokes with peter, you help sirius with styling his hair and clothes and james likes to ask you for advice with lily. the boys often refer to you as ‘the missus’ or ‘remus’ girl’ or their ‘sister in law’ because you were all practically family to each other.
iv. the time remus discovered your tattoos, he was entranced by them, he thought they looked beautiful on you and he’s grown to habitually kiss them whenever you two were intimate with each other. you’ve told him how you debated getting a tattoo dedicated to him, which he blushed at. he was incredibly flattered that you would want something of him permanently on your skin. you were strongly against getting a full moon however; you didn’t want something that caused him so much grief to represent him on your body, instead, you opted for tattooing a matching scar of his onto your own body – it was a favourite of yours and perfectly placed across the upper right side of his abdomen. “Why?” he asked you in disbelief when he saw your new tattoo, tracing it with his finger gently as his other hand moved to press against the matching scar on his own body. “because i think it’s beautiful,” was your answer and ohhhh how you made him melt!
v. one summer, you and remus decided to go on holiday together for a week before the full moon and he fully got to appreciate your love for coffee. you woke up to do mornings with coffee, spent the evening with tea and remus, being the loving and observant boyfriend that he was, helped brew you tea and coffee whenever that time of the day came along. It took you one time to show him how you liked your tea and coffee for him to nail it over and over again. he’s your little barista~
vi. your holiday together was spent in an airbnb located in a countryside village, watching criminal minds, horror movies and cheesy romance films in bed together, going on long walks and reading and writing at cute cafes. It was so relaxing and you had never felt so at peace… until the marauders decided to crash the party and surprise you two with a spontaneous visit of your little get-away together. It wasn’t an unwelcome visit, in fact, you were just beginning to miss the boys and they showed up just in time. “I knew it! I knew you missed us!” james cheered and sirius laughs with his arm thrown over peter’s shoulders, the three of them grinning widely at yours and remus’ cuddled up forms.
vii. as much as remus loved having the boys around, however, he wanted to be alone with you more so he set about planning a scheme to encourage their departure without making it too obvious — his plan: to be as lovey-dovey with you as they were willing to stomach and amping it up every time.
viii. “you’re so beautiful today, my love,” remus coos into your ear before pressing a kiss against your cheek. “No no no, let me get that for, my dear,” remus insists, hurrying to open the door for you to enter as he leans his face down and smiles expectantly. with a giggle, you kiss him sweetly as thanks and enter while the boys in the background pull faces at the lovey atmosphere you two were setting. “we can share the blanket, darling,” remus calls and opens his arms so you could run up to cuddle into his chest with the blanket wrapped around both of you. you were already wearing remus’ thick sweater but cuddling with him made you feel especially warm, which was needed for the chilly night. The rest of the boys glare at the two of you, feeling especially lonely as they look on with their marshmallows over the open fire and glaring when remus looks up from kissing you and smirks at their pathetic, shivering appearance under unbearably thin blankets.
ix. by the end of day 2, they were packing their bags. “remmy…” you sighed and narrowed your eyes at your boyfriend after the two of you waved the boys goodbye. “yes, sweetheart?” he asks, pressing a kiss to your cheek after taking a strand of your blonde hair behind your ear. “i know what you did! i didn’t know you could be so devious!” he grins as you pout, “darling, i’m a marauder too, y’know~”
1K MILESTONE EVENT : CLOSED | NAVI.
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i am an adult i have learned some social signs. like when someone does abc they mean xyz. it may not always make sense but ive learned some standard ones. i miss most siggnals but there are some ive hardwired into my pattern recognition. however. i am not above pretending to not see certain signals if someone is being annoying or a douche. like oh you use the 🙂 that def means youre smiling and happy so i respond appropriately. i know you are purposely using it to imply displeasure. however you keep ignoring everyone elses signals that would be obvious to a rock (for example: you waxing poetic how you want to lick some girls toes. in public. and saying that in front of a table of people trying to just have a nice board game night. and people tell you outright “hey its not that you cant say that but could you maybe save that for another time? its making all of us really uncomfortable” and you never stop. i am not your fucking mother i am understanding for people not understanding things and am willing to try to help however if you refuse to learn and dont listen to when people straightforwardly express discomfort with your actions that is your OWN fault and problem. god helps those who help themselves. i am trying to be nice because i have seen cases like yours before and you are aimed straight towards a life of 4chan incellry so i would like to be at least a voice of reason as i have been in very low places before and a kind voice would have meant the world to me. however you refuse to do anything and honestly you seem to prefer making yourself suffer. i am sorry if one day you have no one around you to help. i am trying to help and even not help but just be present. unfortunately every dialogue exchanged gives me a migrane. and you keep touching my shit but you never bathe so it makes my stuff stink as well. i dont like ANYONE touching my stuff. for this reason i think of most things as the collective and only a select few things specifically mine. the collective can be touched by anyone. yet you keep pushing my boundaries and messing with the stuff that is explicitly mine, and you do so without any hint of an invitation or asking for any permission you just grab grab grab. you are driving me loopy. and you act like you are the only one on the spectrum either. i am also on it and have a rather severe case (arguably way more severe than yours, not that it is something to be compared) yet you keep pushing the line despite people trying to be as accomodating as possible. at this point your actions are not caused by your neurodivergence but instead your own unwillingness to pull your head out of your ass. you think your (self)diagnosis excuses every action of yours but it does not. you are a grown ass adult who is being spoonfed by everyone around you. please behave in a manner that reflects it. if i can work hard every day of my life to maintain some normalcy, you can fucking listen to people when they are straightforward with you. also stop talking about how you are such a chaser that is not something to be proud of. you act like its SOOOOOO quirky because you use he/they. its fucking weird. i have expressed my discomfort with you repeatedly waxing poetic about pre transition trans masca and how you wanna fuck them and get them pregnant etc. it makes me feel physically ill. just because you are trans does not make it okay to be weird to strangers.
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i don't really have a place to put this since i have at least a few followers on all the other blogs so its going to go on this one underwhich i dont think ive made any posts that got notes, so we should be clear.
i just really only want him back, if im being honest. like, i know the kids thing would come up, but im kinda convinced hed going to realize he doesnt want them in the end and then this will have all been for nought. it's just, like, this would have been so much easier if it was a regular break up, you know? if he had just been like i dont like you anymore bye.
and maybe it was that, i feel we'd grown a bit complacent in how we showed being in love, but i very much did love him. past tense, interesting, that was not intentional. this is where the very teen-esque worrying comes in, like oh what if i had just been more engaging, more interesting, would this still have happened - listen you gotta just get on board with the fact that people enjoy being around you it has to be for a reason. sarah and kc are both trying to hang out with you like repeatedly you can't be that unpleasant to be around.
anyway. i could take two pathes with this, once of which is the be sad and feel it out and deal with it method, being very honest in therapy, being honest with friends even (holy fuck no that will never be an option here) because truly believing you will never be happy again admits your life is forfeit. right? since you will never again see personal happiness, it is up to you to go into nursing, take up vows of destitution, entirely live your life for others, right?
and see how that provokes such dread. somewhere in you you know you will be happy again otherwise you would do this. so use that logical fallacy and ride it till the cows come home - if you were never going to be happy again, you would have to become a nurse. and youre not fucking doing that.
however the other path is to admit that yes you will be happy again because the five year get back together plan is happening. and that just seems so much easier. i can find the motivation to get my life back together for me still, since in 5 years i'll be happy again and i want to mximize that. see it works so nicely. i need to heal and save money now because in 5 years we can pick up right where we left off.
damn its funny at the time i was like wow this phobia is making me so miserable i miss being happy. and now im like damn i was actually happy every day turns out it can get worse. it can literally always be worse please remember to be grateful for the happiness you have right now!!! your apartment is great montreal is great your studies are great. these are all things to be happy about in your life and when it i guess inevitably gets worse you will lament not enjoying it.
this was supposed to help and it didnt really so i'm going to go back to readings but this willbe my new journalling blog because the others are Too Visible.
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@dissentersrising // LORE ASK TIIIIIIIME
i am, of course, starting out with this: magic system! changed it any? completely overhauled canon? completely followed canon? if it's not just canon, how does it work? and any lore implications/results of however you so decided to write it?
aaaaand. clan sunsharp. what's the name from? someone important, something important, just sounds nice? why'd they choose it?
also! i am seeing a lot of transfers. what's with that? as far as i can tell the clan looks more like a workplace than a clan in particular; how did this culture/structure develop over the clan's existence?
thank you for the ask!
honestly the magic is just whatever sounds coolest for a given individual. i treat it kind of like a dnd class so some can be studied in magic or inherently born into magical aptitude or not have any magic at all. or some have magic but don't use or wield it. i try to stick to their elemental heritage when i can though.
i just thought it sounded cool when i picked it lol. Alacrith comes from a stereotypical mirror swarm and wanted to create a clan that held an intimidating reputation but still stuck to the truthful ideals of her flight, ergo clan sunsharp.
youre absolutely right, it is very much a workplace. i based my clan lore on my personal experience in the us military. i mostly worked with people who had been stationed away from their homes and came from a variety of backgrounds, and many of the clan members are based at least partially on my coworkers (ive since separated - it's cathartic). the in-lore reason the clan has become such an institution is because it grew to the point where standards and procedures had to be put in place to maintain order. clan sunsharp's core mission is to train exaltees for the lightweaver, so the entire clan functions around accomplishing this mission. no matter how "bought in" a clan member may be to the higher cause, they are still putting in hours of their lives to make the mission happen, and this inevitably wears people down. even the founders, who envisioned a prosperous clan of plenty that honored individuality in the beginning, have since grown out of touch with their original goal due to their workload.
#ask prompt#sunsharp lore#i could go on and on about the military analogies in my clan lore#the rank politics are a huge one#the unrealistic and ridiculously high standards are another one#pin talks#thank you!
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we need to be friends lol cause ive genuinely seen people act like rhys doesnt care about those priestesses and that the library is a prison of sorts💀💀 the library is open for them to leave if they want to just like they did when nesta asked them to train.
ive seen people say rhys doesnt care about the illyrian females which is again bs. rhys literally outlawed the clipping of wings but tell me how is he supposed to change the beliefs of people like when the illyrian males say if the girls use swords they will bury them or those swords cant be use? how is he meant to change their minds? u want rhys to control the minds of his people? the very thing yall accuse him of? emerie already stated rhys changed the inheritance law of the illyrians allowing her to inherit her father’s shop which is a HUGE thing. the clipping was outlawed. it was brought back during amarantha’s reign when rhys himself was trapped.
as for lucien… fuxk that man. he WATCHED as his so called friend was emotionally abused for months. he was willing to drag her back to that god awful court. the only reason he didnt rat her out in acowar is because he wanted to see elain otherwise he wouldnt hesitate lol so genuinely fuck him. has he EVER apologised to feyre for what he did? or has he sincerely apologised to nesta and elain for what his silence inflicted on them? or did he ever apologise to rhys for all the awful things he said to him all those years? idc if u say rhys did his job well. rhys was being SAd for years and never has lucien apologised for calling him a whore.
also in acofas rhys clearly stated that he can never be nice to people who hurt feyre. hence his treatment of lucien and nesta. people may be like ‘but what about elain?’ and mind u in acomaf rhys told feyre it would be difficult to like BOTH her sisters because seeing them reminds him how young and alone feyre was. however, elain actually showed remorse. it was elain who in front of the three brothers and feyre accepted her own hand in feyre’s suffering for years and apologised for it. elain also showed more kindness to feyre afterwards in acofas and acosf. and mind u rhys was ALWAYS kind to nesta. if you idiots actually read acosf properly ud see nesta stating that but here it is for u people who have selective reading skills where nesta admits rhys is a good person and that rhys was always nice to her even when he hated her.


the quotes are from acosf so please look it up. nesta never thought low of rhys. it is YOU idiots who twist her words into something it’s not to fit your narrative. once nesta save’s feyre’s life rhys quite literally kneels in front of her and thanks her. rhys throws outrageous money for a wedding ceremony for nesta and cassian because he genuinely cares so much for her now. one act of kindness towards feyre and rhys would do anything to ensure that person is happy. FOR FEYRE.
rhys actually made so much changes in law that benefit the women and its even highlighted by cassian but people dont want to read that

ive seen people complain that rhys did little in 500 years and i wanna ask whether they actually read the book or not. 500 years ago was the War when his father was still alive and tamlin was a child. if u all forgot id remind u that tamlin was a grown fae male and well into his years seeing that he served in his father’s army and befriended rhys before he became high lord. rhys probably served no more than a bit over 200 years into his immortality and even then 50 years was spent utm. he still tried despite that.
in conclusion: read the books. i promise dont just read acosf and be like “oh rhys is so wrong!” and don’t say that the narrative for acotar is wrong because feyre is the mc. if that were the case then we can say the narration for acosf is wrong too lol. rhys never wanted to be HK. he’s content to only rule NC. he wants to make it better for his people.
also the elriel thing is obviously a set up for conflict in elain’s book because azriel has been set up to be her love interest. there needs to be a conflict as to why the two cant be together otherwise they’d be together in the first 5 pages and what are we reading then? lol. (in truth rhys saw the vision and obviously is on our side and wanted to give us a forbidden love trope. ik him u guys dont! i trust his vision)
in conclusion: go back to school and take your english comprehension classes again please. thank you. acotar is actually sjm’s simplest work and the thinkpieces people write over this shit is so funny😭😭 it’s also her worst work compared to tog and the intricacies of cc and is nth more than a romantasy and people still act like a fool over this.
Shit that Rhys gets hate for that never happened in the books or that are completely justified.
“Plotting to become High King.” Rhys has never stated that he wants to be High King and he’s actually said multiple times that he has no plans of becoming one. The idea was brought up by Amren and was shut down quickly by him. I don’t get why y’all are hating on him for it when he literally agrees with you?
“Trying to kill Nesta.” Sadly Rhys has never actually tried to kill Nesta. He threatened to (just like she threatened to kill her baby sister) but he has never done it and he even says that he would never hurt anyone Feyre loves. Quick question though. Nesta’s threat towards Feyre is excused with “she was just angry because her boundaries were being pushed” but why is that logic also not applied to Rhys? He was angry because his wife had a miscarriage thrown in her face. Yet these instances aren’t treated the same?
“Threatening to kill Nesta just because she told Feyre the truth.” The reason he threatened her was not simply because she told Feyre. It was because of how she told Feyre. She threw a dead child in her sister’s face (his child along with Feyre’s) and not only that but she blatantly lied to her sister and said everyone was just going to let her die in ignorance while knowing that that wasn’t true. If someone you cared about was told their child was going to die in the same manner that Nesta told Feyre would you be upset?
“Bullying Tamlin.” His bitch ass deserved it. What do you want me to say?
“Bullying Lucien.” He also deserves it. Seriously though what reason would Rhys have to like Lucien? He’s besties with the man who got his mother and sister killed, he’s the man who tried to force his mate back to her abuser, he’s the man who looked at Feyre with disgust for simply being a part of the IC. What reason do these two people have to like one another? Lucien disliking Rhys is fine but Rhys disliking him is bullying? Need I remind y’all that these are both two grown ass men?
“Forcing traumatized Priestess to work for him.” I didn’t even think people were dumb enough to hate on him for this but here we are. The library is not a prison for the priests who live there. It’s a sanctuary where they are taken to heal and they can leave whenever they are ready to. There are even counselors/therapists there to help them.
“Purposely keeping Nesta ignorant about her powers so he can control her.” If I remember correctly it was actually her who chose to refuse to learn about her abilities and it was her who threw a tantrum when they suggested that she starts learning again. The IC never forced Nesta to be powerless or under their control. She willingly refused to learn about her powers.
“Hating Nesta and abusing her because she didn’t bow to him.” I don’t even know how many times it’s said and shown that Rhys doesn’t enforce rank unless he absolutely has to. His own friends talk shit to him but you actually think he disliked Nesta because she did it? Maybe just maybe his dislike for her came from him watching her repeatedly hurt his wife? You can say he was wrong for defending Nesta against Feyre all you want but painting him out to be the bad guy for simply disliking a woman who hurt his wife is insanity.
Bonus: “Brainwashing Nesta to be happy with how everyone treated her.” This argument is just so unserious I don’t even know how to counter it😭.
“Degrading Azriel and forbidding him to see Elain and in the process taking away their choices.” This is just another instance where he was completely justified in his decision. You have to put yourself in his shoes for a second. One, he’s already stressed out because he thinks that his wife, child, and he himself are going to die and the last thing he needs is to be worried about losing an important ally over Elain and Azriel. Two, from his perspective it looks like Azriel just wanted to fuck Elain and he didn’t actually have feelings for her. “Well how could he not know that Azriel likes Elain” because as I stated before throughout Acosf his main priority was Feyre being pregnant and finding a way for her to survive it. Of course he’s not going to notice two people dancing around one another if he’s worried about his wife dying? A lot of you just forget that Rhys is also a High Lord who will put his people above everything (except for Feyre).
Ending it here even though I could go on and on about how delusional a lot of his antis are. This post would just be way too long.
#feyre archeron#rhysand#feysand#a court of thrones and roses#pro rhysand#inner circle#elriel#anti tamlin#anti lucien#nesta archeron#this is not anti nesta post#my issues with archeron sisters will need a whole other post#please learn to read#these books arent that complicated#high lady feyre#i will be a feysand till i die
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— a mutual intoxication
characters: dazai osamu, you
notes: implied toxic unlabeled past relationship, idk what this is beyond that, ive been doing some p stupid shit lately i needed dazai to shake me out of it. also my e key has issues so there may b missing lettrs
song: Los Borrachos (I Don't Have Any Hope Left But The Weather Is Nice) by Car Seat Headrest i think?? im notsure
Turning your phone off with a sigh, you close your eyes, sensing that presence hovering over your shoulder a little too late.
You have grown rusty, it seems, for he stands like that, too close for comfort, close enough for you to feel his breath and his eyes glued on the black screen of your phone.
“Look who’s here!”
Dazai Osamu exclaims giddily as he makes a turn around and slides right next to you. As if its some mere coincidence the two of you ran into one another and not something he foresaw before you even decided to drop by this cafe.
And so Dazai settles down, makes himself comfortable, easing in and blending into your side, to the environment.
A quick look shot his way, at your phone and the people idling in the cafe, you wait and wait, swallow down each second thats been passing.
And he catches it no matter how quick.
Of course he would, this is Dazai after all. Nothing gets past his senses, his wicked perception, his inituition.
Dazai's presence right here, right now means only one thing: That he has won.
Or so, he thinks. And once he does, it is the truth and absolute truth, even despite the circumstances preventing it, he will make sure to eradicate.
So far his voice falls deaf on your ears, as often was the case in your past, just a background noise to fill the air and nothing else–
"Someone has been busy, hm?" his coo leaves you on the edge, and you have half a mind to not jolt up or shoot another glance by your phone.
You know this.
You know Dazai, he is just doing what he does best, you are better than this: giving him what he seeks.
"So, what are they like? Have they been helping you with that itch on your brain that needs a good scratch?"
It shouldn't sting when you have grown used to it, but it does, just a little.
Not because he is right– he is, that's another issue, but because you're still doing that after all that time.
A little attention never killed anyone, that part of your brain reasons but another is quick to remind you of all those myths and tragedies of Greece.
It is nowhere as satisfactory as the real thing obviously, but even messages of sweet words and praises gets you going– though you hate to admit it, that you like this, you relish on this, the high of it.
Bonus points when the compliments are not the typical ones you can see everywhere, when the terms of endearment and what follows them sound to be thought over.
Lips pulled tight, you only stare at Dazai without a word.
"Not deserving of your voice? Not even the scoldings?" he tilts his head to the side with a smirk.
Bandaged hand over the table moves on its own.
They seem fresh, you cannot help but make a note of. Perhaps he came across a discount recently. There is no way in hell he would pay for these. Not when he has the agency's stash to raid, or you to buy and apply a fresh set.
His weird unique way of showing vulnerability, in his own way. But how can you blame the man?
He was already a mess when the two of you met.
Finger swiped over the screen, he taps the passcode, only to be left alone with the lockscreen.
Head turned to face you, another smirk that says "I'm impressed."
thanks no thanks, i don't need your compliments, you want to say.
you are not worried per se, you do not owe your piece of shit of an ex any explanation.
how things will turn out however, has you wondering. You know Dazai, but there are times when even you're at a loss of predicting his mind.
Friend of a friend– you doubt he knows that friend in th first place. Maybe their social media profiles at most but that's not much to go by.
The phone comes to life then– of course it had to be th fingerprint you had forgotten about.
Yet Dazai only seems pleasant at th turn of events. From your expression, he can tell this was not intentional but where's the fun if he doesn't go around claiming you were always waiting for him to return to your loving embrace.
"Not good enough apparently."
you whip your head at his voice, confusion clear on your face.
"Since you're sitting here alone all by yourself, not even on a call or texting." he shrugs as if he is explaining something simple, some truth of life to a kid.
"And do pray tell, Dazai, how am i supposed to text or talk when you have my phone?" you don't realize your teeth grithing.
To your reaction he only offers a grin, aware you know the answer as well as him.
even now, him going through your phone is old news. He did that before, and so did you– returning the favor.
If you wanted all his attention on himself, he demanded the same in return, give and take, until you suffocate.
and yet, even now that air stinging and filling your lungs does not hurt. the unbreathable toxic air is welcome in your lungs, an old friend you cannot shake off your life.
dull eyes ignore your question as they quickly go over chat histories, a little sneak at your photo roll without a doubt and side private accounts you keep limited to few people in your life.
with a sigh, he turns the device off and tosses it back on the table, leaning on his back, relaxing entirely. "My, my– and here I was worried you had forgotten all about me."
You had, as a matter of fact, yet you doubt he'd take your word for it, not when he has something brewing in his head to prove. Whaatever it may be, you know it won't end up in your favor.
"Now I just feel bad," that indifferent tone of his rings loud and clear.
hah! as if he is in any position to feel bad for your sake, what an awful attempt at a joke.
"Darling, you deserve better than that." "And that 'better' is supposed to be you?" you retort without missing a beat, annoyance clear in your voice.
"Well," he drags the word with a tilt of his head, gaze locked on the ceiling as if it's the wide blue sky instead, "Not saying I'm the best you've had, surely there are plenty of fish in the sea,"
a lie, you are aware, what he truly says is 'your words, not mine'.
"You deserve someone to match your wits." he concludes.
When you turn to look at his face, you see him sliding down slightly, head thrown back and resting.
even when complimenting, he makes sure to cast the hook where he wants it, all he has to do is sit and wait.
and hate yourself just as much, you know it has worked, that he is right. As exhasuting as it was to be ...something with Dazai Osamu, it was exciting, keeping the adrenaline rushing constantly, the ups and downs, highs and lows, the clashing and the sudden unision in the face of anything else.
"Not some sorry excuse of a person who cannot even pick up on one third of the things and teasings you say."
this, you're unsure if it is the living and breathing Dazai that says it, or the little one nestling in the back of your hand, always making sure to remind you he will never leave you alone.
Th who of it does not matter though.
Bcause all the ticks and kcks of your relationship with him, it was the unspoken understanding you enjoyed more than anything.
A look is all it takes, a gesture is all he needs, no words spoken, no thoughts admitted out loud verbally.
With a mind as sharp and bright as Dazai's, he understood you more than anyone else.
But being understood is not the entirety of it.
that's where communication plays in after all.
and as bright as he may be, Dazai took this to his advantage, his vague tactics to keep you around.
Sweetness but not too much, attention just long enough to keep you waiting for more, at the ready with big eyes–
letting your shoulders drop and realizing the tension you had on this whole time, you lean back as well, mirroring the man next to you and letting your body fall toward his direction a little.
Who are you to judge Dazai Osamu when you haven't been any better?
maybe this is what you wanted this whole time, letting this 'break up' last longer than the prvious ghosting phases, ignoring him on purpose and seeking out a new source to keep you up.
you can feel an arm draping over you, not bothering to open your eyes. this, too, has become something you've grown all too familiar with– one of the dolce ones, even when th grip becomes tight– keeping the other locked in.
because for any chain Dazai has on you, he possesses a matching one.
He might be the human with the highest perception skills for all you care– you know him, and that speaks for itself.
back and forth, it's a never ending dance of teasing, stepping on toes on purpose, pretending to have gotten bored in the middle only to surprise the second party with a sudden spin and bending of the waist– leaning in, nose to nose, until your visions blur into nothing but each other, and the mess you have left in your trail.
#didnt end this exactly in th way i wanted but i think this one is better#u can pretend he says mst lik 'ill makeu forget abt thm in no time' and ur inner monologue smt abt how thres no need for this already#uh anyays#bungou stray dogs#dazai osamu#felizai#menthol ellness<3#dazai x reader#dazai x you#bsd x you#bsd x reader#bungou stray dogs x you#bungou stray dogs x reader#dazai osamu x you#dazai osamu x reader#gender neutral reader
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DIABOLIK LOVERS VERSUS SONG Bloody Night Vol.Ⅳ Mini Drama “Reiji VS Kanato”
Original title: 録り下ろしミニドラマ「レイジVSカナト」
Source: Diabolik Lovers VERSUS SONG Bloody Night Vol. IV Mini Drama
Audio: Here
Seiyuu: Katsuyuki Konishi & Kaji Yuki
Translator’s note: Reiji and Kanato are a...fascinating combination to say for sure. They were paired for the very first VERSUS CDs as well though, so it isn’t exactly new either. I remember back then it revealed how Reiji could be much more intense than his initial calm demeanor leads to believe, but after HDB, they decided to kind of get rid of this ‘wild’ side of him for some reason. Although in this case, it might be for the best because Kanato already brings more than enough chaos to the table.
*Rustle rustle*
Kanato: …Going to bed already?
You seem startled.
Kanato: Fufu~ What’s the matter? …I was so nice to come all the way to your room. So shouldn’t you be a little happier? ーー That being said, I feel as if your scent is stronger than usual. …Hey. Did somebody suck your blood?
You shake your head.
Kanato: Hmー I see…But I can’t trust your words. So how about we do this…?
*RIIIIIP*
Kanato: Come on, show me your arm.
You hesitate.
Kanato: Hurry up, please. Come on…!
*Rustle rustle*
Kanato: Fufufu…I’m going to tie you up nice and tight with the sheets like this. Aren’t you glad? Besides…
*Rustle*
Kanato: If I tie your other arm to mine, you won’t be able to leave my side anymore. I’ll get to hog your blood all to myself.
You wriggle around.
Kanato: No point in trying to run. You are far too weak to untie yourself. I made sure to make a tight knot. Well then, I suppose I shall indulge in your blood right away. Haah…I’m terribly parched, you see.
*Thud*
Kanato: You’re happy, aren’t you? You get to savor my fangs after all. I’ll mark you all over. …Now where to start? From the neck, per usual? Or perhaps I should go for the shoulder or your lower back instead? …But I suppose I’ll start off with the neck after all. Fufufu…Such beautiful, fair skin…Looks scrumptious.
*Rustle rustle*
Kanato: Don’t move, please. How am I supposed to suck your blood like this!? You truly are a natural at ruining my mood, aren’t you? Are you perhaps doing it on purpose?
You shake your head.
Kanato: If not, then why? Ah, I get it. You cannot help but react out of sheer job, can you? However, I can’t suck your blood very well like that. Fufu…Fufufu…I just had a genius idea! I can simply tie down your ankles as well!
*RIIIIIP*
Kanato: By fixing them to the bed like this…Heh. Now you can thrash about all you want and it won’t be an issue. …Hm? You’ve got tears pooling in the corners of your eyes? Have you grown scared of me, perhaps? Please rest assured. I won’t do anything else as long as you don’t attempt to run.
Of course, I won’t deny that it seems very fascinating to witness you scream in pain as your skin turns deep crimson.
You wriggle around.
*Rustle rustle*
Kanato: Fufu…Are you sure you should be doing this? If you keep at it, I might just do something truly horrible to you. Or do you enjoy the pain, perhaps?
You stop moving.
Kanato: Hm. Seems like you finally understood. I wonder how many times I need to repeat myself until it gets through to you?
Kanato bites you.
Kanato: Mmh…Nn…
*Sluuuuurp*
*Gulp*
Kanato: …Ah. Just as I thought, your blood is truly first-rate.
*Sluuuuurp*
Kanato: Hah…
*Sluuuuurp*
*Gulp gulp*
Kanato: Haah…I’ll suck you till you almost reach your limit, okay?
*Sluuuuurp*
*Gulp*
*Sluuuuurp*
Kanato: …Mm~ You can’t help but wriggle around from the pleasure? You truly are a hopeless girl, aren’t you? I’ll give you even more. Fufu…You must be so happy to get rewarded by me, huh?
*Sluuuuurp*
Kanato: Nn…
*Sluuuuurp*
*Gulp*
*Sluuuuurp*
Kanato: Mmh…
*Gulp*
Kanato: …Ah~ It’s so sweet, I can’t stop. Now where to suck from next? I’d like it to hurt as much as possible, but the blood also needs to be tasty. …In that case, I believe this spot might be ideal.
Your eyes widen in horror.
Kanato: Fufu…Fufufu…Look at how swollen and bright red your skin is over here, I’m sure there’s lots of blood gathered underneath. I mean, the fabric of the sheets has been rubbing across it with each and every one of your movements.
*Rustle*
Kanato: The way your heart is beating loudly sounds as if it’s begging me to hurry up and bite down…Aah~ I doubt I’ll be able to hold back. When I imagine the sweetness of your blood flowing underneath this skin, I can barely contain myself. Haah…
He bites you again.
*Sluuuuurp*
*Gulp gulp gulp*
Kanato: …Hah! It’s much richer than before…!
*Gulp gulp*
*Sluuuuurp*
*Gulp*
*Rustle rustle*
Kanato: …Hah. …Haah? Oh shut up, will you? All you need to do is continue to offer me your blood until I’m satisfied. I want much, much more! I haven’t had enough at all. Now then, more…
*Sluuuuurp*
*Gulp gulp*
*Sluuuuurp*
*Gulp*
Kanato: Hah…
*Sluuuuurp*
*TIMESKIP*
*Dingーdongー Dingー dongー*
Kanato: Zz…Zz…
Reiji: Kanato. Wake up.
You wake up.
*Rustle rustle*
Reiji: Oh dear. You woke up instead. Kanato is…
Kanato: Zz…
Reiji: …still sound asleep, it seems.
You ask Reiji what has brought him here.
Reiji: Why I came here, you ask? Because I was looking for Kanato. Apparently he broke some school equipment and did not inform anyone about it. I was asked by one of the teachers to give him a warning in their place.
Since I could not find him in his own room nor the living room, I thought that perhaps he had gone on one of his rare trips outside, but then I picked up on the scent of your blood coming from here.
…Kanato sucked your blood throughout the whole night, did he not? How do you explain that?
You shake your head.
Reiji: Denying it now? Fufu…Seems like you underestimate me quite a bit. No point in trying to make up excuses. Did you truly think I would not notice the scent of your blood filling this entire room?
*Rustle rustle*
Reiji: You are tied to the bed on top of that…Good grief. Kanato has some deplorable tastes. Keep still, understood?
You thank him.
Reiji: …Hah. I did not untie you to do you a favor. I have been feeling uncomfortable ever since I entered this room. To think that I have warned you so many times about not letting anyone but me suck your blood…
*Rustle*
Reiji: These various bite marks left behind on your neck…They were all left behind by Kanato, were they not? Good grief…What a mess. Nothing but filthy marks of someone who indulged in blood out of sheer gluttony.
It would seem that you need to be punished severely. For seducing Kanato for your own pleasure, getting him as far as to suck your blood. You should be taught a lesson…by my fangs.
*Rustle*
Reiji: However…Sucking from the same spot he did would go against my personal policy.
*Rustle*
Reiji: I shall give your back a taste of my punishment instead. This part of you has been left unmarked after all.
*Rustle*
Reiji: Please keep silent. I cannot guarantee the situation taking a turn for the worst if Kanato were to wake up.
Reiji bites you.
*Gulp*
Reiji: Mm…
*Gulp*
Reiji: …Hah…
*Gulp*
Reiji: Hah…Are you sure? The more you wriggle around, the higher the chances that Kanato will wake up. …Or are you doing this on purpose, because you want to show off to him? I will not criticize you for having such preferences, but I have to say, it is something unexpected.
You whimper.
Reiji: This was meant to be a punishment but…Good grief. You truly are hopeless. …However, I suppose it does not feel bad. I shall make sure you get a thorough feeling of my fangs.
*Gulp gulp*
Reiji: Nn…
*Gulp gulp*
Reiji: …I believe I told you to keep quiet? Will you not listen to me?
You protest.
Reiji: Then bite down on some fabric. …Come on, look this way.
*Rustle*
Reiji: Hmph. How laughable. However, I can properly punish you now. I am still nowhere near done. We shall keep going until you realize who exactly you belong to. …However, the sight of someone else’s marks carved into your skin is truly upsetting. I suppose I have no other choice. …Excuse me for a second.
*Rustle*
Reiji: I shall suck from your shoulder. I should be able to let you experience a sharp pain that way.
You tense up.
Reiji: Are you frightened? However, I have to do this, otherwise you will never truly understand who you belong to, no?
*Rustle*
Reiji: I am sure Kanato will be surprised as well. I doubt he could have ever imagined I would be here sucking your blood while he’s sleeping right next to us. Well then…I shall thrust my fangs…even deeper this time.
*Gulp gulp*
Reiji: Mm…
*Gulp gulp*
Reiji: …Hah. Accept the pain. And by doing so, fill your mind with nothing but thoughts of me. Hahn…Mm…
*Rustle*
Reiji: A fine reaction. Well then, lose yourself in me even more…
*Gulp gulp*
Reiji: Mm…Nn…
*Rustle*
Kanato: What on earth are you two doing…!?
Reiji: Oh dear, so you have awoken. I am sucking her blood, as you can tell.
Kanato: I can see…! What I’m asking why you’re here getting ahead of me when I was looking forward to indulging in her blood first thing in the morning…!?
Reiji: Hah. That is simply how you feel about it, no? It has absolutely nothing to do with me.
Kanato: Don’t be ridiculous!! I am the only one who gets to do with her as I please! You’re in the way!
*Rustle*
Kanato: Hey, you feel the same way, don’t you? You think my fangs are a million times better than his, don’t you? Ah…You can’t speak because you’ve got a cloth in your mouth, come you? Let me remove it for you then.
*Rustle*
Kanato: Come on, hurry up and tell him. That I’m number one…and that he’s getting in our way!
You remain quiet.
Kanato: Hm…What’s wrong? Hey, why can’t you say it?
Reiji: Kanato…That is because she does not wish to have her blood sucked by you, don’t you think? She feels satisfied after I bit her. In other words, you are unnecessary.
Kanato: Haah…? What are you saying? That makes zero sense! She felt better than ever before when I sucked her blood!
Reiji: That applies for when I fed off her. I had no other choice but to have her bite down on fabric just to keep her quiet after all.
*Rustle*
Reiji: Isn’t that right? You want me…to suck your blood. Just like this…
*Gulp*
Reiji: Mm…
*Gulp gulp*
Kanato: …!! Reiji…!! What are you doing!?
Reiji: See? Your body is heating up already. Just as I thought, you simply cannot escape my fangs. That’s what this means, no? Ignore the onlookers. All you need to do is be there for me.
Kanato: Kuh…You won’t get away with this…UNFORGIVABLE!!
*Rustle*
Kanato: I am the only one who gets to have their way with you!
Kanato bites you as well.
*Gulp*
*Rustle rustle*
Kanato: Fufu…Fufufu…Such a loud scream. Guess I am the best after all. I’ll give you more and more…! I’ll make an exception today and grant all of your desires! Under normal circumstances, I’d be pressuring you for letting Reiji do with you as he pleases. …Say, where has he not bit you yet? Show me. I’ll leave plenty of my marks on you…So, okay?
*Rustle*
Reiji: Good grief…I wish you would not get distracted by other things. What you should be focusing on instead…are my fangs.
*Rustle*
Reiji: Anyone can tame you with pain…Kanato can, as well as myself, and the others too. ーー However, I am the only one capable of making you experience pleasure at the same time. The way I suck your blood…will make you my captive…Nn…
*Gulp gulp*
Reiji: Yes…Lose yourself in my fangs…just like that. I shall give you them plenty more.
*Rustle*
Reiji: Well then, once more…
*Gulp gulp*
Reiji: Mmh…Nn…
*Gulp*
Kanato: K-Kuh…!! H-How could you…I won’t forgive you!! Both of you are making a fool out of me!! …I can suck her blood however I want…! …Hey! I’m the only one you need, right?
*Sluuuurp*
Kanato: Nn…
*Sluuuurp*
Reiji: Heh. Seems like she isn’t enjoying that very much. I believe that sucking one’s blood thinking only of your own pleasure won’t be well received by the other party.
…Now then, accept only my fangs. You are mine after all. Nnh…Mmh…
*Gulp gulp*
Reiji: Nn…
Kanato: …She belongs to me.
*Sluuuurp*
*Gulp gulp*
Kanato: Look, she’s twitching. I’ll suck you even harder, okay?
*Sluuuurp*
Kanato: Hahn…
*Sluuuurp*
Reiji: You truly are a slave to your own desires…reacting to both of us like that. I suppose it cannot be helped. I believe I shall have to teach you just how great my fangs are all over again.
*Gulp*
Kanato: …Hah. You say the strangest things. Just by looking at her, it should be obvious that I have won this show-off. However…It might be nice to see Reiji devastated by his defeat. Come on, show him how you lose yourself in me even more…Nn…
*Sluuuurp*
Kanato: Mmh…
*Sluuuurp*
*Gulp*
Reiji: I do not see why I would have to pay any mind to this nonsense, but I shall stay here with you until you fully understand. After all…I have plenty of time on my hands.
Well then, drop all the way down…to the dark depths of Hell. Hahn…
*Gulp*
Reiji: Mm…Nn…
*Gulp gulp*
*Rustle rustle*
Reiji: Nnh…
*Rustle rustle*
ーー THE END ー ー
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