#how dare they leave with this....PAIN
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If StoryTaco doesn't pump out a Season 2, then we're doing it ourselves who's with me? ✋
#arcana twilight#just finished floor 13#what the hell#i have so many complaints#how dare they leave with this....PAIN
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SHERLOCK | Martin Freeman as John Watson
#inspiration for creating gifs was the wonderful @meandhisjohn#twelve years have passed and this episode is still vivid in my memory as if I watched it yesterday#It’s unbelievable how much pain a person can endure and this episode is a testament to that#the moment john a fierce defender stands ready to strike down any who dare speak ill of sherlock is pure brilliance#the moment they run in handcuffs is beautiful#truly two against the world#and it’s so sweet how john takes up all the space on the couch completely comfortable while sherlock sits patiently beside him#when sherlock saying goodbye to john forever is seared into my soul#It’s a moment that never leaves me a reminder of the depth of their connection and the pain of their separation#martin’s performance in that call is a masterclass in conveying raw emotion#the pain in his eyes speaks volumes a symphony of anguish that lingers long after the call ends#It’s a moment that deserves to be immortalized a testament to the power of his artistry#and the last thing I’ll say is#john’s soul is that of a soldier forged in fire and tempered by hardship yet always clinging to hope#martin freeman#benedict cumberbatch#bbc sherlock#sherlock#john watson#sherlock bbc#mf/serial
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⟢ highlight of the hour: my dearest [15/20] ⟣
sweet dreams
#my dearest#korean drama#nam goongmin#ahn eun jin#mmkfav#mygif#mdhoth#the first half of this ep was so unserious askdjfd#jh pretending to be unconscious just so he could spend more time with gc hahaha#i laughed so much in this ep which was finally a nice change of pace#becus all we had gotten so far was pain and tears and sadness#also i really really really liked this scene#the way gc held jh's hand which she's always wanted to do#and how jh woke up to find her next to him#pls dont ever separate them again :((#(yes im talking to you ryang eum)#(dont you dare!!)#(leave my parents alone!!)
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#razrogue babbles#the way I need some Tianami right now...sickening#how dare you treat me to sub Nanami headcanons and then leave me wanting 😭#pain and suffering fr#where is my part 2 of Tiana pegging him... please 😭😭😭
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#ugh im so anxious and like i think i have more pains bc of it#i overslept bc ever since i got a new phone my alarm is so quiet i never wake up?? this is the third time this happens for this class#but i cant miss more bc if i have more than three weeks absence they'll fail me :< so i hurried and walked to school#i wish i had a bus pass T-T since they introduced civilian clothed controllants i havent dared taking the bus at all i dont wanna get a fine#so yes anyway. on top of that im pretty sure my sister stole my keys. bc they were in my jacket pocket yesterday and today they werent there#and she left somewhere earlier this morning. so now im anxious abt not knowing where they are + will i get inside?? my mom wakes up late af#ummm what else???? idk im just so stressed. i got to class and have been here for 40min now and the teacher left for lunch#i'll leave now bc i cant focus enough to sit here more. my tooth aches too :((#i just wanna cry tbh#the entire way here i was like i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die#i feel so awful.. and stupd and worthless. why am i incapable of getting a job? or even studying at university? im so bad at everything#im like an anxious wreck who can barely function. everything hurts both physically and emotionally#i dont even wanna walk home im just sitting in my empty classroom bc i dont wanna kove#move*#what's wrong with me? how did i turn into this? i miss school. like i miss being able to actually do my work and talk to the teachers etc#im only a shell of what i used to be. and im scared i'll never be anything other than this :((((#well i gotta move ig bc the sooner i do the sooner i can get home and lie in my bed & cry over how useless i am :3
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Anastasia the Musical sucks so bad. They really said "We're gonna cut the best song from the movie - just axe the absolute banger that is 'In the Dark of the Night' - because we are being SERIOUS and GROWN-UP now. We are A Big Historical Realism Musical Now. This is FOR REAL, okay!? We don't have a SILLY villain like Rasputin! We have Gleb! [Please Just Clap.] We are HISTORICALLY GROUNDED. -- Anyway, here's a musical unironically glorifying the Russian monarchy~~ 💖😌💖😌💖😌💖"
#anastasia#anastasia musical#Anastasia movie#anastasia the musical#that said everything added in relation to Sophie and Vlad was 👌👌👌 chef's kiss#to add insult to injury they use the tune from in the dark of the night in a solemn dirge about the pain of having to leave one's country#I'm not actually against adding more historical realism into Anastasia but you have to give the monarchy that treatment as well#if you want to actually reckon with the oppressive regime of Russia in that time period you can't give a free pass to the monarchy#they're like completely uninterested in why the revolution happened and everything in relation to the royal family is#this glittering nostalgic shallow thing. which also describes the original but that at least had a campy magical historical fiction angle#that made suspending disbelief pretty easy. also how dare you add more ballads i mean for fuck's sake#I don't care if Anya and Dimitri saw each other TWO times as children instead of one! i don't care! i don't need a 6 minute song about it!#he's like 🎵 i saw you in a parade once. gosh the monarchy sure had some pretty parades and beautiful spectacle 🎵#and she's like 🎵 omg i remember you that's crazy i sure did love being a part of the family of the Czar 🎵#if you're going to add an introspective song maybe have Anastasia reckon with how her father was a great father and a violent ruler!#maybe address the inherent emotional conflict of grieving genuine trauma and also recognizing the fault of the ruling class.#i have memories of rewinding the movie just for a second or third viewing of 'in the dark of the night'#memories of jamming out to it in the car with my friends. then clicking skip 100+ times on my friend's ipod shuffle just to play it again#original#been a while since I saw the musical but I still get mad about this sometimes. half-assed ''Realism'' means less fun and more glaring flaws#please just clap#it's not like there's nothing there to develop it's just that they did it bad. I'm fine with adding a sad song about leaving home but ffs#also why not make Gleb a campy weirdo? he's SO. BORING. at least fuck up in an entertaining way.
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yeah <3
#ignore the numbers lol i compiled a list of writing prompts and kept coming back to these two.#imagine your otp#bc this can be applied to pretty much every ship out there?? like. the tough “unemotional” one who hasn't cried in years(or says he hasn't)#and the soft sweet one whom everyone loves and who wouldn't hurt a fly#just give me one of them getting hurt#and the other not knowing how to deal#so the tough one breaks down#because they can't lose their best friend. they don't know what to do without them#imagine the tough one being uncharacteristically soft because things are just That Bad and Scary; “don't you dare leave me.#i can't lose you. i won't.”#but when the soft one sees the other one get hurt? they SNAP.#just completely feral and ready to put themselves in danger if it means having even the tiniest chance of helping their friend#throwing punches. having to be restrained when help finally arrives because they don't realize they're finally being rescued#and they're still in the “i have to protect them; anyone is dangerous” mindset#just. man. i'm in love with this.#currently imagining my faves like this... wilson and house... crowley and aziraphale...#like the details vary of course but just. this. them.#i'm in so much pain so i hope this makes at least the tiniest bit of sense but this is my lifeblood atm#anyway! enjoy#writing#writing prompts#whump
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Fun fact!
You may think you want your favourite characters to get to grow old and have a happy life..but sometimes, it will leave you just as depressed.
And SOMETIMES it will leave you significantly more depressed…so depressed that you’ll have to sit on the floor for at least an hour letting tears run down your face to recover from the emotional damage inflicted by the epilogue of your favourite book series.
#im looking at you clockwork princess#how dare you give my boy william herondale a long happy life and still leave me broken inside#every time i think i remember how painful this series is..i reread it and am instantly reminded it’s so much worse#maybe i need to stop getting so emotionally attached to characters#but seriously..#will herondale#jem carstairs#tessa gray#henry branwell#charlotte branwell#gideon and gabriel lightwood#and everyone else in this series has a hold on me that i will never recover from#i love the infernal devices so much#shadowhunters#the infernal devices#cassandra clare#kate's post
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Okay so I happen to have been experiencing a prolonged breakdown over an under-researched architecture-related essay that I have to do, and I wanted to take a break and check out the new tmp episode, and so I can only describe the feeling as this: imagine there is a beautiful night sky full of stars. You look up at it. Don’t you love the night sky? And then God Himself pisses directly into your eyes
#LEAVE ME ALONEEEEE. HOW DARE YOU.#WHY IS THE WORLD SO FUCKIGN CRUEL. IS THE PAIN OF SUBMITTING A BAD ASSIGNMENT NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU#can’t believe this podcast fucking Beheld me#tmagp
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me: hm, i cant really look in the tag for ins*mniac verse mil*s yet, since i havent playd spiderm*n 2. lets look in phins instead, since she was in his game, but wont be in 2 :]
the tag: [filled with froathing at he mouth little freaks calling for violence against [checks notes] a 17 year old child character for DARING to "get in the way of mil*s and gw*n" despte the fact that this is an entirely different mil*s from the spid*rverse/c*mic ones, and also phin and mil*s saw each other as brother and sister lol like they call each other family she literally says he's like a brother to her what is wrong with you people]
me:
#GHOULS#ABSOLUTEL GHOULS#oh hw daaaaaaaareeee a black woman have a bit of chemistry with mil*s that some might (wrongfully) inerpret as romantic#how dare she be in pain and greiving and making bad decisions#how dare she not be perfect and always do the right thing#like yes she's clearly making abbsolutely terrible decisions but she just lost her damn brother#after losing her parents a few years ago#like. are u surprised. are u surprised she wanted to hurt the people who did it#are u surprised the 17 year old went about it in the worst way possible. are u surprised she was angry and ruthless and messy?#are u surprised that the kid who had a 'i can do anything if i put my mind to it' mindset stubbornly stuck to her failing and flawed plan?#but nooooo gw*n should beat her up apparently for [checks notes] being friendly and loving mil*s like a brother ok.#SHE DIED.#SHE FACED THE CONSEQUENCES OF HER MESSY ACTIONS#LEAVE HER ALONE OMG#luke rambles
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sorry one more. jc fans will watch jc encourage wwx as he kills himself and then turn around and act like jc is wwxs victim
#cannot put into words how mich I loathe the trope of 'how dare you leave me' in this context#I def think its in character I just think its super shitty and unfair and antithetical to all of wwxs themes and arc#estrangement is painful but its such a slap in the face to act like wwxs life AND death are about jc#hes his own person! he has made his own choices and forged his own path#at least in his death id hope ppl would give him the respect of not acting like jc had it worse#of acting like jc was wwxs victim that day#or that he suffered the Most whatever that means and it justifies his actions#ik this sounds fully strawman but I swear to god ive seen shit like this#like content of jc blaming wwx for HIS OWN DEATH and presenting it as wholesome and brotherly is the number one surefire way to lose me#it can be real for the character but at least acknowledge how shitty and selfish it is esp in this context#cql txp
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I would like to see more people talk about how jobs treat disabled employees.
I used to prep, wash dishes, and cook at mellow mushroom. I had chronic pain that wasn't NEARLY as bad as it is today, but it was still very debilitating. I told my employer "i cannot stand more than 4 to 6 hours. I CANNOT do shifts longer than this due to my illness." And even though i made my boundaries VERY clear, everyday i worked it was 8 hours at the least and 10 or 12 at the most. I would go up to my manager and say "look i really need to leave, my shift is over, my chronic pain is killing me." And he'd say "we really need to here, you HAVE to push through." And so i did, and after one, ONE month of that job my crps got incredibly worse to the point where i could no longer walk my dog around the block which was .5 miles. I quit, and that was FOUR years ago, and ever since that day I HAVE BEEN BEDRIDDEN AND HAVE TO USE A WHEELCHAIR. It is my biggest regret in life.
My best friend who has seen my whole journey has recently developed undiagnosed chronic pain, and she is in the EXACT same scenario i was 4 years ago. Busting her ass at a pizza place with extreme pain that hurts her so much she tells me "im in so much pain i don't even feel like a person." She doesn't feel LUCID. And her manager and coworkers are saying the same thing "if you don't help us you will let us down, we'll be in the shit."
That job thats hurting you isn't fucking worth it. I promise you no money is worth losing all your physical abilities and never getting them back. Your coworkers and boss do not give a shit about you, so don't you dare suffer for them. They will never understand your struggle and they will never try. They truly think being understaffed is worse than whatever pain you experience. They would rather you permanently damage yourself than inconvenience them. FUCK THEM. DON'T FUCKING DO IT!
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@voidlesslove said : I'd love to see Kaeya with the traveler as his mate. They'd immediately clock his scent as Inteyvats and depending on which it is would share theirs with him. (Side note I can totally see the traveler as a beta) 『 Related to this || Accepting 』
YES! 🥹
#voidlesslove#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#answered#//Love the idea of him panicking over them clocking his actual scent; even if they bring it up in private#//Trying to brush them off; trying to scramble out of it bc who KNOWS if they'd hold it against him#//Only for their own scent to waft over him and calm him (bonus if it's smth similar or has an Odd edge to it; bc they are an Outlander#but that very detail abt it is what HELPS bc it almost feels familiar to him (he'd dare even say it almost felt as though they were#'True Mates'...but how prepostorous would that be? An Omega being True Mates with a BETA? It's unheard of! And yet he almost dares HOPE-)#//He can't immediately identify it; is too caught up in them reassuring him they won't say anything abt it; in steadying himself#//Maybe it's not until they're closer; perhaps around the time of his 'hangout' or after Cari.bert when they decide to become proper 'mates#//And THAT'S when Traveler shares their scent with him; what it is; lets him Properly bask in it rather than indulge faint traces of it#//Because ever since he's gotten a soft spot for them before they left Mond; every time they saw him; he was Exceedingly clingy#//Longing for that little scent that seemed to set his restlessness at ease–as if his body really CHOSE them as his mate#//Kae prolly brushed it off like nothing at first; thinking he was just clingy for a new friend. Never minding how much he Hated them#smelling like others they'd encountered (esp Venti; who likes to scent them for friendship And bc he wanted to play matchmaker for em)#//Prolly helped lead them to tentative courting; over letters; during festivals Traveler would return for. Long distance being so PAINFUL#//And every reunion feeling like the most powerful sense of relief; like finally able to release a bated breath held fast#//I like to think they are VERY bitey mates. Bc Traveler can't really 'claim' him in a traditional sense; but they can sure Mark him#//& vice-versa. & he absolutely leaves them utterly covered in his pheromones each time they part; hoarding things they left their scent on#//Heats get really tricky for them; bc being a Beta; they can't really Satisfy his Urge at the time#//But he doesn't care; would ask them to utterly flood his nest/the place with their pheromones and help him through it anyways#//He'd rather do that and feel a little discomfort than have to resort to bringing an Alpha into the mix. Would LOATHE that#//Still; Traveler being with him Definitely helped him through his heats better than other Beta partners he's had before#//Okay; this was a hc spam whoops fjgbfg. Okay last one; he ONLY ever nests in their teapot. & prefers to spend his heats in there#//THAT'S how comfortable he would feel with them; even before they properly courted/became mates
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I’m sure someone’s already headcannoned this, but Bruce having pet names for the Batkids? Man, those are his babies—you can bet your ass he has pet names for them. He might not be the type of man to show much affection beyond a shoulder pat or the occasional forehead kiss, but he’s determined to parent the crap outta these orphans, and pet names are an easier medium to show that he cares.
Dick is both “chum” and “sweetheart” depending on the context. When Bruce is feeling playful and comfortable (the easy, “your mine and I’m just happy to be here with you” kind of love), he’ll stick with “chum” and Dick absolutely loves it. But when Dick’s sick or has a nightmare or got injured during patrol? It’s sweetheart. It’s default mode for Bruce, because seeing Dick in pain brings up so many raw, intense emotions (Bruce gets scared, goddamit) that it’s easier for him to say “I’ve got you, sweetheart, it’s okay, just keep your eyes on mine,” then it is to say “I’m so terrified that I’m going to loose you, I love you, you’re my everything.”
Jason is“Jaylad.” But it’s less of the name that’s important and more of the story behind it that is. For the first few months that Jason was in Bruce’s care, Bruce didn’t dare call him anything other then his name, in fear that he’d scare him away (he was already so distrusting, so hesitant, so fearful whenever Bruce talked to loud or moved to fast or got upset), but at the same time, he’d seen how pleased Dick had been at being called “chum” and wanted to bestow a similar endearment on Jason. But—he didn’t want to go to far. So instead of calling him “lad” like his own father had once called him, Bruce calls him “Jaylad.” It’s a little more impersonal, but it makes Jason more comfortable. (But when Bruce cradled his son’s broken body he said “no, darling, not you, don’t leave me—” because just how Dick is “sweetheart,” Jason has also always been “darling.”)
For Tim… it’s more complicated. He shoved his way into Bruce’s life and he’s forever grateful, but it wasn’t the same as it was with Jason and Dick. He sees Tim as his son, of course, but their relationship was built on the darkest, most despairing part of Bruce’s life. But even in that terrible season, Bruce would look over at Tim working on a case or cleaning his suit and say, “Good job, sport.” It doesn’t happen often, but Tim is “sport.”
Cassandra is “love.” Bruce has never said it to her, aloud, but he knows Cass can read him well enough to hear the unspoken endearment, to see how much he longs to protect her, bring her joy, fill her heart with all the love she’s filled his with.
Steph is “duck.” And not necessarily because Bruce decided that it was, but because 9 times out of 10 he finds himself screaming, “Robin, get down!” because Stephanie will not for the love of God follow his orders, and end up right in the line of fire. To save time he eventually just started saying “Duck!” It keeps Steph from getting whacked to high heavens and saves Bruce (another) heart attack, but over the years it’s also become somewhat of a ritual to say “duck” whenever Steph walks in the room. Bruce secretly wants to call her “ducky” (which is what his mother called Kate), but he’s never worked up the nerve.
Duke is “kid.” By the time he’s in the family, Bruce has loosened up and lightened up, especially with everyday affection (which is to say, he’s not avoiding it like the plague). He’s quick to say “Good job, kid” whenever Duke had an accomplishment or ask “how are you today, kiddo?” when they see each other in passing in the Batcave.
Damian, lastly, would never allow Bruce to call him anything other then his name. But every once in a while, Bruce can get away with saying “son.” And it’s the best thing in the world.
#bruce wayne#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#cassandra cain#damian wayne#duke thomas#stephanie brown#batfamily#dc#batman#dc comics#batfamily headcannons#pet names#batfamily pet names#bruce wayne loves his kids
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Actually I don't think they wrote him out at all. I've seen writing out in other fandoms (cough cough GW2 trahearne cough) and that wasn't it.
For one, his absence was remarked upon a few episodes later. May be minor but after suffering through MASSIVE disrespect to written-off blorbos of mine in the past, this gave me hope.
For two, it finishes his arc with his dad; they finally get to have some real father-son time and that's what LUKA'S story needed (also if Luka had been there in the lead-up to the finale Marinette would have had a shoulder to cry on when Adrien left and who KNOWS how that'd mess up their dynamic).
Three: The sheer fact he comes back in Re-creation! There are 3 more Seasons planned and he's gonna be here for it! Also he came back with a massive new plot twist - new skills, connections, and possibly a new role, and I think him knowing the identities is very likely to be relevant to that. And ofc him knowing the identities is why he had to leave in the first place.
Its almost as if him knowing the identities was a prerequisite to get him to leave so he could come back with a nice glow-up of additional developments to his character... a DELIGHTFUL setup and a completely unexpected use of his secret knowledge in a show where this knowledge is NORMALLY NOT USED SO MUNDANELY LOL.
Sure it probably wasn't planned, but that doesn't make smth automatically bad. It's only bad if the story/character arc is ACTUALLY bad, which it isn't. Being able to take stuff you have set-up and running with it in a way that works is a GREAT thing and a good skill. And if it only worked put by luck? IT STILL TURNED OUT GOOD, NOW WE HAVE A GOOD STORY, LETS CELEBRATE!
summary of Migration:
You could summarize a lot of weird decisions on this show by saying "The writers thought it would be cool if..."
#luka couffaine#miraculous ladybug#tbh I WAS scared they were gonna do him dirty like my other blorbos#I felt the same pain at his leaving that I felt at all my other blorbos' passing#It felt cruel and heartless to write him out#To write him out#They couldn't write him out how DARE they#Luka is too good for that#Too pure#But they DIDNT write him out#His friends acknowledged his absence#His absence was FELT#He left a hole that the narrative acknowledged#AND THEN HE CAME BACK#I am a bit skeptical of his role in the upcoming seasons - not sure it'll fit him#But I'm willing to give the benefit of the doubt#luka mlb#Also. I just love we have an in-universe representation of Astruc to make memes with lollllz
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so do you spiral into rage whenever you realize the person who got you seconds away from killing yourself is moving on with their life when somedays you still feel like you're stuck in that moment that fucking traumatized you and how unfair it is that they get to move on when you almost ended it all over them or do you not have a deep seated fear that you jave no effect on the people aroujd you
#suicide tw#cw suicide#tw suicide#suicide cw#candyskiez vent#i know its irrational. i know#but fuck its. a part of me is almost mad at them for moving on. even though earlier i was fucked up because whst if i hurt them what if im#terrible person. i keep fucking flipflopping. ive never once wanted them back but ive missed them so bad and ive hated them and i still#fucking love them and god. i almost killed myself. i almost KILLED myself and they get to just??? be upset that i didnt want them in my lif#they can just go on about how it was so hard for THEM to lose all their friends when they were the one who cut us out. and everyone feels#bad for them. but fuck. i almost fucking killed myself. i almost killed myself because of this situation. i thought id never be happy again#i was wrong. im finally healing from it. but sometimes i can't help but hate them. because how DARE you ever act like the two things are#even remoteoy equivalent. you lost SOME of your friends because you made a stupid ass life decision you had EVERY way of knowing would blow#up. we were in hell. we were in fucking hell. the friend group almost fucking fell apart becase of your stupid ass. i almost killed myself.#i thought id never be happy again. i almost killed myself without leaving a note so i wouldbt have to feel yhe pain YOU caused me. YOU. and#you think you have the RIGHT to be sad? you arent the fucking victim. you have NEVER been the victim of this situation. you will never be.#and logically i know i know they can feel however they feel and thats valid and yeah they cared. but it feels insulting fucking INSULTING#because how dare you be sorry when i could never forgive you for what you did. how dare you do something so STUPID and get surprised when#people got hurt. you are a fucking awful friend. you dont deserve forgiveness. i dont give a shit youre sorry. why should i care. why is it#MY job to care that youre a fucking idiot. you hurt me. why is it my job to understand why? i almost killed myself.#later on im probably going to feel bad for them again. i know they aren't a monster but god it is so fucking hard to care. ive never gotten#that close to suicide. and they very nearly pushed me over that edge. i was so fucking close to writing a note. i was debating if i should#send the note to my online friends. i was on the fucking brink. i will never fucking forgive them. i almost killed myself.#and their name wouldve been on the note.
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