#how can time pass by so fast
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That episode wouldve been perfect if the pacing was a liiiitle bit slower
#look i liked it i loved it i think there was a lot of dear work put in it it was genuinely a very cool episode and all#BUT i cant get it outta my head since j watched it that it was so QUICK#i know they had to fit it all in 20 minutes or so#but it was SO rushed to me#the first part was okay#and then we move to court and it was a biit fast and i have not processed what happening yet#we dwell a bit on the court thing so by now my emotions have properly landed#although i still wish it was a little longer#and then BAM blitz being executed that part is pretty cool#but the part where he sacrifices himself also let me wishing for a longer time#although i they probably did the best on that one#and then stolas arrives and starts singing out of the blue#which okay fair thats the point he jumps to singing#but i really wish they took a bit longer on A. him stopping the axe and B. he taking in all of the situation and trying to clear things up#and THEN starting his song#the song was *also* a bit quick to me and the transitions from one layer to the other felt a bit rushed#but who am i to tell the music professionals how to music#i mean i as the audience kind of can. but i feel like its not rlly that bad or anything its just that the WHOLE episode passed in a blink#didnt give time for my emotions to keep up with everything#helluva boss#helluva boss spoilers#helluva boss s2#helluva boss mastermind#mastermind#hb spoilers
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Hey y'all! Weird question time again, I think I've asked this before but I can't remember Does anyone have a link to any resources or a guide or something on what blood sugar should be for people without diabetes? Both like in general, when fasting, and after meals. I do not have diabetes (I have been tested many times) but tend to what is technically not hypoglycemia but seems to be the low end of normal blood sugar pretty much all the time. Like, I have fasting blood sugar levels when I am not fasting and consistently have low blood sugar symptoms when my blood sugar is in like 80s, but I can't find anything about blood sugar that's not for diabetes
#the person behind the yarn#medical mention#food mention#at home I've only caught my blood sugar in the 80s a few times. 90s frequently#but blood tests at doctors offices its in the 80s and sometimes the 70s all the time#and I do not fast! I never fast because I know I am prone to low blood sugar#and I function best with a sugary drink I slowly drink all day#in addition to snacks between meals#I am struggling a bit today and I am trying to figure out (again) how I can stop this being a problem#when pretty much all the high protein snacks are also high histamine#docs won't take it seriously because they don't seem to believe I'm not fasting????#and because it's technically not hypoglycemia since it's not under 70#I've had hypoglycemia before. Like. blood sugar in the 40s nearly passed out bad#but I was also having anaphylaxis at the time so the docs seem to just be chalking it up to that#finding resources for low blood sugar that's not diabetes is like finding resources for salt in food that's not about getting less salt#but at least with the salt I can just do the opposite
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wanting to make more adult facing accounts and wanting to post that sort of art again but then remembering it's going to become illegal soon so i. can't i wasted too much time to be able to do it. augh
#text#and then lg//bt media in general is going to count as that and also be illegal soon and there's nothing i can do augh augh augh#i wasted all my time to be able to do the things i wanted story of my life. waited too long those doors closed now#can't wait to have to delete all my art and all my accounts in a month or two when those all pass#but i'm also not getting away from the rfk camps either so wwwooo i guess there's no point#but my mom will just delete it anyway when i die or get sent away so whatever there's no saving it#i love being acutely aware of my own encroaching death IF IM LUCKY! if i'm LUCKY i'll be killed fast and not tortured slowly#because i decided to get comfortable doing things that were acceptable then but now it's too late to hide it now that thats going away#thumbs up!#i really wish i could go one day without thinking about it like can't i at least live the last stretch of my life somewhat happy#nope i'm inherently evil so i don't deserve it. i dont even know how i am nobody will tell me but i know i am
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Yeah actually I'm a little annoyed by that vampire video it's not even that wrong it just doesn't make sense to me...(Person who has read numerous academic publications on vampires for fun).
#.txt#okay i said for fun and it WAS for fun#but i also did a huge presentation on the evolution of depiction of vampires in media#and what fear they represented over time#the reason why all the first ones were so sexy is bc people were panicking over sex#especially women having sex#and yeah theres the assault narrative#but its more about moral purity and not giving into ruinous temptation#and that changes as sex becomes less scary#tho of course the fun paradox is that whenever you write a morality play you also get to express said sexuality#thats why its weirdly easy to read carmilla as not totally against lesbians#i think its bc its from lauras perspective? you get the sense she would have been happy if the men hadnt intervened#but maybe thats the only way i can read it now thanks to carmen maria machado's edition..#theres a convincing paper from the 90s that even dracula was a reactionary response to oscar wilde's trial and conviction#at least partly. bc stoker sent love letters to walt whitman..lol...#anyway as time passes you get kind vampires representing contagious disease#i am legend. the hunger#a lot of vampire fear is also like racism/xenophobia#fear of invaders#thats also present in dracula but other stuff too#there was another big thing but i cant remember rn because i got 3 hours of sleep and dont have access to my notes#but even this concept of the fears they represent evolving over time isnt like. a hard and fast rule#especially with how much we remake the old stuff over and over#*kind of vampires representing disease. they arent kind. lol#near dark has multiple things going on but the blood transfusion scene also treats it like a disease#v
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it's legit so funny watching all the hardcore rule-loving bros on instagram shit their pants just because they were 'forced' to watch someone else dm in the main campaign. cry about it. aabria iyengar be upon ye.
#they legit run out of facts real fast and they rewrite their own narrative in 2 replies#“she doesn't know how to calculate encounters” ok both matt and brennan have had instances of non-intended tpks. ??#matt has had this happen *twice* this campaign. if it weren't for FCG. both otohan's fights were severely badly calculated#but because it's matt he can get the pass#brennan forgets spell checks all the time (as it's usual) and gives the help action for free 99% of the time#and many more and it's normal because not 1 dm will be perfect and remember legit every rule#like c'mon honey your sexism is showing and it ain't cute#they're hating on her for the very same reasons they uplift matt and brennan#“brennan is so good at improvising” meanwhile aabria's “reactions to players are just too callous and dramatic”#how about you suck on a lemon and watch aabria rock your shit on four hours how 'bout that#this has been an excellent reminder of why i don't interact with the CR fandom outside of tumblr (:#what does the fox say
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It's really funny because technically serverbox Kinito himself should be around more but he formed an early distrust of everyone AND everyone demanded to protect Nio. He'll be back soon but it's so funny that he got derailed so much.
#I'm purposefully keeping my plot very open and vague so I can make quick time adjustments like this so that it's more fun for all of us#Amie COULD have been purely malicious if people had been completely mean to him#But so many people were nice from the start that he's more of a confusing motivation guy who likes you guys#He's fucked up still all three of them are. But any malicious nature he could've formed was squashed rlly fast.#Y'all keep narrowly avoiding Nio death by making it continuously more interesting for me to keep him alive LMAO#Like if Amie had gone feral? He would've ripped Nio apart to see how much was the same that he could take#But Amie likes YOU and you guys like NIO so he can't do that#serverbox au (kp)#I can't say anything else due to spoilers but since these bits passed I can#Trust me there's sooo much I wanna say but ourgh
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when you’ve worked at one place for a while there’s a golden era 5-6 years in where you’re proud of how long you’ve worked there and can brag about it. but anything beyond 7 years becomes deeply embarrassing and you’re always silently begging every new hire PLEASE DON’T ASK HOW LONG IVE BEEN HERE PLEASE DON’T ASK I PROMISE IM NOT A LOSER PLEASE DON’T ASK
#I just started my 8th year 🫠 now I don’t tell fucking anyone because it’s just so embarrassing to have worked here for so long…#I make the same as the position above me so I don’t want and will not ever want a promotion but it’s like I promyyyy I’m not a loser#my coworker was talking about how she’s been there for almost 4(!) and how she didn’t even realize how fast the time passed and how easy…#and I was like IVE BEEN HERE FOR 8 DUE TO INACTION AND IT CAN HAPPEN TO YOU!!!!!#my employee numbers are a whole digit less than new hires……. like that’s how long. they ran out of numbers.#I’m only staying because of that sexy sexy $10k towards adoption and 12-18 weeks paid maternity leave…#at 10 years you get to take a year off and I won’t take that long but I might take 3-4 months to chill the fuck out. in 2026 when I hit 10.#godddddd that’s sooo long Jesus Christ. so embarrassing. don’t tell the hoes.#a day in the life of steeve#the sad part is if we had universal income I would still work here and probably forever because I love my shit job it’s like toys to me.
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fuck. i'm gonna be 27 soon
#whyyyyyyyyyy does time pass so quickly#and yea i KNOW that's still young. i just hate how time passes so fast and i can barely do anything but let it fall through my fingers#i hate this time of year#personal#mine
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short horror video game concept: after a fitful night's sleep, you wake up in the attic bedroom of your uncle's massive lake house. you're hungover. both of your water bottles are empty, but the only drinkable water comes from the sink in the kitchen. the kitchen is in the basement, four floors down. your objective is to refill your water, eat a smidgen of cottage cheese, grab a soda, and head back upstairs before anyone notices you're awake.
#mechanics to consider: there are stairs and an elevator#taking the stairs is silent but they're open and pass several bedrooms#the elevator is loud but no one can see you when you're in it#you might have to vomit. bc of your poor decisions yesterday. this is not only loud but takes up precious time#vomiting occurs if you drink your water too fast (especially if you took the stairs down)#there are multiple people who could potentially catch you so there's a few different endings#each of them are more likely to notice different things and their rooms are on different floors#which changes how long it takes them to get to you#i also kinda like the idea of there being monsters or something. like instead of people#anyway this is brought to you by my paranoid ass trying to get some water earlier while hungover#rachel rants
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#I'll be turning 24 in two months and I don't know how I feel about that#on the one hand I'm glad I'll be older again#on the other I can't believe a year has passed again#I don't know how time can be flying by so fast??#there's less than a year left of my apprenticeship and I both feel like I've worked there all my life and like I started yesterday#I think I'm also worried about where I'll be and what I'll do after it's over#confusing times..#personal#mine
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dazai's thought process is so stressful to write but so fun at the same time. my boy is working through things so fast.
#he's putting together the puzzle pieces but not QUITE in the right order#he's working with what he has though#but also trying to bring him to a conclusion rapidly is so fun cus we know how fast he can connect dots#and im trying to portray that while also acknowledging that SOME time has passed#and also also still trying to keep it logical enough that it would make sense as a conclusion to draw from the events#ough my brain#maybe writing after benadryl napping isnt the best plan#shh ac#wip: blackhole time fuckery
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Gonna go running tomorrow!!!! Gotta hype myself up because i know once my alarm goes off at 6am i will not be as excited anymore ((((: BUT I'LL GO RUNNING!!!!
#i just#need to get some actual exercise#where i can completely exhaust myself#i mean. i get some pretty exhausting 10 minutes every morning on my hike to class#but i want something a bit longer and something that will end in a nice shower and not in a seminar room#I'm just a bit scared of how it'll go because so far the paths where people exercise are also occupied by other people#and then there's bikes that might kill you if you don't watch out#so i wanna go early so i hopefully avoid random people taking a painfully slow walk in the middle of the path#so you can't pass them#but I'll be moving!!! fast!! i cannot wait tbh#i should have gone tonight#(watch me oversleep and be too unmotivated to go tomorrow morning... istg if i don't get up at 6#I'll still go at 8 or 9 or 10 am and have to live with the consequences of the paths being crowded#I'd go to bed early but my neighbors keep me up until 2am every night so that's fun#but the running will be worth it#(I'm not even a runner ㅠㅠ i just need to substitute my usual high intensity workouts with something other than pilates and yoga#i mean it's definitely not bad to be forced to do something out of my comfort zone but i really miss my jumping around time)#void screams
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i forgot that activity isnt working properly and i had missed quite literally everyone's tags on my art KGJFDHG
#glad everyone is enjoying the lil pokemon doodles :] i love my boys i had a fun time hunting for them#ONE DAY I WILL GET A SHINY LECHONK WITH THE DAWN MARK. ONE DAY.#i worked so hard to get harvey bc i did not know how pokemon breeding works jkhfgk#i got a shiny one. cool! was really hoping for quirky but i'll take it ... wait what do you mean you can guarantee natures get passed down-#welp time to do that again! *20 eggs later* jhgfk HE SHOWED UP AGAIN SO FAST. AND HE WAS QUIRKY !#and the other drawing got to the 3 people who i wanted to see it so im happy with that :P#im not pinning it bc im still so proud of my pinned that is the best thing i'll make for a loooooong time <333#i want that to be what new ppl see first if they somehow get directed here lol#chat
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cons of going to a “good schoolTM”: insane workload, unbearable classmates, next to no support when you have any kind of extenuating circumstances Including literal hospitalization, etc
pros of going to a “good schoolTM”: the 9-5 lifestyle is genuinely a major improvement
#taylor.txt#the extenuating circumstances point was not me btw. i know someone who had his degree delayed an entire year because of two weeks in psych#we’re in a co-op program or else maybe it wouldve just been one semester but. lol#i hate it here…i hate it#but hey…at least i have the world’s shittiest health insurance!#some of my classmates say they dont feel like working full-time is easier than going to school full-time but it so is#for me. anyway. even when i fumbled my time management bad on the field and make no mistake i was incredibly busy plus i chose a field#notorious for Unpaid Overtime and Taking Your Work Home. even then. it was still easier than this#i would never do undergrad again. i loved everything i learned. i took interesting and awesome classes#but i would never ever do it again. miserable overworked spent most of it friendless until i got on the field#i have a friend who keeps being like idk how you did 4 physics classes this sem and im like girl we are education students…thats an average#semester for a physics major. how must THEY feel#also i have to say just you know. generally. ive worked full-time while living with my parents#AND while living alone. and 50 hours a week was incredibly manageable in the former arrangement. i even wrote and edited an entire novel#in the beginning stages of a pandemic while working 50 hours a week of retail and fast food hell. 40 hours full-time with weekends off#while living alone though? thats hard. i still managed to go to the gym almost every day#currently? i cant get out of bed in the morning. i am putting in 12 hour days and then goinng to bed unable to sleep because im so stressed#i have dreams about school. tangentially theres a really good marxist poem i read last year about this phenomenon in workers#ANYWAY. i have just 8 more days 4 exams 1 research paper and video project#i think i can pass and then thats it. my next semester is hell but just because scheduling the actual classes will be easy#and then i get to go back on the field and actually want to wake up every day. lol#and 8 days from now i will have my christmas shopping done and my apartment will be clean and i will be a fanfic writing machine#also my friends and i booked a demolition room so im sure that will be beneficial kfldjfldndks
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born to do a Saeko Only y7 run forced to be technically illiterate
#snap chats#we all know if i knew how to mod id make so many stupid masadai screenshots but not the point#ive been obsessed with solo runs for rpgs for a while so NATURALLY i wanna ask the question if each y7 chara can solo the game#i was thinkin of saeko specifically cause. 1.) love u 2.) in my first playthrough i primarily used her for support#though subsequent playthroughs obvi i switched her up to be way more offensive#the only chara you really can do this with is ichi and MAYBE adachi since. well ichi's obvious but adachi's the earliest accessible#'what about nanba' girl he LEAVES FOR THREE CHAPTERS#and ofc you only get saeko come chapter 5 - same thing for eri. not gonna even MENTION joon gi and zhao LMAO#so obvi i dream of a mod where you can swap ichi- at least for battles- for any of the other party members#if youve seen rpg runs that ft multiple members at a time then yk the plan is to just have everyone else block and do nothing#or get them ko'd as fast as possible. but obvi in this Mod Reality i would just have The One character to make it. awful LMAO#i mean me and other rpg enjoyers think y7's easy enough so why not the extra challenge#adachi gets the Can Also Do This Run pass since he's playable just about as long as ichi is#exceptions being of course the first chapter / beginning of second chapter and the first sawashiro fight / chapter 3#i already know people are thinking of the jima fight.... throwing up at that thought#honestly i think JUST them might make the challenge impossible#at least with ichi you have the poundmates but the others Id Consider to be out of luck#itd be fun imo to see how far each chara could get tho#beyond grinding i think youd HAVE to master perfect guarding not just for the jimas but ESPECIALLY for tendo#kiryu doesnt exist to me. apparently. idk he was a wash on my first playthrought but joon gi WAS the unintentional punching bag so--#anyway im almost done with this comm i just gtta shade it so bye
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the fact that there's no fast travel in jedi fallen order is making me
#THERES LITERALLY SET MEDITATION POINTS IN THE MAP WHERE YOU SAVE WHY ARE THEY NOT FAST TRAVEL POINTS#like at LEAST let me fast travel to the mantis#there's a bunch of objectives on my map that i passed when i was playing story stuff and it's such a pain in the ass to backtrack#why is there no crouch/stealth button too that's wild#i think i already posted about having an extra climb button you have to press#and i swear im really enjoying this game but why is there so much basic stuff not here#did ea originally plan to put it all behind a paywall /j#sassy speaks#sw#sw jfo#if jedi survivor doesn't have fast travel i'm gonna throw bricks at someone i stg#why are some of these elevators so long too. like i get it the first time if you're giving exposition#but after that there is NO reason an elevator should be as long as some of these are#i do love how easy it is to see how close you are to 100%-ing parts of the game#that's my biggest gripe with outlaws other than the cutscene animation quality#like you can see the chest amount but there's certain things they don't have a counter for#do you either have to look up a guide and compare it to your progress or just assume you've got it all#bc the trophies at least on ps5 don't cover that kind of stuff
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