#how are youuuuuuuuuuuuu ((((:
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resisting the urge to post every single normal xenophobic thing these protagonists spew is so hard. i feel like thats most of my lb tag. like i cannot stress enough to yall how WEIRD these books are!!!
#''ew yarrowleafs having a ROGUES kits? shes bringing HALF ROGUES into the clan? isnt that gross?''#VIOLETSHINE WHY ARE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU OF ALL CHARACTERS SAYING THIS#LITTLE MS ''I ATE LAST ALL THE TIME BC I FELT DISGUSTING FOR NOT BEING CLANBORN AND STEALING MY CLANMATES FOOD''#LITTLE MS ''I WAS NEGLECTED AND TREATED LIKE SHIT FOR MY HERITAGE AND USED AS A BARGAINING TOOL''#how are wc fans reading this and not seeing this!! not seeing that the xenophobia is a core aspect of these books!!!#avos liveread
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lol imagine relating to a song from Seussical-
IIIIIIIIIIIIIII'VE HAD SO MUCH TROUBLE FINDING MY WAY THERE WHEN I GET CLOSE IT DISAPPEARS IF WE CAN GET THERE, WE'RE GONNA STAY THEREEEEEE IF IT TAKES US MILES (if it takes us miles) IF IT TAKES US YEARS...
#high on a mountain or lost on the sea#sooner or later I'll find it#I have a picture of how it will be#on the day I do#TROUBLES WILL BE THROUGHHHHHHH#AND I'LL BE HOME WITH YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU#*ehem* anyway#Go listen to Solla Sollew#Solla sollew#I did NOT realize that I would relate to this song.#Oooooo also#my crush is gay.#I'm a girl.#He's a boy.#So yeah I started sobbing when I listened to Solla Sollew.#seussical
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IM HAVING. TRTABLES. im having troubles because my mental health has been SOOOOOO much worse lately and i dont even really have the energy to think of my f/os and its driving me insane......... posting this on here not only bcuz its f/o related but also cuz i dont want any personal stuff on my main but Erm. does anyone have any tips on what 2 do in a situation like this........ when i try to have one of my regular daydreaming sessions or whatever i lose focus immediately so even the most basic of things (thinking abut f/os) isnt really helping at all........ tghrows up everywhere
#ive been so sleepy lately i havent been posting much on my main.....#and my brain is like. you have to POST you have to TALK or theyll all LEAVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU like ok..?? hello................#i dunno but anyways. rsd and various abandonment issues r killing me rn and i wish my f/os could help#but its hard when you dont even have enough energy to pick up your phone or lift your arm or blink or eat or sleep or THINK#so like. well i guess i was just wondering if anyone had any tips on how 2 deal with that i guess#if not ill just keep kissing my sans stuffie while crying like a little BABYYYYYYYY#cherry chats
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hey MURPH what's up. are YOU? having a normal one tonight? watching the CREDITS i assume
hey AMELIE i'm doing good i'm being soooo normal you wouldn't believe how normal i'm being. watching so many CREDITS you know i take my title seriously!!!
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SCREam
#girl i hear it in your voice and how it trembles#when you speak to me i don't resemble#who i was#you've almost had enough#now your actions speak louder than your words and you're about to break from all you#youve heard#but don't be scared#i aint going nowhere#ill be here#by your side#no more fears#no more cries#but when yoi walk away i know ill fade cuz there is nobody else#its gotta be youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu#only youuuuuuuuuuuuu#youuuuuuuuuu#girl only youuuuuuuuuuu#t: choco's nonsense
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goodevening mr ev... how is life
Good evening mx Lola I’m doing quite fine my feet hurt from walking for like three hours earlier but I’m rewatching a show and eating some nice snacks so it got better (:
#how are youuuuuuuuuuuuu ((((:#the show I’m rewatching totally isn’t that popular tumblr anime going around that’s about dungeon nope nuh uh I don’t like it at alllllll#hahahhahahahafagggysgwjsvejdv
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TRICK OR TREAT if you are still doing it <3 happy halloween!
HELLOOOOOOOOOO MARIA HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!! HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD ONE HOW ARE YOU DOING!!!!!!
for you i have
LITTLE PUMPKIN YOYOS!!!!!! a spooky halloween themed nerds bc nerds are alw so wodnerfully sweet and sour and so fun to eat and share!!!! A PEPERO IN chocolate cookie bc you can nv have enough pepero sticks and in the chocolate cookie falvour toooooooooooooo AND LITTLE HALLOWEEN SPOOKY THEMED squishies that alw get kinda sticky after a while but theyre still so fun to get and squish and stretch HAHAHHAHA AND OFC
🍭🍬🍫🍩🍪🍬🍭🍩🍪🍫🍮🎂🍡🍦 ALLLLLL THE SWEET TREATS TO fill up your basket/pillowcase/bag so you can go home and sift through them and find your favourites and ALSO BC YOU ABSOLUTELY DESERVE THEM!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY HALLOWEEN:))))
#HELLO HOW ARE YOU DOUNG!!!! THANKS FRO SENDING THIS AAAAAAA#thanks for visiting my house this halloween 🤩#HOPE YOUR WEEK HAS BEEN GOOD SO FAR!!!!!!! and that you have an amaing one ahead of you!!!! and a great november and december too#LKJHFAKSJHDF thank youuuuuuuuuuuuu for sending thissssaaaaaaa makes me so happy💓🤩#maria<3
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@fictional-whxre i see you posting i adore you <3
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😐 :)
#ngl i do be seeing ppl on my ig going to eras shows and i’m like#but can YOUUUUUU sing along to every word of every single one of her songs#can YOUUUUUUUUU identify her songs within the first .5 second ??!??????#CAN YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU give me ur eras tickets 😐#i do be feeling like gatekeeping global superstar taylor swift lol#no but actually ik none of this means u can or can’t be a fan or go to a show or whatever lol like no real fan nonsense :p#i just wanna post abt taylor without being like we ur so cringe to myself lmfao#like bc i see these ppl posting abt her also like ppl i would’ve never thought were fans to any degree lol not that i talk to them#:’) anyway i am the one who didn’t even try to get tickets lol#and i will continue to not try to get tickets#the whole process just seems stressful lol#and like how there’s sooooooooooo many ppl at these concerts that’s also a lil make me nervous a lil bit lol#she should come to my schools stadium :] just for me#it’s a big ass stadium apparently so#jeanne talks#I NEED TO GET OHT OF BED i have some things i kinda need to do today and i rly don’t want to do them lmfao
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HII PASI HI PASIII HIPASIIII HI PASIIIIIII !!!!
#HOW AARRE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU !!!!!!!!!!#₊‧ ୨ lunnie's moots 🎐୧ ‧₊#GUYS PASIS IN MY INBOX IM WINNINGGGGGG#I LOVE U PASIIIIII
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how i see the world after i unfollow my ex on instagram
#no cuz fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuu#fuck youuuu#no more suffering . for no reason .#why would i keep someone in my life that doesnt care about how their actions could upset me?
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rookie love | oscar piastri social media au
pairing: oscar piastri x hamilton!reader
sure it's a rookie mistake to lose it in a corner, but is it a rookie mistake to fall in love with lewis hamilton's younger sister?
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MASTERLIST | BUY ME A KO-FI?
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f1: welcome the rookie class of 2023 !! 2021 f2 champion oscar piastri will race for mclaren, 2022 f2 champion y/n hamilton will be racing for aston martin and 2022 f2 runner up logan sargeant will be racing for williams!
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user1: MY prema girlies
user2: 2019 rookies i am so sorry but there's a new favourite in town
yourusername: two hamiltons on the grid i know that's right 💅 👯♀️
lewishamilton: they hate us cause they ain't us
yourusername: they can't handle the sass
lewishamilton: neither can the fia
yourusername: ... yeah i've been briefed :(
user3: okay, walk with me. if y/n does all of grill the grid, lewis might do the secret santa again
user4: hopes and prayers
fernandoalo_oficial: i'm teammates with a rookie hamilton, i think i've seen this film before
yourusername: i lived through that old man, don't think i won't use your own tricks on you
fernandoalo_oficial: well there's no dna test necessary here
yourusername: the slay is hereditary, but clearly skipped your generation
fernandoalo_oficial: HEY
oscarpiastri: get her jade
fernandoalo_oficial: EY?
user5: the way the grid are not ready for how ride or die y/n and oscar are for each other
user6: bro just quoted COCO MONTRESE for her i am so ready
logansargeant: dude we're getting the band back together
oscarpiastri: f1 boyband have nothing on us
yourusername: xnda who?
lewishamilton: :/
yourusername: no one is safe sorry lew @charles_leclerc you're next piano boy
charles_leclerc: WHAT
user7: i know the aston martin pr department sweating buckets with both fernando and y/n
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yourusername: the hamilton name comes with the wardrobe
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user8: finally lewis has some competition
user9: if there's something a hamilton is going to do it's going to be wearing a monochromatic outfit.
lewishamilton: was the third photo really necessary?
yourusername: yes!
lewishamilton: you're so corny
yourusername: i know this man ain't speaking.... DIGITAL FOOTPRINT
lewishamilton: girl. i've read your diary and your code names don't mean SHIT
yourusername: YOU WHAT?
lewishamilton: got bored when you had a work call ?
yourusername: come to aston's hospitality i got something to show you
lewishamilton: just text me
yourusername: no. spoiler: it's my FOOT up your ASS
user10: so i thought the tussles would be between fernando and y/n not y/n and lewis
georgerussell63: this is just how they are, they'll be besties again in like two minutes
oscarpiastri: why is my outfit not on here you said i slayed :(
yourusername: you did slay !!
landonorris: he literally wore a team shirt and chinos
yourusername: yes but on the oscar scale that is a slay
oscarpiastri: exactly
landonorris: ok?
yourusername: watch your tone mr. norris, you're being awfully loud for a ripped skinny jeans owner 🤨
landonorris: ????
oscarpiastri: :)
user11: okay i think i get the whole ride or die thing now
logansargeant: believe me it gets worse
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lewishamilton: bucket list moment ticked off to share a podium in f1 with my baby sister !!
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user14: two hamiltons in f1 and on the podium before gta 6
user15: we got two hamiltons on the podium but still can't escape a max win
yourusername: thank you for not posting the picture of me bawling my eyes out
lewishamilton: i thought i'd be nice, just this once. i'm proud of you
yourusername: thank youuuuuuuuuuuuu. insane to be on the podium with my biggest idol
maxverstappen1: y/n that's very kind of you
lewishamilton: really?
yourusername: 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭
maxverstappen1: saw the opportunity and had to go for it
yourusername: i respect that
lewishamilton: but i am your biggest idol right?
yourusername: yes.
user16: max really out here like i will make a double hamilton podium about me LOL
oscarpiastri: that's my best friend GO BEST FRIEND
yourusername: oscar piastri podium coming soon @mclaren get ur shit together
oscarpiastri: PR KNOW SHE DOESN'T MEAN THAT
yourusername: no i mean every word i wanna be on the podium with oscar :(
oscarpiastri: slumber party ?
yourusername: i'll be there @logansargeant u coming?
logansargeant: i don't really feel like third wheeling
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logansargeant: if you're buying the room service - yeah
user17: LOGAN WE SAW THAT
user18: y/n x oscar truthers we have some more evidence for the board
user19: gets first woman in f1 on the podium... immediately assumes she’s in a relationship with another driver
user20: i see where you're coming from but watch the prema videos and tell me there's no tension there
user21: idk if oscar can handle all of that ...
user22: i have faith in my goofy lil guy
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user22: WHAT
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oscarpiastri: pookie was on the podium
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user23: okay you shipper bitches may have had a point...
yourusername: when pookie calls you pookie you know it's real
fernandoalo_oficial: i have never felt older than when i listen to you and oscar talk for more than five minutes
yourusername: the girls who get it, get it
oscarpiastri: and the girls who don't.... well
fernandoalo_oficial: i am a 42 year old man
yourusername: and it shows
oscarpiastri: ... oop
user24: oh they annoying... KEEP GOING
lewishamilton: so this is what you left the after party for?
yourusername: yeah and what about it?
lewishamilton: okay like maybe i need to separate you and oscar cause why are you eating me up
yourusername: i'm me but oscar is a victim of the sassy man apocalypse
oscarpiastri: guilty as charged (i learnt everything from your sister)
user25: you guys acting like oscar being like this is a surprise ... we didn't all see him scalp alpine last summer?
user26: the way in my head him and y/n wrote that tweet together and were giggling the whole time
yourusername: we can neither confirm or deny
user27: that's confirmation to me
logansargeant: when will the logan sargeant erasure end?
yourusername: when you serve as much as me?
logansargeant: i am TRYING
yourusername: plus this is an appreciation post for me, stop trying to steal opportunities from women
logansargent: HUH?
oscarpiastri: so disappointing from you logan...
logansargeant: i'm so done with you two
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yourusername: summer break is annoying i wanna go racing again
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user31: WHO IS THAT MAN?
user32: my brain (psychosis) tells me it is oscar
user33: i'll believe you
lewishamilton: HOW DARE YOU SOFT LAUNCH WITHOUT TELLING ME
yourusername: girl. sort the tone and i'll call you
lewishamilton: do you think i am dumb? i know exactly who that is, i just need the confirmation so i can beat his ass
yourusername: why would i tell you if you're gonna beat his ass?
lewishamilton: JUST TELL ME
yourusername: you'll have to find me to do that, see you in zandvoort xxx
user34: i think lewis is having brocedes flashbacks
user35: i know bro is PACING
fernandoalo_oficial: you wanna give me a tow in qualifying?
yourusername: why would i do that old man?
fernandoalo_oficial: @lewishamilton i know.
lewishamilton: ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? FERNANDO KNOWS?
yourusername: NOT ON PURPOSE HE'S JUST NOSEY AND LIKES TO READ MY TEXTS OVER MY SHOULDER
fernandoalo_oficial: guilty 💅
yourusername: fine. one tow.
fernandoalo_oficial: thanks girly
user36: we have to study the girlypopification of fernando since being teammates with y/n
oscarpiastri: it's missing pookie hours
yourusername: i am having separation anxiety
user37: these hoes think we don't know 😂
user38: they think they're throwing us on their scent ... YALL NOT SUBTLE
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oscarpiastri: does this count as a win?
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user39: sorry max we got an oscar win we don't care about your championship win
yourusername: LET'S FUCKING GO POOKIE
oscarpiastri: slumber party is gonna eat i fear (why do we have to race tomorrow?)
yourusername: you know who else ate? YOU TODAY
oscarpiastri: hehehehe i guess i did
yourusername: no i am so fucking proud of you
oscarpiastri: love you
yourusername: luv you too
user40: okay so they're just playing with our feelings now?
landonorris: proud of you bro (please turn down the beyonce)
oscarpiastri: don't make me enter my lemonade era
landonorris: are you threatening me with a brocedes?
oscarpiastri: maybe?
yourusername: lmao watch your ass lando, i gave him the play-by-play i was in the brocedes trenches
lewishamilton: 1. happy for you oscar 2. SHUT THE FUCK UP
oscarpiastri: oops?
yourusername: sorry lewis, we'll stop joking about britney if you finally call him
nicorosberg: stop calling me that
lewishamilton: why are you here?
nicorosberg: just observing...
user41: poor lewis having his trauma used as a joke 😭
logansargeant: i'm defo skipping this slumber party
user42: you want to elaborate?
logansargeant: no. i don't think i will
user43: JUST SPILL
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yourusername: got my first win, me and my boyfriend are better than you x
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user44: I FUCKING KNEW IT
user45: i'm gonna need all the bitches who came for me for shipping them so give me my flowers
oscarpiastri: finally. you're too cute not to kiss all the time
yourusername: then hurry up and come here
oscarpiastri: gladly
user46: no i think he actually went, these bitches usually never shut the fuck up
lewishamilton: ...
georgerussell63: oscar RUN THE BREATHING TECHNIQUES AREN'T WORKING
alexalbon: no he's actually going to scrap you RUN FOR YOUR LIFE
landonorris: those dumbasses don't know what is about to hit them
yourusername: why is logan texting me 911 who is being dramatic
yourusername: wait
yourusername: is that him already
georgerussell63: yes for such a short man he's surprisingly fast
lewishamilton: OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR
yourusername: no!
lewishamilton: I JUST WANNA TALK
oscarpiastri: your tone is scaring me
yourusername: OSCAR NO
lewishamilton: OPEN THE DOOR
user47: it's been 20 mins, can we have an update
oscarpiastri: i am alive!
lewishamilton: regardless of what just happened, i am so proud of you y/n !!
yourusername: i love you big brother :))))))
lewishamilton: you're such an inspiration, here's to many more!
user48: lewis being all supportive now after he's scrapped oscar?
lewishamilton: i didn't fight him, he had 30 seconds to convince me not to kill him
oscarpiastri: i did very well :)
lewishamilton: sure
yourusername: you did great babe
oscarpiastri: :)
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oscarpiastri: please don't put me into the barriers lewis, i love your sister
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user51: i think it's safe to say that the 2023 rookies have out done the 2019 rookie sorry not sorry
yourusername: POOKIE, I LOVE YOU POOKIE
oscarpiastri: I LOVE YOU TOO POOKIE
logansargeant: can i like have a medal or some championship points for 1. dealing with this nonsense and 2. keeping this a secret
yourusername: you're our favourite third wheel? that's all i got
oscarpiastri: we also pay for your room service every time
logansargeant: ... fine
user52: they're all so close to me, need y/n and oscar to be the first husband and wife to both win a championship
yourusername: that's the plan 🤞
oscarpiastri: are you PROPOSING TO ME?
yourusername: not yet...
oscarpiastri: hehehehehehe
lewishamilton: SLAM ON THE BRAKES, I JUST GOT USED TO THIS LET'S NOT BRING UP MARRIAGE
yourusername: maybe you need to leave your slag era so i can wife oscar
lewishamilton: DO NOT SLUTSHAME ME
user53: the hamilton piastri house about to be ground zero for the sassy man apocalypse
landonorris: you people are so grossly in love, how did we miss it?
alexalbon: speak for yourself it was so obvious
yourusername: we we're pretty obvious
oscarpiastri: yeah i can confirm that when we told you we were having a pillow fight, we were not
landonorris: WHAT
lewishamilton: delete this.
fernandoalo_oficial: @yourusername did you guys do this so you didn't have to give me a tow?
yourusername: yes xoxoxo
note: i hope you enjoy. life is insane right now but i got my first article at the top of the google rankings so there's that. also ordered my graduation gown and dress!! much love x
#f1 imagine#f1 x reader#f1 instagram au#f1 x you#f1#f1 social media au#oscar piastri instagram au#oscar piastri x you#oscar piastri imagine#oscar piastri#oscar piastri x reader#oscar piastri fanfic
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zhu yuan angst
wait for me to come home ☆ zhu yuan x reader
~ my birthday present for zhu yuan is her girlfriend dying ~
── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ────
"So dinner at.. where again?"
"Waterfall soup?"
"Waterfall.. oh, the place near Random Play?"
"Mhm!"
"What time?"
"Uh.. I get off work at five-thirty, let's say six?"
"Great, see you there, baby."
"Ah- don't say that!"
"Why not?"
"It's embarrassing..."
"We've been dating for three years?"
You laugh at your girlfriend's flustered rambling- something about it being more embarrassing when she's at work or whatnot. You really weren't listening. Her voice always puts you under some sort of spell, where you become this lovey dovey, annoyingly sappy version of yourself. You have a stupidly lopsided grin on your face as she mumbles about how she should get back to work but she's so excited to see you tonight.
"Love you, Zhu Yuan!"
"Ack- don't...love you too." she mumbles the last part out quickly and quietly, but then quickly sends a follow up text after:
from: my officer <3:
I'm so sorry!!!
I love you sosososososo much
It's embarrassing to say it out loud in front of my coworkers...
I love youuuuuuuuuuuuu
to: my officer <3
love you most, my darlingggg <3
You just giggle at her texts before putting your phone away.
If you knew what was going to happen next, you probably would've written her a note or recorded a voice message for her- tell her how much you truly love her, how she was everything to you. But you don't really have time to do all that. You really only have a three second window between staring down at a car way past the speed limit and dying.
You hope she knows that your last thought was her.
She waits at Waterfall Soup at 6 on the dot- like you agreed on. She hums to herself, starting awkward conversations with General Chop and bidding Belle and Wise farewell as they finish their meal. She stands and stands, fidgeting with the sleeves of her jacket and clicking at random apps on her phone. The minutes continue to pass, one by one, but you still don't show up. She sighs, trying to push down the disappiontment as she fires you another text.
to: my girlfriend !! <3
Where are you?
Everything okay?
Another ten minutes pass, nothing.
to: my girlfriend !! <3
Hello?
Did you forget?
She started to grow annoyed- at the end she decides to call you. The phone rings, rings, rings... and nothing. She groans, pushing her phone into her pocket. She's tired and hungry. She calls you again, and again. By the third failed call, her annoyance turns into worry. She begins feels her stomach churn as she goes through all the possibilities of what might've happened to you- maybe your phone just died. Surely, your phone just died, right?
She calls your closest friend, Grace or something. She doesn't pick up either. Now she actually feels like she should be panicking. Grace refuses to pick up, and she keeps calling until a different line comes in- she doesn't recognise the number but in her line of work any call can be important. She sighs, groaning frustratedly as she picks up.
"Hello-?"
"Is this Zhu Yuan?"
"Yeah?"
"This is New Eridu Hospital. You were listed as an emergency contact for..."
They said your name.
Your name.
Human language was created so that people could communicate, people could plan, organise, discuss. But the human language also has this incredibly ability to make you feel, and it's truly inrcedible how a few words can cause your entire world to shatter into nothing.
"She's not going to make it."
"What?"
Her own voice is shaky, quiet. She can barely hear herself. She feels her blood run cold, her hands shaking as the tips of her fingers grow as cold as ice. She swallows, shaking her head.
"What?"
"You should-"
She doesn't even let them finish, she's already hailed a cab off the street. The entire time she has to fight the sickening urge to throw up, her heart is beating in her chest and she can't breathe. She wants to beg the taxi driver to go faster but there's only a certain speed they can reach up to before they literally break the sound barrier. By the time she arrives at the hospital, she doesn't even bother waiting for change. She throws down a wad of cash and runs- dashing through the doors of the hospital. The bright lights and the stench of disinfectant hits her like a truck
"Hello? I'm here to see-"
"Zhu Yuan?"
She freezes. She recognises that voice- Grace. Seated next to her was her sister, Koleda. Grace's eyes were red as she wipes at the tears on her face.
"Grace? Grace, where is she, is she okay?"
Grace just breaks down into sobs and she already knows the answer to the question. She can feel her knees going weak, collapsing to the floor. Koleda rushes up next to her, her own voice hoarse and raspy as she wraps a comforting arm around Zhu Yuan.
"I'm sorry." Koleda hushes out, but she can barely focus.
All she can do is stare ahead, tunnel visioning as she feels every ounce of her being slowly crumble- each piece slowly being torn off or chipped away as Grace echoes back what happened earlier that day. You had gotten hit by a car soon after she had just gotten off from work, and there was little to no chance of survival. It was a miracle you even made it to the hospital alive, but Zhu Yuan wasn't fast enough. Fuck, not even Grace was allowed to see you because it was that fucked up.
She just stays on the ground, refusing to move. Zhu Yuan felt sick just thinking about it, her breathing shallow as she watches the life she's built turn into just a memory right in front of her eyes. She watches her future turn into the past, her life diverge from what it was supposed to be into a new unknown. She watches you fade, she can still feel your smile against her neck when she hugs you close. She can still feel your kisses against her cheek after a long day of work but it's only a feeling now.
It'll only stay a feeling now.
She never even got to see your body. She never got to hold your hand for the last time- only watching as they lowered you to the ground. It never felt real until that day. The day she watched you, in a box, lower into nothing but a ditch and she wails. She begs them to stop and she begs you to just wake up. She cries, screaming for you to wake up- just wake up. She hopes this is all some sick and fucked up prank but the box just lowers and lowers- until you become nothing more than a memory. Your texts become nothing more but a reminder, your photographs are nothing but taunts.
from: my girlfriend!! <3 (sent 5 days ago)
u r my world zhu yuan
missed u
excited to see u soon!
last seen 5 days ago
#zhu yuan#zhu yuan x reader#zhu yuan zzz#i love zhu yuan#my passwoerd to this account is i love zhuynuan123#zenless zone zero#zzz#zzzero#zzz x reader#zzz fanfic#zenless zone zero fic
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Omg youre feeding me!!!! I've been obsessed with Johnny Cage too and your blog is like an oasis, THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!! Also... would you mind writting some fluff/angst of johnny cage and reader? Like you trained with him in the wu shi academy and he always treated you like, a bit colder and distant than the way he treats the other 3 earthrealm champions. But thats atually not because he hates you but he likes you??? And he doesnt know how to express himself so he prefers to stay away, part because the reader is an amazing sorcerer under and is very battle-smart. But also the reader being like EXTREMELY SHY and introverted but very kind and reliable to the point that like all the guys from the earthrealm gangs make excuses just to spend time with the reader because they like them that much...
I'M SORRY THIS IS SO LONG IM SORRYYYYYYYYYYY I WAS CARRIED AWAY I LOVE YOU AND YOUR BLOG BUT NOT AS MUCH AS I LOVE JOHNNY CAGE BYEE SORRYYYY AGAIN
NO YOURE SO FINE DONT APOLOGIZE MWAH THANK YOU
johnny cage > envy
johnny can't find the words to describe how he feels around the new recruit, so he decides to say... nothing.
warnings: sad :(, ooc johnny? idk he's insecure
notes: reader is an outworld native sorcerer that lives in earthrealm. also, pretend that outworld natives can fight for earthrealm in the tournament LOL
masterlist <3
• you owed liu kang a favor after prior personal matters, so here he was asking for your strength at the wu shi academy. of course, you agreed. you may be an outworld native, but earthrealm was something to truly fight for. you considered yourself a lesser protector, one call away from fighting if necessary.
• you were highly respected in the field. liu kang knew that your powers were unmatched, probably matching titan shang tsung, and you still chose the good side. liu kang silently thanks himself and fate for keeping you on the side of justice. the lin kuei brothers also know you're on their side. as a secondary protector, you were acutely familiar with their styles and dynamics. in short, you were exactly what earthrealm needed.
• you didn't necessarily need training, but considering you were a contender for the title of champion, it was only smart to hone your skills.
• the boys warmed up to you very quickly; any friend of liu kang is a friend of theirs! kung lao had endless questions that easily flustered you, raiden found your sparring inspiring, and kenshi enjoyed your late night deep chats. the only one missing from the adoration was... johnny cage.
•it was... strange. you'd seen his movies, his public appearances. he was always a smiling, flirting ball of charm. you wondered if perhaps his recent divorce and failure in films contributed to his sour mood.
• but even so, he was still a charming devil around the others! references up the wazoo, loads of banter and he always had something to add to a conversation. it's just that, when you'd contribute something, his smile would fade while others laughed.
• it started with a king of the hill sparring to gauge everyone's skills at first. liu kang said the champion at the end of training would be selected the same way.
• "(reader), you are first," liu kang gestures to you with a smile. "please step forward."
• "cull the weak first," johnny smugly chimes in, hands on his hips. his smirk faded when liu kang said he would be first up as well. you, thankfully, were humble amidst your shyness. even so, you could kick major ass. johnny was knocked to the ground in only a few seconds.
• words were... hard for you. so instead, you extended a hand to johnny who was laying on his back against the cold stone. you smiled warmly and nodded, silently congratulating his efforts and genuinely enjoying the fight. sitting up, johnny let out a deep sigh with furrowed brows, and sat up on his own. he completely rejected your kindness, and for what? even the monks were taken aback by this.
• and again, since that day, johnny's just been incredibly cold toward you. spars after that day were increasingly more challenging. johnny's punches felt more... targeted. his anger was coming out in bursts, and it wasn't healthy. he gets borderline childish when he loses.
• "this can't be fair! you've got magic at your fingertips," he'd groan as he's knocked on his ass for the thousandth time. his skin was bruising from the repeated blows, and you weren't even being rough. "i've just got... fists. can you turn it off for one goddamn round?"
• "this... could be a learning experience?" you ask sheepishly, standing - one again - over johnny.
• "just forget it," he grumbles before walking off, rolling his shoulder. "showoff."
• completely stumped for an explanation, you ended up confiding in the man you grew closest to since beginning training: raiden. he was similar to you in many ways. shy, sweet, and endlessly humble. too humble, actually, to the point of not fully understanding your own strength. in a way, he reminded you of liu kang.
• "i don't understand, raiden. was it something i said? perhaps i'm not as aware of earthrealm culture as i thought i was?" you ask, perplexed.
• "have you considering asking him about it?" raiden replies with a frown. "he seems fine with the rest of us. it's only you he shows hesitation toward."
• he's right. you didn't once consider to actually... ask him. it just sounded like such a foreign concept, to confront someone. the thought made your skin crawl, but you were far more unsettled with johnny's behavior. you had to know.
• so, at the next meal time, you make it a clear effort to sit beside johnny, blocking him off from the rest of the guys. raiden gave you a shy thumbs up before you turned to face the star.
• "mr. cage," you spoke quietly so as to not disturb the others.
• "johnny," he coldly corrects you, eyes fixated on his plate.
• "johnny..." you're already flustered, but you try to swallow it deep down to keep control of the situation. "i'd... i'd like to talk with you, if that's alright."
• johnny's eyes lift to meet yours, but he seems upset. he leans forward to view the other boys and shakes his head.
• "no," he mumbles. "later. after training."
• the conversation stops dead in its tracks as johnny abruptly stands and relocates himself to the other side of the table. you're left dumbfounded as how blunt he is. raiden locks eyes with you again and just shrugs.
• training passes by slower than usual, probably because you're anticipating the conversation. that, and johnny won't stop staring at you every chance he gets. even across the training grounds, you find him staring with a completely blank face. he's cooking something up in his head, you just know it. lord knows what it'd be, though.
• night falls, and you weren't sure where or when to find johnny. as you shrug off the heavy robe and leave yourself in your skin-tight underclothes, you hear a gentle knock in the doorway.
• you spin around, face immediately flushed at the idea of being seen. instinctively, you launched a ball of energy toward the figure, but he dodged just in time.
• "good lord—!" johnny shouts out, slapping a hand on the top of his head to make sure his hair wasn't fried off. "remind me not to sneak up on you."
• "what are you doing in my room?" you ask, blushing deeply as you hug yourself to hide your curves. johnny scoffs and puts his arms up in disbelief, like you're dumb for asking.
• "you're the one that wanted to talk to me," he points in an accusatory way. once your shock wears off, you plop down on your cot with an embarrassed frown. he steps closer, standing above you. it wasn't until now that you realize his physique is incredibly intimidating. and kindaaaaa......
• you tense up, realizing your thoughts are wandering when he's literally right in front of you.
• "well come on. i haven't got all day, fancy pants," johnny jabs at your powers with a sour tone. something about his attitude makes your shyness completely vanish for a moment.
• "why do you speak to me like that?" you inquire bluntly, starting to raise your voice. "i don't understand. was it something i did? said? you've been nothing but cruel to me since i arrived. we're on the same side, johnny. help me understand why you hate me."
• johnny freezes completely, his eyes widening. his once crossed arms tense up before falling to his sides. he lets out a deep sigh.
• "i don't... hate you."
• "so you heavily dislike me."
• "no."
• "then what is it?!"
• "i-i don't know!"
• johnny rakes his fingers through his hair with a frustrated groan.
• "it's like... i want to hate you. i want to hate you so bad, (reader). but i can't. you're just so smart and perfect and... and wildly attractive... but a part of me wants to just—" he holds his hands out in a strangling motion as he rambles. when the thought finally clicks in his head, he sits on the ground, up against the wall opposite you. "i want to hate you because you're everything i could never be. you've got all these fancy powers. the guys love you. i'm just some washed up, divorced, broke—"
• you stand up and make your way to him, crouching down in front of him. your cheeks feel warm at the subtle confession of attraction, but your primary focus at the moment was reassurance.
• "none of those things define you," you say calmly, putting a hand on his shoulder. "for what it's worth, i think you're an incredible fighter. you do your own stunts. you stand up for what you believe in. that is admirable. you're quite funny, too."
• he looks down at you with a weak smile. he seems internally defeated, but outwardly flattered.
• "you're too kind," he chuckles breathlessly, looking around. "god i... i'm sorry to fall apart like that. please don't tell anyone you witnessed that."
• "i won't," you promise, returning with laughter yourself. suddenly, your mind calls back to his confession, and a smile tugs hard at your lips. your face burns. "did you say i'm 'wildly attractive?'"
• "yes! god!" johnny is now giggling, waving his hands at you. "have you looked at yourself? drives me crazy just sittin' here with you!"
• you let out a whimper and cover your face, burning hot. you try to protest in a muffled tone, but johnny just grabs your hands and holds them in his. he smiles warmly, the first real smile he's given you.
• "you're hard to hate, you know. you're just so damn cute when you're flustered. it's so easy to rile you up, isn't it?"
• you wiggle, flustered. you can only yelp out his name as you wordlessly beg him to stop the teasing. tragically, you opened the flood gates. he wasn't afraid of you anymore.
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I LOVE KEVIN'S CHARACTER SO MUCH.
He's like. The universe's chewtoy and it's treated kind of seriously because. The man very obviously has trauma. This could go into a ramble about the show's surprisingly good depiction of stuff like grief and PTSD but this is about Kevin!! So I'm sticking to him
Specifically on the topic I said in that confession about his brain depicting Skid and Pump in his nightmare:
Randomly putting bandages on him for fun instead of what actually happened, Pump putting a bandage on his stab wound
Playing with Bob when the two were scared of him
And not taking Gregor seriously when they very much were. A friend also pointed out to me that Radford in this bit is just depicted as throwing holy water everywhere -- which yes, he was doing, but it lead to something good happening, which the nightmare doesn't depict at all
Like. Kevin's brain is so fucked it twists memories where Skid and Pump are sweet to him into them being demon spawn and that is so fascinating to me
On both angles, really- his brain associates them with all the problems in his life so it actively makes them seem worse than they are to give Kevin even more reason to want to get away from/get rid of them, and even despite that, Kevin at least still tries to be civil with them, even if he's clearly getting at the end of his rope
He is a very interesting character and I want to both give him a hug and put him under a microscope
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU I LOVE YOU /P OH MY GOD. This is SUCH a good observation and i am keeping this in my kevin notes. Oh BOY am i gonna imagine some good angst with this one. THANK YOU! i dont have much to contribute unfortunately (my brain is mushy rn) but SERIOUSLY THANK YOU i love it when people talk about characters like this (Especially kevin, i love him)
This show has such a good depiction of grief and ptsd its one of like my favorite aspects about it. Also DAMN do i feel bad for Kevin my man seriously doesnt deserve everything thats happening to him. Honestly it surprises me how mentally strong Kevin is. How kevin still manages to be kind to skid and pump after all the things he's dealt with.
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Wait wait what what
what
WHAT
WHO IS THAT ANON , LET ME HUNT THEM DOWN JUST FOR YOU PANDA
How dare they
On a more serious note , I really hope that you're doing much better now dude , that was both weird and ..... Concerning asf
Have these silly and goofy lion father and his cub moment I saw here in Tumblr earlier today
Hopefully you don't get these types of people coming into your life again man
If no
I'LL BE THERE
*cocks gun*
HUEHUEHUE THANK YOU MOONIEEE!! Tbh it didn't really shock me tbh, it was more funny than anything! And anon was off at the time, but I've been informed that the blog is probably nuked cuz searching the name /henrywatterson wields no results ^w^
ALSO I LOVE LIONS SO MUCH THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU
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