#how are you to not doubt yourself too
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Haven't you seen?
You are made, flaws and suffering in form.
#tloz#the legend of zelda#dark link#dark link oot#oot#ocarina of time#this random one off mini boss always sits firmly in my head#you are but the manifestation of your other selfs darkness. his hate#his pain#his doubt#how are you to not doubt yourself too
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maybe i do want us to kiss a little more
#can you really accept who i am ... ? the fact i am a human and will forever a human; just like how u are never satisfied with yourself#u might never satisfied with me either#twisted wonderland#twst#sebek zigvolt#twst yuu#lilia vanrouge#twst mc#fanart#i . just . wanted to draw . a kiss .#but i did think a lot if he have a desire to be with a strong fae partner so he can erase the human blood from his lineage little by little#or he'd feel guilty about dirtying his fae partner's blood for passing human blood in him to another fae child & make them possibly weak#i think he would somewhat feel guilty too to make a human half fae child because where their place would be then#maybe his true desire is just to end his blood with him as malleus guard and that's all there's to it#i wish all his doubt would be erased once he saw how beautiful his child with his eyes is#just a child who will try their best no matter what blood they have in them
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Small detour of what I usually post, but I absolutely wish (other) clown the best of luck during these confusing and almost hopeless times- nobody knows how to deal with such amount of attention in such short amount of time- a blessing and a curse to behold
#Seeing their posts absolutely shattered me#I may never be able to relate to how he’s going through rn but at least I can relate to the fear of living in absolute fear#the fear of unable to be yourself in your own home with creative and personal freedom#The fear of being terrified that the thing that gives you the most innocent happiness will be heavily demonized and threatened#The fear of getting caught doing something you love and being yourself with your found identity#The fear of destruction#I relate heavily to this and to feel you are going to be caught doing anything that isn’t a crime hurts#I wish him safety and love during these stressful days#He’s brought so much joy to my life that I must keep private irl too#Whatever he decides for the fandom I will fully support it#I will still continue posting of course unless he wishes otherwise#If he sees this (which I doubt) hey other clown lmao- you are loved and not alone#It may be scary but you are not alone- you will never be alone#There will always be people out there who love you and there will always be those who are not even worth giving time of day#The internet is both a blessing and a cruel cruel unforgiving place#I hope it doesn’t deter you from doing what you love and hold dear#I hope you have anyone you can be with online or in irl that can give you the comfort you need#You deserve peace and security#Do what you feel is best#Welcome home
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Crazy wild shit man
#how are we straight up accepting the emmrich romance lich choice for how it’s written#does anyone feel me#hello???#no one else can see the inherent tragedy in this?#maybe I’m too mort ass pilled but um. trading away your life to escape death is no life at all#and why can’t rook be like. you killed yourself and took yourself away from me and now you have no skin for me to caress and no warmth for#me to share and though it’s still your consciousness you’ve a) gained a perspective I can never ever share and b) you have accepted#outliving me so thoroughly that I will be just a drop in the bucket of your life even if I get another good 50 years out of life.#why can’t I ask him is all this worth it without your heart????!??#why can’t I break it off?!!!???#why do I HAVE to celebrate this choice#emmrich volkarin#dav spoilers#and that’s not even getting into the philosophical questions surrounding fear and what it means to live like.#emmrich… has ocd. and I have no doubt that those fears are truly debilitating (despite this almost never coming up in the narrative)#and essentially this choice is one about how to deal with it. acceptance vs avoidance. and we see no consequences for either!!!#if he chooses to accept this fear as a part of him and work through it WE SHOULD SEE THAT WORK#he should struggle!! and that struggle should lead him towards making peace with that fear#AND!!#if he chooses to escape from that fear— to actively avoid ever resolving it— we should see him struggle with that too!!!!#molding your entire existence around this fear to the point you embody it… where are the emotional consequences for that!?#WHY DO I— AS SOMEONE WHO SUPPOSEDLY LOVES HIM— NOT GET ANY OPPORTUNITY TO PUSH BACK OR ASK SOME TOUGH QUESTIONS?!?#in a game about the tyranny of immortality… we can send our beloved to kill his mortal self to come back as an immortal husk.#and we’re not even allowed to be sad abt it the very next scene is some goofy cartoon shit at the lighthouse where every single person just#immediately accepts this reality and has no issues. not even taash 😭
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Saw a comment describe killugon as 'born to be brothers, forced to be best friends'.
And I just have to say that, out of all the things that have never happened, that has never happened the most.
#if y'all look at your siblings that are within your age group with THIS level of heart eyes know that im actually concerned#i say within your age group because i totally get being 'smitten' with your baby sibling#im six and a half years older than the little fucker contaminating my room and i too look at him with pure adoration sometimes#but that's beside the point#because even then trust that i do not refer to him as my light nor do i wear a lovesick expression every time he crosses my mind#most of the time actually he's an annoying bug i want to squash. like when he greets me with 'hello you stupid piece of trash'.#like boy don't you doubt my willingness to beat you up if you don't behave yourself istg#okay enough my little brother has taken over my sacred tags#anyway what im saying is that these bitches are head over heals in love. they have the fattest crushes on each other.#you know how i know? because i WATCHED THE SHOW#their relationship is so far from brotherly it's insane how you even came to this conclusion#real talk though#obviously yall can interpret aspects of a story like characters themes relationships etc differently and ofc your opinion is valid#blah blah blah#all that crap#but don't expect me to take anyone who says this with their whole chest too seriously#because if you look at kg aka two adolescents that invented the term puppy love but also im-wholeheartedly-devoted-to-you and see brotherly#then i can't help you atp bro you're on your own with this one 😭#killugon#killua zoldyck#gon freecss#hxh#hunter x hunter#my little brother#gotta add him he played a key role in these tags
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I would kill for figurines or keychains of the tinies . Especially tiny Chuuya
would there be like, actual interest for stuff like that? It's not something I've ever done myself (though I know people who have) and that would be a lot of stuff to research, that's a lot of time and effort, so first of all I need to know if there would be actual interest
Would you buy bsd merch I designed? (stuff like a sticker sheet or a small acrylic charm)
Answer truthfully please think of my time and sanity!! I appreciate you no matter your answer and I'm still gonna be here anyway. I just need to know if this is worth putting in the effort looking into
Also feel free to say your opinions, concerns or alternative ideas in replies/reblogs/asks I'm actually asking for this
#yeah the first option is because i know many of you feel bad and say yes just to be nice and while i see and feel you#i do ACTUALLY need to know an approximation of how many people actually would spend actual money on this#think of my time and sanity please and thank you 🙏#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd fanart#tiny skk adventures#dazai goosamu#why not at this point#ask answered#not art#nawy's polls#figurines are obviously way too pricy I wouldn't even know where to start BUT i *am* a 3d artist so in theory i could make something#for printing but then it's pricy to print and ship and it wouldn't be in colors. so. bad idea. let's keep it to flat stuff to mail.#a very cheap alternative could be files to print out yourself but i doubt this would scratch the itch you're clearly feeling#stickers i feel might be the middle ground here
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Too often, humbleness and humility are conflated with downplaying everything about yourself, to make yourself stand out as little as possible, and to compartmentalize anything and everything that makes you you.
Humility and being humble are seen as a way to apologize for being, I've noticed. "Oh, I'm not a good singer or a good writer or that talented or or or..." it is a knee-jerk reaction, one that I think many people use to protect themselves from the hurt of being belittled for their talents or interests or appearance, or anything you may value.
My whole point in this post is that there is a huge difference between being humble and humiliating yourself before anybody has the chance to. I want to encourage people to reflect on how they view humbleness and how one might use humbleness to self-flagelate and punish themself for who they are. It is so hard to break this cycle, but you are worth the time and effort it takes to love and value who and what you are. Everything that makes you you is worth it.
#advice#i don't even know what to tag this as honestly#but it always makes me sad when you notice that somebody may just be trying to humiliate themself in the guise of being humble#and i don't want to assign any moral value to this because so many people genuinely want to hurt themself before others can#and i have found myself doing that too... how can you hurt me if i am already hurt?#how can you hurt me worse than i can?#but: do you deserve that hurt? do you truly deserve to be kicked down and then some? i truly truly doubt it#i just want to invite people to consider how they talk about themself and how it *may* impact how they treat themself#how you treat yourself is just as important as how other people treat you i believe
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Ha! When i read that pregnant question my first thought was Kiba lol. Like "he'd be so dead set on pregnancy he'd probably would." Then i remembered his sense of smell and face palmed. -🦊
modern au kiba would be like that, yeah, but as soon as he has the scenting ability, he’s the one announcing the big news, not you jdisjsjsjdj
#he’s like ‘babe you have to sit down for this one’#OMG OR IF HE’S ACTING ALL PROTECTIVE AND CAREFUL AROUND U AND U CAN’T FIGURE OUT WHY#cos he’s still wondering how to tell u nfjddijssjjsjs#and even when he fucks you he doesn’t wanna be rough#and you’re doubting yourself like ‘does he not love me anymore’#meawnhile the idiot is just like ‘if the dick goes too dep i might hurt my kid’#even tho said kid is still in egg mode cididjdjdjdjdj#LMFAO I MADE MYSELF LAUGH#biscuit mail#🦊 anon
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AFTERMARE WEEK: day 3- light and heavy
a wedding ring; usually made of gold, platinum, or silver. it's given by one partner to the other as a symbol of commitment
such a small and deceptively light object should not be very heavy, but that does not prevent it from holding the crushing weight it's promise implies.
aftermare week is hosted by @bluepallilworld
#illustration#my art#aftermare week#aftermare week 2023#utmv#geno sans#geno#fem!geno#aftermare#me: aren't the clothes too modern for the medieval times story you wanna go for-#also me: well all the clothes i tried on her looked off and i don't even KNOW the era they're in so figure that out later!!#hope that ring metaphor makes sense cause i sure as hell doubt my english was 100% correct hhhh xD#also i'm sorry but the more i think about this made up au of mine the more i wanna flesh it out and tell you guys about my headcanons cause#i imagined how they met; the dialogue- geno's illness- the angst and the fluff- and my two braincells are just fighting eachother hhh xD#half is like 'well write that story!!' and the other just whines 'nooo i don't have the storytelling skills for that' and i'm like!!!#i'll just do a compromise and draw the full designs first once i have the time >:)#no promises for the writing tho cause i know not many would like to read that and it's been a while since i touched notepad so yknow xD#anyways blue if you're reading this please take all the time you need before reblogging anything!!#i know your heart wouldn't be into it otherwise and i get that >:')c don't forget to look after yourself you precious bean<3333
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Bee,,,,,,,, I am ill. NyQuil. Dies
Anyway, your mailman never slacks off !!!
That.
That’s not mail. That’s.
Okay.
Oh wowie!! (Never let me say that ever again.) Gressil and Raven from Ms. Freaky’s Instagram page!!! (I am anti Instagram, it is mean to me)
Raven not being a boykisser is going to ruin my whole career… I am dying… even more than I already was………………………………
When I tell you I RAN OVER TO THE SELFIE WEBSITE I DONT REALLY USE
MORE CANON SEXUALITIES!!!!!
Also dearest mutual with no name.... you neglect the potential of a QPR.
I don't have the brain power to ID rn so if screen reader is being used or picture isn't loading: Ms. Freaky released two new artworks with the characters either holding a flag or with a flag on their cheek for their canon sexualities! GRESSIL is bisexual, Gladiolus/Raven is straight, Poppy is pansexual, Oak is bisexual, and Nightshade/Bella is a lesbian!
#Homesick webtoon#fambles#asks#quintessential-candles#Tell my why it autocorrected nightshade to nightstand#Live-blogging about being sick is entertaining enjoy yourself <3#(<- girl who does that too but just makes a normal post and then explains how she is Dying with too much Detail in tags)#Good news is I'm probably not dying anymore we probably know what was wrong <3#Missed period for like twelve weeks but she came back so I probably just had/have another cysts which explains why I was in pain days ago#I don't get cramps but my organs like to try and kill me. You win some you lose some#I just realized something both of the white haired/silverish haired characters are straight#I doubt that was intentional but that's silly to me. This happens a LOT in media (like Space Boy yes that's another Webtoon I've#Hyperfixated on in the past don't come at me)#Mailman sage#Mailman saga#How did I forget to tag the mailman editing tags#It's. Saga not safe.#SAGE NOT DAFE#SAFE. SAFE I MEANT SAFE.#I'm not fixing those tags
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I had to see it so you all do too.
#love that you can here when the auto tube had to kick in#whenever you have doubts about yourself just watch this video and think about how this many actually gets paid to do this#if this man can get paid to sing your dreams are not too big lmao#Lawson bates#fundie instagram
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I was rereading more than enough because I’m addicted to it right (as any normal person is) and idk if you’ve watched the office but if you haven’t… there’s a couple called Jim and Pam and they’re so so cute they’re basically soul mates they’re just meant to be yk? Anyways idr the episode very properly but Pam was feeling a little bit down and said something like she wasn’t sure if she was enough for jim and he basically said “not enough for me? You’re my everything” and the fic just reminds me of that because of the title and how cute the relationship between pepe and reader is
aaaaaaaa so sweet omg 🥺 but yes yes i have watched it !! gosh to have a piece of my writing compared to pam and jim im 😭
#gonna go cry#no but youre so sweet oh my#pepe is everything to the reader#and the reader is everything to him too#i really think a relationship with pepe could be very like#even if you have doubts in yourself... he will make sure you know how much you mean and how important you are#idk just so cute#asks!#anon!
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i think everyone needs a microdose of "anyone who thinks ill of me is crazy or stupid" mentality, just a little bit in a nonserious way. because full scrutiny and criticism & taking everything to heart will get you nowhere and it will kill you inside. if youve ever cared at all what people think then youve already done your duty & youre not going to become evil and out of touch by just letting it go a little. be free. youre right about everything forever and everybody loves you.
#99.txt#tumblr doesnt want you to know this. tumblr wants you to be critical of yourself at all times#its FINEEEEEE#most shitty people are not thinking a fraction of the doubt you are & also feeling shit about yourself WONT stop you from being an asshole#so its pointless !!!!#i think tumblr sometimes talks so much about how toxic other social medias are [they are too] that it forgets how toxic tumblr is#as im getting older i realise what a fucking. steel chair to the head this website did to me from ages 18 to 22
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everytime i think im done ranting i remember something else LMFAO this one is extra long i hit tag limit god mf damn
#self#for instance.....my mom wants me to cut off everyone who is still tied to the school#and im so mad at myself for feeling a certain type of way when the campus manager called me not too long ago basically to tell me she doesnt#trust the girl who did this shit and she wasnt mad at me but was also mad at me for bringing her to her dads house#for reference we were trying to get a cat from the campus managers dads house LMFAO#and i honestly cannot wait to speak to her again and be like 😔 god dammit you were right like you were every single time#i just dont understand the wiring in her head to think the shit she says and does to people is normal and okay and how she doesnt realize it#is literally a mental health break. when i finally told my mom the first thing she said was shes probably off her medication#which.....probably isnt wrong sadly coming from someone who has borderline and very easily can lose it#but the difference is i dont give in to the urges to try to hurt everyone around me in every way i can#and me and her have said before that we thought she might also have borderline because we were very similar#but god damn does she love proving that if she has it its extremely severe or its something else entirely#on an honest note. shes incredibly narcissistic and i know her mom is part of the reason shes that way bc she was given princess treatment#her entire fucking life and then doesnt understand when other people dont treat her the same way#i hate rambling about this and i hate it that it is bothering me so fucking bad but like ???#if youre going to decide that you can put our past aside period and move on then fucking do that and stop bringing the past up as a way to#hurt me and the people around you???? she acts like shes not done horrible fucking things to people. so sorry i wrote a letter that was very#honest at the time. so sorry that when you found out i apologized for it and said i regret it because 2 weeks after my apology i no longer#regret writing it. if its making school a living hell for you....theres probably a reason for that girlfriend#i am not the person who put that shit in your folder#though i seriously fucking doubt its actually in her folder shes probably assuming it is#and youre the one who made a complete ass of yourself to every educator that ever stepped foot in that building#that has nothing to do with me that you are a literal warning given to every new educator!!!! i havent even been in school there in months#yet IM the problem??? how am i the problem when i graduated in fucking january???? everything since then falls on you#AND YET AGAIN! MIGHT I MENTION! IT IS NOT JUST MY LETTER!!! THERES AT LEAST 2 OTHER ONES!!!!!#BECAUSE IM NOT THE ONLY PERSON SHE DOES THIS SHIT TO!!!!#god sometimes i sit back and realize that theres a reason she regresses as a person and i do not#im not going to sit still anymore and let someone walk all over me and she can thank herself for that#shes who taught me that blocking and running as fast as i can doesnt fix anything#so here we are bitch. youre not blocked and im sure youre sitting at home thinking about how youre right about everything
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People's "get off the internet" advisory would be funny if it weren't sad.
#It was genuinely my only option as a child & I doubt most chronically online children can be reasoned with like that#so idk why people try. My bedroom was like a prison cell; there was Nothing#I wasn't allowed to have Anything#He flipped the fuck out if I had friends#I couldn't play outside#I couldn't even read books past a point because there were too many words and I was too concussed#And I had 0 support for help#Nobody SHOWED me how to spend my time#Many grand ideas about what I Should have been doing#But all the adults in my life were either distant or always online or watching TV#or going out without us so#Seeing people respond to anon children on Tumblr with shit like 'log off go outside and play with your friends'#feels like a gross misunderstanding of how a lot of too-young end up here#It's not random chance! They usually lack options!#I'm well aware my childhood was unusually bad but christ alive...#If you wanna give children advisory they'll actually take why not be fucking realistic about it?#Why tell them to do something they won't do and pat yourself on the back about it as if any would listen?
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How come the people who kin Be////los have the worst takes in the fandom. Oh wait it's probably because he's a christian puritan from the 1600s literally trying to eliminate an entire group of people and they're comparing themselves to him
#kosms#like YEAH#he's an interesting character and I find his backstory intriguing#I love finding out how and why characters are the way they are#but idk it's telling when people who kin him are the ones that hate luz and all her developments the most#like if you say he deserved to traumatize hunter one more time#but say luz was selfish for feeling guilty and being. you know. DEPRESSED#I'm sorry but the white boy fandom brainrot is too advanced#like I genuinely do think there are things to criticize in the show#but. come on be serious#and stop kinning the puritan I doubt that comparing yourself to him is good#sorry this is just a rant/vent at this point. anyway
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