#houghhh this is too much.

[littlestpersimmon]

Gnawing on my arm so hard it falls off.. thinking again.. about how Marika splits herself apart, with her destruction of the elden ring, and how Radagon worked towards its preservation, it's repair, his resistance toward change; and thinking about Miquella mirrors this- he amputates every part of him that was in the way of his apotheosis, he becomes St. Trina the way Marika was also Radagon, and St. Trina is herself the way Radagon is himself- they were in opposition to their other half, opposition to another, new age, at the expense of themselves, his mother's sapling, under the shadow of the erdtree.

[skrunksthatwunk]

kinda thinking about how the women who serve as maternal figures/raise kids in yyh are never quite ready for it. genkai's an arguable exception, but like.. atsuko had yusuke at 15, shizuru's basically in charge of kazuma full time in her early 20s/late teens (depending on version) with very very absent parents, and even shiori is given a kid she wasn't expecting, in the form of an old, old demon rather than like. a regular, blank slate ass human baby. and although shiori seems to do quite well with kurama, kurama can never be honest with shiori about who he is, or much of what he's seen. if he was, it'd probably make things far more complicated and overwhelming. atsuko, no matter how much she cares for yusuke, Could Not Have Been and thus wasn't ready to have him at 15. her attempts to make the most of that situation have had middling success at best. shizuru has also been placed into a parental role. we don't really know how long she's been raising kuwabara, but that's.. probably still parentification anyway. she shouldn't have to do that, and she shouldn't have to do that so young. and i think some of her coarseness with kuwa is out of frustration with her own inexperience + inadequacy + uncertainty, his not cooperating, and their parents for putting this on her in the first place. the ones who know the full extent of their situation grow desperate and it squeaks out in unpleasant ways, and the one who seems unbothered by it is the only one who has no idea that she's in way over her head. and i mean. ok. gonna preface this by saying keiko is NOT yusuke's mom in any sense of the word. but she does take care of him in a way atsuko couldn't manage to. she's often looking after him and cleaning up after his messes and stuff. she takes him on as a responsibility, and that is, in a way, a caretaker role. not to say that it SHOULD be her responsibility, but it's how she ends up being.

and when the stress of trying to make someone take care of themselves or be kind or good or Whatever goes awry, again, the violence and arguing and distance and ugliness of caring for someone reveals itself.

and i wonder about that. for a series dedicated to physical fighting as a form of communication, what does it say that this extends to the complicated, quietly desperate situations of so many of the women/girls it depicts, whom our more central characters were shaped and raised by?

hell, even hiei touches on this, because hina loved hiei, but there was no way she was prepared for him, obviously, nor for the pain of losing him. rui (whom i also see as a sort of caretaker figure to hiei, inasmuch as either of them were caretakers) literally throws him off a cliff because she couldn't face down the village elders, and out of some mixture of care for hina and, likely, fear for her own survival. and the guilt and pain of that killed hina and deeply wounded rui.

it's like motherhood, this thing that's so often treated as sacred and beautiful, is a kind of stitched up, painful, eggshell-walking thing that hurts parent and child and it's just. oughh

[shoezuki]

i fucking hate language and literature actually i hate writing and words like i hate when i need a Word like another word but the other synonyms dont HIt Right like rn im trying to find a synonym for Contact but so many of the synonyms r like. touch. exposure. etcetc and like NO i mean contact as it Things Hitting Each other but not like crash that one is too onomatopoeia ok i n.nm

IMPACT

[evils-corner]

Not me already mentally planning out my next Kickstarter campaign....👀

[melomelomuskmelon]

hey chat can we talk about how yahya pretty much infantalized melon in the path of evil?, like, i know the dude was dying but you still had to talk down to him like a child, this dying man is lamenting to you about how his life was to fucked up due to society, like he's asking yahya about how "oh if carnevores and herbivores can just get along and be friends than what was the point of my mother killing my father and leading to me getting so scared of her that i murdered the bitch?, if the world can be kind why was my life marked by cruelty?" and,,,, all this motherfucker says is "oh i'm sure your parents are fine in heaven" ignoring the fact yahya KNOWS melon's father is alive and out there. a part of me does understand that he's.. trying to keep melon calm in that moment instead of dropping that really fucked up bombshell on him since he's litterally dying in this chapter, but like.. c'mon dude you're the sublime beastar can you say something that doesn't sound like you're treating this 24 year old man like a child? and then that fucking infantalizing comment BACKFIRES because melon gets pretty rightfully pissed at not having his question answered.. this is litterally the final chapter we see melon speak in and he's just asking about why his life is so horrible and unfair if society really can change. a part of me really thinks that mel was being insanley vulnerable in this chapter only to knock his walls back up when he feels he's being pitied for his traumas and,,goes in to bite yahya's neck and talk about how he doesn't deserve sympathy which,,,, i mean honestly yeah you are like.. a horrible dude melon. i just HOUGHHH yahya really should have handled that moment better because as somebody in an abuse situation.. if i was in melon's position i'd get so fucking pissed off too. i didn't ASK if my "parents are fine in heaven" i'm ASKING you what was the point of my traumatic fucking life if the worlds really just.. gonna change like that. also this isn't a yahya hate post i get why he acted the way he did given this chapter is from HIS internal monolouge. i just think he handled what he did in a very...not good way, buut he did learn his lesson given,,,,,, the bite of ,,,,,whatever year it was

[eksentrismi]

idea: jekyll and hyde but beauty and the beast

you do understand my thought process, yes?

THEN DWELL ON THAT ONE‼️

I ACTUALLY DIG THAT IDEA VERY MUCH!!! YEAH, I LOVE IT, LIKE—

The selfish doctor turns into a monster due to a curse placed on him, a consequence for his selfish actions, but even after being given genuine true love (and this could be out of just a plain friendship too, not necessarily romance) to try break the curse….. he doesn’t change. His looks might change back in the end, but he stays selfish….. because perhaps he was the true monster all along……. houghhh… this probably sounds so incoherent, but ough, the brainrot…

[lightlycareless]

CHAPTER 34 HAS ME RUNNING IN CIRCLES CLAWING AT THE WALLS LOSING MY MIND,,, HELLO?? HELLO??? naoya just absolutely losing his mind writhing in emotional pain,, incredible stuff i agree w the staff. it is exactly like a car crash and i can not take my eyes away. hes so cringefail mariya. girlbossing standing in between the two of them... very strong of her. i talk a lot of shit abt naoya but i hate conflict and i'd probably start shaking and crying if i had to deal with him so mariya being able to just put herself right in the middle of all that and act totally normal about it is VERY impressive. props to y/n too for acting so normally too-- either that or naoyas just extremely oblivious to body language and emotional cues and doesn't notice them freaking the fuck out. 50/50

naoya detective arc,,,, it would be charming of him if he weren't so deranged. in fact its KINDA terrifying how incredibly focused and driven he was to figure everything out no matter how far back he had to trace it. like-- it'd be INSANELY hard to hide anything from him unless absolutely everyone involved in it was able to be IN on it and know how to keep up a lie to him. kinda fucked!

tho on the detective arc part-- it makes perfect sense for HIS deranged ass to immediately jump to the worst conclusion that y/n lied to him, despite the fact i imagine its still possible the package could've been stolen from inside the estate by one of the staff? as in, the worker got the wolf stamp, but it could've been jumbled up or stolen after entering the estate. not like he's thinking that far ahead tho,,,

FINALLY he sees her w naoaki and we get a whole-ass confrontation-- im going NUTS here this was SO intense. naoya's arc here plays on one of my FAVORITE villain tropes, the 'villain who genuinely doesn't realize he's done anything wrong'. those are always so good but rarely do we get the moments of said villain realizing how badly he's fucked up im SO excited for how this is going

the way naoya is genuinely sure he's not done anything wrong and doesn't realize how badly he's hurt her vs. naoaki thinking he's just pretending to be oblivious to get out of consequences- DELICIOUS STUFF. naoaki pulling the "because you *love* her?" in whats probably intended to be a mocking way and then realizing "oh shit. he does actually. oh this is a fucking mess isn't it" and feeling kind of guilty about it... is it weird i want them to make up at some point too in all of this? god knows naoya needs some fucking friends (besides ranta)

"Naoya doesn't... *can't* care for me... because he doesn't care for anyone but himself." Y/N WITH THE STEEL CHAIR,, FROM THE TOP ROPE,, might as well have just shot him. definitely did the equivalent of knocking him unconscious considering he apparently doesn't remember anything that happened afterwards. i like to imagine he just dropped unconscious right on the spot and they just left him there.

the dream sequence part KILLED me i genuinely believed up until maybe midway through this was real. ALSO HE CALLED HIM BROTHER,,, my onii-san joke rings true,, at the funniest possible fucking time,, wish he'd say it outside of a dream,, the y/n sneering at naoya and laughing at him was i think what gave it away-- i was willing to believe her and naoki went off to finally fuck after all that but sry y/n i do NOT believe you're willing to make fun of him that hard to his face yet. yet. i think you should though some time

but fr this WHOLEE dream sequence is soo important to his character its so good at illustrating the fear of failure and rejection and abandonment-- they're SO crippling for him to such a degree he ends up making it worse on himself and making this fucked up self-fulfilling cycle houghhh its so much,,

naoaki getting woken up in the middle of the night to naoya slamming into his room demanding to know where y/n is-- i NEED to know what he thought in that moment he mustve thought naoya's gone fucking insane esp when he just LEAVES right after without explaining anything

and then y/n probably thought she was gonna fucking die when he just showed up out of nowhere. actual jumpscare moment. also her being intrigued by just how disheveled and awful he looks? me too.

WHAT WAS HE GONNA TELL HER. IM WAILING AND CRYING DID HE EVEN HAVE ANYTHING HE WANTED TO SAY OR WAS HE JUST DESPERATELY TRYING TO GET HER TO STAY,, AUGH,, depending how loudly he collapsed to the floor and loud his crying was i wonder if y/n were able to hear him?? i think she should definitely see him crying at least once-- i wonder how she (or naoaki) would even handle him just breaking down into tears,,

ohmygod i wrote. a lot here. anyways. 20/10 chapter. im chewing on him. tysm for these incredible developments im foaming at the mouth to see whats next

Hello!!!!!

YEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS JUST EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED HAHAHAHAH I THRIVE IN OTHER'S ANGUISH.... lol.

Ahem, anyways... 🤭 I'm glad you liked this chapter!!! This has to be up there, in my top 10 moments of the story (we still have others though... but yeah, still up there) and the one I was dying to write for the longest. I don't know if it was enough "punishment" for Naoya, but it's good to see him be reminded of his stupidity :)

His downfall is something that I think many were expecting tbh, or at least see him get kicked down a notch lol He was out there thinking himself to be the king of the hill for far too long, someone had to remind him he’s not that special 😂

I’m pretty sure the staff’s perception of Y/N changed drastically once again, into a more positive I mean. They’re out there admiring how she was able to do what many couldn’t and can’t help but wonder if she has the potential to ruin the Zen’in if she wanted to—of course, that stops when Naobito is added into the equation, but they still like to daydream about it haha.

Mariya is a character I would consider 100% fed up with Naoya’s (or just about anyone from the clan) shenanigans, so that makes it easier for her to stand up to him, although I’m sure she’s still intimidated by him. Thankfully her extensive knowledge of how everything works around the estate helps her out in these situations, it’s kind of like a… “gray area” for her to exploit—something she can use if she ever gets in trouble with Junko or Meiko for example, she can easily say “I was just doing what was requested of me” and they’d be like “unnnghhhh I guess!!”

Besides, she has job security in the sense that Meiko considers her to be the best worker there (after her, obviously lmao) so she wouldn’t dare lose the order Mariya provides; because she’ll whine and cry about it, enough for Naobito to intervene, making him wonder why she was fired, forcing Meiko to say “well, because Naoya–“ and yeah, I don’t think anyone to be in that situation hahaha so she’s safe.

I’d say Naoya is greatly oblivious to body language when it comes to… socializing? Cause he’s great when it comes to analyzing targets in a jujutsu environment, but even then, I think he’d still be somewhat bad compared to others 😂 he's the kind of person that believes brute force overrules everything else, so he shouldn't worry about those menial details. (Kind of like Endeavor from MHA? Like he's a great hero, but in the sense of crime fighting, he didn't really care about making a fan base or anything else really... OUTSIDE OF SHOTO OF COURSE)

And because Y/N has always been “coy” when he’s around, he doesn’t think much of it outside of being normal behavior from her, so yeah, he didn't get any sense of "something's going on" when she acted the way she did.

Naoya being derange isn’t a surprise to anyone at this point 😭 I’m telling you, he does things that under any normal context it would’ve been sweet, but since he’s… him, it’s not lmao. I can’t imagine how terrified Y/N was upon hearing he went all the way down to the post office just to find out what happened with his gift. He’s determined, that’s for sure, and it makes her wonder what other things he's done already—although at that moment, at the same time she was hoping she’d be able to escape this situation… well, alive, she was mostly worried that her letters might be uncovered too. Thankfully Naoya was focused on something else 💀

And yep, the way he jumped into conclusions was eerie, but I think it was because deep inside him, he knew that was what actually happened. He had enough of bad history with his wife to know that she, more likely than not, discarded his gifts. Did he ever wonder why? No. Would he dare to ask? I don’t think so. And even if he did, would he understand? I think he’d feel offended if anything, more so when Naoaki’s gestures had been happily received. Oof.

Maybe if he wasn’t so paranoid (or heart broken, let’s be real) he might’ve considered someone else from the staff, leading him into another wild goose chase; good, this is revenge for what he put Hinata through.

I’m glad you liked the confrontation!!! It was above everything, awkward, cause there’s no actual confrontation coming from Naoya if that makes sense? Like he’s not open to actual conversations, he just wants to know the why of certain things, and if it fits his ideals, good, if not, God help us.

I definitely believe Naoaki thinks Naoya is so… “isolated” from the real world that he might actually, genuinely not know what he’s doing—can’t blame him, he had Naobito and the rest of the family as guidance lol—but his inability to even consider other possibilities is what always frustrates him 😂 poor Naoaki, he can’t go on with his life without being constantly disappointed by his relatives. (Have Mai and Maki disappointed him too? I wonder...)

My favorite part, and I’ll never stop talking about it hahahah, was when he asked Naoya if he “loved” Y/N aughagaga DAMN the skepticism was there 100% for sureeeeeeeeee, he was hoping to hear his brother say something like “yeah, I do” so he could be like “bullshit!” and continue to take out his frustrations, but the way Naoya remained quiet, looking away almost as if embarrassed!!! Now that’s when he knew there were feelings for her—beneath the complicated layers that make him a monster, Naoya was still capable of harboring sentiments for someone else (Allegedly… all allegedly…) and Naoaki immediately felt bad for putting him on the spot like that. He still cares for his baby brother after all 😭😭😭

I certainly feel bad that their relationship turned into this—I can only wonder what occurred on the manga for Naoya to want them (more) dead lol. If he’s already unhinged at 19, imagine at 27 💀 Ah, but one can dream….

AHAHAHAH Him just spacing out immediately after Y/N said that is, ugh idk satisfying and sad at the same time—like sure I feel sorry that his wife was like “no, you don’t care” and I could’ve had her say something like “ewww” but Y/N isn’t that disrespectful; and come on what was Naoya expecting 😂?? For her to be like “omg I’m so sorry Naoya I should’ve known” please!!! She was appropriate enough to state the truth, that he doesn’t care for anyone but himself, he should’ve just taken it and left them (which he did: I imagine he remained quiet, spacing out as he stared at the two before turning around and disappearing into the hallways. Naoaki and Y/N look at each other, wondering what happened before wondering if he’s going to return. Naoaki tells her no, but that she should be careful nonetheless. Y/N goes with Mariya, tells her staff what went down and collectively decide to keep a low profile—Hitomi offers to keep a lookout on Naoya, only stopping when she overheard that he was in his room and has been for the past few hours. They go on with their day, or attempt to, and that’s when Mariya decides to let them know of her secret hideout)

To irritate Ren, I decided that the song that best fits this scene is this one. And just for a little, tiny part before the chorus and Mel B's part hahahahha. That's the only thing that actually applies to their whole dilemma at this point.

Now, the good part… The dream sequence was the one thing I’ve been wanting to show you for a while now hahah I just kept teasing you about it, and I’m glad it got the reaction it did hahahahhahahhhahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I was 99.9999% sure that most of my readers would immediately catch on to the fact that this was a dream, since I’ve never portrayed Y/N to be that crazy, you know? Like her making fun of Naoya is off the table completely; sure, she’s made some jokes here and there, but they’re always lighthearted—or at least I think that’s the impression one gets when reading them—never off the rails as this dream sequence 💀 leave that to Naohiko lol.

Either way, I tried my best to cover the fact it was a dream, and if someone saw right through it, it still served to show just how messed up Naoya is on an emotional at this moment.

But yeah, this nightmare worked really well ‘cause there was that lingering question of whether Naoaki and Y/N were finally going to do something more… intimate. I feel that if I hadn’t worked their relationship up to that point it would’ve easily been like “nah, this is a dream goodbye” 😈 glad it worked in the end hahahah!!!

Now that it’s mentioned, the scene where Naoaki is disrupted by Naoya is ironically funny—it was so out of the blue first he was like “I sleep” and then Naoya comes into his room to ask the most random question before leaving.

Naoaki for sure thought he made it up—he was worried for Y/N and overworked by all his duties that he was like “Man, I’m even starting to dream about Naoya wtf??” his slumber overtook him almost immediately after; had he not been that exhausted you can be 100% certain he would’ve gone after Naoya.

And I agree—Y/N for sure thought she was going to die at that moment, although it was a fear that quieted down a bit for the sake of her staff’s wellbeing… yet, the thing that surprised her the most was to see Naoya so… disturbed—he’d seen him angry, arrogant, a complete monster… but she’d never seen him so defeated. So yeah, I think she believed she was going to die, but more in a sense of shock of not knowing what the hell was going on.

Now, for your last question… Naoya desperately wanted to keep her there above anything else, but his broken heart also wanted to tell her that he did care for her, at least to some extent, if not then why would he have married her? A mystery for sure. If I had to boil it down to a singular reason, it was him wanting to tell her how much he wants to be with her. Happily, be with her.

(No one heard Naoya cry, outside of Y/N retreating as quickly as possible, I envision him to be a silent crier in a way, not wanting anyone to hear him out of fear of being reprimanded more than shame—Naobito as a father must’ve been really, really tough. And if anyone did hear him, they would’ve never thought it was him to begin with.)

Thank you so much for tuning in for another chapter!! 🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️ I really greatly, enormously enjoy your asks, they give me so much insight about things that sometimes escape my mind!! Kgagagkak I don’t know how to describe it, but they motivate me allot 😭❤️

I can’t wait to show you the rest of the story…. Another…. Specific part I want you to read (well, more than one, but that one is another favorite of mine) hahahahahaaa

Once again, thank you so much for your support 🥺😭❤️ I shall strive to deliver the next chapters to the best of my ability!!!

Take care, and hope to see you soon 🥺❤️

[beean-s]

what is ur opinion on finn adventure time. please be as thorough as you want cause i love that guy so much

i don't know how old this ask is. but. houghhh don't get me started

finn. finn mertens. i love him so much.

i really really love that throughout the series you just get to see him grow up. the first few seasons he's just a silly kid going on adventures and you can really see that! but you see him learn from how many times he messes up and he just grows into being a really good kid. you see his emotional maturity happen in real time. and it's fantastic.

i loveee love love that they never shyed away from making finn emotional too! he's a rough and tumble kid but he's also so emotional! he has such a big heart! he cares so much about everyone!!! and that was never a weakness!!! with so many shows like this that are primarily marketed towards younger boys the protag is just like. kind of an asshole. and finn can also be an asshole sometimes but 9/10 times someone's like "dude knock it off. that's mean" and he's like "aw dip im sorry" and he learns his lesson. it's so good.

the big tldr is that i love adventure time tbh. i grew up watching it and it's like i grew up With finn and he is so special to me

[kupocoin]

hmm

[sentientquillbeast]

This looks as chaotic as he is HSGDHSHD

1. The GUN Truck-Sonic Adventure 2/Sonic Generations

2. Edward Elric-Fullmetal Alchemist

3. Mugen-Samurai Champloo

4. Rocky-Lackadaisy

5. Deadpool-Deadpool

6. Wander-Wander Over Yonder

Tagged by: @cutpursecavalier

Tagging: Whoever sees this and wants to do it because Idk that many OC blogs and all the ones I do know are already tagged or have done this 😔

Not all of these are direct inspirations- some of them are characters that in hindsight reminded me of Storm and now I can’t help but think of them in relation to him. Further details about each one under the cut! (it’s a long one because Idk how to shut up)

1- The GUN Truck. Yes this is not a character but it was a very direct inspiration to Storm as he is now SHDGSH. Storm started out in a main verse that was more of a mix of the games and Sonic SatAM. And then a bit later on, on iScribble (houghhh) a RP got started where OCs worked for GUN. So I made an ‘Agent Storm’ au for Storm. He was more chaotic and zany than his then-main verse counterpart- since this RP started out as a shitposty chat RP. The Sonic Generations trailer that showed off the insane GUN Truck with the buzzsaws had also recently come out, so I decided to make his role as the person insane enough to drive that thing.

As time went on the silly little chat RP ended up having actual serious plots, and as ‘Agent Storm’ developed I ended up liking him much more than his then-main verse version, so he ended up becoming the new main-verse.

I don’t think he’d quite be what he is now if it wasn’t for that initial bit of ‘who would be crazy enough to drive that truck. With the buzzsaws specifically. THIS GUY’

So now whenever I see that truck I also can’t help but think ‘MY BLORBO IS DRIVING THAT!!!’ I’ve cursed my friends with these same thoughts towards it HSGDHSGD

2- Edward Elric- They’re shorter than those around them and angry about it, smart (though Storm keeps that on the downlow) and they’re little shits that have actually experienced too much at too young an age. Fight-wise they’re both good at making plans on the spot, and get in trouble that leads to a broken prosthetic too often. Though fortunately for Storm, he’s his own mechanic

How prosthetics work in FMA was a basis to how Storm’s own prosthetics work-including him needing one made of different materials in the winter. That was my favorite detail about it. I feel like other series didn’t really think ‘that cool robot arm/leg is metal and it’s connected right to the flesh- that’s not a good combo for winter’- I didn’t think of that until FMA either because I was too lost in the ‘robot arm cool’ sauce

Lastly Storm also has a tendency to befriend his enemies- which is in general a shonen trope I know, and not the last one that can apply to him

3- Mugen-Like Ed, he is a lil shit. But a lethal lil shit-- not that Ed couldn’t be, he just avoids that. Storm does also avoid it when he can, so he’s more like a mix of the two. Can be very lethal, largely avoids it, but Will kill if he sees it as something he has to do

I watched Samurai Champloo in a period where I was trying to figure out how to write fight scenes and what kinda fighting style Storm’d have- Mugen is a skilled swordsman that starts shit fully confident he can finish it (and often does), with people falling for any bait he sets because they underestimate him due to how undisciplined he acts. All these can be applied to Storm- and the most direct inspiration was how he fights by incorporating breakdancing in his moves whether he’s using a sword or not

4-Rocky- I made Storm a bit before I started reading Lackadaisy. But once I started reading it, he was one of those ‘oh man he reminds me of Storm so much. How did I make such a similar character omg’ situations. Cheshire grin cats that are magnets for trouble, and get into things they prrrobably shouldn’t. Goofs in the kinda businesses you wouldn’t expect, honestly

This is a more recent development but- for years I wouldn’t be able to find any kinda voice claim for Storm. I’d find ones for the very rare cases where he gets really serious, but nothing for ‘this is what Storm sounds like on the regular’

Until the voices for the upcoming Lackadaisy short animation got shown off. And Michael Kovach’s performance finally hit that ‘THATS IT THATS THE VOICE!!!’ spot. Like just imagine Rocky speaking with a southern accent and you have the way Storm’d speak

I can’t believe we’ve come full circle

5-Deadpool was a very direct inspiration for how Storm started out as ‘Agent Storm’. He was the ‘comedy relief guy’ in his unit, much to their annoyance, but he was still lethal. He seems to have no ‘mute’ button, and will crack jokes even in big dangerous situations. Storm dual wielding both guns and katanas at the time was because of Deadpool. And while ‘guy that can be either a hero or a villain depending on who you ask, works by his own set of morals that no one knows, maybe not even him’ kinda developed on it’s own, it probably still was my brain drawing bits and pieces from that initial Deadpool inspiration.

6- Wander. This is 100% one of those ‘in hindsight these characters are so similar in some ways’ and this year when I re-watched WoY I couldn’t help but think of Storm, especially with the development of his friendship with @cyanide-coffee’s V. They’re both fuzzy lil universe traveling guys that are best friends/family with a grumpy gnc horse lizard that can and will kill for them HSGDSHHD

While Storm isn’t such a pacifist and in fact LOVES to fight, at his core he just wants to help people where he can, sometimes to his own detriment. And sometimes it comes in the form of him annoying people with attempts to be friendly @ them.

And deep, deep down, buried and hidden away, that desire to help people when they need it comes from a scared little kid that needed some help of his own

(No I’ll never recover from that episode, why do you ask)

[morelikedoccock]

Honestly ditto to that anon. I'm a trans guy too, and with f!reader fics being not only the norm, but frequently untagged, it's so nice to find a fic that I can actually read myself in. So thanks for being so cool <3

Houghhh❤️❤️❤️ thank YOU anon!! I’m genuinely so excited that y’all are liking my fic so much🥰🥰🥰

And also yeah, @ all fic writers: tag your fics properly please

[skrunksthatwunk]

gu.ys

HAUFUHFHFHH I HAVENT SEEN HIS DEPARTURE TO MAKAI IN AGES AND I REWATCHED IT BC OF THIS AND IVE JUST BEEN GOING THRU IT SCREAMING AND CLUTCHING MY PILLOW IM LOSING IT IM LOSING IT IM LOSING IT IM LOSING IT IM LOSING IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

QHAT DO YOU MEAN HE TRAILS OFF AGAIN THIS IS THE THIRD TIME THE DUB'S DONE THAT WHAT THE FUCKKK WHY DPESNT HE EVER SAY IT IM FUCKING BEATING HIM TP DEATH AND KISSING HIM BACK TO LIFE IM SO SICK OF HIS BULLSHIT‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ ERAGAGGAGAREAAAAAAAAHHHHHJ

hnnghnggghh ok doing analysis for a moment YEAH kuwabara's love (in any sense) for yusuke is the one thing that seems to win out over his stubborn honor. like the fact that yusuke's kind of a bad influence on him and that it's one-sided is crazy to me like that's the shit that makes me wanna rip my skin off wdym he's a corrupting force to kuwa but kuwa's a good influence on yusuke wdym wdym AND YET i need them to be together. god im so obsessed rn but they NEED to get together im losing my shit. the way yusuke (dub) says his name when kuwa trails off in his "you and i'll always be..." IT'S NOT EVEN SAD IT'S ANTICIPATORY.? AND KIND OF ANXIOUS. WHAT DID YOU WANT HIM TO SAY YUSUKE. WHAT DID YOU THINK HE MIGHT SAY GGNFNSHSHSHGGTJJHJJGNNGH GAAHHHHHHHHH houghhh he just wants confirmation that he's loved that he matters and kuwabara needs it too that's why he brightens up as soon as yusuke shows interest in his academics when he says he's coming back. he's not being abandoned and that reassurance helps bring him out of the furious spiral he was in and can we talk about that?? he called genkai old lady. he insulted demonkind and said hiei kurama and yusuke weren't his friends after all. he was tearing them apart and lashing out at Everyone im losing my shit he was dying. he was dying out there. and yusuke saying hey im coming back keep doing your thing and i'll find you again, something THAT simple, a promise he doesn't even know he can keep (that kuwabara knows he doesn't know he can keep) is enough to turn all that around oauugjhhh what else was i gonna say

HGUH OH YEAH the fact that he trailed off again when trying to tell yusuke what he means to him. GUH. GHGGHJHJNNGHH. i think you've seen that post i made about him trailing off during the dr ichigaki fight and ep89 ("for me, you're... well, you're my...") but i didn't remember that it happened here too im so fucking SICK. houghhh just tell him he's your best friend tell him you're in love with him whatever idc just say it gayboy im fucking on my way to your location kuwabara im on my way

OH and the way (dub) yusuke says 1) the first thing he's gonna do when he comes back is check if kuwa got into college and 2) he's gonna miss kuwa's weakass punches the most. the most and the first huh. what if i fucking turned into a whale jesus fucking christ did he say that bc he knew prioritizing kuwa would comfort him or bc he's genuinely putting him first im killing them both im ripping them apart im bringing them drinks and pastries with a smile at a little cafe im killing them again I HATE THEM. GODDDD

EDIT IM NOT DONE I HAD MORE UMM KUWA ONLY EVER DOES THE TRAILING OFF THING WHEN HE THINKS HE'S ABOUT TO DIE OR YUSUKE'S ABOUT TO DIE IT'S ABOUT TELLING YUSUKE HOW HE FEELS BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE BC HE KNOWS HOW THAT FEELS (wake scene wake scene wake s) SO HERE IT'S A just in case you don't come back + to make sure you know i still care about you so so much after that big fight THING AND I JUDT..GRRHRHRAAUGHHH is it bc he doesn't think he'll Really come back is it bc he's scared he'll die (<- my theory) is it bc UGH WHATEVER BUT HE STILL CAN'T GET THE DAMN WORDS OUT. AFTER ALL THIS TIME. DDDHDHDHEGERRRGGRGRGGG IM SO FUCKGJN

this could be kuwameshi if you guys would like. take my hand and trust me