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campingwiththecharmings Ā· 11 months ago
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Lazy Summer Rain
AN: Heyyyyy y'all. I'm starting 2024 of a lil slutty with my first fic for @moonknight-events' MK Bingo. šŸ™Œ Hope y'all enjoy. šŸ˜Œ
Youā€™d had other plans, plans to spend the day with Marc outsideā€”maybe grab breakfast at the cafe downstairs or have a picnic at the park across the streetā€”but waking up to the rain had quickly quashed them. Canā€™t say youā€™re too disappointed by that at the moment, though.
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Rated:Ā M+ (this is smut so, i mean, youā€™ve been warned?) Prompt: Rainy Day Words:Ā 943 Pairing:Ā Marc Spector x F!Reader Warnings:Ā pwp, kissing, morning sex, soft!Marc, praise kink (if you squint), cockwarming (please let me know if i missed anything) AO3
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The rain taps rhythmically on the windows, the sound of it soothing, just loud enough to drown out the sounds of the outside world. It makes you want to forget where you are, forget what time it is, what you had planned on doing today, makes you want to forget everything but him, everything but Marc.
Heā€™s braced over you, forearms on either side of your head as he kisses you sloppily, deeply. He grinds into you, hips pushing you down into the plush mattress with every thrust, the slight squeak of the bed mixing with the soft pants and moans you exchange as you kiss. You get lost in him, running your hands lazily up and down his back, over his shoulders, up his neck, and back down toward his ass.
Youā€™d had other plans, plans to spend the day with Marc outsideā€”maybe grab breakfast at the cafe downstairs or have a picnic at the park across the streetā€”but waking up to the rain had quickly quashed them.
Canā€™t say youā€™re too disappointed by that at the moment, though.
You break the kiss with a gasp as Marc shifts, his cock hitting that special place inside you. He grunts as you flutter around him, his warm breath puffing against your lips as he pulls your leg higher over his hip.
ā€œYou close, baby?ā€ he rasps, jaw tightening as he somehow sinks even deeper inside you. ā€œGonna come for me? Hmm?ā€
You whine his name as pleasure sings through your body, his fingertips digging into your thigh as he holds onto you, his thrusts becoming sloppier, faster. Thunder rumbles in the distance, the rain falling quicker now, beating harder against your window. His nose bumps against yours as he leans in, searching for your lips, and you sigh just before he claims them again.
Youā€™re close, so close, can feel the coil inside you tightening, about to snap, the heat building and buildingā€”Ā 
Marcā€™s groan is choked as you come, your body bowing and shaking beneath him as you drench his cock with your release. The wet squelch of his thrusts is loud in your ears despite the rain now as he fucks you through it, prolonging it.Ā 
Heā€™s still hard inside you as you come down, his face hovering over yours as he watches you closely. You smile at him, reaching up a hand to cup his cheek in your palm, his dark curls tickling the tips of your fingers. He smiles back, shifting slightly to press a gentle kiss against your wrist.
ā€œOkay?ā€ he asks, eyes roving your face.
You hum, pulling his mouth down to yours for a quick, sweet kiss. ā€œThatā€™s one way to put it.ā€
He sniffs a laugh, stealing another kiss as he begins to grind into you again. Youā€™re still a little sensitive, but the gentle stimulation is pleasurable all the same. You hold onto him as he works himself (and you) back up, smothering the soft little noises he makes with your lips. He groans, breaking your kiss when you begin to meet his thrusts, his brow furrowing in concentration.
ā€œYouā€™re doing so good, Marc,ā€ you praise, running your hands up and down his back soothingly. ā€œSo good.ā€
He swallows thickly, eyes watching you closely for a moment before leaning in. His pace never falters, even as he shifts, bringing his hand down between your legs. You whine when he circles your clit with the tip of his thumb, the pleasure building inside you once more. He groans when you clench around him, pulling his lip between his teeth as he slowly pushes you toward the edge again.
ā€œPlease donā€™t stop,ā€ you plead, pulling weakly at his shoulders.Ā 
Suddenly heā€™s not close enough, not deep enough. You want to be covered by him, surrounded, you want to drown in him. He seems to understand what you need, shifting again so heā€™s draped over you, hands fisting in the sheets on either side of your head, his thrusts quicker, harder.
You moan, peaked nipples brushing against his chest as he presses in closer, resting his forehead against yours. Your hands slide down his back, goosebumps raising on his skin, as he continues thrusting into you. Heā€™s so close, you know he is, can tell by his clenched jaw, half-lidded, almost black eyesā€”but heā€™s holding himself back, heā€™s waiting for you.Ā 
ā€œItā€™s okay, baby,ā€ you breathe, your hands sliding down to cup the muscled cheeks of his ass. ā€œLet go for me.ā€
Marc groans, burying his face into your neck, thrusting into you rapidly as you cling to him, as you whisper encouragement in his ear. Your breath catches as you reach your peak again, but this time itā€™s softer, warmth flooding your body, making your fingers and toes tingle pleasantly. The gentle fluttering of your cunt is enough to finally drag Marc over the edge, his moan smothered in the crook of your neck as he empties himself inside you.
You stay connected, entwined, for what feels like hours, the constant patter of the rain against the windows soothing, lulling you both back to sleep. When you wake again later, youā€™re beneath a plush duvet you donā€™t recall pulling over yourself, the afternoon sun streaming in through the windows. Marc lay on his belly, his face half-buried in his pillow, arm curled loosely around your waist. For a moment, you just watch him, smiling softly, marveling at how peaceful he looks in sleep, how content. Then you shift closer, doing your best not to disturb him as you burrow into his side, sighing as his warmth envelopes you, and you drift off again.
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seoulmatez Ā· 8 months ago
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something short and sweet for samu :3 established relationship, osamu calls reader honey, ~700 words ā¤ļøŽ
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the morning air is clean and crisp, even more so on this secluded trail than it is on the city sidewalks. you usually wouldnā€™t find yourself here, surrounded by trees, pebbles crunching beneath the soles of your shoes, but when osamu had invited you to join him on his runā€”insisted that you accompany himā€”you couldnā€™t say no. while the scenery is unmatched, attempting to keep up with the man makes it difficult to enjoy the chirping of the birds and the cool wind on your face.
heā€™s ahead of youā€”far enough that you couldnā€™t touch him if you reached out to grab him but close enough that heā€™s still in your sights. with each stride you take, it seems as though he takes three more.
ā€œw-wait,ā€ you wheeze out, slowing to a stop to catch your breath. your knees bend and your hands come to rest on them as you suck in a deep breath of air. ā€œi need a break.ā€
your words stop osamu in his tracks. he turns around to face you and a smile takes over his face. his eyes are partly shielded by the brim of his hat but youā€™re almost positive youā€™d see the humor swimming in the gray irises if they were visible. ā€œalready? itā€™s only been, like, fifteen minutes.ā€
ā€œcut me some slack,ā€ you tell him, standing to your full height with your hands on your hips. youā€™re still trying to steady your breathing but the stance is almost a defensive one. ā€œyou do this every week.ā€
you mean that he runs this path every sunday morning to start his day, that heā€™s familiar with the route and has perfected a tempo that works for him. he knows you mean that but he still canā€™t help but poke fun at you.
ā€œwhat are you talking about? you run too.ā€
you laugh, more out of disbelief than humor. the curl of his lips is telling and deep down you know heā€™s trying to get a rise out of you but you canā€™t help but take his bait. ā€œyeah, on a treadmill. at my own pace. keeping up with you is impossibleā€”your legs are too long.ā€
the comment draws a chuckle from his chest that seems louder than it truly is in this hidden spot within the trees. the sound never fails to brighten your mood, though, you cross your arms and paint on a frown to keep from folding so easily.
ā€œyou told me this was going to be a ā€˜relaxing jogā€™ and it hasnā€™t been either of those things.ā€
despite your posture and expression, osamu can tell you arenā€™t mad. youā€™ve been together for years and he can count the number of times heā€™s genuinely upset you on one hand. he knows your tellsā€”like how you refuse to look at him and how you go quiet. heā€™s glad heā€™s only brought out that side of you a select few times and even though heā€™s sure youā€™re joking now, he never intends to push you that far.
his legs move automatically, closing the distance between you two. when his arms open, you step into them and let yours drop to your sides as you let your forehead rest on his chest. you can feel his heartbeat, still elevated from the exercise. he encases you in the warmth of his embrace. itā€™s comfortable and familiar and youā€™re starting to think that youā€™d be content standing here forever when osamuā€™s voice rumbles against you.
ā€œshall i carry you the rest of the way?ā€
you snort and smack his chest. the offer is unserious but you know that if you say yes, heā€™d be willing to do it. thereā€™s something tempting about the idea of clinging to osamuā€™s back for whatā€™s left of his workout, but you didnā€™t tag along to be a nuisance. you tip your head up to meet his eye. ā€œhow about i set the pace?ā€
he hums in agreement. ā€œi can follow your lead.ā€
ā€œandā€¦ā€ you start, taking a step back so you can see him better, ā€œi want breakfast as an apology for your misrepresentation of what this would entail.ā€
your second condition is enough to make osamu laugh, although, this time you allow yourself to smile at the sound. his laugh is pretty high up on the long list of things you love about him.
he nods. ā€œfine. but i was gonna make you breakfast anyway, honey.ā€
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glacier-shrimp Ā· 1 month ago
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Done with our favorite Spider-Boy! Spiderling? Spider... What was his name again?
Avengers paper cutout 6/?
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yujeong Ā· 2 months ago
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Time was at a standstill. Vegas was holding his breath without noticing, and continued to hold it when he did - he was afraid of what would happen if he exhaled loudly enough to draw attention to himself. His gaze was shifting between Pete and the man who was standing before them in the doorway, blocking their entrance. Vegas had never seen him before, but even so, he recognized Pete in him enough to know who he was. A dangerous aura surrounded him. There was an edge to his presence that Vegas would only come across people of certain circles. He was a fighter. A muay khao. Pete's father. Shame coursed through Vegas' body, smearing his skin, settling in his lungs, rendering him speechless. I thought he was dead, he wanted to tell Pete if he could. He wanted to scream at him, I thought you killed him. Pete was the one who broke the stillness. As if awakened by something, he took a half-step back and made a motion with his arms, almost raising them to his chest, but not quite. In an instant, Pete reverted into the pet Vegas had been keeping at the safehouse, bound by handcuffs and afraid of his belt hitting flesh and drawing blood. A lump formed in Vegas' throat. "Have you stopped practicing? Your form is off." The uncanny similarities between Pete and his father appearance-wise didn't mean a thing when it came to their voices. Vegas shivered. Was this what Pete would sound like in a few decades? (Were these the condescending words he'd choose to spew? Was Pete going to embody his father? Was Vegas embodying his?) "What are you doing here?" Pete whispered. "They let me out for a few days, so I came here to collect some money. Imagine my surprise when I found out my offspring left the job someone found him worthy enough of doing to... do what exactly? Yaai didn't want to tell me." He crossed his arms, waiting for an answer. Vegas didn't know what he was allowed to say. If he was allowed to say anything at all. "It's none of your business." "I'd say it very much is my business, as well as yaai's business who was dependent on the money you were making being some rich asshole's human shield." A choked sound scratched Vegas' throat. He didn't like getting reminded of Pete being the main family's bodyguard, even though he stopped being one mere months ago. Especially like this. That was the first time Pete's father stopped looking at his son and turned his head to look at Vegas. For a moment, there seemed to be recognition in his eyes. Did he know who Vegas was? Did he care? A snort came out of his mouth. He leaned on the door. "Oh, I see how it is." He laughed, scratched his neck. "I never expected you to whore yourself out for money. Tell me, is it preferable to the path I carved out for you?" Vegas could sense the disgust in his voice. He could also see it on Pete's face. He was too astonished to share it, but not enough to be unable to speak. "Khun, there has been some misunderstanding-" "Don't bother. I can recognize a faggot when I see one." Pete's movements were too fast for Vegas to stop him. A direct jab to the nose; his father fell like a pack of cards, groaning like a wounded animal. Surprisingly, no blood - Pete held back. Vegas didn't know what to think about that. "That was a pathetic attack, even for you." "Get up." "We're not in the ring, son." Pete growled. Vegas could see his hands trembling as he was keeping them in the air, maintaining an offensive stance. "That never stopped you before." "You were too young to understand what I was doing back then. What I was preparing you for." Pete was silent. "The world isn't kind. It'll fuck you over one way or another." He got up, spat on the ground. "You still haven't learned a thing. You're too old to afford being naive." He turned around, and without sparing a look at Pete again, said: "Now get the fuck out of my house." (For @musictooth, whose posts about Pete's father have reignited my passion for this specific concept and for @wretchedamaranth, whose comments on my writing are always lovely and precious ā¤ļø)
#tw slur#vegaspete#pete saengtham#snippet#yu is writing#I started writing this today while waiting for my bus to arrive and wrote most of it on public transport <33#(hopefully it doesn't show lol)#there's a lot of context missing here but basically: VP visit yaai and a wild father appears#I didn't have space to include her unfortunately but just imagine her in the background with a sad look on her face#which is mostly fixed on Vegas :))#for no reason at all :))#due to a certain someone who I won't name (šŸ˜¤) I mayyy turn this into a fic? Maybe?#because 1. I did have a similar idea a year or so ago but never did anything with it and 2. this concept NEEDS to be explored more come on#because in my mind Vegas and Pete can't go to yaai's house until/unless Pete's father leaves#all their stuff is in her house#and they only have Vegas' car with which they traveled there#and Bangkok is too far away to go back now in the middle of the night (yes this happens at night time)#so basically what I'm saying is: VP will spend their night in the car :)#I'm sure the combination of an agitated Pete and a tired Vegas who's also equating Pete with his father due to their external similarities#will be a delightful experience for them both#I'm vibrating out of my skin just thinking about it#can I promise I'll write it and put it out there? Hell no#can I still get excited by the prospect of it happening? Hell yes#sorry I'm rambling a little too much over here#I just haven't felt this good writing in MONTHS#thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed it <3333
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wickmitz Ā· 2 months ago
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you know rereading the comic got me thinking and i feel ur the best person for this. im very intrigued by mitzi and asa's dynamic pre, during, AND post atlas. i really wish we saw more of what happened before atlas' passing bc mitzi herself said asa used to be so nice to her and i'm just like YO WHAT HAPPENED anyways hi hello love ur blog
hi! iā€™m flattered you love my blog! and even more so by the fact you think iā€™m the best person to go to for this question! iā€™ve briefly talked about mitzi and asa before when analyzing the lunch scene in my long analysis for mitziā€™s and wickā€™s relationship, where i said this on the matter :
to touch upon asaā€™s treatment of mitzi, even from as early as the phone call we see that mitzi is forced to have a conversation with asa on his terms rather than her own terms. mitzi sets out with a clear goal in mind -- learning why asa sweet would attack the lackadaisy in the way that he did -- and she's repeatedly talked over and threatened, with her questions remaining unanswered. itā€™s very clear very quickly that asa doesnā€™t respect mitzi nor view her as someone worthy of his time like atlas was, and almost appears to approach her in a misogynistic manner. he demeans something as simple as her ukulele as a ā€˜teeny little guitarā€™ and acts as though mitziā€™s tears would be bothersome to him, some sort of burden heā€™d be forced to deal with rather than a valid emotional response to threats, degradation, and the likes. while asa is by no means wrong with some of his observations, heā€™s certainly rude and uncaring with how he goes about it. when he tells mitzi that heā€™s here to suggest that she step down, because he so generously has her interests in mind, she doesnā€™t buy it ; once again bringing up last nights events, where asa willingly armed the pig farmers with the lackadaisyā€™s arsenal and sent them over her way without so much as a warning. asa dismisses this coldly, once again dodging any fault and claiming it was ā€˜happenstanceā€™ and entirely mitziā€™s own doing. even now, when heā€™s actively threatening her and making it clear they wonā€™t stay friendly if she keeps trying to make it in this business, he still wonā€™t fully admit to any sort of responsibility for the disastrous night he helped put her through. while this seems rather typical of asa given his disrespectful streak ( something even mordecai, as valued and as useful as he is, suffers because of ) itā€™s worth noting that this side of him is new to mitzi and not one she was at all expecting. she even says as much here, in heartstrings.
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we also know that mitzi only met atlas due to her performing at the marigold speakeasy first, and itā€™s likely asa was rather present in her life due to his bond with her now husband. asa even admits that mitzi may be confused because theyā€™ve ā€™managed a friendly coexistence for so long,ā€™ once again hammering home this idea that up until this point, asa was indeed kind to mitzi, or at the very least cordial. but with atlas out of the picture and mitzi trying to take his position, suddenly asa is more than okay with getting her killed or taking all she has left -- even his plan is nothing short of apathetic and cold, an afterthought, expecting her to give up something important to her and only offering a one time offer to play at the marigold room ā€˜sometimeā€™ with that ā€˜old band of hers.ā€™ whatā€™s important here is that mitzi is ruthlessly betrayed by a man who used to like her and is treated as a lesser thing due to his view that sheā€™s too incompetent to run a rumrunning business. he also brings up atlas to, in mitziā€™s eyes, ā€˜intimidate ( her ) into agreeing with him,ā€™ and towards the end of the lunch, she looks particularly kicked and undoubtedly hurt. she leaves this meeting that couldā€™ve stayed a phone call with a potential enemy made and with the world on her shoulders, now more determined than ever to be someone people like asa would be forced to respect. instead of being dissuaded, sheā€™s been encouraged, and itā€™s not hard to realize why.
so, i suppose those are my very brief thoughts about them post atlas! but as for pre and during, i donā€™t think there was ever anything really there outside of peaceful coexistence. as atlasā€™s wife, mitzi garnered respect she probably never had before as a traveling musician! asa wouldnā€™t dare insult her or belittle her once she became atlasā€™s wife and probably felt no need to do so in the first place. especially since, after all, asaā€™s the reason atlas found mitzi at all, back when she played for the marigold room where i assume she was treated well enough given asaā€™s rather friendly mask. heā€™s a jokester! heā€™s well meaning and goofy, always smiling and his eyes permanently upturned looking due to the patterns on his face ā€¦ mitzi wouldnā€™t ever really see the asa that many other people deal with, and even when comparing asa to her rather quiet and eeire husband, well, heā€™d still seem leagues impressionable by default. asa purposely acts like heā€™s approachable and harmless, and while mitzi definitely knew he wasnā€™t some angel, i do think she fell for that mask more than sheā€™d like to admit.
how iā€™ve always viewed their relationship is that the very nature of it was dictated by atlas may simply existing and owning her. his mere interest in mitzi was something phenomenal, and by default, something people had to respect. asa sweet was kind to her because she likely didnā€™t linger in the marigold room for too long before atlas snatched her up. heā€™s then very cordial to her, probably armed with compliments and generous gestures of interest because sheā€™s atlasā€™s wife and asa can respect that role wholeheartedly. itā€™s only when atlas is removed and mitzi begins putting her paws where they ā€˜donā€™t belongā€™ that asa seems to drop the ruse, because thereā€™s no need to keep it up anymore. even though mitzi isnā€™t harming anyone and hasnā€™t tried to step on asaā€™s toes once, he still steals from her and puts her in danger without care -- not once burdened by any real guilt as he continues to threaten her when she doesnā€™t back down immediately. with how clinical the removal of affection is here ( because even mordecai hasnā€™t managed to remove viktor, mitzi, or ivy in such a careful or ruthless way despite his awful actions and words ) i find it hard to believe he ever truly cared for mitzi as an individual person outside of atlas. the way he so casually oozes disrespect and belittles her without blinking an eye is ā€¦ interesting!
all of this is to say that i donā€™t think asa and mitzi were ever personally close. they probably never knew each other deeply nor made any real steps to try. theyā€™d see each other because asa had a habit of appearing in the lackadaisy just as much as atlas had the habit of being at the marigold room, and so theyā€™d greet each other and asa would be excessively kind in that bumbling fool way he keenly presents himself and mitzi would be pleased by his presence. very simple ā€˜this is my friendā€™s wifeā€™ vibes and nothing more. i doubt asa would even be interested in cozying up to mitzi due to atlasā€™s implied possessive behavior lol ā€¦ but it was kindness and it was caring to an extent. it just wasnā€™t as deep or loyal as mitzi mightā€™ve hoped it would be.
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softboiledwonderland Ā· 11 days ago
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Rating:Ā Teen And Up Audiences Categories:Ā F/MĀ  Relationships:Ā Chiba Mamoru/Tsukino Usagi, Tsukino Usagi & Inner Senshi Characters:Ā Chiba Mamoru, Tsukino Usagi, Mizuno Ami, Hino Rei, Kino Makoto, Aino Minako Additional Tags:Ā Cozy, Slice of Life, autumn vibes, Fluff, Friendship, Slow Burn, Healing, Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & CafĆ©s Summary:Ā One moonlit October evening, a tired Dr. Mamoru Chiba stumbles upon a newly opened cafĆ©, and more than one life is changed. Or: Mamoru just wants to drink his coffee in peace. Occasionally he manages, but probably not here.
Starting a fluffy Usagi/Mamoru WIP because why not, also hi everyone I love them <3
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the-kipsabian Ā· 1 year ago
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chris brookes match recs
hello anon! so nice of you to ask!
these are just some of my personal favorites that are available free on youtube, i know i have more from around the internet but they are behind various paywalls so we'll stick with these for now. i want to believe tho that if you are new to chrissy b, they are a good place to start as they definitely were most of that for me when i started to look more into his work so!!
vs konosuke takeshita (DDT, 2020)
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vs shunma katsumata (DDT, 2021 - deathmatch warning)
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vs pokotan (DDT, 2022 - one of my absolute personal favorites for the sheer absurdity)
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vs lulu pencil (ChocoPro, 2021 - 30 minute iron man match, but its so worth the story)
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vs maya yukihi (Baka Gaijin + Friends, 2023)
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cdk vs rina yamashita & drew parker (Baka Gaijin + Friends, 2023)
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and literally just watch anything from baka gaijin + friends (the videos linked come straight from their youtube channel where they have the last three shows streamed live, the second one is on the gatohmove youtube page (also linked above with the lulu match) and i think the first one exists in some void right now due to copyright reasons but its out there in some form. i can dig it up if you need it im sure) and chris is heavily involved in chocopro content which can be accessed through the gatohmove youtube channel above, or really just search for chocopro on youtube! pretty much every match his involved in there is worth it i promise <3
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onlyoneofsideblogtrashheep Ā· 22 days ago
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Kpop asks: 3, 9, 24?
3) Who is your bias in your favorite group(s) and why?
My OnlyOneOf bias has switched around a bit because I love them all too much but my bias is Mill (sometimes KB but mostly Mill). There's no discernible reason for it, I just like his vibes. He's fun and dorky and talented and sometimes he makes scandalized faces and I am drawn to him. He is captivating to me in the way summer nights never loose their magic.
9) An idol you don't think you'd get along with?
Honestly? I don't think I'd get along with a lot of idols. I am not really a people person and think a lot of them would be both too high energy and too emotional for me and leave me stressed, annoyed, and snappish. Hmm like Jungwoo from nct127 or Wooyoung from Ateez or even Nine from ooo like please no.
24) Your favorite debuts?
Hmm... I don't really follow debuts or remember release orders that clearly. I really like Savanna by OnlyOneOf which I think was their debut mv. It's a fun song sort of teen rebellion and wistfulness and the video has neat editing that contrasts the actual music and performance. The only other debut I remember clearly as a debut was my friend showing me Stray kids Hellevator which I think was their first single. I don't remember much about it musically but I did enjoy it.
Kpop asks
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opens-up-4-nobody Ā· 1 year ago
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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog#didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move#across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s#so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help#with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the#location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright#colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird#like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the#southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December#it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but#i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and#jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen#im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and#the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier#for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy#but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked#up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents#r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes#better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book#like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw šŸ˜­#so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-]#unrelated
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marsbotz Ā· 2 months ago
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many of you may be unaware that i have been going cazyyyy over herobrine qnd mc lore in general recently. im in my beautiful world
#the like 2 ppl who follow me on bluesky and the same 2 ppl who follow my gaming blog LOL#but ouygghhhh oughh#life is so beautifklll. steve and alex ARGHHHHHH#in my minddddd ok um. im gonna make a proper post for my hcs for them soonish hopefully#but in my mind. steve is like very anxious and realllyy rwlly struggles around most ppl#he grew up in a veryyy small community and didnt rlly fit in well so he left#he has dissociative amnesia and has ptsd from seeinh someone (maybe his parents) die to mobs as a child#he is kinda alright at building simple stuff but not very fancy. r/malelivingspace#he struggles to kill monsters cus of his trauma and to kill animals bc he feels bad. lol#he has a little farm of chickens for eggs. and mostly livess off those and bread#hes not veggie he just cant kill them himself. he later gets hero/alex to get meat instead#ummm i think he wld enjoy cooking nice stuff and likes to decorate the house nicely. but struggles to do it for himself#so only once the other two come along#alex comes from a family of hunters. so she is rlly nifty w a bow and able to fare slightly better in combat#she has a huge interest in the ancient miners and their history. big collector of books and maps etc#she makes redstone things from old blueprints she finds but otherwise isnt great at it#she is audhd. actually teah all of them r autistic btwwww.#she is not great at building cus she moved around a lot. and finds mining boringggg#but it works nicely cus steve collects a load of ore. and then she uses it to trade etc#she is much better at talking to others (as inā€¦ it doenst make her feel sick likw w steve)#so whenever they go to villages she does all the talking. and often tries to barter too (mostly unsuccessfully)#she ends up staying w steve after some sort of incident where her family/community die too LOL#i shld say that ummm. families in mc r not like in real life. so in the case of steve and alex they were not directlyraised by their parents#this is mostly due to how often ppl outside of villages die. its easier to not focus so much on blood relation#herobrine. is originally ender. and ends up in the overworld during the time of the ancients#long story short he plays a big part in the rise and fall of the civilisation. and then goes into hiding#he can come across as rather formal and old fashioned sometimes due to his history#but he has also been sitting around doing fuck all for thousands of yrs. so he is always up for whtever steve and alex r doing#he doesnt talk aloud too much and when he does its very stilted. he finds telepathy slightly easier#UM he is great at building. and redstone and brewing. i ran out of tags Okay thats it
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amelikos Ā· 2 months ago
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"Maybe they actually liked their pseudonyms, after all?"
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pocket-size-cthulhu Ā· 2 months ago
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Me: yeah I'm just doing some coding-
Like everybody for some reason: YUCK!! Ugh! I'm sorry! That sounds boring and dry as hell. Ew. Get well soon
Me: šŸ¤ØšŸ§
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randomnameless Ā· 1 year ago
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The Billies are shown protecting Dimitri and Rhea in the trailer!! Specifically those two!! Can't they see that ChURCh BaD and TOxiC mAscUliniTY and FeUDalisM???
At least we can ignore this alt, because it's the wrong Billy in lead.
He might have blue, human, hair, he's still protecting a barbarian (have you seen how his new B skill is called?) and the evil lizard lady. The Real and Only One Billy would never do that!
Sure, she has the evil lizard lady as a backpack in her duo alt, but she wears a red flower in her hair that betrays her true intention and will to fight for HuMaNiTy.
After all, Feudalism BaD!
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piningpercussionist Ā· 11 months ago
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yo, Kim. what video games do you like? favorite console?
Games are more Scott's thing... but I do play some, so I can answer this I think.
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So far as consoles go, I'm not super well versed? I've played around on a couple different ones in the past... I enjoyed the Gamecube, and the Playstation. I actually have a Gamecube packed away somewhere; I don't actively play, so I feel weird letting it take up space. Plus it would encourage some people to slack off when we should be practicing...
I played some of Silent Hill at some dude's place once, in college. I enjoyed the atmosphere and what I now know of the story, but I kind of sucked at it, so I didn't get very far. Same can be said for Resident Evil... I did beat Spyro at his place, and that was alright.
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I used to play a lot of Mario Kart and Mario Party and stuff, back in high school, but I don't go out of my way to anymore. I probably played other things as well, I just don't think about it often.
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Oh, and PokƩmon. That's, like, a nothing answer with how many people are into it I think, but I have played some. That's one I'm pretty okay at.
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sysig Ā· 1 year ago
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TFW you kill god: Oops lol šŸ™ˆšŸ˜³āœŒ ļø(Patreon)
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outtaluckawoo Ā· 5 months ago
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y'all would never guess what i just spent 6 hours working on for this fandom
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