#hopefully none of this changes
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updates on this (now that i actually CAN):
Kirk is a cat3 but shouldn't be any issues
Leslie is a tropical storm and is expected to become a hurricane, but most of what I can find says it'll hit south Florida with rain and then go out towards the Atlantic
so. thank fuck.
what the fuck do you mean there might be another one
#hopefully none of this changes#i know that it CAN obviously bc that's what happened with helene but#like i said we really can't. we can't take anymore.#there are still almost 95k people in my city without power. we're on a boil water advisory. we have a curfew.#they shared with us and rn we have more traffic lights that are broken or without power than we do ones that work#in my CITY. there are 165 lights that dont work right now.#insane#anyway#my job is giving stuff out to employees today and tomorrow ✌️ we dont know WHAT stuff fjskjfjs#but supplies in general#im gonna go see if i can't get water from them since there'll only be people who work at my job#and not. the entirety of the fucking city. trying to get supplies.#granted there are still a LOT of people at my job but still#shh ac
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Day 9
#abed nadir#annie edison#troy barnes#community nbc#community#aaand obvious movie reference! go!#sorry for not posting anything yesterday. it was a rough time. im cool now mostly#except for the period cramps. bleh.#anyway i wish i could go to art museums more but i live in a small town so. none around here#id have to drive into the city#hopefully that'll change when i head into college? not that im going to a big city college. cities are too much for me to deal with.#but there are more people. so presumably more stuff?
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I feel like Hershel and Desmond would both be afraid of themselves.
If they stop and look at themselves. If they realize what they're doing came from years of pain. Would it all lead to a question of "Who else am I going to hurt?" "How many people have I unintentionally hurt because I never realized what I was really doing?" "How many things of my life have I missed because of this?" "How many things do I—or will I—regret?"
I feel like Layton self-sacrifices to a fault. That others get hurt trying to protect him. That he unknowingly drags other people through pain to get to where he thinks he needs to go. To solve every mystery there is. To get rid of his pain from outside sources, he needs to make as much of it himself under the titles "Determination" and "Amazing at solving things" and "Helping others" because then, how could those things ever hurt him? How could they ever be seen as pain? They're not like his (other) traumas. They don't cause pain at all. Not to mention what he thinks about danger. Danger? What danger? There's no danger here. Just people who are willing to hurt others to get what they want—Which is very sad and shows their pain and he'd very much like to help them in any way possible, if possible. If they show that they don't want to be helped, then it's better to leave them be.
But then again, nothing can ever be someone's fault other than his around him. I think he goes over betrayals thinking, "There must have been something I could have done." or "There must've been something I did." or "If I learn from this, I can make sure it never happens again." or... ... I think he has a hard time accepting that things really aren't his fault / there's really nothing he can do about some situations. Actually, when it comes time for Unwound Future and the whole Evil Layton arc... The only time in which he actually raises his voice is at himself. Is at the version of him that betrayed all of the morals in which he's held onto for so long. But a part of me thinks that, if he knew things were actually his fault, he'd have a problem with that, too... I mean, look at how he reacts to him getting puzzle answers incorrect in CV. In CV. In the 4th game of experience that he's had with puzzles. And a movie. With all that experience and he gets something wrong... he's disappointed in himself. Going back to the UF/LF thing... "I demand an explanation!!" I don't think I'll ever forget that line. I think, from his journal... We know he was trying to think of reasons why he would do something like this. Idk. I'm. Thoughts are not thinking anymore. Um. Wow I really lost my thought process. I was also gonna talk about Desmond. But I guess that's not happening at the moment.
#i will come back to this... maybe.... hopefully#i just think they're really sad people.#if you really look at it.#they're similar.#part of me even thinks that desmond has more pain than layton but. idk#ill get to that... maybe....#i just wish that everyone was happy.#that nothing bad happened ever.#i think they deserve it.#if none of the bad things happened#how much would have changed.#healanalyses#i should start putting it in one word huh#healthoughts#i guess#professor layton#hershel layton#desmond sycamore#healsramblings#they make my head hurt. and i think they'd be afraid of themselves#because i relate to them in more ways than i want to#and im afraid of myself because of it.#i ask myself those same questions#and i heavily relate to hershel and relate somewhat to desmond#and i ask myself if im a monster disguised in righteousness and friendship and healing and positivity#and if everything in my life is my fault or not#and what can i do to help the situations or my friends or things like that#even if everyone says that im the best friend that they know#or the kindest or whatever compliments they give me#somethings lingering within me; telling me i cant accept those words
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Sleepover! ⊹˚₊‧🎀⭒☆˖˚˳⭑🧸‧₊˚⊹
Lenny's Friends: Pansy Hills, Amelia Watson, and Constance Bjergson (Bjorn and Clara Bjergson's daughter.)
#Lenny's friends come over all the time I literally just never get any cute screenies of them#I want gen 2 to actually have friends because lilly has none LMAO#the sims 4#sims 4 screenshots#sims 4 legacy#sims 4 gameplay#sims 4#struckbylovelegacy#sbl gen1#sim: lennon marlowe#sim: pansy hills#sim: amelia watson#sim: constance bjergson#My gshade is so inconsistent because I change all the settings every five minutes#I’ll be happy with it eventually… hopefully#marlowe legacy: gen one
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i made so much progress on “butchered tongue” i’m so happy AHHHHHHHHH :3 still a long way to go but i’m gonna pat myself on the back regardless <3
#i’m gonna read the posts in my writing tips tags soon bc i want this fic to have Atmosphere#and good dialogue… rn dialogue & conversations are whooping my ass#and i keep writing a bit robotically/keep saying ‘you’ do this ‘you’ say this blah blah blah#it doesn’t feel like a STORYYYYY yet which i need to do better with! AND WORK ON SHOW NOT TELL!!!!!!#but yeah :3 my goal is to finish this fic by next week ;D hopefully i can!#my masterlist is so bare so i need to fix that NFNDNDNDN… slowly but surely… slowly but surely#my goal is to have my fics in my top three posts on my blog but alas… i haven’t written SHIT so it’s none of them are on there 😭#i just miss seeing three sugu faces when i open up my blog… imma change that soon#Trust#rn i think it’s father shoko which… elite of my brain tbh… dad shoko i love you king#anyways time 2 eat pasta! YIPPEE#personal
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I'm going to be honest with y'all, as a usamerican, I cannot guarantee I will have any kind of online presence for the next however long. As a queer person, as a trans person, as a disabled person, and as a human being, this has been a truly devastating twelve hours and I really don't know what recovery is going to look like.
#eventually i will turn to escapism and become engaged in my online communities again#and continue to make change in my real life in the ways i am able#i do truly care about the projects i have ongoing#and i truly appreciate anyone who is invested in those works#but today i have to go to work and hopefully not cry in front of my boss#ideally not cry in front of anyone but that depends who i end up seeing i guess#none of that seems manageable right now#us politics
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wild that I just saw a poll about the watcher situation asking what people expect their response to be and the option sweeping was “they won’t respond to it”. like. that would be absolutely insane. maybe a lot of people have become jaded by big corporate entities ignoring issues as if theyre just not happening (understandable) but watcher Very Literally cant afford to not acknowledge the situation. like yeah this was a very corporate-adjacent, out of touch choice they just made but they're still, in the scheme of things, Quite small. completely ignoring the backlash could/would very likely ruin their careers and burn everything they've worked for and I just don’t think that’s realistic
#kibumblabs#i just can not see why anyone would think they wony respond at all to the situation#mind you i dont mean adequately try and Fix it particularly. i mean give a public response of any kind. in general#but i mean even so- i also dont think theyll respond like. sorry we're not changing anything. sucks to suck.#because like i said. they Really can not afford to do that#granted i guess they wete financially stupid/reckless enough to make such a dumb unsurveyed choice to begin with. but.#i mean when your whole career is on the line. i imagine you'd have to get scared into backtracking a bit right?#ah. anyway it is odd none of them have said anything yet but hopefully that means theyre actually thinking through what to do/say before#accidentally implying something they dont mean or making personal emotion-fueled tweets or anything like that#they couldve said by now 'we see your concern and are discussing how to move forward'. or whatever but. yeah#watcher
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Last weekend was the assassination attempt, now Joe’s dropping out. Any bets for next weekend? I’m leaning towards another public health crisis or perhaps some sort of Godzilla situation but we’ll see.
#and I’ve processed none of it tbh#at least Biden dropping out isn’t outright terrifying no matter what.#it’s kind of scary in the sense of it just being a really big change#but hopefully for the best.#politics#joever
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how i differentiate bot and follower is "do they have a human lady in a bikini? if yes then its a bot" lol thats the only bots i get recently lol
have a lovely rest of the day/week! :D
I dont think that's gonna work for my bots friend considering this is what my followers list currently looks like
#ask#anon#its just 500 of these guys all the way down#im begging you if your not a bot change you pfp please#i will feel bad if i block people who just want to lerk#im looking at you pervert-mom your the only one on this list i think could not be a bot#anyway on a lighter note#despite the fact that im poor as dirt#ive just made the impulse decision to buy the first compodium of invincible#a few of my friends found out id never read it#and told me its the best none dc / marvel comic#so should be fun hopefully
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mannnnnnnnbb fuck November I’m so tired of feeling lonely in my own life.
#lee’s bullshit#even being in [redacted] will not save you from the depths of November#trying to remind myself things are always changing and I can’t stop putting myself out there but I am tired.#what I am doing clearly is not enough in any respect and I am tired of feeling so worn to the bone all the time.#huge social miss today at the function. woke up late and ruined the schedule. couldn’t make a clear decision on dinner.#haven’t found a replacement roommate. haven’t finished my portfolio. haven’t applied to internships. haven’t finished my final project.#behind on everything and with every step I take I get pulled further and further backwards.#my roommate is graduating early and i feel like it’s my fault.#i shouldn’t blame myself for someone else’s bad behavior but im still beating myself up for being a cause for it.#my other roommate wants to move out to live on her own next year.#also blaming myself for that even tho its always on me to fix the mess of housing every damn semester#I’m just so tired of feeling like I’m not doing enough and even when I am that it just simply doesn’t matter.#saw one of my friends today but only for an hour. texting the group is like sending a blind pigeon out in a gale.#I know that things will get better but it’s just so hard . if someone genuinely asked how I was doing I could cry on the spot.#none of my friends are close enough anymore not at home not at school not in my family. there’s nowhere to go.#just tired. Going to go to bed soon. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
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Filters out Veilguard spoilers tags earlier (so I wouldn't get spoiled) forgetting that I have zero self control (I keep clicking on every single filtered tag post about Veilguard I see)
#dragon age#crow rambles#in my defense i got pretty far today i think#so none of the posts have spoiled me#is that gonna change? hopefully not 😭
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lil guy :3
#bug#bugs#insect#insects#woodlice#was checking on my old soil to see if it was wet enough to be reused and turns out there was a ton of woodlice still in it#though I shouldn’t be surprised I did keep the soil in the odd change there was eggs in it and I’d maybe see some baby millipedes#can’t tell if there are any millipedes in it but I’ll be a nice surpise if there are when I do a change later#I swapped this soil out because I had a flu problem#none came out when I opened the tub so hopefully they’re gone from the soil
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sorry theyre all i care about
ughrh the concept / sketch i guess i think its interesting to see the progress
#mha ocs#if u can believe it (none of the attend ua)#one of them is in the lov sort of but hes like . hardly relevant#<- side profile on the right. kamiki iyashi ^_^#big middle kanji reads Ketsueki; pink white one left to it is Kasuiso Shiana#green big is Robin and the small is Narutate Tekiko#i fucking love yellow/green tinted color palettes#i meant to change shianas skin to a more gray tone but erm i guess in the yellow green overlay her skin is still just pretty teal/blue....#next time i make a full lineup ill fix it maybe hopefully#btw the ikko in the sketch is just for me its what i save their files as.. sort of makes sense its like their names combined very shortly#kanji r so hard to get the right shape of......#sun.art#sun.ikko#smiles
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Ive signed into animal jam classic for the first time in ever and haha *stares nervously as i realize my navy fox hat/non member sword/gold glove/etc is missing*
#Animal Jam#ERM . . . . WELL . . . .#bro even the fucking um. vines. the like doorway vines idk what theyre called? those r missing too#i had to change my password to get in so hopefully that solves the problem but MANNN#werent those vines members only/not exclusive . . . idk . . . . none of my other older items r missing
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Lately I've been noticing more and more trans people "in the wild" and I feel so silly with how giddy it makes me. I had a group project and had a trans girl in my team. And when I told my boyfriend about it he said "And? Why should it be news worthy?"
And he is right. It shouldn't. But it absolutely is.
Because when I was a kid "Man dressed up as a woman" was top comedy in TV! When I was a teeneger it was still unthinkable! Sure you knew people like that existed but they were still on the verge of being a curiosity. A joke.
And now I can meet them! I pass them on the street sometimes! Trans and non-conforming! And I don't want to point them out. It'd be rude. They're just existing and being noticed and bothered is probably the last thing they want.
But I see them and it makes me so happy! It gives me so much hope! Because even if this country is still bigoted it means it's changing for better. Nature is healing.
And so thank you for being brave. Thank you for "just" existing. Please keep existing. I see you, I'm glad you're here, I love the variety you bring to this world and I hope the world treats you kindly!
#i hope it doesn't come off as creepy#i just love the idea of the world where people are free to self express as they want#and the fact that I can see the change happening during my lifetime is amazing#hopefully when I'm old it'll be bizzare to think that trans/gnc people are weird#just like no one pays attention that a woman is wearing pants now#pumpkin rambling#and with my gender currently being idk girl? none? sometimes a boy? All and none of the above?#It's nice to think I may be experiment with selfexpression someday
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LMAOOOOO i think the jewelry store in the mall was Not Happy about my response to their application process
#yeah i just got an email saying that they aren't hiring me lol#but bitch if ur gonna put a whole 'personality test' in there that is entirely nonsensical and overpersonal#what do you expect#'pick the statement you agree with more' none of these things are mutually exclusive first of all#secondly i am Very sure they were trying weed out Mentally Ill Bitches (me)#hopefully my going off in the response section will help change this#ugh#actually tho what makes these people think that they're entitled to this kind of information. entitled pieces of shit.#no wonder their last girl wasn't showing up for shifts#anyways maybe i shouldn't have filled it out at 1 in the morning while i was already spiralling but whatever
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