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hello darlings!
just a quick note re. Starlight's posting schedule - I'm going to be in and out of hospital a lot, so we might be in for an erratic few weeks where I'm not keeping up with a new chapter every monday (I'll probably say as much in my next A/N, but just thought I'd post here too).
im still chipping away at things, but i doubt i'll have a chapter out today unfortunately 😭💔 with any luck, things will all be back on track soon! 😊
I'll do my best to get healthy!! 💪💪💪
#SICSIG#so uh#no need to read the tags#im just yelling into the void#this part is definitely NOT going in the A/N haha#im due to get a biopsy in two days#and then ill (hopefully) only need one more surgery#and i can put all this behind me#depending on what the biopsy results are#im hiding this in the tags bc its pretty scary#and im trying really hard to be chipper about it all#but the biopsy is in part to determine whether or not i have cancer#hopefully its um#not that#i won't get the results until two weeks after the biopsy#so if i cannot keep up with my usual schedule#this is why#sorry i know this is heavy#but my mum can't fly up to my hometown rn bc my nana has leukaemia and doesn't have long to live#and my fiance is terrified for me (while also trying to finish his masters degree)#and i dont want to burden either of them#hence: yelling into the void#probably going to delete this#this is really just a love letter from me to me#but i just wanted it off my chest#(and also off my lymph nodes ha)#dark humour is dark#if you are still reading#ty for hearing me#i'll fight this x
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skypiea ball arc was fun for me
#one piece#sanji#zoro#blackleg sanji#roronoa zoro#op sanji#op zoro#zosan#sanzo#its just implied but . cmon . cmon .....#myart#i need 2 um . draw more sanzo if you know what i mean smiles bashfully#i just finished moving in though so! hopefully i can draw some tmrw :o) <3 i do have 1 cute sketch hehe
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babpy.
#pizza tower#peppino#arts#mine#happy pride; heres a little otter for u#hes like very early 20s here#happy and unbothered before the Horrors happened#it is NOT his 30s bc he needs to exude raw dilf energy by that point#but for now he is anxious and sweet and awkward#not that i dont draw him like that already but its like 10x here#its PALPABLE#okay mwah i will hopefully come back w more than just sketches that mean nothing skjfsdjkfdhfhsk#i have LITERALLY been on this commission for WEEKS i need someone to take me out back and put me out of my misery i swear#im going to finish the lines TODAY like i cant be this person i cant keep coming back to this fucking comm w no progress ill simply Die#its like singlehandedly preventing me from doing anything else; its making a mental block waaaaaaaau#but i feel like i am breaking through it today. at least i HOPE i am sdkjfsdjkfjsdkf#um if u are still here ilu. send me some anons; i want to be chatty but the messages i have feel like i need to respond w essays#and i literally. cannot.#at least until i get my head screwed on properly again
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Thinking about taking a break for like a week or two even though it will ultimately be more stressful cause I am significantly stressed out about other things in my life ( mostly driving. Almost exclusively driving. )
Like I have the first week of updates for the next mini arc ready and I'm nearly finished the the next page ( and its only 3 pages ) but jfc there's so much going on suddenly and it all kinda hit me rn. Conveniently the night before the start of my work week haha.
its a lot of miniscule silly things but unfortunately thinking about them all at once is making my brain explode a little ;-;
I don't WANT to take a break, especially because once I try to start again I probably won't be able to. I find it very difficult to stop when I have a set routine and then just...not work on something. Which is why some of the Kid Leo arcs in the past have had HUGE lapses in posting :/ I also feel significantly guilty when I take breaks cause I know I don't do as well after I take a break lmao. Breaks usually don't benefit me, which is why I don't take them like ever.
The next three weeks are like...gonna be super busy on the weekends and super stressful driving wise. Like I'm talking long long trips of me having to drive. And then the week after the long trip I am gonna be boothing at a local convention which is always stressful. And I still have to make things for it.
I don't know, I'll decide sometime tomorrow if I wanna go ahead and commit to posting the mini arcs or not. I do plan on taking a significant break after Chapter 12, but that's still a bit away and this is more of an 'emergency break' type situation. Even though its not an emergency. You get the idea.
I don't wanna say for sure if I'm going to take a break cause hey, maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and be like ' man those silicone fumes made me feel like the world was ending lmao' and I'll be fine but it's very much a ' we shall see' type situation. I'll still draft up the posts in case I do wanna post, but this is somewhat of a warning. I'll announce if I really am gonna take a break or not later. I'll probably still be posting regardless, but it won't be full updates or anything like that. Probably just sketches and maybe pics of the stuff I'm cooking up for this convention :)
Anyway TLDR: I MIGHT be taking a break. Hard to say right now.
EDIT: THIS IS ONLY SOMEWHAT RELATED TO THE CATHOLIC GUILT POST OKAY BUT DW I DONT FEEL TOO GUILTY FOR MAYBE NEEDING A BREAK JUST A SIDE NOTE I DONT WANNA WORRY ANYONE!
#anyway#im v stressed out in this moment#hopefully it really is just fumes and me blowing things out of proportion#um#i also have had a lot of difficult feelings lately with like 0 outlet so that probably isnt helping#haha#uhhh but ill be okay or whatever#I'll let ya'll know either way what the plan is#most likely i wont take a break cause its gonna totally fuck up my rhythm but we'll see#what i really need is to just be unemployed lmao#i miss the freedom of it#but i do not miss the no money#i do need money sadly
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kim "peyz" suhwan: moscovium
lolesports elemental series
i love peyz and i thought this haiku was very fitting for him considering he was made in a petri dish in a lab specifically to play league of legends.
#lolelements#lol esports#lck#geng peyz#lolesports#league of legends#i spent an hour on the second one then i lost steam#you can tell.#sorry not sorry ik its bad um hopefully u can read the text#btw i love the last image of him so so much
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Actual commission post is here! They're pay what you want (prices listed are the minimum, you can pay more/'tip' if you're able and want to!) Commissions will be full color with no/minimal shading, and with simple backgrounds only
Prices:
Icon/headshot: $4+ (one character only)
Half body/waist up: $8+ (+$3 per extra character)
Full body - $11+ (+$5 per extra character)
Won't draw:
NS.FW
Heavy gore
"Pro" ships (i.e. tc/st)
I do also reserve the right to refuse a commission if I'm uncomfortable with it, even if it doesn't fall under any of the above. Thank you for understanding!
Will draw:
Most other things! If you're unsure, just ask!
Additionally, if you'd like a more complicated piece (i.e. fully rendered or with a complex background) please message me and we can work something out
Payment is through Ko-fi here, and more info and examples are there as well. Additionally, more examples of my art are in this tag, though the examples on this post are the best indication of what you'll be getting
Reblogs are super appreciated even if you can't/aren't interested in commissioning yourself at the moment! Thank you!!
#talk tag#commissions#commission info#artists on tumblr#rottmnt#good god hopefully this works ive never done this before i dont think LMAO#i say i dont think bc i have a very vague memory of setting up a commissions post literally years ago#but i dont remember if i ever posted it so#um idk what else to tag this as lmaokalfjdklsjfld#god i hope im not forgetting anything. watch ill come back in five minutes and realize i missed 759348 things#fuck it we ball [puts this in the rise tag]#SORRY. ITS ONE POST AND I MAINLY DRAW TURTLES NOW ANYWAY AJ;FLKDJSAKFL
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Hey thanks for being like the most patient people ever? I am fr just existing in workplace hell BUT I now have a new tablet so I can quit one of my jobs and take on comms again (after finishing the queue of people who accepted that they would be waiting however long until i could afford another) and that will give me time to like.. actually exist and create again
I will be working on the transitional chapter into Kamino Ward Arc but I definitely have changed in my writing style a bit over the break so if it feels different uhhhhh thats just what episodic hobby writing be like lmfao
Anyways! Good vibes and kind times, loves
#mute tones#the works#jade ily sm you have been ever patient and I'll probs use your sona as anim comm base tests if youre cool with it as a make up#give a few free simple sketch anims of poses I have in mind for YCH comms#i cannot thank enough the people who have been patient and supportive in this lmao#the server has been wonderfully consistent in vibes and care for each other and its really wholesome#the friends i have there are incredible#even newer folks coming in#the new reader who are still finding this fic and blog? just know its not dead#im just like stuck in capitalism hell and trying my best#i will also be able to hopefully work on those animatics for UM i have scripted and wanted to do for ages
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hi🧍🏽♀️
#𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𝐑𝐀𝐌𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐒... ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁#um so#ik it hasn't been that long but uh#im back (kinda)#im sorry for disappearing without a word 😭 i didn't wanna make an official post abt my hiatus because i knew id come back pretty soon lol#but uhh yeah#ive been kinda shitty but its gotten a little better#thank you to everyone who reached out to me to check in i appreciate y'all lots 🤍#i've been working a little on my draftsss so uh expect something to come out soon enough !#and im gonna be answering most of the asks that piled up help#uhh so yeah hopefully i dont regret coming back here 💀
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if youd like to read the stephens from the beginning you can over here :)
if youd like to read the stephens continued you can over here:)
@ohsosims
blake- riv, hey.
river- oh um hi.
blake- yeah i wasnt going to barge in or anything but i um. you werent at breakfast. was just worried you werent...good.
river-im good
blake- okay,right.
river- [pauses] hey um ..blake..last night really..um.
blake- if you were just upset about isla its okay. i get it,man. ive been there. like i said last night i dont want to hold you to something youre not into.
river- blake,shut up.
blake-right sure[clears throat]
river- you didnt let me finish. im upset about isla. yeah. and it was ..the worst timing probably ever just based off of that. i didnt really think and i um..this is weird now.
blake-[scoffs] weird? nooo. no we're normal. completely. yeah.
river- we arent but what i wanted to say was i liked it a lot. being with you. its nice. yeah i um. im glad it was with you.
blake- you are?
river- i am.
blake- then why do i feel like theres a but coming.
river- BUT i ruined things with isla the moment we kissed. we could never go back to hot things were. and i miss her, man. i miss my friend. i dont want that happening with you.
blake- what are you saying,riv?
river- i dont know..i...i dont know. i lost isla. i dont want to lose you.
blake- then you wont have to . if you want to forget it we can just you know..forget it i guess.
river-i dont want to forget it. i just need a second..i dont know.
blake- okay yeah fair. hey i told you rdad i was going to drive your sisters to school so.
river-right.yeah ill be there in a second.
blake-right.
#my ea app still wont let me in#its been like this all dayyyyy lordddd#hopefully sorted soon#but anyways lots of ums with these boys#i think riv obvi has had feels for him for some time#but#its complicated#because hes also hurting over his girl#the stephens continued#river stephens#blake donovan#the sims 4#ts4#the sims#ts4 gameplay#simblr#sims 4#ts4 simblr#the stephens#the sims 4 community#ts4 community
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#shout out to stay crazy ptg + skz lovestay + suju stay with me#couldn’t fit u i’m sorry !!#kpop#kpop polls#polls#blackpink#bp#bts#stray kids#skz#pentagon#ptg#exo#twice#chung ha#got7#ateez#atz#stayc#taeyeon#this is a rushed poll so i definitely kind of just picked my favorites and moved on without thinking about if it was well balanced or not#um. this might be very unbalanced. however i’m going to queue this up for now and hopefully remember to edit before its scheduled day
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i would like to announce that the bug fic is at nearly 5k words ty all for the motivation and encouragement hehe
#star wars#the clone wars#codywan#the bug fic#wip#fanfic#ct 2224#jedi-clone relations#sorry its taking a min but i got sick and life and ya#um um um#hopefully it isn't ass#clone headcanons#i predict at least 2-3k more words but idk#muah muah#op is losing it#work in progress
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[trying not to be weird about youtubers] remember when i said this a few weeks or so back
and someone responded to my post like updating me on slimecicles whereabouts. and this is not a diss towards them because i love when people talk to me always. but i also want to prove my point because i love to prove my point
a jrwi patreon update came out today (!!!!!!!!!!) about the riptide hiatus (which im sure all the jrwi fans on tumblr are seething about) (<== saw a post that was salty about the riptide hiatus) (<== <== again no offense to them theyre so warranted for that but still). and they talked about charlie like a LOT? i dont like calling him charlie that feels too personal. they talked about slimecicle like A LOT?
(shivering) it feels weird. maybe im just hypersensitive to this sort of thing. it sounds like hes a dog.
BUT TO MY POINT: WHAT THE HELL HAS HE BEEN DOING???????????? i follow him on instagram and in the last few months hes gone to TWO concerts and visited tednivison and jschlatt and gone to a con where he participated in a panel (about mining). hes making music and painting miniatures. WHAT IS HE DOING? ITS FINISHING NEXT MONTH? SHOULD I BE SCARED? WHO ARE YOU SLIMECICLE?
#me#jrwi posting#yeah sure whatever#im sorry if i sound ODD in stressing that im trying not to be weird about youtubers/slimecicle#its like such a big thing for me. i dont want to be like the dsmp people. thats a whole ass guy#and i worry... about becoming like them....#so excuse me if i sound like annoying or anything. better annoying than a creep#aaaanyway i think the tentative restart of riptide in march-june 2025 is good for me.#it means i can HOPEFULLY watch prime defenders and the other patreon campaigns before riptide again#still um... havent finished riptide. im scared to okay#i need to make riptide/wonderlust last til nov 30 where i can then ask for the patreon as a “i finished college applications” reward#im warranted in this. i feel. i feel like this MAKES SENSE.#okay ENOUGH. everyone shut up
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I FINISHED HALF MY AMVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV hopefully while editing the other half i wont be tempted to go back and pick at the timing
#son of god/ruler of everything jonas/rusty its like 5m hopefully people will um. pay attention that long#latibulater#vbros
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miwip wednesday !
#ya theyre smooching Move On#actually tho im not even here yet in the fic this just . came to my head in a fog#in a Frog hehehehrhrh#i feel like im going insna eim so tired#anyeay . the Tags#byler#will byers#mike wheeler#byler fic#um . idk if theres anyhring else#does anyone actually want these snippets i cant even tell fr#hopefully ppl like it :^)#i have never used that emoticon ever#its usually judt :)#not even :-)#why did i use it . i guess well never know#ok#enough . goodbye
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The winner of the baby poll, Elidyr!!
he’s very happy that everyone voted for him, and thanks you all!!!
#flight rising#frfanart#fr permababy#i never want to draw wasp bee or filigree again AUH#surprisingly the faceted eyes were easy and fun :}#also i forgot the back wings on the back legs and im not fixing it <3 he doesnt have those wings its ok#hopefully i can do more than one drawing this year but um. at the very least ive got this done#my art
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dogwater shading tips !!! + drawinfs
Use colored shading! using a color for shading makes a drawing look better usually, since it gives it more life in a sense. if depends on the mood you want for the drawing though, so if you're going for dreary, black shading can be used well
Know where/what your light source is. this is real important because it dictates where the shadows go in the first place! Once you decide where it is, try to imagine seeing your drawing from that angle. anywhere you cant see will be shaded! you can tweak this method as you please, I find it best to use it as a starting point and then do my own thing after that
Intensity of the shadow is directly affected by the intensity of the light! If your light source is a normal lamp or normal sunlight, your shadows wont be as intense, dark, and sharp. they'll be smoother and lighter than the most intense ones. but if your light is something more intense like a flashlight, the shadows will be sharper and darker.
I have a lotta good examples of this in my bakugou drawin I made a bit ago, so here he is:
theres
1. colored shadows -- I used reds and some purples almost for the shadows to add to the mood and all that. I did this by first adding a more detailed shading layer, going in and putting color 'under' the hair and neck, and I'll get to why when I get to #2. I gave this layer the darker color filter on ibis paint x. then, I went in with a larger shading area to add more dramatic affect, by taking the same reddish color and adding it everywhere that wasn't getting the most intense lighting from the explosion.
2. since the explosion was the light source, everything centered around it. The detailed shading went under the hair and neck because those places are almost always dark. Then, I looked to see where was the farthest from the explosion and threw in a bunch of dark colors there as well!
3. Because the light of the explosion was so strong, I made the shadows vibrant dark colors as well! heres some examples of softer shading:
softer shading usually comes up more for me, but my more recent pieces have been very intense lighting.
for soft shading, I pick where the light comes from, and then I add the shadows with a watercolor brush. I usually pick different shadow colors for the different colors for soft shading, but they all have to be the same relative vibrancy for it to make sense mosta the time. I keep stuff thats under other stuff the darkest, like the neck or under sleeves, and blend the color out softly until it just kinda fades. usually you dont need too much shadows for casual lighting.
heres another example of soft shading! ^
@princelyre !! hope this helps
#help I kinda forgot how to draw and what I was doing while making this post so . um. hopefully its helpful#dogwaterdraws#artists on tumblr#art tips#shading tips#idk#😭😭#dogwatertalks
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