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Hiii! Im doing a essay about ROTTMNT and TMNT do you have any ideas whatt ill do?
lol 😂 oh dear this seems a tad urgent.
Hm, well personally I would consider covering the both positive and accurate homeschooler representation in TMNT. It’s often overlooked but is really actually incredibly good and a deeper topic than maybe like art style.
A lot of media paints homeschoolers extremely inaccurately and often negatively. I can’t tell you how many times the “homeschooled” character’s in media are 2D friendless plain toast people with personalities that are literally just that they don’t go to school and it’s so incredibly insulting! But TMNT doesn’t do this!
I’ll tell you, as a homeschooler myself and having met NUMEROUS others, homeschoolers are wild, they’re full of personality and big dreams, often they have no interest in attending “normal school” and are usually better educated, they’re best friends with their siblings and very close with their parents, and actually tend to have more meaningful and lasting friendships than other kids.
All of these things is the TMNT is and it makes me so happy to have good representation that’s not loud and preaching but just subtly there because THAT’S HOW IT IS.
There are exceptions to everything I just listed—I can think of one person for just about every exception—but TMNT does a fantastic job of explaining in a lowkey way that homeschoolers aren’t aliens from another planet, they’re kids just like everyone else.
So anyway 😅 now that I’ve written my own rant, hopefully you’ll find that useful at all.
Other good topics could be the franchise’s themes of acceptance and learning to see beyond an outer appearance which as a show targeted towards children is a very good thing to learn (seriously children are the judgiest little things).
Another could be the franchise’s history from gritty young adult comics to colorful children’s cartoons.
You could also do something with the shows portrayal of positive familial relationships since most television often depicts siblings as annoying irritants and parents as unfeeling dictators, and while those are aspects of family life, they never show the positive things like unconditional love, and loyalty and understanding and very deep togetherness.
Hopefully any of this is useful, I’d recommend maybe asking a few other people for ideas (if you haven’t already) so you can get a wider selection of view points and of course more ideas 👍
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Hiiiiiii i have a cyphmen sketch for y’all
Late nights in the base with cypher being a chatterbox and omen just knitting
Can’t tell if this is still a WIP or if i should consider it complete lmao
#you would not believe how long this took me#switching to digital is hard af#so im a little bored of looking at it for so long so i kind of want it to be done#but also i really want to add more details#maybe ill do that in like a month after leaving this alone for a while#or maybe not#hopefully ill be doing better things with better art#of course i draw the whole thing and then realize its off center im kms#anyway i love them#shadowire#valorant#cypher valorant#cyphmen#omen valorant#cypher#cypher/omen#omen#fanart#my art
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I want so desperately to finish this one, but life has other plans for me this month. I learned a ton while working on it, so fingers crossed I can pick the momentum back up in the future
sakura, from my fic series the slug & the stars
#haruno sakura#madasaku#naruto#my art#to those interested: my (estranged) father is in the hospital and he has essentially no one else to take charge of things while hes there#if you've been following me for a bit you may know that my mom and a grandmother are also both very ill. they're doing better but it's still#i also work full time on top of it all and its the busiest time of year for my field too#anyways ive spent my spare time reading a fuckkkk ton and when inspiration strikes its been easier to write#painting is still super tricky for me and it requires this intense focus that just leaves me so drained afterwards#and i also pay less attention to my posture when im painting and i get so sore lmao 30 has been wild so far#all of that to say. uhhhh ill hopefully spend more of my free time in the next few weeks writing instead of reading and painting
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hoping to get my maedhros maglor week pic up tomorrow if the tech side of things runs smoothly
#silm#silmarillion#maedhros#maglor#wip#<- hoping this does not fall victim to the wip curse yet again#in which whenever i officially declare something a wip#whether publicly or just in my brain#it always ends up not-exactly-abandoned at the end of my far-too-long stuff to do sticky note#anyways ill try to post this w the new strategy#so the image file on tumblr will be low res (to counter potential ai scraping) but i'll add a link to a better version#after this i have planned to finish the elf fashion post#when i have time also work through my stuff-to-dos#and also a piece i really need to finish for melestasflight#(if youre reading this i have not forgotten it! feanor is just a rather uncooperative character to work with)#oh and a surprise thing for outofangband hopefully#and two star wars art on redbean
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recent things
#With the heatwave combined with being ill for like an entire week it seems I've lost like 16 days this month#where I basically did barely anything... grrr.... The passage of time... My Enemy...#Now that I can finally hold down food and stuff I'm feeling a little better mostly and my sickness has probably passed. But I still#feel weird a little bit like.. some lingering weakness or something. I think I'm just already having so many Problems at all times even in#my 'Normal' state that whenever I get sick or something my whole system is thrown off for a while lol#I'm supposed to be writing like 2000 words a day still ghbjhb... I've had multiple days of maybe 1000 - 1500. And a lot of days#where I write maybe 20 - 300. I've still been chipping away at the same single quest dialogue for all 20 something#days this month so.. AUGH.. Though that also counts the 16 days I did nearly nothing but be sick and overheated#I finally edited that whole big sims video I wanted to post!!! but now there's an issue with it ... T o T#My fault for still almost exclusively using windows movie maker in 2024 lol.. but HHHHhh.. It's like every once in a while randomly#a fully edited video will not be able to be exported. so evil for this to happen to my first sims build tour in a while. but alas..#ANYWAY... I have been slowly working on little things here and there.. in my little scraps of time.. Wishing to be fully productive at#some point. Maybe I can finally finish and post some things soon. like costume photos or sims videos and etc.#BUT HEY.. that solitaire thing is crazy to me.. I don't think I've ever finished a challenge in under 20 seconds#before. huzzah.. tripeaks squad.. OH.. and an image of#curly tail boye.............. he..... I took him to the vet for a check up and he seems surprisingly okay for a 16 year old. except he has#a mild thyroid issue or something so I'll have to give him medicine. But every time he goes in I'm always expecting them to be like#Sorry. Your Son Is Truly Doomed. or etc. so I'm always shocked when he's fine... a strange boy with many strange behaviors#so I can never tell if he's just Being Weird or if he's sick or soemthing ghjbjh#Also the bad thing about never ending summer heat is that when it IS finally cool for a few days. I don't want to do ANYTHING. It's like wh#n it's hot I feel too sick to do anything. And then when it's cooler I'm like 'OUU the first cool day in WEEKS.. i want to just relax and#fully ENJOY the coolness..'' So it's always constant warfare with my body like.. NO ..we cannot SLEEP. We must utilize this small patch#of Non Heatwave to finally be productive and finish things while we don't feel sick. But then it's like ''ohoho...to lay in the cold air of#the morning restfully.. i shall have a little nap with a blanket on for once.. perhaps.. tee hee'' Always at war with the Tired Sleepy#it seems. AAAANyway...... grr............ slowly finishing things. still usually missing my target writing goals..#Hopefully will have some actual art or costumes or something to post soon. Fumbling through the summer weather as usual lol
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several days and 15 thousand words later, i am relieved to report that the suffocating urge to Write Something has been sated and no longer has me in a chokehold
#Seven.txt#writing stuff#thinking of that post that’s like ‘u Have To make art or all the ideas stay stuck in ur brain and make u sick’ bc yeah thats been the vibe#wish i wasn’t so all or nothing about it tho. but alas. i’m that way with everything in my life#i either expect 10k in a day from myself or i don’t write at all for weeks. or months :)#and my average pace is about 500 words per hour. so u can see. how that might be a problem. given how many hours are in a day.#and that’s obviously not sustainable. but idk if it’s adhd or what but it’s So hard to quickly start and stop tasks just Whenever#i struggle to be one of those ppl that can consistently write like. 500 words a day every day and then wow! soon you have a whole novel#nah. once i get myself in the Zone then i’m Goin’ and i can’t stop until i’m Done or i collapse from ignoring my body’s needs lmao#it’s something i should make an effort to do though bc i’d love to be consistently chipping away at things instead of working in bursts#anyways this is a lotta negative self-commentary for what is actually a Positive post! bc yay!! i wrote a thing!! Two things actually!!! 🎉#i got the follow-up to last year’s Matt oneshot done And i wrote the next chapter of Heaven in Hiding after uh. a year and some months#i wanted to blow the dust off the ol’ keyboard by starting with writing some less. uh. high-stakes(?) stuff#not that i didn’t put my all into writing them. i always do. just that ik they’ll have less of an audience so ill cringe less if they suck#so then i can hopefully do justice to the [N]MbD stuff that i’ll be putting out next! ehehe *rubbing my hands together* Finally#the next two [N]MbD fics r already written but the first little one needs a final edit#and then the Big one for. uh. someone (u kno who u r) needs a bit of rewriting i think. i wanna make it Better#so release schedule will be 1. Matt • 2. HiH Ch.3 • 3. [N]MbD small fic • 4. [N]MbD Big fic#then i’m gonna write a lil Boothill comfort oneshot. then i’ll edit/maybe rewrite and post that Dew (Ghost) OCD comfort oneshot#i also wanna keep writing the last couple chapters of HiH before i unintentionally abandon it again#and after/amidst all that maybe i’ll manage to get ES Ch.6 written and posted before the end of the year 😭#anyways ik i’ve made posts like this before. talking abt all these Plans of mine. and most of those things r Still stuck in the pipeline#so don’t put too much stock into this plan. i could have another Bad couple of months and get None of it done#but god i sure fucking hope not. i’d really like to cling to my creativity. if for no other reason than that it makes me happy
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sometimes your brain needs you to sit back for several days, take care of yourself properly, eat food and sleep good, practice self care, the works
and then sometimes your brain needs you to eat 3 bags of M&Ms and hyperfixate without looking at social media for 2 days, and instead focus on doing several pages of doodles XD
#anyway um#not highest of the top tiers#but feeling a lot better#the lesson here friends#is dont overexpose/indulge in fanworks XD#and that chocolate does wonders#i struggle with the first a lot tbh lmao#anyway#will be getting back in the swing of things hopefully#those doodles will be shared btw :3 i hope you guys will like them#theyll be pics of traditional ones tho alfksdjfsdf TwT#also! am done with school!!#so hopefully can do more art#and maybe start streaming :O#but also also#i start my new job like tomorrow#so i wont be entirely free#but thats oke cause ill have mons again XD#anon speaks#anon rambles#anon rambles in the tags
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So, regarding your latest piece.
VGDVYHFBTGFHFTFHDBCC GOOD! VDVFYBTHFCGJC5V5HFHDYD
LOVE IT!
AAAAHHHHHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! I'M GLAD YOU LIKED IT!!! (and apparently so did other people too!!)
it's a redraw from last year's lyricstuck- but to be honest, i did the redraw literally last year. as in it was only a month after the first one that i decided to put in ACTUAL effort and redraw the fuckin thing. it worked out pretty well i think because it looks SOOOO much better than the original!
it took me a couple of days (because i put in actual effort lmao) but i was working on it for HOURS, just for like days straight because it was the only time i had to do it, so i knew i needed to finish it. i also fixed up mistakes i put in the first time - spelling mistakes, spacing, just little touches that needed fixed or coloured i didn't do originally. i think i struggled the most with the villian panel - i'm a bit insecure with how clearly you can see my (to me) childish drawings because i don't know how to work without lineart that well. i just blurred it last year but blurring it for the second one ruined the vibe i was going for so i kinda just grit my teeth and posted it knowing it wasn't my best, but hey, at least i tried!!
overall, i'm glad it turned out so great. it also highlights how much effort i've put into my artwork, and how it's paid off, plus how much more i still need to improve. i think i need to improve my backgrounds more, and learn how to not only draw things that AREN'T people, but without lineart as well.
thanks for the ask i was literally smiling when i got it <3
#answered#anon#evil john anon#ahhhhh i love the redrawn lyricstuck!!#i had it literally drafted for the whole year on my tumblr just for 4/13#i was like 'i am not posting a shitty lyricstuck again. i know ill just make it in advance!' makes it a WHOLE 11 MONTHS BEFORE#btw thanks for the ask because ive literally been trying to figure out my art goals recently#and figuring out 'non lineart and non people drawings' is a good goal#backgrounds too i still draw trees like a 5th grader XDD#i was always better with people than anything else but i think its reaching a point where i need to improve my backgrounds too#so it can catch up with my ability to draw people. i guess the lineart thing is more personal but not every drawing looks good with it#and i cant just do lineart people and nonlineart things because that looks weird (to me)#i mean tbh i know how to make background but its just kinda hard translating a traditional skill (like painting or watercolour) to digital#hopefully i can figure it out
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just had a random video essay about whether retcons by the author should be allowed in my recommended stuff on youtube. anyways there's like maybe 3 comments on the video and they're all in consensus that the story belongs to the author and that it's as simple as that
meanwhile, me, currently a literature major, can very easily point to roland barthes "death of the author", which I did read in full last year and actually highly enjoyed (I actually really enjoyed all the barthes stuff we read, even though I hated the course I read them all through because it had a test at the end that effectively required you to memorize a good 30 essays or so, the shortest of which being 5 pages long, and the longest being an upwards of 70, but my gripes with the history of literature and culture in the 20th century are a story for another post, maybe)
anyways this is a post about how if anyone ever tells you something is clear cut and there's no room for argument, and they're not joking (I have, previously, made jokes about "no no everything is clearly black and white", and sometimes they fell flat, but that then turned into really interesting discussions so I guess it's worth it), they absolutely do not know enough about that subject to comment on it
#the only things that are black and white in this world are backgammon pieces and old movies#once again in death of the author comes to haunt me at inopportune moments#didn't finish watching the video bc they Did start talking about who Technically Legally owns the IP#and right after a line that could've very easily segued into discussion abt barthes#and the video had maybe 12 whole minutes to it and I knew that if they didn't mention barthes by that point they wouldnt have at all#and also I didnt actually care bc I thought it was about the consequences of retcon on the fandom not whether retcon should be allowed#which. who gives a shit if its allowed. art is art you do you authority is bullshit but we follow our favorite authors anyways#because its easier to follow and its nice to have that reprieve and also because we live in an age where contesting authors is allowed#like. fanfic. but also like going to a meet w the author and going “I didnt like that plz talk abt why u did that”#discussion makes art better. making more art makes art better#talking about what should and shouldnt be allowed in art is panopticon type bs and we should stop policing ppl#anyways thanks for coming to my. blog. talk. Ill be here.. forever. hopefully#accidentally delving into theoretical political philosophies at the end there but ig the post always was abt that too huh
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gonna doompost a bit
#not doing good. 5 days of idleness is too much for me to handle#art's a big hobby of mine#im not particularly good at it but i just do it because theres nothing else for me to do#being away from that is incredibly hard on me (cringe)#im gonna do things tomorrow to ease the problem#i drew this evening but not for too long bc i was too sad to do it#tomorrow ill go get my laptop checked. might be a battery problem#the other day i managed to do one page on a comic ive been wanting to draw but it was rather bad + again too sad to finish#i thought everything would be fixed today. i was rlly happy this afternoon but... i guess it didnt work out#tomorrow will be a better day hopefully#today is shitty the week has been shitty but ぼくの世界一最高な相棒はいつも(ずぅぅっと)うちのとなりにい��てから愛されてない感じの時はぜんぜんいない#レッくんのことっていつも大大大大ちゅきんだよぉんけどべつにあいつにいわないよ#wぼくきめぇ#まあ#明日はきっと晴れるんだな皆と一緒に祈るよ!#おやちゅみん!#things i should be writing in my diary instead
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now having the exact OPPOSITE problem I had yesterday bc I pulled out the spectrum red instead of cad red to try and get a richer final shade instead of orange-y but it's settled too dark and it looks like dried blood..... kind of a vibe but maybe not the one I was going for 😭
#its also kinda uneven bc my spectrum red is old and starting to separate and its actually making me kinda mad to look at#well. ill finish this and while i leave it to dry ill do a second one with hmm. maybe winsor red and then i can pick which is better#the things i suffer for art.....#.diaries#hopefully i can be speedy i dont wanna be up too late ahh
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Why Menhera is about Mental Health, not Mental Illness
I think a lot of people get confused about what the difference between these two things is, especially since it's common to use these phrases interchangeably. Technically speaking though, these terms have different meanings:
mental health: a state of mental well-being that enables people to cope with the stresses of life, realize their abilities, learn well and work well, and contribute to their community
mental illness: [medical] conditions that affect a person’s thinking, feeling, mood, or behavior
It's important to note that mental health doesn't exclusively pertain to people with mental illnesses. According to Christopher M. Palmer, “The term ‘mental health’ implies the absence of illness or disorder. But there are a lot of ways people can be mentally healthy or ill, just like there are many ways to be physically healthy or unwell.”
Focusing on menhera, part of the reason the movement is about mental health is because of Japan's culture and the fact that diagnosis isn't as common/emphasized there. This is something that has already been better explained than others, so rather than trying to reword them I'll give a few articles that help explain this
mental health ≠ mental illness
The origin and birth of Menhera
Menhera as Art and Subculture
What I think I can break down is how much different the movement would look if it was only about mental illness vs how open it is when we talk about mental health!
If the movement is only about mental illness, then we are claiming this is a space only for people with a diagnosis/ labeled mental illness. This can lead to arguments about the validity of self diagnosis and whether or not you need official diagnosis to take part in the community, something that can be observed in other mental illness related communities/tags. Even if we try to be open and say all those people are allowed, people will likely feel anxious and think things like "am i mentally ill enough to call myself menhera?" It also means that as people recover, they may feel forced to move on from the community as they stop meeting the criteria for their diagnoses (if they do).
But because the menhera movement is about mental health we don't have to worry about formal diagnosis at all. Menhera is a community for anyone who has struggled mentally in any way ever. Of course people with mental illness are still welcome and will make up a significant part of the community, but because it's open to all, people can focus on their recovery without feeling like they'll be pushed out of the community because they "don't qualify" anymore. It also allows people with a variety of different situations to join, such as (but not limited to):
lgbtq+ people, people of color, physically disabled people, and other minorities who don't have mental illness but experience pain and mental health struggles due to discrimination.
people with chronic illness/physical conditions, who may struggle with mental health due to physical pain, discrimination, and other struggles that aren’t mental illness.
people who have trouble with symptoms, but don't meet full criteria for any official diagnoses (ex: people who struggle to focus but don't have ADHD, people who benefit from DBT skills that don't have BPD, etc.)
people who probably have a mental illness, but can't afford to go to therapy, aren't ready for therapy, don't have access, etc.
people who are considered "weird" or "sick" by society (think like how kink is a theme in menhera because kink/sexual desire are stigmatized)
young people who are struggling because growing up is hard/they have heightened emotions/etc.
people dealing with normal stressors (work, school, etc.) but need an outlet or place to vent
and plenty more i'm not thinking of, I'm sure
Hopefully this puts some perspective on the difference between mental health/illness and why menhera focuses on mental health!
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Whats your characters heads look like before hair and eyes? Im trying to learn to be better at drawing beyond the basics by studying your art style, and my main issue is the head and distributeing the fluff with out over doing it.
admittedly, im a big offender of just doing this:
there's DEFINITELY better ways of drawing heads. like the whole shape construction thing where you can do something like this
of course what i did here is still very basic and ill probably have people who know actually know and study this stuff at a level higher than me laugh at me butchering the idea but.
Yeah I totally understand the difficulty with what you mean! a lot of the stuff i do is just using shortcuts to get around certain details. but i mean my style and the way i draw is pretty simple for the most part so, i think whatever works and looks good is good enough sometimes! but there's also always room for improvement too! anyway hopefully this helped a bit
[also i havent answered your previous ask becus things have been a bit busy, but i'd like to give that a shot at some point! maybe!!!]
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do you have any tips for keeping faces consistent? i really envy your ability to do that in your art (i stare at your dunmesh expression sheets constantly) — i feel like i have eyes and face shapes down, and sometimes noses, but once the character turns at an odd angle it's all So Over. and im never sure how to approach someone facing front in a way that looks good, or still stylized! sorry if this is an odd question or one that is too taxing of your effort, and thank you for your time.
i feel honored to be asked! thank you for enjoying my stuff! drawing different angles is something im currently practicing/playing with a lot, so ill try to share what ive learned so far ill tell you how EYE attempt to keep my faces consistent, i break down my designs into parts in my head. i took a 3d modeling class years ago, which i think has helped a ton with being able to visualize things in a 3d space even if i hardly ever model anything anymore. ive also played a LOT of the sims over the years LOL
(this isnt what i do when i draw, but this hopefully shows what i do in my head when im thinking about face shapes and breaking them down and rearranging them when drawing a different angle) When i draw a character my headspace is "pose-able figure" and figures have solid shapes, so something that might help a lot is finding the definitive shape of your characters features and practicing what that simple shape would look like at weird angles. weird angles are fun. use 3d models with light sources that you can turn yourself and look at reference images of those features youre drawing from different angles. trace peoples heads at weird angles.
and heres my personal preference on drawing characters head on. an easy trick to drawing faces head on is to just flip half of the face to make the other. i wouldnt do this! all faces have an inherent asymmetry to them, so i never copy and flip unless its INTENTIONALLY flawless. make your head-on faces lopsided. i think it looks better personally.
dont know if this helps you but thats just what i could think of as far as how i Do things. just try to obsess over the beauty in shapes and look at references of real people and trace over 3d models and make a lot of bad art as quickly as you can. i love you
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Meet my mouthwashing oc, Margot! Down below I will put down her info for you to get the gist of her character! She's my main oc in the fandom, and I adore her greatly.
She is endgame is Curly/Anya but pre-during game she finds herself stuck in a toxic relationship with Jimmy unfortunately, but depending on the verse she's in, she's able to break free and to pave a better future for herself (and a possible child she may have)
General info
Name: Margot
Nicknames: Maggie, Mags, May, Mar, etc.
Age: Early-mid thirties.
Gender: Female
Pronouns She/Her
Sexuality: Bisexual / Poly
Height: 5'3
Extra: American
Looks
Hair:. She originally has brunette hair with a slight wave, but she dyed her hair to be a much lighter brown/almost blonde. Her darker roots show though. She also tends to style it via tying it in a low ponytail.
Skin: Margot has fair skin with freckles dotting her face and body.
Eyes: Her eyes are a pretty blue, looks gray in some lighting
Body type: She has a feminine body, her stomach isn't the flattest as it's a bit soft. But her time on the Pony Express has her losing weight over time.
Style: She wears the standard uniform like the others, but she likes to wear silly earrings and chokers to add more of a flair of her personality. Her favorite earrings are her strawberry ones.
Extra: Has a nose and ear piercings.
Background
The gist of Margot's backstory is that she grew up relatively well. She had a good upbringing with her family for the most part, and once she was old enough she would go to schooling for psychology and teaching. Initially going to be a therapist/counselor, she would get her main job as an elementary art teacher and a counselor that was willing to help her students.
She LOVED her job and students very much, she even had a great reputation in the school and despite being the art teacher, a lot of students would end up going to her for support, to the point she was offered to be a secondary school counselor of sorts. Unfortunately, after years of her dedication to the school, things wouldn't last. Some issues occured to the point that she was let go from her job, likely issues with some parents or the school-board and district itself, or even worse it seemed to come out of no where.
It absolutely devastated her, losing her job. It led to some rather poor coping skills afterwards as she tried to find work, but thankfully she would find herself in luck as her father knew someone who worked for the Pony Express company, getting her a recommendation and suggesting to her that this was a good break she needed to figure herself. It gave her a good payment at the end hopefully, and some time away from home to try to get herself back in order mentally so that when she came back, she could get back into the groove of things.
How could she say no to that?
Misc things
Likes: Food, she loves having sweets and healthy food like fruits and veggies or something with meat, she tries to eat healthy at least but she has her weaknesses. She likes funky jewelry and accessories and appearing nice/presentable, animals, having a connection with someone in some way (as friends or more), giving a voice to the voiceless. Sometimes questionable taste in people.
Dislikes: Being alone for long periods of time, bitter tasting food, the taste of alcohol even if she drinks it sometimes, not being understood, making others feel negatively, feeling way too much or nothing at all.
Bad habits/coping skills: Smoking, sleeping with others to try to feel something, drinking at times. Margot even tries to make herself look better than she actually is feeling for the sake of not causing issues/concerns for herself.
Fears: On top of the basic fear of death, she fears failure/being stuck somewhere she hates. She also fears not being there to help/do something when she can. She also has a fear of fire. She even has a fear of losing control over herself and situations.
Mental illness: Depression and anxiety are the main ones she's suffered all her life, it's only worsened after losing her dream job. Also has BPD (undiagnosed).
#fanart#oc#mouthwashing oc#ali oc#mouthwashing#ali writes#mouthwashing jimmy#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#original character#digital art#mouthwashing oc x canon
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thinking so many thoughts about stanford!art who has a thing for humping pillows for comfort/relief.
patrick teaching him to jerk off created a straight up monster, he’s fucking insatiable after that first time. he discovers that he really enjoys humping things pretty quickly, his palm, his bed, and especially his pillows. he’s got an… active imagination - he’s no stranger to wet dreams and waking up with sticky boxers, so the next logical step is to sleep with a pillow between his legs, his dick nestled up against it so he can roll his hips and rut into it in his sleep. sometimes he doesn’t even do it strictly to get off, it just becomes a comforting habit. after a long day, he’ll curl up in bed and hump his pillow, maybe even suck on the corner of it to keep his mouth occupied too.
it was never a problem until he started dating you. he’d never shared a bed so small with someone before. sure, he and patrick would push their beds together every time they were put up in some shitty hotel for tournaments but that was more space!! and patrick didn’t care, he’d just make some smug comment about art having to marry his pillow after defiling it and turn over to pass out for the night.
the first few times you sleep over in his dorm room, he insists on being a gentleman and taking the floor, but eventually he runs out of reasons to stay out of bed with you. he tries to resist, he really does, it’s just that your ass is so close and your skin is so soft and you smell so good and and… he just breaks. he rolls his hips into yours once, twice, then all of a sudden he’s pawing at your hips and your boobs, rutting his dick against your ass and whimpering out little apologies.
“m’sorry, m’sorry— can’t help it, needed it— needed you so bad,” he’s practically in tears by the time you’re awake enough to register what’s happening. not that you’re opposed. it’s actually kinda cute how quickly he got so desperate and how when you shush him, tell him it’s okay, take what he needs, he immediately calms down.
he becomes so docile, like every thought in his head left the second you gave him permission to keep humping your ass. all he can do is whimper and whine as you grind back against him. when he cums he whispers a series of garbled out, “thankyouthankyouthankyou”s and buries his face in the back of your neck before falling into the deepest sleep you think you’ve ever seen.
you fall asleep with a throbbing pussy and more than a few questions about what the fuck just happened.
the next morning he stumbles through explaining his pillow humping habit, how it clears his head, brings him comfort, and makes him cum incredibly hard.
“it’s stupid, really, i’ve just been doing it for so long,” he says, his eyes sheepishly avoiding yours.
you can see the guilt spiral he’s thrown himself down written all over his face. he looks like he’s about to panic and apologize again when you finally speak up, “come to me next time.”
“what?”
you move closer to him and run a hand through his hair gently before gripping it at the base of his neck, tight enough that his eyes roll back and his hips jerk forward of their own volition.
“next time you need to get out of your pretty little head, don’t use your pillow. i’ll take care of you so much better.”
so from then on, whenever art has a bad day or needs to empty his head (cough and his balls) he comes to you instead of his pillow.
i have… too many thoughts about this mf man so i started with a tame one akshsk hopefully this wasn’t too long and rambled !!
-first time sending an ask so if i send again ill be 🎀 if that’s cool <3
Hnnhnggggg poor baby :(( also hiii!! I love this and ur brain is amazing
god he just can’t help it. You’re so warm, so soft. He gets so hard and he just starts rubbing against you out of habit, but it feels too nice. He feels bad when he wakes you up :(((
But he needs it so bad, needs to feel it, needs to cum :((( and he falls asleep so hard after— drooling and all heavy where he’s practically crushing you :((((
And maybe you make him do it again, let you watch how he fucks his pillow when he’s had a long day. It’s too cute of a habit to kill entirely, right?
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