#hopefully i sleep it off
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its flare up friday
#cloudy#<- vent tag now#if ykyk#i feel so cheated i was fine all day whilst i was being productive but now its time for me to sit down and do things i enjoy#everything hurts and im nauseous#and i have to go out tomorrow so im gunna be tired from that :(#its annoying above all else because i Know#that the lack of things i enjoy is gunna make my brain all bad#and i know its gunna present itself in misplaced irritation#and im not gunna be able to tell why in the moment because im too busy feeling it#whatever man fuck all this#hopefully i sleep it off
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I wake up and feel like shit and then I hang out with my friend and life is oh so beautiful and then I come back home and feel even worse
#i feel so horrible#they should make a body that doesnt hurt#im so nauseous how tf am i supposed to work tomorrow#hopefully i sleep it off#and my lower back is in so much pain how am i going to stand up for almost 8 hours straight
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((My computer is acting up and my head hurts so I guess that's telling me to go to bed early tonight.))
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i think you guys are onto smth..
i unironically got invested in this HELP
#WHERES THE FIC AT IF SOMEONE WRITES THIS I WILL PAY THEM A HUNDRED DOLLARS😭😭#kunikida serving the country while dazai's serving cunt😔#dazai was born to malewife but forced to manipulate and i think that's the greatest tragedy of bsd#anyway some facts i would like to share abt this au thay i came up w while drawing!!#takes place in 1939 (start of wwii) and there was a mandatory draft that required one male over eighteen from each house to serve#both of them are still twenty two and had been engaged for abt two years before getting married that year#newlyweds! unfortunately kuni had to go fight and they were seperated :(#before the war kunikida was a math teacher at the local high school and dazai obviously managed the household and didn't work#he's hopeless at cooking and meal prep even w recipie books so they either get those prepackaged meals or kuni makes dinner when he gets ba#so like when he's making lunch for kunikida he normally just packs a basic sandwich w raw fruit#kunikida always appreciates the effort even tho hes probably sick of having the same thing everyday but he won't complain abt it#when kunikida joined the army he was relieved that the mess hall had better food than dazai#he was the only one in his platoon that never complained abt the food so his fellow soldiers assumed it was bc he came from a tough bg#when in reality he was just used to being poisoned on a daily basis from his dumbass husbands cooking and was hardly fazed from army ration#they write to each other although its more dazai sending and kuni receiving bc hes off fighting and doesnt have time to write back#dazai talks abt life on the homefront and how he has to grow a victory garden (everything is DYING HE CANT EVEN RAISE TOMATOES)#and kuni writes abt his fellow soldiers and how the war is going and when he thinks he'll be home and how he misses sleeping in a bed#ANYWAY yea thought i'd share sry for infodumping in the tags again#this post is for like the four ppl that care abt this specific flavor of knkdz so hopefully this gets four notes at least#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikida doppo#doppo kunikida#kunikidazai#knkdz#lotus draws#bro sry for posting at two in the morning i couldnt sleep until i got this out of my head they have infested my brain
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Sydney Sargent, gotta be one of my favorite genders
#got carried away slightly#it took forever to pick the overlay colors#sydney sargent#sydney chnt#camp here and there#chnt fanart#my art#stay tuned next for the sound of me drifting off to (hopefully) a dimension of dreams#goodnight#night vale#good night#(I am going to sleep now)#(finally)
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#munch sketches#wasnt it called my sketches. i dont remember. i dont care#not#my ocs#etc#ive had a really bad week. i dont usually have bad weeks. i dont think abt the past. i just move on#but it was a bad week. i was forced to sleep all day wed bc i was so sick and cramped that i couldnt do anything#this week was supposed to be a week off but then i was forced to go do volunteering for a school event for days and it rained all week#and i bought a new printer that im going to return tomorrow bc it sucks as expected. epson ecotank 2400 dont buy it. its not good quality-#wise. i keep pushing off my “day off” days further and further. i was supposed-#to take a day off for the weekend but that didnt happen. my next day off may be friday hopefully#it doesnt help that i dont like having unproductive days. but i really badly need one to bum around and relax soon or i might bite someone
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sleepovers save money on hotel rooms while on missions 👍
#finn's ocs#finn's art#sorry i was super offline the past few days but i had some time to draw between stuff so. them :)#besides i might as well draw all them hanging out like this after drawing PJ designs. but unlike in those i gave polaris and saiph pants#let them at least be decent while hanging out LOL#i want to draw lots more misc oc stuff now that i have all the refs done#but somehow i have too many ideas and yet none at all at the same time! if you have suggestions lmk 😅#anyway polaris is annoyed at saiph here because he wont stop moving his head even though the braiding was his idea lol#bella passed the fuck out shes one of those ppl who have a very set sleep schedule#wakes up at 6am falls asleep immediately at 9pm#lets all pray she doesnt wake up with something stupid drawn on her face tomorrow#mira is just having fun tho shes reading to everyone every cute :) saiph interrupts with commentary (causing further annoyance from polaris#al is mostly observing like hes just happy to be hanging out. also having al be the most in the shadows because of course#but he likes watching his friends interact. but also hey man his eyes are up there#anyway i tried my best w the colors here so hopefully it looks okay. i wanted something warm but also kinda dark to give off late night vib#i hope tumblr doesnt kill the quality tho! it looks kinda blurry rn but it might be ok when i hit post#if it fits well i might make it my new blog header too? maybee#^_^
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since more of like the class swap etc started going up every once in a while there will be a question in my inbox that would take me literally multiple comics' worth of art to answer adequately lol. and I don't wanna do that under an ask I want that to have its own space! so if I don't answer ur question know that it's probably that^ above there and not that I think ur question sucks
#not art#I know I got a weird way of going about this stuff but that's me babeyy and it's my house <3#example of this that already happened on the blog is when someone asked abt pretty much just All of class swap baron#and I was like. well I'm gonna like draw that and make comics and stuff lol#I don't think I can draw like a hard line around what I'll reserve for writing about and what I'll answer in an ask etc#bc like I'm cool with talking abt the general concept and arcs I have in mind for the bad kids/player characters#and abt like the process of figuring it out and bouncing ideas off of folks#but there's a point above that where if u get to it's just. I might as well send u a lore bible or recreate the whole show for u ykwim#so yeah this is just to let u know that Im not like spiting u personally if ur question doesnt get answered#(would be a weird thing for me to do regardless tbh!)#honestly pat urself on the back lol u've hit a jackpot on subjects I Want to get to in the form of art and/or writing#I'm not an idea guy! I'm a guy who makes comics and stuff. that's how I'm approaching this (and everything else really) u get me#cool! cool. I sleep now hopefully. have a good night lads
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I have returned from the Renaissance faire. I am not really a picture taking person, so I really didn't take much. I went with a friend and her fiance. We watched some shows, ate food and looked around some shops. I got myself the lil elf ears I wanted last year. I could've taken a better picture, but look... I sweat a whole years worth of sweat today. I'm tired.
Warning: bad pics below lol
This is before the lil elf ears thing. It was pirate weekend, so I gave it a go.
With the ears applied. Also took a pic with the fire eater/breather. He was open for pics so I said yes why not.
#muneo talks#((we shall see if I get anything done tonight or I might just pass out again))#((my recent theme is either be so tired I pass out or I my mental health is so bad I cried and had to sleep early))#((I've been great recently /s))#((but ye I had fun today. hopefully I didn't burn but if I did... oh well))#((pretty sure any spf was sweat off within the first hour))
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I’m gonna be out most of the day bc I’ll be helping my dad with a big shopping trip plus being out after, so I’m going to be super duper exhausted
I don’t do well in crowded or loud places in the slightest, I get woozy and tired and I feel miserable or like I’m gonna pass out, and if the shopping isn’t gonna make me wanna cry, the outing after will bc it’s gonna be packed with lots of noise and people
I don’t say this because I want to complain, I just wanna give a super quick warning that I might not be active tomorrow as well as today bc when I get exhausted, my mental health tends to decline as well ;-;
so- a bit of a warning that I may poof a bit (sorry! 😣)
#But yeah :)#hopefully I’ll be able to sleep it off tonight but since school is tomorrow might end up still tired and stressed (ᵕ—ᴗ—)#lol I’m trying not to complain or make a stink about it whilst still being informative—#Edit: uh so I don’t know what’s wrong with me this morning#But it’s already starting to go to crap unfortunately#Hgnhh I wanna talk but I keep telling myself it’s selfish to talk about how I feel#Idk I’m just messed up man#Feel like crap#eating earlier didn’t help it just made me feel worse#I don’t wanna go shopping or to the outing :(#But my dad said he needs help#And I don’t think I have a choice for the outing#And school tmrw :(#I don’t wanna do this I really font#I think I’m breaking down#Yeah I’m breaking down#<- that’s dramatic I’m sorry#Edit 2: if I trigger myself so badly that I have a really quick and strong breakdown will that make me fine for the rest of the day#Bc omg I have things I need to do! I can’t mope around and be dramatic all day!#I hate this! I don’t want it! Literally any other day would have been doable!#I can’t just ask my dad to stay home from the outing either because then that would entail me explaining why I don’t wanna go and I’d cry-#-in front of him and I don’t wanna cry in front of people#I hate this so much#i wish I could just poof into nonexistence#🌾#<- atp it’s a vent#Edit 3: I’m trying really hard ace but petting my dog isn’t working
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Felt like such a sleepyhead yesterday, but hoping the blue blood is flowing today 🥱☕
#ore no kao#[it's cut off but i'm wearing my black FOALS shirt today lol]#oof consequences of my actions (failing at sleep) caught up to me yday--bit of an eye strain headache and slowed appetite#gradually ate my lunch over the afternoon and felt better--then an extra long nap when i got home calling the day early#hopefully today's better and i do get to do gym day no. 2 later
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daithí for the hairstyles meme. template cred
sorry for bein so late with it but thank you for tagging me a while ago @rainymoodlet!! this was really fun and now i’m horrifically attached to that ponytail look wow
#ts4#sims 4#i'm finally off 🥳#2 weeks of literally just sleeping and i cannot wait#my exams weren't even as soul crushing as i thought they'd be#i definitely failed irish but i reckon i passed everything else#i also got some time to work on a christmas render hehe#hopefully i get it finished in time to post soon#i might give up on it tbh but oh welll#no legacy post tmrw sorry#/daithí
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#bonus horse#having a real bad day depression wise so ive just spent it knitting#waiting for the oil on my wooden needles to harden so i can start a wedding ring shawl (shawl knit so thin it can fit through a ring)#but in order to occupy my brain ive started a scarf that can fit through a ring instead. probably going to give it to someone dunno#i may put tassels on it im not sure yet#its a very fast knit though despite using yarn the size of thread haha#enjoy the blog mascot knitting though for im going to bed to sleep this depressive episode off (hopefully)#see you at noon tomorrow for tomorrow's horse!
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larry's tag about kurokara looking back on going around the summer festival together and realizing it was basically a date is making me chuckle bc it wouldn't be the only instance of kuroba inviting karamatsu out on what's essentially a date before they're a couple ( not even during that summer. )
#after the yokohama beach trip shenanigans they're casually like#'' hey actually i'm going to this english rose garden before heading back to tokyo tomorrow do you wanna come? ->#you can stay the night at my parent's i'm sure they wouldn't mind & i'm sure ochoujii would love to see you. :) ''#and then they wonder why the rest of their family repeatedly questions if they're dating that night#LIKE. BUD. COME ON.#they get a partial free pass bc the autism + demi combo makes realizing romantic feelings hard to notice in the moment#<- speaking from experience#but also. god damn.#later on when they tell erika about how they have feelings for kara she goes '' eXCUSE ME YOU DIDN'T KNOW THAT ALREADY??? ''#the matsuno side of this is very funny too bc they all immediately recognize it as a date and tell kara to fuck off when he accepts to go#like yeah whatever go frolic through the gardens together TRAITOR we hope you poke your finger on a thorn & sleep for a thousand years#kara realizes it could be a date too but he's kinda accepted that kuro doesn't mean anything romantic by it#he loves hanging out with them and he does love roses too so why would he refuse?#his ass would 100% be running through 500 different romantic daydreams between them the entire time tho#kurokara makes me sick i can't sTAND THEM 😭 /pos#hopefully this makes sense bc i'm about to pass out#ship : kurokara#mj rambles
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you guys seem to forget that hakoda is not the only decend dad in the show.
no scratch that hakoda isn't even a deacend dad for leaving his kids alone!!!
all of stop being thirsty and appriciate arnook, the mechanist, tyro, gansu and than more!!!
#its like all of you only think off dilf as buff headsome midle aged man. but no they have to be dad material#they have to be caring!#they have to be nice to kids and be absolutley devoted to theirs#good listeners#being there for their kids!!!#awsful jokes#teasing them helping them grow#in hakodas defence i do get it why he left! i really do but it feels to me like he ran away form his own grief and failure to protect kya#not able anymore to keep on hearing katara crying herself to sleep#or looking at sokkas face and seeing the memory of kya that lost her radiant smile#bato called him an idiot for leaving (but joined othervise hakoda would die stupidly without his protection)#and kana silently judged him. but he had to do it for himself and hopefully creating egnouth of a difference for a better future#argh... okay fine hakoda is dilf material too but he is not like at the top of the list!!!
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current mood of the day, now presented in shitty comic form
#miodoodledavinci#valkris if you're seeing this i'm sorry i lied about going to bed sdjghkl#i didn't have the heart to tell you i was in the middle of a 24 hour sleep reset KJSHFLKJLS#in any event i am so sick and tired of sleeping through my alarms and waking up at 6pm every day#and not being able to fall asleep until 7 am even with melatonin#i've even tried tiring myself out with exercise and cutting off screen time an hour before bed#still hasn't helped so here i am KJHSLFKJL#just got to last#(checks watch)#well now three hours exactly thanks to the time it took to write things#hopefully minecraft will help . . . .
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