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whororhoe · 1 year ago

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i have never known a tired this tired

the feeling of finally laying still

after being beaten down over

and over and over and over

swallowing bile and blood

knowing i can no longer

pick myself up again

and would rather

just finally rest

and give up.

#tw gore #cw gore #tw sui vent #tw sui ideation #borderline personality disorder #mdd #mdd thoughts #i give up #i dont know what else to do #this life was a mistake #trying was a mistake #hope was a mistake #writing

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themadknightuniverse · 3 months ago

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Loustat short comics - There is nothing else until the storm is over - Interview with the Vampire TV Series

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Fake magazine illustration

Page 1 Daniel : So, tell me... Did you see Lestat again?

Page 2 Louis : When he's not on Tour, he would occasionally visits.

Page 3 Daniel : So you're what, now? Friends?

Louis : [Hello Lestat.]

Lestat : [Hello Louis.]

It would be too simple. You know us.

Louis : [ That's new. Still enjoying the glitz and glamor?]

But there is this arrangement we are both fine with.

Page 4 When two people hurt each other so deeply, what is left afterwards?

Page 5 Things like that, it seals doors once still unlocked at the time. Can time really heal everything?

[Mets moi dans mon cercueil, Louis, Louis...]

Page 6 [Stay down chéri, I don't want to fight like this. I'll stay. I'll stay, I'll never leave you ever again. I promise. I'll be happy. For you. For her. Please please please please]

Some things were flipped over to show the truth. Others, I learned to see differently. I faced my wrongs.

[I'll be anything please please please please please please. I didn't know it was a gift. I wore it like a curse. I was selfish. I wanted you to suffer. Because I was. Suffering. I came to thank you.]

Page 7 Do we love each other still? Yes. Can we live under the same roof, share the same spaces, the same bed, for an extended period of time, again? No. But this raging, all devouring passion, it is now replaced by something that can never be altered. Is this the price we had to pay to finally be equals?

Page 8 We have never been more understanding of each other. A shadow of something that could have been from the start. Friendly jokes. Bickering I will never admit enjoying. Respect. And then, the always surprising softness. So eerie after all that happened. Yet, we always welcome it.

Page 9 Daniel : [How dramatic. Not ready to live together again, yet he's all over your coffee table.]

Louis: [I didn't buy these.]

Daniel : [Sure. Will you let me know the next time he passes by?]

Louis : [Well I can't. This is his safe place. You will have to find him by yourself I'm afraid.]

Daniel : [Of course. He can't make anything easy. As if he didn't have enough safe places with his ten properties.]

Page 10 Louis: [Nice chat. Bye, Daniel.]

Lestat : [Only when I'm not on Tour, hm?]

Louis [Approximately.]

Lestat : [Thanks.]

Louis : [Did you really just say thank-]

Lestat: *kisses Louis* [...too soon?]

Page 11 Louis : Almost a century is enough waiting.

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flyingbunniesart · 7 months ago

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Soooooooo I watched Legally blonde recently..

#my art #klapollo #ace attorney #apollo justice #klavier gavin #apollo x klavier #it was a fun movie for sure lol #its litterally phoenix's life plot yall weren't lying fr #urh i really like drawing apollo with his hair down #hope i didnt make any mistake on the german petname?? idk how to speak german sowwyyyy

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tippenfunkaport · 10 months ago

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You know, it would be amazing if Hollywood learned the right lesson from the success of Nimona. Something like "Hey, maybe don't throw out a nearly done movie as a tax write off" or "people want queer stories" or even "don't be afraid to take some storytelling risks and be original" but you just know they're going to come away with some absolutely batshit takeaway like, "next time delete all the evidence and burn it to the ground so the gays can't make us look bad!"

#sorry to be cynical on main but all I can think of is instead of watching this and being like wow we made a huge mistake here #disney is just going to be mad because of how foolish this made them look #bc corporate america always learns exactly the wrong lesson #honestly hope I'm wrong and this humbles them and they do better #but also I am a realist #anyway go nimona kick 'em in chip and dale's nuts #nimona #nd stevenson #netflix #disney #oscar nominations #oscar nominee #hollywood

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espighty · 7 months ago

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Fading Kitten Syndrome

A little what-if for those who believe the Bishop conflict stemmed from Narinder’s resurrection rituals.

#mediocre art compared to my usual. but I hope the idea makes up for it :)#I think the best part is that it’s a coin toss on whether or not Shamura did it on purpose or just made a mistake #cotl #cult of the lamb #cotl narinder #cotl aym #cotl baal #ivy’s scribblings

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egophiliac · 9 months ago

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What do you like about the Diasomnia boys if I may ask?

I always love hearing about the different reasons people enjoy characters.

I mean, c'mon. he has split custody over Sebek okay

also, Lilia in particular has maybe the best timeskip character development of all time

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 chapter 4 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 chapter 4 spoilers #stage in playful land #i hope this is legible whoops #anon i am sorry but you made the fatal mistake of asking me to talk about diasomnia #insert 'i just think they're neat' jpg #i do like the other characters a lot but they are definitely my favorites #they just hit a lot of my favorite things in characters i guess!#yes even you sebek even though you keep shrieking NINGEN at me #(it's okay he gets Character Development™ later)#and their dynamic! it's great! these guys frikking love each other SO much and they WILL have terrible terrible angst about it #ohoho delicious #give me all your emotional hangups baybeeeee #also somewhere in there i went from 'i like them all equally (but lilia is the most fun to draw)'#to 'lilia is absolutely my favorite (and still the most fun to draw) (EVEN MORE fun now thank you swishy ponytail!)'#(it was probably when his candy coating got a little scratched and whoops all the tragedy fell out)#(where's that 'get loved loser' post because i need to staple it to lilia's forehead)#i am extremely bad at putting things into words so please don't ask me to explain it any further #just know that the diafam is everything to me and if we don't get more episode 7 soon i'm going to crumble into dust and blow away #we'll be getting the crowleytimes on monday and maybe there will be. idk. some foreshadowing or something in his groovy #probably not but LOOK i'm desperate

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zariyen · 2 months ago

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how to be demure with vil

#sorry #😭#i hope this sound clip is still funny lol i took way too long on this bc i decided i wanted to put effort into it and that's my mistake #also sorry that i haven't drawn twst in months and when i do it's this #my art #za draws twst #twst #twisted wonderland #ツイステ #ツイステッドワンダーランド #vil schoenheit #ヴィル・シェーンハイト

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yes-asil · 3 months ago

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Going Home

youtube

Also I have a Youtube Channel now??? It's just to post Animations and Speedpaints on for now so yeah!!

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nipuni · 3 months ago

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Casanova sketches!

#casanova #giacomo casanova #david tennant #my art #bbc casanova 2005 #this series is SO FUN and so sad it's great #alright!! all 3 winners of last poll drawn!! I have to make a new poll #drawing him is a great form of stress relief for me rn and I have a lot of it lately #a client company ghosting without paying me after I've done and turned in everything after a million revisions and over a month of work #another company rushing me into and making me spend 400€ on travelling only to tell me they made a mistake and I could have stayed #🙃 please all I ask for is a little respect for my time and finances #anyway sorry for the rant I'm normal again #hope you enjoy these slutty Davids #tw blood

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roxiusagi · 2 months ago

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hes ballin.

i spent more time than originally expected on this stupid shitpost so on main it goes ig.

#my art #funger #fear and hunger #listen. i honestly dont know #i just got a vision suddenly so just take it #also i hope no one did this before but if they did uhhh my bad #ragnvaldr #d'arce cataliss #enki ankarian #cahara #le'garde #getting le'dunked #also i know it is full of mistakes but i DONT care this was supposed to be silly thing to make my friends laugh it already spiralled out of #control as is lmao

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nancywheeeler · 2 years ago

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hopeless time loop. the way out isn’t to save everyone. the way out isn’t to save even one person. the way out isn’t to change anything. the way out is accepting how it happened the first time is how it always will be. that’s how you acted, that’s how they acted, that’s how you would have acted every time if you weren’t given the curse of hindsight. the way out is accepting you can’t fix the past; you can only forgive yourself for it.

#there's this game i love called little hope that plays with these ideas (though not with a time loop)#i do love time loops narratives that explore how a person is confronted with their life and their choices #when forced to live the same day over and over again #and i LOVE time loops that try to reverse mistakes made and lives lost #but to see a character put themselves through loops upon loops upon loops #trying to rectify past mistakes (especially in the case where people died) only to be confronted with the reality it isn't working #and even in a loop where they save everyone the loop just resets #because the universe is essentially saying 'no that isn't how it happened and you know that's not how it happened'#it compels me!#i feel similarly about time travel where time 'fights back'#like this idea that there is a central timeline that time does not like being diverted from #so it will try to course correct itself #you save lincoln from an assassination only for him to die in a train crash #it's a cool way to confront the idea of fate #anyway all tragedies are hopeless time loops thank you for coming to my ted talk #a shout into the void #1k #5k #10k

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chocostrwberry · 3 months ago

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I like to think that Marinette’s qualities come from her parents!! Like her kindness is because of Tom’s example, and her resourcefulness as Ladybug is from Sabine.

Also “Marinette” being her French name and “Jiayi” being her Chinese name I put in there along with Socqueline! She’s kind of an older sister figure to her and considers her a cousin bc their families are so close. She had moved to another city in France by the time Marinette starts junior year but they call often!

#also I apologize for any grammar mistakes with the mandarin #I used google translate so I can only hope it’s accurate 😔#miraculous ladybug #chocoau char #mlb #mlb au

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inkedberries · 1 month ago

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i have a headcanon that Yoichi trims AFO's hair because i can't help but compare AFO's nicely trimmed hair to Yoichi's and i thought someone had to have cut AFO's hair for him and it is only logical for me to assume it was Yoichi who did. I think AFO would only trust Yoichi to be so close to him with a sharp object like a pair of scissors lol

I think Yoichi would have also liked cutting his brother's hair at first, because it would make him feel helpful in a way? And I just think even when AFO put him in the vault, AFO would still go there to get his hair trimmed by Yoichi.

and once Yoichi joins the resistance, he offers to do this for Kudo as well.