#hope u heal king! xx

[boxwinebaddie]

it’s not saying but not me trying to talk about jk and accidentally roasting myself ( it’s not staying, dw )

[landoughnut]

Mine All Mine

♡ masterlist - request!

♡ pairing - oscar piastri x fem!reader (fc - hailee steinfeld)

♡ summary - (request :) oscar obsessing over his girlfriend on the internet!

♡ warnings - horny/simp oscar, crack, some fluff, some cursing, use of y/n

♡ w/c & a/n - smau | thank you so so much for requesting!! i hope you enjoy lovely xx

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landonorris I SAID I WAS SORRY 😣

oscarpiastri sorry doesn't heal my trauma

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alex_albon ...

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charles_leclerc red for ferrari?

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oscarpiastri GORGEOUSLY MINE

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landonorris why are you always talking abt ur adult time online

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oscarpiastri I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER ♾️

yourusername you are prettier than all the sunsets

oscarpiastri i just shed a few tears

landonorris can confirm ✅

charles_leclerc are my eyes deciving me?

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carlossainz55 very pg... so refreshing

username when i pull up to the who loves y/n most contest but oscar piastri is also there 🚪🏃💨

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landonorris THE AUDACITY

oscarpiastri i see you little french boy.

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mclaren for legal reasons this IS a joke 😅

yourusername TIMOTHÉE IM SO SORRY DONT MIND HIM IM A BIG FAN OF YOU 🫶

tchalamet 😅 i'm scared to say thank you

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oscarpiastri ugh guys she's just JDNBGEBGW

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username AWHHHHHHHHH

alex_albon i didn't know he could be so sweet

yourusername IM GOING TO CRY ILYSM.

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username i'm only following oscar for the y/n content

oscarpiastri thats so valid.

zendaya same.

[casper-spills]

Hey Love! Happy Belated Halloween? How's life? I hope its treating u well.

I am JD, sagittarius sun and I would like a free reading.

Question - My fs current situation. Like whats going on in their life?

And what I dressed as Halloween this year? It was pretty basic but a witch. Me and my friends decided to dress up as witches we represent or give the vibes off. Wbu? I am interested too

Hello J!

Happy Belated Halloween! Thank you for following and reblogging! Life has been treating me well thank you for asking! I hope it's going well for you too ♡ (and also I'm sorry for the incredibly late response.)

I always love to see a witch and thats such a cool idea for a group of friends! ♡ I dressed up as Misa Amane from Detah Note.

Discaimer: Tarot reading is for entertainment purposes only and should never take the place of professional therapy or professional legal, medicinal or financial advice.

Cards: The High Priestess (reversed), The Star (reversed), The Magician, The Devil, Five of Coins (reversed), Eight of Swords (reversed), Three of Wands, Nine of Cups (reversed), Two of Coins, Knight of Wands, The Tower, Page of Cups (reversed), Five of Cups, Six of Wands (reversed), Eight of Cups (reversed), Ace of Swords, King of Coins

Details about your future spouse:

Appearance: Noticable mouth, facially expressive, bright eyes, delicate features, friendly smile, tall, animated story teller, shake legs/fidget when nervous. Traits: Active and vivid dreamer, intuitive, imaginative, spiritual, innocent, naive, merciful, kind, sweet, forgiving, compassionate, sensitive, empathetic, childlike, optimistic, unrealistic, ambitious, introspective.

What is going on in their life currently?

They seem to be on some sort of healing journey which is heavily focused on spirituality. This could be that this person is religious or they could have some beliefs which are spiritual (such as divination for example). They may have been feeling disconnected and are starting to lose faith in whatever they believed in. This isn't nesessarily a bad thing. This person seems to be exploring darker thoughts and are accepting bad as well as the good. Perhaps they are developing a unique perspective on what they believed in. They might be doing a lot of shadow work which is a very personal process. They are releasing self limiting beliefs and manifesting a greater power from within. In other words, they're trying to grow and become a stronger person. This person has had a tower moment. It seems to be work related and it could be that this person has made an impulsive decision to quit work. They were dissatisfied with their work so they decided to start fresh. They didn't think this through as much as they probably should have so they are left feeling regretful and a little embarrased. However, now they have no choice but to take the next step. They have decided to fully commit to their new plan and start their own business.

Songs that feel like them:

I hope this reading was helpful and I hope you enjoyed it ♡

All feedback is appreciated.

Sincerely,

Cassy the friendly ghost ♡

[aharris00britney]

ASKS 20

lmao last time i did one of these was February there is a lot

Anonymous said: What's your collab process when you and other creators make packs? Like how do you decide to do it together and how do you split up the ideas and everything?

I’m going to answer another ask outside of this post that details this but I’ll answer this one here too. The way me and ayoshi do packs is not like a usual collab (in my opinion I don’t think people collab like this). I am good at making meshes. So usually I make a mesh for something and ayoshi makes a base texture that I can use to finish the base of the top/bottom and then we work together to fix any texture issues. Nothing we’ve made has ever been 100% mine or 100% his except for the hairs. Sometimes a mesh is easy but the texture requires a lot of work so it’s more work for him, sometimes I decide I want to try and texture something (like with this AxA I made textures for some of the clothes) and then ayoshi will clean the texture up for me and add some shading for me. So it’s a lot different than what I imagine most collabs are. But I love the way me and him work together and the ability to change something I don’t like because it isn’t just his, it’s ours. 

Anonymous said: I'm so excited for your new AxA collab that female hair is stunning!!

Anonymous said: I s2g if it werent for your cc my sims would just have to walk around naked lmao you literally make the game playable for me, so thank you ❤❤❤❤❤

thank you!!! Assuming the 2nd ask is about AxA too because that’s the only time I make clothes lmao. Excited for you guys to see everything this week. 

Anonymous said: Do you know anyone who recolours your hairs? They’re so gorgeous I’d love to see them in more colours! Xx

I usually reblog recolors of my hair at @aharris00britneyrecolors​.

Anonymous said: I'm a sucker for your sim Bella. Every time I see Bella as your hair models, I click and download

Anonymous said: Hi, sorry to bother, are you planning on uploading your Bella Sim Anytime soon? Love your content!

Bella is a queen, she’s a streamer in my game at the AH00B house. I don’t think I’m going to upload my Sims anymore though :( I have a ton of sliders and presets in my game and I have no idea which ones I use. I have 3 of the ones I know I use listed on my resource page but there are so many more and I don’t want to share them and they be broken in peoples games.

Anonymous said: will there be an axa this year im in desperate need of new clothes for my sims :(

I got this a few days ago before the teaser came out which I thought was funny fvghb yes there will be one

@lysssimpatico​ said: I was wondering if you might consider making the Elli hair have ombre accessory options. There aren't any cute curly ponytail ombres anywhere!

I think I tried making an ombre accessory for it when I made the hair and it didn’t fully work with the way I changed the UV maps. I’m sorry :(

Anonymous said: why the HELL is your dog so cute lemme have her please

Right? She’s an angel omg my dad is watching her while my foot heals but I miss her so much fghvbj 

Anonymous said: Your Daphne hair is so cute!!

thank you! 

Anonymous said: I have the feeling everyone knows what kind of Supernatural they would be if they were one, so what's yours?

I think I would want to be a ghost so i could fuck with people ya

Anonymous said: Does the Natilie hair need to be updated?

Nope, all the updated stuff is in my post that lists all the updated content off. Everything on my download page is up to date.

Anonymous said: Hi im just submitting an idea if you want to - i love your melanie hair and i was wondering if its possible to remove the accessory on it? im sorry if im bothering you im new to all this hope you have a nice day!!

hey :) I am pretty sure someone had to have made a hair similar to that already as it’s just the university ponytail with new ponytail on it. If not I could look into doing it sometime in the future. 

Anonymous said:I LOVE U 😍

and i love u

Anonymous said: Do you know if there’s any hair accessories (like ones that change the color of it) that work with your Elli Hair? ❤️

It comes with an accessory that changes the elastic :)

Anonymous said: Hellooo! first of all, how are you? how´s your day? i´m sorry but, do you know if someone makes maxis match hairs based in kpop videos? I´m searching for that bull all i can find is alpha hair and i´m not into alpha cc :( Thank you very much! have a great day!

I’m not sure if there are people that specifically only do that but I think there are a handful of creators that get inspired from kpop/music videos and make hairs similar to that. Cause we use EA meshes most of the time the hairs aren’t going to look exactly like the inspiration though. Like I have two hairs that are based off Go Won from loona (Go Won hair and Kelsey Hair) but i don’t think you can tell that just from looking at them. 

Anonymous said: I downloaded the new version of the sydnie braids but my game says they're corrupted and won't let me play with them in my mods folder

try to redownload and they should work, I haven’t had any other issues. 

Anonymous said: hey, i was just wondering whether you did or are thinking of doing eyelashes at any point

I am not lmao I don’t think I would be able to make my own eyelashes

Anonymous said: you are incredibly prolific. constantly amazed and delighted by your high-quality work. have a good day king

thank you!!!!

Anonymous said: aaaahh I know this is probably a long shot but I was wondering if you had the quartz eyes psd? I've been trying to find it but all of the links I've stumbled onto are dead :( thank you in advance!! ♥️ and no problem if you don't have it or can't share it :)

here is a link to a post that has the PSD

Anonymous said: the mica hair looks so cute 🥺 you’re amazing

thank you! It’s named after the main singer from Magdalena Bay ;n; i love them

@whendowestopcaring​ said: I love, love, love your work!! + your blog, aesthetic, etc. Keep it up!

thank you!!!! pink and blue all the way bb

@marsupialmother​ said: Not an ask, just a comment. All you stuff is so beautiful. Thank you for being such an amazing creator!!!

no, thank you for sending me this! I appreciate it a ton <3 have a wonderful day

Anonymous said: How long have you been creating CCs for?

I recolored a get together cardigan in Dec 2015 and started making hair in November of 2016 to promote Britney Spears lmao. So around 4-5 years. 

Anonymous said: hi!! just wanted to say i love the item index download option! thank you for your awesome cc and organization :)

You’re welcome! item indexes make things so much easier I agree, happy to help simplify things for downloaders. also they look nice so that’s a plus for me. 

Anonymous said: i love your cc, they are really beautiful but can you do more male hair cc? im just asking

I prefer doing female stuff tbh, I feel like I’m better at it and I get more ideas. But i did 4 male hairs in this upcoming AxA 2020 pack and a bunch of male clothes. I’m sorry I can’t do more :( I just don’t get inspired to make much male stuff personally.

Anonymous said: what happened to Ayoshi???

he’s in the basement working on AxA, don’t ask.  he actually just doesn’t like being on Simblr anymore but still likes making CC with me, so we just make cc on call sometimes when we get bored of a game we’re playing. he sends his regards from the basement of AH00B studios <3

Anonymous said: hello i love all your cc and you’re my favorite creator, i have a question, are you planning to make some more clothes anytime soon?

getting these while working on AxA was so funny because there are like 80 new clothes for male/female sims in it and i was like... these people don’t know what they have coming their way. thank you!

Anonymous said: 💃 How you make all your item index for your pack and collab? 💃

I make mine in Word using tables and then save as PDF. Here’s a peak at the AxA 2020 one

Anonymous said: am i on drugs or have u uploaded an eco lifestyle kids dress conversion? i remember seeing it so vividly, (the zip up kids dress), but maybe it was another creator... lol

I think that was from grimcookies! Here is a link to his eco lifestyle add on set that he made. 

Anonymous said: would you happen to know how to get rid of the weird gloss that can be on some cc hairs?

if you download Sims4Studio and open the package you can make the specular blank but that could cause issues in your game if you play on certain graphic settings. So do it with caution. 

Anonymous said: Awww we have very similar life aspirations, I just want a boring/calm life, settle down with a wife (I'm a lesbian) and become an lit teacher.

yup yup boring lifes are where it’s at. Like i just want something simple lmao if I wanted exciting I wouldn’t do teaching. 

Anonymous said: hi! i hope youre doing well! could you please tell me wcif the two toned jeans on the sim in your eco lifestyle addon collection?

They’re in AxA 2020! We have had so much of the stuff done for a while so i’ve been using it in previews for a while lmao. 

Anonymous said: WAIT is the Love Bomb palette named after the Fromis_9 song???

yessss ayoshi is their #1 fan

[jjaybank]

It Is For Me

Steve Harrington x Reader Requested by Anon:  ‘ Okay so the reader is a part of the group, having been friends with Nancy and Barb. You hated Steve by default since he treated Nancy so badly, but recently you have wound up babysitting together ALL THE TIME. The kids have started to notice feelings/something going on between the two of you and keep on teasing the both of you, forcing some kind of situation haha Fluffy or smutty idccccc u do uu 😝’  Thank u so much for my first Steve request xx Warnings:  I know I asked for smut prompts but it didn’t feel right to make them full on shag in this situ so FLUFF.  So ready to do a smutty part 2 if you want it ;) (I know u do) Words: 1200+

The kids are gathered in your living room playing board games that you don’t claim to understand.  You curl up in an armchair, absorbed in your paperback. Across the room sits Steve; your ex-archnemesis and current co-babysitter to six chaos prone teens.  All of you bare the bruises and scars from your previous dangerous encounter, and exhaustion and grief haunts each face.  Moments like this were cherished by the youngsters, all their friends and their collective ‘mom and dad’ in one place – and safe for now.  Your nose in your book you barely hear a word the others are saying, or who’s joke made Steve laugh like that.  Max sits on the floor closest to you and nudges your leg slightly as she notices you smiling softly as the older boy rolls around on the ground, clutching his sides in pure joy.  You shrug at her and she sticks her tongue out, turning back to the group. Dustin mentioning your name catches your attention.  Your eyes snap up from the page and you realise everyone is staring at you. ‘Um.. can I help?’ you laugh nervously, folding the top corner of the page over and setting your book aside.   Lucas smirks and catches Max’s eye, the two of them share a knowing look.  You turn to Steve for assistance, but he avoids eye contact. Dustin looks around at the group and sighs, realising no one else is going to say a word. ‘We were just talking about how you and Steve should probably confess your feelings for each other, y’know, before it’s too late.  We get into an awful lot of near-death experiences.’ You scoff and look back at Steve who’s still staring a hole into your carpet.  You had had enough of these kids insinuating something was going on between the two of you.  Despite this, a nervous sweat prickles the nape of your neck and unwillingly feel a flush creep over your cheeks. ‘We- well that’s just ridiculous?’ you laugh ‘Steve and I are only just friends, Dust, we’re only here for you guys!’ You look at Steve again he quickly looks away from you.   ‘Sure’ laughs Dustin, ‘keep telling yourself that.’ The kids have quickly grown tired of the conversation as nothing interesting seems to be coming from it, and they all regather around their Dungeons and Dragons set.  Mike coughs over the awkward silence that ensues and begins loudly explaining the rules for El’s benefit.     ~ You lean against the kitchen counter, waiting for your toast to pop.  Dustin’s words ring in your ears and you can’t stop thinking about what he meant.  Feelings.  You laugh out loud at the idea. They wish.  But something flickers slightly in the pit of your stomach as you imagine Steve having feelings for you.   Nerves? Butterflies? You balk at the mere thought.   You place a saucepan of hot chocolate on the stove ‘for the kids’. Steve appears in the doorway, his arms wrapped around himself. ‘Hey’ he murmurs, resting his head against the door frame. You roll your eyes, ‘cheers for the support earlier.’ You let out a laugh, trying to appear carefree.   Steve still doesn’t meet your gaze, instead finding something particularly interesting about the tip of his sock.   ‘Hey!’ you protest, waving your hand in front of his face.  His eyes flicker up to meet yours and you see a sadness somewhere deep inside them.   ‘What if they’re…right.’ You barely make out Steve’s whisper and you search his face for some kind of sign.   ‘Right about what?’ ‘Th-the whole’ he waves his arms in front of him dramatically, ‘feelings thing.’ You stare at him, mouth agape.  The sound of your toast popping from the toaster makes you both jump. You compose yourself and fumble for words, ‘I-er, what?!’   You feel that flickering again and this time it’s stronger, more excited, almost hopeful.  You shake your head of the ridiculousness of the situation. ‘Steve, we’re friends’ you stress, refusing to let yourself get hurt by the boy who screwed over Nancy.   He nods quickly and steps towards you, ‘I know that, and I would ever want to ruin that, but for me-‘ he looks desperately out the small window into the blackness of the cold night, as if searching for help with what to say next, ‘for me there is something.’   Your heart skips a beat.   His hands run manically through his hair, causing it to stand up on end more than you thought possible.   One of the kids cheers loudly from the living room, you hear Dustin screeching about cheaters.   He was so good with those kids, not that he had a choice, it was more like they adopted him than the other way around.   When you were all together it was like some bizarre family, and those moments filled you with a happiness you’d never felt before. Steve’s presence made you calm and jittery all at the same time.  When he caught your eye over the ‘controlled’ chaos of the teens and flashed you his classic King Steve smile, you couldn’t deny that your heart began to glow.  When faced with monsters and Demons, there was no one you’d rather have by your side -and holding your hand- than Steve ‘The Hair’ Harrington.   It’s like a switch flicks in your brain and suddenly everything you’ve been repressing regarding Steve comes flooding into view.   You needed to hear him say it before you could let yourself accept your own feelings for him.   Steve is searching your face for a response. You open your mouth to give him an answer but he cuts over you. ‘L-look, I get that this isn’t it for you – fuck, I shouldn’t have said anything, I’m so sorry (Y/N), please just forget this whole conversation – you’re right, we’re friends!’   Steve fumbles over his words, running a hand over his face.  Evidence of his time as the Russians prisoner is still visible all over his face, and you reach out a hand to gently run your thumb over the newly healed scar on his lower lip.  He looks at you inquisitively but doesn’t move away.   You gingerly take a step towards him, reducing the space between you to mere millimetres. ‘It is for me’ you smile, looking up at his puzzled face. ‘Wh-what?’ ‘This.  You.  It’s for me.’ The expression that crosses his face can only be described as relief.  You stretch up on your tiptoes and gingerly close the distance.   His lips are warm and soft and home. He smiles against your mouth and his hands find your face, stroking his thumbs over your cheekbones.  He pulls you into a more passionate kiss, tangling his fingers into the hair at the nape of your neck.   He pulls away briefly, ‘you’re sure?’ You nod eagerly, a pit of passion building in your abdomen.  You’d never felt this feeling before – not like this, not this intensely. The feeling of his tongue against yours makes your brain buzz.  He’s a drug and you can’t help but drink him in. You twist your hands into his hair and grin at the moan that falls into your mouth.  Steve has you pressed against the fridge when you hear footsteps in the hallway.   You practically dive away from each other and you’re smoothing out your hair when Max and Lucas enter the kitchen.  They look between you in confusion. ‘Um…hot chocolate?’ Lucas asks, ‘we’ve been waiting ages, what the hell have you guys been doing in here?’ ‘Ugh, Lucas don’t ask that I don’t need details!’ Max winces and rolls her eyes at the sheepish glace you and Steve share.   ____ If you want a part 2 where the kids catch Steve and (Y/N) in the act hit me upppp xx

[apprentice-nylah]

So I have the upright ending. At some point, I may do a different playthrough to try to get the reversed ending, but this post will just be about Book XX from the upright ending viewpoint. As usual, I only play Nadia's route.

- So we left off with Nadia maybe wanting to fucking kill Lucio. Which I know some ppl were like that’s not... like... a good thing but I was just like. DO IT

- But of course, she won’t actually do it. 

- Rip, not worth the effort. 

- Hierophant and Valerius wanting her to is like.. lol. 

- You’re right, it wouldn’t erase the past, unfortunately. 

- Yas queen. Don’t give him that validation

- lol banished. reee

- c u boi

- Both are prob pertinent questions but “How will he get back to the real world?”

-  Yeah, “not our problem” was what I thought she’d say lol. 

- yeee you’re free of him queeeeen

- DO I KNOW THAT MEANS???? I KNOW WHAT I WANT IT TO MEAN

- YAAASSSS!!!!

- OF COURSE IM FUCKING SAYING YES

- I still don’t like you much Valerius but I’m in such a good mood I’ll be ok with you for now

- yikes

- the beans. That reminds me of cabbage man in Avatar/Korra

- Portia wanting to fight Valerius is so cute

- I’d pay to see her beat him up, just for the lols

- Parents 

- meeting her parents ;0000

- Interesting art. They already look intimidating asf

- a worm. great

- Namar & Nasrin. Her parents names

- “No time, Attack

- Also yes agree, I’m so sick of worms

- I like Namar. 

- Also, it seems like Prakra is a female-led country or at least that you can’t marry into being “king” since Namar is royal consort. Tbh that makes sense if its female-led, given how independent Nadia and her sisters are. 

- Also, new music. I likey

- NAHARA

- LOL fighting Vulgora, kicking his ass too by the looks

- ruining plans to rule the world smh

- YAS I”M FUCKING READY. TIME TO DE-DEMON YOU

- “try something else” 

- “is everyone alright?”

- Nadia pls

- “let me take care of you too” plssss

- embarrassed nadia is cute asf too not that she isn’t all the time anyway

- you can’t fucking blame me for worrying. i wana marry u!!!

- healing magic. is that new or...

- you pay me back by loving meeeee

- fuck ye i’ll accept kisses

- w0w she can actually use magic too. i guess i didn’t think that she could, though it certainly makes sense she can given her connection to the high priestess

- ye i’m about to fuck u up too valdemar

- “so many days ago.” it seems so much longer than that but i guess in game time, it really hasn’t been long

- Is Valdemar the oldest of them? 

- dry yet wet ok...

- oh vlastomil. to be honest, he’s not half bad looking when he’s human lol

- ugh I want to unbind them kinda, but idk how that’s gunna go, so for now we’ll put them in jail.

- tarot deck pls

- aw justice, wasnt that one of the ones we freed?

- TAKE CARE OF THEM

- aw muriel, you do care

- ;0000 they kiss!

- aw all her sisters are loving her and complimenting her

- “its no big deal...”

- did i say i like namar

- “get to know the new family!”

- MY FIANCE *swoon*

- a sanctuary for senior dogs lol

- Navara and Nahara, obv

- baba, which is chinese for father so... is that a hint?

- ugh i still cant get over hearing Nadia gush about us

- of course... 

Aite fuckers. I’m soooooo fucking high that Nadia proposed! honestly as long as I got that, anything else that happened in book XX is just extra. Anyways so it seems like the last book is defeating the Devil. Also, if we don’t get a wedding book or something, I’m going to idk, sue. 

I love Nadia’s dad. He’s so chill. Her mom’s art kinda is intimidating, but i like her too. 

Asra and Muriel ending up maybe together is also awesome. I said in the past that even tho Asra supports the apprentice whatever route you’re in, it still feels a little weird to get in a relationship with someone else given the relationship with Asra in the past and I think those two getting together helps aliviate some of that. 

I believe the world is next? 

And last. So we get the end of the Devil and what I’m hoping will be their wedding or something. Anyways, like I said, I’m super stoked. And I hope Asra and Julian stans were as good. 

I may do a replay this weekend to get the reversed ending and do another post about it. 

[trickortpwk]

IT’S DONE!! first of all, a BIG thank you to everyone who sent in songs, i really appreciate it 💖 so, this is me writing a fic without actually writing a fic sjdhgsk basically four parts of narry in four playlists! every playlist has some lyrics in the description, i hope that makes it a little more comprehensible. i’d suggest listening to the songs in order since the lyrics tell a story but u can do what u want, really. have fun listening! xx

PART 1: THE BEGINNING take my hand - picture this //  i really like you - carly rae jepsen // bubbly - colbie caillat // sidekick - walk the moon // animal - neon trees // ruin the friendship - demi lovato // sleeping with a friend - neon trees // change my mind - one direction // you are in love - taylor swift // i was made for loving you - tori kelly, ed sheeran // make you feel my love - adele // turning page - sleeping at last // lucky - jason mraz, colbie caillat // 18 - one direction //

PART 2: THE QUIET flicker - niall horan // spaces - one direction // the quiet - troye sivan // please don’t go - joel adams // move together - james bay // will you love me tomorrow - carole king // say something - a great big world, christina aguilera  // don’t say you love me - fifth harmony // the chain - fleetwood mac // let it go - james bay // no goodbyes - dua lipa //

PART 3: THE BREAK suddenly strangers - lauren aquilina // september song - jp cooper // we don’t talk anymore - charlie puth, selena gomez // from the dining table - harry styles // all i want - kodaline // thinking ‘bout you - dua lipa // only you - zara larsson // infinity - one direction //  landslide - fleetwood mac // too much to ask - niall horan // where do broken hearts go - one direction //

PART 4: THE HEALING  when we were young - adele // kids - one republic // world without you - hudson taylor // if i could change your mind - haim // just tell me - nico yaryan // if you ever want to be in love - james bay // one of these nights - eagles // you’re still the one - shania twain // future looks good - one republic // no fear - dej loaf //  nothing else matters - little mix // you and me - niall horan // 

[solo-bolo-trollo]

A COMPLETE LIST OF ALBUMS I LISTENED TO IN 2017

1.       Brian Eno—Reflection (2017)

2.       Joe Jackson & Friends—Heaven & Hell (1997)

3.       The KLF—Chill Out (1990)

4.       Run the Jewels—Run the Jewels 3 (2016)

5.       ESG—Come Away with ESG (1983)

6.       Pink Guy—Pink Season (2017)

7.       Madness—The Rise and Fall (1982)

8.       The xx—I See You (2017)

9.       The xx—xx (2009)

10.   Foxygen—Hang (2017)

11.   Shackleton and Vengeance Tenfold – Sferic Ghost Transmits (2017)

12.   André Previn, et. al—Jesus Christ Superstar (1973)

13.   Code Orange—Forever (2017)

14.   Neil Cicierega—Mouth Moods (2017)

15.   Migos—C U L T U R E (2017)

16.   Buscabulla—EP II (2017)

17.   Allison Crutchfield—Tourist in This Town (2017)

18.   Delicate Steve—This is Steve (2017)

19.   Daft Punk—Homework (1997)

20.   Homeshake—Fresh Air (2017)

21.   Sampha—Process (2017)

22.   MF Doom—Operation: Doomsday (1999)

23.   Tobin Sprout—The Universe and Me (2017)

24.   Syd—Fin (2017)

25.   Julie Byrne—Not Even Happiness (2017)

26.   The Weeknd—Starboy (2016)

27.   Sinkane—Life & Livin’ It (2017)

28.   William Basinski—A Shadow in Time (2017)

29.   Paul White and Danny Brown—Accelerator (EP) (2017)

30.   Metallica—Kill ‘Em All (1983)

31.   Nas—It Was Written (1996)

32.   Priests—Nothing Feels Natural (2017)

33.   Urochromes—Night Bully (EP) (2017)

34.   Yung Bae—Skyscraper Anonymous (2016)

35.   Ty Segall—Ty Segall (2017)

36.   nobigdyl. —Canopy (2017)

37.   Son Volt—Notes of Blue (2017)

38.   Jansport J—p h a r a o h (2017)

39.   Jens Lekman—Life Will See You Now (2017)

40.   Maggie Rogers—Now That the Light is Fading (EP) (2017)

41.   Erykah Badu—Baduizm (1997)

42.   Dirty Projectors—Dirty Projectors (2017)

43.   Future—FUTURE (2017)

44.   Sun Kil Moon—Common as Light and Love Are Red Valleys of Blood (2017)

45.   Future—HNDRXX (2017)

46.   Visible Cloaks—Reassemblage (2017)

47.   Barenaked Ladies—Born on a Pirate Ship (1996)

48.   Thundercat—Drunk (2017)

49.   Hand Habits—Wildly Idle (Humble Before the Void) (2017)

50.   Vagabon—Infinite Worlds (2017)

51.   Amnesia Scanner—AS Truth (2017)

52.   Mega Bog—Happy Together (2017)

53.   Lin Manuel-Miranda, et. al—In the Heights (2008)

54.   Chicano Batman—Freedom is Free (2017)

55.   The Mountain Goats—We Shall All Be Healed (2004)

56.   King Gizzard & the Lizard Wizard—Flying Microtonal Banana (2017)

57.   Mark Scott—Death & All His Enemies (EP) (2017)

58.   Strand of Oaks—Hard Love (2017)

59.   The Magnetic Fields—50 Song Memoir (2017)

60.   DMX—It’s Dark and Hell is Hot (1998)

61.   Jay Som—Everybody Works (2017)

62.   The Shins—Heartworms (2017)

63.   Pauline Oliveros—Accordion & Voice (1982)

64.   Steve Lacy—Steve Lacy’s Demo (EP) (2017)

65.   Rolling Blackouts Coastal Fever—The French Press (EP) (2017)

66.   Real Estate—In Mind (2017)

67.   Jansport J—Pharaohmatic Immunity (2017)

68.   Drake—More Life (2017)

69.   Temples—Volcano (2017)

70.   Anohni—Paradise (EP) (2017)

71.   Diamanda Galás—All the Way (2017)

72.   Kelly Lee Owens—Kelly Lee Owens (2017)

73.   Paul F. Tompkins—Laboring Under Delusions: Live in Brooklyn (2012)

74.   Tinariwen—Elwan (2017)

75.   Gorillaz—Gorillaz (2001)

76.   Hippo Campus—Landmark (2017)

77.   Black Sabbath—Master of Reality (1971)

78.   Liquid Liquid—Optimo (EP) (1983)

79.   Hurray for the Riff Raff—The Navigator (2017)

80.   Blanck Mass—World Eater (2017)

81.   Beastie Boys—Hello Nasty (1998)

82.   Diet Cig—Swear I’m Good at This (2017)

83.   Ibibio Sound Machine—Uyai (2017)

84.   Mount Eerie—A Crow Looked at Me (2017)

85.   Future Islands—The Far Field (2017)

86.   Boards of Canada—Music Has the Right to Children (1998)

87.   Father John Misty—Pure Comedy (2017)

88.   Glenn Gould—Bach: The Goldberg Variations (1956)

89.   Arca—Arca (2017)

90.   Sorority Noise—You’re Not As _____ As You Think (2017)

91.   Gas—Pop (2000)

92.   Kendrick Lamar—DAMN. (2017)

93.   Passion Pit—Tremendous Sea of Love (2017)

94.   Shamir—Hope (2017)

95.   Portishead—Dummy (1994)

96.   Tonstartssbandht—Sorcerer (2017)

97.   Dr. Dre—The Chronic (1992)

98.   Wiley—Godfather (2017)

99.   Parliament—Mothership Connection (1975)

100.           Sade—Diamond Life (1984)

101.           Charly Bliss—Guppy (2017)

102.           Iggy Pop—Lust for Life (1977)

103.           Kasey Zoned—Isolation (EP) (2017)

104.           Gorillaz—Humanz (2017)

105.           Mac DeMarco—This Old Dog (2017)

106.           Slowdive—Slowdive (2017)

107.           The Record Company—Give It Back to You (2016)

108.           Garth Brooks—No Fences (1990)

109.           Gas—Narkopop (2017)

110.           Girlpool—Powerplant (2017)

111.           Perfume Genius—No Shape (2017)

112.           Marty Robbins—Gunfighter Ballads and Trail Songs (1959)

113.           The Mavericks—Brand New Day (2017)

114.           Dave Malloy, et. al—Natasha, Pierre and the Great Comet of 1812 (2013)

115.           The Mountain Goats—Goths (2017)

116.           Temple of the Dog—Temple of the Dog (1991)

117.           Soundgarden—Badmotorfinger (1991)

118.           Burial—Subtemple (EP) (2017)

119.           Angelo Badalamenti—Twin Peaks: Fire Walk with Me (1992)

120.           Death Grips—Steroids (Crouching Tiger Hidden Gabber) (EP) (2017)

121.           Various artists—Lost Highway (1997)

122.           Throbbing Gristle—20 Jazz Funk Greats (1979)

123.           Lil Yachty—Teenage Emotions (2017)

124.           Phish—Junta (1989)

125.           Talaboman—The Night Land (2017)

126.           (Sandy) Alex G—Rocket (2017)

127.           Burzum—Filosofem (1996)

128.           Sleater-Kinney—Live in Paris (2017)

129.           Power Trip—Nightmare Logic (2017)

130.           Sam Gellaitry—Escapism III (EP) (2017)

131.           The Cranberries—Everybody Else Is Doing It, So Why Can’t We? (1993)

132.           Bing & Ruth—No Home of the Mind (2017)

133.           Luxoddo Menatti—Climbing Through Clockwork (EP) (2017)

134.           Fleet Foxes—Crack-Up (2017)

135.           Cashmere Cat—9 (2017)

136.           Johnny Jewel—Windswept (2017)

137.           Ice Cube—Death Certificate (1991)

138.           Why?—Moh Llean (2017)

139.           Goldie—The Journey Man (2017)

140.           Lorde—Melodrama (2017)

141.           Sufjan Stevens, Nico Muhly, Bryce Dessner and James McAlister—Planetarium (2017)

142.           SZA—Ctrl (2017)

143.           Calvin Harris—Funk Wav Bounces Vol. 1 (2017)

144.           Washed Out—Mister Mellow (2017)

145.           Vince Staples—Big Fish Theory (2017)

146.           JAY-Z—4:44 (2017)

147.           Haim—Something to Tell You (2017)

148.           Moon Diagrams—Lifetime of Love (2017)

149.           Various artists—Baby Driver (Music from the Motion Picture) (2017)

150.           Offa Rex—The Queen of Hearts (2017)

151.           Tyler, the Creator—Flower Boy (2017)

152.           Timecop—You Can’t Go Back From Where You Are Right Now (EP) (2017)

153.           Waxahatchee—Out in the Storm (2017)

154.           DJ Sports—Modern Species (2017)

155.           Ryan Adams—Prisoner (2017)

156.           Guided by Voices—August by Cake (2017)

157.           Paramore—After Laughter (2017)

158.           Cigarettes After Sex—Cigarettes After Sex (2017)

159.           Randy Newman—Dark Matter (2017)

160.           Kesha—Rainbow (2017)

161.           The War on Drugs—A Deeper Understanding (2017)

162.           Rezz—Mass Manipulation (2017)

163.           Liza Minnelli—Results (1989)

164.           Various artists—Twin Peaks (Music from the Limited Event Series) (2017)

165.           Various artists—Twin Peaks (Limited Event Series Original Soundtrack) (2017)

166.           Iron and Wine—Beast Epic (2017)

167.           Com Truise—Iteration (2017)

168.           Godspeed You! Black Emperor—Luciferian Towers (2017)

169.           BROCKHAMPTON—Saturation (2017)

170.           LCD Soundsystem—american dream (2017)

171.           Arcade Fire—Everything Now (2017)

172.           Marty Stuart and His Fabulous Superlatives—Way Out West (2017)

173.           Clark—Death Peak (2017)

174.           Bill Murray, Jan Vogler and Friends—New Worlds (2017)

175.           Aimee Mann—Mental Illness (2017)

176.           The Mountain Goats—Marsh Witch Visions (EP) (2017)

177.           Moses Sumney—Aromanticism (2017)

178.           St. Vincent—MASSEDUCTION (2017)

179.           Nina Simone—I Put a Spell on You (1965)

180.           Kamasi Washington—Harmony of Difference (EP) (2017)

181.           Extreme—Extreme II: Pornograffitti (1990)

182.           Timecop—Diocesan Howler (EP) (2017)

183.           Courtney Barnett and Kurt Vile—Lotta Sea Lice (2017)

184.           Vangelis—Blade Runner (1982)

185.           Julien Baker—Turn Out the Lights (2017)

186.           Sam Smith—The Thrill of It All (2017)

187.           Alvvays—Antisocialites (2017)

188.           Björk—Utopia (2017)

189.           Charlotte Gainsbourg—Rest (2017)

190.           King Krule—The OOZ (2017)

191.           R.E.M.—Live at the 40 Watt Club 11/19/92 (1992)

192.           Kelela—Take Me Apart (2017)

193.           10,000 Maniacs—MTV Unplugged (1993)

194.           Sylvan Esso—What Now (2017)

195.           Beck—Colors (2017)

196.           Amber Coffman—City of No Reply (2017)

197.           Guided by Voices—How Do You Spell Heaven (2017)

198.           Sharon Jones and the Dap-Kings—Soul of a Woman (2017)

199.           10,000 Maniacs—Our Time in Eden (1992)

[boxwinebaddie]

— COULD IT BE????

U-UNCLE NIIINA!!!

IS. THAT.../YOU/? </3

tw for mild body horror, semi-graphic medical talk

*reaches my kenny girl hand up thru the dirt by my grave

& shoots the wink, finger gun, peace sign, wave combo*

HELLOOOO, MY LOVES! />o</ <333

( i'll make a bigger post later; swearsies. )

but where’s uncle nina?...Long Story Short?

i am seriously dreading having to go to the hospital for...the THIRD FUCKING TIME, so my diaHAGnosis hasn't been officially proven,

but trust me...juuuust trust me...

*is somewhere between a laugh, sigh, scream and cry*

i am about 95% sure....

tHAT A CHILD W/ NASTY DISGUSTIN GERM COVERED HANDS GAVE ME

A FUCKING PARASITE!???

wheeeew!~ yayayay! sAuR AwESomE!

i am...having So Much Fun! <3 xx

anyways, in case i croak, just wanted to pop in from the trenches to say a real quick, but quantifiably large and overtly resounding

THANK YOU to...

my rant park girls, ofc, for enduring my britney spears mentie bs in the chat, my psychosis and v obnoxious 'needs to be carried thru life' complaining/suffering on the reg ( i cried every single day for the past...almost week? because of how scared and sad i’ve been. ;-; )

anyone who sent me an in character/headcannon/plot question the past couple of days bc, other than the girlies, it was the only source of real joy and enrichment i have felt while being scared...for my life. thank...you. Seriously. like y'all still care abt my fic? wowza!! o/u/o

( regarding memes, soz, they might not super exciting, i’m only doing lil spef HC ones rn & got a lil hyperfixated on rae, so i am doing that one abt his height / fave fruit.

<333 my lovely emo fruit salad celebpretty boy. c: )

BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY OF ALL, i just wanted to say thank you to ANYONE WHO EXPRESSED CONCERN ABOUT MY WELL BEING OR SAID THEY MISSED ME OR WERE WORRIED ABOUT ME!!!!

'cause haha!!! you were NOT wrong, concern was not misplaced at all! I HATE THIS SCARY NIGHTMARE FUEL CHILDREN CONTAGION! :(

istg, my face has swollen up shrunken down, been every color, the pressure in my ears and nose and face is so bad that i feel like i am i an airplane rn....in my bedroom, every er dr. told me i had a sunburn and was an idiot, like actually king, i am green not red! get a real job!

siiiiiiiiigh...i just...:c i’ve never felt weaker, more miserable, more afraid, more UGLY and more lost in my entire life...

but i am grateful to have been found by readers and human beings as lovely as yourselves. i miss you. i love you. i'll try to be in touch as much as i can, but it will be touch and go, my body is a body bag rn :/

thank you for fighting the good fight, my darlings. whatever you are going through, KEEP FUCKING GOING. this is not the end. you are so much stronger than things that want to make you weak.

( i'm not very good at practicing what i preach, but ngl, kinda sick, literally, but i have basically been my own emergency makeshift whumpshot this past week and it has been gNARLY. like i have been...very scared. lmao. i am...still scared, but i'm gonna be okay. )

ANYWAYS ALL THIS TO SAY:

from what hurts or harms you,

past, present and future....

I HOPE YOU HEAL.

-sickfic body horror whumple nina <3