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#dealing with the loneliness right now#as a direct result of my parents just disappointing me for years#it's a long story#but yeah trying to get therapy but so many hoops to jump through#ridiculous#also mad at the church right now#*sigh*#sorry to complain
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Your stupid story is full of shit. Marcy would never willingly hurt Sasha or Anne. She is not amoral or cruel. You ruined her character for the sake of such an awful story. You should be ashamed of yourself.
if you'd like Marcy Wu to stop being written amorally, I've helpfully provided the link to Matt Braly's Twitter account (https://x.com/radrappy?s=21&t=Wi7vzCG6wffv-9aE-SD4aA) so you can dm him this yourself! you can just copy paste these asks (multiple! crazy) into his dms and it'll basically be like the same thing. you'll have to show your cowardly face though, sorry.
#fun fact: did you know you purposefully went to my ao3; clicked my fanfic; read all of it; found me on tumblr; and wrote not one but +#two asks about your hatred? isn't that amazing how you went through all of those hoops yourself?#you will never get me to stop writing a story that brings me joy. you will never win. get therapy and good luck with your chronic cowardice#ask#anonymous
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Just because it became relevant in my group tonight and I'm curious how others feel-
Feel free to include your gender, orientation, agab, or anything that you feel pertains to your answer!
#i'm just really curious bc my therapist had to jump through a world of hoops to keep our group all female#it's something we decided before we were all even assigned in the program#and disclaimer EVERYONE has the right to therapy and support groups#i just think that everyone also has the right to be in a group they will be comfortable being vulnerable in#especially if you're paying for the sessions#because that's whay group support is about#polls#group therapy#support groups
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babyâs first âhey so you scored pretty high on that autism assessmentâ woooo
#sharing the news w all my besties on the. yknow. the âscores pretty high on that autism assessmentâ website.#whewwww therapy this week was a lot. good a lot mostly but itâs just like#good god there are so many new hoops to jump through and things to figure out and shit to handle#delete later#sola said
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its actually really refreshing that we have words for autistic behavior now. double edged sword but also i didnt have that growing up and it made life both significantly harder and significantly easier. its really interesting to see how neurodivergency is treated even 10 years ago compared to now and i hope it only gets easier with time to express ourselves with the right language
#actually autistic#its slightly bizzare to see it talked about in school settings now but it makes me feel better#knowing kids arent so alone and cut off these days and are able to use appropriate anguage to express needs and desires#granted i also live in a very rural community and things catch on slower here.#but its bizzare to see the jump from me being stuck into therapy where they didnt know what to do with me -#to nowadays my siblings having support and accommodations#because we just didnt have that when i was in school right? idk man i hope they're not fucking up another generation of kids#having autism only ruined my life because i didnt have adequate support tbh. im glad support is easier to get nowadays#well. sort of. you still have to jump through hoops and the psychiatric landscape is different nowadays too. but ive got hope#support is so hard to get as an autistic adult still and we gotta change that too#autism
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speak.
Will in college, walking down some main strip just outside of campus, passing by a tattoo parlorâŠ.Will watching the piercer line a needle up through the big bay window, the red engraving of the shop title almost obscuring the viewâŠ.The way he knows itâs a permanent sort of decoration, that he should shy away from it, he gets too much attention as it isâŠitâs only that his mind runs a comparison to the sticking pins he uses for insect specimens, the parallel it shows as the piercer pulls the new jewelry into place, threaded through eyebrow the same painful way heâs accidentally threaded fishing hooks into his thumb by not paying attention⊠his palms sweaty as he pushes open the door, the cool crisp scent of sterilized surgical steel filling his nose, the annoying clang of the bell alerting the employees to his presenceâŠjust his ears, he thinks, theyâll heal fast and his hair is long enough to cover them..
#SEE ALSO: HIM KEEPING CLEAR STUDS IN#HIM MAKING ABIGAIL THOSE LURE EARRINGS#HE INCLUDES IT IN THAT FLY TYING KIT#HIM MAKING HIMSELF A MATCHING SET#im not catering to hannibal rn im catering to Me that old man can cry in the corner#(will showing up to therapy in s2b with diamond studs in)(will wearing small silver hoops when he shows up with tiers body)#(after all the shinier the lure the easier the catch)#oops !#stranded-labyrinth#<- enabler on the nth degree <3#asks !
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#rant#will i ever feel like any feeling i feel is valid#when I jump through the hoops to tell myself exactly why it's wrong#everyone else: allowed every emotion#me? terrible fucking person if i feel something#bc how dare i!!! don't you see there's a rational reason for xyz!#so how dare you feel abc bc of xyz when the reason isn't you and is 123#I'm tired I need therapy fr#this isn't even what i came to vent about but I realized it's pointless#and i realized that. well nothing changes
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Avoided the hospital again
Let's see how long that lasts
#like i dont want to be handcuffed taken in the back of a cop car again#then going to the same facility where all there is#is one hallway with and a tv room thats also the dining room thats also the group therapy room#oh and you only go outside on fridays#and outside is only a table bench with a basketball hoop#no grass#and concrete walls about 15ft high#no thank you
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Van verlies door misbruik naar veerkracht: Naar genezing na narcistisch misbruik
Het gaat om verlies van gezondheid, levenskracht, middelen, welvaart en de energie, inspiratie en hoop om verder te gaan en een nieuwe toekomst te creĂ«ren. Ik weet hoe verwoestend dit kan zijn, en geloof me maar als ik je zeg dat ik op al deze niveaus ben geweest. Maar ik wil dat je weet dat er een manier is om je leven opnieuw op te bouwen na narcistisch misbruik. Zowel ikzelf als vele anderenâŠ
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Tag vent, needed to get it out. TW suicide/SH/mental health/inaccessible care
#my mental health is rapidly declining and I feel like my life is falling apart#i want to go back to therapy and i want to get back on meds but I cant afford it#I just feel so empty sometimes for no reason#and then my brain will try and solve it like THIS is why youre upset#and then i create these conspiracy theories and detach myself from reality/spiral into âeveryone hates me my husband is leaving me im dyingâ#i relapsed recently for the first time since leaving my ex and I just feel myself slipping#and like suicidal thoughts over something as simple as breaking a mug i bought at the dollar store#or my USB not going in and getting so frustrated I start sobbing#what is wrong with me I just want to get better#i hate doing this to my husband i feel like my mental health is such a burden#which i know it isnt because he used to work in adolescent mental health care and he also has LIVED experience with bipolar#but hes doing great on meds and i cant recieve the help I need and I feel like im taking up too much space#i feel hard to love no matter how many hoops he jumps through to prove im not#but the reality is he shouldnt HAVE to jump through hoops like that and I feel like because he does it confirms i am hard to love
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having gender thoughts
#was discussing barbie and how i didnt deeply empathize w it and thought abt it deeply and how i am more allan than anyone#not barbie not ken but some awkward 3rd thing#anyway been thinking more abt medically transitioning. maybe its the pessimism talking#but part of me wonders if being comfortable in my body is even possible#not to mention all the hoops id have to jump through. eventually id have to be forced to come out to my dad and then what#rn im at a point where itd be easiest for me to start bc i think my insurance would cover it#but again its so much work#atp im 'quietly out' to those around me and as such dont rlly have a support network? gender-wise#im gonna try to take baby steps and start going to group therapy sessions first
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#i cannot fucking believe that my half-baked psilocybin therapy is working. this is so crazy.......#less than 4 months ago i was incredibly suicidal and my depression + trauma kept me from doing basic shit. i couldnt fucking enjoy anything.#and now i take literally no medicine except a gram of psilocybin every month or so. and i hesistate to say its 'fixed' me bc i still have#a lot of issues and i still have bad days#BUT. my life is so much better now..... i can actually feel good when i do things i like. im able to get important stuff done much easier#and im having bad days instead of bad WEEKS. when my cptsd gets triggered its still horrific and debilitating but the come down from it is#much faster and im able to function properly sooner#today i managed to talk to my leasing office about moving in a few days earlier and they said yes!!! ive manage to pack a BUNCH#of my stuff into my car for when i start moving in tomorrow. ive made an important phone call!!!#i still had to jump through the hoop of executive dysfunction BUT. normally i have to go through an obstacle course of it#every time i do it i feel like i get a little bit better. i try to make a 'plan of attack' every time i take them.#make my place feel as comfortable and safe as possible. i keep a journal nearby and relaxing music playing. and i try to sortof like#i guess a mix of introspection + reparenting in a way. i go with the flow but i try to focus on a way of thinking thats unhealthy#and try to tease + pick apart the reasons its unhealthy; while also trying to replace it with a healthier way of thinking#if that makes sense??? all while just. idk. feeling safe and at ease.#and ill feel kinda weird for at most a day afterwards bc lets be real. its psychedelic mushrooms. but afterwards i just feel much#lighter and generally just more at peace?#maybe its bc of how vulnerable i am while in an altered mental state; it may replicate the vulnerability i experienced as a child.#but rather than be abused for being vulnerable im being gentle and kind to myself??? idek man its weird.#anyways thats the end of my rambling im just thinking outloud
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#bevrijding#herstel#Hoop#Jezus#kritisch#leven#licht#liefde#pastoraat#ruimte#therapie#verandering#verdrijven schaduw
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cait getting slightly injured (maybe a sprain or something) and physio reader being worried and protective đ
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caitlin clark x reader
warnings:slight injury, part 2 of physio!
itâs a tight game against the aces, the kind where every possession feels like life or death. youâre standing near the sideline, heart racing as caitlin drives to the hoop. she gets fouled hard, tumbling to the floor with a loud thud.
your stomach drops. she gets upâof course she does, itâs caitlinâbut sheâs favoring her left leg, wincing just enough to make your chest tighten.
you donât wait for anyone to call you over. by the time the refs signal for a time-out, youâre already halfway to her.
âcait, you okay?â you ask, keeping your voice steady even though your pulse is pounding.
âiâm fine,â she says, brushing it off, though her grimace says otherwise.
you cross your arms, giving her that look. âcaitlin.â
she rolls her eyes, but you catch the slight wobble in her stance. âitâs just a bruise. iâm not coming off.â
âyouâre limping,â you counter, stepping closer, lowering your voice so only she can hear. âplease, just let me check you out. you know iâll make it quick.â
she hesitates, glancing at the scoreboard. the gameâs close, but you can see the conflict in her eyesâthe way she doesnât want to scare you, doesnât want to let the team down.
âtwo minutes,â she finally mutters, and you nod, relieved.
you follow her to the therapy room, her hand brushing yours briefly as you walk. the moment youâre inside, away from the noise of the arena, you guide her onto the table.
âyouâre too stubborn for your own good, you know that?â you say softly, crouching to inspect her leg.
âand youâre too worried,â she teases, but her voice is softer now, too, the bravado from the court fading.
âyeah, well, you donât make it easy,â you shoot back, running your fingers gently over her knee. she winces slightly, and you look up, catching her gaze. âsee? you need to sit out the rest of the game.â
âyouâre overreacting,â she argues, but thereâs no heat behind it.
âcait,â you say quietly, standing so your faces are level. âi care more about you than this game. please donât make me fight you on this.â
her expression softens, and she sighs, resting her hand on your hip. âyou know youâre too good at this guilt-tripping thing, right?â
âjust using my powers for good,â you reply, your lips twitching into a small smile.
she leans forward, resting her forehead against yours for a moment. âi hate sitting out,â she murmurs, her fingers brushing against your side.
âi know,â you whisper, tilting your head to kiss her temple. âbut iâd rather have you healthy tomorrow than risking it today.â
she pulls back just enough to kiss you softly, her lips lingering against yours. âfine,â she says when she pulls away. âbut only because you asked.â
âbecause i asked?â you echo, raising an eyebrow.
âand because i love you,â she adds with a small smirk, making your heart skip.
you laugh, shaking your head as you grab an ice pack. âyeah, yeah. youâre lucky i love you back.â
âso lucky,â she murmurs, her gaze warm as she watches you fuss over her.
short one.. sorry for the lack of fics lately! finals are almost over and i have quite a few fics that just need to be edited. requests are open.
#wnba x reader#caitlin clark x reader#wnba imagine#wbb x reader#wbb imagine#iowa wbb#caitlin clark#indiana fever#caitlin clark imagine
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So many therapists are LAUGHABLY misinformed about autism. When I was first researching autism I brought it up to my therapist and she laughed it off because I knew not to only talk about my special interests during therapy, and I didnât stim super visibly and frequently. That was an incredibly invalidating experience for me.
Even after that, when I could tell sheâd considered it further and realized my theory had merit, it was like she was afraid of the word autism. Sheâd say I was quirky, or a little different, or just very sensitive, and that I âmoved at my own rhythmâ. At the very most sheâd admit that I might have some slight traits but if I was autistic I would be âvery very high-functioningâ and probably didnât meet enough criteria to be diagnosed. She agreed I should get an evaluation, but mostly so I could find out other disorders I might have.
Anyway, I got the diagnosis. She of course spun it like sheâd been sure it was going to happen the whole time. She made sure to assure me that no one could tell, and again how extremely high-functioning I was. Sheâs still afraid to say autistic, and will jump through hoops to avoid saying the word.
Itâs so frustrating to me just how stigmatized autism is, even in the mental health field. Professionals fail to understand the spectrum part of autism.
#actually autistic#autism#autistic#asd#neurodivergent#autism spectrum#neurodiversity#autistic things#low support needs#neurodivergence#therapy#therapists
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Steddie Upside-Down AU Part 38
Part 1 Part 37
Steve keeps acting like heâs perfectly fine. Like he didnât have part of his shoulder carved off. Like heâs not suffering through an hour of glorified torture masquerading as physical therapy every day, trying to build his muscle back up. Like the doctor hadnât told him he might still never get back to shooting hoops and swimming laps with the precision he used to. Like his ribs arenât still broken, and he doesnât still have trouble standing, or wake up screaming, clutching at his throat. Like he doesnât rub the back of his head sometimes and stare into the middle distance with lost eyes. And itâs pissing Eddie off.
Especially now, as he walks beside Wayne, pushing Steveâs wheelchair down the hall toward the elevator. This in and of itself was a feat. First, Steve had argued that he didnât need a wheelchair, then heâd argued he didnât need help pushing it. Eddie let Steve flounder for a few minutes, trying to make his useless arm wheel him forward, angry tears springing from his eyes before he acquiesces.
The latest rub is the worst: Steve wants to go home. As if Eddie doesnât remember the look on Steveâs face when he said he wanted to go to Eddieâs trailer. As if Eddie doesnât remember the way Steveâs voice broke when he called the trailer home.
âThe doctor said somebody needs to keep an eye on ya,â Wayne says reasonably. âEither we do it, or you can stay with Joyce. She offered to put you up.â
Steve scoffs. âMy parentsââ
âArenât home!â Eddie snaps, pushing Steve into the elevator and pushing the down button on the elevator with enough force that his finger hurts.
Steve sits up straighter in his chair, reading for a fight. Wayne doesnât let him. âIf youâre staying at that house, then so are we,â he says, implacable. âUntil your parents are there to watch you.â Left unsaid, is that no one had heard from them. That Steve hadnât asked about them at all.
Steve slumps down in a position that must be hell on his cracked ribs, sighing. âFine,â he says, like it hurts. âIâll stay in the trailer.â
It feels like a knife twist. Eddie wants to shake Steve and remind him heâd called it home.
Itâs quick after that. Steve signs himself out at the front desk, tucking the physical therapy schedule theyâd made for him into the pocket of the sweatpants Wayne had scavenged from Eddieâs drawers for Steve to wear home.
Wayne and Eddie work together to help lever Steve into the passenger seat of Eddieâs van. Wayne slides into the driverâs seat without asking, so Eddie grumbles his way into the back.
Steveâs quiet when Wayne pulls up front, quiet while they help him in, quiet when heâs settled onto the couch.
Heâs looking around his surroundings just like he had the first time â like heâs amazed people live like this. That first time, heâd wanted to snarl, make sure Harrington knew that there was nothing wrong with this life heâd created with his Uncle. Now, he just thinks of Steveâs empty house, the hospitalâs unanswered phone calls to his parents, and feels unbearably sad.
Wayne puts on a basketball game that Eddie doesnât even complain about, and settles himself at Steveâs side.
Steve falls asleep halfway through the game, head falling on Eddieâs shoulder, warm puffs of air hitting the bare skin of his neck.
Wayne huffs, and Eddie looks up at him, already glaring defensively. âWhat?â he demands, quiet enough not to disturb Steve.
Wayne raises his hands placatingly, even as he smiles smugly over at Eddie. âI didnât say anything.â
They all sleep in the living room that night. Itâs cozy and warm, especially after Wayne drapes a blanket over them both.
It should feel weird, settling this closely to Steve, now that theyâre not depending on each other to survive. Now that theyâre back in the real world. But Eddie feels like heâll fall apart if Steveâs not in sight, so maybe heâs not out of the woods after all.
It's peaceful.
It stays peaceful until the next day when itâs time for Steveâs physical therapy appointment.
âI can take myself,â he says. âI have a car.â
Heâs not meeting Eddieâs eyes. Eddie takes a few deep breaths. He knows snapping wonât help anything, but he wants to smack Steve until this is easier. He justâ he doesnât get this. Canât figure out what the problem is.
âIt would take just as long to drive you to your car as it would to just drive you,â Eddie says, cleaning up their half-assed breakfast of toast a cereal off the table. He doesnât look back at Steve, wants to play this cool and nonchalant, and he just knows one look at the obstinate tilt of Steveâs chin will send him swinging.Â
âI can walk,â he says, even though he really really canât.
Eddie slams a dish into the sink. Heâs almost surprised the bowl doesnât shatter upon impact. He scrubs it, back to where Steve is stewing in silence.
He needs to figure this out. Why Steve is being so difficult, about staying here, about Eddie feeding him and driving him. He does the hardest thing he can think of, and asks, âwhy donât you want me to take you to your appointment?â
He doesnât turn around, just keeps scrubbing the dishes like this is a casual conversation over breakfast. Because it should be.
The silence drags him down, lasts long enough that Eddie doesnât think Steve will answer at all.
âYou shouldnât have to,â Steve says.
Eddie thinks back â big house no parents â and wonders how long itâs been since someone did something for Steve without strings. He turns around, settles back into his seat and stares at Steve until he raises his eyes from the table.
Choosing his words carefully, he says, âI want to go with you,â Eddie says. âYou saved my lifeâ"
âButââ Eddie holds up a hand, and Steve stops, brows furrowed.
âYou saved my life,â he repeats, meeting Steveâs eyes. âIâm gonna help you whether you like it or not.â
Itâs not quite the whole truth, but Eddieâs not sure how to touch the way it feels like worms are writhing in his stomach when Steveâs out of his sight. How his shoulders only really relax when he knows exactly where Steve and Will both are.
Eddie bites his tongue on the too much of it all.
âFine,â Steve says, still sullen, but he lets Eddie lead him to the van and drive him to his appointment.
It looks painful. Eddie holds his crossed ankles, to stop himself from leaping up and wrenching Steve away from the doctorâs ministrations.
By the end, Steve looks like he just got done with a basketball game, sweat dripping down his forehead, pits stained. If Eddie squints, he can almost see the uncomplicated jock of days past as they limp out of the hospital.
âYou wanna go see Baby Byers?â Eddie asks.
âPlease,â Steve says, slumping into the passenger seat like the princess he is.
Eddie drives, turning his music up loud enough to rattle their teeth just to see Steve smile.
Part 39
#steddie upsidedown au#steddie fic#eddie munson#steve harrington#my fic#woke up late today augh. sorry if that one person didn't get to read this before class đ
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