#honestly we'll see how it goes
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ambitious goals for this evening
write three sentences in something
not cry (more than already have)
ambitious goals for tomorrow
write three sentences in something
do the rest of the necessary accounting for month's budget (😬)
call mechanic
not cry in any meetings at work
start the psychiatrist search
transfer data from old computer to new computer (seriously!!!)
#honestly we'll see how it goes#i'm betting on a maybe 50% success rate#to do lists#this is my real life#emotions for ts#once again: sorry for the 'blogging my breakdown' experience on this blog lately#it's how it is sometimes#important text posts
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2023
invitation, mary oliver // the unabridged journals, sylvia plath // happy xmas, john lennon // north country, mary oliver // i am running into a new year, lucille clifton // salt, nayyirah waheed // diaries of franz kafka // bird by bird, anne lamott // sunrise, louise glück
#web weaving#parallel#text weaving#happy new year#sylvia plath#mary oliver#poetry#john lennon#lucille clifton#nayyirah waheed#franz kafka#diaries of franz kafka#anne lamott#louise glück#this one wont get a lot of traction but honestly i just needed to read some quotes lol#mmmm posted this one on the tic tac app#we'll see how that goes#500+#1000+#2000+#3000+#4000+#5000+#6000+#7000+#8000+
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rating: explicit warnings: all of them word count: 4k chapters: 1/3 fic: x
#riara#kiara carrera#rafe cameron#rafe x kiara#outer banks#this is an absolutely cursed version of this ship#rafe is a canon compliant psychopath and kie should probably murder him#honestly she might we'll see how it goes#righteous heroine and her pet psychopath trope
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Been sitting on an extremely self-indulgent and fluffy ZADR sick-fic for about a year that I've been working on here and there... I'll be chucking it on Ao3 later tonight. :)
#it's not related to my main fic...just something i went back to whenever i felt sick or crummy#i've honestly enjoyed it enough i might start a new chapter to work on next time i'm not feeling great!#i don't really have much of a plan for it but we'll see how it goes! ^_^#invader zim#dib membrane#zadr#my art
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WIP - ✨Azris time loop au✨
In the first war against Hybern, Eris watches Azriel die to the kings blade. He's young, inexperienced though he'll never admit it, and grasping as he leaves the battlefield. He carries with him the only thing he took from the desecrated grounds: Azriel's dagger, Truth-Teller.
It's only when the same day starts again, Eris realizes something's gone terribly wrong.
~A (very long) one-shot~
"The courtyard's breath is stolen away. Every small sound of Azriel's body fighting for his next breath is absent. A void sits between him and Azriel and he is left in utter silence. Crushing, horrible silence. No longer can he ignore the persistent ache of his own wounds, his own pained breathing. Eris tumbles to the side, off his scraped knees, and stifles a cry when his raw hands land on the rough gravel."
guess who's having fun torturing Eris? 😎
mE. I am ehehe. I've already written 10k for it, not in chronological order or anything, but still. I have no idea when this will be posted, all I know is that I wanted to share because I LOVE time-loop au's. So I'm literally having the time of my life fully realizing the joy of time-loop au's and azris - best of both worlds I'm having the time of my life.
*ahem* also if anyone has azris time-loop fic recs, or literally anything time-loop with azriel or eris please send 👉👈 I'm desperate I can't find any :(
#azris#azriel x eris#azris fanfiction#eris vanserra#azriel#honestly so hyped for this one-shot#trying to challenge myself we'll see how it goes#upping my title card game thank you canva#never should of doubted you babe sorry
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Something I've seen a couple people saying is that they want to make sure that Laudna understands that she's not the only one who has been through trauma. But like. Laudna is not the only one who needs to learn that lesson. Actually, it's not even that Laudna needs to learn that she's not the only one that's been through trauma at all, because they're all very aware of what they've all been through. This became an inevitable confrontation when Laudna decided to let Delilah back in, though, and after rewatching the scene, I actually think the only people who managed this situation correctly were Imogen* and Ashton.
Orym and Laudna are both more focused on their own pasts with the sword and not thinking about each other. Orym should have talked to the group and come to a decision with them about using the sword and Laudna should have talked to him about it instead of trying to steal it.
*my feelings about this are still up in the air don't read into this too much
#our faves aren't exempt from having to learn these lessons and orym has also not learned this lesson i'm sorry but it's true#ashton and chet are the only ones who have even tried to deal with their personal shit in a semi-productive way tbh#i could elaborate on the imogen handling this correctly but i'm not delving into interpreting that ship so i'm not going to lol#that's another post people wouldn't actually like and it's because i definitely don't mean this in the way you think i mean it#i'm not saying laudna was RIGHT#honestly i'm not getting my hopes up about how this going to be dealt with because i've done that before#and it hasn't panned out in a way that i enjoyed#so we'll see how this goes#also tbh orym walking in wielding that sword was a ballsy move to begin with#props to marisha for instigating tough rp over it#literally laudna going 'i was felled by this blade' and orym going 'so was i' LIKE SHE WASN'T PERMANENTLY DEAD THOUGH#for a long fucking time#and chet saying that orym's lost more like laudna didn't lose her entire family and her entire life lmao#if ANYONE in this group might be able to understand orym's loss it's HER#i know people are going to interpret this as me saying there's a right or wrong to this and i'm not saying that#people acting like one of them had more of a right to the sword than the other is bugging me though#although my vote would definitely be throw that thing in the lucidean ocean#(i mean really i'm like USE IT IT'S PROBABLY COOL) but like if i were IN the situation it would be to toss that thing so far away from me#cr spoilers
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vriska + a transmasc dave doodle
#tryna get into colored pencils again we'll see how it goes#its been a while since ive done a good tag ramble#but like i dont hv anything to ramble about#my art#traditional art#doodles#fanart#homestuck#homestuck fanart#dave strider#dave strider fanart#vriska serket#vriska fanart#oh actually i do hv smth to ramble about today#that being scheduled posts#yknow scheduled posts are actually really convinient and helped me quite a bit#like i used them for a couple months and honestly really liked useing them cuz it allowed me to hv a pretty consistent posting schedule#but in the end i just didnt feel right with it mostly due to the fact that even with it set to post three times a week it felt weird to hav#some of my drawings posting weeks after i finished them. like they were old news to me already but they were barely being released to every#one else it just felt weird for me ig. not to mention that like on the rare occassions that i didnt have anything to post i felt obliged to#draw smth just so i would have smth to post and most of the time that led to me being unhappy with my art. so now ive just decided like fuc#it imma post whenever i want and honestly im really happy with that even if i might be going a little trigger happy with the posting button#recently lmao. ive just been drawing a whole lot and hv so much to post its insane. hell i still hv things in my gallery that i needa post#but ill save those for the next couple of days lol but yeah thanks for coming to my very long ted talk/ramble and goodnight 😴#damn im such a yapster what the hell
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i’m pretty surprised that you can be in a fandom without really checking the tags regularly for new content or discussions that’s pretty impressive
ive got twitter for that and twitter has shown me enough as is
#snap chats#i dont even check twitter specifically for rgg its just that my algorithms been formed that way cause friends send me tweets#on the real though jvALEKJEKL ive always. how you say. played with dolls alone#so being alone online isnt hard or anything particularly 'impressive' to me its just how i roll#ive always lived in my head i guess- with my interests that is. its fun up there vlkeajkla#i still like to hear from other people of course but for the most part im happy with just myself im not all that pressed for others#i think its also just. i have. other interests? so i dont really think i want to look at One Particular Thing that day. at least for tumblr#i MIGHT just cause thats how the day goes but i dont think 'i feel like looking at rgg art today'#whatever i see I See and that'll be that yk i love a lot of things and think of a lot of things#evidently SOME things take a hold of me more than others- or ill wanna be more public bout it at least#but thats jsut cause i just feel SO MUCH for Whatever Thing It Is At The Time that i want to share it. so then i do jvlskjs#with that in mind can i really say im 'in' a fandom when i dont particularly interact with it LMAO#again always happy to do so but im like an estranged uncle if anything#come over once a year to drop gifts off then i leave. ill still respond to holiday cards though if theyre sent#also for discussions ill usually just talk to my brother about it since he'll usually be The Main Sponge for my rambling LOLOL#god's strongest soldier i promise i try to hold back but im afraid i feel my brain physically tickle my skull#my brother always has to watch in real time me be consumed by a piece of media. like its a symbiote its really funny#cause at this point we'll meet in the kitchen and ill start like 'you know whats really funny..'#and he'll just. 'ok so who's it about today' LIKE PLEAAAASSSEEE. anyways prepare for my ninth 90 minute lecture about This Character#i also have a friend that i talk about my interests with- not all the time but enough that im like. Yeah Im Good Talkin Bout This#like the dopamine in my brain is activated JUST enough when i get to have quick short convos bout it with her#honestly maybe i should use my blacklisted main and rb ALL of my sideblog posts there#just so the people following that can Also witness me be consumed in real time <- will not do this
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well. I signed the contract and put the deposit down for a flat and move next week!!
#ummed and ahhed for a little bit because I decided not to stay in the city I'm from and work in#because I just do not want to pay that rent honestly lol#so am staying in the city my dad lives in since staying with him gave me the chance to see how I'd feel about living here#and it's so much cheaper ridiculously so#the commute is fine and seeing friends will be just as easy#plus it's just kind of exciting to live somewhere new#we'll see how it goes!! thankful they offered a 6 month tenancy so if I hate it it's okay lol#maybe then I can live out my peak district fantasy 😌#but!! my own space!!#have never not shared a kitchen and have never actually had a sofa of my own so it feels very exciting
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M O O N F A L L |
For hours, the dragon had felt every inch of that softness; had lavished in its beauty as it writhed beneath him. He had seen, with his own two eyes, the unveiled truth of the elven kingdom’s youngest son. And he knew now he could never forget it.
#ts4#ts4 render#oc: yehl leandelle#simsnsfw#well idk about those labels so we'll just see how it goes#pls don't jail me tumblr#I really love this picture q.q#h i m#no wonder taryn simps so damn hard#honestly same tf
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"So is that everything, Doctor?" Lizbert asks, analyzing her current batch of bandages around her arm. "Or is there something else that I should be checked for? Like perhaps a kiss to ward off the Grump Ness Monster?" She leans in, only to be met with a giggle and a bottle of antibiotics shoved into her hands.
"Lizbert, you got bitten by Grump knows what earlier, no kisses until you get medically cleared! Don't make me restrain you!" The adventurer blinks with a blush spreading across her face as Dr. Eggabell Batternugget mentions an odd past time of theirs. The doctor takes Lizbert's hand and chuckles, a similar blush racing across her own cheeks.
"Well maybe the great Elizabert Megafig wants to be restrained, Eggabell. After all, it passes the time in recovery, right?"
"Only if the restraints are all you're getting. I also don't want to catch whatever bit you's potential diseases."
"Awww, fine. I'll stick around a bit. Besides, I was planning out an expedition, to start a settlement of our own in the wild unknown! Snaktooth Island!" The adventurer pulls out a jar with a few holes popped into the lid, and a wriggling fruit with eyes.
"Strabby strabby strabby!" Eggabell yelps as she's presented with this... thing, that her girlfriend just up and handed her.
"WHAT IS THAT THING, LIZBERT!?" To the poor doctor's dismay, Lizbert opens the jar and hands the thing to her.
"It's delicious, that's what it is! It's a Bugsnax, and it's living food! Think about the possibilities of ending world hunger with these things! One could keep you going for ages!" She looks at her egg shaped lover, adventure gleaming in her eyes.
Well... down the hatch, I guess...
"Soooooo, how is it, Eggabell?" Lizbert asks, holding the doctor's hands, and watching one of them turn into strawberries.
"Delicious! But you said something about a settlement on a faraway island? You're gonna need a doctor, aren't you?" She continues rambling about various ways Lizbert could get hurt, or worse, before she's cut off with a kiss.
"You can come with, you just had to ask!"
#bugsnax#elizabert megafig#eggabell batternugget#lizbert x eggabell#lesbian#honestly I would have rather have done the post-game version but we'll see how that goes#I did it I got SOMETHING out for Pride month#my writing
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anyway i'm goin to be continuing my next simon fic (-: i plan to double my wc today !!!
#rowarnings#honestly i'm operating on a very very very loose outline#so we'll see how it goes#i'm at 700 words which i wrote yesterday#so todays goal is ~1400#but since i don't have a specific outline#i've got no clue how many words it'll be LMAOOOOO
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the hotel that I had my first interview at finally got back to me for a second interview
#candyredtext#if i can get into the hotel i think imma take that over the bank#like it soiunds like im gonna be paid more and also it seems more like.#interesting n fun than the bank honestly#even tho everyone there wa sso nice and the hours like. wouldve been rlly fucking nice#we'll see how this 2nd interview goes tho so who knows
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NEXT UP ON WANDOR WEDNESDAY WARS........SOMETHING BRAND NEW!!!
Rather than the traditional single-elimination bracket, this next competition will take on more of a track meet style, meaning fewer rounds of polls but MORE characters moving on each time!
We'll have four (4) preliminary qualifying heats, with the top four vote-getters moving on two (2) semifinal heats, then the top four vote-getters from each of those will meet in one (1) eight-character final.
Get it? Good.
But what's the competition? I'm so glad you asked.
Welcome...to Wandor Winja Warrior.
That's right, this time we are pitting our beloved blorbos (and other motherfuckers) in the beautiful sport of ninja warrior. Unfamiliar with the concept? Check it out (actual run starts at around the 1:30 mark):
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Basically the most intense obstacle course you can imagine, made to test one's agility, strength, and speed in unique ways. Who has what it takes to reach the top of the warped wall in the shortest amount of time? Who falls off the second quadstep and gets disqualified? You tell me.
Here are the randomly selected qualifying heats, set to start tomorrow:
Heat 1 Linus Mosk Luthen Rael Perrin Fertha Corv Cinta Kaz Birnok Syril Karn Karis Nemik
Heat 2 Leida Mothma Kleya Marki Mon Mothma Wilmon Paak Bix Caleen Jezzi Dedra Meero Gorn
Heat 3 Xaul Kino Loy Brasso Saw Gerrera Cassian Andor Ruescott Melshi Vel Sartha Taramyn Barcona
Heat 4 Taga Blevin Timm Karlo Salman Paak Tay Kolma Lonni Jung B2EMO (idk just go with it) Arvel Skeen
Remember, even though you can only vote for ONE person, FOUR of them will advance from each poll. So don't just think about who you think is the fastest out of everyone, consider 2-4 as well and think about voting for one of them instead. One or two votes could make all the difference.
May the best ninja win!
#honestly#we'll see how this goes#it could be a train wreck or it could be a lot of fun#either way it's only three weeks lmao#anyway shoutout kacy#the only justification i have for thinking my fave could do any of this#but even i will probably not vote for vel on this one#andor#wandor wednesday wars
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Stuck on the first few eps of Farscape after finishing up Fantasy High s2 and maybe its the whole most recently consumed bias but I'm really struck by how much it feels like a dnd game??? Bunch of weird lil renegades slapped together and put in weird situations, honestly it would make a really interesting starting point for a game
Anyway John Crichton is a bard/wizard; he does a lot of persuasion as performance and that scene of him collapsing to the floor to write slingshot equations is THE most wizard shit- perhaps Artificer would be more accurate to him but it's not a class I'm familiar with.
#most of the others i feel are fairly obvious#i do feel like thats a fun lil idea to expand on tho; write a dnd game thats Just Farscape and see how long it takes the players to notice#maybe even set it up like ok theres a bunch if Archtypes you can pick tovplay as#but instead of Zhaan Aerun D'argo etc its The Preist The Commando The Child Soldier Barbarian adhfjsjsjd#and its the PCs characters#might let that cook a lil longer#anyway yeah i honestly might make Crichton as a character bc i always forget how endearing he is to me#fuckin love Farscape man it honestly explains so much about me that i watched it at like 10 years old#its like. imo its better star wars#its closer to space fantasy than to scifi and just goes balls to the wall with it#i know the production of it was kind of insane with alot of stuff being added by the cast just messing around in character#and it gives it so much charm!!#also ultimate bisexual/pansexual/alien fucker show please help everyone is hot#baby jason ABSOLUTELY imprinted on both Zhaan and Claudia Black#im also currently workshopping a char that got a lil of aerun and a lil of crichton injected in#to be a long term foil for Sunny#basically raised by their ex and groomed to be a fucked up honeypot for them to fuck them over later#except she develops feelings for them and its all this really complex REALLY toxic dance of masks#but we'll see how that one cooks#tldr i gotta make my Bardificer later lmao#potentially with some rogue or warlock levels later on
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Have a little sneak peek of a presentation I'm making about my favorite baby boy ❣️
Big thank you to @babsvibes for inspiring me to make this
#gene belcher#i'm doing it y'all#this was inevitable honestly#i could talk about gene forever so this presentation has been way too much fun for me to make#this is my first time using canva so we'll see how it goes :O
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