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Random obey me NSFW Headcanon!
(Also I tried to make it gender neutral but some things are still... More F!reader. Sorry! Still testing.)
Warning! NSFW suggestions under the cut!
Lucifer:
Would most certainly either be tourturingly slow or fast as fuck.
Most likely to pound into you after a bunch of work.
Cock warming probably the thing you guys would do most often, who can resist some work sex tho?
Often or not, there's a thrill of getting caught.
Either way, he still teases you and asserts dominance.
Mammon:
Will and would mark you as his.
Would put the hickeys somewhere easy to spot, like your arms, legs face.
Would HATE it when other went up to you the next day since he would want to take care of you.
Wouldn't mind being sub but would more often pound you with reckless abandon.
Leviathan:
If we were talking usually, this bbg is a sub.
He would be blushing, moaning mess as you ride/tease/suck his cock.
Like, he would be the loudest in the house when it came to sex, and he would always ask if you and him could possibly do positions he found from manga/anime.
BUT, when he's jealous beyond repair, things are taking a 180°.
He would brand you, complain how it's not fair for others to even see you, and how you barely pay attention to him.
Would fuck you or make you ride him will grumbling and pouting.
Satan:
He has no experience whatsoever, but he has some knowledge about this from books he's read.
He usually would take it slow and steady, giving you room to adjust and get used to before he quickens the speed.
But if he's mad, he would not really give two fucks about that.
He would just go, "Strip." And more often and not do it right then and there in his room.
Obviously, if he hurt you, he would apologize non-stop afterwards.
Asmodeus:
The king has TONS, of experience as the avatar of lust.
He can take you on any furniture, any position, and any speed.
He would more often then not either video you and him making out, or if your not comfortable with that, he would fuck you in front of the mirror so you can watch your face as you moan in pleasure.
Often or not he would be always asking if today's the day, or if you guys could go again.
It's not likely you would get hurt when it comes with him and sex. He has a LOT of experience in this.
Beelzebub:
At first, he's a little confused, so... You kind of have to make some of his innocence go away by explaining.
After you explain, he understands and nods, asking if that's what you want he can try his best.
Mostly, he would be eating you out to satisfy his hunger and taste you.
But, on the rare occasions he's not eating you out, he could be slamming his cock into you, slowly but brutally.
Belphegor:
As the smart but lazy person he is, he would always make you ride him.
He wouldn't care if you do it in his sleep, as long as he feeling the jolts of pleasure.
Most of the time, he would be drawing lazy patterns on your thigh as you ride him.
There are occasions where Lucifer makes him so angry, he just has to release it.
And when he does release that anger, like Satan, it would mostly be brutal fucking.
He would just fuck you fast and hard without stopping for awhile, muttering curses under his breath about Lucifer.
When he's done, hell just fall on top of you and take a nap, he needs one!
That's it! Hope you enjoyed! This is honestly my first time writing NSFW sooo... Enjoy!
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welp. i'm posting this unedited and EXTREMELY self indulgent pedro pascal x reader fic. i have more written, but i will only post the full thing if ppl are also as sick and twisted as me.
hope who ever reads this, feels a little more seen bc i am SICK (well not really HHAHAH) of all the pedro character ddlg fics!! i just wanted to write something more realistic? idk welp, here it is! (not in its entirety:P )
Si no te hubieras ido
pairings: Pedro Pascal x Reader
warnings: age gap, drinking, reader is in their 20s
getting to work on a set like The Mandalorian was a dream if you were being honest. no, you weren't some high end actor, or a famous director, just someone part of the production crew, doing things like planning, writing, hell even editing. you'd do anything to just be a part of a project like this.
interactions with the actors were also common in a job like this, but apart from just guiding them through certain scenes and how they should look, you really didn't cross the boundaries that weren't professional. It was really nice to admire them though. Getting the occasional chat with big shot superstars was so cool and always something to brag about to your family even though they weren't supportive of your career choice. You didn’t end up a doctor or lawyer like they wanted, but hey! You did something you loved.
It was honestly a very normal day in the workplace. You were working in the art department as usual, helping make sure the vision that the director wanted was really coming through. Being behind the scenes for such big projects like these was really something. Your admiration for the process really grew getting to do all the behind the scenes work, it was such a nice feeling seeing the thing you along with many others, worked so hard on being televised was something special.
You weren't the overly ambitious type, but the thought of directing something sounded really cool.
You continued on, designing what the director wanted on a few scenes we’d be working on in the following weeks.
Lost in your work you didn’t expect anyone to come up to you for anything, you weren't the art director so it wasn't usual for people to come to you. Unbeknownst to you, you felt a sudden hand on your arm, not roughly just to get your attention.
you look up and woah…why the hell was Pedro Pascal standing right behind you.
"uhm, I'm sorry to bother you, you seem busy, but I've been meaning to ask, would you like to go out for a drink sometime?" Pedro asked.
huh? what…the…fuck…?
it caught you off guard.
Firstly, why was Pedro Pascal even looking for you? Because I mean you? of all people he could ask something like that, it was you? A man notorious for not having any sort of relationship, at least not public, was standing here with you asking you to go out for a drink.
you didn’t even think about your response before the words fell from your mouth.
"oh..uhm…Is this some kind of prank?"
you dumb BITCH WHY WOULD U SAY THAT???
was what you thought immediately after.
In your defense, you were in disbelief because what the hell was Pedro Pascal, a very prominent and influential actor, asking you out for drinks? I mean the interactions you both have had were merely professional and work related so why?
he looked confused at your answer, maybe even a little insulted, which was not your intention.
"shit I'm sorry I didn't mean to sound rude I'm just in a bit of disbelief" you let out an awkward laugh to soften the previous response and got out of your seat to face him properly. how do you even respond to a question like that, you had no idea that's for certain.
He stared softly at you and started, "no I'm sorry, that was very sudden haha. no need to say yes I just wanted to see if you would." His response was genuine and he wore a soft smile as he did.
God, was he really handsome up close.
To be quite honest, you always found him super attractive. But he was the internet’s daddy so it wasn't just you who felt attraction towards him. And sure, you might've dabbled in the idea of maybe even going out with him, but you were realistic with yourself.
But here you are now. Getting asked out on a date with this hunk of a man.
You were still lost in thought, trying to reflect on what was occurring and what came out of Pedro’s mouth.
He spoke again, "Sorry, just forget it ev-"
"no no, I mean I'd love to, who wouldn't want to go out for drinks with you, I'm just not all that special ya know?" you were being honest. You weren't some super sexy model or a renowned actor, you were just some girl working on the same set as Pedro.
Also, you were much younger than Pedro.
"I'd beg to differ." he said quite frankly. He smiled that sweet and tender smile of his and you couldn't help but think, for an older man he was sure fine.
you were daydreaming again at this point when Pedro spoke again,"so...is that a yes then?" it snapped you back to reality. It was so odd to see him so nervous over something like this, but being in the know of most things Hollywood, everyone who knew Pedro also knew that he had social anxiety so it must've taken a lot out of him to even ask you out
your heart raced, “yea- yes, I'll go for a drink with you.” you smiled, but if you were being honest you were really nervous too. What exactly did he see in you? Sure you were kind and respectful, but that's how you were with everyone. Pedro felt way out of your league to even grasp the idea of flirting with him, I mean come on. Who would even think about flirting with an A-list celebrity, especially someone way way WAY younger than he was and someone who wasn’t on any level to him.
he had a huge smile on his face, he seemed so content. “Great, should I get your number while I’m at it?” He pulled out his phone and handed it to you. You slightly grazed his hand when he did and it caught you by surprise.
His hands were so big, and you didn’t realize till just then how much of a height difference you two had.
You put your name and number, your hands were trembling a bit as you did so.
“here you go. so…when should I expect that drink?” you tried being coy to play off the fact that you were actually freaking out.
he smiled and laughed, “what about tonight then?”
that was quick
“oh. uhm yeah sure, i get off at 5, would like 8 be okay.”
“Sounds perfect. I’ll pick you up, wear something nice.”
“Do I not look nice now?” you said sarcastically.
“No no, you always look great, I’d just like to see you in a dress.” He looked at you with so much love, his sweet smile still plastered hard on his face.
You couldn’t help but blush hard.
Has he always looked at me?
“I’ll send you my address then, see you tonight.”
“See you tonight.” and he stepped out.
what the fuck were you getting into
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i've fallen in love with doing quick messy sketches all over again now that i've realized that HEY! coloring them is an option
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#käärijä#am i that good at coloring though? nahh but now i can work on it and improve#keeping my streak of drawing something every day in november going strong lol#honestly it's confusing the hell out of me#i guess i really am addicted to drawing him at the moment 💀#i put on a load of laundry with 1 hour cycle and did these in that time#my stuff
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insane how quickly something small can tank my mood
#i am so tired of being cut off when i’m talking#esp when someone doesn’t even care enough to realize i was over halfway through a sentence#and doesn’t ask what i was saying#or when they just make it incredibly obvious they weren’t paying attention or outright don’t care what i’m talking about#even when i’m talking super excitedly#it makes me feel so fucking small and unimportant#like yeah i guess the shit i say doesn’t matter 99% of the time but it matters to ME#but it hurts so bad when i get cut off only for someone else to say stuff entirely unrelated#and to then just like. stream of consciousness ramble every thought that enters their head#like okay. cool. awesome. alright#my mom does that all the time i’ll be telling her something and then i’ll get cut off or she’ll wait til i’m done#to out of nowhere start telling me super in depth life histories of people she hasn’t seen since she was a child. or people i don’t know.#and it’ll always be so in depth about so many people idk OR so fucking vague i get confused as hell#in the typical boomer just needs to talk at someone or hear their own voice way (sorry ily mom)#and i know i can go on for ages about fandom shit that confuses her or she doesn’t know about but#idk. i do not have much else in my life right now. and i only have her and my sibling and very very few friends that aren’t online#and even irl friends i only see a couple times a year each if i’m lucky#i just hate my life lol and i need to stop before i spiral#i have already gone on long enough and will be embarrassed when i come back to delete this because honestly who gives a shit#i need to get over myself#to be deleted#personal
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Honestly if anyone deserved to survive into the new timeline it was Lila and Five. 😭😭😭
#The Boy Who Survived the Apocalypse#Umbrella Academy#umbrella academy spoilers#umbrella academy season 4#yeah Im biased#I just watched four seasons of five sacrificing everything to save his ungrateful family#Im happy he got some time with lila and found love in a real person before he stopped existing#he was literally THE motivator to save everyone#Im happy he got some real peace before it all went to hell#not me imagining same age lila and five in new timeline#getting together because of fate#oooo - you know - I wanna think up a final timeline au and figure out what jobs and lives the family would get there#and how they might come together - not to save the world - but to just exist#five would probably be in something like the cia - lila also#diego would be a cop with patches#viktor would be a violinist - maybe living above a bar he owns#luther obviously an astronaut/military and allison still an actress - maybe politician#ben... uuuuh i don't know - business man? klaus a medium - honestly the fact that he talked to god - i think he may just be like that#grace could still be diego's adoptive mom#Im not sure if reggie and abigail exist anymore? that confused me#yeah baby Im turning this family into a procedural show 🤣
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Grocery shopping with Limp Bizkit. Need them to pick anything up for you?
#sometimes I pull themes for my tumblr posts straight outta my ass and this one is definitely one of them.#i know this one is random as hell lmao but it's Saturday and guess what?... I'm updating my grocery list rn so there's my dumb inspiration.#You've got Lee at a local bodega#Wes is confused as hell at the table salt selection at Publix. Wes while you're there pick me up a pub-sub will ya. thx boo!#and Fred is at some boujee ass grocery store with nice floors and neatly arranged products on the shelves.#side note... how do think each one of them would respond to being asked to pick up feminine hygiene products?#honestly the background of Wes' pic could easily be swapped out for a pad and tampon aisle and the facial expression would work the same#Lee forgot about your request because he got distracted by potatoes#Fred had to facetime you while in the store because he forgot what brand you wanted and he didn't write it down like you asked him to.#Limp Bizkit#nu-metal#DJ Lethal#Wes Borland#Fred Durst#down the rabbit hole
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Hey, as someone who was unschooled, please don’t say that parents “do not care” to teach their children. It has nothing to do with not caring, in fact in my experience, parents of unschooled children care far more than those of schooled children. Are there bad apples? Absolutely! But unschooling is not out of a lack of care. My parents did not put me in school because they thought I’d struggle there, and frankly I do not think I would have survived school. I am much happier with the way I was raised than any of my friends who were sent to school are.
I also know many, MANY people who were unschooled like me that have successful careers and lives. Please don’t fall for the “well they didn’t go to school so they’re failures as adults” thing.
I wrote those tags written quick without bigger thought, my bad i apologize.
That being said if you happened to watch the video i mentioned in the tags, you'd hear how the youtuber mentions how much parents care, mentions the safety of schools with the shootings, the state of US education, and however how much said care can also ruin child's life sometimes. There might be plenty of children who ended up successful but also plenty who ended not successful. There are even comments under the video. (once again, a video by Kasia Baba)
Everything in life is nuanced. But like, I never said anything about "well they didn’t go to school so they’re failures as adults" since literally homeschooling exists and people can get schooling in individualistic ways? And very specific cases exist aswell.
It's simply absolutely wild to me that it's legal to not even teach your children Basic Math or Reading in the US. Because stuff like that in my country is Illegal. It's illegal. It's simply illegal here so Yes i'm going to think it's Wild. Education was boiled really deep in us bc education meant a job for decades.
Teaching basic math and reading should be mandatory no matter what. That's also why homeschooling in my country requires some kind of tests every now and then.
Like honestly, every child is different but also there still needs to be some kind of system in place bc most of normie parents couldn't Ever handle something like "unschooling".
In my non american eyes It's a very special kind of upbringing which should be reserved Only to very individual cases. There are children who'll learn how to read on their own and count on their own. But it's not all of them. I know that if it were me? I'd be ruined as hell because i was a slow kid.
Please note i'm seriously, Not American so it's natural such concepts would surprise.
#It's just shocking to me bc like. HONESTLY. I remember how we'd have this whole page in history class about how important education is and#what it meant for people to be able to get education#and how not giving your children any education had to become illegal#so culturally historically for me it's also bit shocking#to hear that USA requires nothing#It also made me realise some logic behind some other online posts#like once i saw a post about how it should apparently?? become legal for children to run away free from home#no questions asked and no police and stuff#and it made me so???? bc as children are chained to parents parents are also chained to children? they have to pay for school materials?#are required legally to get children possibility to go to school.#+ there are organisations to which actually children can go to to escape their evil cruel parents. no need to live on streets in shelters??#But i guess that's also not a thing in USA??? SOMEHOW???? idk. it was a random tumblr post#But even bigger reason it made me confused as hell was bc that idea sounded like such big opportunity for child trafficking#and child abandonment#and throwing out children to the streets (because honestly. not every parent who wants to kick out their children to the street has to#be physically abusive to them)#But anyways it's offtopic#i just think USA is wild and Somehow it continues to shock me#carpet's box#carpet talks
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Alright, did Louis xv love Madame de Pompadour more or Marie-Anne de Mailly cause some of the things he says are a bit weird.
I don't really know much about his relationship with his mistresses- I more focus on his actual family -but I do believe he liked Pompadour more than the rest ('till Barry came along)
#honestly barry just confuses the hell out of me#well. not confuses . but idk what her deal is honestly#I don't know her and I don't care to know her#asks#louis xv
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the only thing getting me through is the thought that i don't have physics lab next week
#i actually enjoy the work honestly#but the time constraint for getting things done is so anxiety inducing#it always makes me feel so inferior to everyone else#it's just always new stuff to me#and i take longer than everyone else to work through stuff#and it's hard for me to get stuff done#especially when it's new material#and because we're always given such broad and confusing directions#it makes me feel so stupid but i just wish that instructors could give more in depth and specific instructions#because otherwise it'll take me like five times as long as everyone else to figure out what we're actually supposed to be doing#and even then i'll be extra worried that i haven't got the right idea#even when i'm listening to or reading instructions i have to go over it several times before i understand#i need time for the words to become more than just symbols and sounds#and then i need time to connect their meaning to the context of what i'm doing#it's incredibly frustrating and demoralizing#and i know i'm smart and capable#i always end up doing well#i'm at an 'academically challenging institution' and i know i got in here on my own merit#hell i graduated as a valedictorian with the highest test scores in my high school#but still somehow every time i sit in a space next to other people#i feel infinitely small and worthless
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on a tomgreg betrayal, i honestly don’t think it will actually happen. the chances of it genuinely happening seem very slim. i think there’s probably gonna be the possibility offered to one or both of them, one or both of them will get scared the other will actually go through with it (most likely, tom will be worried that greg will turn against him somehow) honestly? i just imagine a boar on the floor style situation where it’s tense and there’s a moment where you think one of them will betray the other, but they don’t. this later solidifies their relationship and could perhaps lead into the meaty stuff, i.e, the romantic side of things.
#if we get a parallel to boar on the floor but it’s greg not betraying tom?#i think i’d combust on the spot#ppl who actually think greg is gonna betray tom are very strange individuals#like people literally think greg is just using him and tom’s love is unrequited#are we even watching the same show????#if greg doesn’t love tom back then i’m a straight woman (impossibility)#how can you honestly believe that?#have you seen the way greg looks at him?#just because he’s not aware of it yet doesn’t mean he isn’t#idk ppl who genuinely think it’s unrequited are weird#tom would probably think it’s unrequited if he was aware (which im not sure if he is yet)#or he’d be afraid to do anything even if he doesn’t think it’s unrequited#but like in general it’s obvious tom is in love with greg and it’s semi hard to tell about greg#but literally don’t just take things at face value? there are so many signs it’s requited like???#y’all confuse the hell out of me#the love being requited makes the most sense#but that’s my opinion sure disagree with me if you wanna#i just don’t see a world where greg doesn’t return tom’s feelings that’s all#okay ramble over lol
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Benefits of audiobooks- I can listen to them while I work, and I am forced to hear and consider every word, rather than read at my usual flying pace, which means I don’t miss things as much and get a deeper and more sustained enjoyment from a really good book
Disadvantages of audiobooks- When there are emotional details they aren’t blunted by the fact that my uncontrolled eye is already skimming the next passages and there are some Emotions that are not appropriate for working hours
#The Woman in White#Because Mrs Clements saying 'I made her first short frocks' broke me#And yet if I'd been reading a physical copy of that passage I'd probably have flown through it without remembering that sentence at all#Also the bit where Hartright says that Anne is buried in a place that Mrs Clements would have chosen for her herself#Was very upsetting#AND to top it all off I've just gone back an dlooked up the passage again and there's a sentence about how#Hartright 'is certain that she was not neglected in her last moments'#WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT WALTER#Ok so she had medical attention and all the kindness that strangers could give her#But she died in a strange place confused as to why she was there surrounded by people who only wanted to use her#and the one person in the world who loved her not only didn't know where she was but never heard of her death until Walter told her#At least I suppose when he says that he means it as a comfort to Mrs Clements and that's totally fair and valid but still#Honestly I quite enjoyed the book but Anne Catherick deserved so much better than a single line on a tombstone#Maybe I'm just susceptible to statements about people who died without their loved ones near them for personal reasons#And I know it's a very common occurrence and even in the Victorian era when many people died at home it was common then#But poor Anne deserved better#Anyway also proof that audiobooks count as 'real books'#Because even though I don't always count them towards reading challenges I actually find that I pay more attention#and get a lot more out of fiction books at least than if I'd been reading them in a physical copy#Non-fiction is a different matter but I learnt to race through novels at an early age and just eat them up without much mulling over them#And it's hard to control my eye even when I'm trying to savour a book#So audiobooks actually make me read more carefully and sensibly#Perhaps the main disadvantage is I never know how the names of people and places are spelt#Especially if the narrator has an accent#reading log
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hey saw u got asks about the kamdens dad situation and i kinda wanted to share more just since the entire situation is really crazy. basically mr na has been hosting twitter spaces where he’s been sharing incredibly personal family details about things like family suicides and keeps giving these really backhanded compliments to kamden. he said “Tbh, I’m his biggest critic. I was worried about his singing despite him working so hard on his dancing. He worked really hard on his rapping and now, he’s not bad.” he also made some really insensitive comments about how the bit with the native american headdress wasn’t cultural appropriation even tho kamden was the only one who wasn’t laughing at it during the show. kamden actually called him in the middle of his last space to ask him to end it. i felt like i should share just cuz while some ppl r being rude i didnt want ppl calling mr na’s actions wrong to be misinterpreted as talking about a different situation.
I'll start by saying I guess this is a continuation from the earlier stuff? Like, he's just going on and on? But, again, this is a grown man. Of course, it can be seen as off putting, but he's no different than any parent on facebook oversharing on what their kids are up to (maybe not but I don't know how twt really works so I'm not sure what the spaces were like). There's really nothing wrong with any of this, except for the suicides, that's a bit questionable. He's not keeping up with the internet the way most bp watchers are. He's just a middle-aged man talking to the void. He's probably just really into the fact that he can talk to people who know who kamden is (parents aren't exactly known to be the most private about their kids, les be real here). Or the fact that he can talk to people who support his son the same way he does.
The criticisms aren't that much of a red flag either, in my opinion (could be because I grew up in the same boat) but from my understanding, most parents are their kids' #1 critic, and maybe it's just the quote you chose, but that doesn't seem so backhanded. It seems pretty objective to me? He's not coming off as insulting or overly praising. Just stating what it is.
The cultural stuff isn't really my place to comment on because I missed that bit entirely. I don't know what was said.
And I think the person who called had to have been kamden's twin. Trainees can't have their phones. Or at least can't make it known that they have them. Everyone who's ever been on the show makes a big deal of having no personal technology.
#anon#i still see this whole 'expecting him to react like a chronically online person' take because all the issues with him are exactly that#he's a grown man who probably works most of the day and has no clue about what is 'hip' online#hell i myself find myself confused as fuck when i get on twt and people are on some hate train and reasonings are news to me#if i'm out here getting lost i have no doubts that man is just rambling and wondering why people are upset#he is not one of us#let me repeat. he is. n o t. one of us.#we cannot hold him to the same standard as a popular influencer messing up on the internet#can people be upset? yes. uncomfy? yes. but this is no diferent than parets/grandparents spilling everything related to their kids#the info dumping is just a parent thing#the person who called probably did because it's all backfiring on kamden and people are getting on him as if he has a say#i just think everyone's a bit too jumpy about it#like the way people piled onto him that fast was bit insane#people on twt are straight beefing with a trainee's dad and then playing it off as his fault for not keeping up with the times#it's a fucking mess and it needs to stop - honestly#boys planet#boys planet problems#totally meant to post this the other day after work and forgot my bad
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kind of funny to me how no one can agree on if toss boys is in swing or not. the conclusion i came to is that the cues sound the same either way so i didn't actually come to a conclusion but tengoku only has one swing game section and toss boys is fairly far from it so my guess is no-
#puppy rambles#rhythm hell#toss boys#the stuff i use rhre for#one time i used it to try to figure out if love lizards is 102 bpm or 204#it's 102. i think the confusion probably just came from its cues in rhre being fucked#remember that. cuz i do. it was great but also hell#glee club was soooo fucked. i remembered that while working on rhythm hell fever remix 10 cuz the launch party section reminded me#basically no one i've seen knows how to pitch launch party. i've never even used it outside of this honestly gfvgghbhvb-#also rhythm hell fever remix 10 is turning out v good. though i can't finish hole in one yet#because rhre doesn't have the sound effects for missing 😔 i had to go to sound resource for that purpose vfhfvgb-#the sound effects for missing inexplicably sound completely different without music n idk why#i also couldn't follow my plans for samurai slice for similar reasons but i improvised n i think it's funnier now
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can’t believe I’m about to risk the anonymity of my secret danganronpa account (IF YOU KNOW ME IRL NO YOU DONT) but we had to cancel our sdr2 game night yesterday cos someone was busy so the rest of the group came round to help me decorate my christmas tree instead and it went normal
#I honestly have no idea what happened#turns out we shouldn’t be left unsupervised with a printer and some ribbon#I opened up photoshop for the first time in a year just to add Handjime to the Nagito decorations#if anyone wants Nagito with Handjime or any of the other Christmas sprites to print out let me know I guess lmao#there are normal baubles on there I swear we just had to put them on the back so the tree didn’t fall over lmao#w i d e Nagito tied to the star kills me every time I look at it#I wonder what young coco would say if I could go back in time and tell her this is what being in her mid 20s looked like#‘yes this is your first Christmas living by yourself with complete control over the decorations’#tbh she’d probably just be confused why it wasn’t pokemon#turns out adulthood is having to figure out how to avoid having your anime Christmas tree in the background of work video calls#in semi-related news I finally remembered to pick up my mood stabilisers from the pharmacy today#anyway anyone got any advice on how the hell I explain this to my Nan when she comes to visit soon lmao#oops rambled in my own tags again
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I think it's insane that even in a wonderful community like marching band I have witnessed people receive death threats for simply not liking the blue devils
#theyre good !!!! dont get me wrong theyre a very talented corp but#their shows have just been. lacking the past several years#theyve been boring or unclear or confusing and even if theyre performed well theyre losing the meaning#you know its bad when troopers [who although my dream corp is often one of the more disliked groups]#is getting a better crowd reaction#i honestly fully believe that phantom regiment shouldve gotten 3rd. BD shouldve been knocked out of top 3#theyre still good but. i mean from what ive been told if you get a contract once you dont even have to audition again#like. if you make it in one season you can just come back in the next one and thats awful#at this point blue devils is just a name- theyre not holding true to that legacy anymore and they havent been for years#i dont remember their show from 22 but i know 23 was when i was like “huh. this just. isnt that good tbh” and this year ESP#im delighted to see bluecoats doing so well though !!!!! love you bluecoats i know a guy in your corp#idk what he plays anymore but he was my drum major a few years back <3#go crazy bluecoats and also ily boston crusaders your show went so hard#phantom shouldve beaten out BD#crown did AMAZING#i LOVE YOU troopers as always#and of course huge congrats to the madison scouts for finishing 12th this year when they finished 16th last year#amazing job to all of you drumcorps regardless of class ily all sm except uhhh. blue knights and blue devils /j#bk your show was weird as hell this year im ngl. i mean good job but like. what even was that#BUSK. imagine naming your show BUSK. what even was happening for that entire show#anyways uhh YIPIIEEEE also hi cascades i see you i know a guy in your corp too !!!! shes my sister !!!!#wawa !!!!!
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reluctantly unmuted the canes on twitter for ✨reasons✨, and immediately got a canes reporter's tweet at the top of my dash, upon refresh. yay .. can't wait for this new era 😐
#i fear i can no longer ignore the reality of things#i've been staying quiet bc everyone is happy about it but i Am Not#take a shot every time i mention how i used to be a canes enjoyer because of a certain ✨someone✨#and these certain people ended up on the same team last year#and this year one's on the other's ex team and the other's on the one's childhood fav team#i love confusing myself by typing these without using names lol#not even sure why i'm avoiding them atp it started with simple reasons then got so complicated that it almost cancelled everything out#anyway. maybe i'll continue to stay quiet bc i don't really know what to say or how to feel anymore#haven't posted about ✨him✨ in 7 months. what's 7 more right?#i've said i will never stop loving him and i meant that with my whole heart i will never stop wanting what's best for him#i'm not even sure i'll ever love anyone as much as i've loved him. truthfully. it's that serious#the reason i understand what true love even means is bc of how i've felt for him for.. my gosh. 8 years now?#that doesn't even sound right. what the fuck. EIGHT YEARS????#i wanna be supportive but as a habs fan and someone who's been pissed off by c*rolina one too many times.... idk man !#idk. idk.#i think he's playing tonight so yeah i'm probably just gonna watch and support him this szn but won't be vocal about it online#it's the fact he went to one of the selective teams that are an absolute hell no for me lmao#we can make peace for just this season i suppose 🙄#the number change honestly makes it a little easier#rants
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