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I dont rly mind the fact that theyre experimenting with new hairstyles, I actually think it would be cool if the canon designs changed with time so we had a visual representation of their development in a way (for instance I’m a firm believer that azusa should have 1 arm permanently and he should appear in official art like that)
…but on the other hand, I’m coming after shin with scissors because I like his short spiky hair too much lol
#text#they Sorta did this with kou’s hair in LE#honestly I think highlights are a fun idea laito!! it caught me off guard cuz it was so random but if u wanna start wearing highlights then.#go for it bro I think it’ll be fun and different#this post isnt for u ruki. put that shit back where it came from immediately
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YOU'RE FREE OF THE MATURE FILTER THING I THINK
LORD YOU'RE RIGHT
And it only took *checks notes* 23 days, removing infinite scroll from my theme, 4 separate support tickets, 3 times I linked them their own TOS, 2 'how did we do :-3?' surveys and one post @'ing staff.
At the end, I still couldn't reply to a single e-mail, couldn't 'review' my flagged post, and they never even told me why it had triggered the "Mature" label in the first place.
Fix your shit first tumblr Fix the tags, fix the search function, fix the bots, fix your '''community labels''' before you listen to how profit-makers who've cannibalised the internet say you should ☝️ improve 👆 the site
for folk who like to throw stones at twitter, you sure are sitting in a fucking glass house
#honestly every time this happens it makes me want to just throw in the towel#I am INCREDIBLY UNSAVVY when it comes to tech!! trying to sort out tech issues gives me horrible panic!!#having to fight the tags and the queue and the post editor every time makes me not wanna post#I've got shit in my drafts for over a year because tumblr keeps fighting me when I try to format it for posting!!#I've so many answered asks I've been TRYNA POST AAAAH#and I can't prove it was because a male character was wearing female clothing triggered 'mature'#he was also in partial undress (not mature in their own tos)#but I am side-eying the hell out of it#tho tumblr misbehaving did motivate me to join artfight so ...#mickules#mick text
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I miss wearing lipstick :( I had a huge collection of liquid lipsticks before covid :(((
#i honestly dont know if ill ever wear it again with the way covid and other pandemics are going :((((((#legit sad ab this sbdbdbdbcb like i loved those lipsticks :( they made me feel so pretty and cool and they smelt nice like candy#i had these 'Revlon lip butter's for like a million years and when i started wearing them id wear that shit any chance i could get#that shit smelt (and tasted) so fucking good 😭😭😭 i remember the color of my favorite so so vividly... i wonder if i still have it 👀#obviously not to use seeing as i havent worn any since 2020... so theyre OLD OLD now :( but i wanna look at it ... smell it sgdgdgd#i think the color name was like sugar crush or something and it was so cute and the perfect bright pink 😭😭😭😭😭#stupid how im legit sad ab makeup SGGDGDGDGD i just miss having that small outlet to experiment and venture out of my comfort#zone trying on makeup and wearing it OUT on normal outings#it was fun :')#now it's just me and my 52+ lip balms now hashtag gay culture#sgdgdggdgdgdgdgdgd iykyk#marquilla
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after the years of people jumping on activism like its a trend and then leaving it behind after a few weeks i am so fucking tired. like not to be cynical but like i see SO many people talking about palestine and saving lives but like be so fucking real are you gonna forget all about this in a few months? like how ppl ditched BLM after it gained traction in 2020? like how so fucking MANY OF YOU have stopped wearing a mask despite the pandemic still happening? you could be saving lives right in your own town instead of posting tiktoks that might not even help
i'm not saying you need to dedicate your lives to activism forever and ever but you do need to at least change Something to make yourself and the world better. i will always be listening to black voices, jewish voices, disabled voices, any groups that need to be heard, and trying to change my behavior for the better. like idk after seeing this happen time and time again a LOT of this shit seems so so fake. like there's so many bad things in the world and i know you cannot dedicate your all to every single problem ever forever and i don't want people spreading themselves too thin or burning themselves out but like please don't just stop giving a shit when it's not "popular" or getting you views or pats on the back anymore.
#i keep seeing SO many tiktoks that are like 'it is not that hard to use the filter. there are people dying. you are a bad person etc etc'#and like ok yeah. using a tiktok filter is probably the bare minimum YOU will do before patting yourself on the back and forgetting about i#do you wear a mask? real question. if you're posting that shit trying to guilt people into using a filter answer me.#bc wearing a mask is ALSO the bare minimum to fucking SAVE LIVES. will you do that?#like. idk. i know you don't fucking care i know you just want to look cool.#do you fucking care if people die? or do you just want attention on tiktok. be so fucking real with me.#i can GUARANTEE you that you not wearing a mask harms more people than you not using the stupid fucking tiktok filter.#i can guarantee you that someone that wears a mask is still ten million times better than someone that just used that tiktok filter#if you wanna feel like a hero so fucking bad wear a mask. you will legitimately be protecting and saving people if you do.#also i hate to break it to you but honestly. theres not a lot that normal people can do in this situation.#theres still things you CAN do but there isnt a lot of options#so if you want to save lives so bad!! a well fitted respirator mask if the easiest way to do it right now.#its so frustrating to see people be like EVERYONE! DO THIS THING THAT HAS LITTLE TO NO EFFECT TO SAVE LIVES!!!#AND ALSO IGNORE THE THINGS THAT HAVE A VERY HIGH CHANCE TO SAVE LIVES!!!!!! fuccckkkk you for real.#oh also one more thing. ive seen some people use palestine as an excuse to be antisemitic. dont do that shit either.
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Just saw an irl picture of you after months of following and holy moly you’re super cute! And at this point anyone who misgenders you must be blind or a jerk because you really don’t look masculine at all(if you don’t mind me saying).
thank uuu u honestly i generally get decent luck on that i think the recent uptick in it lately is maybe due to another hair removal session some time ago that made my remaining facial hair a bit more visible for a while & that'll have played in it bc really people kinda just make a quick subconscious judgement on that based on a random sum of things they notice
(thanks to you as well hell yeah keep on likin girls they're worth it)
#also i still just rly don't use makeup or wear many clothes xplicitly 'feminine' in public#so like tbh still super lucky that i seem to be generally read as womn. thnk gd for long hair and vague enough features#alsoalso anyway i think i just wanna learn to be more ok with whichever way it goes in the long run. anyway#like im generally nb & honestly don't actually have HUGE gendering preferences i don't think (idk i'll figure shit out later still)#would still rather be perceived as woman by strangers but. also i'd rather just let go of negative feelings if it goes another way because#eh. whatever#idk idk i haven't given any of that a good thought in a while. gender's kinda been on autopilot for a while#shevr#also i need to do something wild & new to my look sometime btw. preferably soon#dye hair maybe. cut it one way or another ( nothing's been done to my hair except a quick home trim in literal years )#new piercings i don't know agh something's gotta change & it better be me
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i said i wouldn’t do it this time but it’s 3am and mods asleep. boy
#welcome to another episode of Luke is insane abt hockey boy!#this time featuring a guy who is actually this time almost (ALMOST) confirmed to be queer#the almost is partly me being insane because I don’t trust anything anymore#but like. there are only so many reasons you wear pride converse. that is not ally behaviour#it just threw me this time I think bc I’d been like no. heterosexual. bc I think I became aware of him when he joined the real hockey team#because the OTHER problem is that the whole time I’d been thinking he was cute as hell (bc he is) and simultaneously being like no. bad.#anyway this meant that I have actually talked to him a bunch without overthinking it this term which honestly has been very cool#not like a whole lot but we’ve played together a decent amount and hopefully will keep doing that#and yesterday discovered hes recommending other people talk to me abt goalieing which is insane to me bc I am truly not that good#but apparently I made an impression!#anyway it does not help that this guy has gotten incredibly good at hockey in the past few months#idk man I make bad decisions (I say as if this was a decision) bc it is now the end of term once again <3#which means absolutely nothing can or will happen until after summer. which isn’t an issue#I’m just frustrated by my tendency to realise these things right before I’m about to not see the guy for X period of time#I also desperately need to stop crushing on hockey boys I swear but in my defence that is the main way I meet people#I think I’m cursed actually. that would explain many things#anyway he also has exams until next Tuesday which means he’ll be at hockey next week but idk abt this week which is devastating#i just wanna have talk to the guy more honestly to see how that goes bc we’ve not rlly talked individually for an extended time yknow.#in other words we have not had A Conversation it’s been groups or like quicker exchanges#he’s kinda quiet but i can’t quite tell which way yknow. I know he’s Watching basically all the time. and he is slightly awkward#which is also kinda cute. he gets a lil rambly when he talks abt hockey and I wanna push that button more#i. topsy if you’re reading this you’re gonna laugh so hard I just realised. he’s captain of the team now.#which sidenote is INSANE bc he started playing with them THIS YEAR#but oh my god. okay.#anyway. I need to start complimenting guys more for multiple reasons but also#1. he dresses very cool 2. he caught me looking at his shirt last week without saying anything (BEFORE I caught the rainbow converse)#i compliment women on their clothes and jewellery and hair and shit all the time but I do not with men bc. I mean do I need to explain.#but this is so unfair I am haunted by existence of boy and here we are once again. posting on tumblr with the possibility of seeing him lik#two more times before summer. might be three or four depending on what he comes to#luke.txt
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HIS SMILE...
#this is so embarrassing aksjajsjs i'm so down bad!!#his hair.. his smile... his stupid voice...#im this 🤏 close to putting him on the f/o list#since uh. i dont think someone usually thinks about kissing their sworn enemy on the lips and cuddling him as much as this lol#ash rambles 💚#he's so handsome!!! and honestly kinda cool and smart... damn you a.khos!!! stole my heart!!!!!!#we have a lot in common too ajsjajs other than dumbass writer theater kids-#us both wearing red glasses 🤝#man... i wanna kiss him so bad... he lives in my mind 24/7#the x.enoblade rot is actually so real#him and d.unban play ping pong with my singular braincell all the time ajsjajsj#his smile is just so cute!!!!!! never thought i#'d be calling such a little shit a cutie but just look at him!!!!! i wonder what it would take to make him smile like that hehe#i mean. hey. anything to make him happy-#gah thats so cheesy#i have it so bad for him!!! (swoons) what a guy..#he's so horrible but... maybe we can be minor villains... together?#ahem-
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I lowkey love this fit honestly. My metal af acguy shirt paired with these epic skull and flower shorts, can't go wrong with that.
#my fit. featuring my spliff#my whole wardrobe is practically gundamcore#that or like. black shirt or grey shirt.#i wear the same shit all the time#same four outfits on repeat#i think i should pick up a few more shirts when i get the chance#more gundam shirts that is#im dying for an EFSF fishing club one#Idk if they actually are real or not i saw one on twitter#im determined to go full gundamcore honestly. and i wanna incorporate more scene and emo stuff in toi#itll be a slow journey bc i dont want to shock my family#but im gonna do it#fashion#outfits#my pics#personal#rambling#in le notes
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#dl#upset at my mom kinda day#still thinking about what happened yesterday#it's not even that she's unhappy with my relationship that bothers me so much (though it does play a part) because i know she knows that#she'll just have to put up with it and accept it#it's the fact that she refuses to treat me like an adult that can make my own decisions#i have to constantly fight her on this#my godmothers and other friends agree that she needs to dial it back but she doesn't and my stepdad only enables her#i know i complained about him recently but im honestly glad that my dad doesn't get that involved with my life and lets me breathe#and for my mom i think it's like a mixture of autistic infantilization (which i have called her out on before) and a reaction to trauma#the latter of which i get why she's doing it but it's not fair for her to take her issues and insecurities out on me#honestly i do feel fine living here but everytime this stupid shit comes up between us i wanna move far away because she makes me#feel claustrophobic with my entire life#i cant get another cat unless she says so even if my landlord approves. i can't use my money in ways she disapproves of.#i can't live at this place or do this thing or wear these clothes without her judgement#i was scared to get my tattoo last month not because of the tattooing process but because of what she would say#i have no fucking agency and she wonders why i never tell her shit#it's because i need to do everything behind her back to be happy and even then i feel guilty about it#idk how many times i have to argue with her on this before she fucking gets it
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everything is perfect and everything is horrible
#on the one hand#im nearing the end of the term and my event yesterday went really fuckign well and i dont want for anything#and i got to spend the entire day more or less chilling#but on the other hand#i missed my fucking haircut becuase i couldnt find parking and i tried to loop back and i STILL couldnt find parking and i#eventually got home but i was driving for AN HOUR AND A HALF for NO FUCKING REASON#and i still cant reach roz and its been three and a half months and i think i missed another appointment earlier today#and i havent been able to do my therapy homework#and i have ACTUAL homewokr i have to do tonight but i literally cant think#and i just tried to put on these cute press-on nails i bought but they were STILL TOO SMALL#even though i sized up from my last order#and now ive blown 45 bucks on nails i cant wear#and my room is a fucking mess and ive lost my home in minecraft and i cant figure out how the new commands work#so i cant fucking teleport home#and yeah that minor but its fucking annoying#and i just feel fucking sick#mentally that is#and i know the first step in the idiots guide to not wanting to die anymore is not saying 'i wanna die'#but sometimes i fuckign do and it feels worse honestly to try to ignore that instead of dealing with it#and not in an actively suicidal way just in a. fuck this shit sucks and i need OUT#sui tw#whatever the fuck#vent#negative
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IF LORE UPDATES APPLIED TO PEOPLE I WOULDVE JUST GOTTEN ONE OF MY HAPPIEST LORE UPDATES TODAY
#FUCK YEAH WE GOT MY FIRST EVER MURAL LOOKING SICK AS SHIT SO FAR#TORTUGA AS BIG AS ME AND DETAILED ENOUGH THAT STRANGERS COMPLIMENTED IT MY BELOVED#HUGE SHOUTOUT TO THE GUY DRIVING BY THAT ROLLED DOWN THEIR WINDOW AND SHOUTED “dude that’s amazing!” AS THEY PASSED#CAME OUT AS TRANS TO MY AUNT THAT IM PAINTING THE MURAL FOR AND SHE IS NOW OFFICIALLY MY FIRST BLOOD RELATIVE TO BE SUPPORTIVE OF ME OUT TH#GATE#HER ONLY THINGS WERE THAT SHE WASNT GONNA BE PERFECT ABOUT MY PRONOUNS AND THAT SHE WISHED ID COME OUT TO HER SOONER SO I WOULDNT HAVE#GOTTEN ATTACHED TO A NAME THAT I DIDNT REALIZE WAS LINKED TO MY REALLY SHITTY BIO DAD AND WANTED TO COME UP WITH A GENDER NEUTRAL NICKNAME#FOR ME THAT WOULD WORK NO MATTER WHAT I IDENTIFY AS FROM HERE ON OUT AND WORKS AROUND PEOPLE IM NOT OUT TO#AND SHE GAVE ME A CHAMORRAN NICKNAME!!!! A SIDE OF MY HERITAGE THAT I DONT GET TO CONNECT TO A TON!!! SHES GONNA CALL ME TAKKA (WE MESSED#WITH THE SPELLING OF “TOCA” A BIT TO SOUND LIKE “TALK-A” SO WE CAN MAKE JOKES ABOUT HOW I TALK A LOT IT HAS BEEN SO FUCKING FUNNY SO FAR I#LOVE IT)#AND SHES GONNA TEACH ME HOW TO MAKE KELAGUEN (A CHAMORRAN DISH) SOMETIME#AND SHE GAVE ME AN OVERSIZED SHIRT THAT BASICALLY SAYS FUCK T-MOBILE#AND TOLD ME SHE LOVED ME NO MATTER WHAT AND TOLD ME THAT SHE LOVED HOW I PRIORITIZED KINDNESS ABOVE ALL ELSE AND I GOT TO TELL HER ABOUT HO#I THINK KINDNESS AND CRUELTY ARE TRAITS BEYOND GENDER AND SEXUALITY AND THAT I WANT TO BECOME THE ADULT I NEEDED AS A KID AND THAT I NEEDED#SOMEONE KIND THAT FREELY GAVE HUGS AND TOLD A LOT OF SILLY JOKES AND WAS FORGIVING WHEN IT COUNTED AND THAT WHEN I GROW OLD WHETHER IM AN#OLD MAN OR OLD WOMAN OR OLD SOMETHING ELSE I WANNA BE A GEEZER THAT LIVES ACROSS THE STREET THAT YOU CAN PLAY CARDS WITH ANYTIME AND#SAVES YOU CHOCOLATE BECAUSE THEY KNOW YOU LIKE IT AND I WANNA BE THE TYPE OF KIND MAN LITTLE GIRLS GROW UP HOPING ARE REAL AND LABELS ARE#CLOTHES THAT SOMETIMES FIT A MONTH OR FIT FOREVER BUT WHAT MATTERS IS THAT THEYRE COMFY IN THE MOMENT AND THAT I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY AND I#LOVE PEOPLE FOR THEIR PERSONALITY AND IM WEIRD ABOUT KISSING BUT I HAVE MY PARTNERS BACK AND THAT MATTERS MORE TO US AND WERE HAPPY#AND I TOLD HER WHAT IM PLANNING ON MY NAME TO BE WHEN IM AN ADULT AND SHE LIKED MY IDEA FOR MY NEW SURNAME#AND WE SANG TO SONGS TOGETHER AND BITCHED ABOUT HER BOYFRIEND AND DID A LITTLE JIG IN THE STREET AND LAUGHED TOGETHER AND SHE WAS SO HAPPY#BECAUSE OF THE TURTLE IM PAINTING HER AND BECAUSE I TRUST HER AND IM SO HAPPY BECAUSE BOTH OF THOSE ARE WORKING OUT AND THIS EVENING WAS A#PERFECT SUMMER EVENING TO BE ALIVE. THIS MAY HAVE HAPPENED ON MY PERIOD BUT WHAT THE FUCK EVER THE GOOD OUTWEIGHS THE BAD. THERE IS BEAUTY#IN THE WORLD IF YOU KNOW WHERE TO LOOK. THERE IS BEAUTY IN BEING TRANS AND BEING SAFE WITH YOUR AUNT AND TALKING TO HER HONESTLY ABOUT YOUR#HOPES FOR THE FUTURE WITH YOUR BODY AND YOUR GENDER. THERE IS BEAUTY IN MAKING SILLY POSES WITH YOUR MURAL IN PROGRESS WITH YOUR AUNT AS TH#PHOTOGRAPHER. THERE IS BEAUTY IN LISTENING TO NOSTALGIC MUSIC WITH YOUR AUNT THAT A LOT OF PEOPLE WOULD PROBABLY MAKE FUN OF YOU FOR LIKING#THERE IS BEAUTY IN WEARING YOUR BANGS UP IN A STUPID PINEAPPLE PONYTAIL SO IT DOESNT FALL IN YOUR EYES AND WEARING CLOTHES YOU DONT CARE#ABOUT AND GRINNING AND LAUGHING AND SINGING MORE ENTHUSIASTICALLY AND GENUINELY THAN YOU HAVE IN A LONG TIME. THERE IS BEAUTY IN CLEANING#PAINT BRUSHES AND MEASURING CUPS IN HER KINDA BROKEN SINK AND MEOWING AT HER CAT AND THANKING HER FOR HELPING YOU CLEAN UP THE PAINTS SHE
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ohhhh boy I feel Miserable
#who knew that jeans and a shirt u dont like culd b this devastating#mayb i got a sensetive lil soul but i h8 jegging thwyre horrble i h8 the feeling of them an boy i HAVE 2 wear them. theres nthn else#an all my short sleeve shirts h8 my chest#i honestly feel like shit i dont wanna leave the house like this............#oh well!!!!!#guess we dont always get what we want#rivers rambles <3
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Yoooo I have covid but I’m pretty sure my boss is gonna make me come to work tomorrow I’m feeling so conflicted
#like I desperately need the job and I’m worried my hours will get cut to nothing or like#I’ll get fired bc honestly I’ve been barely showing up bc I hate it there so much#and like my boss is such a sweetheart fr she just… u knoooo#she’s like a southerner who doesn’t care about politics#like most of the people around here she’s too stressed to care#and while i understand where she’s coming from I think she’s wrong. like. I don’t wanna get people sick#esp when all the regulars are old republicans who I know aren’t vaccinated#if I go I’m def at least wearing a mask but also I’m gonna get so much shit for masking and then what do I say?#that I came to work with Covid?? like an evil person#yeah this sucks#but I just got another job and I wanna quit anyway#BC I haaaaate the bar I hate it#but like also I really need both#ugh what to do
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been trying to talk to my dad about my first CAP meeting but i think he's convinced i'm a hater or smth when i'm actually just very easily amused and "kids being unwaveringly serious while doing unusual shit" happens to fall into my incredibly broad sense of humor despite wanting to respectful of the neat lil thing they got goin on
#ipj speaks#i honestly wouldve disappointed if they didnt do any of The Famous Bits#my second favorite thing is how they insist on walking in right angles despite it not being in USAF regs (if reddit didnt lie to me)#but my first favorite thing is how the Head Kid said 'dismissed'. it was like 'DIS-mis...' but the mere written word doesnt do it justice#i do wanna get to the point where i can fully accept that this is them feeling their oats but for now it is So camp to me#watching a 15 y/o scold the other kids for talking during the tail end of a presentation just feels like performance art to me#esp cuz at that age u can tell they wear their influences on their sleeves. lil turns of phrase no one their age ever uses#like obv no one's just born Like That but again its camp TO ME (PERSONALLY) (IMO) (NOT A HATER)#anyway legit excited to get involved and get to the part where we Do Shit. i think i get to teach the cadets at some point which will b Swag#ive kinda always wanted to teach. the autistic urge to Inform And Advise whether its warranted or not burns bright within me
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A few weeks ago I read a YA book - it doesn't really matter which one exactly -, set in Argentina and Egypt, in the 1880s, and it included a sentence I cannot get out of my head:
[The dress] had a matching parasol, ruffled and useless save for protecting my skin from the sun.
This unassuming sentence, my friends, is one of the stupidest shit I've ever read (I honestly don't know how it slipped past the editor).
On the one hand, like, consider the word itself: parasol. It literally means "to protect against the sun." To say that a parasol is useless save for, you know, protecting you from the sun, is to say something like "a pen is useless save fro writing."
ITS FREAKING PURPOSE IS TO PROTECT YOU FROM THE SUN.
And even that is not useless - a parasol is vital, especially, you know, in Egypt, where 90% of the novel is set. You don't have sunblock in the 1880s, and, vanity put aside... you don't want to end up with a nasty sunburn - hence the parasol. It's not "useless" - it has one specific and very important function - which it fulfills! It doesn't have to do anything else!
And the most infuriating in the whole thing is that you just know that sentences and sentiments like this stem from the misconception that everything women did or wore pre-20th century is the product of the opressive patriarchy and should be condemned. Corsets are yucky. Long skirt are ewww. Parasols are USELESS.
Heaven forbid that all of these things made sense in their given context.
Honestly, I really wanna see some heroines in historical/fantasy books who go, like "no, I feel naked without my corset, it's like my armor" and "you want me to wear pants? I don't know, I'd feel so awkward." And, you know, heroines who thrive in the period specific femininity, instead of trying to dismantle it, because that's so cool.
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not me going absolutely ballistic about the mother-daughter combo sitting behind me on the train, not even wearing masks and the daughter asking to be tested for Corona and the mom just refusing because it's.... too expensive?
what hell is this why do I still take trains
#db be like and now we prolong our journey for x amount so you can witness more of that shit#honestly#if i get sick now I'm gonna scream#i mean#I'm wearing a mask#but#coronavirus#german trains#this is a hazard#this mother is a hazarf#she legit just said healthy adults ought to get sick by now#wtf#wtf woman#i wanna change seats pls
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