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whirlybirbs · 23 days
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it’s 5:20am i cannot sleep i am consumed with thoughts and yearning for keigo takami i need to be euthanized
#literally these days all i do is Lay Awake and Wither Away#the nightmares have been exponentially worse lately#fun fact ur local fanfic author has Problems.#idk man there’s just something haunting about having reoccurring nightmares about your ex and every time u close ur eyes it’s throwing u#right back into the pit of hell that was that relationship#it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine i just no Longer Trust People#anyways this is a vent post and it is so cringe and lame#i just have never Hated an ex before so there’s a lot i’m coming to terms with especially considering how Fake he is#idek man IDEK!!!!!1!!1!1!#i rlly sacrificed so much to love and live with him and he said ‘mmmmmm now i have u in my grip’#whatever it’s fine he’s stinky and honestly the fact honey (the blog intern and my cat) doesn’t miss him AT ALL says so much#seriously she is so nonplussed by his absence it’s wild#eating fine sleeping fine shitting fine#SAYS A LOT. SAAAAYS A LOT. whatever whatever whatever#i would hit that emotionally immature man with my car if given the chance and yknow what. nick if ur reading this you’re one of the#most.#emotionally immature people ive ever had the misfortune of knowing.#what a shame you lost me#the best thing and healthiest thing that ever happened to you#because of your own actions and your own inability to take accountability for your mental health and actions#tell your mom i say hi#and tell your exes im sorry i ever doubted any of them x_x#WEEEEE what a vent#listen to big sister birbs when she says don’t date men who have something horrific to say about each of their exes
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thwackk · 2 years
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i demand your arts
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here u can have this one single piece of fanart i made for the fanfic that literally ruined my entire life
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yoyoyo-idk · 4 months
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actually pretty interesting how kdj doesn't think to stab himself until the moment the people around him pause. when it's anger and resentment towards his kidself it's fine but the SECOND there's a hint of a beginning of understanding and empathy and perhaps a soon to-be attempt at communication it's intolerable to him.
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izzyspussy · 3 months
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hi. i finally saw it. a) i am a huge flaming fruity gayass homosexual faggot, so i still really enjoyed it. but more importantly b) you shitheads are so obnoxious you literally can't even see anything lmfao. it could be a fucking sock for all the perceivable details there are. imagine being THAT scared of the mere fact that someone, somewhere probably has a penis. inside their pants. probably. like oh my god.
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chtoyalt · 5 months
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THIS GAME JUST DOESN’T END. WHEN WILL IT STOP. WHEN WILL I BE FREE. BECAUSE I WON'T STOP UNTIL IT'S DONE AND OVER. I’M GOING TO GO INSANE
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chadsuke · 1 year
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Books Read in 2023:
Delicious in Dungeon Vol. 3 by Ryoko Kui (2016)
Delicious in Dungeon Vol. 4 by Ryoko Kui (2017)
She Loves to Cook, and She Loves to Eat Vol. 2 by Sakaomi Yuzaki (2021)
Crossplay Love: Otaku x Punk Vol. 3 by Toru (2023)
I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 1 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2020)
I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 2 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2021)
I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 3 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2021)
I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 4 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2022)
Midnight Radio by Iolanda Zanfardino (2019)
[ID: Covers of aforementioned books. End ID.]
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munamania · 8 months
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hm feel free to tell me ur thoughts if youd like friends but basically my friends did text abt doing dinner and i was like 'im sorry i cant tn feel free to go w/o me or lmk if you wanna do another day' and ofc i caught stupid messages back just like 'booooooooooo' 'i cant till next week at least' 'what time r u busy til eye roll' and ill be honest here i fucking lied not that i should have to even give some big explanation but i was like 'well i have class till 5 (theoretically i would) and then have a meeting that doesnt have an end time' basically pretended the one from yesterday. and then i even sent a followup like 'if you guys end up just hanging out at someones place or you grab drinks or anything ill try to stop by later on' and the one sends a message back like 'do you think if we planned on a day next week you could commit to that?' fucking condescending as hell and to that i literally said 'Hm well idk' and then they were just like 'No days next week?' 'just wondering i mean bc maybe the three of us can just go and then we can plan on something lower commitment some other time.' fuck you first of all. and then a 'i get it if it's too last minute!' from my one friend um so thanks to her i guess and i sent smth kinda snarky back like 'well it's not like we had an actual commitment for any day but by all means go and ill certainly try to carve time out in my schedule some other time yeah!' and ive had the notifs muted bc i just dont want to deal with it rn. why am i not allowed to not be available why am i automatically some flaky low commitment bitch who has to be constantly berated in the chat while yall also ignore pretty much everything i say. im not doing that. and this just confirms my suspicions that they already see me in a certain way why should i have to bother when i HAVE still tried to see them and at least offer alternatives when i cant make it to things. also the semester just started like
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sysig · 1 year
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Finally gave doodling BF an attempt, I can see the appeal (Patreon)
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mayashesfly · 1 year
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Sometimes I would visit the bsd fandom and realize how well Nagito would fit in within this universe.
Like he's gay, mentally ill, insane, morally grey, has an interesting ideology, smart af, quite literally has a supernatural ability with his bullshit luck. And with how normal it is to have worldbreaking calamities in bsd is, he would literally just be able to smile nonchalantly while the whole world burns around him like he doesn't have a single care in the world.
(Nagito in BSD scenarios under cut, beware of bsd spoilers... and also a brief mention of explosions and terrorism if you know you know)
Nagito, walking out of the grocery store with his bag, looking up to the sky and seeing Moby Dick approach menacingly towards Yokohama: What a fine day, just another normal tuesday as usual. 😁
A few moments later...
Nagito, on his way home peacefully. But then Moby Dick crashes into the water near him, absolutely soaking him up from top to bottom, his wet hair covering his eyes: Ahh.... What bad luck... I need to buy new groceries at this rate..... 😔
Nagito, having won a ticket to enter Sky Casino for free: What bad luck... my flight has been cancelled towards Sky Casino..... 😔 And here I was being excited to see the one in a lifetime view from up there...! 😟
(Currently, in Sky Casino: A B S O L U T E C H A O S)
Nagito, having just won a lottery yet again: Hm... what should I do with this amount of money? 🤔 Ah... Maybe I should deposit it in the bank! 😃
A few moments later, after he deposited his lottery winnings...
Nagito, standing infront of the burning remains of the bank he was just in a few moments ago: Ah... what bad luck, the entire bank blew up 😥
(Unbeknownst to him, he just prevented a widespread terrorist attack in Yokohama by winning all the explosive money in Yokohama and bringing all of it in one centralized location. Good old unintentional but overall good for the greater good arson from Nagito)
These are regular days in Yokohama in bsd. And for Nagito, they are very truly normal.
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warriorcatsunveiled · 11 months
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I hate the fact that warrior cats has such a grip on me. I ADORED this series when i was 12 years old, I devoured this crap and many other ya novels; but now, over a decade later whenever I randomly pick up a book to read I can barely force myself to read 100 pages let alone more. EXCEPT FOR WARRIOR CATS lmao, give me a bestseller to read and I dont know if I'll finish it no matter how damn interesting, the moment I randomly pick up a warriors book I devour the whole thing in like a day or two. Nice to know my taste is still cringe
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volfoss · 4 months
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Actually so sick that I'm so so exhausted today that I don't even have energy to read. Just sitting here rotating Aquaman in my brain with little effort...
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theloveinc · 2 years
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Hello! I am curious about your tags on this post. How do you personally like characterizing embarrassment with Bakugo?
(link but it's just my prev post!)
hey!! thanks so much for asking :D
don't take my word as law, of course, (in general and) because Bakugo is actually a character who i project A LOT on in terms of like... perfectionism, insecurity, self-doubt and shame (kin moment LMFAO)... so most of my characterization comes from the way eye react to embarrassment, both my own and other's, in situations of all different kinds (like romantic ones, or slapstick ones, etc). it's a feeling that i've literally always hated.
but/so, because i lean more on the Bakugo whose personality (in Cee's words) is insecurity based, i think he tries to avoid embarrassment at ALL costs, because embarrassment = defeat and/or therefore, shame.
in my mind, it's related to his journey of going from overconfident + feeling on top of the world, to... realistic and capable of humility, both in terms of his skills AND personality. even if he's at a point where he can confidently (and aggressively) say he's a good hero/lover/friend/etc... there's still (or, there becomes) this desire in him to avoid the potential failure of being too much or doing too much (aka: acting like the same person he was before and during high school)
so i'd say... i like characterizing Bakugo as being shy and hesitant and careful (in a sense) before he's confident that he has you (or whatever thing) FOREVER. like a built-in safety feature to avoid doing something he'd regret, or become embarrassed by his treatment of others... until he knows for sure he'll get the result he wants. it's part of why i think he's such a hard worker, too :')
(and in a non-romantic context, this might be: not talking about a new move w/ his quirk that he hasn't perfected, or saying he's won XYZ when he hasn't yet.)
there's also the similar depiction of him sort of... leaning into the feelings of embarrassment (defeat) for the end reward... but as someone who has always like. despised that kind of shame and exposure... i just don't really see it being something he likes. but it makes sense too as another result of that journey.
i really, REALLY hope this makes sense!
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tbcanary · 1 year
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yet again i say everyone who argues about what is and is not in character for jason needs to stop fighting each other and unite against our common enemy, scott fucking lobdell
#i'm looking back through outlaws for an edit#and like i have such. feelings. i have so many feelings.#this is the first comic i read! and there are parts of it i still genuinely enjoy and which tug at my emotions in certain ways!#but going back to it now after having read other things is so. like.#what the fuCK#WHAT THE FUCK !!!#it's funny to me. it's honestly hysterical. like i'm not mad about it to be clear i've been cackling over it for an hour#i think it's so. like. why did they do this. why did they give jason evil-sensing blades and a background with a magical monk society#why did they do roy so dirty. why did they do KORI so dirty.#i love the three of them as a relationship and a dynamic but so much of this comic is absolute nonsense kjvnxkbjngk#anyway. ANYWAY.#i will die on the hill of like. the reason why everyone has such warped views of jason is because his rewrites have completely changed him#like every single aspect of him#multiple times#and so it's really hard actually to get a grip on who he is! because like. do you want the bloodthirsty one who kept trying to kill tim.#or do you want the somewhat relatable (weakly written) young lost man looking for love and family wherever he can get it#or do you do what i do and treat them as two separate characters in two separate boxes in your mind closet#so that you don't have to consider the fact that everything about him is absolute jumbled fucking nonsense#this also goes for j/a/y/r/o/y. a ship i absolutely adore and love.#it's very like. ok which version of jason tho. which version of roy. it had better not be outlaws roy i will gut you--#i have so many feelings about this little trio. this post is brought to you by jason saying kori would never have to know life without him.#THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO BE PLATONIC. ALLEGEDLY. NORMAL BESTIE MOMENTS.#ugh. ugh ugh guhhhhgiuuhbngjkn ugh.#don't cancel me for enjoying some parts of outlaws ok. i have a complicated relationship it's not uncritical it's just that i love them.#text.tb
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shinayashipper · 1 year
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I watch the official animated MV for Idol (the opening song of oshi no ko) and mourned over how Very Perfect Found Family anime (for me personally anyway) it would’ve been if not for that plot twist QwQ for me this anime ends on episode 1 and Aqua & Ruby re-learn to be Actual Family with the others and survive in the toxic entertainment industry while still be Family and THATS IT
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hvghesjack · 2 years
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a la @grittyreadsfic, i have been tracking my fic reading habits this month and here are my totals!
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thinking of the angst and hurt no comfort ✨
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