actually pretty interesting how kdj doesn't think to stab himself until the moment the people around him pause. when it's anger and resentment towards his kidself it's fine but the SECOND there's a hint of a beginning of understanding and empathy and perhaps a soon to-be attempt at communication it's intolerable to him.
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Books Read in 2023:
Delicious in Dungeon Vol. 3 by Ryoko Kui (2016)
Delicious in Dungeon Vol. 4 by Ryoko Kui (2017)
She Loves to Cook, and She Loves to Eat Vol. 2 by Sakaomi Yuzaki (2021)
Crossplay Love: Otaku x Punk Vol. 3 by Toru (2023)
I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 1 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2020)
I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 2 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2021)
I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 3 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2021)
I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 4 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2022)
Midnight Radio by Iolanda Zanfardino (2019)
[ID: Covers of aforementioned books. End ID.]
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hm feel free to tell me ur thoughts if youd like friends but basically my friends did text abt doing dinner and i was like 'im sorry i cant tn feel free to go w/o me or lmk if you wanna do another day' and ofc i caught stupid messages back just like 'booooooooooo' 'i cant till next week at least' 'what time r u busy til eye roll' and ill be honest here i fucking lied not that i should have to even give some big explanation but i was like 'well i have class till 5 (theoretically i would) and then have a meeting that doesnt have an end time' basically pretended the one from yesterday. and then i even sent a followup like 'if you guys end up just hanging out at someones place or you grab drinks or anything ill try to stop by later on' and the one sends a message back like 'do you think if we planned on a day next week you could commit to that?' fucking condescending as hell and to that i literally said 'Hm well idk' and then they were just like 'No days next week?' 'just wondering i mean bc maybe the three of us can just go and then we can plan on something lower commitment some other time.' fuck you first of all. and then a 'i get it if it's too last minute!' from my one friend um so thanks to her i guess and i sent smth kinda snarky back like 'well it's not like we had an actual commitment for any day but by all means go and ill certainly try to carve time out in my schedule some other time yeah!' and ive had the notifs muted bc i just dont want to deal with it rn. why am i not allowed to not be available why am i automatically some flaky low commitment bitch who has to be constantly berated in the chat while yall also ignore pretty much everything i say. im not doing that. and this just confirms my suspicions that they already see me in a certain way why should i have to bother when i HAVE still tried to see them and at least offer alternatives when i cant make it to things. also the semester just started like
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Sometimes I would visit the bsd fandom and realize how well Nagito would fit in within this universe.
Like he's gay, mentally ill, insane, morally grey, has an interesting ideology, smart af, quite literally has a supernatural ability with his bullshit luck. And with how normal it is to have worldbreaking calamities in bsd is, he would literally just be able to smile nonchalantly while the whole world burns around him like he doesn't have a single care in the world.
(Nagito in BSD scenarios under cut, beware of bsd spoilers... and also a brief mention of explosions and terrorism if you know you know)
Nagito, walking out of the grocery store with his bag, looking up to the sky and seeing Moby Dick approach menacingly towards Yokohama: What a fine day, just another normal tuesday as usual. 😁
A few moments later...
Nagito, on his way home peacefully. But then Moby Dick crashes into the water near him, absolutely soaking him up from top to bottom, his wet hair covering his eyes: Ahh.... What bad luck... I need to buy new groceries at this rate..... 😔
Nagito, having won a ticket to enter Sky Casino for free: What bad luck... my flight has been cancelled towards Sky Casino..... 😔 And here I was being excited to see the one in a lifetime view from up there...! 😟
(Currently, in Sky Casino: A B S O L U T E C H A O S)
Nagito, having just won a lottery yet again: Hm... what should I do with this amount of money? 🤔 Ah... Maybe I should deposit it in the bank! 😃
A few moments later, after he deposited his lottery winnings...
Nagito, standing infront of the burning remains of the bank he was just in a few moments ago: Ah... what bad luck, the entire bank blew up 😥
(Unbeknownst to him, he just prevented a widespread terrorist attack in Yokohama by winning all the explosive money in Yokohama and bringing all of it in one centralized location. Good old unintentional but overall good for the greater good arson from Nagito)
These are regular days in Yokohama in bsd. And for Nagito, they are very truly normal.
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I hate the fact that warrior cats has such a grip on me. I ADORED this series when i was 12 years old, I devoured this crap and many other ya novels; but now, over a decade later whenever I randomly pick up a book to read I can barely force myself to read 100 pages let alone more. EXCEPT FOR WARRIOR CATS lmao, give me a bestseller to read and I dont know if I'll finish it no matter how damn interesting, the moment I randomly pick up a warriors book I devour the whole thing in like a day or two. Nice to know my taste is still cringe
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https://at.tumblr.com/theloveinc/709386875263188992/wncg70pa448c
Hello! I am curious about your tags on this post. How do you personally like characterizing embarrassment with Bakugo?
(link but it's just my prev post!)
hey!! thanks so much for asking :D
don't take my word as law, of course, (in general and) because Bakugo is actually a character who i project A LOT on in terms of like... perfectionism, insecurity, self-doubt and shame (kin moment LMFAO)... so most of my characterization comes from the way eye react to embarrassment, both my own and other's, in situations of all different kinds (like romantic ones, or slapstick ones, etc). it's a feeling that i've literally always hated.
but/so, because i lean more on the Bakugo whose personality (in Cee's words) is insecurity based, i think he tries to avoid embarrassment at ALL costs, because embarrassment = defeat and/or therefore, shame.
in my mind, it's related to his journey of going from overconfident + feeling on top of the world, to... realistic and capable of humility, both in terms of his skills AND personality. even if he's at a point where he can confidently (and aggressively) say he's a good hero/lover/friend/etc... there's still (or, there becomes) this desire in him to avoid the potential failure of being too much or doing too much (aka: acting like the same person he was before and during high school)
so i'd say... i like characterizing Bakugo as being shy and hesitant and careful (in a sense) before he's confident that he has you (or whatever thing) FOREVER. like a built-in safety feature to avoid doing something he'd regret, or become embarrassed by his treatment of others... until he knows for sure he'll get the result he wants. it's part of why i think he's such a hard worker, too :')
(and in a non-romantic context, this might be: not talking about a new move w/ his quirk that he hasn't perfected, or saying he's won XYZ when he hasn't yet.)
there's also the similar depiction of him sort of... leaning into the feelings of embarrassment (defeat) for the end reward... but as someone who has always like. despised that kind of shame and exposure... i just don't really see it being something he likes. but it makes sense too as another result of that journey.
i really, REALLY hope this makes sense!
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