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Happy Miku day everyone!! It's almost over here, so take a very quick sketch for a miku :)

Had to honour her yk? Ofc the world is hers so.

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only Touya!?!??!

it's just for him :)))

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WELCOME! This is the analysis done by yours truly of Moonlight! The commissioned event song for vbs~ We really have a brain rot for this song like we did with cinema!! So here!!

Few changes: character lines are going to be coloured as the character! So! Akito, An, Kohane, Touya, Meiko! And I will not be doing MV analysis alongside it! I just think it's neat how the MV is framed through a back circle, portraying them in the moonlight/spotlight (moon and spotlight are kinda synonymous here!) Another way the moon in general can be seen is as something like false hope, something so far off you want to reach but never can. So! Let's get into it!

This is also all personal opinion!!

Ko: "Collecting nothing but trash, covered with a single torn rag,"

A strong strong first line. Kohane immediately sets the scene- everyone here is junk, throwing away their talent or lives to be what they want- an overall group theme for VBS; they are outcasts wading through loneliness and solitude with each other, trying to make their own name without help. They're 'covered with rag', because they're being hidden away, I'd guess by something like society in general in this analogy.

An: "is a replica with a hideous form."

An adds onto that strong start up- not only are they junk all thrown together, they're horridly trying to replicate their idols, forming a 'replica with a hideous form', because they are all very different people to those who they idolise and want to pass, no matter how much they want to be their own people and make their own unique space, they keep falling into this replica.

To: "A tale someone spun, the timbre at which someone played a song,"

Aki: "made and distorted into a collage of fakes."

This is about the same thing- it's their idols words that they made, it's their songs they're trying to replicate. VBS is only coming together to make some vague collage that looks like them, trying to replicate that same image. It's very harsh on themselves, really. Because what's this song about? Its an akito song! So it's about self hate! yaaaay /s. But this is a running theme, self doubt, anxiety and panic, from both Akito songs. For someone so repressed, songs made from his feelings really lay his emotions bare.

Mei: "In the very beginning, there was progressive youthful love under a veil."

To: "When we notice it, it disappears, crying like a child who’s lost a toy"

Definitely Touya focus since he sings after Meiko but, I think this is his love for Street music- at the start was just progressive to move him away from classical, he didn't really love it in the same way Akito did, he just liked it not being classical, since he wanted to piss off his dad. When he noticed that's why he did it, it was like a child losing its comfort, starting to cry. A slap in the face to reality. That 'veil' was comfort, noticing ye was just hiding away behind that veil made it disappear.

Mei: "Why is that so? That spotlight is shining on me."

Aki: "Your back turned, you are once more getting farther from my reach."

Meiko asks why Touya starts to cry, after losing that veil, then comments the spotlight is on her- I believe this means nobody else is doing anything to deserve the spotlight right now, shying away from themselves. This leads into Akito's line which to me personally tells me this takes place in chapter 14 of the main story, these last few lines. Touya realizes he's 'half-assed' by using this 'progressive love' as a comfort and turning and running away- as Akito laments Touya was growing further away from him again, but instead of it being a talent thing from Akito's view, it's literal.

To(An/Meiko): "I couldn’t become anything like you, like I was chasing after the moon."

See what I mean? Its Touya's main anxiety in the early story, that he'll never catch upto Akito because of how he framed music- he compares Akito to the moon, something so distant and far off he can only stare out and hope to be like. An is also here, more related to how she views Kohane!

Aki: "My thirsting heart remains unquenched."

Without Touya beside him, he feels unsatisfied, his need to surpass cannot be fought alone, and nor can be even sing alone.

To(Ko+Mei): "Becoming alone, becoming alone, We trace over, as we continued to have sombre dreams."

Touya has a very big character theme with dreams, both in the ones you see at night sense and the life long goal sense! This is a rehash of that from other commissioned songs, particularly a sadder outlook- when Touya is alone, his dreams are dull and sad, going against mirai when he talks about his dreams being full with colour and laughter. And! They add on that they're, An and Touya tracing over, just following someone else- their parents. Following a path already laid for them, even if they want it or not.

Aki: "It’s trash, it’s rags, The blood leaking from your heart, held anger only from myself."

Ouch this line hurt! I think this is self hate, Akito calling himself and what they had trash and rags, like something thrown together and out without care. The blood leaking from Touya's heart was only bleeding from the anger Akito had- hey remember when Akito decked Touya /j. It isn't really as literally as that I believe, moreso that he takes his anger out on Touya sometimes, even unintentionally, when he only hates himself.

Ko: "'What is it I lacked?’ After I asked God,"

Ko+To: "The arrow of a fallen angel struck to silence me.

From outside help (ily guys /p but tysm), I've gathered this is an analogy for passion, always wondering what you lack and need to be perfect, because that's what every artist does- before getting struck down realising there's nothing they can do; they're stagnant. That's the best they can do. Everyone in vbs tends to suffer with 'im not getting better' disease, so it's not surprising to have this followed up by An and Akito, too.

An: "I knew it from the start, I was putting on a forgotten show."

An+Akito: "I’m holding close the sword you gave me."

An says how from the start of her doing shows alone, shes known the truth- nobody would remember her or what she does. Akito adds on, agreeing that together they hug a sword given to them by someone else. I believe this is meant to be something like a blessing and a curse, they were gifted the sword (something like passion or ambition to sing), but it only ends up cutting them and hurting them when they try to use it, because they can't wield it properly. Most they can do is show it off and use it as best they can.

Mei: "How many times have I been disappointed?, ‘I’d rather just throw away everything,’"

Meiko quite literally sings vbs' song, as after this line they harmonize after her- she's voicing their complaints, the way they give up. Its motivating, showing them they all think the same, but also meant to show us the watcher how everyone truly thinks of themselves, even subconsciously.

To: "Surely, nothing will be left in the end, the love, the songs I made up, my name, it’s all withering away too."

Touya is definitely one of the most self doubting, from this at least. He's scared (as he has been in a few songs and events), that one day, they'll all be split up and everything will be worthless. One day his love and his songs and even who he is will be fine- and apparently it's already starting to wither away.

Mei: "Why is that so? Clinging to my heart,"

Aki: "is a loneliness not unlike the silence of a winter night."

Meiko asks why Touya feels that way, and redirects him, showing him in away that she knows everyone else is lonely and scared, too- especially Akito. This seems to kick something off in the next chorus. That also just seems like it's meant to be a reference to Touya in general, from silence to the winter and the loneliness that Touya mentions here;

To(/Ko+Mei): "Surely, you were watching the stars alone, in all your ignorance,"

Akito focuses on the future more then Touya, atleast in the life long goal way, Touya has already found his future.

Aki: "still paying no heed to me, my eyes bloodshot."

He's crying(or is exhausted) looking upto the stars, for some reason. These last three lines most sound reminiscent of an argument, Akito saying how secluded he feels, only for Touya to say he felt just the same, with Akito feeling so distant when he's stood next to him. Then Akito says how Touya didn't even see how he was crying. If this is a song crystalized from Akito's fear, it makes sense why an argument would be here- Akito hates the thought of something like this happening, of him being a bad partner.

To(/An+Mei): "You, who stood next to me, are getting farther. Those sombre dreams may be fading out of view"

in contrast to the previous chorus where Touya said he could only dream of dull things. Even being next to Akito gives him full dreams, yet he feels isolated, still next to him. Probably because Akito is still running for the future, when Touya, who still wants to surpass rad weekend, is happy where he is for now, atleast emotionally. It's also a very very, very sweet line, harking back to Touya's overall theme with dreams! Like all over mirai, and been in vbs commission songs since rad dogs! Dreams are really important to Touya- especially since it's now like double stated that Akito gives Touya better dreams.

"But you should continue to chase them."

Oh hey it's backing up what I'm saying. Touya wants to test and enjoy this time while they have it, but he's always surprised to have to quickly follow behind Akito who 'wont stop chasing that far off moon.' Yet, I don't think Touya is meant to be perceived as angry or anything- he wants to encourage Akito, to keep running towards his dreams, so they won't be alone.

Aki: "It’s a fake, it’s the truth, If I turned back now, I would only see that those fuzzy memories were there."

It's Akito's thought process, while 'running'. An inner dialogue. No matter what he's doing and if he's cut out for it, he's only been doing things in the spur of the moment without thinking, and now he needs to be serious, not to stop running now. This is accelerated by the fact all his memories are fuzzy- they're fast paced and hard to remember off the adrenaline of the moment.

An: "Waste and a converted irony I tried to break free from cliche, and yet,"

To: (‘Is this a rehash of someone else’s work?’")

Very interesting to me that's in quotes, not Touya's or An's own thoughts. He shares a lot with An in the trauma sector, so they share this, the worry they're only meant to be someone they're not and only follow and rehash want they do. Especially when VBS is a cover group, and atleast Touya's dad has been said before to hate people not recreating songs perfectly, as not to disrespect the composer. Could very well be stemming from An and Touya, which is quite strange from the Akito trauma song!/j But as this was followed by An's line, definitely both of their anxiety.

Ko: "The stardust is countless, A eustasy sinks and disappears."

Aki: "The Moonlight is merciless."

So Kohane talks about people giving up and failing because they can't stand the changing tides of being a big star, I think, Akito adds on saying the moonlight, or probably also called, the spot light, is daunting and a moment of weakness could ruin anyone.

An: (‘Is my identity a sham, too?)"

Ko: (‘Do you want love so much you’d resort to theft?’)

This is either Kohane and Ans personal struggles and thoughts, or they're playing out Akito's. It's kinda hard to tell. Could also very easily be both- talking about being shams following someone else's image and also that they'd have to steal love, either meaning they 'steal' other people's work to show off as their talent or that their own identity is a lie to get love.

Ko: "Afternoon, when sheep-like clouds were floating in the sky..."

An: "A nostalgic song wavers in the wind."

At first this made no sense to me- it's akito dreaming, is my guess. Passing out to escape from his own horrid thoughts in the ruthless moonlight of the night. That's why the song calms down, and he starts hearing a nostalgic song. It's also why Touya did not sing there at all, and only now is singing again.

To: "The words that you said to me..."

Aki: "I’ve written the same thing down, so I won’t forget them, even now."

Even if Touya says Akito taught and helped him, Akito doesn't believe it. Or atleast is hypocritical of himself and forgets to assign his words to himself, writing them down over and over to remember them. Its a cycle they always fall into, Akito never believing anything he does.

back to the chorus.

To+An(/Meiko): "I couldn’t become anything like you, liike I was chasing after the moon "

Aki: "My thirsting heart remains unquenched."

Touya can't keep up the same lifestyle as Akito, never being satisfied and always chasing the next biggest thing, as he's happy in his 'future' being the present. An always feels like she's falling behind the incredible progress Kohane has made.

To+Ko(+Mei): "Time pases, time passes, (we trace over,**) so that we won’t avert our eyes when the time comes to turn back and look."

They just want to heal and not be scared of the past, but accept it. Which I'd say is far more prominent to Touya's story than Kohanes, but she might be shy or scared about her own weaker past, looking where she is now. They trace over their past so they can make a better one, but also need to accept their past.

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Because In their past, they were- both following someone else's life. They're trying to walk away from that path without being hurt, or hurting to look back.

Aki: "It’s trash, it’s rags, beyond the pursuit of a dream we will never wake from, my light, and only mine, will always be there."

Even if right now, they're called everything, theyre nothing compared to the actual people they aspire to follow, they're the throwaways of society- they keep pushing forward no matter what. They'll find their own light, separate from that ruthless moonlight where they can shine without worry, together. They'll never wake up from this pipe dream, as others say, but that's fine by them because no matter what they will have passion and love for this, no matter what.

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Chapters: 2/? Fandom: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: All Ships are currently implied, I'll add them over time!, Aoyagi Touya/Shinonome Akito Characters: Hoshino Ichika (Project SEKAI), Tenma Saki, Mochizuki Honami, Hinomori Shiho, Hanasato Minori, Kiritani Haruka, Momoi Airi, Hinomori Shizuku, Azusawa Kohane, Shiraishi An, Shinonome Akito, Aoyagi Touya, Tenma Tsukasa, Ootori Emu, Kusanagi Nene, Kamishiro Rui, Yoisaki Kanade, Asahina Mafuyu, Shinonome Ena, Akiyama Mizuki Additional Tags: Oneshot collection, Fantasy, PrSk Fantasy AU, Fluff, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Banter, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Multiple narratives/areas/POVs Summary:

Why hello there, Tiny Spark. I hope you'll listen to my stories yet another day.

 ---- Based around the PrSk fantasy au!!! if you're unaware, a whole sub-community came from PrSk Tumblr about a fantasy au for project sekai! This is our version! The prologue does have context for our world and characters! This is going to a collection of oneshots within the world, while we'll make another fic for a coherent story! Sorry for such a long description <3 it's fantasy oneshots basically

Chapter 2!! Is here!! It's akitoya dancing and I forgot to post it last night

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It's here! The Cinema dissection because I adore this song specifically right now!

I absolutely adore the event songs really, I love songs relating to characters and what the music itself can represent. I was actually between this and RAD DOGs because that is. Filled with character in the music alone but ! cinema is my brainrot.

I'm going to be using the choreography from both the colourful live and the in-game MV, aswell as the lyrics from Cinema's official vocaloid wiki translation! Do note! I wrote the lyrical analysis first then added on the choreo stuff afterwards!!! So when I start to talk about the MV || will show the start of it! || Is going to be the start of the 3dmv/colourful live! But there are parts where I don't talk about them because either I couldn't think of anything or it had no discernible meaning.

Everything's below the cut! :D enjoy!

Really, this is fairly long!

Forgive me for trying to keep up with lyrics and like three different videos at the same time! I'll add where is appropriate!

'suddenly everyone started up' makes sense to be sung by Kohane BC lmao protag things and being thrust into the limelight. The other lyrics here start of the cycle of repeating things over and over again. || The MV shows everyone slowly joining in, Akito being last, staring at a screen. (Presumably.) For now, they're staring without any doubts or hiding away. || The boys are facing down in the beginning, with the girls already facing ahead with Kaito, probably trying to show that they've made progress as a partnership, while Akito is falling behind, and by extension Touya.

'Road full of mistakes, going in circles' - well the roads are full of mistakes he keeps repeating, and refuses to find a new path cus it's all he knows.

"what's bad about that? Is there anything bad about that? If there is go on and tell me." From Kohane and Touya, direct dialogue with partners, trying to see where they think they're messing up, because to them, they're perfect. Followed by An and Akito telling them to find out where the issue is. To me, it seems like An and Akito singing it is meant to be a jab? Like 'its so obvious where I'm wrong. Just tell me already ' which does come up later! || Here we can see how each pair works, with one side (Kohane and Touya) trying to push the others to try, by how they like quite aggressively turn to each other and point, trying to almost call them out.

'A delusion of dawn, precious escapades, A misunderstood hero play-pretend' to meeeee sounds like Akito talking about his relationship with Touya? delusion of dawn, possibly being the sorta 'new day/new sun' he would see upon seeing Touya sing. Precious escapades reminds me of kids sneaking away, obviously very precious to the both of them- playing the hero of a misunderstanding, to Touya- he is the hero of that whole thing, saving him from such a horrid misunderstanding with his father about loving music and what brings happines. || At this point, we start to see everyone covering their faces- hiding away, they're trying to escape and ignore anything like their shortcomings, I believe. It also flashes past everyone's face, which reminds me of like snippets of everyone's life? Why i think it supports the theory of the past of those two and stuff! || Akito and Touya switched places, which I'm choosing to think is trying to show how, before, they were in each others shoes; Touya falling behind and Akito helping him.

'Traffics already jammed up now. Oh well, nothing I can do about that.' I'm not quite sure what to think! It's Touya sung, so it makes it sound like he's saying that no matter what, they're together, even if he can't fix the situation himself. Also could be a nice reference to traffic jam idk

ahh direct dialogue my love.

"it wasn't supposed to be like this."

"What was it supposed to be like, then?"

Is such a wonderful line of dialogue between Akito and Touya. Because in the way it's phrased- Akito sounds panicked. I believe it's meant to be coming from this stray bad dogs card!

With Akito quite visibly pissed off. Telling himself he messed up. It wasn't supposed to end this way. Only, to be snapped out of that by being asked what was meant to happen. It really sounds like Touya is sassing him tbh. Asking him how it was meant to be- because Akito doesn't know. To him, anything is good as long as he is.. winning; because if he isn't winning he is failing. If he's failing? He's not good enough. Touya sounds like he's trying to make him think, wonder what he really wants like this. He keeps striving for success with nothing in-between and no plans and gets annoyed when he fails, building a bridge with no supports. Touya is trying to help! || The MV shows them as being the same whole figure, cut down the middle and showing each half, which I think is nice to show how, as partners, they're one.

Which is immediately followed byyy 'The more I thought that..' which actively shows that fucking shocked Akito, to be suddenly hit with the realisation, other then RAD WEEKEND, he has nothing in mind. || So! They quite literally all fall into the chorus, with it being meant to be startling, like the process of falling or falling into a bad mindset of anxiety or paranoia.

Chorus time baby!

oh boy I love this chorus so much it's so caTCHY BUT HEY

It's.. it's Akito's panic, really.

In Stray BAD DOGS, we understand what Akito is like- if he doubts something, even once. He'll drop it and never look back, because he thinks if he doubts himself even once, he isn't on the right track.

"No it can't be this- not this. This is a bad fit for me. I'm not suited for it. Should I quit now, or-" Is the beginning of a turning point!

"But that’s not right, right!"

Up until this this point, the chorus is being led fully by Akito, with everyone else coming in to just make it more powerful, to me sounding kinds like intrusive thoughts, screaming together to stop. Or the other way around, screaming to help. But! When Akito says he wants to quit- everyone cuts in- they aren't letting him. Akito isnt allowed to just drop it and move on because this is so goddamn important to all of them. When he starts to doubt himself, other then nothing, he has people around him lifting him up and helping him. It's entirely new for him, in this manner! || And here, again, we see everyone start to cover their faces and shy away.

"I wonder, when will I get to be the star of this show?" Seeing everyone he cares for telling him to keep going, all he does is ask himself when he gets to be like them, get his breakthrough moment. Kohane got everything; becoming friends with An by chance. An was born into a family why she has been able to cultivate talent all her life, and she found the partner she needed. Touya finally got to break free of his chains holding him back and can sing properly now, with his own voice. || Akito is in his stray bad dogs outfit, wondering when he gets to be the star, staring blankly ahead, preparing to presumably do a show he can't put his everything into, because he fell behind. || Have to be honest, of the stage show, I can only understand Akito turned to face the audience, hand outstretched, asking them when he gets to be the star.

They all left Akito in the dust as the supporting, even if they'd never see it that way. But to him? He's falling behind.

Character specific lines!!!

'Laughing every time I fall short..' From An! Which makes sense, she's always been known to pick up and dust herself off when she falls, she knows how to deal with a mistake light-heartedly!

'Crying every time I count my growing baggage' Kohane sweetheart do you need a hug!!!this poor group is traumtizing her-/j it's probably more just like her learning and trying to grow with more responsibilities!

'Feeling disappointed when things aren’t as I planned' Very much Akito, yeah. He hates things not going his way.

'I can’t even blame anyone else, and it bothers me' since Touya is likely used to blaming his father for his shortcomings in music, I believe it's referencing that? || On stage, with everyone singing their parts one by one, they join in in cannon, adding their own parts to the dance like how they add their part to the group itself.

In essence these four lines are to point out flaws or struggles this group has with failure. An can laugh it away, Kohane has to cry to get it out, Akito gets disappointed and Touya gets annoyed at himself. It's character building, showing their flaws and letting them be emotional teens still navigating failure.

'The lights of the brilliant shining city' apparently that's a direct yuurei Tokyo reference but I've never listened to the song and can't comment on it whoops

'Passing by my defeated expression' Akito is starting to work past his mistakes. However he's doing this by overworking himself and forcing himself into training every hour he can because if he isn't improving and catching up, In his own eyes, he isn't anything.

'The time to start is now! Yes, that’s right-! let's try again...' Right! I think this is in correlation to the show's they all put on at livehouses and things, because before they say they do it all a thousand times and stuff! Akito is trying to swallow his worry and move on, saying he's going to try again.

And we're back to the chorus!!!! I love this so much.

So we basically get a repeat of last time! Despite trying, Akito starts worrying again, following the same anxieties that even at his best, he's still falling behind. Yet, this time we see a change!

'This can't be right, right. This is a bad fit for me. I’m not suited for it. I could stop now but, It kept repeating thousands of times.' Here, Akito is, like we said, going over the same worries -until- he starts fighting back on these worries. Saying he could quit, but now the thing repeating a thousand times was the things his friends have said; pushing him to keep trying, to not give up.

' I’ll just keep hoping for tomorrow.' Now, he has some hope. That maybe it'll be better, or it could be that maybe he has the strength to give up. But I do think he's trying to find the strength to be on level with everyone else, in his own mind! || This MV pattern follows the same as the last chorus I don't need to add on!! it's the same meaning different place :)

So we go back to the same delusion of dawn thing, which is probably there to show the whole essence of everything repeating over and over again! However it's now very slightly different!

This time, we get Touya talking about something he drew..? Honestly I'm not quite sure what that means.

"When was it that I…?" However is a line I can identify! This is Akito, again, questioning when he started questioning himself, when he started to feel like this is what he wants to do, no matter what. Even if he doubts himself, even if he wants to quit. He'll keep moving forward with it, no matter what he would have done as a kid.

And, like everything repeating over and over again a thousand times...

We go back to the start of the reel of film, with An starting to do the narrating.. but it seems a bit different, now...?

'Suddenly everyone started up, onto a nonsense scenario. ' Once again, starting to Nonsense. || An and Kohane look into the cinema first, watching the show now a row back, not shying away, just watching.

"What are you playing at? Who are you trying to be?" Well, that's different! We're back to Touya trying to push Akito in the right direction again. He knows he can't force him, he has to find it himself, so he's pushing him- asking him what he even thinks he's doing, basically. This is probably carried on from earlier, but going from the next line it could very much be Akito imagining this to push himself, predicting what his partner would say to him if he started to aim for goals he doesn't know again. || Following An and Kohane, Akito and Touya are watching, too.

"There’s no way you could be that, right?"

So, I'm definitely going with Akito imagining this, since this line is said by him. He's finally making that push forward, probably mid show;

"It's not enough..." This time, Akito isn't alone. It's him, Touya and Kaito. He knows he isn't alone. Even if, from here on out, he's imagining what everyone is saying, it doesn't matter.

"We’re not there yet, yet" Touya is yelling for him again, for him to keep going. He knows they aren't done yet, it's like he's reaching out his hand. || Also show by the fact the first thing we see of Akito trying to push forward is Touya smiling, looking ahead.

"This can’t be the end, so, If you’re not suited for the role-

Then just rewrite the script!"

I love this line. so. so. so much. Sung by Kaito, who I believe was manifested from Akito's unwillingness to be carefree, especially since Kaito in other sekais seems to portray a more carefree side of someone they may hide away(I'm going off WxS and MMJ since I p much believe Kaito in L/n sekai is meant to be Saki's manifestation of Tsukasa? Could be wrong have no clue). He's reaching for him to understand his true feelings, to get his true potential by letting go a bit- forcing yourself to be perfect never works! That's why he's being told this from these two specifically! Also An and Kohane are backing them up what queens! || Kaito starts everyone on reaching up, clawing their way out of a hole, reaching for a light.

"Look, for the most part, I’m sure it’ll always just be me-" funnily enough, this is sung by everyone, but led by Akito. I think it's him imagining his friends there backing him up. He's talking about it just being him because now he isn't trying to be some perfect figure, only himself. He cares less about failing now, because failure will ultimately lead to success.

"The leading star will only be me!"

And there it is! Akito is able to let himself be free of his own shackles holding him back. Even if he's fighting for the main spotlight on a stage, he's always going to be his own protagonist! So now instead of pushing against something currently unbeatable, he's pitting himself against his team, which makes everyone else fight harder, too! All in fun of course! It really does sound like a childish deceleration of war! || This shows Akito punching a first forward with a smile and wink, which reminds me of something like a shonen protagonist, taking his spot in the spotlight. Everyone else is turned to face downstage, pointing across at him to make that artificial spotlight! Showing the audience where they need to look- at the current star.

"Someday it’ll be bye-bye, when the end comes. Smile for the curtain call and the applause." This is just as it reads, one day they know they will reach their goal, no matter what. So for now? They practice, taking their bows and smiling to their audience today. || Everyone creates a circle, facing outwards! I believe this is meant to showcase the sort of cycle they get stuck into of repeating everything over and over again, with everyone at some point taking the centre stage, or someone falling behind. It can also show them being a coherent unit, working together no matter what. Kohane is also very behind on her bow- which is nice characterization!

"The future I wanted to change has come." So this line is sung by everybody, but it's quicky followed by Touya (including him taking centre stage) and it creates an interesting point for Touya's general motives I'd never noticed- he's always reaching for a future. Hell he manifested a whole song from it which went over him finally finding a future where he can smile and laugh with everyone- this? This is the start of it for Touya. But at the same time, it's saying that the future that everyone wanted to change has came, meaning the end of a show! || Everyone's back in the cinema, looking back on their past selves, now after they've grown, watching how far they came. || Even in a song about Akito, it still has to show that him and Touya have each others backs, Touya running in front first so Akito creates the wall to lean on like he did when they met- supporting Touya from the start. Suddenly, Touya flips it on him, like he did in the event itself, trying to show Akito that he will always have his back and that he should rely on him a little more. Akito looks back, knowing his partner is there, now. Before he goes back to taking his own spotlight.

"Whatever you like, however you like it,

This is it. I made it here, all the way from the bottom.

Just like a movie, this is my story."

And Akito signs everyone off, saying that no matter what you think, this is his underdog story, nobody elses, even if he has help.

Last thing we see before the Cast list, is Akito standing alone smiling ahead, being the star of the show, like he said!

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I finished the fic I mentioned before :)

ruikasa nation get your food. also emunene nation get your scraps I'm sorry you queen's (gen-neutral) <3

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Hello there, PrSk fantasy community!!!

Here is the prologue to our oneshots for the fantasy au!! we'll end up doing the same prologue for the actual story fic but oneshots are easier!!

Here !!!!

Have fun!

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Reposting for en SBD!!! I'm lucky to be in t1k !! So sorry for being gone, been tiering and surviving medical life!!

Have fun!

It's here! The Cinema dissection because I adore this song specifically right now!

I absolutely adore the event songs really, I love songs relating to characters and what the music itself can represent. I was actually between this and RAD DOGs because that is. Filled with character in the music alone but ! cinema is my brainrot.

I'm going to be using the choreography from both the colourful live and the in-game MV, aswell as the lyrics from Cinema's official vocaloid wiki translation! Do note! I wrote the lyrical analysis first then added on the choreo stuff afterwards!!! So when I start to talk about the MV || will show the start of it! || Is going to be the start of the 3dmv/colourful live! But there are parts where I don't talk about them because either I couldn't think of anything or it had no discernible meaning.

Everything's below the cut! :D enjoy!

Really, this is fairly long!

Forgive me for trying to keep up with lyrics and like three different videos at the same time! I'll add where is appropriate!

'suddenly everyone started up' makes sense to be sung by Kohane BC lmao protag things and being thrust into the limelight. The other lyrics here start of the cycle of repeating things over and over again. || The MV shows everyone slowly joining in, Akito being last, staring at a screen. (Presumably.) For now, they're staring without any doubts or hiding away. || The boys are facing down in the beginning, with the girls already facing ahead with Kaito, probably trying to show that they've made progress as a partnership, while Akito is falling behind, and by extension Touya.

'Road full of mistakes, going in circles' - well the roads are full of mistakes he keeps repeating, and refuses to find a new path cus it's all he knows.

"what's bad about that? Is there anything bad about that? If there is go on and tell me." From Kohane and Touya, direct dialogue with partners, trying to see where they think they're messing up, because to them, they're perfect. Followed by An and Akito telling them to find out where the issue is. To me, it seems like An and Akito singing it is meant to be a jab? Like 'its so obvious where I'm wrong. Just tell me already ' which does come up later! || Here we can see how each pair works, with one side (Kohane and Touya) trying to push the others to try, by how they like quite aggressively turn to each other and point, trying to almost call them out.

'A delusion of dawn, precious escapades, A misunderstood hero play-pretend' to meeeee sounds like Akito talking about his relationship with Touya? delusion of dawn, possibly being the sorta 'new day/new sun' he would see upon seeing Touya sing. Precious escapades reminds me of kids sneaking away, obviously very precious to the both of them- playing the hero of a misunderstanding, to Touya- he is the hero of that whole thing, saving him from such a horrid misunderstanding with his father about loving music and what brings happines. || At this point, we start to see everyone covering their faces- hiding away, they're trying to escape and ignore anything like their shortcomings, I believe. It also flashes past everyone's face, which reminds me of like snippets of everyone's life? Why i think it supports the theory of the past of those two and stuff! || Akito and Touya switched places, which I'm choosing to think is trying to show how, before, they were in each others shoes; Touya falling behind and Akito helping him.

'Traffics already jammed up now. Oh well, nothing I can do about that.' I'm not quite sure what to think! It's Touya sung, so it makes it sound like he's saying that no matter what, they're together, even if he can't fix the situation himself. Also could be a nice reference to traffic jam idk

ahh direct dialogue my love.

"it wasn't supposed to be like this."

"What was it supposed to be like, then?"

Is such a wonderful line of dialogue between Akito and Touya. Because in the way it's phrased- Akito sounds panicked. I believe it's meant to be coming from this stray bad dogs card!

With Akito quite visibly pissed off. Telling himself he messed up. It wasn't supposed to end this way. Only, to be snapped out of that by being asked what was meant to happen. It really sounds like Touya is sassing him tbh. Asking him how it was meant to be- because Akito doesn't know. To him, anything is good as long as he is.. winning; because if he isn't winning he is failing. If he's failing? He's not good enough. Touya sounds like he's trying to make him think, wonder what he really wants like this. He keeps striving for success with nothing in-between and no plans and gets annoyed when he fails, building a bridge with no supports. Touya is trying to help! || The MV shows them as being the same whole figure, cut down the middle and showing each half, which I think is nice to show how, as partners, they're one.

Which is immediately followed byyy 'The more I thought that..' which actively shows that fucking shocked Akito, to be suddenly hit with the realisation, other then RAD WEEKEND, he has nothing in mind. || So! They quite literally all fall into the chorus, with it being meant to be startling, like the process of falling or falling into a bad mindset of anxiety or paranoia.

Chorus time baby!

oh boy I love this chorus so much it's so caTCHY BUT HEY

It's.. it's Akito's panic, really.

In Stray BAD DOGS, we understand what Akito is like- if he doubts something, even once. He'll drop it and never look back, because he thinks if he doubts himself even once, he isn't on the right track.

"No it can't be this- not this. This is a bad fit for me. I'm not suited for it. Should I quit now, or-" Is the beginning of a turning point!

"But that’s not right, right!"

Up until this this point, the chorus is being led fully by Akito, with everyone else coming in to just make it more powerful, to me sounding kinds like intrusive thoughts, screaming together to stop. Or the other way around, screaming to help. But! When Akito says he wants to quit- everyone cuts in- they aren't letting him. Akito isnt allowed to just drop it and move on because this is so goddamn important to all of them. When he starts to doubt himself, other then nothing, he has people around him lifting him up and helping him. It's entirely new for him, in this manner! || And here, again, we see everyone start to cover their faces and shy away.

"I wonder, when will I get to be the star of this show?" Seeing everyone he cares for telling him to keep going, all he does is ask himself when he gets to be like them, get his breakthrough moment. Kohane got everything; becoming friends with An by chance. An was born into a family why she has been able to cultivate talent all her life, and she found the partner she needed. Touya finally got to break free of his chains holding him back and can sing properly now, with his own voice. || Akito is in his stray bad dogs outfit, wondering when he gets to be the star, staring blankly ahead, preparing to presumably do a show he can't put his everything into, because he fell behind. || Have to be honest, of the stage show, I can only understand Akito turned to face the audience, hand outstretched, asking them when he gets to be the star.

They all left Akito in the dust as the supporting, even if they'd never see it that way. But to him? He's falling behind.

Character specific lines!!!

'Laughing every time I fall short..' From An! Which makes sense, she's always been known to pick up and dust herself off when she falls, she knows how to deal with a mistake light-heartedly!

'Crying every time I count my growing baggage' Kohane sweetheart do you need a hug!!!this poor group is traumtizing her-/j it's probably more just like her learning and trying to grow with more responsibilities!

'Feeling disappointed when things aren’t as I planned' Very much Akito, yeah. He hates things not going his way.

'I can’t even blame anyone else, and it bothers me' since Touya is likely used to blaming his father for his shortcomings in music, I believe it's referencing that? || On stage, with everyone singing their parts one by one, they join in in cannon, adding their own parts to the dance like how they add their part to the group itself.

In essence these four lines are to point out flaws or struggles this group has with failure. An can laugh it away, Kohane has to cry to get it out, Akito gets disappointed and Touya gets annoyed at himself. It's character building, showing their flaws and letting them be emotional teens still navigating failure.

'The lights of the brilliant shining city' apparently that's a direct yuurei Tokyo reference but I've never listened to the song and can't comment on it whoops

'Passing by my defeated expression' Akito is starting to work past his mistakes. However he's doing this by overworking himself and forcing himself into training every hour he can because if he isn't improving and catching up, In his own eyes, he isn't anything.

'The time to start is now! Yes, that’s right-! let's try again...' Right! I think this is in correlation to the show's they all put on at livehouses and things, because before they say they do it all a thousand times and stuff! Akito is trying to swallow his worry and move on, saying he's going to try again.

And we're back to the chorus!!!! I love this so much.

So we basically get a repeat of last time! Despite trying, Akito starts worrying again, following the same anxieties that even at his best, he's still falling behind. Yet, this time we see a change!

'This can't be right, right. This is a bad fit for me. I’m not suited for it. I could stop now but, It kept repeating thousands of times.' Here, Akito is, like we said, going over the same worries -until- he starts fighting back on these worries. Saying he could quit, but now the thing repeating a thousand times was the things his friends have said; pushing him to keep trying, to not give up.

' I’ll just keep hoping for tomorrow.' Now, he has some hope. That maybe it'll be better, or it could be that maybe he has the strength to give up. But I do think he's trying to find the strength to be on level with everyone else, in his own mind! || This MV pattern follows the same as the last chorus I don't need to add on!! it's the same meaning different place :)

So we go back to the same delusion of dawn thing, which is probably there to show the whole essence of everything repeating over and over again! However it's now very slightly different!

This time, we get Touya talking about something he drew..? Honestly I'm not quite sure what that means.

"When was it that I…?" However is a line I can identify! This is Akito, again, questioning when he started questioning himself, when he started to feel like this is what he wants to do, no matter what. Even if he doubts himself, even if he wants to quit. He'll keep moving forward with it, no matter what he would have done as a kid.

And, like everything repeating over and over again a thousand times...

We go back to the start of the reel of film, with An starting to do the narrating.. but it seems a bit different, now...?

'Suddenly everyone started up, onto a nonsense scenario. ' Once again, starting to Nonsense. || An and Kohane look into the cinema first, watching the show now a row back, not shying away, just watching.

"What are you playing at? Who are you trying to be?" Well, that's different! We're back to Touya trying to push Akito in the right direction again. He knows he can't force him, he has to find it himself, so he's pushing him- asking him what he even thinks he's doing, basically. This is probably carried on from earlier, but going from the next line it could very much be Akito imagining this to push himself, predicting what his partner would say to him if he started to aim for goals he doesn't know again. || Following An and Kohane, Akito and Touya are watching, too.

"There’s no way you could be that, right?"

So, I'm definitely going with Akito imagining this, since this line is said by him. He's finally making that push forward, probably mid show;

"It's not enough..." This time, Akito isn't alone. It's him, Touya and Kaito. He knows he isn't alone. Even if, from here on out, he's imagining what everyone is saying, it doesn't matter.

"We’re not there yet, yet" Touya is yelling for him again, for him to keep going. He knows they aren't done yet, it's like he's reaching out his hand. || Also show by the fact the first thing we see of Akito trying to push forward is Touya smiling, looking ahead.

"This can’t be the end, so, If you’re not suited for the role-

Then just rewrite the script!"

I love this line. so. so. so much. Sung by Kaito, who I believe was manifested from Akito's unwillingness to be carefree, especially since Kaito in other sekais seems to portray a more carefree side of someone they may hide away(I'm going off WxS and MMJ since I p much believe Kaito in L/n sekai is meant to be Saki's manifestation of Tsukasa? Could be wrong have no clue). He's reaching for him to understand his true feelings, to get his true potential by letting go a bit- forcing yourself to be perfect never works! That's why he's being told this from these two specifically! Also An and Kohane are backing them up what queens! || Kaito starts everyone on reaching up, clawing their way out of a hole, reaching for a light.

"Look, for the most part, I’m sure it’ll always just be me-" funnily enough, this is sung by everyone, but led by Akito. I think it's him imagining his friends there backing him up. He's talking about it just being him because now he isn't trying to be some perfect figure, only himself. He cares less about failing now, because failure will ultimately lead to success.

"The leading star will only be me!"

And there it is! Akito is able to let himself be free of his own shackles holding him back. Even if he's fighting for the main spotlight on a stage, he's always going to be his own protagonist! So now instead of pushing against something currently unbeatable, he's pitting himself against his team, which makes everyone else fight harder, too! All in fun of course! It really does sound like a childish deceleration of war! || This shows Akito punching a first forward with a smile and wink, which reminds me of something like a shonen protagonist, taking his spot in the spotlight. Everyone else is turned to face downstage, pointing across at him to make that artificial spotlight! Showing the audience where they need to look- at the current star.

"Someday it’ll be bye-bye, when the end comes. Smile for the curtain call and the applause." This is just as it reads, one day they know they will reach their goal, no matter what. So for now? They practice, taking their bows and smiling to their audience today. || Everyone creates a circle, facing outwards! I believe this is meant to showcase the sort of cycle they get stuck into of repeating everything over and over again, with everyone at some point taking the centre stage, or someone falling behind. It can also show them being a coherent unit, working together no matter what. Kohane is also very behind on her bow- which is nice characterization!

"The future I wanted to change has come." So this line is sung by everybody, but it's quicky followed by Touya (including him taking centre stage) and it creates an interesting point for Touya's general motives I'd never noticed- he's always reaching for a future. Hell he manifested a whole song from it which went over him finally finding a future where he can smile and laugh with everyone- this? This is the start of it for Touya. But at the same time, it's saying that the future that everyone wanted to change has came, meaning the end of a show! || Everyone's back in the cinema, looking back on their past selves, now after they've grown, watching how far they came. || Even in a song about Akito, it still has to show that him and Touya have each others backs, Touya running in front first so Akito creates the wall to lean on like he did when they met- supporting Touya from the start. Suddenly, Touya flips it on him, like he did in the event itself, trying to show Akito that he will always have his back and that he should rely on him a little more. Akito looks back, knowing his partner is there, now. Before he goes back to taking his own spotlight.

"Whatever you like, however you like it,

This is it. I made it here, all the way from the bottom.

Just like a movie, this is my story."

And Akito signs everyone off, saying that no matter what you think, this is his underdog story, nobody elses, even if he has help.

Last thing we see before the Cast list, is Akito standing alone smiling ahead, being the star of the show, like he said!