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sometimes you need to cry. all day. for no real reason and every reason at exactly the same time
#i’m never coming off the pill again#that shit clearly made me numb#and that’s what i need in this dumb fuckin life#holy hell why am i remembering everything that’s ever happened to me#why do i feel like i never want to love again#AGAIN?? i could’ve just skipped the past four years if i was meant to feel like this#i already didn’t want to love i didn’t need a whole other person to show me the exact same lesson#lol#i’ve also been crying thinking about my brothers kids going to school and possibly getting bullied#or just being sad and stressed about exams and just life!#?#shits eating me up for no reason#lmao i could never be a mother the emotional turmoil is too much
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Unanswered questions.
Let me start by saying that I'm really looking forward to seeing Doflamingo appear again in One Piece. Yes of course, I am very interested in what role this charismatic scoundrel will play in the future and in the finale of the whole story. But I’m even more concerned about answers to questions related to the still unsolved mysteries of his past and everything connected with it.
I would really like to know:
• The real reason why the Donquixote family left The Holy Land of Mariejoise 38 years ago (and whether it has anything to do with the God's Valley incident).
• Is the outcome of this incident at all connected with such an incredible difference in the upbringing of the Donquixote brothers and the development of their characters (I recently wrote my thoughts on this matter).
• What exactly did the Homing's family know about the D heritage and the bearers of this initial (in particular, Rocinante, and how this influenced his fateful decision to save little Law at any cost).
• By whom and for what purposes was Trebol sent to Doffy (after all, it is obvious that the Donquixote family simply could not be left alone after their betrayal of the Celestial Dragons). What role did they prepare for him in the hierarchy of the world, and how successfully did he cope with it in the end? Here I would like to recall Trebol’s interesting phrase about Doffy, which Hody Jones also said to himself at one time. That they were chosen by Heaven itself. I wonder who really put these words in their heads? After all, by Heaven one can only mean one thing — the ruling elite.
• Well, we all remember the shackles on the legs of the defeated Trebol. What was that all about?
• To see confirmation that the Donquixote family had indeed been under constant surveillance ever since they moved out of Mariejoise. Confirmation that Doffy was deliberately taken in a timely manner, turning him to the dark side and turning him against his own father. At the same time, they grew a crown of greatness and superiority on the head of the heir to the Donquixote family. At the same time, they did not ignore Roci — after all, how quickly the Marines picked him up after the incident with his father. And it was not just anyone who found him, but Sengoku himself. What was he doing there in the North Blue? How did he end up there at the right time? Complete mysteries. And in general, how did it happen that the brothers were initially separated on opposite sides of the barricades — is it the hand of fate or is it someone’s intention?
• And finally, what the hell is wrong with Doffy's eyes! What has he been hiding under his glasses since early childhood? The consequences of some kind of injury, heterochromia, blindness in one eye, strabismus, or some rare feature that confirms the similarity with the eyes of Imu himself?
In a word, complete mysteries. Unanswered questions. However it will be all the more interesting to find out the answers to them. Of course if Oda sensei considers it necessary to answer them.
Russian translation below 👇
Вопросы без ответов.
Начну с того, что я очень жду, когда в сюжете One Piece снова появится Дофламинго. Да, разумеется, мне очень интересно, какую роль этот негодяй ещё сыграет в будущем и в финале всей истории. Но ещё больше меня волнуют ответы на вопросы, связанные с нераскрытыми до сих пор загадками его прошлого и всем тем, что с ним связано.
Я очень хотела бы узнать:
• Истинную причину, по которой семья Донкихот покинула Мариджоа 38 лет назад (и связано ли это с инцидентом в Долине Бога).
• Связан ли вообще исход этого инцидента с такой невероятной разницей в воспитании братьев Донкихот и становлении их характеров (я уже как-то писала недавно свои мысли по этому поводу).
• Что именно ��нали в семье Хоминга о наследии Ди и носителях этого инициала (в частности, Росинант, и как это повлияло на его судьбоносное решение спасти маленького Ло любой ценой).
• Кем и для каких целей был подослан Требол к Доффи (ведь очевидно же, что семью Донкихот просто физически не могли оставить в покое после их предательства тенрьюбито). Какую роль они ему готовили в иерархии мира, и насколько успешно он с ней справился в итоге. Тут хочу вспомнить интересную фразу Требола про Доффи, которую также говорил в свое время и Ходи Джонс про себя. О том, что они были избраны самими небесами. Интересно, кто вложил эти слова в их головы на самом деле? Ведь под небесами можно подразумевать только одно — правящую верхушку.
• Ну и все мы помним кандалы на ногах побежденного Требола. Что это вообще было?
• Увидеть подтверждение того, что за семьёй Хоминга действительно непрестанно следили, с них пор, как они переселились из Мариджоа. И, соответственно, что своевременно взяли в оборот Доффи, настроив его против родного отца. При этом вырастив корону величия и превосходства на голове наследника семьи Донкихот. При этом они не оставили без внимания и Роси — ведь насколько же быстро его подобрал Дозор после убийства отца. И нашел его не кто-то, а сам Сенгоку. Что он вообще забыл в этом Норт Блу? Как он там оказался в нужный момент? Сплошные загадки. Да и в целом как так получилось, что братьев изначально развели по разные стороны баррикад — это рука судьбы или все же чей-то умысел?
• Ну и, наконец, что же, черт возьми, такое с глазами у Доффи! Что он скрывает под очками с самого раннего детства? Последствия какой-то травмы, гетерохромию, слепоту на один глаз, косоглазие или же какую-то редку�� особенность, подтверждающую сходство с глазами самого Иму?
Одним словом, сплошные загадки. Вопросы без ответов. Однако, тем интереснее будет узнать ответы на них, если, конечно, Ода посчитает нужным на них ответить.
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THE BATMAN (2022) SENTENCE STARTERS
❛ It’s not just a call. It’s a warning. ❜
❛ Fear is a tool. ❜
❛ I wish I could say I’m making a difference, but I don’t know. ❜
❛ Sometimes in the morning, I have to force myself to remember everything that happened. ❜
❛ If this continues, it won’t be long before you’ve nothing left. ❜
❛ You don’t care about your family’s legacy? ❜
❛ What I’m doing is my family’s legacy. ❜
❛ If I can’t change things here, if I can’t have an effect, then I don’t care what happens to me. ❜
❛ You don’t trust me? ❜
❛ Know who I am? ❜
❛ Whoa! Take it easy, sweetheart. You looking for me? ❜
❛ Boy, you’re everything they say, ain’t ya? ❜
❛ You better watch it. You know my reputation? ❜
❛ Listen, baby, we’re gonna get the hell out of here, okay? I promise. ❜
❛ I have a thing about strays. ❜
❛ What kind of demented son of a bitch does this to a person? ❜
❛ Maybe he’s not who you thought. ❜
❛ You make it sound like he had it coming. ❜
❛ Hey, why am I starting to feel like a fish on a hook? ❜
❛ You really don’t care what happens to me in there tonight, do you? ❜
❛ Don’t worry. I’m watching you. ❜
❛ These guys have a little problem with eye contact, don’t they? ❜
❛ You don’t know what you’re talking about. Can we not do this right now? ❜
❛ Oh, honey, I live on the edge. ❜
❛ Jesus Christ, keep your voice down. What, you got a death wish? ❜
❛ You didn’t tell me you had a relationship with him. ❜
❛ Serial killers like to follow reactions to their crimes. ❜
❛ You have to keep up appearances. ❜
❛ Aren’t you afraid someone’ll take a shot at you? ❜
❛ He got what he deserved. Know what I mean? ❜
❛ Why haven’t you called me back? ❜
❛ He told me if I didn’t do exactly what he said, he’d kill me. I’m so sorry. ❜
❛ I’ve been trying to reach you. You’re part of this too. ❜
❛ Jesus, can we get somebody out here? This psycho’s gonna kill me! ❜
❛ Shut up! You deserve to be dead after what you did! You hear me? ❜
❛ I’m giving you a chance. No one ever gave me a chance. ❜
❛ What is the price for your blind eye? ❜
❛ It’s so much bigger than you could ever imagine. ❜
❛ You have any idea what kind of trouble you’re in? ❜
❛ What’s the matter with you? This isn’t the way to do this! ❜
❛ We gotta get you out of here. ❜
❛ Could have at least pulled that punch, man. ❜
❛ I only trust you. ❜
❛ This just got complicated. ❜
❛ Dangerous crowd you’re stealing from. ❜
❛ What the hell is this? Good cop, batshit cop? ❜
❛ There’s only one problem with your little scenario, okay? I ain’t no rat! ❜
❛ Holy God, what are you showing me here? ❜
❛ It’s, like, the worst Spanish I ever heard. ❜
❛ You gonna untie me? How the hell am I supposed to get out of here? ❜
❛ No guns. ❜
❛ Listen to me! Something terrible is going to happen! ❜
❛ I’m gonna find him and I’m gonna make him pay. You gonna help me? ❜
❛ Was it worth it? Compromising yourself for money? ❜
❛ You assume the worst in people. Which, well…maybe we’re not so different after all. ❜
❛ Who are you under there? What are you hiding? ❜
❛ All anyone cares about in this place are these white, privileged assholes. ❜
❛ Just don’t make any moves without me, understand? ❜
❛ I told you. I can take care of myself. ❜
❛ You’d be surprised what even a good man like him is capable of in the right situation. ❜
❛ Do me a favor. Don’t lose any sleep over it. ❜
❛ You lied to me… my whole life. ❜
❛ If you don’t think I’ve spent every day searching for that answer… ❜
❛ I could see the fear in your eyes, but I didn’t know how to help. ❜
❛ You needed a father. And all you had was me. I’m sorry. ❜
❛ I never thought I’d feel fear like that again. I thought I’d mastered all that. ❜
❛ I realize now there’s something I haven’t got past. This fear…of ever going through any of that again. Of losing somebody I care about. ❜
❛ Listen to me. Don’t throw your life away. ❜
❛ You don’t think this hurts me? My own flesh and blood, huh? ❜
❛ Whatever I know, whatever I’ve done, it’s all going with me to my grave. ❜
❛ I just ordered a slice of pumpkin pie. ❜
❛ I know now what I must become. ❜
❛ He’s got, like, 500 followers. Real fringe types. ❜
❛ Maybe this is all coming to an end. ❜
❛ If only you knew how long I’ve been waiting for this day. For this moment. ❜
❛ God. Look at you. Your mask is amazing. ❜
❛ You and I both know I’m looking at the real you right now. ❜
❛ You showed me all it takes is fear and a little focused violence. ❜
❛ This is not how this was supposed to go! ❜
❛ Oh, you’re really not as smart as I thought you were. ❜
❛ It’s time for the lies to finally end. ❜
❛ That’s the problem with this city. Everyone’s afraid to stand up and do the right thing, but I’m not. ❜
❛ I can already see things will get worse before they get better. ❜
❛ Vengeance won’t change the past, mine or anyone else’s. ❜
❛ People need hope. ❜
❛ Our scars can destroy us. Even after the physical wounds have healed. But if we survive them, they can transform us. ❜
❛ It’s gonna kill you eventually. You know that. ❜
❛ Listen. Why don’t you come with me? Get into some trouble. ❜
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Pastry said you wanted to meet?
I- Yeah, yeah. Yeah, I guess- I guess I did say that, I-
We should go where no one will see us. They all think you're dead or something.
Do you think I'm stupid? Owen, I- I want to be able to trust me, but every single time that's happened, it hasn't ended well.
...
Apo, do you remember way back when? I made you a promise, then.
...What? What are you talking about?
I said, and I quote: "Apo, of course I'm not going to hurt you. Never in a million years. I'll do a lot of things, but I will never hurt you. Ever."
.
And a lot of things have- have happened, and I- I don't really know who I am right now, or what I believe. Hell, half of me thinks I should lock you up right now- NO! Sorry, sorry- I'm not going to, I'm just- don't leave, please-
...Owen, I don't- I don't know about this...
Apo, please. Please.
...
And- and I never told you this- but after I learnt that you, you flipped the lever, I went to Soup about it. And I talked to her. And she told me- she told me- she told me that you'd had my back through thick and thin, and this was just one slip-up. She said you did an awful thing, but- but you're allowed to forgive people. She told me that fear makes people act strangely, and- and she said you were feeling so much fear.
Owen-
Let me finish.
I don't-
P- hhhh. I can't- please.
Are you crying?
.
As- let me keep talking. This is important.
Because then when you were in jail, I wrote you that letter, do you remember?
I- yes, Owen, of course I remember-
I don't know- I don't know how that ended up for you, or how you felt about that, but what I do know is that- is that when I walked into- into that prison, barely breathing, and let you out, you-
You helped me. You hadn't seen me in months, and you helped me, and I don't- I don't-
Breathe. You're- Owen, you're going to choke on your tears, you need- you need to sit down-
SHUT UP!
...
I'm sorry- I- I need to keep talking, please let me keep talking-
...
Th- thank you. And when I got my memories back- I don't know- I-
I want to be better. I was happier when I- I don't know. I still think- your kind- is not to be trusted, and I think you're liars, and thieves, and-
Hhh.
But I'm- I've decided, I'm just going to sit tight, and- and I'm not going to kill you.
What a relief.
I promised. I don't break my promises.
You've hurt me in the past-
Before I made that promise. Past resets, past lives.
...
So if I'm to believe... this, then... what's next? Why did we meet? Do you have some grand plan to get us out of here, or-
We met up because I missed you, you idiot.
oh
You're my best friend, I can't- I can't believe I've killed you, so many times, I- I'm sorry. And that'll never be enough, never, but I am. I am so, so sorry.
Apo, I love you, and I miss you, and I'm sorry.
That's- that's all I can offer.
oh.
I love you too.
.
What?
You heard me.
But I hurt you. I- I killed you. I stabbed you, and called you vile, and- and I don't-
I used to tell you I loved you, didn't I?
I mean, yes, but-
And I remembered everything then. Owen, I will always forgive you. No matter what. You're my anchor, here, and every time the story resets, those months when we're the best of friends, before I pull the lever- because I have to pull the lever, every time, I have to- that's the time I look forward to. That's- that's my favorite part of life.
F- fuck-
I thought you didn't swear-
Oh my god, you are actually- holy shit, bro, clean up those tears-
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Do you, like, want a hug? Or something?
...
It's okay if not-
Sorry, it's just- you're a demon, and I know you're not like the others, but I can't-
Okay, so first off, we're gonna need to work on that racism, hooooly moly. Secondly, you've hugged me plenty of times before, and never contracted whatever deadly demon desease you seem to think you're gonna get. So bring it in.
...
pt pt ptp tp pt
OH-
I didn't mean run into me at full pelt, I-
Too bad.
...I missed you.
I missed you too.
#outsiders smp roleplay#admin felix#apo#owengejuicetv roleplay#main storyline#THEY"RE BEST FRIENDS YOUR HONOR#!!!!!!!!#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#THE BOYS ARE BACKKKK
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🪐 no celestial ; kanallen
— chapter seven
"Kanata was a poor little angel that heaven couldn't help. He'd always been a tough one, not trusting anyone but his little brother Nayuta, the only person that ever made him feel love. Growing up by themselves, he did everything in his power to protect his sick brother, things that dirtied his holy hands. "It's for a good cause though", he thought. But it wasn't enough, and Nayuta died soon after.
Kanata's soul was completely spent. He became unable to feel love, and adding to his dirty dealings that soon were found out, he got cast out of heaven. Fallen on Earth with his wings blackened, he felt so lost and empty he thought he could've just died.
But a random encounter with a very annoying, persistent, stupid redhead human boy would've made him discover love again."
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Allen stood there, his jaw dropped. Before them, the smoke slowly dissipated, revealing two figures, both with black horns, bat wings and a pointed tail.
Demons.
The boy felt lightheaded for a moment, trying to take everything in. If angels were real, of course demons were as well. But when he looked over to where Kanata was standing, the other looked pretty much at ease, his face impassible. Weren't they supposed to be enemies? Why did the angel know them already and even looked close?
"Hey there, Kanata! Ya seem to be makin' human friends!" one of the demons, who wore traditional clothing and was adorned in a bunch of golden accessories, teased him as if he was talking to an old friend of his. He strode across the room, the sound of his geta echoing, followed by his muscular companion. He stopped right in front of Kanata. The white haired boy's expression shifted to a visibly annoyed one, arms crossed, muttering a small "we ain't friends" that only made the man grin.
"Ah excuse me kiddo... we haven't introduced ourselves yet" he turned to Allen with a smile, "I'm Iori Suiseki 'n I lead one of the demonic clans in Hell. This buff guy behind me is Zen" he pointed to the tall man, who despite the huge appearance had soft eyes.
"Kanata-kun!! You look like you've gotten a lot better, I'm glad!" Zen walked straight to the angel's face, being all cheerful with him.
"Don't be so close... ugh, you're so damn noisy" Kanata grimaced, taking a step behind, "Ignore 'em, Suzaku. So, why are you here?"
"Everybody in Hell and Heaven heard all that noise ya made earlier, y'know?"
Iori turned back to Kanata, looking at him straight in the eye. His face was unreadable, but Allen could feel that there was something more implied behind those words. The well masked worry of the man made Allen listen intently, being himself on edge after seeing what happened to the angel.
Kanata just tsked, his eyes empty.
"So what? I don't remember y'all being my caregivers or somethin' like that. There's nothin' else we need to tell each other anymore."
Anymore? Allen wondered if something else had happened prior to Kanata falling. Why did he have business with demons? Was that the reason why he fell? He wanted to know more of him so badly, but he knew having to wait for the boy to say something was probably for the best.
"Aw, why are ya bein' so detached with us, now? Is the fact we wanna help you a bit that bad?" The demon said over-dramatically, pretending to sob, "Ya see, you and us... we ain't that different."
Zen got once again close to Iori, whispering in his ear if that was "the right moment to tell him" ; the man just looked at him back. Thankfully, Kanata didn't hear that, but nonetheless his patience started wearing thin by each second that passed.
"... Are you tryna hide somethin' from me, Suiseki-san?" the boy spat, looking into him. No matter how polite he had to be with that man, he couldn't hide the urgency in his tone.
"Not at all. I'm here to tell ya everythin' you gotta know, in fact."
"Hah?"
"Kanata, you don't know who your father is, am I right?"
"I don't... but what has that to do with–"
"I always gotta keep track of the people who work for me, so I made sure to do some research on ya..." Iori interrupted Kanata, still smiling even though his eyes weren't, "I always knew ya were a special kid, y'know?"
"... What does this mean?!" Kanata's eyes started to waver, as he couldn't bear to look at the man in the eyes anymore. His gaze shifted, and Allen felt the angel's eyes on him for a second, probably in search of something that could calm him down.
"Kanata, you and your brother were born from an angel... and a demon."
Half angel, half demon. Kanata looked down, his heart hammering in his chest. Suddenly everything made sense: Nayuta and him receiving the snake earrings when they were children, them being isolated from the other angels because they were scared of the twins' aura, their shitty mother wanting to get rid of them and calling them a mistake... all of it was because of their father. He felt dizzy.
"This... this can't be..." he uttered in a shaky tone, keeping his head low.
"Oh really? I'm sure you've always believed it, deeply in your heart."
Tsk. That damn demon was right. The beauty of temptation had been plaguing his mind since long ago, staining his heart more and more. The purity of angels had always been a dream to him. When he looked at Suiseki again, he understood the similarity: his gelid gaze was as wild as the demons' fiery one, no room for innocence.
"Now, your angel-demon nature makes things hard for ya." the demon started, his expression serious but soft, "You've fallen, so your demonic powers are finally surfacin'..."
"My... demonic powers?"
"That's right. You've always had them, but your angel side made sure to suppress them..." Muscles intervened, worry evident in his tone, "Now that you're a fallen angel, they're coming back to you in an enhanced form."
"So... that outburst of energy that happened earlier was..."
"Demonic power takin' over ya, yeah. If ya don't learn to keep your feelings at bay and control it... you might cause a real mess."
"And at that point, guards will bring you to Hell."
Head in hands, Kanata tried to digest all the things the demons were telling him. Hell, he didn't even know he had powers, let alone destructive ones. Although he didn't mind being associated with that other reality, as he felt close to it more than he had ever felt with Heaven's side, he didn't want to go to Hell, nor he wanted to harm anyone. No more of that. He had already caused so much pain in the past. His initial thoughts about dying were surfacing again, thinking that maybe he really did deserve to disappear, after all. All of this happening to him was only further proof of the curse he was bearing.
"I'm not gonna let that happen to you!!"
Kanata and the demons turned to the redhead, who hadn't said anything until that very moment. The boy looked as devastated as someone who had received the news of a parent passing away, and Kanata's heart hurt at that sight. Oh, how much he hated to be pitied. Angry tears prickled his eyes, but he managed to fight them for now.
"Oh boy, your human friend looks like he doesn't want ya to go at all~" Suiseki was teasing him again, trying to lighten up the mood a bit.
The other boy immediately panicked, having spoken out of place accidentally, "Uh... I'm sorry to interrupt you. But yes, I... I wouldn't want anything to happen to him, ever." he composed himself again, speaking firmly.
"God... shut up." Kanata murmured in a pout, but apparently everyone else still heard him, considering how amused Suiseki looked. The demon hummed happily, enjoying Kanata's slightly distressed expression.
What was so funny about it?
Suiseki turned to Suzaku again and got closer, putting a hand on the boy's shoulder, "I'll make sure nothin' ever happens to him." he reassured the redhead.
"... Hah? Wouldn't I be more useful to you if I were in Hell?"
"Ya ain't wrong, but I know it's not what ya want. You've suffered enough."
While Kanata furrowed his brows in confusion, asking himself what he did to receive such kindness from a stupid demon, Suiseki snapped his fingers, summoning three other figures: one was tall, with curly green hair and kind eyes; another one had orange hair and the demeanor of a little delinquent; the shortest one had pink hair and looked particularly annoying. They all wore tattoos and golden jewelry that stood out in contrast to the dark appearance of demons, exactly like Suiseki. Kanata thought they were also part of his clan, even though he never saw them back when he used to do jobs for the demon.
"Here they are! Hokusai, Satsuki and Reo are gonna watch over ya and teach ya a thing or two on how to control your powers." the leader proudly pointed at each one of them in the order in which they appeared.
"Ugh, that's booooring~ I don't like staying here on Earth!" the pink haired boy, Reo, whined so loudly he immediately got on Kanata's nerves. No one seemed to mind his tantrum though, being probably used to it.
"Shaddup, you brat! We gotta follow Aniki's orders!" the orange bastard, Satsuki, started arguing with the pink gremlin going on a rampage about values and helping people in need, the other guy seemingly uninterested in it. Again, no one questioned their behavior.
"Stop fighting... helping this boy is important, remember?" the gentle giant, Hokusai, spoke in a voice so low it was barely audible, and yet his tender smile was enough to make his younger companions stop. Kanata even doubted that could be classified as an "evil being".
The redhead, who had been standing close to Kanata the whole time, turned to him. "Are these... really demons?" he asked, confusion laced in his voice.
"Considerin' how noisy they are... yeah." the angel facepalmed at the chaotic sight in front of him, not sure if that was really a gift from Suiseki, or only something that could've made him go insane sooner. Suzaku giggled at that response.
"Oi! We're here for ya, y'know? You could be a bit more grateful!!" Satsuki stomped towards them, pointing at Kanata with his best intimidating expression. Kanata wasn't impressed.
"I don't need any of y'all annoyin' ass demons." he replied flatly, distancing himself from the orange haired guy. He could hear the other's overly exaggerated "HAAAH?!" behind him but he ignored it.
"Come on, Kanata-kun... I promise they'll get better." Muscles readily reassured him, noticing how frustrated the angel looked, being surrounded by so many people all at once. Suiseki joined in the conversation too, wrapping his arm around Kanata's shoulder. "I'm sure all of you guys will become friends in no time!" he flashed the boy a smile, even though the latter wasn't really sure about it, nor he was enthusiastic about spending time with them. If anything, the mere thought of it gave him a headache.
"I'm counting on ya, alright?" the demon turned to his little brothers, who gave a firm nod.
"Yeah, Aniki! Leave it to us!"
And with that, Suiseki and Muscles disappeared in a black smoke.
The demon trio approached the other boys again, their aura incredibly strong. They looked friendly, too friendly for Kanata's taste. Was he only able to attract annoying people he wanted nothing to do with?
"Mm... we're also going, now." Gentle Giant spoke first, smiling kindly at him and Suzaku, "We live not too far from here."
Orange Bastard got again too close for comfort, a confident smirk on his face. "Yeah! Just call us whenever ya need help and we'll rush to ya!"
"I said I don't– ...whatever." Kanata sighed in defeat, making the redhead giggle silently once more. This time though, the angel turned to him with threatening eyes, his cue for the other guy to quit laughing, or else.
The last one to speak was Pink Gremlin, waving his hand, "We'll talk a lot more next time! See you~"
The room fell silent after their disappearance. Kanata finally breathed out as tension left his body, so damn exhausted after all he went through in just a day. He felt weird about that entire situation, about Suzaku standing up for him despite having learned how dangerous he was, how much of a monster was. Glancing at the boy, he looked as shaken as Kanata was, but his eyes were shining with determination. He was really not going to give up anytime soon, huh.
"I'm gonna lay down for a bit. My head hurts." he simply said emotionlessly. The redhead looked at him, eyes softening sympathetically.
"I'm gonna heat some food up so we can eat later, okay?"
The boy was met with no reply as Kanata just disappeared in his room. Sinking in the messy red sheets, he closed his eyes and tried to rest, but his thoughts just couldn't leave him alone for not even a moment. He thought about his conversation with Suiseki, how he helped him without asking for a repayment, how he even sent his own little brothers to help the poor angel in distress. Being cared for, unconditionally... it was something Kanata had experienced only with Nayuta, his one and only family. No protection ever received from the woman he could hardly call a "mother"; if anything, she was the very person who had thrown them to the snakes.
His mind wandered again, remembering Suiseki calling him and Suzaku "friends". Was that how they really looked like? He thought it was pretty much clear that he couldn't stand the redhead's ass, although... maybe something between them was a bit different now, as if some chemical effect was slowly taking place. Heat rose up to his cheeks, as he grumbled to himself while hugging his pillow in a pout.
Dinner time came and went, still no trace of Pink Hair and Mushroom-head returning. The two boys sat on their bed, their backs pressed against the headboard, enjoying for once a comfortable silence.
It didn't last long, as the angel felt the boy beside him shifting a little bit so he could look at him.
"Kanata... are you okay?"
Kanata hummed, hugging his knees. It was time. He couldn't keep this secret, this burden in his heart any longer. He then took a deep breath, turning to the redhead.
"... You've heard it from Suiseki-san, right? That I used to have a twin brother called Nayuta."
"Used to...?"
"He was sick and died some time ago."
The other shivered visibly, looking down. The angel saw him listening intently, not uttering a single word. He continued.
"It's my fault, all of it. It's cause I'm an abomination. I was a horrible brother, a horrible son... and I couldn't even keep my promise to find a cure for him, despite working hard for Suiseki-san."
Kanata dug his nails into the uncovered flesh of his legs, leaving slight marks behind. Suzaku rushed to stop him from hurting himself any longer, grabbing his wrists. Their hands touched for a mere second, the redhead's slender fingers wrapping around the angel's calloused ones.
"You're not an abomination." the guy started, his eyes wavering, "I'm sure you did your best for your brother... he's proud of you."
Kanata laughed bitterly, staring at his feet as he shook his head, speaking more and more frantically.
"That's bullshit. It wasn't enough. I should've worked harder for him... I should've been a good boy like him... I should've died, after all–"
"Stop! Stop saying that!"
The redhead yelled and hugged him, on the verge of tears. He sobbed quietly, hiding his face in the crook of the angel's neck. The latter was completely taken off guard, stilling in the other boy's embrace. He's never been this close to another human being before and he didn't know what to do, but he felt oddly comfortable: his body immediately reacted, warmth spreading everywhere.
"... W-why are you cryin' for me?" Kanata stuttered, trying his best to not sound affected by the weird feeling in his stomach, "I'm a monster. There's somethin' inside of me that is deadly... why don't you get I could kill ya?"
Suzaku sniffled like a kid, raising his head so he could look at the angel in the eyes, "You won't, I'm sure of it. Look, you're worrying about me now..."
"I'm not– ugh, nevermind... get yourself off of me right now."
Kanata pushed against Suzaku's chest a bit as the latter broke the hug, wiping some tears that had spilled away, blushing just slightly. The white haired boy gave him an impassibile look.
"Look at ya, cryin' like a baby... you're pathetic."
"You're also crying, though..."
The redhead pointed at Kanata's face, a single tear falling down. His eyes widened when he felt his hand slightly wet after touching his own cheek. His emotions were all over the place now, spilling out more and more as the other guy kept on breaking the cage that contained his heart. That was the first time he was letting himself be vulnerable.
After the guy went back to his side of the bed, he gave one last glance to the angel, looking dead serious. "Kanata... I'm not going anywhere."
"Mm?"
"I won't leave you alone, no matter what. I'll do my best to make you happy."
"Shut up, I'm gonna vomit."
Kanata immediately laid down to sleep, hiding his face from the redhead, who was laughing softly. What the hell was wrong with him, saying that sorta cheesy stuff out of the blue? As he kept mentally cursing the other guy, he didn't realize he was blushing again, feeling once more that something in his stomach that was both weird and incredibly pleasing.
It felt so good, he wanted to drown in it.
#🪐; no celestial#paradox live#paralive#paradox live fanfiction#kanallen#allenkana#allen sugasano#kanata yatonokami#sorry for being late ... new chapter finally up on tumblr too !#in case someone hasn't read it yet i hope you like it :3#asks comments and reblogs are appreciated 💜 pretty please support me on ao3 as well (user is czmz_knt)
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hi hi i didnt realize i cant like rb or answer anything answered privately which makes sense cuz its meant tobe private but its a lilinconvenient noq that i think about it but anyway answering stuff about the rewrite!!
the idea that angie can accurately replicate handwriting is so good to me ouagh, i wantee to add something where kokichi's signature was different on angie's note than the actual note for evidence reasons but idk if i ever put that in the doc
okok the wuestions now (i do not remember a lot of these things befause of this having been made 2+ years ago BhbBDFIJGBRJK)
- "how did miu not burn the whole jacket?" - i imagine a leon situation. most of it burned, but a part of it fell out of whatever machine miu made to burn the jacket and she just never picked it up (in part bc she didn't feel like it, in part bc she's dual masterminds with kirumi in this world)
- "why did she wear her jacket if she were trying to frame kokichi?" - yeh no i did not think that through FBHEBIJABFUIA i think me from two years ago just wanted an obvious difference to a character that at first wasnt very suspicious but later was like holy shit ur the mruderer AND HERES THE EVIDENCE sorry i have monster im very shaky so im not fixing typos i hope u can read these BEAUIBDFIUDSFBU
- "miu + angie alliance? :3" - in retrospect i so should have done something with that cuz i lowkey love that idea BUAOHAOJHEAJO
- "[...] if there was a rivalry between your s/i and angie bc of the similarish talents" - never thought about it but absolutely i think yes
- "what was the point of the torture post-mortem?" - angie wanted to make it seem like kokichi had dragged my s/i into his lab and tried to get him to help with some plan but my s/i refused (mightve been my reasoning?) and got to the point he tortured him to try to get assistance or something, angie just wanted it to seem like kokichi had tortured my s/i for some reason (cuz atp they all think kokichi is mega cruel mega heartless ygwim)
with a lot of the above questions i came up with this entire chapter within the span of like... a day home alone on a day off i had from school so i never really changed anything after i came up atih it? and i had reasonings for things i just never wrote them doqn properly and was like rambling to myself out loud ot think that day) (my dogs probably thought i was crazy) (i am crazy)
onto commentary comments :3
YESSS KAEDE IS ALIVE!!!! i wanted her and shuichi to both live in this so i made it happen :3 along with them i think kokichi is the only other of the remaining 5 after chapter 6 that would be alive (kirumi's influence, miu's inventions, they caused Despair and Hell snd whatever yadda yadda i tried making it work and i never really fleshed it out)
ENHABHAJDGBIHA YES ANGIE REPLICATING HANDWRITING HS MY HEART BECAUSE I JUST. i feel like shes really good at replicating styles? like art styles, s the ultimate artist yk, so i feel like she could replicate handwriting pretty well too
BAJHAUAHAJ I QANTED TO MAKE HER HVE SOME REALLY OBVIOUS THING WRONG BUT LIKE TRY TO EXCUSE IT OUT OF TRIAL. i made a few crazy angie sprites actually ebcause i wanted to hold on
crazy angies i made cuz i wanted to do that trial insanely ^ i mightve actually made these before i came up with this idea and then i qas like "WHAT IF ANGIE NO COAT AND NO ONE SUSPECTS ANYTHING UNTIL ITS TRIAL EVIDENCE" idk i had no reasoning to make her go to th etrial qithout her coat other than i wasnt cery good at thinking of incriminating evidence
i cannot actually think of a way to reply to the thing aoubt angie assuming and backing it up with atua + that whole paragraph (it is 12:12 in the morning rn as i type this) but hard agree with everything u say there
ALSO YES ANGIE REALIZING "ATUA" FAILED HER AND LOSING HER MIND OVER THAT ACTUALLY!!! YES!!!
u can like copy paste the format for the trial stuff if u want to btw!! with this i tried to make sure i did a lot of looking into what info i needed (i had an "evidence" tab too but i forgot what i was gonna put there so i left it blank + couldve been the truth bullets or smth! maybe the detailed descriptions for them??? idk) but anyway u can copy paste the actual format itself and leave maybe a few things in each thing to dtermine what exactly it is that you can put there idk idk its 12:15 im struggling BSHBSFDHIHA
ALSO YES HRUTAL MURDER, i didnt realize until i read through it again that it is a very brutal murder + generally brutal case and i put a lot of lements in there but i was very over the top 2-3 years ago so i blame that. id do better now if i could erase my memory of making this case and redo it
also ur welcome for accurate dearh times i think i had to actually look up "does a stab to the back of the neck kill you instantly" i htink the fbi has me on their watchlist now because of that alone BFRUIHRUIAHUIHAGHAH
alos yes i Can read tags on privately answered posts, i watned kokichi angst back then so i thought the best way to do that was to make him fall in love with me adn the n kill myself off BSJAHAUHAHHA, alos probably because i would have died immediately in a killing game so i gave myself the benefit of the doubt for it and made myself live for an extra 4 chapters than i probably would actually live
oookay sorry this rotted in my inbox i now have a spare 30 mins to type this 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
OHHKAY OKAY i was thinking that i was thinking it might be a leon thing or similar to that
AH GOT YAHT👍👍 adding on a little i think it’d be silly if she early on in the trial somebody asked her about her coat and she was like “oh, i lost it!” and everyone brushed it off until later a bunch of things come to light and then its like idk insert reaction i can’t think of anything😞😞
ALSO ALSO if we can fit it in somehow we should use miu + angie alliance, only thing now is would miu hang on until the end in order to not get herself tied up in the aftermath? or would she throw angie under the bus the minute things are turning out bad for her kinda like nagito and teruteru? except she definitely wouldn’t be as nonchalant about things as he was, she’d probably be taking everything as an attack against herself and being super defensive. but at the same time, she also has a super weak will and crumples very easy so at that point she might be more focused on minimizing her position as much as possible? idk im rambling <3
and also that’s so real i have several old aus i made on like testing days and stuff that i just never got around to fleshing out <3 and when i looked back on them they just. SUCKED. so i didn’t do anything with them. not saying yours sucked btw just saying mine sucked [like they were HORRENDOUS. trust.]🫂🫂
off topic i love saimatsu so much <3 anyways the kirumi + miu mastermind thing reminds me of hiyoko and ibuki tbh [LOVE them + that pairing] super super off topic once but me and my friend made a crackship once with ibuki + miu and that just reminded me of it mxnxnd
THATS SO REAL AND TRUE IM STEALING THAT HC
WOOO ANGIE SPRITES!!!! she so deserved to be a killer in the main game idc what anyone says
THE ATUA THING IS A DETAIL ID LIKE TO INCLDIE IN OUR REWRITE BTW <33 OPINIONS ON THAT
YAAY i’ve got the general format in my head for whenever i decide to actually sit down and make the doc since i’ve been procrastinating on that so hard😞
this is so off topic but i feel like you were a theater kid at one point, i barley meet people that are very expressive like you and 9 time out of 10 they are/have been theater kids :3
THATS SO SILLY THOUGH, if im being completely realistic id be the first one gone just bc im stupid😞 and id probably complain about people killing in ways that were stupid to me, id be lucky to get to chapter 2 i think unless i was in some position of power nxbdhdb s/i’s are silly and funny
#sodaramblestoomuch#soda ask and answers!#i took 30 mins to type this😞😞 if you happen to reply within the hour i’ll probably reply after 3 btw
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omg hi pookei im like Alive. and like YOURE ALIVE TOO OMG IHIHIHIHI I LOVE THE NEW THEME BTW I LOWK GOT JUMPSCARED THIS BC I WAS TWEAKING ON WHETHER OR NOT IT WAS U BUT ANYWAS HOW AREYOU mueheuheh i missed you
So. I did fail my history test. WELL IT WAS LIKE BORDERLINE FAIL I GOT …. 33/50 on the multiple choice part and the written part id assume i did horrible as well ……… BUT some ppl did worse than me so ITS OKAY I THINK MY PARENTS DONT CARE THEY SAID JUSt do better on the next one
LIKE OKAY STORYTIME BUT ITS NOT REALLY A STORY it was like the night before the test and i was studying and i realized holy flip how am i gonna memorize all of this and i already studied like yesterday and the day before but i was TWEAKING and i was like ok lets go on tiktok and i remembered oh i havent visited this one account recently let me go check. Tell me why they posted that their sibling died. LIKE I HAVENT ACTUALLY INTERACTED W THEM LIKE EVER BUT IM JUST LIKE WHAT. BC IT WAS SO SUDDEN YKWIM and i got sad over it and i was like on the verge of tears but then my dad came into my room and he gave me water and i didnt wanna look at him or id start sobbing but then he started staring at me so then i acc sobbed my eyes out and i blamed it on my history test and he started teaching me about whatever i had to study
after my history test i was lowk grieving the death of who it was but i was so confused on why i was affected BC I LITERALLY DONT KNOW THEM THEY DONT KNOW ME AND I LEGIT NEVER INTERACTED W THEM EITHER SO I WAS LIKE HUH but i feel a little better now i hope that the person who posted about it is okay tho ☹️
umumumumu Nothing has been happening other thna me rotting on my phone and avoiding history and some of my other subjects hw……… will be crying bc i actually have to lock in today
OH YESTERDAY I WENT TO THE MALL WITH MY PARENTS TO BUY JACKETS WHY THE HELL WAS EVERYTHING 250+??? LIKE OK I GET IT JACKETS ARE PROBABLY HARD TO MAKE OR WHATEVER AND THE SUPPLIES FOR IT YADADDADA BUT LIKE I SWEAR JACKETS WERE 50 DOLLARS BEFORE. i told momi ill just freeze this winter and ran into indigo again to find bluelock manga even tho i got all the manga available here (1-14 i am desperately waiting for the sae manga i need him so bad but hes coming out feb 25 next year LIKE WHAT) i found episode nagi manga 1 and i… i bought it. it was. 20 dollars. there are 5 volumes. 20 x 5 assuming they stay the same price is 100. i did more calculations including manga all the way up the volume 31 of bluelock and the figures/plushies and tell me why my estimate price is basicallt 900 dollars on bluelock stuff within 3-4 years. im gomna be on the streets homeless with bluelock merch but its okay bc my glorious blue eyed kings itoshi sae and itoshi rin will be with me …..
IALSO WENT TO GO GET SUSHI WITH MY FRIEND YESTERDAY SO YAYAYYA it was all you can eat and best believe i ate everything like i am literallt kirby i inhaled the whole menu. when it came to desserts i got every flavour of ice cream + mousse cake so i got like …. 9 mousse cakes with different flavours ice cream plus deep fried banana with condense HELPME I THINK KMGONAN BE SICK LIKE THE SECOND I GOT HOME I RAN TO THE TOILET AND MY STOMACH WON THE BATTLE I DIDNT.
OKAYAYA DAILY QUESTION TIME BC I ACTUALLT HAVE NOTHJGN ELSE TO SAY
UMUMUM which bllk character would eat everything at a buffet like they would lick all the plates clean.
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HAI POA9AKIE HRUUU IM DYING MY HAIR IS MESSY AND UTS AO HOT I REGRWT WALKING WITH MY JACKET TODAY
HELOMEE EVERYONE GOT SCARED maybe next time I should say something..🤫🤫
I MISSED YOU TOO HRUU?!?!?
oh well.. I partly passed my accounts test bc apparently I wrote the wrong formate even tho she gave us it so😂😂😂😐😒😒😒 we're twinning!!
HELP SAME WITH MINE unless it's like.. end of term if I do bad ill get the talk yk last time I got it I was so scared my mommy is so scary when it comes to school but then she was like open the chocolate for me please! IN YBE MIDDLE OF THE TALK? she gave me chocolate tho so hehehehehe
idek how to study for history I don't think I ever passed it when I used to do it
HELPAME WHAT I also go on tiktok for studying as well I have a collection or whatever you call it
aw that's understandable to cry when you're frustrated I hate that sm BUT THATS SO CUTE my mommy is just like girl idk ask google! (im joking kinda)
oh. idk how much that is in tt and rn.. it's too hot for me to think so.. 😨😨😨
omgw please giveme the winter it's so hot IT SOS HOT SOSOSOSOS HELPPME I CANT FOXJS IN CLASS ITS THE rainy season AND NOT ONE DROP OF RAIN HAS FELL I wanna experience snow as well heheheheheh
there's no bllk mangas here.. only kny here n spy x family hrhehe i might buy jt
I'm giggling the calculating is so me with my money it's okay ill find you on the streets and take you in!!
ALSO.PMG SUSHIII MY FRIEND HATES SUSHI AND ONE TOO SCARES RO TRY IT LIKE WHAT?
omf I would be kirby as well fr I barely eat sushi if it's infront if my face I will yum yum it
OMG? I WNAT THAT OAMSHSH
HELP oh nvm good luck popo
ERM THE ANSWER IS ME I'm in bllk today
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Our words between the smoke Frenchie x reader one-shot
Summary: Frenchie and Y/n think about their feelings between the smoke and scotch. So, I'm trying one-shots so I can put more out than my series. Hope you enjoy!
Paring: Frenchie x reader
word count: 782
rating: 16+
Warnings: language, drinking, French kissing, straddling, skin touching, neck kissing
I got the divder from
saradika
POV: Y/n
The air felt… thick with our situation like we all knew that something bad was going to happen when we go to Russia. For this mystery weapon that supposedly will kill Homelander. I want that to be true but with our track record I don’t have much hope. That was why I was currently in our dinky kitchen at three Am cooking what I'm best at, scotch and ramen. I sometimes rethink why I’m here, why I gave up pretty much my whole life, why I gave up a promised marriage and fantastic career. Then I remember my family and why they aren't here anymore.
“Ma chérie? What are you doing up at three AM” It was Frenchie, he was part of the reason I was still here. “Mhhm I couldn’t sleep so I thought the sodium and scotch would knock me right out.” I clicked my teeth. “You thinking about Russia?” He pulled up a chair and a glass. “What else is there to think about?” “Well if there is one thing, I'm good at is distraction” He grabbed the bottle and filled my glass to the brim. I looked at him and Holy shit I was in trouble.
“Ha ha ha! So you're telling me that you ate shit when running from the cops!” We had traveled to the coach with still full glasses and Frenchie was telling me one of his many stories before he came to work for the CIA. “Yup so I had to spend the night in jail covered in dog shit.” He never failed to make me laugh. He had lit a cigarette and was blowing smoke that the room looked like it was in a ninety's movie. “Ah thanks Frenchie I needed this.” “Any time Ma chérie.”
After that I couldn't stop staring at him and the smoke filled the silence. We had somehow become very close in our drunken laughing and his hand had found its way to my face. Frenchie has always been that friend that wouldn't give up on you. His fingers traced my lips lightly dragging them. He leaned in whispering. “Do you want me to stop?” I shook my head no. His lips graced mine and it was like one thousand fireworks went off in my body. He grabbed the back of my head to bring me closer. The other hand found my waist. His tongue teased the opening of my mouth and I gladly accepted. I used both of my hands to grab the back of his head.
“Wait wait Frenchie!” He stopped immediately. “Did I do anything wrong?” I placed my hands on his face. “No you- this is everything I’ve been hoping for properly since we first met. I just don't want this to be a drunken fling and if it is I'll go back to my room and I'll pretend this never happened.” Silence is all I got. I get up to go do what I said I would do but I get pulled back down. “Ma chérie, Y/n, where do I even start. You have been a light to me more than you will ever know you were the one that rally us all together when we got kidnapped. You were the comfort that we all needed the most so no this definitely is not a drunken fling this is something I've wanted since I’ve met you too.” I smiled and whisper to him. “Good because I Was just getting in the mood.”
I nipped his ear, and we went back to kissing. He pulled me to straddle him as he began to kiss down my neck. “Ahh Frenchie” I moaned. My shirt started to get lifted and his hands touched my skin and it got electrified. Just as my shirt was going to be taken off, we heard the most annoying British person that we know speak.
“Oh, bloody fucking hell finally you two get together.” I jump away and somehow fall off the couch. “Oh sweetie, no need to be embarrassed.” “Fuck you, Butcher.” Frenchie helps me up. “Really Butcher you just had to walk in now.” “Hey, you two this area is for everyone so maybe don't perform your porno in here.”
With that he gets some scotch and goes back to bed. I threw a pillow right at his head. “Ha bullseye! That's one way to start our relationship.” I leaned my head on him. “Y/n before that asshole walked in. That was incredible and if you want, I would love to do that again.” I grab his cigarette and spell the word yes in the air with the smoke. We fell into each other laughing.
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Rewatch of Only Murders In The Building to prepare for season 4 (II)
<Part I> Block #OMITBRewatch if you don’t want to read notes that will have spoilers up to seasons 3. Just to make it clear, while quoting, I use M, O, C for the main characters.
S1 E5
C: "You're a simpleton." O: "Damn it! I didn't get that! Can you call me a simpleton again?" C: "You're a simpleton." O: "Thank you!"
Oscar and Mabel meeting again! ... but certainly there could have been better ways than creepily following her in a bright hoodie. Well, at least it wasn't a black hoodie.
It is so cute how Charles wants to believe in Mabel. He is right though, but it certainly does not look like Mabel is innocent that moment. She is after all driving away with Tie-dye Guy.
New York traffic looks like hell.
Again, it's great that Charles wants to believe in Mable and Oliver is like "it has to be her!"
Oscar: "I saw you once with those guys that look like retired cops. Was one of them that Brazzos guy?"
O: "Search 'Charles-Haden Savage fat.' Ooh! Look at the ass on papa."
The car is really beautiful though.
So, why did the first call go on voicemail and the second one not? Didn't Mabel had reception? But why did Charles? ... shouldn't they all use the newest iphones?
O: "It's tough... to believe that she could be... this duplicitous, I know. Tougher because you're a closed-off person. And Mabel made you... open up and trust people for the first time. So now, the thought that she might not be who she seems has you questioning it all." O: "Okay, I gotta try that again. That was very fake sounding." C: "You fucker!"
Yeah well how could you have missed that, Mabel? You were sitting on the floor, surrounded by jewelry.
Charles and Oliver really are besties.
Lucius: "Sure I follow people all the time." - ... it surely will be fine...
Honestly though I celebrated Roy Wood Jr. having a small role.
Love how the two black guys show off to the two white guys.
Also I respect Oscar's dream of starting a Yoga-studio.
The scene in the tattoo shop is great... confusing and everything is happening at the same time.
S1 E6
Detective Williams... got it.
"Herman's Head" sounds like "Inside Out" ... I never saw " Inside Out."
The scene of the Detective and her wife is really good. Because the detective is a great character. She gets so many plus points later on. She might be one of my favorite characters.
Whoop Dee Doo, Mabels Mom
Mabels Mom: "Have you ever felt that there was something you screwed up so bad, you will never fogive yourself." C & O: "... well...." Mablels Mom: "For me it was letting her spend time at the damn apartment. Please let her be. Let her move forward. Not back."
Okay but maybe Mabel needs that as a closure?
M: "Don't do Tik Tok." <- Good advise for anyone!!
C: "You know it's a law of nature. Nothing good ever happens on Long Island."
You might not know each other a lot but you are still best friends, Charles and Oliver.
Mable had a crush on Stabler from CSI: SVU... i've watched a few episodes but I don't remember much.
M "Why was Tim after the ring that Zoe had on the night she died?"
Now I remember what happened. Sometimes it just takes some time.
Gotta say that the romance between Oscar and Mabel is cute... even if tragic. They liked each other before the whole awful thing happened.
Really... Jimmy Fallon shout out for the podcast. Everyone will go listen to it.
Teddy is hardcore... good character but holy shit.
O: "You know my phone settings... I am not a rando!"
They are besties!
Food is really the best peace offering.
M: "But you guys... Are you really gonna make me say it?" C: "I kinda like to hear the words, yes." O: "Also rank us. I'm dying to know who your favorite is."
It's Charles, Oliver. Mabel likes Charles more.
It's Tim Kono's phone!
C: "That is right, our prime sponsor is now our prime suspect."
S1 E7
Gosh, it's so sad and weird that Bobby tries to make Theo listen to music.
Because I was curious I looked up "Carousel" and it's a musical by Rodgers and Hammerstein.
"My boy Bill, I'll see that he is named after me!"
"And you won't see nobody dare to try-- to boss him or toss him around. No pot-bellied, baggy-eyed bully will boss him around--"
The moment Bobby realises that he did exactly that to his son that moment.
And continues to do so.
I actually love the different perspectives... from Theo's point of view everything is muffled... and then he talks with the watchers. XD I'm just glad they translate the important parts of the ASL.
The whole episode is great because almost nothing or nothing is said?
Teddy is still bullying his son.
Teddy: "If there is a problem, I'll fix it."
I guess Zoe really was a troubled child...
"Scary" - "Sexy" - "Hard" - "Wet" - "Woody" - "Yum"
How to flirt with scrabble?
"Teddy is a Gray Roger!" - "Are you having a stroke?" - "Grave Robber! Teddy is a Graverobber!"
It was all an accident.
O. PUTNAM & MABEL - 78 Messages O. PUTNAM - 11 Missed Calls
I love that Charles has Oliver as O. PUTNAM in his address book.
Uh Oh.
S1 E8
Love that Jabouki Young-White is also having a part.
O: "Do you know that I was the first director to use areal cadaver on stage? In Tuesdays At Bernie's. It was my dual adaptation of Tuesdays With Morrie and Weekend at Bernie's." M: "What?"
Yeah, Teddy. I'm sure the deaf son was more responsible for the failing of your marriage than all the whores.
Lmao, Jen is a freak.
Jen: "Brazzos was our safe word." M: "And what's the safe word for me to get out of this conversation?"
LMAO... Detective Williams is so cool.
Incredible that Jen and Oscar get added to the roaster and then the fans too.
... it was not the Dimas'ses
I think I now remember who it was... though I though she was the one who did it in season 2? I got it all confused... that is why I need the rewatch. xD
#OMITBRewatch#only murders in the building#Only Murders in the Building Rewatch#Only Murders in the Building Season 1
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I RAN OUT OF IMAGES AGAIN (whaaat that's crazy, i never couldve possibly expected that) BUT ITS FINE
TIWTIWTIWTIWTIWTIWTIWTIWTIWTIWTIWTIWTIWTIWTIW
I AM SOBBING
WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS
I KNOW ITS THE SAME CHOREOGRAPHY AS MSP LIVE ON STAGE, BUT THIS TIME ITS LIKE OFFICIAL FILMED STUFF, NOT GRAINY RECORDINGS
i feel like os2 is entirely an apology for not giving us much tiwpor in canon, cos damn theyre really giving us a lot
and i deeply appreciate it
AND THEN DO THEY JUST. STAND LIKE THAT????
OKAY THEN MARRIED COUPLE
GUYS THE CHOREOGRAPHY, THE FREAKING CHOREO, THE F R E A K I N G CHOREO
ITS AMAZING
THEYRE ALL SUCH GOOD DANCERS
AND ACTORS
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL
NOOOOO THE IMAGINATION IS OVERRRRRR
im sad now
WAIT
WIN WHY IS YOUR FOOT SORE
I JUST GASPED LOUDER THAN I EVER HAVE
I DIDNT THINK THEY WOULD ACTUALLY DO IT
BUT THEY DID
HELP
I PREDICTED THIS
RBIEUDSJHGNOVREBJD
AWEHHHHH IM GONNA CRYYY
WIN IS THE PERFECTIONIST NOW RKEJSGBJKR
lmao nice
HIS FREAKING FACE
HERE COME THE TEARS
THE LINE
HE SAID THE LINE
IESKBJRGK ONE OF MY FAVOURITE LINES
FREAKING WORD FOR WORD, SHOT FOR SHOT, THEYRE THE SAME SCENE
"if you dont have anything more to say, ill go home now" LITERALLY THE EXACT SAME WHAT THE HELL WIN
NOW YOU'RE GONNA TRY AND LEAVE
AND HE'S GONNA STOP YOU
AND HE'S GONNA LEAN ON HIS MOTORBIKE
AND HE'S GONNA SAY "i have a ride. want to go back with me? i can give you a ride"
AND YOURE GONNA TRY AND LEAVE AGAIN
BUT HE'S GONNA REACH OUT AND STOP YOU
AND THEN HES GONNA GIVE YOU THE HELMET AND YOULL REACH FOR IT BUT HE WONT LET YOU AND HE'LL INSTEAD PUT IT ON FOR YOU wait maybe not that part because it's win's leg not his arm
BUT THE REST OF IT, PROBABLY
THE SONG
THE FREAKING SONG
CLOSE ENOUGH
and im definitely not thinking about the sexual connotations of that statement, no sir, not me.
HEEEEEEELLLPP
THE FREAKING PARALLELS
GIM, HI, ILYSM
THERE HE IS!!
JORN!! ^D^
MY BOYYY
ILY JORN
bye bye jornnnn
i love you jornnnn
have a good day
sleep well
drink water and stuff
ILY JORN
or you could just. like. ask him out.
i know how itll go if you do that:
he'll be confused at first. he'll think about it for a sec. he'll make a Realisation. he'll either say yes, or he'll say 'we can date after hot wave' and badabing badaboom happiness
THE UMBRELLAAAAA
he's gonna finisht that with something like "but you have to be the one to get the flame of the candle burning"
HELL YEAH I WAS RIGHT
SOUNDWIN HIGH FIVE SOUNDWIN HIGH FIVE SOUNDWIN HIGH FIVE SOUNDWIN HIGH FIVE SOUNDWIN HIGH FIVE SOUNDWIN HIGH FIVE SOUNDWIN HIGH FIVE SOUNDWIN HIGH FIVE SOUNDWIN HIGH FIVE SOUNDWIN HIGH FIVE SOUNDWIN HIGH FIVE SOUNDWIN HIGH FIVE
i smell merch
but did he ever SAY that??
actually a good cover up
i dont remember if tinn said the same thing or not in canon
i think tinn's excuse was saving the reputation, not earning the reputation
but either way, the school reputation thing? actually kinda genius
EIVDFSBKDV
HIS FREAKING SMILEEE
GUN, HONEY, YOU'RE NOT GOOD AT HIDING YOUR HAPPINESS
which is honestly a good thing so KEEP IT UP ILY
WAIT
WHAT THE HELL
WHAT THE HELL
I SHRIEKED
AND THEN STARED AT MY LAPTOP IN PURE SHOCK
NO THOUGHTS OR ANYTHING AT ALL, JUST A BLANK SLATE AND SHOCK EVERYWHERE
THEY FREAKING- THEY
THEYRE- THE
THEYRE FREAKING-
TIWPOR??? CANONICAL TIWPOR????????
WE WERENT DELUSIONAL FOR HOPING FOR THIS IN CANON
the scenes from earlier make a lot more sense now
CHEESE LOUISE
EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE NOW
HOLY HELL
TIWPOR ARE CANONICAL
THIS IS PHENOMENAL
HOW IS THIS HAPPENING
AND ALSO HOW THE HELL DID I AVOID THIS SPOILER ALL DAY
this is proving what i said earlier about os2 being ENTIRELY an apology for the lack of canonical tiwpor
os2 for msp? its just tiwpor. everything is tiwpor. and also soundwin because they are important.
but all the tinngun? its for the sake of tiwpor. they are the main characters.
and im so freaking happy about it
THE WORLD DOES, IN FACT, FINALLY KNOW
AM I DREAMING
AM I DEAD
I THINK I MIGHT BE DEAD
THERES NO WAY THIS IS REAL
IS THIS THE REAL LIFE OR IS THIS JUST FANTASY FRFR
OH MY OISHI TEA GODS THEYRE TOO FREAKING CUTE WHAT THE HELL
WHAT. THE ACTUAL. HELL.
FINAL THOUGHTS: TIWPOR ARE REAL
#quodekash watches our skyy 2 despite desperately needing to sleep#EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS EP WAS JUST SHOCK AFTER SHOCK AFTER SHOCK BUT IN A GOOD WAY HOLY FREAKING HELL#TIWPOR#TIWSONPOR#SOUNDWIN#WINSOUND#SATANGWINNY#WINNYSATANG#MARKFORD#MARK PAKIN#FORD ALLAN#FORD ARUN#SATANG KITTIPHOP#WINNY THANAWIN#GEMINIFOURTH#TINNGUN#GUNTINN#PAT MSP#MSP PAT#PHAT MSP#MSP PHAT#YO MSP#MSP YO#CAPTAIN PASSATORN#PROM THEEPAKON#YES I STILL HAVE TO BE YELLING EVEN IN THE TAGS
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I'm gonna lay all of this out right now so it is on the record, and I probably should have done this last week when I actually saw that Ch115 of Black Lagoon was out (and that apparently all of the previously untranslated ones had been translated officially on Viz in like March??? Is the series ending or are they just doing this for everything?) but hear me out:
Majeur is Yukio's older sister.
Okay. I'll explain. I know, "just because they are both from Japan doesn't mean they're related!" and I agree. This would not have crossed my mind if not for the GIANT KABUKI TATTOO on her upper body.
We're gonna circle back to this. Keep it in your brain. Also, I can't believe it but Rei Hiroe actually crafted a scenario where swimsuits were entirely necessary to the story.
That is not a joke. We're gonna get there. Need to set some things up for you.
Majeur apparently had a younger sister according to her former comrades, and the previous Auriculaire (the blonde that kept screaming Majeur was a lesbian) was someone she was so protective of she is still not okay about her death in "L'homme Sombre".
I do not have Vol 12 digitally, so trust me on this one.
I must've read 114 and 115 about fifteen times at this point because I kept finding little things that are so damned interesting (that's a different discussion but no surprise I love it) and at first I'm thinking "well this is the calm before the storm" because that's a no brainer. The comparisons between Revy and Majeur, and the little jokes about "it'll be confusing if one of us dies because we both have tattoos, are Asian women, and you want to ALSO have two guns?" and just a ton of other small and large things would, in any other story, be giant death flags for Revy.
I don't think that's where we're going. I think it's somewhere WAY more interesting considering we already know Majeur's #1 priority is survival and has no real loyalty to Balalaika.
Because all of these little pieces (the diving, teaching her to tie the rope, how the city works; basically everything she ever taught Rock and a few things she learned from Rock...) start to add up about Revy's growth as a person, and how many callbacks and connections are being made to the entirety of the story, combined with Revy breaking up a barfight before it starts between Majeur and Eda (holy shit???) and it paints a picture that is screaming right in our face.
Classic Hitchcock suspense. The bomb under the dinner table that the guests don't know about, but we do. We don't know when it will go off. Only that it will.
Gonna hit you with some stuff.
I don't think it is an accident that Revy's "dream" is wanting people to shoot her in the face and not the back, because she sure as hell lives by it.
I don't think it is an accident that Revy explicitly mentions she has been to Japan in front of Majeur and recognizes the word kabuki (remember!!!) I don't think it is an accident that Majeur is about to say her name at the end of 113 and Rock stops her, trying to be a "cool guy" because on the one hand he is correct, you can be someone else.
Start over. He did. Revy did. Dutch totally did. Balalaika did. Feng did. On the other hand, narratively, what is the one name that exists for a Japanese person to have that would carry any significance?
The one name that the only two people in existence would hear and have a visceral reaction to, as they are the only ones who know what actually happened?
Washimine.
Yukio Washimine.
It gets better, though. Remember that kabuki tattoo? I could go into what each one represents, and they're pretty neat, but more importantly...
He's quoting the play "Sukeroku". Listen, you don't do this TWICE. You don't show us this super specific thing TWICE and not have it be a giant neon sign. This is no damned accident, and it makes sense.
Jane came back. Roberta came back. Why not Tokyo? Throw in Takenaka (this would be INSANE and I am so here for it) and you've got the full set.
Majeur asking about honor when she's taken hostage by Rock, Revy, and Shenua and Rock's response being "That's a mafia thing" suddenly has quite a bit more weight to it.
We know the Washimine group were without a proper leader for a long time, which is what lead to their desperation in calling in Hotel Moscow to deal with the Kosa Kai. A teensy bit of conjecture, but "things happened" is probably about "my dad, the Yakuza boss, was murdered and I fled the country"
Why did Yukio stay behind? Could be that they're half-sisters. Same dad, different moms. Could be a lot of things.
Yukio took up the mantle, Chaka got his hands chopped off, Balalaika holds Rock at gunpoint in a parking garage, etc. We know that story; it's absolutely amazing and needs no reiteration even this many years later.
What does this mean? Why does this matter? Well, Majeur and Ginji both went up against Balalaika and Revy. The latter is dead because he had a reason to live; he wasn't focused on survival.
Majeur? She lost her Yukio. The first time was literal. The second time was in Nigeria. She stopped trying to go after Balalaika and Revy because there wasn't any point to it. She had no one to protect. No one to fight for.
And there's one more thing...
Yeah, man. I think this is essentially Yukio back from hell itself to take revenge on Balalaika. Revy's just the one who shot Ginji. She isn't responsible for the complete eradication of the Washimine group, and she has been trying to help Majeur because she obviously sees way too much of who she used to be in her.
Rock helped Garcia with Roberta, and they told him to fuck off...and rightfully so. It got dark. What dragged him out of the funk? Helping himself, Feng, in a way that was far less destructive and much more productive. What I imagine some have forgotten is that Revy also had an expy (this whole series is just parallel and intersecting character arcs and foils with the strangers who come to down I love it so so much) that told her to fuck off just as much, if not much more effectively and painfully: Fabiola.
Fabiola never needed her help. She just thought she did. Majeur actually does benefit from Revy's advice because, shockingly enough, she isn't filled with nearly as much hate or bitterness as she used to be.
Feng and Majeur were basically the 'second chances' for Rock and Revy respectively, after "The Dance of Death". Take it back further, and this whole thing really could have been trying to make up for how things went down in Tokyo, as Yukio and Ginji were far more explicit and direct foils than Roberta, Garcia, and Fabiola ever were.
And this isn't even getting into the Balalaika side of things. That's a whole other conversation. God, I love this series so damned much!
Revy making a bet with Balalaika with Majeur as the---oh, shit, right, I don't have Vol 12 digitally, but you just have to trust me that Hiroe did bring the "people are like dice" concept again, but it was REVY who did it. It was when they're driving Majeur after she starts talking, and Revy responds with something like "Why do you care? You already threw your dice."
Majeur has direct access to Balalaika at some point in the future. She has the perfect ticking time bomb of a motive to want her dead, and Revy's gamble might make Majeur too well connected and too skilled to be stopped before it is way too late.
No idea how this will pan out, but I fucking love this series.
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[The following is a transcription between numbers XXX-XXXX and XXX-XXXX taking place on February 14 1998]
S.H: Adam?! Where the hell are you?! You scared the shit out of us-
A.M: Sarah, I am about to break several traffic laws, so you’ll be talking to Jonah. Do Not let him fall asleep.
S.H: ..What?!
J.M: [SLURRED] …Sar..? ..s’at you..?
S.H: J-Jonah? Yeah it’s me, I’m here. What the fuck is going on? Wait, wait I’m gonna put you on speaker, so Seth can hear.
S.G: What the Hell is happening?
J.M: …seeeeeeethhhh…!!!! hiiiiii… ad’ms bein mean….
A.M: [FAINTLY] I am not being mean!
J.M: …mean to meeeeeee…… s’ok thou… know he jus’ worries…
A.M: …
S.H: How is Adam being… mean? To you?
J.M: ..won’ le’ me sleep…. says ‘m not ‘llowed to…
S.G: Why isn’t he letting you sleep, Jonah?
J.M: ..uhm…. M’ legg…. s’mthin’ bi’ i’...
S.G: Something bit you?
J.M: ..mhm… looked… l’ke ‘olice dude… yellow hair… weird teef… heh… teef… w’s growlin’ at me…. dunno why… …m tired…
S.H: NO SLEEPING, JONAH! No sleeping, remember!?
J.M: [WHINE] ..but ‘m tired…. an’ i’ hur’s….
S.G: I know it must hurt a lot, kid, but you cannot fall asleep. If you do, you might not wake up, and that’d mean you’d never see us again.
J.M: …won’... see you again..? …bu’ i like seein’ you… y’re nice… wou’ i see ad’m..?
S.G: Nope, you wouldn’t see Adam ever again.
J.M: ..don’ wanna not… no’ see ‘dam ag’in… ‘e’s my ‘rother….. Fr’m diff’ mother… heh…
S.G: So you need to stay awake, right?
J.M: ….righ’..... s’ay ‘wake…… mmm… ‘s hard…
S.G: I know it’s hard, bud, I know. Tell me something, anything at all, ok?
J.M: ……don’ ‘ave a mom… no’ since… ‘ree… bu’..... You act like… what i ‘magine one t’ be…
S.G: …
S.H: He does act like a mom sometimes..
J.M: …’n… i a’e your ‘rownies… w’re ‘ood…… ‘loaty…
S.H: [SNORT]
S.G: …I figured, kid..
A.M: We’re here.
[Call ended.]
…
“Holy shit.”
“I think I’m gonna be sick-”
“Shut the fuck up and HELP ME WITH THIS!!”
“Adam… I don’t think we can help with this-”
“BULLSHIT, NUTCASE!! IF YOU DON’T FIND SOME FUCKING WAY TO SAVE HIM I WILL MAKE YOUR LIVE A LIVING FUCKING HELL. I WON’T BE LOSING MY BROTHER BECAUSE OF AN ASSHOLE LIKE YOU-”
“LET ME FINISH! …There is one idea, but you won’t like it.”
“If it’s able to save him, I’ll take it.”
“...We need to cut it off.”
,
Jonah’s eyes opened slowly, taking a few seconds to process through everything. What.. happened..?
Tilting his head to the left, he locked eyes with a disheveled looking Adam, his hair a rat's nest and bags under his eyes. Despite this, the blond lit up at the sight of him awake, smiling widely. “Jonah!!”
Adam pulled the other into a hug, squeezing him firmly but gently at the same time. It made something warm make its way into Jonah’s chest, and he buried his face into his brother's shoulder, grumbling something meaningless through the light fuzz in his mind. “..mm… Ad’m.. m okey… ‘ll good..”
Adam chuckled, and Jonah weakly smiled in return. He could figure out what happened later.. Now he just wanted cuddles.
[they took off he gotdam leg :0c all platonic. no romance ever. it's illegal now i decree it /hj]
OH DAMNN /lh pos
Where he leg go???????
For real though this is cool I like it-
#asks are neat#super cool fan stuff#Adam and Jonah are BROTHERS. canon doesn’t EXIST /hj#Adam feeling protective of him against seth………sweet but kinda sad at the same time-
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Dresden files Grave Peril live blog
Grave Peril
Michael! Weird how he’s just now showing up in book 3
Michael is a Harry/Susan shipper
I’m with Michael. Harry should tell Susan that he loves her
Who’s Elaine?
Not the maternity ward :(
Harry fighting a ghost is cool
Poor Agatha Hagglethorn and her daughter :(
Why does Harry think his soul is bad?
Trip to the Nevernever. Oh am I going to meet Lea?
“You’re right. Sorry. Holy shit,” I breathed “heckhounds” pg. 58 Ha
“Long estranged godson” pg. 64 Why are they estranged?
Is it bad that I kinda want a fae godmother?
“I can’t believe we’re in jail” pg. 72 Ha
Oh no Michael got full named. Why doesn’t Charity like Harry? She’s being really mean to Harry.
“I’d never said them to anyone I didn’t lose” pg. 81 Well now I’m sad :(
Where’s Mister?
Vampire time
Not Bianca :(
“Yeah, their saliva’s some kind of addictive narcotic” pg. 84 First Ew Second I guess that helps them when they’re attacking people. Third that’s terrifying
Why would Bianca invite Harry? She doesn’t like him. I’m suspicious. If this is “official” business why invite Harry? He’s not a warden of the White Council.
“The safety of all invited guests is assured, by word of the assembled court.” pg. 86 Hmmm are we talking about guest rights here? I need more information about this. What counts as safety? Why just words, why not written? Invited guests so unless you have an invitation you’re in trouble? I guess Harry isn’t gate crashing. Bianca is up to something. This is definitely giving me trap vibes. Bianca is probably the reason the ghosts are acting up. As with the previous two Big Bad guys they were behind the “unrelated” problems being connected i.e.: Victor and the drugs and Denton all the murders. I doubt she’d turn him. Maybe it has something to do with Michael and his sword?
Yay Mister is safe
Susan, why would you want to go to a party with vampires after what you’ve just seen? Please listen to Harry. He knows what he’s talking about. I know you got a career boost from the werewolves but you aren’t Lois Lane and Harry isn’t Superman he can’t save you from everything so please don’t go to the ball.
Lea stop kissing Harry. It's weird.
I don’t think I’ve ever been smacked in the face with remembering when a book takes place than this quote “Wait until some poor sap who got AIDS from a blood transfusion breaths his last” pg. 121 I was not expecting that. Very late 90’s or early 2000’s. When do these books take place?
“An unmarked car sat in my driveway” pg. 126 my sheer level of disappointment when I read on and realized I wasn’t getting Marcone was immeasurable
“Rudy’s clean cut good looks” pg. 126 Bi Harry 7
No, not the birds :(
Rudouph is the worst
Poor Micky :( The barbwire curse is scary
Murph is so cool with The Sight
Bob being scared is worrying
“What could possibly go wrong?” pg. 172 Harry why would you say that?
“And then droplets of her spittle fell onto my throat, my cheek, and into my mouth” pg. 183 oh no I’ve never been more happy that Harry destroyed a building
Why would Bicana send two of her maybe powerful red court buddies (subordinates?) to find Lydia? Maybe Lydia knows too much? Maybe Lydia is one of Bicana girls?
“I’d learned to block out pain, when necessary. Studying under Justin, it had been a practical necessity.” pg. 188 Not a big fan of Justin
Scary dream
Oh no it ate Harry’s magic
Oh no it disguised itself as Harry
Oh no Murph
Oh no Charity
What pact did Harry make with Lea? How is Harry going to get out of this new pact with Lea?
How am I only 48% of the way through? So much has happened? And we still haven’t gotten to the ball
Oh no the baby is coming
Oh no Lea has Amoracchius
Harry’s mom got him a fae godmother? Harry’s mom makes some weird allies
How are they going to fight Nightmare and get Amoracchius back?
Michael, Harry’s a little busy can you have Susan leave a message
“It’s thine heart” pg. 278 Ha
It’s party time
“Hell’s bells, I noticed how good he looked” pg. 290 Bi Harry 8
Thomas! Yay!
Wait wait did Harry just talk about how good his brother looks?!?
“Not just a vampire,” I said, “a cheesy vampire.” pg. 297 Ha
Bianca’s dress is a fire hazard
All this talk of hospitality makes me think that’s how the vampire-white council war started. Someone broke hospitality. Why are you drinking the wine Harry? It could be spiked? You don’t know what’s in it or where it’s been. It could be roofied. “The wine is poisoned” pg. 308 Aaaahhh!!!! This is bad. Oh no it’s the venom
Harry please listen to Micheal and Thomas and leave the party
“We’re here to get information, not bring the house down on a bunch of nasties” pg. 313 but Harry your really good bringing the house down
Dragons are a thing in this universe? Cool! Michael killed a dragon, cool!
“Harry, you're not the biggest kid on the block. You’ve got to learn to be a little more polite” pg. 318 Ha like that will ever happen
SUSAN WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!?!? You didn’t get an invitation…You forged an invitation.
SUSAN YOU NEED TO LEAVE
Oh no
No Susan you can’t protect yourself here
Did Lea just try to bargain for Molly? Oh no Lea made Susan forget Harry
Who’s Mavra? Well you don’t need to call Mavra an it. That was rude.
No Susan, you didn’t know the risks before coming to this party. Susan, Harry and Michael aren’t chauvinist pigs they’re trying to help
Vampire wizard?!? That is cool but bad for Harry
Gift giving time
So the vampires want a sort of false flag operation? Maybe not a false flag but pressure Harry to attack.
“Lords of the Outer Night” pg. 354 that’s important not sure what it is but with those capital letters that’s important
How is it Harry’s fault that you (Bianca) killed Rachel?
“Here lies Harry Dresden, he died doing the right thing” That’s a very accurate epitaph. Bianca knows Harry well enough to know that. That’s some villain vibes to gift someone a tombstone
They draw weapons and the vampires immediately start attacking it’s like they’re trying to start a war.
Oh no Justine
Thomas don’t listen to Bianca. THOMAS why would you do that to Susan?!? Oh no Bicana didn’t keep up her end of the deal who would have thought
Time to burn some vampires. That’s a lot of fire. Bicana isn’t the fire hazard it’s Harry
Here comes Harry guilt complex
Lydia what’s up? Nightmare in disguise? Possessed? I’m with Harry, Thomas needs to back off from Lydia
I like this mushroom plan
Does everyone know Harry’s mom but Harry? The demon knew her and now Lea
“The handsome vampire” pg. 440 Bi Harry 9
I think you should all stick together. Oh no Harry’s surrounded
Why is Bicana naked?
Why are they taking Harry’s clothes off?
NO NO NO don’t like the end of chapter thirty-three
NOPE NOPE NOPE don’t like the beginning of thirty-four
I’m crying :( Poor Harry, I don't like the implications. Can someone anyone please help Harry he needs help
Poor Justine, where are her clothes?
“I heard them taking you. Playing with you, for two hours maybe” pg. 453 I really don’t like those implications.
Rachel ghost to the rescue…or not
Kravos go away
Oh no Susan got half turned. Yay Harry told Susan that he loved her!
The ghost fight was cool!
Why would the Reds want to start a war with the White Council?
The ghosts fighting is cool!
Awww they named their child after Harry! :)
“What goes around comes around. And sometimes you get what’s coming around. He paused for a moment, frowning faintly, pursuing his lips. “And sometimes you are what’s coming around. You see what I mean” pg. 506 Does that mean that Harry is the consequences for the monster?
“I don’t want you far away marry me” pg. 510 awww Harry asked Susan to marry her
“And they were always the same: darkness, trapped, with vampires all around me, laughing their hissing laughter. I’d wake up, screaming and crying.” pg. 511 Poor Harry I’m sobbing
Well I guess the White Council is at war with the Red Court now.
Final thoughts
I wished I had Marcone in this book. I need my Marcone fix. Glad I got to meet Michael. Charity needs to calm down. The Red Court vampires are terrifying. I’m upset that I was right about the party being a trap and Bicana. I’m upset that Susan got turned. More Bi Harry the counter is up to 9. Murph looked so cool with The Sight like a guardian angel! Not a fan of Justin. I want to know more about Lea. I hope I get to see more Thomas. Does he know that Harry’s his brother? Is he just messing with Harry? Why would he do that to Susan? I love Harry’s costume. Bianca had it coming. I kinda love Bianca’s gift to Harry. I don’t know if I’m reading too much into the implications but I don’t like them at all. I’ll probably make a whole separate comment about it because I have a lot of thoughts and feelings about it. Harry has a bit of a guilt complex/chronic hero syndrome. Now about this war. As vampires they’ve probably been around for a while so they know about the White Council. Why would they pick a fight with them? They must think they can win against them so they must have had a plan like this in the making for a while. I assume the White Council will try and make peace, maybe throw Harry under the bus as a way to appease the Reds and get rid of their (Council’s) black sheep. I need to know more. Susan went a bit too far in her investigative reporting and it came back to bite her. She’s only half turned so I assume she has some powers but not all and has some weaknesses but not to the extent of a full Red Vampire. I’m sad Harry and Susan broke up but I know she’ll come back and have Maggie. I thought the fights were good and I liked the world building. I’m looking forward to a more central storyline/plot with the war. It'll be different from the sort of monster of the week that I got from the first two books. Despite my several “oh no’s” I did enjoy this book and I’m looking forward to reading the next one.
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🌺 Promise Flower | PJM 🌺
Synopsis: Jimin is a popular dance student and the best one at his university. Mina is a photography student and has known Jimin since high school. An idea for a photo project finds Mina getting closer to him than she ever has before. She learns how big his heart is, but also learns how closely he guards it. Every time she thinks he'll let her in, he pulls away again. Is it even worth the trouble?
Pairing: college student!Jimin x fem!oc
Warnings: depression, anxiety, panic attacks, alcoholism
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|| Ch. 8: Embarrassed ||
I wake up the next morning with a terrible headache. It’s been a while since I’ve had so much to drink in one night. The sunlight creeping into the room is burning through my dry eyes. Was I really that drunk?
“Morning, Sunshine.”
I turn over in the bed and see Jimin stepping out of his bathroom. For some reason he’s not wearing a shirt. Why? Where did his shirt go?? I look at him dumbfounded trying to replay the previous night in my head hoping I didn’t say or do anything that would cause regrets.
“Hey,” I mumble holding my head.
“Hang on,” he says smiling and walking out of the room.
Typically I would stop him and tell him to get off of his feet, but right now I can barely see straight. What a fucking hangover.
“Here,” he says returning with some pills and a bottle of water. “For your headache.”
“Thanks,” I say tossing the pills in my mouth and drowning them with water. “How are you awake and functioning right now?”
“I’m not a lightweight like some people,” he jokes sitting next to me on the bed. “I can make you some hangover soup.”
“You don’t have to do that,” I say laying my head back on the pillow. “I don’t think it’s that bad.”
“No?” He says raising an eyebrow. “Do you remember throwing up in the middle of the night?”
“I what? Did I really?”
“Yup,” he giggles. “You fell asleep then woke up 10 minutes later stumbling to the bathroom. Don’t worry though, I made sure you got there.”
“Shit,” I whisper. “Sorry. I guess I had a bit more than I’m used to. I didn’t…do anything else embarrassing, did I?”
“No, at least nothing that I thought was embarrassing.” Something about the smile on his face is telling me otherwise.
“What else happened?”
“What do you remember?”
“I remember being on the couch…we were watching something, or trying to, I remember that much.”
“Anything else?”
“Umm…” my head is killing me and trying to remember everything last night is only making it hurt more. What else even happened?
“Do you remember coming to bed?”
“No. Wait, I think? How did I get to bed?”
Jimin continues smiling not saying a word. I think harder about last night. He was pulling me by the arm into the bedroom after he said we should go to bed. After we kissed. We kissed. Holy shit we were making out.
“Remember now?” He asks reading the expression on my face.
Suddenly I’m embarrassed hiding my face behind the bedsheets. He only smiles and pulls the sheets away revealing my mortified face.
“Are you shy now that you’ve sobered up?” He asks tucking a bit of my hair behind my ear.
“No, I mean kind of. Shit, no. What I’m trying to say is…” what am I trying to say? We kissed. We made out. And I’m not upset about it, but I was so drunk. What the hell am I supposed to say?
“I’ll make the soup for you,” he chuckles. “I’ll make sure you feel better, don’t worry.” He stands up and walks out of the room leaving me laying there lost in my mind.
He’ll make sure I feel better? Does he remember what we did last night? Does he…want to do it again? Maybe a go at it sober to make sure it wasn’t just a drunken mistake? Also I’d like to remember it better. No, what am I saying?
I can hear pots clattering and utensils clanging around in the kitchen. I pull myself out of my thoughts and find the strength to get up and go see what Jimin is doing.
“You should lay back down,” he says dumping a handful of veggies into a pot of broth. “I’ll bring the food to you.”
“I told you you don’t have to. You should stay off your leg.” I can tell he’s putting most of his weight on his good leg and I know he probably shouldn’t.
“I’m fine,” he smiles. “Once everything is in the pot I’ll sit down until it’s ready.” He continues adding items to the pot and tossing some seasonings on top.
I open my mouth to protest more but his smile takes the sound before it comes out. Why am I so weak just looking at him? He’s standing there with the most gorgeous smile on his face as he prepares soup with no shirt on.
“But, your leg…” I mumble, suddenly forgetting how to function. What the hell is wrong with me?
“I’m ok, really. I’m almost done anyway.”
I watch as he gives the pot one more stir and puts the lid on as it simmers. He opens the refrigerator and grabs two sports drinks.
“You need to hydrate after all that drinking and…vomiting,” he says handing me a bottle.
“Thanks. I’m sorry about whatever happened last night.”
“You don’t need to be sorry. I had a lot of fun.”
“Really? I didn’t do anything to kill the mood?”
“No,” he laughs. “What do you think we did?”
“Well…I know…we kissed…”
“Do you think you did something to kill the mood while we were kissing?”
“No, I mean I don’t know. It’s kind of a blur. I’m just apologizing in case I did do something.”
“You didn’t,” he reassures.
“That’s good. But umm…I have a question though…where is your shirt?”
“Soaking.”
“Soaking? Why?”
“I helped you make it to the bathroom last night, but a lot of what you threw up made it on my shirt and not the toilet.” He smiles as if he’s amused by it, but I’m mortified at the thought of him having to deal with drunk me throwing up all over him all while he’s barely two weeks out of surgery.
“Oh my god, Jiminie I’m so sorry! I’m not usually this terrible when I drink. I’ll wash your shirt for you, where is it?”
“Mina,” he says chuckling and shaking his head. “Chill, I took care of it. And when did you start calling me ‘Jiminie’?”
“I didn’t.”
“You did. Just now. Last night too.”
“You must have heard me wrong.” He didn’t hear me wrong, but I’m so embarrassed for so many reasons already, I don’t want to add calling him a cute nickname to the list.
“If you say so,” he chuckles. “Go sit down, I’ll bring your food.”
“You should be the one sitting. I can get my food.”
“Mina, you’ve been taking care of me for weeks now. Let me take care of you this once. If my leg starts bothering me I’ll sit down, I promise.”
I can’t argue with him. Not when he’s like this…all cute and domestic. I can only nod and make my way to the couch. I watch him from the living room as he turns the stove off and prepares two bowls.
It’s clear that he’s happy to be able to move around on his own. He still has a bit of a limp, but he’s been following his physical therapy religiously and it shows even after just a short time.
Even so, I still want to get up and at least meet him halfway so he’s not limping around with two bowls of hot soup in tow, but the second I start to get up he tilts his head at me with the sassiest “stay put” look that I’ve ever seen from anyone that wasn’t a parent. That scared me back down.
“Eat it up,” he says handing me the bowl. “My grandma used to make this whenever I was sick.” He sits next to me and stirs his soup around with his spoon. “When I got older I learned that it was hangover soup. I also learned how good it is at curing hangovers.” He chuckles a bit looking into his bowl. This soup seems to be taking him back to some cherished memories.
I take a bite and nod in satisfaction. It’s delicious, filled with a bit of meat and veggies. There’s nothing fancy about it, he didn’t use exotic ingredients or anything, but it tastes like home comfort. It tastes like a warm hug laced with tender loving care. I have to take another bite just to make sure I’m not exaggerating.
“This is really good!” I say taking a third bite. “What did you put in this?”
“It’s my grandma’s secret recipe.” He takes a few bites and hums with a smile.
“Your grandma is amazing.”
“I know,” he chuckles.
We both finish off our bowls and he takes them into the kitchen. He doesn’t clean them, but he claims Hoseok will be home later today and he’ll most likely clean up for him. He says that he does clean, but not right away, which is the opposite of Hoseok.
Once again we find ourselves turning the tv on to serve as nothing more than background noise while we talk to each other the entire time. We discovered a new movie we both would love to watch, but we decided we’d do it at another time. We also found a drama that we want to start soon. I love that we have a similar taste in shows and movies. We continue talking over the tv and I can feel my headache gradually going away until it becomes a distant memory.
The entire time Jimin has been very attentive. He asks me every so often if my head is feeling better. He asks if I need more medicine or anything else to eat or drink. He massaged my scalp and let me rest my head in his lap as he ran his fingers through my hair. His touch is so gentle and soothing I find myself falling asleep.
I napped for about an hour, and when I woke up I was still in the same spot resting in his lap. I thought he would have tossed me to the side at some point. I look up at him and he’s still awake quietly scrolling his phone. He notices me stirring and smiles as if my big head hasn’t cut off the circulation to his leg for the past hour.
“How was your nap?” He asks.
“It was good. My head feels better.” I raise my head off his lap and rub my eyes to clear my vision.
“That’s good. I wanted to move you to the bed, but I didn’t want to disturb you.”
“That’s ok. Sorry I fell asleep on you,” I chuckle.
“You don’t have to apologize. You look cute when you’re sleeping.” He smiles and I can feel every drop of blood in my body rush to my face.
“You’re just saying that,” I say bashfully.
“No I mean it. You always look cute when you’re sleeping.”
“Probably not cuter than you.” I can’t believe I just said that. But shit, if he keeps smiling as adorably as he is right now I’ll say any and every stupid ass line I can think of.
“Yeah…you’re probably right,” he says with a cheesy smirk.
“Wow, such modesty,” I sarcastically huff. “That’ll be the last time I try to compliment you.” I grab a pillow and throw it at him making him erupt in giggles.
“How dare you throw a pillow at this face?” He laughs tossing the pillow back at me.
“You celebrities are all the same, so full of yourselves,” I joke.
“But you like it,” he says with a teasing smile.
Sometimes I can never tell if he’s just playing around or if he’s reading right through me. No shit I like it. I like everything about him. I like kissing him. I want to kiss him again. Right now. Maybe I should just do it and see what happens. Instead my phone decides to buzz constantly from a string of text messages.
[Tae]: MINA!
[Tae]: You didn’t go home last night
[Tae]: Why??
[Tae]: How am I supposed to come by and tell you about what happened last night if you’re not at home?!
[Me]: I’m at Jimin’s
[Me]: What happened last night?
[Tae]: I need to see you! I need to SHOW YOU!
[Tae]: When will you be home??
I don’t know what he’s on about, but his string of messages continues faster than I can respond. Jimin looks on with confusion on his face.
“Your phone is blowing up,” he says with a little concern. “Is everything ok?”
“Yeah,” I smile. “It’s Tae. He says he has something to tell me and show me. I guess he went by my place and realized I wasn’t there.”
“Oh.” Jimin pauses, still watching me texting back and forth with Tae. “Does he always go by your place whenever?”
“Sometimes I feel like he’s at my place more than his,” I chuckle.
“Are you going to leave now?” I don’t know why he’s asking as if I’d never come back again. His eyes are big and innocent like a puppy that wants to play just a little longer.
“Well no, I’ll catch up with him later.”
“Oh ok, if you need to go you can. Don’t let me keep you.”
“You’re not keeping me, I’ll just meet him for dinner later.” My smile is met with his reserved nod.
Something is odd, but I can’t tell if I’m just reading too deep or if something is bothering him. I mean, he’s like this a lot whenever I’m about to go somewhere. He’ll look at me with the same eyes as Blossom, which he keeps on the bed, and ask me if I’m leaving with his bottom lip poked out in a pout. I’m weak to the way he looks at me and that’s part of the reason why I’ve spent so many nights here. But he’s probably just lonely since Hoseok has been gone. Hoseok should be back soon so maybe he won’t feel so alone. Unless there’s another reason why he’s like this?
Maybe we should talk. About the kiss. I think we need to figure out what it meant, if it was just because we were drunk or if there’s more to it. If there’s more to it then maybe we should discuss it further. I don’t know. I just feel like the elephant in the room needs to be addressed. I’m not sure how to bring it up though.
Tae and I agreed to meet at my place for dinner at 8. It’s only 5 now so I figure there’s no problem with me staying a little longer to at least say hi to Hoseok when he returns and congratulate him on his win.
Jimin says he’s happy that I’ll stay a bit longer, but he seems a bit more reserved now. It’s like a switch flipped and he went from being flirty and playful to shy and quiet. My attempts to talk to him are met with short answers and forced smiles. I’m so confused because I thought we were having a good time. Why did he suddenly start acting like I was some sort of stranger?
Thankfully not much time passes before Hoseok comes barreling through the door to save us from the sudden awkwardness. He inspects Jimin from head to toe and interrogated him briefly to make sure he’s been taking care of himself properly. Once he’s satisfied he goes on to tell us all about his trip.
Jimin is back to his perky self when Hoseok is around and I begin to think that maybe I was thinking too deep and he just really missed his friend. It’s clear that they’re very close to one another, almost like blood brothers.
I figure I should leave them to catch up. I start feeling like the third wheel and I don’t want to be in the middle of whatever they may want to share with each other in private.
“Thanks for taking care of him,” Hoseok says hugging me after I announced that I’d be going home.
“Have fun with Tae,” Jimin says. While his words seem like they would be playful, his delivery is very monotone. It’s catches me off guard a bit how emotionless he seems to be right now.
It was weird and I cant stop thinking about it as I go home and wash off in the shower. We were enjoying ourselves, what made him suddenly build a wall between us? Did I say something wrong? Maybe he suddenly thought about me vomiting on him last night and got repulsed. I really wish I hadn’t gotten so drunk.
Does he think the kiss was a mistake?
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Some Things You Don’t Question - Chapter 2
Rated: General Audiences
Summary: Valerie tells her best friend, Alana, about Mateo.
Words: 676
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Valerie sat in the cafe across from the university, anxiously tapping her foot, as she watched the city of Austin pass by. Opting out of her fifth cup of coffee for the day, she had ordered herself a tea. Hoping that her anxious energy was because of the coffee and not the ghost from her past she never thought she’d ever see again.
“Hey! Sorry I’m late. This cute new cop stopped me about my broken taillight.” Alana explained, sitting across from Valerie. “Thanks for ordering for me.”
“Cute new cop? So you met Mat?”
“Yes! You’ve been holding out on me, Val. Please tell me he’s single. He offered to fix my taillight for me when I said I had to find a new mechanic. I think he was flirting with me.”
“Glen was right then.”
“About what?”
“He wants to hook you and Mat up. Convinced that you’ll hit it off and I guess you have without needing our help.” Valerie brought her tea to her lips.
“What the hell happened to your hand?” Alana asked, referring to the bandage.
“I cut my hand on some glass last night. I- it’s a long story.” Valerie let out an exasperated breath.
“Alright. So are you going to tell me what the hell is going on? Or am I going to have to pry it out of you?”
“I know Mat.”
“What does that mean?”
“Do you remember the guy I met in Miami before I moved here? Before college?” Valerie asked.
“Mixtape Mateo? How could I forget about him? You never shut up about him. Best sex you ever had, right?” Alana teased.
“I never said that.”
“Didn’t have to say it. I know from how you talked about him. He left an impression on you and it had to be his dick.” Alana teased. “What about him?”
“Mixtape Mateo is Officer Mat Cruz,” Valerie explained. Alana’s jaw dropped. “Yup.”
“You’re lying.”
“I wish I was.”
“Holy shit, Val! Does Glen know?”
“I don’t think he does unless Mat said something after last night.”
“After last night? What the hell happened last night? Are you sleeping with him? I hope so. But I’ll be so jealous.”
“Stop! Slow down. I am not sleeping with him. I just- Glen invited him over for dinner last night.”
“Is that when you cut your hand? You got distracted. Because I don’t blame you. The man is so sexy. Oh my God. That’s the guy you didn’t shut up about that whole semester. I don’t blame you. I take back everything I said. But I thought you met him in Miami. What the hell is he in Texas? Austin of all places?”
“Apparently he was in the army for a while and stationed in El Paso so I guess he decided to stay. I don’t know.” Valerie shrugged.
“Does he remember you? I mean it’s been six years.”
“I don’t know. We didn’t have a chance to discuss it on account of Glen being there. He- when I cut my hand Mat bandaged me up and cleaned up the mess.” Valerie explained.
“What about Glen?”
“He literally walked over the mess.” Valerie scoffed.
“Wait. So he invited Mat as a guest and the guest cleaned- what happens when you guys have kids?”
“The subject of kids also came up last night.”
“That’s a weird thing to bring up with your ex.”
“He’s not my ex. We had a summer fling when I was eighteen.”
“Sure. Whatever. I am planning to take him on his offer to fix my taillight and I am planning to flirt my way into his bed. Are you okay with that?”
“Why wouldn’t I be?”
“So there are no feelings?”
“There weren’t any feelings, to begin with. It was a fling. Glen and I are going to have you guys over for dinner next week or something so he can get credit for hooking you up.”
“Sounds good. My mother will be thrilled I’m not bringing home another yeehaw white boy.” Alana joked. Valerie laughed.
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WHEN WE WERE YOUNG • 20 OCT 2024
finally got to do warped 2004 😭 this weekend was beyond incredible and i am so glad i was able to go! acknowledging that wanting a band to keep putting out the same album is Bad, i really did love the concept of celebrating a particular album, especially those that came out at an approximate time period. how many of these were in the same rotation on my fucking ipod shuffle clip in 2007?! i’ve said this before but this era has always been a fave musically to live through initially as an angsty pre/teen and now finally getting to see live as an adult has been such an experience. it really felt like a rare treat
anyway, every year from 2002 to 2012 was shouted out during the say, the number of “who had this on your myspace” or “who ripped it off limewire” was hilarious. i got to see so many bands that i didnt think i’d get the chance to see and even if i hadnt listen to them in literal decades, it was a nice reminder of why i did like it back in the day. even if everything was crap as a teen, the music was always a highlight and i’m glad we got to come together to celebrate that
highlights / thoughts
pierce the veil ft kellin quinn king for a day LIVE 😭😭😭 the way it was on my soccer pre-game playlist. the way i BLOGGED about that song on THIS blog
i always forget simple plan was early emo exposure to me. i had no business listening to no pads no helmets just balls in the year when when i was 7, but i did, and i sure was a kid whose life is a nightmare. i sure was writing lyrics to welcome to my life in my history notebook in 6th grade. like damn those are roots! ANYWAY THEY PLAYED MY ALIEN!!!!
unfortunately unironically the entirety of 3OH!3’s set was So Good. i listened to want so hard late middle school / early high school and it was like a sleeper agent was activated inside of me and i remembered every word perfectly. yes this shit was absolutely cringey as hell to watch, but i still got down
TRAVIS MCCOY OF GYM CLASS HEROS CUPID’S CHOKEHOLD ‼️
i really liked fob’s different background nods to their different ~eras. i would love to see an extended set for these bc the attention to detail was BEAUTIFUL (patricks hat changes, album art rendering, call backs, etc) for just 2 songs per section
but also lets talk about folie a deux. and las vegas. and how the CD was a christmas present for me 2008 when we were there visiting family and how i spent every night in the desert with my walkman listening to that album and hanging on to every word. and how fob played SO MANY FOLIE SONGS!!!!!! including my love headfirst slide. anyway all that said she’s my winona is the ultimate folie/vegas song for me and i would have Died if they dragged her out
also taking a moment to be grateful that they did not bring out brendon urie. like that could have been a reality. i had the thought that it could happen for a 20 dollar nose bleed sitch and did NOT speak that into existence. thank u emo gods
my chemical romance literally puts on a good performance every single time. THE CHILLS
also seeing the moment gerard sits down, looks up, and smiles into the camera (u know what im talking abt) in real time made me cry
it was so interesting seeing the different bands interpretation of “play this album” the ones who faithfully did it front to back by tracklisting. those who changed up the order but stuck to the album. to sneaking a few other crowd favourites in here and there. to just playing what the fuck ever
not band related but i was pretty impressed with accessibility & visibility at the festival. it’s likely i simply wasn’t paying attn at other fests, but so many ADA sections, so many ASL interpreters, kulture city, and lots of water/med tents every few steps. i was glad to see everyone getting to enjoy what has been one of the best music experiences i’ve been to in a while
that said holy fuck my joints, my wrists are still not ok, and im completely sleep deprived. i am feeling 30 babey
bands seen (*denotes full set)
neck deep
mayday parade*
underoath
we the kings
3OH!3*
the story so far
coheed and cambria
cobra starship*
simple plan*
taking back sunday
the starting line
motion city soundtrack*
bayside
pierce the veil
jimmy eat world*
a day to remember
boys like girls*
fall out boy*
my chemical romance*
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