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gomzdrawfr · 2 months ago

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content warning: blood

Loyal to a fault

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the words on Ghost's body reads:

LOVE (level of violence)

it takes a monster to destroy a monster (poorly cropped i apologize)

Loyal Dog

Vēnor (Latin verb for hunt, chase)

this is something very different to what I usually do I hope yall don't mind....also this was me when I was sharing this with my friends...because priceghost/ghostprice dynamic really gets a grip on me

#im gonna be honest when I first drew this months ago I didnt intend for it to get this bloody #all i wanted was Price holding a leash to Ghost #there's #so much feelings i have for this ship that i cannot articulate #I have a friend on twt their handle is bearcvck and jesus they have the best priceghost fics/drabbles ever #should check it out if you want >:3 they also do ghoap #idk i have my own thoughts with this piece but no matter how I write it it doesn't quite bring out what im trying to say #so if you want I would love to see your interpretation of this piece!#not the best thing i've made bcuz they're both very stiff in terms of posture #learning curve still to do non-chibi rahhhh but im trying and that's what it matters #tumblr pls dont bonk me i've covered Ghost's tatas with words PLEASE #gummmyart #doodle #priceghost #ghostprice #captain john price #simon ghost riley #price x ghost #ghost x price #john price x simon riley #simon riley x john price #call of duty #call of duty modern warfare #cod #cod mw #scheduled

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travelling-hydaelyn · 6 months ago

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Lahabrea possessed Thancred before this questline even started which means these are back to back Laha interactions. Here is how he greets the WoL in the Waking Sands immediately after his Disney villain introduction.

Meanwhile in Minfilia's solar:

presumably he took a brief break from running Alphinaud's errands to go dramatically laugh at the WoL

#enjoying all this with Pandaemonium context #there is a lot to unpack here #OK LETS GO PANEL 1 #based on the follow up he's really just testing out the person who killed ifrit - not too different from elidibus' test later.#he comes across as goofy but i gotta ask if he taunted panda critters the same way before experiments #moreever hydaelyn is busy going “Eeeeeevvvilllll!!!” in your ear while laha chatters #I assumed this was direct line to the WoL consciousness the first time #but based on 5.2 she might just be bullhorning to anyone with ancient powers which means lahabrea is listening to her shout “eeeevviilllll”#hilarious I hope that is what was happening #PANEL 2 #not shown is laha opening with “oh hi <player name>”#like he sounds more like panda laha here than almost anywhere else nearly #in which of these two panels is he acting more I ask???#I'm thinking its an even split per emet-selchs reckoning of his lost personality #if he could hold out as long as he does hanging out there in the Waking Sands hall then #it becomes very easy to see emet-selch felt like he was getting enough sanity out of him at the time. hes surprisingly functional #in spite of that intro #PANEL 3 #we were SO ROBBED to miss alphinaud investigating ascians with lahabrea. so robbed #alphinaud is still unsocialized at this point so extra annoying to laha for sure #thinking about how lahabrea acted around themis in the far past fills in a few blanks. can draw a couple of parallels perhaps #rotating that thought #ffxiv #ffxiv spoilers #Final Fantasy XIV: A Realm Reborn #lahabrea #alphinaud #minfilia #ffxivedit #gamingedit

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ineed-to-sleep · 11 days ago

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Jackie died. Jackie died and I'm devastated. I will never be the same person again

#I had to pause the game to bawl my eyes out #I WAS SO INVESTED IN HIM ARE YOU KIDDING ME #I think I get what you're trying to say to me game. is it worth it to put yourself in danger #and destroy yourself for a chance at a fame that you probably won't even get to enjoy #because you won't be there to see it?#is it worth it to break the hearts of the people you love in this pursuit? the people who'll grieve you?#I mean it's part of the first question that dex asks you when this whole thing starts and the last thing he says to you is also about that #about whether you wanna live a peaceful life or. go out like this #I get that. if that's what it's going for I get that. it gets the point across I'm not angry. but also #THAT WAS MY FRIEND #JACKIE MY FRIEND JACKIE 😭#WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE DIED OF BLOOD LOSS THIS IS BULLSHIT #I'm never getting over this #sleep.txt #cp2077 #jackie welles #OK OK HOLD ON I have more to say. I wanna expand on that jdjfkdkf bc I have Thoughts. especially playing corpo v like #I think the whole thing hit me even harder as corpo bc you get to see a sort of parallel situation with your v #where you had all this renown and respect but it came at a great cost. so great it nearly killed you #and then you go through that again and now you're dying and your friend is dead #and it's all in the pursuit of fame and money #that scene in the car when they're heading for the hotel reminded me so much of that initial scene with v #when you get in your fancy car and sip your fancy champagne #and like 10 minutes later nearly get killed by people from arasaka #I think there might be a point to be made there. about jackie heading towards the same kind of life just with a different coat of paint #being seduced by the same things we were seduced by while accepting the cost without fully understanding it #and then when you're faced with it it's. well it's heartbreaking and life ending #self destruction in the pursuit of something that makes you wonder if it was even all that worth it to begin with #viktor vektor is probably the happiest person I've met so far and that's saying something #anyway rant over. ty for your time I'm gonna go cry over jackie in the corner excuse me

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dykedvonte · 2 months ago

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Honestly I see Jimmy's refusal to put Curly out of his misery less about his weird feelings of envy or his delusions but the fact Curly is all but stated to be a shield to Jimmy from his actions and people seeing the worst in him.

The only characters that Jimmy really interacts with one on one before the crash are Curly and Anya, two individuals he has wildly different relationships with. It's likely that Curly really did most of the talking between them as the pilots and the rest of the crew as staff. They didn't know of Jimmy's more reprehensible behaviors cause they never really had the chance to and Jimmy is subconsciously aware. If they had disliked him more than Anya would have told Swansea earlier or even Daisuke when things got really bad.

It's why he takes the immediate opportunity to blame Curly; He's the shield. He's saved Jimmy's ass more times than he can count and more times than Jimmy would ever admit. Even when he can't really do it anymore, he mentally shields himself from his own faults by putting Curly between them. Letting Curly die puts too much on him because he doesn't know how to function without a safety net.

In the end Curly only lives because Jimmy needs the idea that Curly will inevitably make things better to stay alive, meaning Curly has to live, no matter how much it pains him to do so.

#in short Jimmy doesnt only care about Curly #he only cares about the securtiy that Curly provides him #and i headcanon that the reason he tried to kill everyone is because he knew it was only a matter of time befor Curly realized this wasnt #somethgin benign Jimmy did that he could smooth over but somethign that Curly would repremand and condem him for and take his security away #like yes Curly did not react fast enough or strongly enough to what Anya told him but you could see him showing more concern over it as I d #understand the psychology behind people and more specifically men like Curly as he is hearing something horrible his friend did to someone #he cares about but has less of a bond with. he feels the need to protect his crew as people first and sadly Jimmy is still the person he wa #closest too yet I still think everything happened too fast for Curly to process as would you not grapple with the fact your closest friend #is a monster you must personally deal with? or that he did something so vile to someone else you have become protective over? Would you not #think of the relative power that friend holds and how if you approuch this wrong it could end badly for everyone? He had all these thoughts #but not enough time to think about them. Also how Jimmy was one of the main people in his personal life he felt a need to protect seeing as #he got him this job. Like imagine the one person you are really trying to make good is still bad after everythign and now you have to be th #hand of judgment youve shielded them from for so long like I do not think Curly handeled the initial situation with Anya correctly I dont #think it was the case of him not believing but not really knowing what to do and feel about it as a friend of both parties the captain and #guy going through his own shit and it says so much that he was dealing with all that so well compared to Jimmy who got everyone killed cuz #he thought being captain would be like sitting on the thrown and not emotionally mentally and physically taxing like I cant say Curly is th #best person due to his inaction but he is a good person doing the best with the knowledge and shitty resources he has cuz like also Id just #be terrified that my suicidal and nilihst bestie who clearly has an inferiority complex around me is the copilot who has access to the most #to the most important parts of the ship and the means to kill us all if he feels like him or his security are being threatened like #Anya and Curly just deserved better because they get put through the ringer like just put him in a class to teach him to be less trusting #anya mouthwashing #curly mouthwashing #captain curly #mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #mouthwashing curly #mouthwashing anya #mouthwashing jimmy #jimmy mouthwashing #mouthwashing spoilers

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metropolitianmania · 10 months ago

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ngl some of you so called “allies” are not good at hiding your disdain for anyone inherently masculine in the LGBTQIA community

#transandrophobia #crazy how everyone is totally cool and supportive of the lgbtqia UNLESS men are in it #then woah. hold your horses. these men are abusive!!!#where the fuck did that shit come from #what is wrong with y’all #first aro/ace men?#now the transmascs?#Are you actual allies or are you just misandrists using your identities as shields #transmasc #transgender #sorry i don��t wear skirts and wear makeup often i didn’t do that when i thought i was cis either #sorry for not being a quirky white teen online #•dodgetalks

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7-ratsinatrenchcoat · 10 months ago

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"go on- shout, scream, say something!"

"... you're as beautiful as the day I lost you."

#how to train your dragon #hiccup haddock #stop. wait. hold on #on the verge of tears #sobbing screaming throwing up #THE FIRST WORDS HE SAYS TO HER IN TWENTY YEARS #AND VALKA HAS CLEARLY BEEN REHEARSING WHAT SHE'D SAY IF SHE EVER SAW HIM AGAIN #BUT HE THOUGHT VALKA WAS DEAD SO ALL HE'S BEEN THINKING ABOUT IS WHAT HE SHOULD HAVE SAID WHILE HE STILL HAD HER #STOP I'M LOSING MY MIND #stoick the vast #valka haddock #httyd valka #httyd stoick

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thonkphonk · 1 month ago

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Will Metaphor Refantazio the kind of guy to read your diary. Picks it up off your desk and opens it. Sees you drop something and pockets it. Pulls it out from where you hid it and starts reading it in front of you.

#didn't question it the first time but it's becoming a habit #'i find i read' idk man maybe ask first #they're not dead we're not trying to kill them...maybe hold off on reading their deepest most personal thoughts?#'+4 wis!' ok yeah buddy but watch your back #so funny that Gallica is also 'yeah this is good!'#love how supportive she is #they make questionable decisions together — as a team!#will metaphor refantazio #metaphor refantazio spoilers #metaphor refantazio #my post

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doodleodds · 2 years ago

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Happy Valentines, Akira. Happy Valentines, Asshole.

If you can’t read what Akechi’s secondary inner-dialogue says cause I obscured it too much behind his regular dialogue, here’s a transcription in panel order: Hello, you fucking- Ah- Hello, Akira! Fuck off, why should I tell you- Just a soda- there’s a new flavor.

I don’t want your shitty gift. Oh- haha! You’re so sweet.

I hope I choke. They’re lovely, thank you.

Like hell. Likewise. There’s no way it’s just a coincidence. Still though, it’s a funny coincidence.

#p5 #akeshu #akechi goro #kurusu akira #wow- me?? posting a valentines comic... actually on?? valentines????? wack. absolutely wack #it's a short one! I purposefully tried to keep it short. it was a challenge and it still ended up being 3 pages. but i blame my canvas size #also in case u can't see what akira is holding out to akechi: theyre chocolate covered strawberries on sticks!#i saw them irl and was like oh god i want those. i am going to project that feeling on my favorite characters so help me god #and now! here we are! but my shitty-ass coloring & line quality make it hard to discern them so. sorry about that lmaooooo #ANYWAY i don't do enough post-maruki stuff so. i made this one a little bittersweet. :)#why did i put akechi's scarf in a bow? honestly i dont know! i think i saw some art a while ago that did that too and i thought it was cute #well. plus i guess there's the symbolism of 'akechi being alive and reciprocating your feelings (however involuntarily) IS a gift' part #hence that hes wrapped up in a bow. like a present. :)#also god. the first panel is supposed to be akechi's reflection in a vending machine window. I could NOT get it to look right #so for reference!!! just so you guys understand!!!!!! thats what that panel is supposed to be!!! he is NOT in fact a ghost. (sigh)#hope you enjoyed and had a lovely valentines!! for my part i have eaten nothing but sweets today and hoo boy will that have been a mistake #ALSO in terms of the audience-participation comic...hopefully coming soon. if i can ever gain the will to draw it.#but at least tumblr has polls now so i can do the audience-choose-y bit without needing to use a separate website! so thats good i guess #anyway anyway anway thanks for listening to me ramble if you made it this far! have a lovely rest of your day and hopefully see u again soon

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babblingbonnabel · 3 months ago

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🪡 + 🔨 | more yapping!!

NOTE: because so many bigger members of the Avarice Battalion are from the Omega clan, a big portion go to The Garden to celebrate the Omega Tree every Spring (a large symbol of longevity and legacy for the clan...before they burned down lmaooo!!!).

#tw blood #stressmonster101 #iskall85 #hermitcraft #soul eater #SELOTV #✩ | bonnies scribbles!#i just love backstories - hey girl why are you CRAZY!!!#their first meeting was stress punching iskall in the face for stealing her skulls repeatedly - get him girl!!#flora witches dont typically hide their bloomed flowers away - if they dont get enough sun they become sad and their personality changes.#<- the ones the live above ground at least!#you'll see throughout other rambles that iskall is very respectful of nature because he's scared of flora witches - especially The Mother 💀#i know this isnt how witches function in Soul Eater but i hold the power to make this my canon! strap in its redstone witches next!#tubbo?! whoa what are you doing here youre not even born yet when this story takes place omg!! get outta here!#the idea that a flora witch's flower just grows out of their head is so silly to me i needed it #the Avarice isn't really a military for anyone in this moment but i thought the name was cool as hell #mwawhwhawa being indebted!! that will totally never come up every again!!!!!! never!!!!!!!#stress having a witches soul which BY THE WAY has the ability to turn a demon scythe into a death scythe is TOTALY not going to be plot -#relevant!! thats crazy id never do that!!!!

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appllelisa · 4 months ago

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Sumerus best 24/7 babysitting/daycare service on the go - Bestowed by Alice herself

look man if you're gonna be associated with the hexenzirkel even SLIGHTLY you're gonna babysit klee at some point.

#klee #genshin klee #klee genshin impact #wanderer #scaramouche #scaramouche genshin #wanderer genshin #art #artists on tumblr #look man #once you associate yourself with the hexenzirkel you're babysitting klee #you could interact with anyone associated with it once and suddenly shes at your doorstep #wanderer has a terrible soft spot for kids too doesnt help that she's so nice even amidst all her chaos #getting tricked into babysitting was not part of his plan #someone should write a fic ab this #i like to think he sometimes goes to daycares to volunteer/self exposure to actually being comfortable and nice with little creatures #and a kid gave him those smiley face earrings #because they thought hed look pretty w them #he works at a daycare in the far future trust #klee will be his first exposure to the horrors of babysitting instead of the joys though #she drew all over him by the way #hes covered head to toe #shes so happy #klee running around left and right up and down #“YOU CAN FLY? CAN YOU PICK ME UP MISTER PLEASE??” the little kid pleading eyes and lords who is he to say no #of course mini durin is with them #klee and him try to fly together but mini durin is too tiny for him to hold her or her to sit on him so of course #they get into dangerous shenanigans trying #dumbasses #siblings fr

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dragonfly1302 · 2 months ago

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Oh, okay. Okay, cool cool cool. So Newt is the first one revealed to be not immune and Thomas has a full on panic attack and almost faints after realizing he loves him how much Newt actually means to him. Okay okay okay. Like, Newt not being immune was kind of an unacceptable thought that never crossed his mind, so Thomas never even considered that he might not actually make it with the rest of them. Okay. Cool cool cool cool

#and the fact that he’s The Glue because he’s the control subject that holds experiment together- it HURTS😭#friends is it gay to almost faint at the thought of losing someone who’s always been by your side #god i just started book 3 and here come first tears 26 pages in🥲#and i already knew what happens from the films and yet…#oh what a wild ride the death cure is so far🥲#page 26-27 for anyone wondering #tmr #the maze runner #the death cure #tmr thomas #tmr newt #tmr newtmas #the maze runner books #tmr books

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thegreatyin · 2 months ago

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i feel like ive made yall feel way too safe regarding my gaming opinions. im gonna post ffxiv hottakes until someone begs me to stop

#yin-thoughts #ffxiv #im a firm believer in kill your darlings. specifically regarding media you love #recognizing the flaws in something is just as important a step in appreciating it as any other #you dont have to talk 24/7 abt these flaws or even bring them up in the first place. but holding them in ur heart is important #i love bg3 and FL and ak and whatnot to death while also recognizing where they fall short.#being a petty hater and being a genuine unabashed lover are not mutually exclusive #with their powers combined you achieve something vaguely resembling media literacy.#anyway. just wanted to get that preamble out of the way because it's the internet #and you never know what will 1) escape containment and 2) make people put weird anon messages in your inbox

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starflungwaddledee · 9 months ago

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this is a long shot and i'm sorry to ask, but if you don't mind, can mutuals (or contacts or regulars... just... this community) of mine who aren't jumping ship like... let me know? will any of us still be here? is it over? i'm trying to know if this really is it or what's... even happening. i hate to reassurance seek but i'm feeling pretty miserable and confused.

edit: felt like i was being really pitiful and fragile making this but everybody is being so nice to me and responding so patiently with all your thoughts and i'm in tears of gratitude thank you thank you thank you 💖

#i glanced and thought they brought out a feature so that we could turn off ai access #that seemed... okay? i thought? but now i'm really confused. i don't know. i'm so tired and scared. i just can't... keep doing this #i know this is stupid but this feels like it's my fault.#it happens every time i find something. if i'm happy somewhere. it just.... poof. goes away. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry #on the edit: i would only *ever* think this about myself. double standards that i hold for myself are high. i expect emotional control #& performance from myself only. i would never think badly of anyone else being stressed about this or anything. thank you for your kindness #this community has been so beautiful and kind at every turn. i'm so grateful to get to be here and meet you all #okay... being really sappy now. y'all get to see my anxiety first hand today!! whee!! anyway. i'll get it together. haha! thank you.

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tinypaperstar · 2 months ago

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@4listr's Azure ✨

Hope I got his stage outfit right!!!!

#alien stage oc: azure #I'll be real with u i just winged the coat after studying the ref photo for 30 minutes #accidentally gave him a ponytail instead og a half updo first and then redid it lol #to explain the pose: I wanted to highlight his eyes since they are the thing that drew his guardian to him #but also #covering your face to make it hard to read your actual expression/feeling/thoughts #was rly close to making him hold comedy and tragedy masks #20240914 #OK I'LL STOP RAMBLING

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thetwilightroadtonightfall · 3 months ago

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finally watched Wish and had a major brain blast

They’re besties now because I said so 💫

#my art #charis oc #overmorrow tfs #wish 2023 #funny that there was a lot of overlap between me listening to the soundtrack and me writing overmorrow #but I’ve only watched it now #heck I even have a wish song in one of the playlists #but anyway I digress; here come the rambles!!!#technically charis would travel to rosas when he’s older but for the sake of the parallels he’s his 16 year old self yippee #asha would be the ariel to charis’ sora. if that makes any sense #I like the thought of charis arriving right at the beginning of the movie and sticking with asha for most of it #‘oh you just wanna help make your family’s wishes come true? sure bud I relate let’s make it happen!!!’#cue the kh shenanigans #(I did not think that far ahead)#all I know for sure is that charis would throw hands with magnifico for the first time as asha and her family escape on the horses #the ‘run; I’ll hold them off’ trope #I think that would be such a cool boss fight #charis would think he’s a lil bitch too esp after that scene in the house #and also just in general because. well. he can tell this guy ain’t a good leader #do I think wish as a movie could’ve/should’ve been executed better? yuppers #do I also think it could work well in kh? yuppers yuppers. I can see it so vividly #okay that’s all I’ve got for now 😊💖#bye #overmorrow misc

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sea-buns · 1 year ago

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Holy fuck, man. What a trip Fearne has been on, huh?

You tell her how grateful you are to have her in your life, you flatter her, you tell her you need her, that you have to do this together. You have her make a promise that has this woman, born of chaos and fey, agreeing through shaking hands and a trembling voice.

You make her deceive your friends; you make her follow where they cannot know; you make her help you into this contraption; you make her feed this thing into you despite the fact that you both have been warned extensively of the risks. You make her watch you crumble and splinter and shatter and fracture and burst and implode. You make her watch you die, over and over and over and over, for a minute in agonizing bullet time.

You make her do all these things, because when she tries to back out, when she tries to not be the one who let you do this—how could you do this—

you tell her, "YOU PROMISED."

Because if there's one thing you know, it's that the fey do not break a promise.

#cant wait for her to fucking pissed for a very long time. shes really packing the entire human experience in a very short period of time.#critical role #cr spoilers #c3e77 #fearne calloway #ashton greymoore #bells hells #just gonna get ahead of the um actually mfs and state that i am aware that its not confirmed that thats why ash brought up the promise #but boy howdy would it make for some great drama down the line huh?#edit: apparently i did not get ahead enough cuz ive had to turn off replies #since ppl were somehow interpreting this mini introspection piece as me infantilizing fearne??#anyway the first line is now changed to something a bit more neutral. after sleeping on it i do see how it was a bit aggressive at the top #other than that im not sure how else to reword without completely disregarding the core of the post #i might make more posts addressing this but im not sure yet. i wanna try to approach it in the best way possible.#but if it helps any the point of the post was not to say fearne had no agency. she had plenty of moments where she tilted one way or the #other. the POINT was to just shine some light on the emotional pressure she had been put under.#hasnt your friend ever asked you to keep a secret or promise that felt wrong or unsafe or made you anxious?#it has nothing to do with the amount of agency she had. ash wasnt holding a knife to her throat and forcing her to follow against her will #all i was trying to do was take this detail about his reminder of the promise that i thought was interesting and have some fun writing an #overview of the kinda stress she was under BEFORE theyd reached that scene. this entire ep was everyone discussing how grateful they were #for this family theyd made. and while im not saying ash was PURPOSELY emotionally manipulating fearne..#there is a level of unintentional manipulation when you pair the severity of his request with the convo theyd had 2 seconds prior #as well as the desperate need they all have to save each other NO MATTER WHAT.#ash was giving incredibly strong energy of a friend who peer pressures you into helping them do something that you know in your gut WILL #cause problems. hes a fucked up guy. theyre all fucked up guys. even if he didnt mean to “force” her into anything the pressure was THERE.#<- i feel like all of this overall gets my message across. i think maybe ill clean it up later into its own post.#im gonna try not to rush myself to get it done tho.#im under no obligation to explain myself. especially when ppl approach the misunderstanding by being rude af. but i do think it CAN #be clarified so id at least like to try to some degree

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