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having svsss au ideas beyond my station
thinking. shang qinghua goes on a mission as a young disciple to some town in fuckoff nowhere and finds himself in the qiu household. and there he finds a young shen jiu, undergoing the plot he originally intended for him and hadn't realised had become real and he's so young oh god hes so young why is he so small what do you mean that part was real, he hadn't kept it why is it realā
and he panics and sneaks him the Fuck out of that house
and he's not sure what to do but surely sending him to cang qiong will fuck up something in the plot and he can't come under even more investigation and cang qiong tryouts dont happen for months anyway and his system would probably never allow it (it doesnt. it would interfere with yue qingyuans story) but shen jiu is refusing to stay anywhere near this place and wants to learn cultivating to protect himself make sure nothing like this ever happens again and sqh panics harder and
calls mobei jun.
okay. on second thought, maybe this was a bad idea. but he stumbles over himself and shushes baby shen jiu's very understandable freaking out and asks his king for the first thing hes ever asked for other than his own life.
is there any way this human child could learn cultivation in the demon world?
#svsss#shang qinghua#shen jiu#listen. i. okay. listen#first off. i need shang qinghua to just fucking spitball a lesson plan idea thats never even been heard of before in like 5 seconds flat and#absolutely floor mobei jun#i need this to turn partially into shen jiu freaking out over the courting hits and inadvertedly teach mobei jun about human culture#idk. they go to a brothel together#mbj is being dragged along by like a 10 year old visibly shrinking into his coat but imperiously demanding the most expensive courtesan that#fits into their budget so she can spend an hour informing this idiot that no#slapping your boyfriend is stupid and hurtful and also stupid in human culture and he would get arrested#unrelated tk that. sqh still being a spy for mbj in cang qiong and getting a mission years later to instate sqq/sj as the qing jing peak lor#d#poor guy is so so fucked#sj becoming mbjs assassin. hear me out#a human most trusted advisor slash spy and a human assassin truly mbj is making bank#sj is also sqh's assassin lowkey. man who is intensely furious and learned how to channel all that into productive murder instead of. well#how does this fit with lbh? with sy? with fucking oh god YUE QINGYUAN??? well we'll find out!
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The time has finally come-
To hit things with my hitting things stick.
#I literally bought a ps5 in anticipation of this game coming out#hit first - plan later#black myth wukong#I actually started this on the 26th but didnāt have much time to play because it was a work night#really enjoying it so far#gorgeous visuals#and the music is amaaaaaaaazing
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i just beat cassette beasts and i'm a fan of the ending honestly i lowkey think i may do art of it later bc i got such a vision and got ill (<- decided to listen to into the light splatoon 2 during ending. i am not well /hj). but i'm here mostly to show the fruits of my labour (see: the horrific way i decided to play this game right until i got off my ass and did the end-game stuff instead of fighting nothing but rogue fusions with 4-5 bouts of bootleg hunting sprinkled in there)
i think i got 50 fused material idk though
#ghost whispers#cassette beasts#i'm finally free to browse the tag freely bc i actually cared about end game spoilers for once i WIN#but yes i hope people know this is how i . normally play video games in some way if given the opportunity it's a problem#this game gave me too much freedom to not do the main story and i did NOTHING in order. 10/10 experience catered to me specifically#for context i fought robin goodfellow second and poppetox third to last if that. explains anything about how i played this game#i plan to do postgame stuff sometime and maybe do art later bc i have other games and art i need to do first. but eventually i Will#maybe writing too bc my lovely cb oc. asphodel. grabs her like a squeaky toy i can finally hit you with the archangel beam for real now.
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idk if this question has already been answered or not but idrc, would your ice have considered it "talking about it" to admit his physical attraction towards mav? like calling him beautiful or genuinely complementing him. this goes for mav too
i do feel post debriefing ice would call mav beautiful openly or some sappy bs like that
love your writing š
anon i need you to know this ask was so cute it made me physically nauseous. i was sick all week thinking about how cute this ask was. thank you for sending it.
i actually had a couple drabbles where yes ice both pre- and post-TGM mission is like yeah im physically attracted to you, but itās less like āoh my god youāre so hot šā and more like āi mean, yeah, you objectively look like tom cruise so itās not like i really have a choice.ā
but ābeautifulā specifically i had not thought of, and it has knocked me off my feet and made me go feral/rabid/undomesticated for a few days straight, so i will be writing something about this. thanks.
#the reason there is very little of maverick in ch9 of wwgattai is because it would all be 100% fluff.#thatās the whole reason i started writing the drabbles.#i had to play up the āoh no weāre still not really togetherā bit for the plot but#by the late aughts/early 2010s these are two old men who are extremely consciously in love#& just canāt say it out loud because it might change everything/have an effect on their careers#something that Should Be Done before they die but they both know so they donāt really HAVE to talk about it#I still donāt think i hit that feeling exactly which is disappointing but whatever#cutest ask ever anon. ill be thinking about this for months.#i clearly didnāt give their pre-2000s sex life a ton of thought but im sure ice was calling him āpretty boyā in bed from day one#jsyk#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#icemav#top gun#top gun maverick#asks#edts notes#ANON!!! You sent this ask two months ago & this has just been sitting in my drafts sorry sorry sorry#first 3 are pre-tgm and last one is post-tgm (mav retiring ā¤ļø)#anonāi just want you to know how seriously i took this ask; two/three months later. i wasnāt planning on writing out their wedding night#at all#this ask was what made me write their wedding LMAO
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#i am 250 words away from a 30k milestone on a fic ive been working on and off for two years#ILL MAKE IT TODAY#i dont know what the word count will be when i finally start posting it#probably 50k or something#this shit has Arcs and we still haven't hit paragraph 2 of my planning doc#tho i think that the later planning was more in-depth for specific moments so its not a super fair comparison#once i hit 30k maybe ill share a snippet from the first chapter to celebrate
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Rereading my own posts about JJK and the tags I left in those posts is making me want to chew wood. I knew virtually nothing but yeah yeah. The parallels between Gojo and Sukuna not only exist, but they are key. Yeah, Gojo indeed knows, trusts and relies on the people around his age he interacts with in that flippant, intimate and vulnerable way (Ijichi, Shoko, Nanami, Utahime); they were his classmates and childhood friends. Yes, Megumi and Gojo do go way back, I wasn't hallucinating it; in the last chapters, this will weight on the scenes in which Megumi laughs and smiles faintly. Yes, Gojo does sincerely care about things and the kids, and tries his best to do good and be good, even if he's also annoying and rude. Yes, indeed it is all very lonely. Yes, indeed there's ontological alienation. Yes, indeed love is like a curse, it is even stated that way. Yes, indeed last words doom, and keep people going; that too is a blessing and a curse, like love is. Yes, there's significance in Gojo using "boku". Yes, "when granted everything, you can't do anything... but just die peacefully" does apply to Gojo's life miserably. Yes, indeed there is a mix of longing for a normal life and being drunk on power, the feeling that one is hindering the future generations and a desire to make it better for them. Yes, indeed it is a mix of selfish and selfless motives. Yes, Gojo musing about Nobara's power being intriguing is indeed shady. Yes, Gojo's death will be done in a way that imply continuity kinda similarly to Cantor's hypothesis on the cardinality of the Continuum. And so on and on. Unfair how well constructed this manga is. Unfair how much wasted potential there is in it too. I can't stop thinking about it. I can't stop being frustrated about it all. It's so good. It's so unsatisfactory. The last chapter made me smile because oh it made so much sense, of course; it also broke my heart, because of course. I wish I had never gotten into it. It's given me a lot of joy, despite everything. I've drowned in remembrance. I've had a lot of fun. And in short, I love it, quite honestly. I can't even wish I didn't. I resent it, but I can't even wish I didn't. I love it, it's both a blessing and a curse; but that's how it always goes when it comes to love.
#I can't believe how spot on I was at times and I say this not in the 'heh! I was right!'#but in the 'damn that was planned *and conveyed* from the start'#From time to time people like my posts from last August (how they find them is beyond me)#and it hits me every time just how well constructed some things are enough to foresee what was going to be of them#Still frustrated over many things but for a change I am feeling too lazy to ramble in tags even though I intended to do so initially#I should keep watching the anime#It's been well over a month since I last watched one episode. At this rate I'm going to have to start over#and I don't trust it won't keep me again weeks? a month? to get over the first time Gojo expands his domain#I should also read the manga from beginning to end instead of playing hopscotch because of fear of commitment lol#I do love this after all. I guess the harm's already done#And if faintly I still hope reading the entire thing in order from beginning to end will save Geto's writing for me#because what a waste otherwise#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later#Sorry I wish tumblr didn't put this in the general tag after so many tags#but I do want to find this post in the future and compare my past and present thoughts if I do not end up deleting it in a couple days#Jujutsu Kaisen
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I canāt pick just one for this wip, so have two!
If this spell messes with Kon's memories, if it makes him think that there's always been something where there was nothingāTim can never in good conscience get into a relationship with him.
I love you, Tim is going to loop in his brain until he dies and every single time it'll just remind him of this and how none of it is real.
#the love spell fic#<3#to tldr the plot bc i looove talking about it#kon plans to confess his feelings to tim at some point. before he can he gets hit with a love spell while on a mission or something#the spell focuses in on tim bc heās the first person kon sees or something. kon confesses while under the influence of the love spell#afterwards tim is Absolutely Convinced that any feelings kon may have for him are residual from the spell. more stuff happens that will be#revealed later and then boom resolution at the end LOL#i actually have no clue whoās pov this scene is going to be in in the final version so these quotes might not make it in#i think theyāre fun anyway though :]#tim drake#conner kent#timkon#crow writes#vampiregokudera
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in other news, i think i've finally!!!! planned out and fully decided on my first tattoo and will be scheduling her shortly
#for years i thought my first tattoo would be harry styles related which is wild to think abt now#then i thought i would get something inspired by one of bo burnham's specials bc they were also deeply impactful for me#but i could never come up with an idea honoring either of them that i felt confident about#and then. december of last year. i heard an album that truly changed my life#hypochondriac by brakence is an album i have played from front to back... too many times to count#and it's not a case of 'i wish i could listen to this for the first time again' bc every single song somehow still hits me the same#after an entire year of playing this record over and over again#and to me the tattoo i'm planning not only represents this music i love so so much#but about so many things in my life#bisexuality. handling anxiety. riding the line between the highest highs and lowest lows and finding a middle ground#ugh. i love brakence so much i'm so excited~#and i might get a skyrim tattoo later too hehehe
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#periodical life updates#(<- NUMBER 3!!!) I FINISHED THE ANIMATION AND EVERYTHING FOR THAT PROJECT AND SENT IT OFF! super excited!!#it looks really cute! i tried my best and im mostly satisfied of where i landed <33#it's my little sibling's birthday today!! it's also the first official meeting of lgbt club!! (the other event was a fun lgbt mixer)#my backpack smells bad. like mildew or mold maybe? urgh its awful and gives me a headache. i might need a new one. i dont know. urghhh.#my programming homework is due today!! yike!! but other than that my personal projects with deadlines are all done!#INIQUITY NOW THAT YOU HAVE TIME ARE YOU FINALLY GONNA WORK ON YOUR SELF SHIP BLOG?? YES!! HOPEFULLY!!#truthfully i /have/ been working on it on the side. it looks decent but the colors;;; i have always been pretty sht at color picking?#i can adjust with filters but without that im like. a little not good yet lmao. gotta do some studies sometime perhaps#BUT YAY EXCITED!! ive got some rambles and doodles and a tag system and f/o info which is extremely cumbersome (affectionate)!!#also i have new fandom ocs for the latest dimension 20 campaign and im so delighted heho <33 this campaign is literally so fun.#im watching it with my sibling when its done!! OOH ALSO I FIGURED OUT HOW TO PNGTUBE AND i will likely never use it BUT COOL!!#i dont like. talk. lmao. my art streams are 1) silent 2) rare 3) only shared with my siblings. pngtuber is a little useless. but CUTE!!#i got boba tea yesterday!! sandy bought it :3 <3 and we're having pho and cheesecake later and i might plan out a little excursion today?#like i might get a treatsie. OR i'll just sit on campus as usual and get a mango smoothie and draw for a while (or work on homework.)#(lets be honest its likely the former. i might get a little back into traditional? ooh or maybe i'll practice my asl?) HEY THOUGH.#ive been thinking about making a henrey stickmn (ask)blog to practice asl? like. no plot. just henry teaching ellie and charles asl#really funny considering my Real concept of an askblog for THSC. not ace or eca; but a secret third thing (ā) ;)#then again since when have i EVER followed through on an askblog lmao?? damb im all over the place today. we're already hitting tag limit#okay!! 3 AM!! if im going early tomorrow i gotta eep! goodnight everyone i love you!! see you tomorrow if i have the energy and time!!
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Kuja and Sal MerAU.
ā For @mahkohime
From: Ask Box Writing Prompt Game
š It's Story Time... (And some music to accompany!)
The tour would not end there, no. Wherever "there" was.
As the two denizens of the deep descended down the corridor, they were soon accompanied by familiar faces (the term "faces" being used rather loosely, in this instance.)
Pitch black, furnished with large, luminescent pearl-like orbs partly obscured by the brims of their pointed hats, the cephalopod-shaped masses reappeared. They slunk around them, minding the various fins and features of the two in the process. Akin to nautiluses, they swam with their sharp chapeaus leading the way, point first. It was hard to say whether they truly threatened to impale or gently poke whoever and whatever may impede them, however... after all, what were those dapper duds of theirs even made of? She certainly didn't know. Curious things; though she had come to retain some information on them by now, Sal still found herself puzzling over aspects of their existence.
In time, the Mer and these tenebrous "creatures of servitude" (as they were often "affectionately" referred to here) came to a halt before a large entryway. They swarmed around the doors, dexterous tentacles finding purchase wherever they may, slowly pushing them open.
A panoply of antique treasures soon appeared before them. Rays of sunlight, warped by the motions of the sea, filtered through the windows, casting an animated array of warm light upon the scene. Most all that lie within glistened with splendor. It was an art gallery, rich in culture. And, unsurprisingly, it was just as sumptuous as the rest of the aquatic estate.
Basking in the limelight of his possessions amidst their big debut, Kuja swerved around, facing her. Crossing paths with the sun's rays, the shimmer of his silver scales cascaded down the length of his tail as it followed him.
āSplendid, is it not?ā He certainly put the "extra" in "extravagant."
Sal nodded in response, little more. There was an initial silence as she drifted slowly into the room, studying its contents with care.
Thankfully, he was no stranger to her thoughtful bouts of silence by now. There were times previous where it came off strangely unsettling, despite her often warm and gentle demeanor. Even in its familiarity, however, he still had his moments of uncertainty.
He stole a glance, studying her as her eyes continued to traverse the treasures within. After taking her time to observe many a detail, at last, she spoke.
"There are so many years of so many different lives here. Countless intricacies of creative minds and dreams made manifest. Unique, yet unified by the nature of artistic pursuit."
A small sigh debuted as an intermission between lines. Her feelings felt to be ineffable in this instance, but an attempt to translate them was made nonetheless.
"It's beautiful. And a lot to take in, when you really think about it."
There it was. Magnificent. With the spectacle thoroughly lauded, the grin the noble Mer bore swelled with pride, dazzling and oddly ingenuous for a man of his class. Perhaps it had something to do with who was doing the lauding today.
It was then that Sal noticed it. Amidst all the sparkle, shine and tales yet divined, there was one particular artifact that caught her eye. Carefully and without sparing another word, she navigated past the still-gloating merman, swimming down to a portion of the room.
Sure enough, she had spied a mirror. Her eyes met with their own reflection before lingering elsewhere. Intricate designs danced down the frame that contained it, telling stories she would never know. Though, there was one she may be able to glean from it...
The pad of her thumb met with her ring, lightly rubbing at it. It was the ring that could most always be found upon the index finger of her right hand. The Wayfarer's Ring. She entertained the thought of trying to use it here... not now, but at a later date, perhaps...
"Ah, yes... a personal favorite. Procured from the depths."
Her musings were interrupted by her fellow Mer as he appeared behind her. Of course this was a personal favorite.
Briefly, Sal humored herself with the addition of said thought into the thought pool as she continued to study the mirror. Inadvertently, her eyes met with the reflection of his in the process. The moment was fleeting... as it often proved to be with her.
"I too can't help but to stare sometimes..."
Suddenly, she felt something softly graze her hips. Hands, cradling her; arms gently wrapping themselves around her waistline.
A wave of uncertainty washed over her, head falling as she peered into an empty space somewhere upon the floor. However, her eyes soon returned to the mirror, meeting with the reflected gaze of her elegant... "friend." Or whatever he was now, really. His eyes were set upon her parallel image.
They idled before the mirror, motionless, spare the gentle sway of staying afloat. Cerulean irises locked with bright celadon. For better and for worse, it was a moment that felt to be frozen in time.
Softly, he hummed to himself. She could see his eyes wandering, landing somewhere just off the mark for eye contact.
"Surely, to be forced to hide such beauty is a sin."
It was as if her heart sank - or she was stricken by some other manner of poetic interpretation of a troublesome reaction. Either way, claimed by unease, she knew exactly what he was referring to. This time, a sigh of a more weary nature escaped her. It was not the first of its kind in relation to the soon-to-be subject.
"This close to the surface, it's necessary."
"Not here, though." One of his hands was drawn up. Lightly, it brushed her back before finding its way to the topic of discussion: those long, delicate tentacles of hers, normally sprouting from the base of her head.
Today, they hid beneath white and gold ornamentation, wrapped in a dark azure silk. The fabric bore silver embroidery and flecks of white; designs that appeared as abstract mimicry of the deepest depths of the sea and sky. Her hair had been braided and interwoven within the wrapping rather artfully.
Though all was bound and tucked away beneath such adornments, its glow could not be contained. Those who looked upon it knew the truth, there was no denying it. She was an Abyssal. An Ī Abyssal who refused to cut it all away and medically suppress the regrowth. She could bind it, but could never part with her heritage, as some of her kind had chosen to.
She was not the only Abyssal entity present, however...
"You needn't hide who you are from me, my dear." Though elegant and persuasive as ever, what was coming to be commonplace commentary continued to fill the air - or water, rather. Here's to another day of this song and dance of theirs... A finger traced the beginnings of the intricate wrapping of her headdress; its claw dipping into a space between the ivory and lapis blue silk, tugging lightly.
"Don't." The mermaid's tone was less restrained. Firm.
Reflexively, Kuja laughed to himself. It was more of a titter, really... but no matter! "Shall I cast it again, then?"
Just like her, many mysteries of the Abyss intertwined with his DNA. Though, he was an Abyssal of a different make. A ĪØ Abyssal. Much like others of his ilk, he possessed the faculty for what most of the world(s) populations had come to interpret as "magic." And such sorcery had its fair share of workarounds when it came to... hazards, such as herself. Or at least in theory.
With an eloquent wave of the hand, a shimmer of light manifested, scintillae forming all around the prodigal Mer before coating his body. Another barrier spell.
"Better?" Fetching as he made his conviction out to be, even so, he was met by silence. Silence and an utterly unmoved expression on Sal's part.
"There is room for error." She then answered. "I've seen it."
"Not of my aptitude."
"Not yet."
One counter met by another. Classic. He let out another light chuckle before humming to himself again.
Ah, if only she knew he simply wished to help! This was for more than his benefit. It truly was! To offer her the scarce safe haven to justly and freely be. Existing in this near-perpetual hiding of one's self for the sake of social standard and the safety of others grew tiresome, surely. In ways, he would know.
Motivated by the reminder, he now found himself particularly intent upon this pursuit today. His eyes narrowed, dignified, yet baleful in their determination. "I survived you once already..."
Once more, he then dared to close the distance between them, their questionable proximity resumed. Looming over her shoulder and her clothed tendrils, he peered into the mirror, regarding her likeness and empyrean beauty as she stared his own down with a... vehemency.
There was a chance they never would have met had he not stepped in. Perhaps she would have been consumed by the Ī© that now swarmed and multiplied in the Abyss. Despite her concerns, his point was not lost on her.
Reminded once more of the matter, her gaze fell, the furrow of her brow growing more apparent. It was like a disease, spreading and taking hold of their world, now. What had disrupted that balance? Could it be fixed? Would they have to evacuate this entire planet one day, if not? What could she do right now?
"I speak not only of your kind, but you."
Doing her best to dismiss that particular branch of inner turmoil, she was brought back to the more immediate one. Her eyes returned to his reflection.
"I rescued you. Handled you. Cared for you."
Yet again, she contemplated him and his insistence as he spoke. The remains of the intensity of which she mulled over previous thoughts seemed to leave a stain, however...
It was in that moment that Kuja was reminded just how sharp, yet hypnotic her gaze was. There was starlight cradled within her eyes. He could swear by it. Little did she know, the silence which fell between them was due in part to those radiant irises stealing his words away.
"... Couldn't you trust me to do so again?" For but a moment, anyway. His voice fell to a softer note as he managed to recover. The smile which painted his lips was just as beguiling as it ever was. And the nebulous shades of anxiety she bestowed upon him at times such as these would be his secret to keep yet another day.
Whatever little studies and "science projects" he had stashed away certainly spoke of his experience, but it was not enough for her. She would always have her reservations. There was always a chance to be taken with these things. Which, it was a chance he was clearly willing to take time and time again, of course, but her...?
Talk stagnated yet again. Time inched forward at a slow...
"... If you experience any burning or numbness, no matter how little, stop."
Finally, What sounded uncannily like the beginnings of a warning label left her mouth. They still bore a rigid inflection, but...
"Regardless of your confidence. Regardless of how well informed you may be. Just stop and back away. I'll rebind it."
... She was ultimately granting him permission to proceed.
"Okay?"
Delightfully surprised she would actually indulge him for once, of course, he was more than willing to oblige!
"As you wish, mon Ć©toile." The request was met by a rather deft reply.
Nothing ventured, nothing gained. This venture would be undergone merely to see what could be ventured, Sal supposed. Who knew what there truly was to gain from letting a wealthy fanatic inspect you more closely... maybe it would be more than just a spectacle of vulnerability or an oddly erogenous experience. Maybe she'd learn something? You never know.
Drawing in a deep breath in attempts to help settle some of the disquietude, she observed him as he began to carefully unfurl her ribbon-bound locks...
For those curious about the hair stuff MerSal has going on, I actually scribbled out a bit of a concept to help me write it...
It's scribbly. Design could definitely be improved upon later, but for now, I figured that'd do well enough! šØ For those who may be wondering "can she manipulate those tentacle-y hair bits, even when they're all wrapped up?" Yes. She absolutely can. The metal bit at the end wasn't intended to be a weapon, but I do think it'd be pretty badass if it was sharp enough to be one, now! š”ļø
#š Ashe Anon | Writing ļæ½ļæ½#š Ashe Anon | As Above So Below š#šš¹š#Kuja šŖ¶š¹#Sal šš¹#Feeling cute#might hit enter#(and fix later)#Sal: I am dangerous#Kuja: I like dangerous#and honorable mention:#Kuja: āI laugh in the face of danger hahahahaa!ā#Exact same thing happens in the ācanonā story#š#Also#Just writing this#this first little bit I've ever written for this AU#makes me want to write the entire thing#little to no planning#just... write!#It has opened the door to this world even more#and I've discovered that#(to basically nobody's surprise)#I LOVE this world/AU...#haha!#Anywhooo...!#thank you for the āshort storyā prompt!#sorry it was... not so short...#š„“š
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What the Notes Didn't Say (Partitio Yellowil x Ori)
Partitio and Ori spend time in a room at Papp's house. (1100 words)
Giga-turbo Octopath Traveler 2 endgame spoilers ahead!
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Ochette had been nice enough to delay her journey home from Toto'haha for another week when Partitio came to her with the request.
"I need yer help to track someone down. Last anybody saw of them was the apothecary's hut in Crackridge."
She'd also been nice enough not to ask too many questions. Even though she knew.
He'd also been lucky enough to catch Castti before she she boarded her ship back to the Eastern Continent. And a good thing. The hunch that the person he was looking for would need treatment proved to be right on the money.
Papp, thankfully, had been willing to let him and the apothecary in carrying a girl in a bloodied shirt and scrivener's cap without asking questions. His dad knew enough to trust him.
And that's where he had been for the past four days, by her bedside whenever Castti wasn't seeing to her treatment. "The desert climate can be especially harsh for those with wounds that severe. We're lucky Ochette found her when she did."
"But she's not dyin', is she?" Partitio chewed on a stick of cinnamon, a nervous habit he had picked up lately.
"I've done what I can, and the apothecary who treated the initial knife wound was skilled." Castti's expression was neutral. "It was a deep wound and a near-fatal amount of blood loss. If all goes well, she'll wake up and be fine. However, I do insist she be watched at all times. The commotion from the other day has settled down, but there's still no telling how she'll react to the situation when she wakes up. And stable condition doesn't mean she can just walk right out of here. She'll need to get plenty of bed rest."
"Thank ye, Castti." Partito scratched his chin, staring down at Ori's unconscious body on the bed. "I know yer best is the best there is. Nothin' left to do now but wait."
Castti was out shopping for herbs when her patient first showed signs of stirring.
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Ori's eyelids began to flutter. Which was weird, since she was deceased. Why was the cold, nocturnal abyss of death so dazzlingly bright? And scorchingly, sizzlingly hot and tingly? The first thing she saw was a familiar face, a man in a wide-brimmed hat with a smile. That uniquely warm, special, one-of-a-kind smile that always seemed to buzz around in the back of her head like a mosquito with a drum set.
At least, it had before she had spilled her own blood to extinguish the sacred flame. She had been supposed to spill all of it. So why was it daytime. Unlessā¦
"Ahā¦ Partitioā¦?" This was bad. An atrocious, abominable turn of events!
Her attempts to leap backwards and out of bed were thwarted by the fact that every muscle below her neck didn't seem to want to do more than continue resting on the creaky box-spring mattress.
"Heheh, mornin' Ori." He clasped his hands together. "Gonna want to settle down, though. Castti says ya shouldn't be walkin' around for another week or three."
She blushed, not knowing how to respond. "Oh, gods, this is embarrassing. Am I going to have to write my own headline? 'Wayward Scrivener Waylaid in Desert'? Oh, no, that'll never sell. Maybe if-"
"-Whoa there, newsie." The smile went off his face. Which meant the honest merchant was about to hit on a less chipper topic. "Let's lay that actin' aside here." He pulled out a sheaf of papers from the pocket of his worn yellow overcoat. Even old and battle-worn as it was, it still looked drastically dashing on the dapper deal-maker. "Good to see yer still with us. You should know, I've read yer notes. Didn't try to, but they were lyin' all over the place and somebody had to put 'em back in order."
"Or no, shoot. That's a lie." He lifted up his hat and sheepishly scratched the back of his head. This man had access to a naturally adorable depth of charm, a level of which Ori's fake plucky scrivener persona had only scratched the surface of. "I wanted to know why."
"Partitioā¦" She had been afraid, terrified before. When watching her village be slaughtered before her eyes. When Harvey's arrogance had threatened their whole gods-damned plan. When the point of her knife had first pierced her own stomach. "You readā¦ You read my notes?" This was different. And somehow substantially worse.
"Yeah. Thing is, they didn't tell me why. Not really." He stared her in the eye. Face close, intense. "You see, I have a talent for judgin' people. Seein' what they're all about. I feel like I know you. These notes tell me what you did. But they don't tell me why you tore 'em out of yer notebook, scattered in a trail on the way to that extinguished brazier. Osvald went through 'em right quick and they helped him put a lotta stuff together. Why would someone who spent years working for that and guardin' information tighter'n any lockbox give up the game like that?"
"They don't tell me why ya helped me out when I was tryin' to get that mall up and runnin'. And they sure as gods don't tell me what you're feeling now." His eyes were pure, shining beads. An ocean of sympathy she had no right to be swimming in. "Can I ask ya that?"
She was frozen. This was utterly, unconditionally unexpected. "Iā¦ Iā¦" Her voice cracked. "I'm so scared." Why was she crying? She'd been in scuffles, had interviews that went way worse than this. What did she have to cry over?
"I see." He nodded slightly. "I don't understand what you did. I don't. But I want to know. But more'n any of that, I wanna forgive ya'. Now, ya lil' pen wizard, what is it you want?"
"Iā¦ sob" She was breaking. She had already perished, once, but now the walls inside her, walls she had built up for decades, walls her brother had taught her to keep perfectly maintained, were crumbling. She wanted, she really wanted, "I want toā¦live. I want to be alive, butā¦ But I've done a terrible thing. So many horrible things so many people. Is, is it okay for me to want that?" It was wrong, she had to be wrong. And he was going to laugh at her. But she had about as much luck stopping as she would have had catching a greased octopuff with her bare hands. "I wanna LIVE! WhaaaAHHH!!" Bawling was something she could never recall doing before today. Odd.
"That's it. That's all right, now." And then he was putting his arms around her, lifting her up slightly. "So long as you wanna live, I'm in yer corner."
She cried, screamed it out in his arms until her throat was sore, until there were no more words. At some point, she fell back to sleep, and could dimly feel him lowering her back down onto the creaky old mattress. The last thing she felt before drifting off, exhausted but very much alive, was the grip of his palm on hers.
~End~
Part 2 here
#spoilers#octopath 2 spoilers#octopath traveler 2#suicide#tw suicide#octopath ori#partitio yellowil#castti florenz#octopath ochette#I hit the section in the endgame when you find Ori's notes and immediately cancelled plans#These two forever and ever#In the Ori Brain: Intricately-laid plans to destroy the world <<<< 5 minutes spent in a room with Partitio#The dialogue in the Partitio+Osvald flame section seemed to confirm Ori lived long enough to be found and treated#But then she vanished so either she faded into nothing or she's out there in the desert waiting to be found and cared for#I was screaming at the projection screen p much from the first of those journal entries#Because of the order I did those flames in I knew exactly who it was and exactly what that meant#Detailed thoughts on the endgame later#Partitio x Ori brainrot now#When she's ready to talk he will be there to listen#Castti just got back from smacking satan in the face with a bastard sword so her emotions are a little raw#fic#octopath traveler 2 fic
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after six years of the game being out and after three and a half years of me actually playing the game i have finally beat botw. did u know finishing video games is. fun,,
#hey its not as bad as norn9 where im only a third in after six years. and rhythm thief took me a genuine decade#im very good at taking my time#MY IMPRESSIONS its a good game :) i think i had a little over 100 hours by the end. one thing about the final boss fight though -#it made me kinda miss like true classic zelda scripted boss fights LOL but lots of fun!#some of the dlc stuff i couldnt do like the champions ballad and the sword thing RIP had to look up the cutscenes later~#theyre tough! but also my playstyle has always been a bit of. just run and go for it#planning and stealth is not my strong suit. by the end i was running directly up to guardians and just killing them before they killed me#i can eat kebabs faster than they can shoot lasers. i am unstoppable#the soundtrack was nice! subdued obvs since its open world#but the standout tracks are really standout. of course i love rito village night ver being dragon roost island#and the hyrule castle theme turning into zeldas lullaby in the internal parts hit me#and of course the main theme is iconic. i like the version with the hard break in the middle the most i love that cut so much#i know people edited it out and in the live version its not as harsh because its live#but i LOVE IT i love it so much. mix of synthetic breaks with a fantastical and traditional sounding theme. awesome#that whole 3 and a half years before i got a copy of the game (i wanted to beat skyward sword first) i didnt look up like anything#didnt pay attention to anything people were saying. heard something about it being open world. heard some speedruns were like an hour#and i heard the theme. and i listened to that theme on repeat for all those years. so so good#now i will probably do that for totk- not knowing anything about it for three years until i finally play it LOL thats how it is so far#people have told me about it. but truthfully i wasnt really listening. sowwy. i was focused on botw orz#but i wanna play something different now. take a break. also wait until i can find someone selling totk used for under 70 cad KJDLJFKDSJDKS#i am NOT paying nearly a hundo for a videoed game nintendo you cant make me#maybe now i should finish all the other games in my backlog. or i could start 5 new ones. hmmmmmmmm
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I BEAT THE FIRST CHAPTER!!!
Hot damn - final boss only took me six tries!
This game is so gorgeous.
And this image of Monkey just hanging out and watching that monk burn down his monastery made me laugh because this is exactly how it happened in JttW. (For once, Monkey did not cause any of the wanton destruction - just sat back and let it happen.)
And now on to Chapter Two!
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Me: Thatās one chapter done! ...but I have no memory of how the next chapter was supposed to begin so Iād better check my notes.
The planned chapter opening in the notes: *fucking sucks*
#teruyo talk#so tomorrow's writing plan is that i don't have a plan#and ofc it's the one remaining chapter that i dread writing the most#mildly panicking right now#on the plus side that new fic with the awkward beginning finally hit its stride#(at least for today; it's hilarious how quickly whether a particular fic/writing in general is going well vacillates on a day-to-day basis)#on the minus side i think it's now diverting my attention from what should really be my main project argh#anyway! i will persist! future me will thank me for producing a crap first draft sooner rather than later!
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not to be dramatic but being a 24 yr old girl living through societal collapse is like totally unfair
#like a little dramatic and individualistic but Iāll let myself have some complaining time#I think the disappointment of it all just hits extra as a young woman coming into adulthood#even more so when ur first gen who was told being high achieving good kid would be the ticket to freedom#and yes yes I know meritocracy is a lie & continue to grow in my leftist education I know the systems & institutions well#Iāll always selfishly resent doing everything right & being paid dust#20s weāre supposed to be an escape but itās not that simpleā¦responsibility is not simple being a daughter who loves is not simple#I feel like a kid again who planned an outfit and waited for the big day just to be told we cant today Im sorry tomorrow we will I promise#Iām still waitingā¦ dressed up anxiously pacing as it gets laterā¦ Iām still waiting#mari writes
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DND IS SO FUCKING COOL
#played my first session!! my friend rlly wanted to dm a session heās been planning for weeks so we did it!! and holy FUCK#can I. play more game pls#I made a character extremely last minute and showed up with a druid who thought we were in a Very different kind of story#he thought this was fun adventure journey of self discovery and I am going to minimise details#bc I know at least one of the other players is on tumblr#but anyway dm hits us with like children in danger and people being tortured and seeing your friends die and holy FUCK#and that changes a character!! instantly!! and it was so cool to experience that shift#like Oh this is what it feels like to be about to die#the dm was also honestly like. playing into a bunch of normal fantasy tropes and it makes you realise More how fucked they are#also as predicted playing a druid is so insanely fun#I love spellcasting actually and ALSO predictably control spells are so fun. there was a chase scene for my character specifically that#probably was Not meant to happen I just turned out to have misty step and entangle and sleep which Really helps#canāt believe I forgot about hiding with wild shape but I think that wouldāve actually broken the dms plan entirely.#GOD I wanna play more dnd#this may or may not become a regular thing and I Really hope it does bc Iām obsessed with my friendās character#and this group had such a fun vibe#will see what happens!! gonna talk to the dm abt it later#devastating that Iām now going home and wonāt be able to play at all until the new year + there straight up just isnāt time before I leave#I could potentially plan a session on like. Tuesday but that would be insane and I now have greater doubts abt dming#I am truly not the same guy I was at the start of this term and I donāt know if I could do that anymore. will think abt it!#dnd tag#I was ALSO right in thinking Iād be frustrated by warlock 2 spell slots bc resource scarcity brain was chafing at 6#OH and the moral calculations I had to do in the scenario the dm put together were So interesting. you learn shit about your character#+ also yourself#ANYWAY IM DONE TYPING IF ONE OF THE OTHER PLAYERS SAW THIS NO YOU DIDNT PLS KEEP SCROLLING LOVE YOU BYE <3
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