#his wife dies. oh no. he is distraught

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making myself moody by contemplating the clan Revallen left behind

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Bigger than the whole sky- Simon "Ghost" Riley

Photo credits: @ave661

Based on a request:

HI SO I READ YOUR RECENT NO JUDGEMENT AND ITS AWESOME AND INCREDIBLY WHOLESOME BTW BUT PLEASE CAN YOU MAKE IT ANGST??!?!?????? LIKE LIKE HEAR ME OUT. YOU GOT PREGGO WITH ANOTHER BEBE AND A MISCARRIAGE HAPPENS, YOU THINK ITS ALL YOUR FAULT AND IDK FALLS INTO SLIGHT DEPRESSION AND STUFF LIKE THAT IDK I JUST WANT ANGST <333333333 ---- F!Reader, pregnant!reader, husband!simon, TW! Mentions of miscarriage, dad!ghost ---- A/N: I love this idea and major TW!

It was a dream all over again, the excitement to have yet another little one in the place Simon and you call home. You are around three months along. Your soon-to-be oldest child kisses your soft belly. Simon chuckles, "I think we know who the favourite relative will be." A smile appears on you. This is all too perfect.

"Alright lovie, we'll let you go and decorate. You need us, we'll be playing outside," he kisses your forehead. The puppy, kid and Simon all race to the backyard. Giggles and barks follow along and you make your merry way to the nursery.

As Simon is running around the backyard with the kid and the puppy, you feel cramps. The pain is more intense and it's of concern.

As you rush to the bathroom, you feel it. Warm, thick liquid runs down your thighs and to the ground. In a hurry, you call out for Simon, who in a rush, carries your child with him to the room. "Lovie?!" His voice filled with panic and once he saw the blood, his heart nearly stopped. Tears run down your face.

"Oh god lovie," he says with a frown. With strength, he picks you up with his free arm, your child in the other and he rushes to the car.

The way to the emergency room was filled with tears, panic and a lot of reassurance.

Nurses wheel you in, Simon and your child fight to stay with you but the doctors don't let them. A nurse stays with him. She begins to try and get their minds off you for a second and as hard as it seems, it is the only thing she can do.

While this worked with his kid, it didn't for him. "Just, be careful with her, she's pregnant and we need her in our lives." He says between silent tears. "I can reassure you the doctors are doing all they can to help your wife."

Nearly an hour into being under the care of doctors and staff, they let Simon and your kid in.

The room is thick in silence and fear.

"Lovie, what's wrong?"

"I'm sorry," you cry. There is shame in you. Guilt and utter disgust for yourself fills you.

"Sorry for what?" He says almost unaware of the situation.

"Mummy?"

"I'm so sorry, Tommy," you cry. How can one tell their son the baby died? How can one accept this piece of their life?

There are things one can't say, things one can't feel and some things will never be.

"Lovie, tell me, what's the matter?"

"…The baby-fetus…i…I miscarried," you confess between mumbles that cover your mouth as tears fall like a waterfall. Your hand goes to the now empty belly. The fetus that would never grow now sits elsewhere as you grieve its death.

At home, the sun sets. Curtains stay open since no one is home. The nursery loses its colour with the sun. All is silent. No one is home, no one will be home for a while more.

In the pale grey room, Simon holds his son in his arms. The small child is asleep in the comfort of his father's arms. Meanwhile, Simon's stare is on you. A frown is now temporary on him. The sight in front of him is of you.

Distraught by the news, you've denied food.

Two nurses come into the room, and in their hands, a teddy named Angel. You look up. "We are so sorry for your loss, we wanted to gift you, your very own angel," the main nurse says. She hands it to you, the weight of it is comforting, you look up and give them a knowing look.

In the darkness of the night, Simon stays awake. You hold the teddy as you sleep.

"I will always love you," he whispers to the teddy and then to his son who still sleeps in his arms. "I love you more," Simon whispers once more as he kisses your forehead.

Light comes back in, the only giggle is of your son who plays with the teddy. You haven't been able to stop the tears.

What would have been? Two little kids running around, the mindless babble. The beautiful sound of a baby giggling is something you won't experience.

You and Simon haven't said much since you told him the news but he never left your side. His hand has been glued to yours for this time and as you look at him, you have this stare that begs for forgiveness. You cup his face and he nods, "I love you too," he says the words he understands you too wanted to say.

Days pass, and you lay in bed. Simon has been home, and not once has he touched his phone. He lives his days giving you all the care and love you need. His son sees him more, the car rides to school are filled with some tune and as he drives back, you find yourself back in the nursery.

The blood was now gone from the floor, all that stayed in the room was the crib and the teddy.

The walk to the room is painful, the sight of the kitchen makes you frown. All the food you craved now disgusts you. The clothes you wore to hide the bump are hidden.

Now, as you lay in bed, you believe this is some sort of punishment. The day is beautiful outside, if only that angel would be here to listen to you as you describe it.

You want to take it all back. The annoyance when your son left his toys everywhere when he was learning how to walk to different places. You want to clean the crayon marks on the wall again, you want the sleepless nights, and the silly little babbles and Simon just nodding and pretending words were said.

"I would've met you in five months…" you say to the wall. You needed something, just a second with that baby. One smile, or even for it to hear you say you love them beyond the world.

You'd give anything to have done anything right. The once colourful room now feels like it's covered in blue.

As you lay in bed, that's when you wish you'd just di- "Lovie?" Simon was back from dropping Tommy off at school. When he doesn't hear your response, he walks to you, wrapping his arms around you and then picking you up, bringing you to his lap as he lays back, your head on his chest. "Let it out, it's okay, I'm here," he whispers.

Sobs escape your lips. You cry, and in between the tears, you keep asking why.

You're not enough, are you? Losing this feels like it.

"Simon-" "Don't go there, it isn't your fault, you did everything right and maybe it just wasn't time for us to have another one but don't you dare speak about yourself like that." His voice is soft but there is some commanding tone behind it all.

Some time passes, and Simon has been home this whole time. He grieves with you, and you with him.

You finally come to terms with this and on some beautiful day, your son organises a picnic in the backyard. A blanket laid upon the grass, tea, snacks, lots of laughter and much talk greets you. For the first time since the miscarriage, you feel it, that funny feeling when all is well and your heart slowly heals.

"I love you," Your son happily says. "To the moon and back," Simon and you say back at the same time.

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Hello, I don't know if you accept request but I have some ideas and I thought you might like to write about it. I hope you could make Fluff and angst story about Sanemi and fem reader. The plot is something like, while they were having hashira training they promised they'll retire and get married soon but unfortunately it was the same night that they were called out because Muzan just found the Ubuyashiki mansion.. So infinity castle happen annddd Fem reader died after protecting Genya from the attacks of the upper moon. Sanemi just just arrived and he get to hear her last breath... "Sanemi, do not mourn.. Because someday, in another life, we might have a family of our own.. But now, we still have score to settle... Do what you must..for everyone.... For us."

After that, Senemi give his best and fight. Until it was over. Peaceful at last, but he hope or wish that reincarnation thing happen in the future.. Because he would like to meet fem reader once again.

And it happen in the modern times, she became a wife with their three children and Sanemi was a police officer.

Sorry if it's long, hope the plot is to your liking or stuff and thank you for your time to read this

We’ll meet again

Sanemi x fem!Reader

warnings: angst-> fluff, cursing, injuries, death (reader, Sanemi) not proofread

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Sanemi waited outside your estate for your training to end. He planned to take you out to eat that night since it was your birthday. When he heard the door open, he leaned up from the wall and looked over at you. A smile crept onto his face when he saw you, you had let your hair down which was a rare sight. “Hey. Gosh you look beautiful.” You giggled as he held out his hand, waiting for you to take it. “Thank you.” “Of course. Are you ready to go?” You nodded enthusiastically.

The two of you were making your way to a nearby village to get food as your favorite restaurant was there. You both talked about retiring soon and starting a family as you were both getting to the age where you wanted to settle down permanently. As the two of you were about to reach it, Sanemi’s crow came flying in frantically. “Emergency, attack at Ubuyashiki Mansion!” You and Sanemi both looked up. “What the fuck?!” Sanemi yelled as he started off running, you behind him. The two of you were about an hour away, you wouldn’t make it in time. “Sanemi what do you think is going on?!” You cried out, looking for a sense of relief. “I don’t know, but it has to be bad.” The two of you continued to follow his crow till you came up onto the mansion. You looked over and saw the rest of the Hashira, even Tanjiro.

As Sanemi tried to run into the mansion, it blew up. He froze almost instantly. You held your hands over your mouth as tears started flowing down your face. “Oh my-!” You screamed. “What is going on Sanemi?!” He looked back at you with a shocked expression. “I-I don’t know.” It was rare that you saw Sanemi show any emotion except for anger, or even love, but this was different..he seemed distraught.

As the flames died down ever so slightly, you all ran up to see if anyone was alive. When you did, you saw a guy standing there in the middle with a woman standing before him, her arm in his stomach. He was being pierced with a bunch of giant thorns. You looked slightly behind him and saw Gyomei. You watched as he tried to behead the guy, but it didn’t work. Suddenly you heard him scream. “Everyone, it’s Muzan!” Another gasp left your mouth. “M-Muzan?!” You looked over at Sanemi and saw a face full of hatred. Suddenly, everyone charged at Muzan. You hesitated slightly, but joined. Multiple breathing forms were called out, but once you reached him, you fell. Everyone fell.

Sanemi had told you about a place that looked like this that him and Obanai fell into. You had unfortunately got separated from Sanemi as you fell. After falling for some time, you were put into a room. You looked around and saw Muichiro and Genya. “Where are we?” You heard genya speak up. “I-I don’t know-“ you cut yourself off as you looked up and saw Uppermoon 1. “Shit.” You quietly mumbled. You looked over at Muichiro who was staring at the Uppermoon. You could see he was trembling. You walked over to him and placed your hand on his shoulder. He looked up at you and saw you had a reassuring smile on your face. “It’ll be okay.” He seemed to calm down a little and nodded. ————————————————————————

The battle with uppermoon 1 was tiring. You and Muichiro were having difficulties fighting with him. You had been knocked back a bit and when you caught your breath and looked up, you saw he was going straight for genya. Being a Hashira meant you had to sacrifice yourself for others, even if it meant you’d be killed in the process. You ran and jumped infront of him, taking the blow that was meant for him. Your legs had been cut off in the process. “Y/n!” Genya kneeled down beside you. You pushed him away. “Genya, help Muichiro, not me.” He fumbled with his hands for a moment before he nodded and got up. You laid there, slowly going numb. That’s when you saw that familiar face: Sanemi. He saw you on the ground bleeding out and he ran over to you.

“Y/n! Oh my gosh, you’ll be okay right? No you will be okay.” He was crying as he lifted you up. “Sanemi, please don’t cry, I hate seeing you cry..” This however made him cry even more. You slowly felt yourself losing consciousness, body somehow becoming more numb. “Sanemi..maybe in another life we will have that family we wanted..but right now you need to leave me here and fight, help Muichiro, Gyomei, and Genya..do what you must. For everyone…for us.” Those were the last words he heard from you as you passed away in his arms. “Y/n? Y/n?!” He tried to shake you, but he was too late. He gently laid you back down and got up, rage filling his body. He joined the others fighting. ————————————————————————

Sanemi lost two people that night. You and his brother. And slowly, he was losing himself. He had heard of a thing called Reincarnation, and he prayed it was real, because it meant he had a chance on meeting you again. Slowly, Sanemi passed away from his injuries. Hoping to see you again. ————————————————————————

You had just finished making dinner when your husband walked in with his police uniform still on. “Hi sweetie, how was work?” He sighed as he took his hat off and put it on the hat stand. “Tiring, but it was good.” You smiled at him as you got the table set. “Well, dinner is ready, go ahead and sit down.” We walked over to you and tilted your head up and kissed you. “Thank you darling.” You smiled at him. You turned away and called for your three girls. “Girls, dinner is ready!” You both heard the slaps of feet on the ground as they ran to the dining room. “Daddy!” The youngest one has yelled. They all crowded him as he hugged them each.

The oldest looked over at the table and made a face. “Mom, you made broccoli casserole again?” You turned your head at her seeing the face she made. “Yes, I did.” You gave her a sweet smile and went back to what you were doing. Sanemi bent down towards them and whispered smth to them. “If you guys eat it, I’ll give you some candy.” Little did he know, you had heard him. “Sanemi, you know they don’t get sweets before bed.” He looked at the girls and saw the pouts on their faces and looked back at you and saw you weren’t paying attention. He turned back to the girl and winked at them. “Oh yeah, how could I forget? Sorry girls, no sweets tonight.” They all smiled at him as they took their seats.

That night was awful. The girls stayed up super late and you knew Sanemi gave them candy. He couldn’t help but laugh when you gave him a small slap on his arm once the girls finally passed out in the living room, 2 hours after their bedtime. ————————————————————————

Ty for the request! I’m sorry if this isn’t exactly what you wanted, but I hope you like it!

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Moonlight

General Audiences | JJK Actor AU

“Who did you kiss at midnight?”

“I kissed my wife,” Toji shrugged. “I wasn’t at the New Year’s party, I was at home.”

“Oh, there was a party?”

“How do you think everyone ended up knowing everyone else’s business?” he snorted. “Especially Megumi’s. That poor kid…”

“Everyone keeps mentioning Megumi’s kiss! Do you know who it was?”

“Oh, no, it’s not something I’d ask,” Toji backtracked. “Like I say, I was at home with my wife. I’m really too old to be on this set, I’m probably the oldest by like ten years.”

“Really? How old is Mr Gojo?”

“God, I don’t know. He isn’t thirty yet.”

“And no-one except you is married, is that right?”

“I’ve never asked, but I don’t think anyone else wears a wedding ring,” Toji agreed. “Makes New Year’s all the more fun, eh?”

OR: the cast answer the question: “Who did you kiss at midnight?”

“Who did you kiss at midnight?”

AUTHOR'S NOTE: mechamaru's real name is Kokichi Muta.

“I was under the table eating grapes,” Nobara confessed. “And to be honest, I don’t think it’s worked. I’m still as single as ever, a whole week in.”

“Do you think that’ll change?” the interviewer asked. Nobara laughed.

“Listen, if people don’t want all this-“ she gestured to herself – “then what can we do? They’ll just have to suffer their lonely, empty lives. I’m not suffering, I already have myself.”

“So it’s just a bit of fun?”

“Yeah, I don’t really take these superstitions seriously-“

“-And that’s why she was genuinely distraught that it didn’t work,” Megumi interrupted, handing Nobara a scrunchie.

“Distraught?! I wasn’t distraught!”

“Tie your hair up, you’ve got a fake wound to put on. And yes you were, you were clinging to poor Satoru for dear life. His Versace shirt got wet, and he had to throw it away.”

“Why did he throw away a perfectly good shirt just because it was wet?” Nobara asked, distracted.

“He’s just like that. Are you gonna tie your hair up? We have places to be.”

“But I was talking to the interview lady!”

“No, no, it’s alright,” the interviewer assured them. “I’ll catch up with you later.”

“Hmph.” Nobara dragged as much hair as she could into a ponytail at the base of her skull, and then grabbed Megumi’s arm. “Let’s go then. You’ve probably got fake blood to be dripped on you. You’ve always got fake blood to be dripped on you.”

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“What’s this obsession with kissing people? I think I was with Yu at midnight,” Nanami said, looking thoughtful.

“As in, Yu Haibara?” the interviewer clarified.

“Yeah. I guess it’s confusing, having both Yuji and Yu on set at the same time. And Yuta’s meant to be here soon… Anyway, I’m pretty sure we were watching the countdown – he was talking about otters, I think…?”

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“I kissed my beautiful girlfriend,” Shoko smiled. “It’s going to be a good year this year!”

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“It’s a secret,” Gojo winked.

“Does that mean you didn’t kiss anyone?” asked the interviewer cheekily.

Gojo laughed. “You can think whatever you want, honey. I just know I’m not ready to tell the world who I kissed.”

-

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“I kissed Miwa!” Kokichi grinned, arm slung around his girlfriend.

She giggled. “Here’s to another year!”

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“Why, are you volunteering?” Toge asked, eyebrow raised.

The interviewer gawped. “What?”

Toge cackled.

“He’s kidding,” Yuta sighed. “I think.”

“I’m kidding,” Toge agreed, wiping a tear from his eye. “I am completely single and not looking to change that, thank you so much.”

“So you didn’t kiss anyone at midnight?” the interviewer checked.

“Not a soul. Would’ve smudged my face paint,” Toge confirmed. “I don’t think many people kissed, but Nobara was definitely eating grapes under the table, so maybe that’ll be different next year.”

“Kokichi did,” Yuta mused.

“He literally has a whole girlfriend, of course he did.”

“Megumi did.”

“Megumi di- MEGUMI DID?!” Toge turned to look Yuta full in the face, horrified. “WHO DID HE KISS?”

“If he hasn’t told you, that means he didn’t want to know,” Yuta shrugged, looking slightly embarrassed. “I probably shouldn’t have told you.”

“If I find out he’s been hiding this on purpose, the little shit-“

“Please mind your language on camera,” the interviewer chided gently.

“My bad. I’m just gonna- gonna go see Megumi for a minute.” Toge swivelled his head around the room, eyeing everyone beadily.

“He’s in the break room,” Yuta said helpfully, and then realised what he’d said. “Whoops.”

“Thanks, Yuta. I knew I could count on you.” With a pat to Yuta’s shoulder, Toge stalked off, looking furious.

Yuta turned back to the camera. “They grew up together,” he explained.

“Did you kiss anyone at midnight, Mr Okkotsu?” the interviewer enquired, clearly desperate to get the interview back on track.

“Who, me?” Yuta rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly. “Uh…”

“He actually turned down a kiss, can you believe it?!” another voice called, off camera. The camera turned to reveal Maki, still in costume, huge spear over her shoulder. “Oh, not from me,” she added, probably spotting a look on the interviewer’s face. “From one of the costume girls. She was really cute, too…”

“You’re not getting many juicy stories, are you?” Yuta asked sympathetically. “Hmm, who would have a good story…?”

“Where’s Toge? He’d know,” Maki pointed out.

“Just gone to hunt out Megumi.”

“About New Year’s?”

“Yeah.”

“Which idiot told him?!”

“That would be me…” Yuta’s ears turned red at the tips. “In my defence, I thought Megumi would’ve told him!”

“So the good story is Megumi’s, then?” the interviewer asked.

Yuta and Maki looked at each other. “Try someone else first,” Yuta hedged. “Oh look, there’s Toji!”

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“I kissed my wife,” Toji shrugged. “I wasn’t at the New Year’s party, I was at home.”

“Oh, there was a party?”

“How do you think everyone ended up knowing everyone else’s business?” he snorted. “Especially Megumi’s. That poor kid…”

“Everyone keeps mentioning Megumi’s kiss! Do you know who it was?”

“Oh, no, it’s not something I’d ask,” Toji backtracked. “Like I say, I was at home with my wife. I’m really too old to be on this set, I’m probably the oldest by like ten years.”

“Really? How old is Mr Gojo?”

“God, I don’t know. He isn’t thirty yet.”

“And no-one except you is married, is that right?”

“I’ve never asked, but I don’t think anyone else wears a wedding ring,” Toji agreed. “Makes New Year’s all the more fun, eh?”

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Yuji turned bright red. “I, uh – I probably need to discuss with them before I tell you anything.”

“Oh, I see. Was it one of your fellow cast members?”

“Yeah, it was.”

“Don’t worry, you haven’t given us any clues – loads of them are near your age!”

He laughed nervously. “That’s true enough. Someone else might have a better story. I don’t know who’s on set today? It’s definitely Yuta’s day, but his story is boring – did you know he turned down five offers and spent the countdown trying to catch olives in his mouth that Toge was throwing? I don’t know if-“

“You’re rambling,” said Nobara, from her spot on the floor behind. “And it was the other way around. Toge was catching the olives.”

“Oh, of course. Yuta doesn’t even like olives. Anyway-“

“I think Geto’s next door,” Nobara offered. “He definitely kissed someone at midnight.”

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“Oh, I did kiss someone, I’m just not saying who,” Geto laughed. “It was someone famous.”

“One of your cast mates?”

“Mhm. Really, though, there’s loads of them, so that’s not any more information than you started with.”

“Can you give us a clue?”

“Absolutely not. They’d sue me.”

“You’re quite open about your sexuality; was it a man?”

“Absolutely it was a man! But again, there’s only one or two women in this cast, so that doesn’t really help much.”

“You should probably bear in mind we’re asking everyone on set today who they kissed at midnight.”

“And if he’s not on set today?”

“Well, there is that…”

“I wouldn’t really mind if you did find out, I’m not quite on that level of fame yet. It wouldn’t affect me much, since I’m not an idol anymore. It might kill him, though – not his career! He just might die of embarrassment.”

“In that case, we’ll leave you! I’m sure the fans will find out sooner or later.”

“They do have some scary powers,” Geto agreed. “Why don’t you find Megumi? He kissed someone, I think.”

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Eventually, the cameras found Megumi and Yuji whispering in a corner together. When the interviewer waved at them, Yuji’s eyes widened like a deer in the headlights. He started whispering furiously to Megumi; the interviewer respectfully kept the microphone away until they’d finished.

“Mr Itadori has already answered this question,” she began.

“Oh, I heard,” Megumi nodded. Yuji winced.

“Oh, um – is this a bad time, then?” the interviewer hesistated.

“No, no, it’s okay,” Megumi shrugged. “I think we’ve come to our conclusion.”

“Wonderful!” the interviewer smiled, clearly extremely confused. “In that case, who did you kiss at midnight, Mr Fushiguro? Did you kiss anyone at all?”

“I did kiss someone. I kissed Yuji.”

Silence.

“Okay, I know I said you could say it, but that sounded really awkward-“

“Shut up, Yuji, I think she’s gone into shock.” Megumi put his hands on the interviewer’s shoulders, trying to get a sense of her breathing rate without getting too close.

“Oh my god. Try to reassure her while I find a first aid person,” Yuji said, before thinking better of it. “Wait, no. I’ll reassure her, you find a first aid person.”

Megumi rolled his eyes, but speed-walked off to find someone to help. Meanwhile, Yuji calmly reassured the interviewer that everything was fine, nothing had gone wrong, everything would be okay.

Neither of them were entirely sure why exactly she was so shocked.

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“-So basically, she expected me to say Mai or something,” Megumi shrugged. “I think. I don’t think anyone’s really sure, but it was the surprise that got her. She’s not homophobic or anything.”

Next to him, the interviewer smiled. “Absolutely not! I think it’s lovely that you two have gotten so close over your time on set. I hope we see more moments in season two!”

Yuji thought about this. “I mean, I guess there is? Mainly, season two is-“

“THAT’S WHERE YOU ARE!” someone yelled. There was a loud crash, and the door burst open; Toge, hair released from its gel-inflicted helmet, face paint smudged into a blue beard, careened into the room and skidded to a stop just behind Megumi. “WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME YOU’D KISSED-“

“I’m kind of in the middle of something,” Megumi pointed out. “Can you leave?”

“I’M SO BETRAYED RIGHT NOW,” Toge continued, steamrolling right over Megumi. “AND YOU KISSED YUJI? TALL-WOMAN-WITH-A-BIG-ASS YUJI??”

“Megumi’s tall! Ish,” Yuji defended, making Toge jump.

“My bad, bro,” he said. “I didn’t realise you were here.”

“Clearly,” Megumi huffed.

“Does Satoru know about this?”

“…No….”

“You told the internet before you told Satoru??”

“We were gonna tell him before this came out!”

“Oh my god, he is gonna kill you,” Toge said gleefully.

“Who’s gonna kill who?” someone else asked. A mop of white hair peeked round the door. “Are we still doing interviews right now?”

“Uh oh,” said Yuji.

“Uh oh,” Toge agreed, grinning madly.

Megumi stared at the sunglasses slowly making their way around the doorframe. “I’m gonna have to tell him now, aren’t I.”

“Yes.”

“Tell me what?” asked Gojo, stepping fully into the room. “It can’t be that bad. Like, what ridiculous thing could you possibly tell me?”

“Maybe that he kissed Yuji?!” Toge interrupted before Megumi could even open his mouth.

“Thanks, man,” Megumi said sarcastically.

“Is that true?” Gojo asked, still calm.

“…Yes.”

There was a long pause.

Gojo opened his mouth, then closed it again. He stared closely at Megumi, who stared back. Then he stared closely at Yuji, who looked more and more terrified by the minute.

Eventually, Gojo decided to break the tense silence.

“If you get pregnant, I’m not financing it.”

“WHAT?!”

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When you think about it past all the angst and whatnot, Japril as a ship is comedic gold. Started boning because they had test anxiety. Their second time having sex was in a public bathroom and one party later insisted they’re a virgin. Had a pregnancy scare, got engaged, and broke up in the SAME SHIFT at work. The jealousy storyline started because one of them invited the other to go to a wedding with one of their colleagues (against their will). Interrupted a whole ass wedding to run off together and then pretended that they weren’t together for weeks to all of their family and friends despite having eloped. Realized there were consequences to their actions and were just 😡 about it. Got divorced because they have the communication skills of a peanut lying on the floor of a Texas Roadhouse (none). One of them was pregnant and didn’t tell the other for an extremely long time which led to a custody battle that lasted like six episodes before they were peachy again. Oh wait! Now she’s dying in labor! Wait no she’s fine. Let’s move in together! Both of them have feelings for each other which culminates in them sleeping together and they’re literally raising a child together and for all intents and purposes #married but then they get Divorce Number Two and one of them is so distraught they start to date their step sibling. She gets married to dude she left at the altar who is just okay with it because his wife died? Step sibling is more shocked by the fact that he’s clearly still in love with his ex wife than like. The sibling thing. They break up. He goes through some not as serious relationships/situationships. Convinces Dream Wife to Move to Boston where they presumably had inappropriate sex and got back together and then became the only confirmed end game ship on the show. Legendary, those two. No fucking notes except yes fucking notes and Krista Vernoff is getting my therapy bill.

[makeitagood0neao3]

Weather Me To Nothing (4/4)

Pairing: Dark!Paul Atreides x Female!Reader

Word Count: 4,597

Summary: Reader is the heir to the throne with an impossible choice to make. Torn between protecting her sisters and finding her way in the universe, will she make the right choice?

Warnings: Dark!Paul Atreides. 18+ only! Explicit sexual content. Arranged Marriage. Non con. See tags for more.

A/N: The last chapter. This fic has been in process for 2+ years. Thank you for reading. Shout out to Sleep Token for the lyrics <3 So flood me like Atlantic, weather me to nothing. Wash away the blood on my hands.

You follow Dr. Kynes down the expansive halls, the walls lined with people on either side. They touch your arms and shoulders as you pass by, their hands are warm and gentle as they whisper after you. Praying, maybe. So many bright blue eyes in a sea of brown sand and shadows. You can barely feel the soles of your shoes touch the ground as you follow. It’s not nearly as hot down here as on the dune. You wonder if these people were driven down here from the invasions or if this was always part of their lives.

Why are you here, again? The memories are fuzzy, the dry air on Arrakis has worn through you. The air is heavy with spice and you feel like it’s eroding you away.

Oh. The ceremony. That’s right. To the prophet who promised to bring the Freman to paradise. The vial. The dreaded vial.

Fingertips streak over your arms as you follow behind Dr. Kynes in the shadows. Light touches grazing your skin like you are something precious. You are deep beneath the surface, with thousands of Paul Atreides’ devoted followers. There is no way you could poison him and escape with your life.

Rounding a corner, the hall opens up to a larger one. More people line the walls, children too. Their tiny hands reaching out for you, smiles on their faces.

Shaking your head, your neck feels stiff as you take deep breaths to calm yourself. It’s just the spice and the stress of the task before you. You can do this. You must do this. Galactic chaos would erupt if you were to fail. No, you’ve been tasked to keep the balance, to ensure the unity of the great houses under Padishah Emperor Shaddam Corrino.

Unity.

Paul.

You still feel heavy, the sand carving into you, but for the first time since landing on Arrakis, you can think clearly. The fog around your head has lifted and you wonder if your eyes are finally spice blue.

What if Paul’s death didn’t satisfy the Emperor? Would he have you executed? You hadn’t considered that before. As your father’s least favorite child, the first time he sent you to Arrakis under the supervision of the Harkonnen, he told you to enjoy your time here, that it would be the last planet you ever saw. You thought he sent you here to banish you, believed Vladimir himself would throw you out into worm territory. Is this plan to tie up a loose end?

You cannot allow yourself to think that. Cannot allow yourself to give into the unknown. The spice and heat have made you paranoid. The goosebumps on your flesh rise, peaking your attention. You look into eyes of those praying and suddenly wonder if they are praying over you as Paul’s wife or praying he kills you. How many Freman have died due to your father’s command? Do you detect deceit in their faces?

The Emperor is all knowing. How? The Bene Gesserit, of course. The Reverend Mother has been in his ear his entire life. Did they see this future? Why were you tasked with this and not Irulan?

She’s too valuable.

The thought rocks into you from your back, causing you to stumble forward, missing a step. You right yourself quickly, but feel the dread pressing down around you. What if you were never meant to succeed? If this plan were to fail the Freman, or Paul himself, would kill you. This version of the future unfolds in front of you.

The Emperor would lose a beloved daughter, distraught, he would order the execution of the Freman and the great houses would give their support. Feyd, the grieving lover, would be free to use whatever force necessary to eradicate every sietch. He’d have Sardaukar at his disposal and the hand of any sister, including Irulan. Worse still, he’d one day inherit the throne.

Had you been set up to fail? Is that why Feyd let you go with Paul so easily? Feyd is vicious, but he is not playing the same game as the Emperor. No, he would be protected against a Truthsayer’s questioning. He is impulsive and the possibility of having you is too close to jeopardize. He is incapable of playing the long game. His uncle, however, is what you would expect this from as well.

Your chest constricts, throat suddenly dry. There is no way out of this. Perhaps you can bargain with Paul, appeal to him to help you. Help you... What? Overthrow your father? Endanger your sister’s lives? The Freman don’t have anything to appeal to the great houses. They all depend on spice for their own addictions. The elite do not give up their freedoms easily.

Two doors dozens of feet high open as you approach, leading you out into the sands as the sun finally sets in the distance. You continue to make your way through the crowd as it opens up for you. Hands no longer grazing your skin, but held out in front of you in prayer, in offering. It takes a while to reach the middle, but when you do, Paul is standing there, waiting for you.

His dark curly hair on full display though brushed back from his face, wearing loose cream colored pants and tunic. His bright eyes find yours and you can’t help but think he looks ethereal, pure even. He trusted the Emperor to give him a fair deal and instead welcomed betrayal into his world.

Paul’s mother appears out of nowhere, emerging like a ghost before you, shocking you that she is alive. Her face is tattooed, her eyes strikingly blue. What catches your breath in your throat, is her pregnant belly. A second Atreides child?

Your Freman escorts flank off, becoming one with the crowd. Dr. Kynes leaves you in the center. You look up to see Paul reaching an outstretched hand towards you. He looks so much like his father and you are reminded again that you were too late. Too late to save the Duke and too late see this plan for what it was.

A stray tear falls down your cheek as you take his hand. You look around, the world spinning as every follower drops to their knees. Every person in this group showing so much devotion to him, you’re surprised when you feel his thumb wipe the tear from your cheek.

“Do not waste something so valuable, even for me.” He says, voice light. You hold both his hands in yours, steadying yourself. This young Duke has a gentleness you’ve never experienced before. He has shown you nothing but trust and kindness. You, on the other hand, have done nothing but plot his demise. You’re undeserving especially after the Freman have had every chance to harm you today and they haven’t been anything but welcoming.

Your final decision attaches itself to your bones, to the very morals you stand on.

You will not do it. You can’t do it.

Paul may not have much power outside of the Freman, but you do. Perhaps you and Paul have the same enemy. You can message the other houses and tell them of the Emperor’s plot. The Harkonnen’s involvement. Arrakis could be free.

The thought makes you smile, lifts your spirits and weight off of your shoulders. You will tell Paul everything after the ceremony and come up with a new plan.

You look into his eyes and feel the warmth of belonging. Could you belong here? Paul’s gaze on you is assessing, he’s reading you. Can he see your thoughts, the quality of your soul? There is goodness in you, you’ve proven that by not going through with this murder plot.

Lady Jessica steps closer and begins to speak in Chakobsa. The hand of the moon is high, bathing the desert in moonlight. She looks to you, slowly repeating the phrases you need to say before turning to Paul to do the same, his eyes locked on yours. His Chakobsa is much smoother than yours, something you’ll need to learn.

After his final words echo off the group, he pulls you in, his lips connecting with yours. The moment surprises you, the dread from the days leading up to this are gone and replaced with an airiness and future alight with possibility.

Suddenly, dozens of women begin dancing and chanting. The dune comes alive with their voices, echoing in the breeze. You and Paul stay in the circle as the followers sing and mingle. His mother disappears into the crowd, Paul reassures you that you will see her tomorrow. You have so many questions for her and it seems that maybe, just maybe, there is hope for the Atreides family.

After a time, Paul secures his hand on yours and pulls you through the crowd back towards the doors. Hands are still grazing your arms and shoulders as you pass, Paul leading the way forward. Once inside, you are pulled in the direction of the room you first entered earlier that day. Were you a different person then? Perhaps the same, merely lost.

He opens the door and pulls you inside, closing it swiftly. He surprises you by pushing you against the door. He’s firm, but relatively gentle as he pulls your headdress off and lets it drop to the floor. He’s leaning over you, his eyes intent on yours. There’s a prism of spice in the air around you both, you can see it glittering off of his hair, his tan skin. He brings his nose and mouth to the curve of your neck. Your breath hitches every so softly.

“The Emperor has blessed me with a beautiful woman.” He says it like a relief. His hand caresses your hip, giving it a light squeeze before it travels upward to carve out the shape of your body so softly you can barely feel the heat of his palm through the fabric of the dress.

“A beautiful bride,” he says, his voice low and deeper than it was moments ago. Paul let’s his hand rise to caress your throat. Your breath is shallow, a fainter than the ringing in your ears. He pulls his head back up from your neck and lowers himself just a fraction closer, his eyes drawing yours in.

“A beautiful assassin,” he says, his voice heavy with grief. The slow nod of his head makes you gasp. You’re snapped out of the moment.

“Paul-“ You begin to defend yourself before his hand at your throat constricts, his fingers digging in. You attempt to grab his hand before his voice bangs through you, a rattling Stop that forces you to drop your hands to your sides. Paul is fuming, his face red, his eyes ablaze.

He used the Voice on you. It was like hearing a distant voice draw you in before a louder, stronger voice echoes through your body. Your mind didn’t even realize it had happened until it was over. Only Bene Gesserit were trained to do that. How could a man, regardless of prophecy, obtain such power? Power that could threaten the empire.

You manage to squeak out ‘please’ before he releases your neck. He steps back, flexing his hand, before looking at the palm like he may find a branding there. You cough and try to breathe deep through the wheezing.

“Paul, you don’t understand,” you say, your voice doesn’t really sound like your own. “I decided not to do it.”

“Not until the very last moment. I saw it in your eyes.” He sneers, but seems to be trying to keep his distance from you. You thought a marriage to Feyd would be vicious. Paul, however, seems to be more volatile. For all of his shows of violence towards servants and slaves, Feyd has never shown you aggression like this. It permeates the air and for the first time since entering the sietch, you wish for your guards. “It must have been an easy choice, to murder a Duke and go back to your life as a Princess.” He makes it sound like you’re looking down on him, but you’ve never thought of it like that.

“I was trying to protect my sisters,” you say, attempting to defuse.

“That makes it acceptable?” He counters. “You hardly fought your decision to finish me off. Feyd’s offer of Caladan nearly sealed your decision.” He accuses, his voice lethal.

You’re stunned, your hands dropping from your neck on their own accord. How does he know about that? Surely he must know you didn’t desire that. It was a rouse to entice you to kill Paul, but it didn’t sway you any further.

Paul stands mere feet from you, he’s already regained his breathing and is so still. He’s poised and ready for your next move, waiting to see what you’ll do. But how did he know?

I saw it in your eyes.

“What are you?” You whisper, unsure of what power he possesses. It’s nothing you’ve ever encountered before. Paul beings to stalk towards you, his eyes focused on you.

“I see dreams and the past. I see nightmares and the future.” His words don’t register with you, in too deep of disbelief for them to really impact you. He closing the distance between you like a predator. “I saw you take the vial and have seen you succeed. I’ve seen you die at the hands of the Freman for it. I’ve seen you survive the Freman and die with the Harkonnens.” You can’t look away from him and somehow understand that he’s telling you the truth. Your eyes sting, eyes filling with tears.

“I am the Kwisatz Haderach. And I see a single path. I saw it even before I met you.” He sounds resolute in a moment that was a pivotal build up to this turn of events. “There is much for you to learn.”

“Paul-“ You begin, afraid and still unclear on much of he’s revealed to you. He has seen everything you’ve done. Has felt your anxiety, your hesitation, in making this decision. He must now see your fear as the tears spill over. Paul closes to the small space to you, his thumbs wipe away your tears again. He places his thumbs to his mouth, tasting you. He savors it before cupping your face with his hands.

“You must not fear,” he says, soothing you with how soft his voice is. “I will teach you.”

“What?”

“How to serve.” He says, voice husky and heavy. The weight of the words have you trying to shove him away, fight back if you have a chance. Paul turns you around, pushing you so your chest is against the door. His hands pull at the fabric in the back, tearing open the buttons and stitching. He roughly shoves it down your body, yanking the fabric over your hips.

“Paul, stop!” Your voice is raised as you frantically push away from the door, trying to shift your weight to throw him off balance.

“Silence!” He commands, the Voice bellowing around you. Your mouth snaps shut, tongue relaxed. “Get on the bed,” his volume lower this time, but still commanding. Your body complies, stepping out of the dress. You turn, completely bare before him, his eyes roaming your body. You feel nothing, only fixated on crossing to the bed and climbing on. You kneel and sit back on your heels.

Paul stands before you, his eyes on your breasts. What are you doing? The sheet is cool and light beneath your shins and you’re reminded of the situation you’re in. Exposed, posing for this man who tried to kill you a moment prior. He could tell you to drown yourself and you’d do it. Ultimate control is something to be feared.

“Here with the Freman, you are not above anyone else. You are their equal. In here with me, you are a Princess and I, your Emperor.” You aren’t sure what to do, but you’re frozen. Your mind seems disconnected with your body, nothing willing it to move.

“Undress me,” His voice is direct, but without power behind it. It wasn’t a command so you don’t even flinch. When you don’t make any motion, he says, “Undress me on your own or I’ll command you to do worse.”

Hands shaking, you grab the bottom of his tunic and slowly pull on the fabric. You have trouble getting it over his broad shoulders, so he helps you. He has a warrior’s physique, lean enough to move in battle, strong enough to be a threat. You drop the tunic on the floor, staring at the waistband of his pants. You hesitate before hooking your thumbs on the inside of hem and pull down. He’s hard and you have to maneuver over his bulge.

You risk a peek up at him through your lashes only to find him watching you. Not your chest or your hands, but you. Has he seen this scene play out yet? Can he sense your inexperience and hesitation? The chill of fear is so tight in your chest you’re afraid to even breathe.

His eyes drop from yours to your hands hovering over his thighs and you tentatively take hold of him in your hand. The moment your palm connects with his length, his hand wraps around your head, yanking you up into a searing kiss. It’s punishing and wet as his tongue pries your mouth open and forces his inside. It’s teeth scrapping and nails lacerating your nape as he drives forward. The arch in your back is painful as you rise to meet him, determined to show him your strength. Your hold on him hardens as does his on your hair, a battle of strength ignites from you.

You have to get to the vial. Is it still under the mattress?

He could command you to drink it yourself, but you’d rather that be your ending than be a pawn in another man’s game.

His arm coils around your back pulling your bodies closer until your breasts connect with his chest. He’s warm, so warm it ignites your own exposed skin. Your thumb circles around his tip and he shoves you to the mattress behind you. Before you can open your eyes, he’s on you, pulling your head to one side to bit your exposed neck. You grunt in pain, hands attempting to shove him off.

He easily grabs both of your wrists in his hands and pins them by your head. You push, but he’s stronger. He wedges himself between your thighs before settling himself between them.

“Paul- no,“ You rasp out, unable to catch your breath. He shushes you against your ear, likely too preoccupied to use the Voice. You buck your hips and that only helps him line himself up against your slit. The room seems so much smaller than it did before, its caving in around you in your fear.

To your horror you find that you’re already wet, so wet that his cock easily slides between your folds as he teases you.

“There is only one path that leads to this moment. I wondered if I would be cruel or forgiving.” He’s breathless, almost hoping you’ll give him the answer. He continues to rock into you before he lines himself up with your hole. Even the slightest pressure is too much and has you tensing even more than you were before. He has seemingly decided when his grip on your wrists tightens. “I think cruel,” he says, before thrusting into you so fast it knocks the fight out of your limbs.

He’s big, too big for you and you can’t help the immediate whine that erupts from your chest. It’s pained and echoes off the walls of the seitch. The walls that seem so much closer than before.

Paul doesn’t give you any time to adjust as he rears back the tip and spears you again.

And again.

And again.

He’s crushing his body against yours, hot and sweaty. Limbs heavy against yours, you’re unable to feel anything except him. His heat, his heavy grunts, his skin slick with sweat becomes yours. All at once, the pain inside you subsides and something blooms from it. A pulsing snakes its way up from your womb through your chest before it settles in your throat and breaks through your lips as a moan. The sound is familiar though you’ve only ever let it slip when alone in your room, the rest of the world quiet.

The sound spurs him on to rut into you with more force and punishing pace. Punishment. That’s what this is. Everything in your training has taught you to fight back against this, embody the predators on your family crest. Instead, you’ve become prey. Maybe you’ve always been prey. Perhaps that’s what the guards have been for. What Feyd saw in you.

Lacking the reaction he hoped for, he releases one of your arms to wrap his hand around your throat. Each thrust delivers a constriction of his hand, choking the breath from you. Your free arm reaches for his forearm in a feeble attempt to break free from him, but he’s undeterred and squeezes tighter. Your eyes start to close when he releases you.

Paul pulls himself from you and pushes your shoulder and hip over until you’re flipped on your belly. Before you can think, he yanks you up by your hips and pushes himself back inside your heat. His pace is relentless, not taking a moment to ease up. The desert has given him renewed endurance he wouldn’t have had in a Caladan court.

The pressure in your abdomen grows and soon, the coil of pleasure tightens within the walls of your body. Too much, it’s already too much, but you need more. Arching your back and ass on full display you push back into him. Your shameless moan is muffled by the mattress, but very clearly audible to Paul.

A smack over your ass pulls your focus to the location of the sting.

“You’re not supposed to enjoy this,” he says, as if you don’t know that. The thought wrestles its way into your mind, but the shame doesn’t come. Instead you feel unabashed. “Do you think Feyd could make you sound like this?” He asks, his tone is condescending.

You don’t react, knowing he’s already seen the answer in one of his visions. He’s baiting you for a reaction, for anger. You don’t give in to adding fuel to this growing pyre. You’re so wet that the sound of him pushing into you is all you can think about.

His palm connects with your skin again as he says, “I asked you a question.” His voice is so gruff, so deep that he wouldn’t need to use Bene Gesserit magic to pull the answer from you.

“No,” you whine out, hands clawing at the fabric beneath you.

“Tell me who can,” he baits.

When you don’t speak, he pulls out to the tip and stops. His hips still and his grip on the flesh of your hips tightens. You try to catch your breath, realizing he’s wants you to deny him. Wants you to prove to him how aligned you are with Feyd, with his enemies. You can’t give him a reason to think you’re a threat. To defend the fiend would be a death sentence. To submit to him might buy you the opportunity to survive another day.

“You,” your voice is a rasp. He smacks you again, this time on the other side. You squeal and try to inch away, but get nowhere with his hands on your hips. “Only you,” you correct.

His hips slam into you as a wailing moan escapes you. His fingers reach around for your clit and when he finds it, you feel every delicious inch of him as he splits you open. The pressure of fingers has you clawing at the fabric beneath you. The fast ministrations has your toes curling and eyes roll back into your head before a moan erupts from your throat as you come apart on his cock.

You’re a pile of hollow bones and barely hold you up as he continues to pound into you, never faltering despite the jerking of your hips. His hand returns to your hip as he picks up the pace, grunting behind you like a warrior in battle. He curses before filing your womb with his seed, his pace faltering until the thrusts are shallow and slow. They stop all together and he’s pressing his sweaty chest against your back.

Still coming down from your orgasm, you flinch when he pulls himself out of you and reaches over the side of the bed and grabs something. When he turns back to you, he roughly turns you around so you’re on your back, wincing at the force. The vial and it’s blue poison glisten in the light as he hovers it over your face. It takes you a moment to focus on it, but when you do, you’re reminded of the reason you’re here in the first place. Paul quickly unties the cord that creates the loop and slides it beneath your neck before tying it once more. The glass is so cold it makes you flinch.

“You will wear this for the rest of your life,” He says, his fingers gripping your chin. “You will wear it when I take the throne from your father, when you give birth to our children, and when all the water has left your body. Let it be a reminder that I could command you drink it should you attempt to betray me again.”

Still breathless, you can’t form words. This man is no longer the son of Duke Leto, a noble and honorable man. This man who carries he last line of the Atreides feels more like a Harkonnen than anything else.

He rolls off you and onto his back, panting. Without him hovering over you, the ceiling seems to rise and the walls feel stable. Paul raises his arm to the ceiling, rotating his palm until it’s on it’s side. You stare at him, wondering what he sees, what he knows of the future. He closes his fingers into his palm, leaving his thumb out. Closing one eye, it’s like he can see his destination just beyond it.

“The Baron has reported your deviation of the plan to the Emperor. He’s readying the other houses to come here.”

“What?”

Paul turns his head toward you, his bright blue eyes harden. You can’t read his expression as he says, “They’re going to try to kill me, but with you by my side, they won’t touch me. The Great Houses can support a man whose daughter was stolen, but not a man who put his own heir in the middle of war.”

“You must not know my father.”

“I know him very well,” he says absentmindedly. “I’ve seen his death a hundred different ways. I’ve seen his cowardice and I’ve seen his bravery. This is one is his few acts of bravery.”

“What is?” Your voice is a whisper, your eyes swelling.

“Naming the only son of Duke Leto the Emperor of the Imperium. It’s what starts the holy war.” His confession is heavy. You wonder if he can see your father’s death. Or any of your sister’s. Beads of tears fall like waves down your cheeks, cascading one over the other. It reminds you of the sea on Caladan.

[foxalade]

"never did see one without the other, did you?"

SOBBING.

Sirius and James are just so idk how to explain it?? I can't BELIEVE Sirius went to Prison because he was framed for killing his BEST FRIEND. HIS SAVIOUR. Literally his platonic soul mate. I can't believe so many people knew them and didn't even bat an eye when he was put in Azkaban.

The fact that people were just like "How could he?" and then moved on with their lives, while Remus was distraught at losing ALL of his best friends in one single night.

SIRIUS FOUND HIS BEST FRIEND DEAD. I'm sorry but if I found my best friend dead in her house I'd die, HOW TRAUMATISING IS THAT?? Imagine going to check up on them and finding their house in pieces, and then finding them dead. His best friend. His family. HIS BEST FRIENDS WIFE. THEIR SON??? THEIR ONE YEAR OLD SON.

You know what's worse?

They probably had Sirius' Birthday all planned out. James and Lily were murdered on the 31st of October, 3 days before Sirius' Birthday on the 3rd of November. They would most likely all have bought and wrapped present, perhaps even booked a table at a restaurant or maybe concert tickets or whatever.

But they never went. Never got to do anything. Sirius spent his 22nd birthday locked up in Azkaban while James was dead and Remus was distraught and Peter was "dead".

Harry was taken away and treated like shit. James and Lily's one year old, ONE YEAR OLD, was left orphaned, with no idea about his parents or his parents friends. He could have had a life with Sirius, but that was taken away from him.

Imagine meeting a wanted Murderer, and he goes on to tell you that he loved your father so, SO much and that he saved him. Saved him from years of torture and abuse in his own household and let him stay somewhere safe. And then got FRAMED by their other best mate for his MURDER which he spent 12 YEARS in prison for.

Even when Harry did move in with Sirius during his fifth year, he didn't have very long with his father's best friend either.

Sirius died protecting the last piece of James he still had. After all of those years, Sirius still loved James, loved him so much that he died to protect his son.

"Nice one, James!"

HE DIED THINKING OF HIS BEST FRIEND. HE WAS THINKING OF JAMES IN HIS LAST MOMENTS ON EARTH. Not Harry, not himself, not Remus. JAMES.

Idc if someone thinks "It's so wrong that Sirius only saw James in Harry, and Harry only saw James in Sirius"

Okay, and? That was all they had left. Sirius was the closest thing to his dad, let the poor boy have that small piece of his life. And Sirius loved James. He said himself that he would rather have died than betray James.

And he would have too. If Sirius had been there when Peter and Voldy showed up, he would have told James and Lily to run and sacrificed himself so they could live a life full of love and raise their son.

James was Sirius' only family. Sirius had nothing without him. NOTHING. "Oh but what about Remus?" I love Remus, don't get me wrong, but Remus would never be able to live up to what James was for him. That boy saved him.

I hate it when people come after James. How could you say he was a horrible person when he literally took Sirius in. HE SAVED HIM.

And I just realised that Sirius didn't get to go to James' funeral. He never said goodbye. Remus was there, ALONE, still thinking that Sirius was the murderer and that Peter was dead too. Peter probably had a funeral too??? He wasn't even dead but because he pretended he was treated as dead.

Now imagine Peter's grave is next to James and Lily's. Think about that for a second.

THE GUY THAT BETRAYED THEM IS "BURRIED" RIGHT NEXT TO THEM. AND SIRIUS?? JAMES'S OTHER HALF???

Well. He isn't burried, is he?? WHY? CAUSE HE DIED FOR HARRY. JAMES 2.0. HE DIED FOR HIS BEST FRIENDS SON.

I can only aspire to have a friendship like Sirius and James had.

Ladies and Gentlemen and everyone else, thank you and good night

(it's not a good night and never will be a good night because James died and Sirius was locked up for it. HIS BEST FRIEND.)

[hongluboobs]

what's the debt of tears and what's this about cutting bao-yu open ?? also how does this relate to hong lu? i don't have the context to ask anything more specific but i need to know this.. . please

(ask in reference to this post )

Hi Anon! Apologies this took a bit, i got distracted with some projects and didn't have the energy to answer this right away, hopefully you're still here to see this :)

First off, Bao-yu is Hong Lu's book equivalent. I don't know if you already knew this, but I made the diagram with the assumption people knew this and it kind of blew up way bigger than intended on both here and twitter 😅

The debt of tears is a really big concept in Red Chamber surrounding the fates of Bao-yu and Dai-yu. Bao-yu was originally a piece of jade that the goddess was using to create the sky, but he ended up unused and cast onto the earth. From there, he ended up finding the Crimson Pearl Flower, which he watered every day. Eventually, the flower ended up transforming into a fairy (Dai-yu) due to the care with which he watered her. Dai-yu thinks on how she could repay him for this and settles on “The only way in which I could perhaps repay him would be with the tears shed during the whole of a mortal lifetime if he and I were ever to be reborn as humans in the world below.”

And wouldn't you believe it! They do end up reincarnated as humans in the world below. Bao-yu and Dai-yu are very close throughout their mortal lives, but the debt of tears comes back into the picture during Bao-yu's wedding. He believes he is getting married to Dai-yu as his family told him (because he wouldn't agree to marriage otherwise), but it isn't until the wedding starts he discovers this isn't the case and the family chose for him to marry someone else with a higher social standing. Dai-yu thinks Bao-yu was willingly deceiving her with this and is so distraught about it that she cries until she dies (she is very sickly pretty much constantly and this book is written like a soap opera) which fulfills the Debt of Tears.

As you can imagine, this really messes up Bao-yu. His mental state degrades throughout the book, but that's the nail in the coffin for it all. The debt of tears and the wedding is the emotional climax of the book, and I cannot imagine limbus's adaptation of the story not doing something with it.

The thing about cutting Bao-yu open happens in a dream, and is also related to the debt of tears/ Bao-yu and Dai-yu's relationship actually!

It happens in a dream Dai-yu has in chapter 82 where she's chosen as a second wife for a man and has to leave the Jias. She does Not Want this at all and is unable to do anything in order to stop it. Eventually, she finds Bao-yu and this scene plays out (this next section is words taken directly from the book. because im really normal about it. theres a tldr at the bottom if you aren't reading all that) :

Suddenly she thought: ‘Why haven’t I seen Bao-yu today? He might still know of a way out.’ And as the thought entered her mind, she looked up and sure enough, there, standing right in front of her, all laughter and smiles, was Bao-yu himself. ‘My warmest congratulations, coz!’ This was too much for Dai-yu. Her last vestige of maidenly reserve vanished. She clutched hold of him and cried out: ‘Now I know how heartless and cruel you really are, Bao-yu!’ ‘No, you are wrong,’ he replied. ‘But if you have a husband to go to, then we must go our separate ways.’ Dai-yu listened in despair as this, her very last hope, was taken from her. Clinging to him helplessly, she gave a feverish cry: ‘Oh Bao! I’ve no separate way to go! How could you say such a thing!’ ‘If you don’t want to go, then stay here,’ he replied calmly. ‘You were originally engaged to me. That’s why you came to live here. Has it never occurred to you how specially I’ve always treated you? Haven’t you noticed?’ Suddenly it all seemed clear. She really was engaged to Bao-yu after all. Of course she was! In an instant her despair changed to joy. ‘My mind is made up once and for ever! But you must give me the word. Am I to go? Or am I to stay?’ ‘I’ve told you, stay here with me. If you still don’t trust me, look at my heart.’ With these words he took out a small knife and brought it down across his chest. Blood came spurting out. Terrified out of her wits, Dai-yu tried to staunch the flow with her hand, crying out: ‘How could you? You should have killed me first!’ ‘Don’t worry,’ said Bao-yu. ‘I’m going to show you my heart.’ He fumbled about inside the gaping flesh, while Dai-yu, shaking convulsively, afraid someone might burst in on them at any moment, pressed him to her tightly and wept bitterly. ‘Oh no!’ said Bao-yu. ‘It’s not there any more! My time has come!’ His eyes flickered and he fell with a dull thud to the floor.

tl;dr Bao-yu reassures Dai-yu that there's a way out of her new engagement because she was originally brought to the jia house to be engaged to Bao-yu. Dai-yu is unsure of this and Bao-yu decides to show her his heart to convince her he's telling the truth. he does this by physically cutting his chest open to pull out his heart, but he lacks a heart within his chest to find.

Red Chamber isn't free of violence by any means, but this scene always fucking Got me. its so shocking out of nowhere and its such a potent image, i've drawn something akin to it before because it Got Me so much.

I brought it up in the diagram because his lack of heart reminded me of how the gloom peccatuli contain organs within them, but do not appear to be living organisms, or play part in biological activities. We know Hong Lu has his jade eye, which is probably either prosthetic or a Secret Third (non-normal human eye) Thing, so what's to say he doesn't have other inhuman oddities to him.

It also connects "truth" to physical exposure, in this case exposure not stopping at the skin and going deeper to the organ level. The intertwining of truth and fiction is a HUGE thing in red chamber and this would be really cool if the hypothetical Hong Lu distortion had elements from the gloom peccatulum for this as well (false organs exposed through transparent skin would be both true and false. Really cool)

There's also the concept of "seeing with the eyes" versus "seeing with the heart" which would go crazy when combining all of this. I don't think i can go into that there but tldr is this quote from the little prince

It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.

And with Hong Lu's eye connection... do you see what im putting down

[seongminiz]

mine / yours

first installment of Oh Distant You

minors dni ; dilf!minhee x fem reader ; 1540 words

warnings read The dilf!minhee post first or this wont make a lot of sense , fem reader , not specified age gap but around ~10 years , manipulation , cheating (not on reader) , minhee is a piece of shit omg , more angst than smut , idk if this counts as dubcon but reader is so emotionally vulnerable/unstable n he takes advantage of it so it might , manipulative minhee , unprotected sex , dacryphilia , chocking but not rlly , daddy kink , not proof read , the ending was half assed

permanent taglist @elifseasonz

note its 3am i need to go to sleep just manipulative dilf minhee i fawking love u (yes this is unfortunately named after a wilbur song , i now hate him but the title was too good to change it god bless)

manipulative mf [sighs dreamily]

previously to the events of that post , when you first started hooking up with him it wasn't an exclusive thing, it just kind of happened, at some point you even stopped seeing each other and kind of went your own separate ways. minhee went back to his life as a 'good' husband and you tried seeing other people, finally finding someone else you were interested in romantically.

minhee would've never admitted it, but he was so jealous - to him, you were already his, and the idea of you messing around with men that aren't him and could never be on his level pissed him off.

you could do better. and that better is, of course, him.

long story short, the person you were seeing eventually broke your heart, leaving you distraught and with no idea of what to do. somehow, that brings you back to minhee, showing up at his doorstep on a rainy night looking for a comfort you know he could never give you.

minhee, on the other hand, knew you would be coming back sooner or later, which is why it doesn't take long before you're being pushed into a spare bedroom, your lips never leaving his as you try to ignore the painful clenching of your heart. maybe, if you repress it enough, the heartbreak will go away. maybe.

after all, you're jumping from one miserable situation to another. from someone who led you on, convinced you to finally give a chance to love, only to drop you after a few weeks because he 'wasn't ready for a relationship yet', 'didn't think you would actually get this far' and 'stopped seeing you romantically after a few dates'; to someone who didn't even bother to lead you on, give you the illusion of any romantic feelings, because he knew there was no need to bother, you would come back to him anyways.

the whole time minhee is fucking you he has one hand over your mouth to keep you quiet because you don't want his wife - who's peacefully sleeping in the room right next to this one - to hear you, do you?

he keeps saying how much better off you would be with him instead of some random guy your age who doesn't even know how to treat you right - as if a married man keeping you as his side piece and getting a power trip out of how dependent you are on him is any better, but he's already fucked you too dumb to realize that, and hes basically drilling all of that into your mind (just like hes mercilessly drilling his cock into your cunt) to make sure you'll keep coming back to him and him only.

he doesn't care when you start crying more - whether it's for pleasure or for the emotional state you're in , you don't know it either. minhee notices when he feels the tears running down on the hand he's still keeping over your mouth. your moans have died down by now, reduced to a bunch of pathetic quiet whimpers every time the tip of minhee's cock roughly hits your cervix.

still, he flips you around, if you want to sob your heart out on his cock you might as well give him a show of it. and he's not disappointed by the sight: your makeup smudged and faded out because of all the crying, the way you look at him like he's the only person that matters in the whole world and spread your legs silently begging him to put his cock back in.

you bring one of your hands to your mouth to bite your nail in a subconscious show of uneasiness - be it because of the sudden absence of minhee's body from yours or yet another show of your emotional state - and if it wasn't for the sexual nature of your situation minhee would almost find this and your big, pleading eyes endearing. albeit reluctantly, in that moment minhee has to admit to himself he has somewhat grown fond of you, of your little quirks and habits that he barely sees in the midst of sneaking around with you.

but deep down, minhee also knows he loves all of this for a way more fucked up reason: your vulnerability makes him feel powerful.

being on top of you like this, having you at his complete mercy makes him realize he's completely in control, he has you in the palm of his hand and he has no intention of letting you go.

he wants to see more of this, more of you crying for him, being so dependent on him you're reduced to nothing but a nonverbal mess by the time he's done with you.

'so pretty,' minhee whispers as he pushes his cock back into you, one hand gently wiping your tears - the soft touch of his smooth delicate skin a stark contrast with the way he immediately starts fucking into you at a merciless pace again.

when in your fucked out state you manage to form one coherent thought, trying to be as quiet as you can, you start begging minhee to leave his wife because he'd be so much better off with you, you can give him what she never could…

minhee has to suppress a smirk. of course he would never leave his wife, his marriage might be falling apart but he has certain appearances to keep up, a reputation to maintain. what would people say if they divorced out of nowhere, just for him to be seen with a girl at the very least ten years younger than him?

still, if that's what will keep you coming back to him, making an empty promise is no harm - at least to him. he nods, brows knitting together as you clench down on his cock impossibly tighter, bringing him closer to his high, closer to coming inside of you like he always does. but something feels different this time, as minhee pushes your legs to your chest and listens to your moans getting louder by the second, knowing there's no way his wife hasn't found out by now.

‘daddy i'm about to-’ the words die in your mouth, half interrupted by a higher pitched moan and half by the realization of the words that just escaped you.

minhee slows his place down and you take that as your cue to start apologizing profusely. more tears well up in your eyes, you try to tell him it was an accident, you didn't mean to actually call him that, all while minhee pulls his cock out of your still clenching hole until only his tip is left inside of you.

if you weren't so focused on apologizing, maybe you would've noticed the way his cock twitches with every weak disconnected sentence you try to formulate. but you don't, utterly surprised and trying to suppress a scream as minhee slams his whole length back into you, bottoming out as one of his hands wraps around the base of your neck without applying any pressure.

‘say it again,’ minhee commands, thumb absentmindedly stroking your collarbone in a way that could be almost read as boredom if it wasn't for his dick being completely buried inside of your cunt in this exact moment.

you bite your lip, trying to find the strength to oblige, but it's like your brain has been emptied out and your voice has suddenly disappeared.

your pleading eyes, though, are nothing to minhee, fingers softly pressing around your neck ‘come on, don't make me repeat myself,’ it almost sounds like a threat, punctuated by a harsh thrust that finally rips a moan out of you, along with the word he so badly wanted to hear from you.

minhee has to hold back a moan of his own when you do, suppressing any further sounds by busying his mouth with your neck and chest, leaving marks all over it - ‘just a reminder of who you really belong to,’ he'll tell you later. to you, it's an even crueler reminder: you're his, but he'll never be yours.

you can only pretend he is, as you beg minhee to let you cum and for him to come inside of you, your body twitching in waves of pleasure as his orgasm follows yours quickly after, the feeling of his warm cum shooting deep inside you leaving you willing to go for another round.

you know you can't, though. just like every other time, you'll sneak out of the guest room and through the exaggeratingly big house, silently shutting the front door behind you as the feeling of guilt starts to make its insidious way inside of you.

you'll go home, take a shower, and promise to yourself you'll never see him again, you'll never answer his calls or texts or show up to his doorstep.

never.

you're a hypocrite, but a part of you feels better knowing you're not the only person who's acting like one.

you'd be almost at peace with it, if everything around you wasn't a constant reminder of that same, devastatingly simple fact that has been roaming around your head since that night.

you'll forever be his, but minhee will never be yours.

[percervall]

this or that (rpf greek mythversion)

- hades!james x persephone!carlos OR achilles!charles x patroclus!carlos

- helen-of-troy!lewis x paris!sebastian OR orpheus!carlos x euridyce!charles

Is today hurt Mar day? 🥺

Okay but here's how I see each of these play out:

Carlos, fearing his fate is about to be sealed by the Gods, who knows his parental figure is about to sell him to the highest bidder, decides to take the reigns on his own fate and finds a way to the depths of the paddock where he can hide away in the Williams garage until he figures out what's next. How was he to know the team principle is just as suave as he is nerdy? How was he to resist that combination, resist someone who will finally challenge his intellect? And so he becomes James' right hand, helps him rebuild the team to something that resembles the glory days of the '80s, putting the fear of the Gods into whoever doubted Carlos' skill and talent

vs

Charles, natural born soldier for The Cause, who will do what needs to be done always, who falls in love for his childhood best friend -a boy marked with trepidation but who will follow Charles to the ends of the earth, will be by his side and be the voice of reason and compassion with the heart of a poet: he is half of my soul, as the poets says.

“Name one hero who was happy." I considered. Heracles went mad and killed his family; Theseus lost his bride and father; Jason's children and new wife were murdered by his old; Bellerophon killed the Chimera but was crippled by the fall from Pegasus' back. "You can't." He was sitting up now, leaning forward. "I can't." "I know. They never let you be famous AND happy." He lifted an eyebrow. "I'll tell you a secret." "Tell me." I loved it when he was like this. "I'm going to be the first." He took my palm and held it to his. "Swear it." "Why me?" "Because you're the reason. Swear it." "I swear it," I said, lost in the high color of his cheeks, the flame in his eyes. "I swear it," he echoed. We sat like that a moment, hands touching. He grinned. "I feel like I could eat the world raw.”

^Charlos fighting the evil that is Ferrari strategy anyone? Excuse me while I go throw myself of a fucking cliff

Ah yes, throw in more PAIN

Lewis, who lets Sebastian think that he is saving Lewis from a cruel husband (Nico? Toto? Pick your poison) as they run away together to Maranello, only for Lewis' husband to declare war upon Ferrari for stealing him. The war lasts ten years and ends with Mercedes sending an army hidden in the belly of a prancing horse into the heart of Ferrari which leads to the destruction of Ferrari's legions. And Seb? Oh, Seb dies a painful death defending Lewis' honour, only for Lewis to enact the ultimate act of betrayal and help Mercedes beat Ferrari and returning home to his husband, not even sparing Sebastian a second thought.

vs

(I swapped them in this because it just makes more sense)

A bitter Carlos meets the talented Charles, who plays the most beautiful melodies on his lyre and somehow falls in love with Carlos within minutes of seeing him and convinced to marry only for their fate to take a terrible turn. And so when Carlos dies, Charles is so distraught, he sings about it until he can sing no more -the Gods and nymphs and muses alike weeping in sorrow as he does. And so in a flit of madness, Charles decides to decent into the depths of the underworld to convince Ferrari to let him return to Earth with his lover. And Ferrari, cruel as they are grant Charles' wish on the one condition: whatever you do, do not look back when Carlos follows you. And poor naive Charles is eager to accept because he would move heaven and earth if it meant he could have his husband back and surely this is an easy task? Oh how wrong he was. The road back to Earth is long, and dark, and narrow, and the souls haunt the catacombs of the underworld, their wailing enough to make Charles' bravado waiver because how can he know for sure his love is behind him still if he cannot see him -cannot hear him? And so the doubt sets in, climbing up his spine and grabbing him by the throat and as Ferrari laugh at Charles' failings, he turns around just mere paces away from Earth, condemning his lover to a life in the underworld. And Charles tries to follow Carlos but no mortal can enter the underworld twice, so he is condemned to live a life in the knowledge he lost the love of his life twice. All he can play are songs of mourning, hoping that maybe once Charles himself dies, they will be together once more

this is in no way an answer to the original question but I hope you can see that I cannot pick because it all hurts

[daquila]

HI! so I read your fic “I’m not coming home” (beautiful btw) and i wanted to suggest an alternate ending you can write if you want?? 🙈

the last paragraph really got me thinking like mm… what if the reader didn’t die? and it was just a close call? but to gojo it was too close and he’s like scarred and turns into this toxic, manipulative, paranoid lover that tries to keep u safe to the point it’s too much and it drives reader away. what if gojo’s desperation to keep reader safe and close to him is exactly what makes him lose them? what if no matter what he does, the story always ends with him losing reader?

ANYWAY IT JUST SOUNDS FUN TO ME HAVE FUN 🤪

OF COURSE I WILL 🤓

You almost died; Satoru now uses this as an excuse to be even more selfish than before, resulting in an argument between the both of you.

(mentions of a divorce, toxic relationships, mentions of satoru projecting on reader, mentions of shoko being reader’s no.1 bff, mention of past satosugu or like gojo’s past)

hehehehe not proof read ! wrote it while eating 🫠

Original story here: I’m Not Coming Home !

Selfish Desires || Toxic! Gojo x Near Death/Injured! Reader

Twice in my life I was mistaken for someone else.

After Suguru’s incident, Satoru grew distant. There was a barrier that physically and emotionally kept people away. It was impossible to break through it; however, as time went by, he became vulnerable around me. Of course, I was happy— we even slowly became a couple. I just kept a blind eye whenever he’d be so controlling about my personal life: keeping the password to my accounts, asking for my whereabouts, and hiring people to keep an eye on me. Sure, I was grateful for the strongest sorcerer’s protection. It’s just that he went too far this time.

Satoru was terrified of losing the people close to him. He’d practically keep me on a leash, only releasing me when I begged him to. The first brightest red flag came to me in the form of an arcade date. It was something that me, Satoru, Shoko, and Suguru would do every weekend. We had fun— up until he “accidentally” called me Sugu. It was his special nickname to the dark haired boy, and it felt like a burning knife to my throat.

The second time, however, was more heartbreaking. It was evident that I was a scapegoat rather than lover for his fantasies. Suguru was an amazing friend. He was the embodiment of perfection, someone who I would never be. I was jealous of how much time he and Satoru spent together in highschool. He was the imposter that took my place, stole my life, and buried me underground. I, too, was selfish for Satoru’s attention.

I woke up to the sound of Shoko screaming to someone. My vision was blurry, my limbs were heavy, and I couldn’t feel my legs. That special-grade curse really kicked my ass! I turned my head to face the two figures to my right: one was Shoko, wearing a lab coat; the other was Satoru, clearly distraught with what he witnessed.

“ Don’t you fucking DARE point all of the blame on me, Shoko! If it weren’t for me, then she would’ve died! “

“ Isn’t it your job in the first place to rescue her? She’s your wife! You can’t even be the strongest if you can’t protect Y/N, “ the doctor spat. Shoko’s eyes were bloodshot, and her tears couldn’t stop spilling. Their argument burned for a few more minutes. I’ve never seen Shoko cry so much before. Last time she cried was when Suguru died in the arms of— oh.

My heart sank when I saw Satoru rush back to me, shaking me as if I were pepper.

“ Y/N— you’re awake! Thank fucking god! I swore you could’ve died out there, “ the sorcerer pulled me in for a tight hug, peppering my face with wet kisses. He places an arm under my legs and shoulder, carrying me bridal-style.

Satoru blatantly ignored Shoko as he made his way out of the door. The walk down the corridor was silent, and the lights were awfully bright. He’s been muttering something for the past few minutes, but I couldn’t make out a single word.

The sound of the door creaking brought me back to life. He came in carrying extra pillows, bandages, and snacks. He sat on the bed, asked if I was alright, and gave me a quick peck on the lips.

“ Hey, I’m alright now— you don’t need to do this, “ his eyes quickly shot at me, eyebrows furrowing, he let out his anger.

“ You’re being so ungrateful, “ Satoru spat, grabbing my waist, and pressing down on my fresh wound. Despite my agony, he quickly shuts me down, stating that I’m being whiny. The sorcerer repeats a mantra about how he’d keep me safe, happy, and satisfied.

Shoko, of course, saw what Satoru was doing. She pushed the door away, dropped all of the extra bandages, and slapped the sorcerer. The fire reignites itself, but it ends soon as he slaps the doctor back. Shoko places a hand on her reddening cheek as the sorcerer opens his mouth.

“ I’m doing this for her— “

“ You’re doing this for yourself, Satoru, “ he stared at her, utterly dumbfounded. He thinks of Shoko as stupid, but he knows from the bottom of his heart that she wasn’t. She was right: he was selfish, and he’d never change. A bitter taste lingered in his throat as he stormed out of the room, leaving the two women behind. His heart tried protesting, suggesting that he should keep me in the palm of his hand— but it was all useless. He knew that nothing could fix his shattering marriage.

It would be better if he just left Y/N alone. Satoru knew that he was restraining her from happiness. Maybe in another life, where sorcery didn’t exist, he wouldn’t have been so stupid.

[rypirotes]

Kirisaki Twins Theory

the chimera post was alluding to this.

thank you to @archivalofsins for bringing several details to my attention-- specifically, the fact that shidou covers up his neck, and the fact that the two of them have different hair colors.

here's the difference in hair color.

once again, here's one of shidou's graffart symbols-- two snakes biting each other's tails, a modification of ouroboros.

every prisoner's family name has a tree radical in the first kanji, and when you remove that radical, you get a different kanji. for shidou, the "kiri" (桐) in "kirisaki" becomes "onaji" or "dou" (同), meaning "same."

in both triage and throw down's mvs, one of them always has his neck exposed-- we can see that he has a mole there-- and the other, who is shidou, the one that we have in prison, always has where that mole would be on the other covered up. his neck is covered in milgram, too. he might not have that mole.

now... let's cite wikitionary! what can "throw down" mean?

"throw down (third-person singular simple present throws down, present participle throwing down, simple past threw down, past participle thrown down)

[...]

(slang, idiomatic, intransitive) to make an individual contribution to a group effort"

in his trial 2 voice drama, shidou mentions a law that states that if someone tampers with evidence to protect a criminal who is in their family or harbors said criminal, they are exempt from being held legally responsible for it.

switching to making assertions here-- the first time his twin talks to a distraught family in throw down, he smiles when he walks away-- he knows what's going on; he's in on it.

oh, by the way, shidou's first trial song is liar dance, which has lines such as "i'm evil and you're evil too" and "turn me inside-out and i look just like you."

oh, also, this would entail that these aren't actually shidou's wife and kids, given that it's his twin for the whole coming-home-to-wife-and-kids sequence.

shidou's western zodiac sign, scorpio, is associated with divorce, so... they might have used to have been his wife and kids.

& very interestingly, it seems like the thing that upset shidou the most about that kid dying is that his brother was distraught.

and! to me, there's a chance that kirisaki rei is actually his twin, not the lady or even the kid that died. shidou says that the animal he's most like is maybe a ray "for no particular reason, [he] just like[s] them"

in the next interrogation question set he reveals that he knows english so he could have been thinking abt how "ray" sounds like "rei." pretty silly

oh, also, shidou says that he likes the idea of reincarnation-- this post would be incomplete if i didn't mention that there's a superstition in japan that (opposite-sexed) twins are the reincarnations of lovers who committed suicide together.

[mrskreideprinz]

| Heaven and Earth | 

Pairing: Albedo x OC!Juniper

Warnings: 18+ MINORS DNI, This is NOT an x reader, Soulmate AU, Reincarnation AU, Selfship/Self Insert, Death, Heavy Angst, Implied/Alluding to Suicide, He/Him Pronouns for Albedo, She/Her for Juniper, Juniper and Albedo have a kid, Panic Attacks, Mental Breakdowns, Toxicity/Toxic Relationship (my selfship isn’t technically toxic but for this fic it might come off a little unsavory at parts), Albedo is implied to have PTSD, Trauma, 4.9k words.

A/n: Hi this fic was inspired by the conversation where me and @/auphelia bounced ideas about my selfship lore hehe so enjoy guys <3

Summary: Albedo and Juniper are victims of the archon's fascination and are reincarnated in many lifetimes. The problem is that only Albedo remembers anything from those past lives and thus must prove himself worthy to Juniper in every lifetime. 

Tagging: @auphelia @suyacho @themovingcastlez @tighnarly @fleur-de-leap

Heaven and Earth Playlist

“Oh my god, Mr. Albedo you’re a genius!” Sucrose exclaims.

She held up a vial to her colleague with pure excitement. She thought she’d get the same reaction in return, but what she witnessed instead frightened her. Albedo turned to her slowly and with eyes as empty as ever, he replied coldly.

“Don’t ever call me that.” 

His voice sent shivers down her spine. She tried to ignore it but even Sucrose knew better than to chalk this up to simply nothing. Sucrose saw how Albedo was slowly descending into madness. Some moments she wondered if this was inevitable, but then quickly snapped herself out of it. Reassuring herself that her friend was not like that. Unfortunately, there was only so much she could do, especially in that moment. So, she kept a watchful eye and confided in Kaeya about moments like this, moments where Sucrose could slowly see Albedo drowning underneath the weight of it all. She tried to reassure him that he could talk to her if ever he felt the need, but it wasn’t as simple as that. 

Albedo couldn’t just tell Sucrose what happened and what has been happening over and over and over again. He couldn’t tell anyone. Who would believe him? Genius or not, it would ruin what little reputation he had left. There was always that voice in his head that told him that talking about it with someone wouldn’t hurt, it wouldn’t go as badly as he thought, but that was before one of the worst memorable moments of his lives had happened. Before he spilled his heart and soul to Juniper, and became utterly distraught from his feeble attempts at trying to save her. Albedo didn’t remember much from that day except for the parts that stung like hell. Like when he told her all about the reincarnations and how he was the only one who remembered anything, and that she would die in many ways he could never predict. 

It started  calm and collected, his words moving carefully and cautiously, but somewhere down along the line it transformed into something frantic, drenched with guilt and regret. He watched as her face went from concern to fright. He wasn’t quite sure why he was scaring his wife, and even when the answers were right in front of him, he just couldn’t control himself. The words spilled and poured past his lips like a damning prayer. Albedo didn’t remember much but what he did remember was the way her eyes lit up in terror. That expression of hers would be forever branded into his brain.

He remembers the way he clawed at the bottom of her skirt. Her skirt, so graceful and free, which had been trapped in his hands which were balled into fists. Albedo’s nails carved at the fabric of her clothing, ripping holes into something beautiful he had made for her and turning it into something ugly. You looked down at his expression in absolute horror, his face red and wet from his desperation and tears. His face was twisted into a horrific expression, one that bore the pain of many, many people. Maybe he was telling the truth? Juniper thought to herself. Maybe, I had died in a past life with him. Maybe when he wept, clinging to her for dear life and begging for her to trust and believe in his words, perhaps he was telling the truth. 

“Please.. You.. you have to believe me.” He cried out, pulling her closer to him by the hem of her skirt.

But she didn’t believe him. There was simply no way to believe in him. That sort of thing didn’t happen, right? In her anxiousness she pulled away from him, enough that he would tighten his grip only to loosen it in just a few seconds. It couldn’t be helped, she was scared. She had a right to react the way she did. Didn’t she?

“Bedo you’re… you’re scaring me.” She whispered, too frightened to raise her voice an octave higher. 

This time she pulled completely out of his grasp, no lingering touches grazing her or her clothing. He stared up at Juniper with tear-filled eyes. There were heavy bags underneath his eyes, darker than she’d ever seen anyone's look before, and his mouth fell slightly open as his tears dripped down to his lips. The taste of his sorrow was more sour than the day he lost her, and all he wanted was the sweetness of her love again. It was tragic really, that a man who was destined to be with his soulmate in every lifetime was forced to fail in every single one. Albedo had been gifted gold and had managed to tarnish it in almost every life he had lived. 

So, he watched helplessly as she walked out on him, frantically tripping over her own feet as she ran out the door like a scared house cat. As Albedo fell apart, melting into the wooden floors they had both walked on in those past years, he swore to himself this would be the last time he initiated contact with her. No longer would he go out of his way to befriend her, woo her, love and cherish her, only for his love to die right before his very eyes in every lifetime. It was then that he decided to do the most sane thing he’d ever do, leave. He left, so that when and if she returned, which she most certainly did, she would be left with absolutely nothing but his memory. He would never be there to witness the pure panic she endured as she realized, nor watch the way Juniper and Kaeya searched for decades all across Teyvat just looking for him. 

Albedo would never see how it absolutely destroyed her. When he left to put a bandaid over a self-inflicted gash, she continued to wither and die slowly until all that anguish finally caught up with her. It infected her until what only remained was an extremely sad memory. She wondered as she died if things would’ve been different had she listened to him, and as her heart began to slow she couldn’t help but hear his words ring true in her ears which had barely heard much of anything those days. As you took your final breaths your hand twitched, slowly reaching out for the hand of a long lost lover. She died warm in the bed he’d made her, Kaeya was kneeling on the floor, holding her hand gently as he watched the light finally leave her eyes. People said she lost her life to old age, but both Kaeya and Albedo knew better than that. 

So, as that life eventually took her , and Albedo eventually found his own way out of this one, he once again was reborn into another lifetime. A life where all he would worry about was seeing her again, and it would prove to be one of the many curses bestowed upon him. He tried his best to avoid her, but fate had a way of mocking him. It was when he had taken a spontaneous walk that his unluckiness would catch up to him. He locked eyes with her figure from afar, and quickly hid behind a nearby tree. His chest heaved as he tried to catch his breath, panic enveloped him while his worst fear slowly crept behind him. He just had to keep still and hidden, he convinced himself. Sadly, his reassurances did nothing to ease the fear he felt. Especially when a hand placed itself on his shoulder and a soft voice of concern followed soon after. 

He couldn’t possibly face her like this, not in this awful state. Her eyes looked at him with nothing but compassion and worry, and all he could do not to fall apart was remain completely still. Visions of what if scenarios haunted his mind and so he remained completely frozen, refusing to move even an inch until he was sure he could act with complete control. He sat there crumbling onto the grassy ground as she rubbed his back and soothed him through his attack, and for some magical reason it worked. Before he knew it his breathing had slowed, and his heart rested at a rate that was somewhat normal. Letting himself be still with her, even if for a moment was healing in a way he’d almost forgotten about. 

Still, as sentimental as this moment was it did not erase the damage he had done nor the madness that stirred within his body. He shared some of this life with her. Yes, he had allowed himself to know the joys of her laughter and feel the tender touch of her skin against his, but never did he forget the damage he had caused. As he lived in a house with her that was nearly identical to the homes they shared in other lifetimes, he didn’t once forget how her eyes looked at him on that day. He could never erase the memory of her wrinkled hand in his as she gave him one last smile. Albedo could never forget all the memories he shared with Juniper, and even though he was staring at her, healthy and full of life, he would never forget the image of his beautiful wife disappearing right in front of his eyes. 

It was a fresh new hell with every life he lived, and to be doomed to never die of old age was just one of the worst aspects of it. Being a homunculus had its benefits, but dying was not one of them. While you could continue to die of old age or any natural cause, Albedo had to resort to more drastic measures to die. Unless some unfortunate circumstance had happened to end his life, Albedo oftentimes had to take matters into his own hands. Thankfully, this was not something he thought twice about, making no hesitation when he had to take the blade to his throat to stop whatever it took to keep him alive underneath all that skin and bone. He was thankful for the times where someone did the job for him, dying with a smile on his face as he watched the world darken around him. Unfortunately, it wouldn’t take long before he was opening his eyes to the sight of his master, again. She wasn’t as pleasant company to have as Juniper would’ve been, but he was grateful just to have something or someone distract him from the madness that brewed within him. 

Sadly, this “bliss” only lasted for so long and soon, he was left all alone in Teyvat. A few centuries had passed before he crossed paths with you again. He had some time to recover from the agony of her, only to be reintroduced to it all over again. Albedo wasn’t too sure why he did what he did next. Perhaps he wondered how this life fared for the both of them. Maybe he started to finally heal from the damage that had been done, or maybe he was simply homesick. Whatever the reason, he had convinced himself that this time would be different, that this time he would enjoy this life with Juniper no matter how it ended.

At first he remained true to his words, making a life for himself with his wife and child in the cool meadows in Mondstadt, but then something happened, or should I say someone. Albedo hadn’t noticed it in the previous lives but eventually he caught on to this stranger's presence lurking in the shadows. At first he thought nothing of it. After all, he’d become quite paranoid due to the lives he lived, but he soon realized that it wasn’t paranoia and instead was a worry that was much warranted. 

It happened first when Juniper and him were celebrating their first anniversary, they’d taken themselves out to a nice picnic in a nearby meadow. Everything was peaceful and the kindness of Juniper’s voice soothed his forever aching heart. Albedo’s heart was full as he heard you inquire about some experiment he was currently working on. Sadly, the moment was brought to a cold halt as he saw a familiar stranger out in the distance. The figure did nothing but stand there and glare down at him, and in a matter of moments he vanished. This visual would be something that would continue to haunt Albedo no matter what life he lived. In the ones that came before he hadn’t thought twice about it and now he wished he had. 

He tried his best to ignore it, truly he did try, but even his best wasn’t enough. The man showed up even in his sleep, dreams turned to nightmares and nightmares soon became night terrors. Waking up in a cold sweat he’d sit upright, hyperventilating as his wife tried her best to calm him down. No matter what had happened in his sleep the man always showed up, the one constant theme being the mysterious man and his intentions. Albedo had his theories but never anything solid, that was until that night when the stranger spoke to him in his night terrors.

“I know what you’ve done.” 

There was something incredibly bone chilling about those words,it felt like a threat to Albedo and all he cherished. Then the madness started to slither its way back into his life. Many nights were spent sleeplessly working on his research, thinking back to his past lives and what the appearance of this daunting figure meant. This continued on for about a decade or so before Albedo’s research came to a slowed halt. He hadn’t seen this figure in quite some time and foolishly thought with hope in his heart that this man had given up. At the very least he hoped this was someone who he could easily get rid of, but fate had a peculiar way of baring its fangs. 

The next time he would see the man would be much farther in the future, long enough that Albedo almost forgot about him. Almost. It was summertime when the three of them, their child included, made their way into Mondstadt City. Albedo was holding his daughter, talking to her about the many flowers at Flora’s stand when his eyes locked with another pair. As his wife was paying for the gorgeous flowers she’d planned to decorate the house with, Albedo was preoccupied with a tall, blonde man’s eyes piercing straight into his. His immediate instinct was to take out his sword and protect what was precious to him, but he forced that urge down as hard as he could. That would only bring more trouble, he thought to himself. 

He thought at best the stranger would leave him and his family alone, but he was sorely mistaken. After the man made a point of glaring at him and his daughter, he started to approach him. Albedo had no clue what he should do in a moment like this and he had no proof to tell the knights of favonius that he was a threat. So, instead he chose to remain exactly where he was. Albedo watched the stranger extra closely as he closed the distance between them, his hand twitching at his side as he readied to strike at any moment. It wasn’t until the man was standing right in front of him that he could truly get a good look.

He stood before him, tall with a threatening aura that followed, staring down at him and his child. There was a fire burning in his eyes, a dangerous hatred that threatened to tear him limb from limb, but before Albedo could say anything he turned to Juniper who had since bumped into the unfamiliar man by accident. 

“Oh my gosh, I’m so sorry! I didn’t see you there. You.. are?” She questioned with a look of confusion. 

He moved out of the way and smiled at Juniper with a look that was most unsettling. He said nothing and did nothing, just stood there, remaining frozen until his daughter, Rose, had reached out a hand towards the man. Quickly Albedo pulled her arm back against her body, holding her in a protective hold. Albedo stood his ground, now staring down the unfamiliar man who he knew now more than ever was a threat to his family. 

“Nobody important, I was just on my way anyway. You.. have a good evening.” The man said as he walked past albedo, now bumping into him by mistake. 

Although, one could hardly call what he did an accident. Juniper watched as the stranger floated away, vanishing among the crowd while Albedo focused on his daughter, refusing to give her up to even his wife. It seemed that Juniper had forgotten about what just happened and offered to carry Rose, but Albedo shook his head, reassuring her that he had it handled, but she wasn’t too sure about that.

The three of them walked home together in silence. That was until Juniper finally confronted Albedo. “Albedo?”

“Hmm?” He tilted his head to look at her briefly before returning his gaze to the road in front of him. 

“What was that about? Do you know that man?” She pushed.

Albedo stayed silent. Not sure if he should be truthful or lie. He knew what would happen if he was truthful with Juniper, but he hated the idea of making a fool out of her. Sadly, Albedo did what he thought was best, even if Juniper saw right through him. 

“No, I don’t know who that was today.” He said.

She turned to face him as her expression became angry. “You’re lying to me. Why are you lying to me, Albedo?”

“Let’s not discuss this here.” He tried his best to calm Juniper down, worried it would wake the baby, or at the very least that’s the excuse he gave her to keep her distracted.

Juniper was silent up until the moment the three of them returned home and tucked Rose into bed, but she did not forget about the man or Albedo’s suspicious questions. So, the very minute she had the chance she cornered Albedo in an attempt to force some answers out of him, but still he barely budged. 

“What’s going on, Albedo? This isn’t like you.” She questioned him, desperate for answers.

Still, Albedo wouldn’t give in. He wasn’t trying to ignore Juniper but he was at a loss for words. He wasn’t exactly sure how he could tell Juniper that he had seen this many times before for such a long time, and that he had some less than savory theories about the stranger, as well. To put it simply, there was no way he could be truly honest with his wife. Not without things going awry that is. 

Juniper stood in front of Albedo and grabbed both of his hands, holding them against her cheek. “Albedo, talk to me. Please?” She continued to push him all while he remained absolutely silent. “Can you at least tell me if he’s dangerous?” She asked in a hushed tone, her voice barely audible. 

Albedo kissed her hands and then sighed. “I think so, yes.”

She pulled away slightly to give him a look. “You think?”

He sighed again and replied. “I have my theories of who he is and why he’s here, but that’s all I can say for now.” 

The both of them sat in silence for a moment, neither of knowing exactly what to say. Albedo thought about the man and the many theories he had about them, and Juniper wondered about the stranger and Albedo’s theories. In a way their minds were connected in a very distorted and unorganized way. Thinking on the same wavelength but in opposite tempos. At some point the two of them decided nothing would be properly handled or solved with a mind and body that lacked sleep, and thus chose to end the conversation there for the night. Juniper slept soundly through the night while Albedo remained restless. 

If there was any chance of Albedo getting any sleep it was long gone once he heard footsteps outside the window of their room. At first he wondered if he heard correctly but as the footsteps approached the room where Rose was located, he wasted no more time wondering and jumped out of bed. Carefully and cautiously he crept to the side of the room where Rose was, pushing the door slightly open to peek into the room to check in on his daughter. Once he was reassured of her safety he made quick work of finding his sword and gripping it close to his hips. He took a peek out a nearby window before opening the front door and closing it behind him softly. 

Looking around him he held his sword at ready until he laid eyes on the source of the noise. It was him. Albedo felt rage course through his veins as he rushed towards the familiar man. 

Reaching him he pointed the tip of his sword at his neck and spoke quietly. “Who are you?”

The man scoffed. “You can call me Dainsleif.”

Dainsleif held the demeanor of someone who had already won, the look in his eyes assuring Albedo that he would always be one step ahead of him. That was only one aspect of him that gave Albedo a bad feeling. Albedo took one step forward, holding the handle of his sword extra tight. He would not hesitate to swing his blade if he felt necessary, but for the sake of his family he restrained himself. He poked Dainsleif’s adam's apple with the tip of the blade, serving as an unspoken warning. 

“What are you doing here, Dainsleif?” Albedo’s voice was thick with venom. 

Dainsleif stood there motionless, not moving a muscle. Then he turned his attention to the house, eyeing the window that belonged to Rose’s room. This motion did not go unmissed by Albedo and immediately questioned the strange man. What could he possibly want with an innocent child? 

“Why are you here?” Albedo spat in reply. Growing more impatient with every passing second.

“I’ve been watching you for a very long time, Albedo.” Dainsleif admitted. 

That’s when Albedo lowered his sword momentarily, too stunned to speak just yet. What could he possibly want with me? With my family? Albedo asked himself. Although, an answer is what he sought, an answer would not return to him. 

“This is not the first time we’ve met and nor will it be the last.” He continued. 

Albedo’s head began to spin and spin until he ultimately fell to the ground onto his knees, sword now laying beside him. “You know.. Don’t you?” He asked

Dainsleif looked down on Albedo and then to the house, again before replying. “I’ve always known.” 

Albedo dug his nails into the cloth of his shorts, praying that this hell would stop, but he knew better than to be hopeful at a time like this. Sadly, he remained hopeful with childlike wonder, having an idea that he was so sure would bring him relief. He hesitated for only a moment until ultimately deciding to do it, going against the bad feeling that ruminated in his gut. 

“Do you.. Do you know how I can save her? Is there a way to save her?” Albedo asked weakly, his voice broken and strained.

Dainsleif looked down on Albedo with a cold glare. “What makes you think I’d ever help you?”

Everything was starting to unravel before his eyes. Albedo was beginning to see for the very first time in any of his lifetimes. He was doomed from the very start. As fate would have it Albedo would never see the good in his continuous lives as long as the archons looked down on all of Teyvat. As long as Albedo lived to see the daylight and die underneath the moon’s cold embrace, so would destiny let its hands do its cruel bidding. 

“Please.. There must be something that I can do in return? Anything?!” Albedo begged, but again, Dainsleif refused.

Shaking his head and walking further from Albedo who was currently on the ground groveling, he replied. “You’re dangerous. I cannot trust you with this invaluable information.” 

Albedo reached out a hand to Dainsleif but before he could even graze his body he had vanished into thin air. The strange man had cast upon his judgment and before Albedo could even defend himself he had left. Albedo remained on the ground for quite some time, hours passed by while he cried and prayed to the archons for forgiveness. That, whatever would come to pass, would be most merciful to him, but his prayers would grow unanswered. He wept and yelled to the skies, cursing them for being born with such an unforgiving face. Although his voice was loud it did not carry along with the wind. Some things could not be helped, a prisoner will always feel tied down even in a land as free as the wind. 

At some point he must’ve carried himself back to bed to Juniper. He hoped this would all be some nightmare that would soon pass and be just one big miserable memory. Sadly, though this was just one hellish day, it would eventually come to haunt him in the future. For when Albedo’s time with Juniper in this lifetime ended, another life would follow with an even more nightmarish revelation to follow, too.

The same usual moments would happen, still, but it was when he took that fateful walk by a familiar hill that would damn him to heartbreak eternally. Eternity is a thing of the past, but the way Juniper looked at him would forever be etched into his mind. He didn’t even notice the presence of a certain man standing beside her until he looked away from her cruel expression. She wore the same one Dainsleif had that night, frozen and unsympathetic. There was no escaping his fate, the worst had truly come. 

Looking back at that night which happened so many years ago, Albedo couldn’t help but feel that man was nothing but one brutal omen. He wondered if he had ignored him would he still be in the same situation? Would he not still be damned to suffer just as all mortal men are? Their eyes locked onto him, etching into his skin the sins of man. Although Albedo was nothing close to human, there was something about being lumped in with any other human made him feel insane. 

Albedo thought that surely there must be a way to free himself of this torment? But there wasn’t. Not in this lifetime, the next, or any that would follow. Still, he tried to fix what was never broken to begin with. He tried and tried to connect with Juniper, build something out of nothing, but each time she would scowl at him and look at him in disgust, immediately shutting down any and all words he had to say. Still like a mad man he continued this pointless mission that would end in defeat every single time.

At one point Albedo had managed to convince himself that this was only his fate in that lifetime, but oh what a sad realization he had waiting for him in his remaining lifetimes. As time went on Juniper looked at him with an expression that grew crueler with every glance she gave him, as if to say “I remember”. Not only did she resent him with every reincarnation, but bit by bit she started to become more like the man that had always lingered around her. Never letting her out of his line of sight, something that truly sickened the alchemist. 

Eventually Albedo had no choice but to accept this destiny of his and hid himself in a much better place than Dragonspine. Although no place would be far enough when in regards to his love for Juniper, wherever he was headed was a damn good place to start. He focused on his studies for some time, avoiding all social contact of any kind. Keeping himself holed up in a secret location that none knew about (that he made sure of) until he forgot how she looked. Sadly that day would never come in that life or the next. Her face haunted him from sunup to sundown. A horrific reminder carved into his psyche until the day that the archons would cast mercy upon him, but that day never came. 

The only thing that would remain constant for Albedo was the anguish and the ever maddening silence which surrounded him. Death was not an ending for Albedo but instead was the gasoline which ignited the fire. Even as he crafts something on his trusty alchemy table, somewhere far from any livable life form, he could still hear her voice and feel her cold eyes burning into the back of his neck. An eternal reminder of the selfishness of mankind.

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looking at the fanon from canon with tim drake

(to the best of my own knowledge; take with a grain of salt; i’m open to discussion and disagreement; we can take this like an english lit class analysis)

this is inspired by discussions with @boredandboredmind about misconstrued info with jason and tim on their own posts about it.

also do not take this as hate to tim fic writers, you’re amazing and you best believe i’m checking the tim x reader tag constantly. i just want to be able to help give you easy access to half-canon-compliant info, and you can choose to take it or leave it.

and especially if you only know tim through online media (which is always valid and i’ll hear no argument!), it can be hard to differentiate between what it is “out of character, completely fanon” behaviour, and what is actually plausible.

RELATIONSHIPS

with his dad

tim’s relationship with his dad is extremely complicated. they both loved each other… but both of his parents had a very different way of showing their love to what tim needed.

for the majority of his life, his mother and father were super neglectful of him and his interests, which of course is how we had nine year old tim drake running around figuring out people’s identities and tryna convince nightwing to go back to batman bc tim said batman wouldn’t cope without a robin, as if he knew them personally.

bruce generally disapproved of tim being left alone while his parents were on business trips, so he looked out for tim a lot during those times.

after the death of tim’s mother, his father was all moody for a bit bc his company had gone to shit… oh and his wife died. anyway he was acting like mr crabs when he loses his money for a while until his physiotherapist dana winters was like “yo get a hold of your life man”. so jack attempted to reconnect with his son… but tim was already deep in the mantle of robin and hanging out with bruce wayne.

tim was a little reluctant at first but after a while he did really appreciate his dad trying to be a dad for once… but it conflicted with the life he had already made for himself.

tim was sneaking out to do hero work, skipping school, coming home in the early hours beat and bruised, being snarky and angsty to his dad, super secretive; basically coming off as a reckless hooligan teenager (even tho he really wasn’t) which made jack incredibly angry at tim a lot of the time, causing them to have a lot of fights.

jack was also super insecure as his position as tim’s dad as he felt inferior to the relationship tim had built with bruce.

so one day while tim was out, jack raided tim’s bedroom (10/10 parenting skills there, well done jack) which dana winters was horrified by and actually sided with tim when tim came home and blew up at his dad -anyway jack found out tim was robin.

he stormed to bruce and was like “fuck you and fuck my son’s role as robin. he’s going to boarding school”.

long story short, tim resumes the mantle of robin and his dad deals with it and they begin to really get along again, like a true father and son… and then his dad is murdered. tim finds him and is distraught, and that’s when we get this classic image of tim and bruce:

(it’s horrible obviously but i love this illustration so much. the way tim’s half in and out of the robin gear, the single eye you can see, the way he’s half collapsed over his father’s body and clinging to bruce for dear life) anyway then tim goes into the care of bruce wayne.

with bruce

lemme start of by saying: tim would only ever use the wayne name for business means as future ceo/controlling shareholder of W.E.

tim will always be a drake.

he quite literally made up a fake uncle so he wouldn’t get adopted by bruce, even though bruce really wanted to adopt him. not only that- he went as far as to forge a new will including this fictional uncle to avoid being bruce’s son

he struggled a lot with bruce’s “affection” after his father’s death since he never saw bruce as a father beforehand, only ever as a mentor. and of course, up until later in his robin career, he wasn’t even an orphan. he still technically wasn’t since dana winters ended up marrying his dad and becoming his step-mum, but she’s basically forgotten sadly.

he also consistently makes a point to make sure people know he made himself robin, and it wasn’t batman’s choice at all.

he appreciates bruce of course, but it’s more on an intellectual and emotional level than anything else. tim came from money (albeit, new money), and even though his parents' company basically died with his father there would’ve been some amount of inheritance money. not to mention without a shadow of a doubt, he would’ve had an account his parents had been saving for him.

living in another manor house and working around international companies and important people, wouldn’t be too different from what his life would’ve become had his parents not died.

tim would appreciate bruce not for the life he gave him, but simply because of bruce being intellectually stimulating for him. remember; tim sees the life he has as the life he made.

he reminds me of damian in the fact that both of them would struggle with dealing with people who bored them, people who couldn’t offer them anything.

anyway bruce = respected equal, bruce ≠ tim’s new dad.

 with jason and damian

boom. all you need to know.

nah but seriously...

jason attacked tim in the tt tower when he came back to life but can you really blame him? he was replaced, and it made sense for him to come after tim since as we know, tim forced himself into the role and did, technically, steal jason’s spot before bruce realistically would’ve replaced him.

but they never held that grudge throughout jason’s reintegration into the family. of course they’d have sibling fights (note that tim doesn’t think of any of his adoptive brothers as real brothers; but jason is closest to), but a little roughhousing is normal. i’m the eldest of 6 brothers and believe me, we fight all the time. literally yesterday one of them and i bit each other while fighting (if you don’t think damian and tim would do that, you’re kidding yourself). but we love each other, and if anything happened we’d jump to each other's defence.

moving onto damian...

the way tim views damian is very telling of tim’s worldview and childhood. when damian arrived, tim demanded that regardless of being batman’s son or not, damian must work to earn the love and respect of bruce, “like everybody else” he had said. clear projection from tim here, since up until dami, tim was the only one who wasn’t “wanted” per se, and also tim’s had to work for people’s affection and attention his entire life. look at his parents; they were the half-arsed “that’s great honey” and then back to their phone call type of people (well we know where tim gets his steadfast work ethic from).

anyway, tim finally had the spotlight on him for a while only to have it turned for some little genetic abnormality.

tim’s suffering from the “been the only/youngest child for too long” phenomenon; they do not believe there is room enough in one's heart for more unconditional love. it’s quite sad if you think about it; he was in his mid-late teens by this point.

tim was quite patronising of damian when they were introduced, but he quickly pulled the “i’m just messing with you” card and did try to fix it, but stubborn-as-tim damian just started to preach his favourite “i’ll inherit everything without even trying” play. this obviously pissed off tim to no end. it seemed damian knew the perfect way to get under his skin, and it was putting tim even more on edge. it made him feel insecure in his place with bruce. for the first time tim didn’t think he was gonna be able to get his way easily.

eventually though, batman assures tim that damian being his biological son doesn’t change anything that he has with tim, and that tim doesn’t have to prove anything to him.

yes, if you look up tim and damian, you can see that damian has done some horrible things to tim and the two have very thin patience for each other, but that’s simply because they both understand the perfect ways to piss each other off. it’s just so easy for the both of them that they can’t help themselves.

i also will say that damian views the relationship as much more “mortal enemies” than tim does, but he is a child several years younger than tim, so it’s natural for him to view it as a bigger deal than tim.

all in all, jason and tim, and tim and damian are simply just brothers, and if you have more than two siblings, i’m sure you know as much as we deny it, everyone had a favourite and a least favourite sibling -it’s natural. for tim, his favourite is jason, and his least just happens to be damian.

just like damian’s favourite is dick, and least favourite happens to also be tim.

with stephanie

(now i don’t know as much about steph as i do for tim so feel free to correct me)

stephanie brown got into the hero scene by being the best little shit i’ve ever heard of and messing up her villain dad’s plans. her dad was cluemaster, a friend of the riddler, and she would literally just show up and spoil their plans in annoying ways (hence her name; spoiler).

she was tim drake’s girlfriend -it’s important to note that she wasn’t robin’s. she had no clue about his double life and broke up with him because she thought he was being unfaithful (fair enough).

when tim’s dad took robin away from him, steph stepped up to the plate with a made up robin costume and (like tim) demanded to be the replacement.

her 71 days in the spotlight as the first female robin ended in a couple different ways (thanks comics for making it hard). bruce dismissed her for his belief that she couldn’t follow orders, but he also didn’t believe that she could live up to tim... ouch. he didn’t even approve of her as his partner until she was killed. oh god here we go again...

i personally don’t acknowledge that she died. just- nope. i always look at it as wrong place, wrong time for steph. she could’ve been a great robin, but tim left massive fucking shoes to fill, and i reckon bruce was looking for any little reason to fire her -disobeying one order to not involve herself in a fight just happened to be the perfect opportunity (according to bruce). not to mention steph (and this isn’t necessarily a wrong thing) was undisciplined in hero-ing.

not to say tim was straight-laced and serious, more that him being at an equal mental level to bruce, and the both of them having built strong trust in each other, gave him a lot more leeway to do what he wanted and have the means to back up his actions.

ORIGINS OF POPULAR FANON

obviously i’ll never know exactly where something came from. this is more my speculation and attempt and supplying the headcanons with canonical evidence or debunking them.

where does “tim is a sickly boi” come from?

his lack of a spleen.

i’m not sure if most people now know that’s the reason why, but that’s gotta be how it started.

without a spleen, our body's other organs like the liver can take over many of the spleen's functions. you'll still be able to cope with most infections but there's a heightened risk that a serious infection will develop quickly, especially from certain bacteria and parasites like malaria.

if he got on antibiotics and rested when he started to feel ill, he’d be fine, but tim would never remember to take antibiotics and gods forbid he let himself rest so... he’s working until his body forces him to take a break.

mimi approved fanon  👍

where does “tim doesn’t care for himself” come from?

he’s a stubborn person. people don’t emphasise this enough. usually, people just use the motivation of depression (which, fair, it could be included in it). however, he will literally do whatever the fuck he wants because he’s tim fucking drake and that's all the excuse he feels he needs. like he is prepared to sacrifice everything *cough cough* himself to see his plan go through.

he’s also stubborn in his need to prove himself as we know. as a self-appointed robin; his mantle had felt fragile to him. not to mention damian made his grand appearance to push tim into that sweet sweet middle child category.

and as we already know, his dad also forcefully took the mantle from him and stopped him from seeing bruce. every time things start to go well for tim... it all seems to go to shit.

this in turn led to the fanon of ‘chronic perfectionism to the point of halting self-care in order to complete x, y z to prove himself’.

he also canonically doesn’t care much for sleep; in teen titans when superboy finds him awake tim just goes “it’s only three, i’m checking my emails”.

mimi approved fanon 👍.

where does “tim’s a coffee addict” come from?

he actually is only ever depicted drinking/buying coffee like 3 times (i don’t know for sure, please correct me if it’s more/less).

it ties in well with the previous point; tim’s coffee addiction is a way to justify how he can still function when he’s on 5 minutes of sleep, battered and bruised and still able to kick arse and be intelligent.

mimi approved fanon 👍

where does “tim have abandonment issues” come from?

his mum dies and he loses how his dad used to be.

he gains a better version of his dad and then his dad acts like an arsehole.

his dad gets better again and then his dad dies.

he had steph and then she left him because he just couldn’t explain who he was.

he gets bruce and then damian shows up.

he gets bruce back and then bruce dies, and nobody believes him when he says he’s alive.

yeah... it makes sense.

would be mimi-approved fanon, but i’ve never like the way i’ve seen it portrayed in fanon.

i see a lot in fics he does the “i’m pushing you away first to protect us both” and i just don’t personally agree with the depiction. call me petty but that’s my thoughts.

where does the perception that tim’s the soft one come from?

no fucking clue honestly.

mans blinded deathstroke’s (/jericho, hard to explain) good eye on purpose while delivering a one liner about fighting blind, and then told the man he just fully blinded that he agreed with deathstroke that he (tim) could be vicious when he had to be.

that one-on-one moment in the teen titans comic is demonstration enough of tim being the opposite of the soft one. none of the robins are soft. if we’re going off who’s the most “sensitive”, then it’d be dick or damian -those two have the shortest fuse.

tim blinded someone by throwing his fucking birdarang at the guy’s one good eye and was sure enough and committed enough to what he planned to do that he had the precision to make sure not to take the eye out completely -only debilitate him. that’s some calculated callousness right there.

he also boasted to the teen titans about lying to batman, after he just lied to starfire about staying put in a fight (and his lie used that ‘goody two shoes’ perception of himself; he’s self-aware of how he can come off)… and then he broke his friends out of the tt tower by cutting glass in the shape of a bat. dudes cocky as.

not to mention he literally stalked batman and ran around solving murders and dropping off the evidence to gordon before even being a robin. he was on the CIA’s watch list for crying out loud.

tim is extremely underestimated. to the point where (as @forcesofnatureunleashed accurately described) this “uwu” version of tim has taken over the fandom and made him out to seem like a mega wimp and a quiet tortured soul.

i’m not dismissing the shit he’s actually gone through, i’m just saying he’s gone through enough that you don’t need to make up that he was berated by his dad, can’t talk about his pain, and relies on his tech, when he’s quiet literally the best martial artist in the family and highly respected by ra’s al ghul.

you don’t just get respected by ra’s al ghul; especially if you were an overly sensitive, shaky-knee-ed, spineless, weakling.

STRONGLY mimi disapproved fanon 👎

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The Silver Dragon (33/?)

Pairing: Aemond Targaryen x Original Female Character

Word Count: 2845

Story Summary: Lady Arianwyn Targaryen, the Lady of Runestone, was seeded by her father, the Rogue Prince Daemon Targaryen, in an act of unbridled hatred, and borne of her mother, the late Lady Rhea Royce, as a desperate grasp at revenge.

Ignored by her father, and alone following the death of her mother, she is raised in King’s Landing alongside her cousin, Prince Aemond Targaryen. As they grow, the two find themselves indelibly bonded. But their lives are far from the fairy tales they read, and as tensions in the family rise, they find their paths may diverge.

Will they be pulled apart when the dragons dance?

Chapter Summary: Aemond and Arianwyn awake with grand plans of spending another day together. But they are met with the news that the King has died in the night, leaving not only their plans unsure, but the fate of the realm.

Warnings: Adult content, Minors DNI.

Author's Note: Again, sorry this took an extra day. That book series I was telling y'all about? It had the absolute WORST ending I have ever read. I was so mad I couldn't write. And by the time I had calmed down, I had gotten out of the Aemond state of mind and had to reread the whole fic up to this point to get myself back into it.

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The First Death

The King was dead.

Viserys was dead.

His father was dead.

Aemond felt cold hands closing around his throat, yet he could breathe freely for the first time in his life.

The world was spinning around him, yet he had never felt so steady.

His heart pounded wildly in his chest even as he felt a sense of calm wash over him.

He was relieved.

He was distraught.

He was happy.

He was heartbroken.

He was finally free.

He had never been more trapped.

They were supposed to go to Runestone.

Once Arianwyn had her trousseau and his mother had her feast, they were supposed to leave this all behind. Make their own home – together.

Not as a Targaryen Prince and Princess, the second son and his wife. But as the Lady of Runestone and her Lord Consort.

They were supposed to be alone together, as husband and wife.

For one year, they would spend every moment they could in each other’s arms. They would wake each morning together. Fly across the realm together. Spend each night – or really, any and every moment they could – entwined together.

After a year of marital bliss, they were supposed to start their family.

They had agreed: a whole army of children with Arianwyn’s hair and Aemond’s eyes. Each one with a dragon egg to warm their cradle, as Aemond had been denied.

Aemond already had a list of names in the back of his mind.

Their firstborn – their heir – would need a name befitting a Royce. A name of the First Men.

Yorwyck, perhaps. After the first Bronze King. Yorbert or Robar would also be fitting. Or something less traditional. Throughout his studies, Aemond had found several names that caught his eye. Aneurin. Caradoc. Tarian. Edan. Cadogan. Rhisiart, even. If they were feeling adventurous.

But their heir could be a daughter, according to the laws of the Vale. A son was preferred, but a girl could inherit, just as Arianwyn had.

Rhea was an obvious choice. Though Aemond was still unsure how he felt about Rhea having her daughter as an act of revenge, he knew Arianwyn would love to honor her late mother.

Still, there were other options. Though there were fewer historical names for women, at least as far as Aemond knew. But there were so many beautiful names for women in the Old Tongue. Isolde. Guinevere. Rhiannon. Ceridwen. Nimue. Eluned. Nerys. Briallen.

They would have to have so many daughters.

The more he thought about it, the more he realized that he did not want to give his children a Valyrian name.

A Valyrian name was a burden. A reminder of the legacy that preceded them. A legacy of conquest and glory. Of dragonriding heroes and silver-haired kings. Of cruel fathers and forgotten second sons.

He would not pass that burden on to his children.

“Aemond?” Arianwyn whispered as she stepped in front of him, bringing him back to reality.

The morning came crashing back.

Waking with her in his arms, kissing every inch of her until she had awoken as well. Her sweet, sleepy smile when she finally kissed him back.

Taking his time with her, as he had not had the chance to last night when she climbed on top of him. Worshipping her with his mouth until she screamed with unbridled pleasure. Finally burying himself inside her as he held her close. She had muffled her cries in his neck as she came, driving him to release only a breath later.

Their slowness to emerge from the bedchamber had given Elsie the time she needed to relace all of Arianwyn’s armor. Again, Aemond dressed her himself. But this time, he teased her, punctuating every movement of his fingers with a kiss.

He had lost his composure faster than she had, however. His hands were still tangled in the laces of her cuirass as he fell to his knees and devoured her again, lapping up every drop of her release with his tongue so as not to stain her riding trousers.

They had walked toward the courtyard hand-in-hand when they were intercepted by Orwyle, who nervously redirected them to find the Queen without telling them why.

That had led them to the corridor outside Helaena’s chambers, where they had encountered the Hand with a look of fearsome determination on his gaunt face.

Otto Hightower, perhaps the only man in the Red Keep who could look down upon Aemond, seized his grandson’s arm to bring them to a halt. He looked briefly at Arianwyn before turning back to the Prince.

“Your mother will need you now, Aemond,” he said, his voice that of a commander, not a grandsire. “Do not fail her.”

Aemond did not reply, only held Arianwyn’s hand tighter and nodded before continuing to Helaena’s rooms, faster than he had before. On her little legs, she had to jog to keep up with him.

He had a sinking feeling that he knew what Otto had meant. He didn’t want to believe it to be true.

But then he saw his mother. She sat next on the couch, reaching out to comfort her daughter – she had never gotten used to Helaena’s dislike of being touched. His hurried steps drew her attention, and the moment she looked at him, he knew it to be true.

The everlasting exhaustion in her eyes was sharpened by fear. Fear of what would happen to her, her children, and her grandchildren. That fear now encompassed Arianwyn too.

Her gaze softened at the sight of him, and she whispered an apology. For as soon as he saw her face, he knew that Runestone would have to wait. Arianwyn would have to wait. Their family, their entire life together, would have to wait.

King Viserys was dead. Whether it be to install Aegon on the Iron Throne or defend her from Rhaenyra, Alicent would need Aemond’s sword.

-

Even as Aemond looked down at her, Arianwyn knew he was not truly seeing her. Darkness danced in his eye and the shadows of his face. It was almost as though she could see his anxious thoughts swirling around him.

“Aemond?” she asked again. But he still did not respond. Her only indication that he had heard her was a subtle twitch of the left corner of his lips and the nearly imperceptible reddening of his scar.

Something was very, very wrong.

She turned to Alicent, desperate for an explanation. “What has happened? What is wrong?”

The Queen stood and came to stand by their side, placing a hand on each of their shoulders. Tears shone in her eyes as she spoke. “The King is dead. The Stranger came for him in the night.”

“No,” Arianwyn whispered. Her knees buckled, but Aemond instinctively wrapped an arm around her waist, keeping her steady and standing. She was not sure whether that had been his purpose, or whether he needed to hold her as much as she needed to be held.

“I saw him last night,” she murmured, laying her head against Aemond’s chest. “I talked to him.”

“I know, darling,” Alicent said, lacing her fingers with Aemond’s with one hand while she petted Arianwyn’s hair with the other. “You brought him comfort in his final hours.”

But she had not. She had said many things, but none of them were comforting.

Still, she did not cry. She had already shed enough tears for that man. So instead, she simply pressed further into her husband’s chest, wrapping her arms around his waist to try and return to the comfort she had felt when she woke in his arms.

The Queen looked up at her son as he lowered his chin to rest on Arianwyn’s head. His eye was still distant, and no matter how hard she squeezed his hand, he would not look at her.

“I spoke to him as well,” she said, giving up and releasing his hand. “He changed his mind, Aemond. He wanted Aegon to be King.”

At last, Aemond flicked his good eye, wide with apprehension, to his mother. “He did?”

It took great strength to push back, again, against the doubt that Viserys would trust his eldest son with the throne. “He did,” Alicent insisted. “He told me so, in no uncertain terms.”

Arianwyn could feel his jaw clenching as he pressed his chin further into her hair and wrapped his other arm around her shoulders. Whether he was pleased with the King’s change of heart, she could not tell.

“Where is Aegon?” he asked.

Alicent grimaced. “I do not know. Ser Criston is searching for him now. We are to wait for him here.”

“I can have my men search, as well, my Queen,” Ser Warren Crayne said as he stepped cautiously into the room.

Arianwyn had almost forgotten he was there, that he had followed them from their apartments. She had made a promise last night to never take her guards for granted again, and she meant to keep it. It had been her plan to ask him to sit with her in her carriage on the way to the Dragonpit, to ask him for help in finding a way to show her appreciation for the whole regiment.

She would not be going to the Dragonpit today. She did not know when she would get the chance to thank her guards.

“That is a kind offer, Ser Warren,” the Queen said, moving toward the old knight. “How many of your men are familiar with the Keep?”

Their conversation faded as Arianwyn looked up at Aemond. “Are you alright?”

The haze in his eye finally faded as he looked back down at her, though his face remained stoic. “I don’t know.”

“Is there anything I can say? Anything I can do?”

He shook his head, pushing his forehead against hers. “I wanted to go to Runestone with you.”

Her chest tightened, and she had to blink back tears. “We will go. We will fly there on dragonback and make it our home. I do not know when, but I promise we will.”

She had made so many promises lately. She was starting to wonder if she would be able to keep them all.

-

They stayed in the solar for more than an hour as they waited for the guards to return with Aegon.

Alicent paced throughout the room, picking at her nailbeds or fingering her necklace. Every so often, she would stand by the door, hoping her presence there would somehow summon Aegon.

Aemond had quickly claimed one of the chairs by the empty hearth, staring silently forward and stretching his fingers as his mind raced. Arianwyn sat, at first, on the arm of the chair, playing with his hair and stroking his cheek to try and ease his mind.

Eventually, her position began to make her rear sore, as though she’d been astride a horse for hours. So, she lowered herself to the rug beside the chair, resting her head on Aemond’s crossed legs while he played with her hair. He always needed something to occupy his fingers when he was anxious. Arianwyn was more than happy to be that something.

Helaena did not stay long. After only a few minutes of waiting, she excused herself to go sit with her children, muttering about a “beast beneath the boards” as she left.

The room had fallen into a tense, uncomfortable silence by the time Ser Criston and Ser Warren finally returned.

“Prince Aegon’s not to be found within the castle walls, Your Grace,” Criston said, ensuring the door was shut firmly behind him. “Your father has sent Ser Erryk into the city to find him.”

But Alicent only sighed and dropped her head, looking decidedly downcast.

“Surely, that is a good thing,” Arianwyn said as she stood from the floor. “Ser Erryk is Aegon’s sword shield. He knows him well, and will be able to find him quickly.”

Aemond frowned, letting his hand fall back to the arm of the chair as they both looked at the knights.

“Yes, but he will bring Aegon to my father,” Alicent countered. “We must avoid that at all costs. But Ser Erryk has the advantage.”

Arianwyn was about to ask why when Aemond tugged on her hand in a silent signal to remain quiet. He did not explain further; he was presently trying to avoid Ser Criston’s gaze and the suggestion he knew the Kingsguard would propose. He did not want to leave Arianwyn, not when everything was so unsure. She must be kept safe.

But so must the new King.

The Queen approached the knights at the door. “I trust again to you, Ser Criston, and to your loyalty. Aegon must be found, and he must be brought to me. The very fate of the Seven Kingdoms depends on it…” Her voice faded as she leaned closer to Cole.

But Arianwyn would not have listened to her, anyways. Aemond pulled on her hand, drawing her attention back to him. He looked up at her, his face again wreathed in shadow as he confronted the conflict inside him.

To protect her, or Aegon?

When he took her as his wife, he had sworn before the gods, both old and new, to protect her.

For more than six years, he had honed himself into a deadly weapon for the sole purpose of keeping her safe. So that when the time was right, he could rid her, and the entire world, of the monster that was Daemon Targaryen.

But his duty to Aegon went back to his birth. From his very first breath, he was a second son. The younger Prince. It was his fate to fight for his elder brother.

That was what was written in the history books.

The younger brother went to war to die in the elder’s place.

The younger brother died to defend the elder’s crown.

The young brother always stood behind, putting aside his own desires, ambitions, and happiness to ensure the elder would be remembered in the history books.

Arianwyn was his soulmate. Aegon was his brother – now his King.

Duty had always been everything for Aemond. It had guided every moment of his life. Every action he took. Now that it was pulling him in two directions, how could he ever choose?

But then Ser Warren Crayne spoke, his deep voice carrying across the room. “I am not as familiar with the city as Ser Criston, but it is my duty to protect Princess Arianwyn and all those she loves. So, I will do all I can to return your son to you, my Queen. The remainder of my men from Runestone will stay here, to protect the three of you.”

Aemond’s heart lightened at the old man’s words.

Yes, it was his duty to protect his wife. But happily, he shared that duty with the twelve finest knights of the Vale. Knights who had protected Arianwyn all her life, even when he was half an ocean away.

It was thanks to them that he did not have to choose.

“You will stay here, Ser Warren,” Aemond commanded, squeezing Arianwyn’s hand once more. “With my mother and Arianwyn. I will go with Ser Criston.”

Arianwyn’s brow furrowed with concern. Knowing Aegon, she was all too aware of what part of the city – which street in particular – they would be required to go to search for him. She did not want Aemond to have to return there. Not due to jealousy or mistrust, but because she knew how much his last visit to the pillow houses had wounded him.

But before she could protest, he stood from his chair and embraced her. When he pulled back, he cupped her face in his large hand and kissed her. Gently. Slowly. Saying everything he needed to without making a sound.

Trust me.

I will be fine.

I will return.

It will all be alright.

When he finally pulled away, he looked down at her again with a question in his eye. He would not do this without her approval.

Arianwyn nodded, running her hand from his shoulder to his heart. She listened to it beat once, twice, imagining the Runes she had once traced there shining through his skin.

“Go,” she whispered.

“No,” the Queen called, hurrying across the room to grab his arms. “That would not be my desire, Aemond.”

He held her back, and spoke with quiet confidence. “Cole needs me, mother. I know the city better than Ser Warren. And Ser Erryk isn’t the only one who knows Aegon’s doings.”

Alicent looked to Ser Criston, then to Arianwyn, hoping one of them would support her. But they both remained silent. They knew he could do this – knew he had to do this.

He was the second son. It was his duty.

With one last glance and a hint of a smile to his wife, Aemond left the room with Criston Cole by his side. They walked out of the castle and into the city with a singular mission: to find the new King.

Next Chapter

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Doujin Aftermath: Fillial Love (I don't support this one I swear on everything)

TW: Mentions of incest (Again don't support it, it's in the doujin) Su!c!de attempt, harsh language, grief

If you're are uncomfortable with the topics listed, please don't read. It'll be best.

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Chapter One:

Lately, Sharron has been suspecting of something going on between her father and her sister. They've spent a lot of time together.

While she thought nothing of it, it hurt her. The death of her Mother has had a huge impact on her and Sharron never recovered from it.

Sakura Meant so much To Sharron, She was the Only Parental figure in her life, Her Father wasn't around and she never really knew him.

She saw pictures and The 7th Hokage and Her Mother Mentioned him and she Saw pictures, but he wasn't really in her life all that much until after Her Mother's Passing.

Afterwards, he came home A lot, and Tried to support his daughters despite being distraught over his wife's death himself.

This also caused Him and Sharron to get Closer, but they were still somewhat distanced, they had completely different Emotions and personalities.

When Sharron missed her mother, she'd cry or do things her and her mother did together. And when she tried to receive comfort from her father, he wouldn't comfort her.

He'd instead tell her that while her feelings are Valid and Understandable, She's going to have to get used to her mother not been around. Which Made it 10x More Harder.

But as she got older, she just distracted herself with her imagination and dreamed of joining her mother one day. She hated her life and wish it was her that died instead of her mother.

Chapter Two:

Sharron knew something must've happened between her father and sister because a Day after he came home, he left unexpectedly.

When she asked why he was leaving so soon, he answered her by saying he's being sent on another mission.

That was unlike him, a day before he leaves for a mission, he always told his daughters just in case he left out before they woke up.

Sharron thought it was something else, maybe he went to go meet a new woman he planned on introducing.

But she decided to ask her sister about it, she overheard a conversation between them and he seemed upset.

🌲: Hey Sis.

🥗: Yea?

🌲: Dad went out, and I'm curious. Cause he doesn't leave out like that.

🌲: What happened?

🥗: ugh, I was a total idiot yesterday. I knew that was a dumb idea!

🌲: huh?

🥗: I, ugh acted like I was his wife... He got upset.

🌲: that was a dick move.

🥗: and especially last night, we-

🌲: you both?

🥗: never mind, I guess it was from the argument...

🌲: well I guess, maybe it was the whole acting like his wife thing. You know Mom never acted like that.

🥗: I know...

🌲: I'll see if I'll be able to send a letter to see how he is...

🥗: okay.

Chapter Three:

Sharron wasn't home when her father came home that night, but Sarada was. Sharron went to eat at a place her mother loved along with her Best friend, Himawari.

🌻: Your Mother Had amazing taste, the food here is amazing!

🌲:Yep, still tastes great after Many years.

🌻: Hey, did your Dad come home yet?

🌲:um I don't think so, Why?

🌻: I asked my dad if he sent your dad on a mission and he said no.

🌲: oh... I didn't know....

🌻: do you think he met someone new?

🌲: No, he loved mom dearly and wouldn't have ever married another.

🌲: at least, that's what I heard...

🌻: I understand you don't know him well.

🌻: wanna come over and spend the night? My mom wouldn't mind.

🌲: yea, why not?

Chapter Four:

Sharron came home in the afternoon on that next day and her dad and sister were sitting on the couch together.

🌲: Dad! You're Home!

🍅:Sharron, Sit down, we need to talk.

🌲:?

🍅: now, me and your sister are getting married.

🌲: WHAT-

🥗:Sharron, I really love dad. He took my Virginity and-

🌲: WHAT THE FUCK?!

🥗: we decided on that, and no matter what you say, We'll get married either way!

🌲: ...

🍅: and she'll have my child one day.

🥗: Yes! Definitely!

🌲: Mom wouldn't have wanted this...

🍅: This isn't about her.

🌲: So You've Been Fucking Sarada Since Mom Died?

🍅: No, We did it for the first time a couple of weeks ago.

🌲: So that's why you left?! Because you didn't have the self control to not fuck your own daughter!?!!

🍅: Calm down, at first I couldn't believe I did that.

🍅: but I was blinded by the fact that she reminded me of your mother.

🌲: BECAUSE SHE'S MOM'S DAUGHTER YOU DUMBASS!!

🥗: Don't Call Him That!

🌲: I'm not listening to this BullShit Anymore! I'm going!

🥗: Sharry!

🌲: please don't call me that, I hate you for two the way you not only you betrayed me but betrayed Mom!

🌲: you're both dead to me!

🍅:Sharron, You have to understand We're All You Have, you don't have any grandparents to go to!

🌲: Well maybe it's time for me to Join Mom.

🥗: ...

🍅: Sharron...

She Ran out that House, she didn't have anywhere to go, so she decided to go up to the Hokage stone faces.

High enough for what she planned and where no one expected her to be.

Chapter Five:

Sharron Was Up there for a while, Talking to her Mother, asking what she did for this to happen. She knew Everything was her Fault.

It was made out to be her fault. She missed her mother every Second since she passed.

🍥: What are you doing up here?

🌲:Oh, Lord 7th. I thought you were my Dad...

🍥: No, But I've been worried about you kid. How are you? How is your sister?

🌲: I haven't been well, I just been missing Mom...

🍥: I know, and having Sasuke around is hard huh?

🌲: it's like he doesn't realize what he did was wrong!

🍥: what did he-?

🍅: Sharron.

🌲: What The Fuck Are you Doing here!?

🍥: Sharron! Sasuke what's going on?

🍅: Sharron, You don't have to do something to prove a point.

🍥: What?

🌲: How The Fuck am I proving a point! You're Literally Fucking My Sister!

🍅: There's nothing saying its wrong Sharron.

🌲: What! I-

🍥: It's true, It's said to keep fortune in the family. I'm really sorry.

🌲:..

In the moment, Sharron was so overwhelmed she jumped, and it was very high up.

Chapter 6:

3 days later...

💉: That's good, You're waking up.

💉: How are you doing?

She couldn't answer the Doctor, her whole body was in pain.

💉: Well that's alright, I recommend you relax, you suffered great injuries from your fall.

💉: You Broke 6 Of your ribs, and you broke your Right hand and Your wrist. But you're lucky your legs weren't broken.

💉: The 7th Hokage Saved you, the injuries sustained was from the impact.

💉: and Speaking of him, since you're awake. He wants to see you.

💉: I'll send him in.

Sharron was quiet, and Felt so much pain, more pain than when her mother passed. Her body hurt, but she kept asking that question.

"Why would he Save Me? " She felt he didn't have a reason to, Why would he? Was it to put good on his name? What was the motive?

🍥: Hey kid, how are you?

🌲:...

🍥: Oh right, You can't really speak right now... sorry.

🍥: You're probably asking why I saved you.

🍥: I did it for your mother, She wouldn't want you to suffer, she would want you to live on and carry on the life she left behind.

🍥: While what your Dad is doing is Fucked up, Sakura would want him to be happy. She wants all of us to be happy.

🍥: I also did it cause I can't imagine Hima Hurting herself, Let alone Kill herself. I know both of you have been close.

🍥: I've treated you as my own, I will always will. You're like a Daughter to me y'know?

🌲:...

🍥: You don't have to say anything, just know people Care about you.

As he left, she began to Cry, She didn't want to hurt those around her, and didn't want anyone to cry over her.

She thought the world would be better off without her.

Chapter Eight:

Due to the pain, and the insomnia, She was Prescribed Sleeping Pills.

And Sharron accidentally Overdosed on them due to the heavy pain she felt. She was found by her sister.

🥗: Sharron?

🌲:hm?

🥗: How are you?

Sharron noticed that Her sister was what appeared to be "fat"

🌲:What's That in your shirt...

🥗: Oh, Well I'm 5 Months Pregnant with twins! Isn't that exciting?

🌲: tch, And what about your husband?

🥗: Dad's been worried, You've been in and out of the hospital!

🌲: hm.

🥗: Hey! We Care about you y'know!

🌲: Then Why Didn't Dad Fuck me and impregnate me as well?

🥗: because he-

🌲: just say it.

🥗: You remind him of Karin... I'm basically Mom's Twin.

🌲: so he wants his Wife's twin to replace her? You're a Slut and he's a weirdo.

🥗: At least he loves me more than he'll ever love your ungrateful ass!

🌲: ...

🥗: I didn't mean to say that...

🌲: Oh, I already knew that.

🌲: but it still hurts when you say that directly to my Face.

🍅: What did she say?

🌲: Don't worry about it, like you'd even care.

🍅: I do Care.

🥗: He Really Does I-

🌲:shut up Whore.

🌲: you should've swallowed his cum, Having an incest baby will be a mistake.

🥗:...

🍅: Don't talk about our children like that.

🌲: ugh, Please get out.

🥗: You're Such a Little Bitch!

🥗: all you do is attempt to kill yourself for attention! if you really want attention,Why Don't you just die already?!!

🌲:...

🍅: That's Enough!

🥗: hm.

🌲: Get out! I've had enough of this bullshit!

🥗: bullshit that you caused?

🌲:...

🌲: if mom was alive, would you still have done this dad?

🍅: No.

🌲: Yea, I know you would.

🌲: I know mom wasn't into sex like you are.

🌲: So you'd fuck your daughter as an replacement.

🥗:...

🥗: Stay away from us, and our children

🥗: I'm so sick of your attention seeking tactics!

🥗: Come anywhere near us or Threaten us, I'll make sure you regret it.

🍅: Go wait outside for me...

As she went outside, Sharron and her father made eye contact with each other, but she knew what was going on. His face said everything.

🌲: she basically forced your hand into this.

🍅: I just needed her to be quiet, she wouldn't stop talking about marrying me.

🍅: and she basically demanded I impregnate her, I'm sorry sharron..

🍅: she transformed into your mother and...

🌲: sexually assaulted you...

🌲: this is why you didn't do the same to me?

🍅: I don't want to talk about it anymore, just get better please, for me?

🌲: okay... I'm sorry dad...

🍅: no, I'm sorry I failed you, just do what your mother would've wanted...

🌲: you... Didn't fail me and I promise...

Chapter Nine:

A couple of days later, Sharron came home and tensions between her and her sister were very high and her sister always yelled about why Sharron wasn't gone after she caused so much pain to them but their father didn't say anything.

Sharron and her Father began the process of reconciliation and were on good terms, and Sharron helped around the house and helped take care of her sister and helped set up for the babies.

But still her sister hated having her around but her father said constantly he isn't throwing any of his children out of his home that he built with his late wife.

And every time their father mentioned their mother in an argument, Sarada stayed silent, and just stopped talking about whatever they were arguing about.

In spring, The Twins were Born, a boy and a girl and thankfully the children didn't have any health issues or birth defects due to the incest.

And after the birth, The Father kept his distance from his daughter while raising his children, he never proposed to marry her or said anything about a marriage to anyone.

And Sharron was excited about the children and couldn't wait to be an Aunt/older sister to the kids.

She spoiled them by buying them books, toys and when they were older bought ice cream for them.

Chapter Ten:

It was one Night at dinner and everyone was at the table, and everything seemed fine at first but escalated quickly.

🌲: wow sis! This food is amazing!

🍅: yeah, it is.

🥗: oh, thanks it was nothing!

🌲: so, when are the twins going to start the academy?

🥗:oh, me and Dad haven't decided that yet. What do you think dear?

🍅:...

🥗:excuse me? Dear?

🌲:Dad?

🍅:hm?

🌲:are you okay?

🍅: yea...

🌲:...

🥗: Well, I was asking you when would it be a good time for the twins to start the academy since we've haven't decided yet.

🍅: whenever I feel they're ready.

🥗: you mean, whenever we feel they're?

🍅: just stop it.

🥗:huh? What do you mean?

🍅: stop acting like we're married! Because we aren't! You stay in the place of my Daughter and that's final!

🥗: so having the twins with you meant nothing?!

🍅: The Kids Mean everything to me, But you forced yourself on me to bring the twins into the world!

🥗: you enjoyed it! You didn't tell me we shouldn't be fucking!!

🍅: I told you that the first time you basically got on my dick!

🌲: guys stop! You're upsetting the twins!

The twins were getting visibly distressed so Sharron took them upstairs to their room and calmed them down and returned downstairs.

🥗: even so, you accepted me the same night I got pregnant with them and pumped me with that amount of cum!

🍅: How the fuck was I supposed to know you were ovulating?!

🥗: I kept telling you you're going to get me pregnant if you came inside me! It's not my fault you can't last that long!

🌲: SHUT UP!

🍅:...

🥗:...

🌲: Alright I get we all are upset at each other but for the sake of the twins you two should really calm the fuck down!

🌲: I've tried to not be spiteful for the sake of the children and it's to the point where I thought things could be semi normal!

🌲: but if you're going to argue, at least don't do it in front of the children, okay?

🍅: you're right.

🥗: ...

🌲: Now, I've seen that things weren't the most comfortable at the start of dinner. So I just wanted to ask why you didn't respond to Her dad.

🍅: It's that your mother used to call me that, a lot and I don't let anyone call me that.

🌲: so, Sarada, That's why he never responded to you.

🥗:but I thought you were going to... Marry me?

🍅: ...

🥗:... I promised you Kids, I gave you kids and this is what I get from you?

🥗: why? If I knew you were going to do this then I would've gotten an abortion... Why would you do this to me....

🍅: it was a miscommunication.

🥗: So I wasted 9 months of my life growing your children, I spent 2 years raising them with you, just to be demoted to being your daughter?

🍅: You were always my daughter.

🥗: I thought we were... Ugh...

🌲:...

🥗: I'm... Going for a walk... I'll be back soon.

🌲: Sis, I'm sorry for causing all of this...

🥗: it's... Not your fault, I know you saw the signs sooner than I did... I'm sorry for mistreating you..

🍅: Sarada, I'm sorry.

🥗:No, I just need a break.

She walked out of the house, her tone seemed sad, like she had been betrayed. Sharron felt bad for her sister. She really did.

Her father, Saw the error of what he did, because he knew he made her believe that they were marrying,

But she didn't come back for a while, and when she did, she was practically wasted, and Her friend, Boruto took her home.

🔩: I'm sorry, we didn't do anything tonight she just really needed someone to talk to tonight.

🍅:No, it's okay, is she alright?

🔩:Yeah, she's just a bit Drunk.

🍅:... I know she needed it tonight so.

🌲: Is she okay?

🍅: Help your sister upstairs, she's not herself right now.

🌲:... Okay

Sharron took her sister upstairs.

🔩: She didn't really go into detail about things, if you were wondering, she just started crying about how all she did for you turned out to be a lie. But she didn't elaborate further.

🍅: I think it's best for that, thank you for bringing her home safely.

🔩: Your welcome, just tell her to call when she feels better.

🍅:Yeah, I will.

Later that night,Sharron couldn't sleep so she went down to get some water, and then she'd go up and check on the twins before going back to sleep.

However, on her way down, she heard noises from the living room, particularly moaning. She thought it was a movie either her Dad or Sister was watching.

But She soon found it was her Dad and Sister and they were having sex on the couch, she didn't know what to say or how to react, but then her head started to hurt.

She went to the twins room to check on them, and then she fell asleep on the floor in their room.

When she woke up, Her Sister was there to wake her.

🥗: Sharry?

🌲: Hm?!

🥗: oh sorry, I didn't mean to wake you hehe.

🌲: Ugh, What put you in a good mood?

🥗: Well, I took the twins for a walk and had some good breakfast, there's still some left if you want some!

🌲:... Ugh sure...

Sharron Made her way downstairs, she saw her Dad, sitting down and she went to sit down next to him.

🌲: hey, Dad?

🍅:Hm?

🌲: What put Sarada in a good mood? Do you know?

🍅:...

🌲:Dad?

🍅: How did you sleep last night?

🌲: ugh, not so good, I fell asleep on the floor, my back hurts.

🍅: Sorry About that.

🌲: No, it's...

🍅: What?

🌲: I saw you and Her, you two were having sex. What happened.

🍅:... That's nothing you should be concerned about.

🌲: What?! At first you two made it clear it was my business, now it's not?

🍅: You shouldn't be concerned about the people I'm having sexual relations with.

🌲: Dad, you literally Fucked my sister? I thought you wouldn't do that again?

🍅: I've heard enough, I'm going.

🌲: Going? where?

🍅:Out.

🌲:Out Where?

🥗:Sharron, don't pester Dad with Questions y know.

🌲:...

Sharron felt betrayed, she had never been treated like this by her father in a while. She just forgot about everything.

her sister ended up finding out she was pregnant, Sharron wasn't excited anymore, she was just, sad. When her father found out he was happy and him and her sister started acting like they were a married couple,

Sharron left during the afternoon to take a walk, and she sat down on a park bench which there was when she started to cry, she felt betrayed by her father, she thought he wouldn't do this.

It was as she was crying her best friend came to sit down next to her and Consoled her while she Cried.

🌻:Sharry?

🌲:...

🌻:What's wrong?

🌲: My Dad and Sister, they did it again and now my sister is pregnant again with their kid.

🌻:...

🌲: I hate myself so much!

🌻:It's not your fault for what they did, y know?

🌲:I feel it is.

🌻:They're adults now, they decided to make that choice, not knowing how it's going to affect them you know?

🌲: Right.

🌻: But your dad did it again?

🌲:Yes...

🌻: They probably been having sex, just going behind your back doing it.

🌲: What? What makes you say that?

🌻: I know how people act after doing it that last night, I know my parents behavior and although it might be different from how they-

🌲:What kind of behavior?

🌻: All over each other, hugging and kissing or they tend to be in a good mood?

🌲: My sister has been in a good mood...

🌻:how long?

🌲: For a couple of months...

🌻: They've been having sex for a couple of months then.

🌲:... I love how smart you are...

🌻: hehe thanks!

🌻:But, I wanna take your mind off of that for a while, let's go out for lunch!

🌲: Sure, I don't mind!

Sharron came back home that evening, it sounded quiet until she went inside, she caught her dad and sister having sex in the dining room on the table.

The girl was Caught off guard, while it took the two a while to notice she was there.

🌲:Ugh What The Fuck?!

🥗:Oh! Sharron what are you doing home so early?

🌲: What do you mean what am I doing home so early?! I never told anyone I was going Out!

🌲: But I never expected you two to be Fucking when I came back! And on the dinner table where I eat?! That's Fucking disgusting!

🍅: Stop yelling, you'll wake the kids.

🌲: I'm pretty sure they'd already be awake by how loud She was!

🍅: Look, I know you're upset, but you need to understand something.

🌲: Did she come on to you again that night she came home drunk, or did you Rape her?

🥗: Shut Up! It wasn't like that! If you would just shut up and listen!

🌲:...

🍅: Me and Her were talking, and I realized that I loved her more than her just being my daughter.

🌲: I thought you weren't going to do this again?

🥗: And actually, me and Dad have been having sex for months!

🌲: Himawari Guessed it.

🍅:What?

🌲: I talked to her earlier today, She said that she thought you too were Having sex again and had been for months, She guessed it because I told her that Sarada has been in a good mood these last couple of months.

🥗:...

🌲:Y know what? I'm fine with it, I don't care anymore, you two can keep fucking, just don't fuck in the dining room, or anywhere down here please.

🍅:...

🌲:I thought things would be at least semi normal again, You have to realize that you're the only parent I have left and you do this?

🌲: You failed me, you really have... If y'all are going to have more children, be my fucking guest, I'm not going to be here loosing sleep anymore.

🥗: Sharry... What are you?

🌲:Don't bother having me help you two with your incest babies, if you two hate me so much you wouldn't trust me around your children!

🌲:Don't ask me for shit! Only if it's for reconciliation, other than that, don't fucking talk to me.

Sharron walked off to her room, and locked the door behind herself and cried herself to sleep, she hated them.

Her Dad was just starting to treat her like he actually loved her and not as if he had to deal with her being around, it wasn't her fault she was born.

She hated being around in a world where people were constantly against her, She just was hated by them.

She started thinking back to her ways before, She missed her mother. And she hated her life all together, she decided to just ignore the both of them.

And then Sharron started getting into her studies, And ignored basically everyone, she only went out to hang out with her best friend and study with her.

And She started growing closer to The 7th Hokage's Family, it made her sad that she had to force herself to ignore the twins pleas for their aunt to play with them.

She knew that she had to as a way of keeping her promise, her father nor her sister paid any attention or bothered to reconcile with her.

But they still made meals and set her a plate at the table, but she'd take it up to her room and eat by herself.

One day, her sister had enough.

🥗:Sharron, can you babysit the twins for us please? We're going out tonight.

🌲:...

🥗:Sharron, please we need a night off.

🌲:....

🥗:Sharron!

🌲:....

🥗:Ugh You're Such A Fucking Brat!

🌲:....

🥗: So you're not going to say anything!?!

🌲: ...

🥗: You Little Bitch!!

🍅: What is going on?

🥗:ugh! She's still giving silent treatment!

🍅: She gave us an ultimatum, Either apologize or she's not going to say anything to us.

🌲:...

🥗:But We Need A Babysitter!

🍅:God dammit just ask someone else!

🥗: Fine, Sharron I'm Sorry for everything we put you through, all the pain and emotional trauma I'm really sorry.

🌲: ...

🥗: Ugh You're Such a Little Bitch!

🌲: I'm sorry I'm keeping my promise, but can you stop calling me a Bitch?

🥗:You're acting like one!

🍅: That's enough, the two of you.

🌲:Dad Get your little Wife under control!

🥗:"Little Wife? "

Her sister Slapped her, Sharron, no emotion on her face walked up to her room.

🥗:...

🍅:What in the hell were you thinking, did your mother ever hit you? Why would you hit her like that?!

🥗: ...

🍅: I'm going to make sure she's okay.

Sharron was in her room for a while, quietly crying to herself while her hand was on her face, she was in pain from it and it stinged like hell.

Her Dad soon came up with an ice pack, He gave it to the girl who held it to her face, not saying a word but sniffling as quietly as she could.

🍅: I'm sorry she did that to you, I didn't know she was going to do that.

🌲:...

🍅:And, I'm sorry for everything and I mean it when I say it. I never wanted there to be anything that caused us to drift apart like this.

🍅: I'm sorry for failing you, as your father, I'm sorry, I'll talk to her about this okay?

🌲:... Okay... I'm sorry Dad..

🍅: No, don't apologize, your feelings are understandable.

🌲: I forgive you... I'll babysit tonight.

🍅:No, you don't have to anymore, we aren't going out tonight. And thank you for your forgiveness.

Chapter 10

Sharron was still upset over the fact that her Father and sister were having sex, but She just kept telling herself to let them be as they were adults and to let them be.

They ended up getting married, and Sharron did not attend because she didn't want to be known to have a Father and Sister who Fucked each other.

She stopped talking to her father and sister all together, even though she lived with them. She ignored them.

And she focused more and more on her studies. She still kept her relationship with the twins, but she treated them more like her younger siblings than her niece and nephew.

She forgave her father and he did this to her, She was never jealous, she just wanted a new normal after her mother's passing, but she couldn't even have that normal she dreamed about.

She would imagine her mother talking to her in which she'd respond to her out loud, it worried her father but he knew that it was because of his actions.

Late summer, her sister gave birth to another healthy girl, Sharron did not attend the birth or visited her sister in the hospital, she could care less, and she babysat the twins while they were gone.

She blamed her sister for making their Dad never love her, she wanted her father's love and that's all she could've wanted.

She just wanted to do things any normal father daughter pair would do, go shopping, Watch movies, take strolls through the park, go for ice cream, and just spend time with him.

But instead, he was always so busy with his other children he didn't have time to do the little things with her. So she began doing all of that with her best friend's dad.

Her best friend Himawari didn't mind it, in fact she enjoyed having Sharron around, Her Mother was more than welcome to have Sharron around more often.

Sharon's relationship with her father and sister declined, she felt like they were just strangers to her, but she still spent time with the twins.

She decided to have dinner with them one night.

🥗:Sharry, how's the food?

🌲:Fine, I guess...

🍅:Sharron.

🌲:hm?

🍅: you haven't been around lately.

🌲:I know that.

🥗: You know, we miss having you at dinner~

🌲:Okay.

🥗:Do you not care?

🌲: if you guys stop having kids then maybe I'll come around.

🥗:...

🍅:You can't stop us from having children.

🌲: You can stop yourselves by I don't know, Putting a condom on? Getting a vasectomy? Going on birth control?

🥗:But we decided to have another baby! If you don't like it then- oh...

🌲:Yeah, The exact reason I haven't been around!

🌲:If you two are finding the time to have sex with three children then you guys weren't making the time to talk to me!

🥗:...

🌲:exactly why I've been at Hima's Home more often, I feel more loved there in a span of a couple of months than I ever did of these last couple of years!

🥗:...

🌲:Dad, You're constantly letting her act like my mother! you Know Damn well My Real Mother passed away!

🍅: I never let her do that and you know I'd never do that!

🌲:Well You Aren't Stopping her! You two never cared about my boundaries! Ms. Hinata does! They all do and I feel they care for me better than you two ever did!

🥗:...

🌲: ugh! I'm going!

🥗:Sharron,wait I'm sorry!

🌲:no, I'm not falling for these false apologies, so you two can just do it again. Let's keep this confidential, alright?

🥗:Confidential? What the hell does that mean?

🌲:If you need me to babysit, then I'll do that, but our interactions end at that, only about your children.

🥗:I don't think I could trust you, I wouldn't know if you're hurting them behind our backs...

🌲: Why would I do the same thing you two have been doing to me? I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy.