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Dragon age: the Veilguard
What I imagine the cover of a comic about the Dreadwolf looks like.
#Look there is just something hot about an ancient bald elf who is half ghost wolf monster half sad tortured soul#Pulled down by the weight of his mistakes#Trying to set it right#Albeit in a way that makes everything more fucked up#Solas aka āI had plansā#The Dreadwolf#dreadwolf summer#digital drawing#Dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#The Veilguard#Da: 4#My fanart#Solas#solas dragon age#solasmance#solavellan#fen harel#bioware#digital painting#my art#da: the veilguard#da:tv#da: dreadwolf#I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THE SPOILERS#Aaaaaaahhhh
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It's actually so important to me that the first time we see Ed actually cry in Fullmetal Alchemist (Brotherhood and Manga) - apart from the automail surgery - is when Hohenheim offers him his life to bring back Alphonse.
Throughout the entire story Ed doesn't cry because of his misguided love-filled promise to Al. No matter how horrible their odds, no matter how traumatizing their journey, Ed refuses to cry. He comes close. So, so close. When Izumi tells them it's okay to be sad, offering comfort after a long time without. After Nina dies and Ed and Al let the rain wash away their sorrow. When Hughes dies and guilt becomes an even heavier cloak weighing their shoulders down. When death comes knocking on Ed's door and he decidedly sends it packing.
Ed laughs and rages and smiles and screams.
But he doesn't cry.
Just because Al can't.
Ed was eleven when he made that promise. He was a child suffering through something truly horrific when he promised himself and the world that he wouldn't cry as long as his brother wasn't allowed to do the same.
Which is painful to watch - especially since it tells us that Ed knows how much crying is a part of life. He gave something up, not out of some misguided idea of masculinity, but because he knew it would be a sacrifice to keep himself from crying. A punishment since his brother could no longer offer his tears in the face of sorrow.
But by the end of the story Ed has cried. And it's not tears of joy, like the ones he promised Winry. No, Ed is angry when he cries - and Alphonse is no longer there.
In a way Ed kept his promise to Al - he only cried when the person he made this promise to (be it silent and secretive) was gone.
As far as they knew Al was dead.
But that truth alone didn't bring tears to Ed's eyes, though it certainly shattered his heart and made him quiver in desperation. No, in the end it was Hohenheim who finally allowed Ed to spill tears kept locked away for four long years.
And I love it.
I love that Hohenheim trying to do something truly loving, something completely selfish, something absolutely sacrificial was the thing that pushed Ed over the edge.
Because Ed never forgave his father for leaving, but by the end of the story he understands why he left.
Because Ed is so unbelievably angry with this man who abandoned him, and he still cares for him - partially because he knows Alphonse does.
Because Ed was never forced to forgive Hohenheim, but we still know that Hohenheim loves his children and his wife and would do everything for them.
Even, no, especially if it means dying.
And Ed can't take it.
So many others have died by this point, they are all painted in blood and pain, and Ed has lost his only constant - and now his father wants to make an ultimate sacrifice?
No.
So, Ed gets angry. And he cries. And he saves Al on his own - with the help of all of his friends, and Hohenheim.
Because no matter Ed's feelings on the man who gave him life, he doesn't want to see anyone else die. He doesn't want anyone else's blood on his hands.
And he wants Hohenheim to get a chance to be a rotten father - because at the end of the day Hohenheim is someone worth crying over even, no, especially by the boy who promised he wouldn't cry.
(there is something to be said about Hohenheim crying on their family portrait, only to be mirrored by Ed grinning while holding his own child - there is something to be said about Hohenheim willingly offering his life, only to be stopped by the tears running down his son's angry face - there is something to be said about Ed's anger and Hohenheim's soft grief and their shared past)
#fmab#fma#edward elric#alphonse elric#van hohenheim#fullmetal alchemist meta#fullmetal alchemist#fma meta#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#fma brotherhood#i love them your honor#like... i dont think hohenheim would ever win dad of the year#but like... this is SUCH A TORTURED SOUL#and i think him trying to die#by saving Al#was his way to apologize for all that#for leaving and not coming back#for being awkward and not knowing what to say#if he could die for Al it would all be worth it#only Ed wouldnt let him#because he knew it wouldnt be equivalent#and because he couldnt watch someone else die#not even a rotten father#(especially not a rotten father Ed somewhat cared for)#they never made up#the show never asked Ed to forgive Hohenheim#but I do think Ed understood him by the end#they are very similar after all#and Hohenheim truly loved their mother#and he truly truly loved his sons
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athena, scowling as she gets bullied into marrying the people she pined over for the last 1000 years, suddenly realising something: wait a minute
odysseus: what?
athena, frozen: wait a damn minute you know what this gives me rights to do
penelope, also realising: oh fuck yes
odysseus: I don't like the sound of whatever's happening here what are you two fucking talking about?
athena, grabbing the marriage wine and tossing it back, then kissing her new wife and husband and handing penelope a spear as she picks up a mace: we'll be back shortly, you can start celebrations without us.
penelope: do u have anything that can start a fire
athena, pulling out an old contract and scanning it before throwing it over her shoulder: yes. are you scared of heights or can we fly.
penelope: fucking bring it I've waited years for this moment
zeus: where are they going
hermes, picking up the contract: they're going to... Ogygia? Oh fucking shit they're going to fucking kill Calypso- hey, hello, WAIT-
#odysseus disappears midway because athena plants one on him so hard his soul evaporates#(strategic to make him stop from coming after them and also from passion she forgot to hold back for once)#(and also shes maybe possibly in love and cant wait to get vengeance on Calypsos bitch ass who hurt him so much for so long)#penelope has had to deal with calypos afteraffects for literally the rest of their lives. from flashbacks to odysseus inconsolably crying#at her feet for forgiveness some days even though shes always said frim the first moment that it wasnt his fault#the rest of the gods have to chase them down to prevent them from eternally torturing calypso (goddesses cant die <3)#athenas blazing mad and sick with guilt and horror. she couldn't attack before because it would be seen as an attack from olympus#but as a wife! as two wifes! no political implications there no holds barred calypso gets her ass BEAT#but also pls imagine them chasing her and gods chasing them round and round the island while screaming#odysseus wavered like 17 times on whether to ask hermes for a lift there or not but goes in the end#their honeymoon in truth ends up being on ogygia#athena lovingly and seductively teaching penelope how to fillet a person both of them covered in ichor#odysseus with a hand over his mouth blushing grinning tears in eyes torn between turned on and terrified to be back and crying coz they lov#him that much.#((he goes to her just before they leave in the cave she used to drag him to. she can barely hold herself up and hes shaking to approach))#((but he's stronger now. settled and satisfied and content. he kneels by her and sets down bandages next to her.))#((i told you i was married he says. and because his truest weapon is his tongue- if youd just listened i wouldve found us both a way out))#she sobs and he leaves. the scars will never fade fully but he feels lighter as he steps out into the sun where athene and pen are waiting.#bloodsoaked and being shouted at by hera but smiling at him widely and gleefully as he approaches. takes a hand each and presses him btwn.#he squeezes back with a smile and leans into them. his beautiful horrifying wives#odypenath#odypenetha#odysseus#penelope#athena#odypen#odyath#penath#epic the musical#love in paradise
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bonus points if you share ur why/favorite thing about romancing them in the tags š
#polls#tumblr polls#dragon age#dao#dragon age: origins#alistair theirin#zevran arainai#dragon age origins#leliana#morrigan#da origins#mine is zevran and just the way he realizes that he can choose to do something on his own without being forced into anything and the fact#that he chooses warden and the way all his facade slowly crumbles down and there's actually a very loving but tortured soul beneath all tha#t and just *shrek voice* LAYERS š„¹š„¹š„¹#also he's hilarious and reads silly poetry and he picked the most important lock in dao: WARDEN'S HEARTBFKKFKDFS
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So guess who finally watched JJK
#I went from watching Dungeon Meshi earlier this month to watching JJK and I havenāt watched a shounen in literal years so#I can found dead in a ditch after being beaten bloody and raw holy shit#I like knew it would but dark but like Jesus fucking Christ on a cracker I was not expecting that#I still need to read the manga but like damn I need a moment after that#so far I can say JJK is in fact worth the hype and has consumed my soul#Yuuji Itadori my absolute beloved I love you so much I would die for you with zero hesitation#heās my favorite character and I only want good things for him so so badly and I also want to torture him#I have a deep love hate relationship with Sukuna that kinda haunts me#Megumi is so funky I like him a lot#an absolute madman pretending to be the straight man in bits and no I will not be taking criticism on this opinion#kugisaki my girl you deserve more screen time please let her shine#nanamin you will also haunt me#I didnāt want to like Gojo I was like I am above simping for him and then Iām putting on the clown make up and THEN#They put him in a box just as I went goddamn it I am down bad for Gojo Satoru like COME ON#Anyway Suguru and his eye bags and depression and deeply rooted issues compelled me#Satosugu brain rot is in fact and real and can hurt me#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#shibuya arc#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#nobara kugisaki#gojo satoru#geto suguru#nanami kento#satosugu#ryomen sukuna
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the penetration metaphor/motif surrounding deanās character should be studied
#itās the FOURTH example (from kripke era)#someone (me) should make a compilation#anyway this is about the enjoyment of violence & the feeling of control that comes with it#the ph*allic symbols + his need to kill by brutally penetrating#and all of these scenes are outrageously s*exually framed#in other words he gets rock hard from inflicting violence on others which is blatant text btw#post hell deanās confession (āi tortured souls and i enjoyed itā)#and yes itās about control because most of these brutal killings happen when heās angry/grieving#he canāt control his emotions so it always comes out through violence#as an attempt to regain control that he desperately craves#dean winchester#spn
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okay but once AGAIN: the Bennet sisters are not actually a united front, nor do they share a close bond. Itās shocking how divided and splintered they are (symptom of the house they grew up in.)
#I never stop beating this dead horse Iām so sorry.#but itās just like. yeah thatās sweet that Rosamund pike enjoyed playing a bunch of sisters she was close to.#but literally ā¦ā¦ not ā¦ā¦ canon ā¦ā¦. behavior.#Lizzy and Jane are friends. Kitty and Lydia are inseparable.#when Lydia separates herself Kitty gets sort of adopted#and Mary is unfortunately the odd duck out#and thatās just the way it is. (also I refuse to feel false sympathy for Mary.) (a sentimentality beyond my powers or desire)!#āI want to hear more about Mary Bennet! whatās her story!ā is an insane take to me#Mary is a silly (and stubborn in her silliness) side character. maybe she grows up one day maybe she doesnāt#it isnāt my business nor the readers#I do think itās funny and yes a little cruel how Mr. Bennet insists on including her in his list of silly daughters#itās a failing on his part. as is his disdain/amusement at any of his daughters#but you know WHAT. he isnāt wrong#Mary wished to say something sensible but knew not how Bennet is not a tortured side character with a lonely soul.#sheās a 19 year old in a very foolish stage#sheās also vain!#like girl. literally no one wants your concertos here#sorry you have such unhelpful parents but like ā¦
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new rt everyone shes a freak whos pretty sure shes been been given the role of rogue trader as an act of divine intervention to eventually replace the godemperor and bring new glory to the imperium which she thinks is dull and stagnant. dont worry about why she keeps marazhai caged in her trophy room like he's bait its not important and completely irrelevant to the fact ive joke nicknamed her simon thresh. has anyone noticed a lot of slaaneshi demons during warp jumps lately
#warhammer rogue trader#rogue trader#marazhai aezyrraesh#von valancius#if i ever mention about marazhai going insane on the voidship this is what i want you to think of#understimulated predator animal in a cage claws itself open#its worse with her but i do think he generally feels kinda insane anyway#yeah he's tricked into thinking she's tolerable and a fair alternative to the arena then hes taken to the voidship#yrliet [who was the fixation until now] tries to warn him about her before getting her head bashed in infront of him#spirit stone smashed into shards for ritual use body dragged off for vague poor medical knowledge dissection#he is now thinking the arena might not be so bad after all. except he's got no way to back out of this so hes screaming clawing at the wall#shes not giving him up willingly and the only person who could take him by force is calcazar whos not a great alternative tbh!#so he gets to go insane being bait for the chaos god he's already ocd fixated is stealing his soul [on top of normal drukhari fears]#and he's not able to maul anyone else while locked up so its just him dealing with this alone! yay#she doesnt give a shit about pasqal until he gets xenotech in him. then he goes to the trophy room too for study/more grafts#heinrix is most likely captive in the trophy room too with his death faked so he cant snitch#idira Almost got in trouble too for the implant she gets from tervantias but then it breaks and this lass is just angry at her#the Only reason she doesnt feed her to the wolves and kick her out is her door. and she is now trying to force it open with a crowbar#abelard has to deal with her shit and manage it socially. he never thought he'd want to retire but fucking hell when can he quit#she likes jae mostly for her connections. toxic yuri theyre both using eachother#she briefly idolises achilleas for bringing her to commorragh but then finds out he did it under torture and didnt want to. mad at him#he can make it up to her once hes a wrack though [he is going next to marazhai. this will only improve both their mental states]#can you tell this freak is a piece of work yet#shes got screams of the damned volume 3 playing across the ship and shes having a great time but is completely deadpan the whole time#unrelated! you can finally see my idea of marazhai next to a normal fucking human good god. yeah i think hes huge
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Went through my unfinished folder and found this bonus doodle that I did alongside the Mu drawing I did a bit back but never bothered to finish. So I finished it. C:
The dynamic between these two is seriously slept on.
#I mean yeah okay their single interaction in the entire game was cut entirely. But i'm still right.#Mu would totally be calling out this dude on his BS constantly#like zero tolerance for this guy#(he could not in fact banish her soul to the torture dimension)#kinda want to spruce up a few ahit related doodles i have lying around at some point#idk kinda got the game on the brain again#artwork#myartwork#a hat in time#mustache girl#ahit snatcher
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DIABOLIK LOVERS MORE, BLOOD Prize B-2 Drama CD (Mukami Ver.)
Original Title: DIABOLIK LOVERS MORE, BLOOD B-2č³ ćć©ćCD(ē”ē„Ver.)
Translation: Here! Huge thanks to @otomehonyaku for her hard work ā”ć½(*Ā“āļ½*)ļ¾
Audio: Here (CD owned by me). Please do not reupload anywhere.
Starring: Ruki Mukami (CV: Takahiro Sakurai), Kou Mukami (CV: RyÅhei Kimura), Yuma Mukami (CV: Tatsuhisa Suzuki), Azusa Mukami (CV: Daisuke Kishio)
Plot: It's Halloween, and Kou wants to have a party! Since costumes are a must for a proper Halloween celebration, he has brought a few home from work, insisting that his brothers wear them for the occasion. While Azusa is happy to go along with Kou's idea, Ruki, and especially Yuma, are less enthusiastic but relent in the face of their brother's stubbornnessāsomething the latter quickly comes to regret.
My Thoughts: As someone who loves both Halloween and the dynamic between the Mukamis, I (unlike Yuma and Yui) enjoyed this one a lot! The CD does a great job showcasing the chaotic and unhinged energy of the younger brothers, while Ruki briefly displays a surprisingly brutal side to his usual snarky remarks. I'll admit that it did make me laugh, which I feel slightly bad for. Poor Yuma, man.
I'm sure that some of you have seen the official art of the brothers in Halloween costumes, but I for one never knew that it was connected to a Drama CD! Much less this particular one, since the costumes the boys are wearing on the disc initially led me to believe that the story would be Alice in Wonderland-related. Like an AU, or a play, or a fever dream of Yui's. But no. The costumes on the art of the disc have no relevance at all to what happens in the story. Ruki is really cute with the rabbit ears and tail though, so I'm not complaining lol.
On a final note, I decided to add the aforementioned Halloween art below the cut, since I figured it'd be a nice inclusion to the post ^^
I hope you all enjoy ( ļ¼¾ļæ½ļæ½ļ¼¾ )ā”
#not only is rabbit!ruki adorable af but after listening to the board game cd i can't help but giggle when i look at him#iykyk#and if you don't then go listen to it/read otomehonyaku's translation rn#just do it#diabolik lovers#dialovers#diahell#diabolik lovers drama cd#audio#yui komori#ruki mukami#kou mukami#yuma mukami#azusa mukami#mine#i have to say that yuma's makeup in the official art is super underwhelming considering how much the CD hypes it up#not to mention the time effort and suffering it took to apply#yuma basically underwent minor torture only for the end result to be...this#it just looks like he was hit above the eye by a rock or sth#and then wiped some of the blood off with his right arm#azusa looks so cute though! omg#while ruki looks like someone i'd definitely sell my soul to#scratch that. i'd give it to him for free#no hesitation just take it sir it's yours
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All of starclan in his mind
#goosefeather#thunderclan#pinestar's choice#goosefeather's curse#tallstarās revenge#yellowfangās secret#crookedstars promise#bluestarās prophecy#leopardstarās honor#spottedleafās heart#onestarās confession#honestly. i fuck with this guy#his Novella was quite sad Iām very sorry for him#didnāt deserve to be tortured by the literal souls of theā¦ not damned?#find it incredibly funny that Mapleshade screwed with like EVERYONE back then tho lmfao#also ur right king stormtail shouldāve fucked off
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Izzy, Duff, Matt - 1995
Soul patch Izzy.
#soul patch izzy#he tortures me with that soul patch#he tortures me with his freckles#you're killing me stradlin you're killing me#sexiest man alive#jeffrey isbell#izzy gnr#jeffrey dean isbell#jeff isbell#duff mckagan#matt sorum#duff gnr#matt gnr#guns n' roses#guns n roses#gnr#izzy stradlin
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That scene where Huijoo confesses to Tae-oh.
And he says... "Seuseung wa Cheja"...
SEUSEUNG WA CHEJA.!.!.!.!.!.
(Master and Pupil for those who don't know)
And I justš„ŗš²š³š¶š¢š I just stopped listening any further.
I had to pause, takeoff my earphones and tell myself to focus on the show that I was watching and stop thinking about the show that I have already watched n number of times that has permanently taken up over half of my brain since 1 and 1/2 years and still refuses to leave...
#lee jae wook#āSEUSEUNG WA CHEJAā#master and pupil#i was like.......... Jang Uk#and then I was like... f**k no. stop. stop thinking about jang uk#why is no one else freaking out over this???#it's almost torturous that they made Lee Jae Wook say that#I've heard those two words so many times coming from his mouth that my brain just went šš« #the impossible heir#alchemy of souls#jang uk#han tae oh
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God of War Ragnarok DLC Incoming??? ššš
Apparently, it's gonna be about Atreus finding the living giants scattered across the realms. I think (or at least what I would want to see), we'll get to play as Atreus most of the game and we'll get to journey along with Angrboda (as their love grows UWU) (with Fenrir of course UWU), and with Thrud perhaps? (with Mjolnir UWU)
Now. Here's what I've been thinking. I've read some Norse mythology, and I found out that, as well as Baldur's death would sign the beginning of Fimbulwintr (which heralded Ragnarok), it's said/prophecied that Baldur will come back to life/return after Ragnarok.
Will Atreus get to meet the risen Baldur? ššš With a whole new body where he can eat, drink, and feast however he wants across the realms? Will Freya get to fix his relationship with her son? I know this is such a wishful thinking, but I LOVED BALDUR IN GOW4 šš I want to see him possibly banter with Atreus LMAO now that their families aren't on their way anymore. I bet in Asgard Baldur was actually funny as FUCK-- and plot twist: Baldur and Atreus become besties as they find the giants (Baldur was Odin's tracker so that counts as something).
Will we get to see Kratos? Maybe yes maybe no. The title is God of War, yes, but this is a DLC after all. Maybe Kratos' gonna be referenced here and there and his voice and way of thinking will guide Atreus along the way (kind of like Faye in the GoW4. She's literally dead but she's always with us along the way). Either way, I'm very excited to see it.
PLEATHE I WANT BALDUR BACK
#Yes I love every twisted Aesir in GoW (except Odin)#I really want Thor to be an actual good dad to Thrud#I LOVE HEIMDALL SO MUCH LOL ASLDFALSDHFAS#and Baldur. A tortured soul straight up#the scenario of him trying out anything and everything with all his senses with a new body could be so endearing#uwu#god of war#god of war ragnarok#gow#kratos#atreus#baldur god of war#non-cod
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something about qbad mentioning how much horror he put red team thru every time purgatory gets brought up... something about how proud dapper was of him.
like this is just my late-night read but- it feels like guilt qbad is trying to twist into pride. he keeps needling away at it. āi killed them all, over and over and over again.ā āthey were hunted by a monster.ā
itās like- reassurance. like a nail heās trying o beat into his head. heās had SO much trouble with legitimately hurting his friends, despite making that vow all the way back when the eggs first went missing, despite all the tree talk and the promises to save the kids no matter what. He never faltered with elq, and that protected them. He keeps faltering now. Sometimes he doesnt remember the code, or cucurucho, or skeppy. But that doesnt matter, right? Because heāll protect the eggs. Heāll be the monster. he is the monster. he can and he will protect them even as his seams start ripping and he keeps breaking further and further apart. even at his worst, heāll do whatever he needs to protect the eggs.
heāll be the monster. wont he?
#qsmp#he loves his friends and he wants to hurt them#he loves his friends and he doesnt want to hurt them#qsmp badboyhalo#ita like. He was torturing himself with the soul vultures because he kidnapped ron and threw down some scary magma mobs#and then forever changwd rhe whole fuckin narrative with that appreciation room and bad remembered the joy of community#and then cellbit. Where bad was like āi see him destroying himself to get the eggs back and i know where that road goesā#āhis loved ones dont want that to happen to him. i dont want that to happen to himā#and then purgatory gave him the first actal legitimate lead for finding their kids and he just had to get worse#and so he fucking swandived into self destructive violence (and the cc was purposefully playing qbad more recklessly violent)#(bbgirl couldve been lured into a trap so so easily)#ive lost my point somewhere now im just rotating qbbh in my brain and all the parallels#ah yes. But now theyre out of purgatory. And he refuses to regret what he did because he *had* to do what he could to save dapper#and the other eggs#because he has a huge complex about being the āonly one who can protect the eggsā because of a thousand little cuts and his mental health#issues. Like heās Wrong bur its such a fascinating little direction for his character. Yes king burn thyself on the pure of protection#and then burn in a nuclear blast too because your self sufficiency left you to care for your egg alone#you can take care of the eggs. you can hurt your friends. look at how much you hurt your friends#look st the monster you are . your teeth are sharp and your claws are large#never mind that time you sent tina into a panic attack because you tried to recreate safety#never mind that your friends and family are worried about you#you are falling apart. but so many monsters survive the killing blow
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Im drunk as shit and I simultaneously wanna tuck starscream into a soft little bed and dropkick megatron into a black hole. I deeply love both of these characters
#im insane for both of then but in vastly different ways#megstron is the tortured soul i get to drsg through hell pile drive him with angst into the mattress#starscream is so best up and sad snd psthetic all the time all i can do for him is wrap a blankie round his shoulders#and give him a lil cup of juice#i bove them both but i cant be mean to one so the other gets 2x the amount of strife#earthspark rwally did drive me to drink holy shit
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