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Personal favourite HP (&FB) fanfictions (but unfortunately itâs mostly GGAD)
posted: 08-10-2020 edited: 08-24-2020
(really sorry for the mistakes! fanfics are better i swear)
I read several HP and FB fanfics during the last few months, and in order to sum up my favourite ones, here is this post. Itâs entirely and obviously personal, and to be honest, itâs more something which is more supposed to help me than recommanding something to you
But I truly think those fanfictions are great, so if you didnât already read them, you may enjoy them!
I might update it every now and then, by the way!
(most of them are already quite well-known though, sorry)
Put Your Guns Away, itâs Tea Time (52k) and Put Your Curse in Reverse (276k) (from the Itâs Tea Time serie), written by ellizablue :
A very lovely, funny and well-written story which follows Albus Severus Potter and Scorpius Malfoy, Harry and Ginny Potter, the rest of the Potter-Weasley family and all of the surrounding people after the events of Harry Potter and the Cursed Child.
Itâs technically canon-compliant - the author created an amazing story based on HPCC - and did it so well! I admit I was a bit disappointed about HPCC when it had been published, but Itâs Tea Time âfixedâ all of the things I was confused about.
Albusâ and Scorpiusâ relationship is adorable, both of them are interesting characters. Harry and Ginny are amiable and attentive parents, they protect people they love. James Sirius and Lily Luna are also great - and to be honest, all of the characters are refreshing, complex, ect. I could talk about it throughout countless of pages. So many themes are brilliantly treated. I still didnât read the third opus of the series!
(if I should recommand one only series of HP fanfictions, I would recommand this one)
Several fanfictions written by meanwhiletimely :
Illumine (10k) :
In Prague in 1914, Albus Dumbledore goes to a Gellert Grindelwaldâs brillant speech. The political discussion between Albus and Henry Potter, how Gellert is able to enthrall a breathless crowed, Gellertâs and Albusâ very special and intense relationship, the wonderful Christian imagery and parallels, the description of the surrounding world and the ambiance, Gellertâs speech... It is quite marvellous, well-written and perfectly bitter-sweet - more bitter than sweet though. Eventual smut, very good, but imo, it cannot be considered as the very heart of the text, even though the sexual tension is omnipresent. I can't help but read it oftenly, and everytime I'm amazed - it might be my favourite GGAD fanfiction in fact. Brilliant.
Extreme Incantations (10k) :
In order to find clues about the Elder Wand story, Albus and Gellert try a âdecadent, degenerate, derangedâ ritual. A lot of smut, but again, their relationship and their psychology are absolutely central. I loved how they are portrayed, loved to discover Gellertâs thoughts and point of view. Again, itâs brilliantly bitter-sweet - even quite heartbreaking. Like Illumine, I have so much more to say, but Iâll stop here and just say: if you are interested by Summer of 1899 fanfictions, you could be delighted to discover it.
The Seer in the Tower (2k5) and Collateral (3k) are as great as Illumine and Extreme Incantations. In the first one, Tom Riddle meets Gellert Grindelwald after 1945 ; in the second one, Gellert and Ariana talk thanks the Resurection Stone. Light Bringer (10k), which sums up the Summer of 1899, is also amazing - incredibly painful, hopeless and horrendous, and Gellert Grindelwald is definitely not a good person - but still amazing.
Thirty-Five Owls (11k) by Letterblade :
After 1945, Albus and Gellert sent letters to each other - and I will add nothing more about the plot. A quite famous fanfiction - published in 2008 - and rightfully recognised as a brillant one. Beautifully written, the tag "Everything Hurts" is accurate, constantly breathtaking. I loved more than everything else the end - overwhelming, and yet so simple. Even canon-compliant, what more could we ask? In a nutshell, an unmissable work.
White (2k) (M) by Vandrerska :
âThe story Gellert Grindelwald would tell if somebody took the trouble to ask.â, or a magnificiently well-written 1st person POV fic with Gellert talking about Albus and 1899. Here is the same vibe we already have in Thirty-Five Owls, but with the benefit of a heart-to-heart conversation between Gellert and the reader directly. Needless to say that both of the hearts involved in the conversation are broken. I love how it is written (but it is no surprise, well-crafted angsty texts like this one own my heart).Â
nobody else but me (5k) by Roflskate :
After meeting Percival Graves and starting a correspondence with the very head of MACUSA's Department of Law Enforcement in 1926, Albus Dumbledore thinks he's finally ready to move on from Gellert Grindelwald. Well, if you saw Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them, you know he's not.
I'm fond of the plot: the way we, as readers, already know how that story is doomed to end, is the very heart of the text - and speaking of the end, I loved it - just like Thirty-Five Owls, simple and heartrending. Again, bitterness is back. Beware of the manipulation and the very questionable consent, it's literally the plot.
(btw, this work inspired this post: GG as Hogwarts teacher/librarian before FBaWtFT: where are the fanfics? (if someone wants to write it please i will be pretty happy))
(In every bloody fanfiction I recommend Albus is suffering, sorry about that) (and it's not going to end with the next fanfic) (suffering is inherent to the character though so)
The Trial of Albus Dumbledore (51k) by Aurora_xx :
In this post-FBCoG AU, Albus Dumbledore is questioned about his relations with Gellert Grindelwald. But before his trial, he unknowingly took Veritaserum. To be honest, I felt it first as a âsatisfyingâ AU: people we donât like became a bit ridiculous, people we like get through (well, mostly).
Nonetheless, itâs more than that: the trial scene is incredibly tense, the consequences are terrible, and we want to see what's going to happen next. Moreover, the character development is suprisingly remarkably well-done - Vinda Rosier has an amazing backstory, for example; Newt and Newtâs friends are also very likeable, complex, etc. We love to hate Travers, Grindelwald is a character we eventually support (for specific reasons, mostly because heâs powerful, self-confident, rather hilarious and badass, but also a bit more human than we could think). And all we want to do is taking care of Albus.
Itâs definitely a really pleasant fanfiction - but not an âeasyâ one, there are a lot of hard themes and very tense scenes, etc. This story is still considered as a WIP, though the five first chapters are already enough.Â
Three fics of mautadite :
A Metaphor for Change (1k) (M) : I will just rewrite the summary here, so:Â "Five things Albus could not bring himself to say to Gellert. (One of them is a lie.)â. I really liked it, it is angsty - but the sweetest way, the very sad way.
To Be Great (0.3k) (G) : What Albus and the Sorting Hat said when Albus put the Hat on his head for the first time. Really a relevant and sharp character study. Again, I felt a hint of a sweet kind of angst. I wonder if I am the only one, you tell me.
Love Letters (6k) (E) : Scenes of Gellertâs and Albusâ life from 1995 to 1899 - often conversations, so say hello to well-crafted relationships between mc and other characters. Here comes the angst again (I think the author writes Albus and Gellert that way - or maybe, the characters are meant to be suffused by angsty undertones). The fact that we go back in time hurts a lot, because every smile they have are perverted by our knowledge of what happens next - the happiness wonât last, and really, it hurts. Canon compliant.
GGAD works of verivala (bloodtroth on tumblr)
Many short one-shots, from fluff to angst - sometimes droll, sometimes soft, often painful, quite always (a bit or a lot) bitter-sweet. You might at least find few of them interesting.
Grindeldore one-shots (22 works)
Grindeldore requests (5 works)
Grindeldore prompt fills (38 works)
LâIndiscible (190k) by Neaniver279
This one is a French one! Deux ans aprĂšs la fin de la guerre, Percy Weasley - profondĂ©ment meurtri par la mort de Fred, de laquelle il sâestime responsable - est renvoyĂ© par une mystĂ©rieuse potion au 25 dĂ©cembre 1975. Plusieurs Ă©lĂšves de Poudlard attirent son attention et son affection, voire un en particulier, Sirius Black.
Un pairing trĂšs inhabituel qui fonctionne bien ; un Percy Weasley passionnant - faillible, perdu dans ses doutes et sa culpabilitĂ©, mais avec une rĂ©partie, une malice et une sensibilitĂ© hors du commun ; des Maraudeurs et des jumeaux Weasley attachants, avec une personnalitĂ© dĂ©finie et nuancĂ©e ; une idĂ©e originale gĂ©niale, car si le voyage dans le temps ouvre des portes Ă une nouvelle palette de rĂ©flexions et dâexpĂ©riences pour Percy, il permet aussi dâintĂ©grer un mystĂšre et de la tension autour de la potion, lâIndiscible.
Pas dâunderage, mais une relation prof-Ă©lĂšve tout de mĂȘme - tout du moins, pendant un segment de lâhistoire. IntĂ©ressante, touchante, trĂšs drĂŽle, amĂšre, complexe et pathĂ©tique. WIP.
Thanks for reading, I hope it had helped!
Thanks to all of the authors also! You are brave, tenacious and doing an amazing work. Thanks a lot! :)
(And of course, beware of the tags, if you are triggered by specific content - homophobia, blood, hospital, violence, explicit sex scenes, manipulation, death, etc)
08-24-2020 edit: Thirty-Five Owls, nobody else but me and verivalaâs works added. 02-18-2021 edit: White and mautaditeâs works added.
(08-24-2020: iâm also currently interested by Kierkegardenâs works, an already quite inevitable GGAD author, I might add some of them later)
#rec list#harry potter#fantastic beasts#hp#fb#fbawtft#fbwtft#fbcog#harry potter fanfiction#harry potter fanfic rec#scorbus#albus severus x scorpius#hinny#harry x ginny#grindeldore#albus dumbledore x gellert grindelwald#gellert x albus#albus x gellert#ggad#harry potter next generation#percy weasley#vinda rosier#i share those great texts iâm happy now hehe#have a nice day!
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Congratulations, 2017 Survivor!
The best part about 2017 is that you gave it your best shot. đđđŒ Yes, tables turned. Plot twists happened; LIFE happened. đ Reaching breakthroughs nearly broke you, stepping off your comfort zone felt almost like the worst idea, letting go of certain things barely had you moving forward, but guess what? Youâre still here, alive and ready to conquer the next decade. Youâre still here reading this post along with the rest of the year-in reviews on social media. This however, is not a #2017bestnine post, sorry. đ
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Congratulations to all of us for enjoying 2017 with simple pleasures amidst the chaos! We truly are Filipinos for this trait. We smile amidst the storms, stand up and move forward. But really, take no offense, Iâm sure we can do better than what weâve done this year. Our creativity and love for novelty could translate to creativity for the bigger things this 2018. I am certain of this, and sure that we can attend to the issues that really matter. We need not be superstars or high profile personalities to change our bad habits that collectively destroy the world, socially, economically or environmentally. We need not be superheroes from films weâve watched this year. No need to be part of the âAvengersâ to save someone from bullying. No need to be part of âJustice Leagueâ to hear out anyone whoâs close to committing suicide. No need to be âWonder Womanâ to look at humanity with hope amidst all the chaos. No need to be the big guy, because no matter how minute we are compared to this huge planet, our actions still create the Earth as our home. And what do we do to build a âhomeâ? We build and connect our little realities. Letâs create better realities this 2018, so that next time we can congratulate ourselves for being co-creators of a better world. đđ» Too abstract I know, but well congratulations for letting that thought sink in for awhile. Congratulations for closing the year stronger than when you started. Congratulations for making it this far. Congratulations for surviving 2017! Now, get ready for a grander year. Hello, 2018! đȘđ»đđđŒ P.S. Congratulations for finishing this lengthy piece. hahaha! I hope you found value in it.đ
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