#his name is chuuya

[loulou3010]

Having a cute ginger cat just means naming him Chuuya ,yep that little furball is named "Chuuya"

[dniosamu]

It should be illegal to want someone to brush your hair while you relax.

[lotus-pear]

god i love skk sm i wish gay ppl were real :(

[shininas-ideals]

Gloves off. Glasses off. The collar thingies stay.

[silawastaken]

something I feel like people miss while reading stormbringer is this line from the second chapter when Dazai and Verlaine met:

'Nevertheless, Dazai continued to slaughter his enemies and serve the Port Mafia in order to force himself into an even darker place.'

So, "why does Dazai stay in the mafia for so long?"

Because he wants to be in a bad place. He wants to commit these atrocities to further dehumanise himself. He wants to alienate himself and is determined to convince both himself and everyone around him that he is a terrible thing, the 'black wraith of the Port Mafia' who had no empathy or sense of humanity.

That's why he stays in the Mafia, that's why he works so hard in the Mafia, that's why he does what he's told. He's an automated killing machine capable of planning out and causing mass destruction, and his fuel is self-hatred.

He doesn't take pride in his 'accomplishments' in the mafia because, again, he doesn't actually want to succeed in the mafia, he wants to prove he's a bad person. He's not in the mafia to try and find a reason to live anymore, his reason for that is Chuuya, he's realised he's not going to find it in the mafia, even if he's not going to admit it until the dark era.

He probably feels a sense of guilt and disgust, but refuses to acknowledge it because he thinks that as something inhuman, he isn't meant to feel things like that, and the more he does, the further he removes himself from any sense of remorse, until he doesn't feel it any more, and probably still hasn't processed even in the ADA.

He stays in the mafia, and does the things he's told with such accuracy and deadliness because he thinks it's the only thing he can do, and he can use it to prove he's no longer human.

[seethinglikeme]

osamu dazai is so funny imagine trying to kill yourself like five times and only getting it right once and then like 60 years later some random guy makes you into an anime twink. and he’s just as if not more popular than you

[xxlady-lunaxx]

kny x bsd …?

[originalaccountname]

I need to show off Chuuya's French dub actor a little. Please enjoy.

[evilkaeya]

If Chuuya doesn't meet Adam in Europe what even is the point of sending him there

[sableeira]

okay what is everyone’s bsd light novel scene/line that they didn’t believe was an actual canon part of bsd even though they read that with their own eyes

[tsugaruu]

I'm still so, SO mad about the fact Bones took out polite Dazai from the anime adaptation of Fifteen. Like where's him being a derpy little shit but also being so respectful and mannered but also a pain in the ass but also so courteous-

No bc till that exact point, Dazai had always referred to Chuuya with a "-kun" (sarcastic and derogatory, obviously), and I was so excited I nEARLY SCREAMED ALOUD WHEN HE SAID HIS NAME INFORMALLY IN THIS ESSAY I WILL

[evermorethecrow]

vampire au chuuyai btw ... if you even care

[fixhbones]

i finished my sketchbook!!! started a new one, here’s almost all the pages so far :) (i always tape in cut out drawings in the start of my sketchbooks)

[daz4i]

on a lighter note. ik chuuya doesn't have tattoos but he does to me. mentally. so I'm asking you guys. what tattoos do you think he'd have and where

[that-one-xachster]

chuuya: allow me, locks are my speciality chuuya: [blasts the lock off] dazai: maybe a little overboard, but ✨ clean 👌✨

[sadiecoocoo]

Why are all my favorite characters either himbos, psychopaths, have the potential for me to make them a psychopath, or silly little guys who are also 100% psychopaths?

Or blondes or gingers