#hielorei

[everyonesonthespectrum]

Today’s Autistic character of the day is:

Steve Carlsberg from Welcome to Night Vale

Art by hielorei

[dumb-bi-thomas]

I have very fond memories of 2015-2017 tmr tumblr. Most of these blogs are inactive now, but their memories are eternal to me. I didn't even HAVE a tumblr account at the time, I would actually check on a handful of blogs as a visitor every week. The things reading tumblr user dokiis mintnewt's prompts and drabbles did for me... captaingally's gifs... I remember when hielorei did tmr fanart before he switched to ninjago or whatever... raretmrships had a whole tag dedicated to genderfluid!Newt that in retrospect probably helped crack my egg... I was there <3

But mainly today I am thinking of 50 Ways To Get Laid In The Glade. Thank you for the good good minally smut.

[hillsandmonster]

I Married a Monster on a Hill Drake x Chappy

["I Married a Monster on a Hill" Yaoi Visual Novel]

Artwork by: hielorei

[jackce]

2 friends of mine had their birthdays today :D so I drew their OCs Jacek (Hielorei) and Dia (Misha) <3

[kaioken16]

✨This beautiful sketch featuring my OC Zack Daemon with Mallek Adalov (Cause I ship them XD) was drawn for me by the talented @hielorei on twitter, it’s absolutely amazing and I love these two!!! 💕♥️✨💕♥️✨

[neopuff]

hielorei mentioned you on a post “I think I ship Ricardo and Nathan….”

@neopuff have I ever tell you how I love that you are so well versed in cartoons lore? And yes is stretch Armstrong . I think I love this show

its SOOOO GOOD, much better than expected. im glad youre watching it cuz it feels right up your alley too lmao but yesss i love all the ships too so its great

[black-n-blue-time-flyer]

Just want to thank @hielorei and @askkaiflame or @xiodorous(DeviantArt) for taking the time to create these. I paid good money and got great results!! I’ve always wanted to see my OC (aka my alter ego) in other great artists’ styles.

I appreciate the time and effort these two have put into their art. They are both excellent people and artists. I can’t express how much I love each of their works.

I’m currently an artist-in-the-making and I can truly fathom their hard work, whether it just be sketches or something that has taken more than one day to complete.

[wolf2009]

I would like to introduce to everyone Officer Arc Windie (Arcanine) and his Boyfriend Duke (Dusk Lycanroc).

Art by the very amazing @hielorei

[pikaplusmin]

Drew the design of @hielorei of male Cure Cosmo and Fuwa as a side project and art experiment. Hope you like it!!

All I own here is the art; comments & critique are welcome! Star★ Twinkle Pretty Cure belongs to Toei Animation.

[hielorei]

soooo, here is a random dude... would you like to buy me some coffee??

http://ko-fi.com/hielorei

[gothikaxenon]

Total Drama School/College Backgrounds

credit to:

zobe

hielorei

ma-ri-no

TheRScrooge

[jedijenkins]

the librarians || jazekiel || god's plan [HAPPY V DAY!]

art credit: @hielorei

[sexylibrarian93]

hello sweet! when u get this u have to answer with 5 things u like about yourself, publicly. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers(non-negotiable, positivity is cool) 💖💞✨🌸💫💓💕

Ohhh, exciting. I love how confident and assertive I’ve becomeI love how I’m finally taking control of my lifeI love how I’m getting my finances and n orderI love my open heart I love how I’m loving myself. Tagging @e-nomine-grinchus, @thegingerslytherin, @barmy-owl @happyless @businesscasualprincess

@spicy-vagina-tacos @drawingonbathroomstalls @guineapigliberationfront @hielorei @p

[keysoflight]

An beautiful Takuya/Takato sketch done as a commission for me by the amazing @hielorei

[kaioken16]

A beautiful sketch of Ult!Dirk was drawn by @hielorei​ over on twitter for YCH commission. Two variants, the second variant is a more suggestive one and tagged under ‘read more’. If you’re interested in his work please check out his art blog @hlrart​ and I’ve also linked their twitter too if you’re interested in commissions. 

Warning, partial suggestive nudity version below.

[virtualenemypersona-blog]

Be My Light: A Song that Tells (the real) Oozora Yuujin in 3 Minutes

Everyone has their strong points and also weak points. So does Yuujin. The problem is, because Yuujin is a dependable, protective protagonist-like boy, his weakness, which is “being always in need of Haru’s help” is very difficult to see. However, if he was a dependable, protective protagonist-like girl, like Sora, it would be clearly distinguished, and unfortunately, regarded as weakness.(See my post before)

Sure, despite that weakness, anyone can still be a hero, if they want to. But rather than him being a hero, what Yuujin wants is seeing Haru growing up into one. As the proof, we never hear from Yuujin, the typical hero quote when they end up being saved: "I should be the one that protects Haru, instead of being the one that is saved by him". 

Yuujin, surprisingly enjoys every moment when Haru saves him. In Resshamon episode, Sateramon arc, or Ultimate 4 arc. 

This strongly hints that, even if he says that he wants to protect Haru, it's because he wants to be saved by him later. (Thus the lyrics: "I'll protect you, but please shine your light on me").

If we look back, this is actually the pattern of Appmon plot. Yuujin saves Haru, gets into trouble, and is saved by Haru later. The first, yet the most subtle one, is Resshamon episode. Haru gets stumbled and Yuujin puts a band-aid on his injured forehead. Then Resshamon goes rampage, trapping Yuujin and the other passengers inside a runaway train. To link these two incidents together, this episode briefly shows Haru's forehead when he dives into AR field to save Yuujin and the others.

In Sateramon and Ultimate 4 arcs, it gets more distinguishable. Yuujin (and Offmon) once again saves, not only Haru, but also Eri, Astra, and also Rei later. However, these two arcs turn into him (and Offmon) becoming the one needing to be saved.

The last episode furthermore proves this. Yuujin goes forward to sacrifice himself, only after Haru states that he will someday become AI researcher and save him. This, though, still can be argued since Yuujin is under Leviathan's control, before going to stop Haru. But if we think again, what's the point of Yuujin stopping Haru from "killing Yuujin" if Yuujin himself ends up "killing himself"? The results are the same: Yuujin and Leviathan die, everything's back to normal.

Yes, that's right. It's to save Haru from becoming "a killer". And what Yuujin wants if Haru doesn't end up being a killer? Easy. It’s for Haru staying to be "a hero", who will come to save him again one day, as usual.

That explains why even the (actually)fragile and reluctant Yuujin, can smile as bright as sunshine, when he offers himself to be sacrificed for his friends. (Thus the lyrics: If I look as if I'm shining, it's because you are there for me.)

Unfortunately, the fact that “Yuujin wants to be saved” somehow ends up being at the blind spot of the fandom's eyes. It could be because, aside that he himself looks like a hero, the one he sees as a hero (Haru), isn't really like a hero (at first). Even when Haru eventually becomes a real hero, Yuujin steals the spotlight by sacrificing himself to save everyone. Thus, gaining the title 'hero', next to Haru. No one can see his hidden "greed", that wants to be saved once again by the real hero: Haru.

I myself don't have any trouble with Yuujin, whether him being good or evil, strong or woobie. In fact, I see him as a very unique, complex character, despite not having any significant character development, compared to others. Wants to protect someone because he wants to be saved by them later? It's a very rare case in male characters, who tend to protect someone to show both their affection and strength. Let alone being saved, heroic boys usually don't want their protected ones to get into danger. Wait..., this sounds familiar.... Oh, yes. Haru says this about Yuujin at the end of Resshamon episode. "I don't want him getting involved in dangerous situation like today."

Look at Yuujin’s smile when he finally knows that Haru hides a secret because he wants to protect him.

Why should he thank Haru when he's the one that saved him? In the same dialogue, Haru says that he feels sorry to make Yuujin worry. On the contrary, Yuujin, with such happy smile, thanks Haru for being worried about him. This is a small detail, but pretty much has proved that Yuujin loves to be spoiled by Haru, even if it’s he himself that chooses to protect. Just like what his partner, Offmon, feels about him.

Speaking of Offmon, he and Yuujiin are similarly weak and strong at the same time. The difference is, if Offmon hides his strength under the mask of his weakness, Yuujin does the opposite. But the reason why they hide it is pretty much the same. They fear it. Offmon fears his uncontrolable strength. While Yuujin fears his weakness hurts other people.  (Thus the lyrics: Rather than me being hurt, it will hate it more if someone’s crying.)

Now, let see how the fandom handles this astonishingly unique and complex character.

In non-fiction fanworks, such as review or characters analysis, Yuujin is treated as the ideal protagonist (Mary Sue?) for the unique protagonist, Haru. And that's that. No more. This dangerously could lead the fandom to see Yuujin's character as bland, compared to Haru, Eri, Astra, and Rei, even though he's actually much, much deeper than that.

As for fiction fanworks, we sure know how Action Heroes and Real Action Girls get to be chickified. Unreasonably being weak or protectable for the creators' convenience. In our Digimon fandom, there are Taichi, Takeru, Daisuke, Mimi, Takato, Ruki..., even the god of punch Masaru isn't immune to this.

But Yuujin! This Yuujin, who's severely (yet reasonably) chickified in canon can easily be bestowed with strong, heroic, dependable, or protective roles, just because the other casts seem to be "weaker" than him. While the characters who are actually badass  in canon (or turn into badass because of character development), end up becoming chicks in fiction fanworks.

Where's the justice?

Of course, how the fanworks go, are all up to the creators. Still, I do hope the creators may consider "the real Yuujin" before creating something about him. 

Because Oozora Yuujin is actually “gayer” than you already think he is. But that is what makes him unique.

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