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All I can say is that the location of this post demonstrates how long certain poems stay in my head. Honestly I know it's not possible to be only me, but I have to ask: does anyone else literally see words? Shrug. #arttherapy MDK / @always_kos 🎈✨ #poetry #writing #words #wordart #art #poems #poem #poetryisnotdead #poetrycommunity #instagood #disabled #artist #learningdisability #disabled #disabledandproud #creative #creativewriting #creative #clowns #hidetheirfrowns #poetsofinstagram (at Silk Hope, North Carolina)

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👄KISS👄 Come press your precious lips Into and in through my sinews Tracing each centimeter in perfection Iron flaming flickering tickling tongue Each flick unclicks the key snaps Freely I fill up on your love's slow kiss Stand stark and stare at my heart's bloom. MDK / @always_kos 🎈✨ #poeticsighs #poetryisnotdead #poetrycommunity #instacool #poetry #poetsofinstagram #writing #writersofinstagram #writingcommunity #art #arttherapy #poems #poemsporn #words #art #wordporn #wordart #igpoets #creative #clowns #hidetheirfrowns #love #hopelessromantic (at Takoma Park, Maryland)

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🤷‍♂️creations🙇🏻 ❤️R4W💔 and this is one of those ones grab collar fistful of fibers fill my eyes drip dropped lies fingers flexing around another quickly emptying plastic (remember your promise) bottle fucking smells like Noxima, again Christ sieve it down burns better than any natural poison creatively and always another peculiar reason logic in powder smeared mascara and neon fishnet alibis filter hits so smooth; minds alright alight and twisted minds alight alright and twisted so deductive and seduction heartbeat, stall & stolen heartbeat, stall & stolen another nightmare averted severed my wrist and dancing in the inky black bewitching patterned chaos just the rain just the rain MDK / @always_kos 🎈✨ #instagood #poetry #poetrycommunity #writing #wordporn #art #disability #arttherapy #poem #instalike #creative #lonelynights #clowns #hidetheirfrowns #iphonephotography #mixedmedia #words #hopeless (at Maryland)

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👁💔💔👁 and tonight for this minute in this moment in this spectra of splendor and imagined second chances of life lived and loved without regret - I honestly wish these words meant something beyond the things people read into them. MDK / @always_kos 🎈 ✨ #instamood #introspective #poetrycommunity #poetry #poems #instame #lonelynights #spilledink #hopelesshearts #depressed #poem #wordart #wordporn #itsme #creative #clowns #hidetheirfrowns #endlessly #lovepoem (at Takoma, Washington, D.C.)

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🌌#instagood #insomniac #artwork 🌌 When I spiV The twirl in my rhymes that little I you see is there because by and buy no matter what I try it feels like there's no ME in your WE and oh there probably ain't another way to be made so suddenly small at all after all the cheap shit we spit speak sell say why the fuck can't we see our own worthless humanity; Rhetorical? Fuck us all but please just love me Fuck us all but please just love me Fuck us all but please just love me The TV just told me I'm less than the sum of total of dust rhetoric with poison is something I've choked on long enough that homeless beggar ain't got the time I do to wine and dine so I'll say instead of it: tell me how much I have to pay for the earth's misery I've already died once and I'll pay whatever price to buy us all a glass of mercy with an empathic chaser and do anything to drown out our angry society. MDK / @always_kos 🎈✨ #poetry #poem #poet #instamood #writer #writing #lonelynights #hopelesshearts #words #wordart #poetsofinstagram #creative #clowns #hidetheirfrowns #poetrycommunity #wordart #wordporn #instairony #humanity #humility #humanart #instabeauty (at Silver Spring, Maryland)

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💫🤘Full Poem in Caption ⤵️ 🤘💫 Star ⭐️Stickers Star light bright pricks of hope in my night so I close one eye, open the other watch the lights dance left and right faster and faster praying for a chance to wish wish for the stars to dance themselves alive praying I'll still be here to watch hope blossom spread open and then I'll say I love you. Lonely hearts, constricted. The serpent flexes, my tensile music that strains and coils. It's all around and darkness and booming. Not content with omnipotence. The serpent strikes. Razor sharp spikes, and that hinged jaw The barbs do their malice. I am yours. Sink those needles deepest so still now, my beating heart. My breathe evaporated, fled body and mind. Crushed by your lovely, lovely eternity. And doomed in your grasp, the black expanse The coiled snake. The bite, the needless pain. The serpent's blood running on, Pooling. Collecting. One thousand needles and a new Millennium. A star faded empty and desolate place, an almost blank canvas, inky black scratches straight lines. Glyphs. Translated by my head and sparks screams. My lungs crushed, ribs mangled, heart pierced And still you won't let me go. Scales creeping up, covering silently. Hardened, I will not crumble. Surely as your forked tongue spins my yarn my threads so thin, straining and sinewed My lost cause was found, call me Adam. See the serpent's power. Feel the vice, weep for Eve. Her spell is gone. The serpent surrendered. MDK / @always_kos 🎈✨ #poetry #instagood #poems #wordart #instagood #lovepoem #poetrycommunity #writingcommunity #arttherapy ##instacool #poem #poetsofinstagram #mixedmedia #wordporn #wordsmith #lights #abstractart #poemsporn #existential #stars #poetsofig #artist #artattack #hopelessromantic #clowns #hidetheirfrowns #creatively #resistance #dmvartist (at Sligo Creek Park)

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🖼Poem in Caption 🎭⤵️ Outside ➿ insidE If you want to cache a glimpse of something girl try finding my invisible teara in our conversations because trust me, they don't come by the easy way outsider looking in and I'll grab tightest ahold and you? All you have to do is make me whole. Follow each clue to find each matching tooth to every single fucking key and read my code every truth about me is there for anyone to know and I apologize for creating an unbreakable cypher it's just that, it hurts to feel apart of everything you have as your most sinfully painful parts and yes of course I'm writing about a broken person's heart. MDK / @always_kos 🎈 ✨ 📸 #iphone6s #phonephotography #abstractart #poetry #instamood #art #poem #poet #poetrycommunity #igpoets #instagood #photography #flowerstagram #artoftheday #instaartist #iphonephotography #wordporn #wordart ##spilledink #lonelynights #creative #clowns #hidetheirfrowns (at Takoma Park, Maryland)

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Amid it all is the constant question: am I worthy of the world? In all honesty...I envy everyone who has a secure answer to that question. -Matthew MDK / @always_kos 🎈✨ #poetry #poem #poetrycommunity #writingcommunity #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #poem #words #love #loveletters #wordart #wordporn #poetryisnotdead #depressed #depression #arttherapy #art #anxietydisorder #socialanxiety #writersofinstagram #artwork #poem #recluse #clowns #hidetheirfrowns (at Washington, District of Columbia)

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Ironic Organic (2017) As an artist, if average represents the minimal required application for the expression of Self...then I am happy being above that. 📱&📸| iPhone6 💡| HDR 🤘| No Filter MDK / @always_kos 🎈 ✨ #photography #nofilter #iphonephotography #phonephotography #art #visualart #words #wordart #artistsoninstagram #artistsofinstagram #photographer #disabled #artist #insomnia #musings #instagood #creative #clowns #hidetheirfrowns (at Cocoa Cinnamon)

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Thanks&Yous ✨🤓💝🤓✨ "It's not that I don't appreciate 900 Followers... (no offense meant cringe) "It's just that I can't distil that into 900 Friends... (okay that's a joke about Facebook cringe) "It's not not me InstaGram... (double negative used as a pun cringe) It's just not not you either.... (I really do appreciate you all smile) MDK / @always_kos 🎈✨ #art #photography #photooftheday #urbanphotography #instagood #artwork #photographer #iphonephotography #iphone6 #phonephotography #poetry #writing #arttherapy #urbandecay #dmvartist #abstract #geometrical #liveart #humanart #humble #humility #love #wordart #arteverything #humor #quotes #words #mixedmedia #creative #clowns #hidetheirfrowns #hugs (at Takoma Park, Maryland)

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Why do I write? Why do you bother to read this nonsense nothingness is everything with my mask pulled right stiff upper lip mate just smile. MDK / @always_kos 🎈😞 #instaphoto #creative #clowns #hidetheirfrowns #selfish #selfie #instame #square #dork #geek #awkward #socialanxiety #art #arttherapy #whyevenbotherasking #hugs (at Chevy Chase Manor, Maryland)

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👄❗️⚡️nsomnia ❗️👄 ⏳Poem in Caption⏳💖Pink🥀Dress🖕🏼Punk 💋Rock⚡️ so what's missing, right can I ask even if it's of mine own self I can ask you to twist the knot tighter constantly constricting poisoned love songs and exhumations of Osiris as if Gods' got a picture perfect pen sketching whom? Not man, no sir, we're all human so let's rip through and through that line, bury it six feet beneath raw as fuck the cyanide of earthen humility see my face twist a' twirling inside & out entrance intense as any lily white line & endless entropy ensures insanity & endless entropy ensures humanity & endless entropy ensnares catastrophe so fucking love me cuz we both know everything is quid-pro-quo & breathlessly let's dive & breathlessly let's live & breathlessly I'll love so fucking love me. I dare you, darling; just remember what I consider and mean literally instead of hollow & empty platitudes about your figure disguised as praising your value in emotional sex & the girl in pink with the Whitman tat & the girl in pink with the brain and eyes & the girl in pink with the stripper skirt see I read her arm out-loud unawares and at a wedding reception? Matthew! “when lilacs last in the door,,, “...and the better angels of OUR nature?! “...I think your boyfriend hates me man fuck weddings, I'm never going again until I learn to read a cover & let them hide & let them hide it & let them hide it always it's the look in her eye you see I saw the fear of what I'd gone and accidentally done. MDK / @always_kos 🎈 ✨ #poetry #poem #instagood #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #poetryisnotdead #inspired #writing #wordsmith #instagood #wordporn #instapoem #writing #art #arttherapy #disabled #artist #feminist #artwork #mixedmedia #creative #clowns #hopelessromantic #artoftheday #instamood #hidetheirfrowns (at Takoma Park, Maryland)

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Matt(h)e(r)w - 2017 Poem<✍🏻️> in Caption 🎭 ⤵️ 💙 Matter Matthew, Matter. It's something else when death has swallowed you whole &if undeserving of a second chance &if that were only relevant once you go there's a part that never leaves &that I am so very small &that I am always so very small. One in six billion and counting; call it humility but It's just me restating the hard logistics of matter &my place in it &my place in all of it. MDK / @always_kos 🎈 ✨ #poetry #art #poem #mixedmedia #artwork #instagood #poems #poetrycommunity #instacool #photography #photographer #phonephotography #iphone6s #photographysouls #instaart #words #wordart #wordporn #musings #introvert #disabled #flowerstagram #instaflower #flowerstagram #creator #dmvartist #clowns #creatively #hidetheirfrowns (at Takoma, Washington, D.C.)

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🌈#photography taken in NC #selfie of myself dealing listening to my grandmother's mind begin to forget me. Could hear the terror in her voice. Maybe the hardest week I've ever been through and I've personally been dead. Twice. Memory is always on my mind, I keep the memories of some beautiful people alice in my mind; if people don't often understand the curse of an auto didactic memory...at least I can see ghosts. Like a glitch, a scene that used to be suddenly appears again. My father, years passed, sitting at the dining room table. And then it's gone, just a mistake. My mind filled in a scene it's familiar with, that it leaves me feeling cold and alone is just the byproduct. Such is me. Matthew. MDK / @always_kos 🎈 ✨ #poetry #poet #instamood #depressed #lonelynights #poetrycommunity #igpoets #confessional #photography #blackandwhitephotography #mixedmedia #art #wordporn #instapoem #wordart #instaart #poems #poemoftheday #words #wordsmith #disabled #clowns #hidetheirfrowns #toofuckingwell (at University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill)

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(🦆)💛as is so very often me I missed a step - sorry for the repost💛(📚); 💫the typos in this are intentional. it's a simple demonstration of how my mind fills in the blanks in images sometimes if I turn off auto suggest on my keyboard app💫 I started reading very young. Much younger than normal. I would pour through hundreds of different books my mother had stored in the old house's guest bedroom. Updike. Ginsberg. Milosz. Sassoon. I was too young to really understand what I was reading, but something about Virginia Woolf...her words didn't just look interesting, they are the first I remember reading that made me FEEL something when I looked at the lines and curves that so elegantly adorned the pages of new information beautifully coded, waiting patiently while my brain learned to decipher every line and letter. MDK / @always_kos 🎈✨ #poetry #poetsofinstagram#instamood #art #flowerstagram #flowerporn #wordporn #wordart #instagood #mixedmedia #phonephotography #photographylovers #arttherapy #writersofinstagram #hopelessromantic #clowns #hidetheirfrowns #virginia #woolf (at Maryland)

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I started reading very young. Much younger than normal. I would pour through hundreds of different books my mother had stored in the old house's guest bedroom. Updike. Ginsberg. Milosz. Sassoon. I was too young to really understand what I was reading, but something about Virginia Woolf...her words didn't just look interesting, they are the first I remember reading that made me FEEL something when I looked at the lines and curves that so elegantly adorned the pages of new information beautifully coded, waiting patiently while my brain learned to decipher every line and letter. MDK / @always_kos 🎈✨ #poetry #poetsofinstagram#instamood #art #flowerstagram #flowerporn #wordporn #wordart #instagood #mixedmedia #phonephotography #photographylovers #arttherapy #writersofinstagram #hopelessromantic #clowns #hidetheirfrowns (at Maryland)