#hi fiiii :3

[piercedpressure]

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heh..... the mysterious vanishing of electra by anna von hausswolff

[jiniret-writings]

3:33 A.M

Genre: fluff, angst if you squint

Pairing: Leeknow x Reader

Warnings: slight description of horror movie stuff and talk of demons

You knew the horror movie was a bad idea but how could you say no when he looked so excited!

When Minho came home that day, he instantly bounded to you on the couch and flopped on you with no mercy. After a bit of struggle and an offer to make cookies, he rolled off of you and showed you his phone screen. Earlier that day, he posted to the bubble community asking stays to recommend horror movies, and there on his screen was the poster for one of the more recommended movies.

When he asked the question, you thought he'd watch it with Han or one of the other members. You didn't think he'd want to watch with you!

You were about to decline, but the little smile he had made you melt. Due to both of your busy schedules, you barely had any time to yourselves. You couldn't even remember the last time the two of you went on a date! So seeing him home earlier than you thought he would be and so excited about this, you gave in.

While Minho rented the movie, you brought your blankets from the closet and a bunch of pillows to set up a little fort. Cuddling into Minho, you thought it wouldn't be so bad. His warm arms around you made you feel safe. Every jolt was cushioned by his chest, followed by a silent laugh. Together, the movie didn't feel so bad.

Now, however, was a different story. You woke up needing to use the bathroom, but looking at the clock beside your bed made you pause. It was 3:30: right in the middle of the devils hour. Usually you didn't think too deeply about this stuff, but images of being dragged into the dark or pulled under the bed by some dark entity flashed in your mind. Even looking at the bathroom door filled you with fear, afraid that once you opened the door a monster would drag you down the drain.

In all your ruminating, you didn't realize Minho had woken up until he grabbed your waist and pulled you closer. This is nice, you thought until the urge to go came back. Thoughts of holding it until the morning left your mind, unfortunately the monsters stayed.

Turning around, you looked at Minho's tired face, taking in his slow breathes and the way his eyes cracked open slightly.

"Hi," he whispered with a small smile. "Can't sleep?"

"Gotta go to the bathroom" you answered, taking the straight forward approach. He lifted an eyebrow, eyeing the door behind you.

"Then you should probably go," he said, bringing his face closer, kissing your nose lightly before letting you go. When you didn't get up, however, he lifted his head a bit and tilted it to the side.

"Can you come with me?" you asked, looking him in the eye. Cats like eye contact, you thought, holding in the urge to laugh.

Afraid you'll fall in?"

"Afraid I'll be pulled in" you expressed. "Please come with me?"

He waited a bit, looking between you and the door. Finally, he chuckled before sitting up. "Alright baby, I'll protect you from the octopus monster hiding in our pipes."

"Minho!" you whined, but got up as well, thankful for your boyfriend. He might tease you relentlessly when he's more awake, but he'll always be there for any of your requests.

He walked ahead of you, opening the door and turning on the light before doing a full inspection of the bathroom. When he turned to you, he stood straight and saluted. "All clear".

You chuckled, grabbing his arms and pulling him to you to give him a little kiss to his cheek. "My hero," you whispered before going in. You turned to close the door and saw Minho was still inside, looking at you. "I'm okay now," you said reassuringly.

"But what if a monster tries to drag you in? I have to be here to pull you away," he said smirking, sitting on the floor.

"Lee Minho!"

"It's not like it's something I haven't--"

"Nope, you can sit outside the door but not inside you big cat," you said, trying to pull him up. He fought against you before finally relenting and getting up.

"Fiiiine," he whined. When you closed the door (and locked it for good measure) you heard a thump on the other side. Knowing your boyfriend, he slumped his whole weight to the floor.

Shaking your head, you did your business and freshened up--while avoiding looking at the mirror--before opening the door. Immediately, your boyfriend slumped to the ground and looked up at you.

"You didn't get eaten".

"Thankfully," you said, leaning down. Suddenly, he jumped up and picked you up, walking towards the bed. You let out a scream, surprised by the sudden action. "WHY--"

"Sleep time," he said simply, dropping you on the bed and climbing in after you. He gave you no room to say anything or complain because in the next second, your face was against his chest and the lights were all off. Laughing a bit, you leaned up and kissed his jaw, nuzzling into his chest. The sound of his heartbeat was steady under your ear and lulled you to sleep. That night, you didn't dream of monsters, and instead dreamed of giant cats.

I watched a horror movie last night and this popped into my head! As always, I hope you enjoyed reading! I have a masterlist in my drafts and will probably publish it at some point tomorrow! I hope you have a good day, afternoon, and night <3

-Jini

[princess-jammie]

JAMMIE'S INTRO

they/them - pink obsessed

Always looking for neopronouns or names, feel free to send some my way. For now I mainly use: Jammie, Thea, and Theo. My pronouns.cc has more details.

I'm 17 and Australian, so I'm in the AEST timezone. I'm an ENJT-T, a turbulent enforcer. I'm currently questioning my sexuality, send help /lh.

I plan to use this Tumblr to share headcanons, coin terms, moodboards, stimboards, drabbles and artwork of characters and oc's - plus yapping. I am chronically lonely/lh so feel free to say hi :3 Id love to make some more friends.

My Interests...

Hobbies: reading, writing, gacha life, mobile games, making rentrys and carrds (still new to this! I often use templates!), coining terms, making pronoun sets, agere

Likes (this is gonna be long-):

Movies - words bubble up like soda pop, frosty the snowman, Spiderman movies (all iterations), turning red

Shows - atla, Pokemon, she ra, Steven Universe, criminal minds, Brooklyn 99, de:pp

Books (inc. manga) - chainsaw man, assassination classroom, hwfwm, classics, of mice and men, sci fiiii, a good girls guide to murder series

Games - roblox (obby's, dti, animal ones so far), stardew valley, gacha life 2, Minecraft, miles Morales

Franchises - Mario, FNAF, Sanrio, Pokemon

Other - zackscott gaming on YouTube!! Lo-fi music, stuffed animals, kemonomimi, vocaloid

BYF:

I'm currently rebuilding my social media accounts after I went on a social media purge earlier this year for my mental health. I'm not always active, but trying to be a little more now!

I support: Palestine, poc, LGBTQ, mogai, disabled and neurodivergent people, abortion etc.

I have autism and sometimes struggle with tone or social cues, I'm sorry if i do anything that sounds strange or if I'm a bit awkward!

Please check out my carrd for more info. I'm planning on making a more in depth one eventually.

For info on my delusional attachments: carrd

Tag + Blog List:

@jams-collection-of-reblogs my reblog blog lol, to avoid cluttering here!

I'll keep updating this as I think of more to add, if you've read this far hi and thank you :3

[hottu-doggie]

Second part of this fic i wrote~☆!!

So uhh... yello! im back, yippie~☆!! This is part 2 of idk we will see in the future~☆!!

Lets starts this and get going, shall we~☆!!

✨️💖

So were were we? Yes they were in a small apartment, for now. ( And this apartment is furnished. )

Ford is keep writing in this journal he keeps with himself, meanwhile Stanley is trying his best be use of things- like anything at all ! Ford was just trying to figure out how to tell Stanley that he is his twin. But he knows he can't cuz, if he does tell him that now, he might not want to talk with him cuz of the stuff happened not soo long ago. He was just waiting for the right time...

Lee on the other hand just wishes that all of this never happened in the first place and just wants brother to be with him rn and leave this dumb place...!!! But he knows that it will never happen anymore cuz his brother left him... ( Does'nt knows that his brother is right in front of him :3 )

How lost has it been that he started to live with this guy? 5 weeks? I guess...? At least he was so nice with him. And somehow he finds this guy... uhhh... attractive...?!! What is he thinking about. This guy is problably married, but he does'nt have ring on his fiiii...wwhhuuuuuhhh--!!!!??????? T-this guy has six fingers???!!!!! What is this coincidence??!!! Is this why he kept trying to avoid showing his hands?? He does'nt knows..

And at that moment, he felt a strange feeling coming from his chest. It was.. warm? He somehow feels happy about this. His hair is fluffy, his eyes has glasses, his face seems familiar... and now he realized he has six fingers! There was deffinetly something up this guy. Should he tell him this? Nahh.... but i'll def later! Maybe before they sleep? Yeah, he is gonna tell him that time.

...

So anyways, Ford keeps writing in his journal untill he makes a BIIIG yawn and ofc Lee hears this and takes this as an opportunity.

" Hey! I hear your yawns, i know that you are tired. " He stops and bofore Ford tries to say anything, Lee continues talking. " And no! I will not tell you again, i said bed!! "

Ford had no choice but to sleep ig. "*sigh* Allright Lee.. " While he was heading to the couch, Lee blocked his way and hold his hand. " I know what you were hiding from me. Why did'nt you told me that you had six fingers? "

Oh noo, what would Ford dOo0o. He should def tell him that it's just a mutation he was born with-!! " Stanley... would you belive me if i told you that i am your brother? " Wow Ford, that was fast....(´ι _` 　)

" Whu- what do you mean? I never told you i had a brother-!!! " Good job Ford, you made the boy panic... " F-ford? " " Yes Stanley? " " Are you... acsually him? "

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Ohh boy did Lee not only realized this old guy had six fingers, he learned that this guy was his twin brother??!!!!

Umm anyways hii again, i finished part 2 yippiiieeee~☆!!!!

[yourlocaltreesimp]

Hi, Fir! :)

So I just checked out your Twillight bot and I don't know what or how you did it, BUT HOLY HELL.

Thank you so much for making him so perfect, like he's actually a masterpiece.

If I don't marry this man right now, I will literally go insane.

I don't think I even have to mention the pet names and southern drawl, like HNGGGGGGG

He's absolutely melting my heart, he's so sweet 🥹

THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE <3

(I had a really shitty day, and this made it so much better, thank you.)

~ Fi 🐝

TYSM FIIII

you have no clue how many test runs he went through. Oh my days-

but yeah, we’re all marrying him.

all of us.

us rn:

[shytiff]

Apr 2021 Wins

Started typing this on 4th apr lmaooo

1 - went to mcd. bought chicken + rice with the app promo. there’s a staff helping me on the order machine lol i feel badd there’s no need to do thatt. ate my lunchmade by mom at mcd’s muschola and went to sbux bcs its tumbler day. green tea latte w skim milk as usual. sent dr triya’s translation. ecmocard. started rereading goong (AGAIN. i probably have read it like 3 times minimum). still bring some feels

2 - its holiday today. spent almost the whole daylight rereading goong (turns out its pronounce ‘gung’ not ‘gong’ lol ive been wrong all this time) and finished it. the scene where they stare at each other, separated by the castle door, always gets me. got the old ipad charged (the screen are like 30% close to detaching and falling apart) and started AOT

3 - spent the whole day reading AOT. i like it when i have mini purposes in life (eg: finishing a manga series). AOT rly talks a lot about what do you want to do in life, the consequences of your choices and how you have to live with it. i felt triggered in a good way. the characters dont rly judge other’s choices, but they question them. discuss about it. give you some moral push. second gladi today. my vbg was still filpped hhhh. read aot until i felt sleepy and fell asleep. woke up very near subuh and prayed isya. my toxic trait is the horrible self care (and im talking bare minimum lol hehe lmao)

4 - finished aot. Asked irun about some aot explanations and she sent 5 paragraphs in one bubble. Slept. Flavola, kopsus coklat and somay. Also ate japota honey butter. Did 1 long input of ecmocard. Followed baepsae choreo. Moved my body a bit. Wow im not immediately sleeping. Amazing

5 - arrived at harkit 11-ish and went back about 1pm loll. super hungry when im arriving in kalideres. bought tahu colek worth 3000 (i wonder how the seller hears me through my 2 layers of mask), roti sisir and some ice cream in alfamidi. my fitlife protein powder ran out again. its my 2nd already. did some ecmocard, wasted my time after maghrib

6 - woke up late. did not have the mental strength to go to harkit so i decided to just stay home. bought sbux 1L green tea and macchiato. wasted the daylight and finally did some ecmocard in the evening,,,,

7 - off to harkit 7.30-ish pm in the rain. Took some data for ecmocard. Went to salemba to get tabung and surat bebas pustaka. Had breakfast slash lunch first, tried guudfuud (red rice, beef and omega egg). I like that the rice was not too much. Met up w ness ren and talked about isip dilemmas at sky. Afterwards went to flavola. Ordered mie rebus and roasted milk tea cause i somehow feel sooo hungry and in need of calories. It tasted so good, i was sitting in my usual seat facing the window, and the sky was a mixture of blue and grey. Brought croissant and sakura pocky at indomart. Ate the bread immediately after indomie. Went back home. Juan brought tahu gejrot that was delicious and crunchy. Internship files briefing by akis. Fell asleep

8 - woke up. Saw that dr retha was up for interview. Panicked. Thankfully it was at 12. I left home at 9:40 ish and arrived 11:50. Its a long ass way. Turns out i was interviewed with ka agassi. The doctors are so kind. They explained the gist of anesthesiology profession, and how its a choice you make, and its okay as long as you like what you do. Tried halo bowl for lunch. Sous vide chicken, rice, caesar sauce, beef bacon, and the deliciouss butter broccoli. Went back to kalideres and to starbucks. I only spent <2 hrs in there (a waste of money, i know). Bought decaf hazelnut latte (apparently the beans were kenyan something? Medium?) and butter croissant (need to cushion my stomach). Did GCP certification and sent it to the ever so kind mba Ai. Still got energy from the caffeine, did some ecmocard, read quran, read.... Toji fanfic 🤦‍♀️

9 - went to rsf w mom. We took the wrong way and had to take the long way but thank god theres still time to spare. Met dr rara. Some briefing. Went to rscm w agassi, submitted files for ijazah, went back to RSF. Girlll the cost of transport. MRT: 12K. Grab: 16-17k. Thats one way trip. Bought food at rsf canteen. Eocru briefing by the research coordinator. Ward tour w dr retha. Snacked on ovaltine provided by mba ai. Went home after maghrib by tj. Liqo along the way. Glad bersih (came late). Drank macchiato for some strength but still fell asleep quickly.i shouldnt have laid down

10 - kebakaran jenggot in the morning due to green screen positioning. Finally got the appropriate setup (after many fabric tries and cutting my mukena) at 08:30. Finished showering 08:45. Zoom was opened at 9 lmao. Somehow finished before 09:30. Zoompah w mom and dad along side me. After its ovee, some "photoshoot" w fam. At this point i was truly rly sleepy. Took of my makeup. Changed my clothes. And then racil silv dev showed up lol. I got gifts c: and then atikah came. And then i redid my makeup, this time with the help of friends to create fantastic eye make up look (which i can never pull off). Eyebrows by sil, eyeshadow and liner by cheldev lol. Took some photos. Dajen came. Talked. Videocalled w pupuy. A surprise gift from fianti came. And then chel dajen went back at 8. Still cant sleep. Slept at like 11-12

11 - lazed. Woke up, ate pizza (mom bought 2 of phd's 1m pizza) and bakwan, slept again. Matcha latte and ecmocard. Watched a bit of 2nd sinau

12 - off to rsf at 06:20. Arrived 07:15 ish. Lunch was ayam penyet accompanied by snacks that mba ai bought. Off to harkit at 14:05 (bcs my laptop somehow shut down and i lost all the unsubmitted data). And then off to kalideres at 15:30 ish to meet up w clara and search for clothes for almira's wedding. Went to lippo bcs clar saw this dress that kinda looks like the brokat given. We ate at ramen ya. It doesnt rly make you feel full, the filliny sensation was kinda like indomie. Saw that the dress looked different. Ate 1 boba pancake together at banban. Continued on to the tailor in kebon jeruk. The location was in an alley, and it was raining lol. Quoting clara: "the unnecessary struggles". The tailor was quite helpful (and she looks experienced). Arrived at clara's at 8 ish. Picked up by mom with car (it was raining) and arrived at abt 9. Hurriedly showered and tarawih and tidied up AND ITS ONLY 09:45. Its crazy how efficient one use time (and at the same time, how wasteful one can be)

13 - first day of fasting. The morning was spent taking samples. I stupidly took a sample thats not yet labeled im sorry :(((( i felt kinda tired and wanted to give up this. Give up anesthesia. Went back home at 14:00 and its cloudy. The bus was the nicer types and it was COLD. Read quran along the way. Picked up by juan. Opened laptop. And then its iftar time. I was sooo sleey and the tarawih was so long thst i closed my eyes along the way. Fianti called after tarawih, we talked til abt 21:30. And then i fell asleep

14 - went to rscm. Submitted serkom files. Met dr dyah and i hope we could somehow meet her again if we study in fkui again aamiin. Went to rsf by mrt. Arrived in lebak bulus just before it was raining. The bus took a while to arrive (usually theyre there, waiting). Its still raining like crazy so i took grabcar to AR from pesakih (39k). Played with my phone til iftar. Played phone again after tarawih and fell asleep

15 - i felt rlyy lazy and cant bring myself to wake up. Off to rsf at 07:15. There were coordinator ppl. Took sample. It was raining when i went back but i took grabbike from kalideres. Wasted my time and did not do ecmocard

16 - sampling. Snacked on keripik pisang at the room. Went back early at 13:15 ish. Picked up by juan. Sleeeept (and this is before the nightmareish mistake began)

17 - i did a mistake by telling dr retha (who took the sample today) the wrong patient (it switched in my unreliable memory. I feel terrible. Thank god shes quite chill abt it (?). Read jujutsu kaiseeen. Went to flavola. Did 1 ecmocard. Went to bandar jakarta baywalk by motorbike. Spent 135k and was quite full with many varieties. Arrived home at about 20:50. Turns out juan also had bukber with his friends. Phone call with fiiii, talked abt dimrob

18 - lazed all day, read jjk, finished my part of ecmocard (gave genky to ekal cause i was a dumbass at getting data). Ate mom's mentai rice, siomay. Drank green tea latte. Read jjk til 145 (mentok) at night. Proceeds to consume all things jjk lmaoo

19 - we took sooo long to get samples. Finished at 13:00. Went to rm with dr rara. Went back home. Watched the third sinau. Read the IMMACULATE jjk fics by celestialmechanics im IN LOVEEEE with the way s/he writes ughhhh

20 - samples took faster than usual. Mba ai did not came today. Went to RM and did some work there. Off to AR by 15:00. Arrived close to maghrib. Did not do any work afterwards lmao. Did not even wash my face

21 - magang as usual. Note to self: sit on the right side of the bus. Did nothing yesterday. Felt like shit after tarawih (but i showered before maghrib!!)

22 - todays problem was the swab sample not being there even though the staff allegedly already took it. Huft. Took a shower and out on vitacid (i cant remember the kast time i put on vitacid 😳 its probably been... a week or two?

23 - samples finished quite quickly. Already going home at 12. Lazedddd and lazed and lazed. Waited for emir to pick me up so i went to dm. Read an immaculate itadori x megumi fix thats just full of feels. Started demon slayer lets see

24 - literally just laid in bed reading manga and seeing tiktok and slept again and suddenly its 1 am. Showered. Still in a lazy mode. Havent begun clires work. Watched leah's vlog that said "go do things youve been putting off!". Finally finished the third and last video of Sinau Yuk ICU class with dr. Zeta, SpAn lolll even though the actual last class was on 7th apr. iftar was fish and chips and salad yuum

25 - woke up at like 1am since i slept too much yesterday. Ate tan ek tjoan bread and drank sbux matcha latte. Did some intern work. Read a bit of quran. Sahur. Cant even sleep again so i showered. Off with mom and dad (09:30) since dad’s going to get vaccinated at skk migas. Mom drove me to ara’s place (11:00). Talked a bit and even read quran again there. Off to GI (13:00) to meet up w regen. Walked around. Bought a discounted TBS green tea facial wash. Went back home by TJ (16:00). the bus station is a bit closer now. Arrived home close to maghrib (17:30). hurriedly showered and went to sleep (properly) after tarawih. A good good sleep since i got 9400 steps today and that tired me out lmaooo (bare minimum yall, i know). 

26 - woke up still sleepy. Slept again after iftar and woke up at 07:30. Skipped shower and off to RSF lmao. Went to medical record. Walked to the front of RSF originally planning to go to lebak bulus by angkot but i saw none. So i went through mrt instead. Stopped by at kebon jeruk and walked 800 meter (that tireeed me and made me feel parched under the sun) to risma busana for clothes fitting. Took gojek to jembatan gantung (turns out the closer halte to flyover was taman kota). Iftar was chicken noodle and risol and banana and i felt fullll and i slept

27 - today is off day since im alternating with agassi. read quran. watched shadow and bone (with 1,5x speed except for kanej and matthias nina scenes). didnt rly do any magang work except the table asked by dr retha. i feel like usually im operating on 70%. sleeping more doesnt rly add that. i need caffeine or physical activity. before i know it, its close to iftar.

28 - i ((felt)) like i had a decent amount of energy today. shouldve done some work between sahur and leaving the house but i ended up reading vampire knight lmaoooo the scenes had no business bringing so much butterflies. sampling together w agassi. mba ai didnt come in today. after agassi left did some magang work. i also went to RM to ask for more RM to bu dian. took angkot to lebak bulus for the first time. paid 5k. i had no idea which angkot went to lebak bulus and the driver (somehow knowing the right words to say) said “lebak bulus lebak bulus”. didnt read much quran on the way back. i just close my eyes and relaxed. felt kinda low on sugar. watched more shadow and bone on the way back and at home until close to iftar. didnt do anything after tarawih. slept hoping i woke up early (which i did, at 3am. but i slept again)

29 - im supposed to have ample energy but i just stuck around my bed until its time to get ready to go. read some kanej fic lol. I dont rly do anything productive after arriving home

30 - made intern log, magang as usual. Did not go to rm. Finished watching shadow and bone. Rested bcs tomorrow's saturdayyy