#hhhngg

[memesandmusicalss]

this. song. jesus fucking christ i am ill

[chickpea0]

Trying so hard not to yearn too hard for the past because maladaptive nostalgia is not something you want to encourage but it's got hands

[arts-of-berdengguhit]

DARK CHOCO LOOK!

*Choco is proud of that hair because he's the one who did it*

I do like to think Choco does his hair while Rockstar sings to him aaaaahh 😭💕 Also... Yeeeh knew costumes are definitely coming in ToA 🥲 Those red boots! He's so so fine in that costume! 🤭💕

[moth-tea-merchant]

Fffff how does my head and eyes STILL hurt after resting aauuuighhh

[boytoybrutus]

Aw, you're such a desperate boy. Tagging shit with "send asks" and even asking people to send you stuff to touch yourself to. It's awful cute. Would love to see you given what you deserve. Hold your hips down hard while shoving a knotted dildo in, listening to the little sounds you make. I'd love to pull on your nipples and hear you yelp, pup <3

FUCK i don't even know how to respond, this is just what i need. hhhngg..

[frusciantes-octopus]

geez i need to watch more films freals new obsession of eye candy unlocked hhhngg

[drunklittlelamb]

It's super super easy ! Cmon, sit on my lap ♡

See, it's already starting to grow ! Didn't know I was that good, hehe!

But watch me and don't even think of taking your eyes off of me. Your clit is so small and cute, but if I'm gonna make it bigger all I've gotta do is pinch it between these two fingers, see? And then tug<3

oookay big bro,, i trust you. i'll get in your lap and hhhngg please dont stop hhhnngg i wanna get big for uuu

[1shimaru]

*trying out Neuvilette*

him: HHHNGG... HHHRRNGG.. HUHN

me: ohh.. um. okay...

[mypoisonedvine]

Congrats! ❤️ How about spouse, one-night stand, best friend with...

Joel

Eddie

Bucky

oh god you sure know how to give me a challenge navy!!

for best friend, I'll go with joel. YES NOT BEING ABLE TO FUCK HIM IS PAINFUL FOR ME but I feel like he's a very useful guy to be friends with especially in the QZ.

for one night stand, eddie. you know I love him but I would feel like a cradle-robber marrying a high school student lmao and I don't care if this is the sex god fanon version of eddie or the nervous awkward virgin version, either is a treat. but let's just say we're gonna make the most of that one night... does it count as one night if it's like 36 hours of pure filth?? (jesus just imagining him totally exhausted balls completely drained physically incapable of anything more but still wanting to cuddle and makeout hhhngg)

and finally for husband, bucky. he's really the best of all these options for an actual life partner because he's at the crossroads of has actual skills, is at least somewhat capable of emotional intimacy and also, canonically, fucks. I just know he'd be the sweetest doting husband but also a real horny bastard when he's in the right mood lol I think he's a pretty modern guy but if he wants a traditional housewife I'll start learning recipes now lmaoooo

[comeonblub]

i do this thing where i write notes about my knowledge of a new media before starting it, my experience during it, and then my perspective after (if i finish)

separately, ive also been losing my mind about Outer Wilds for well over a week now. ive decided i want to share it

(if you notice that it's been years since ive posted on here no you didn't)

also if you haven't played the game, i recommended you do not read this and instead go download Outer Wilds

spoilers below

NOTES: Outer Wilds / before playing

- has that one song with annoying whistling that i always skip when it shows up on Spotify

- that one person i follow on Tumblr absolutely loves it it's like their favourite game

- seems like it might be emotional or something?

- uhhhh space aliens? i think??

NOTES: Outer Wilds / start playing

- omg the controls SUCk

- oh IM the alien

- lag lag lag and very not keyboard friendly (yes im playing with a keyboard no i don't have a controller)

- ...

- okay keybind + graphics adjustments, and ive made it ever so slightly better

- i do not want to talk to you

- I DO NoT know what i am supposed to be doing what what what

- maybe i shouldve talked to people

- uhhhhh did I do that?

- the world explodes and dies. why. bc of me?

- UHHh

- oh hey the game references the fact i died lol

- okay Doing this again i guess and won't repeat the thing that killed me i think

- don't fucking TouCH that thing it explodes worlds

- okay okay im getting good info i think def don't want to die this time unless i can save

- do i save at that one statue? let's try

- WAIT FUCK FUCK The World's exploding again WHY

- BUHHHH

- "you're lucky im in a timeloop because otherwise I'd be super dead" – LMAO OKAY I MAY BE WON OVER

- okay so the explosions are independent of me. im going back to that thing and fucking around w/ it

- ...

- 15 Hours Into Game

- brittle hollow and i are besties now

- the lore is intricate ain't it. at times i feel like i understand everything. at others im completely lost. if there's a strategy here i don't know it. im just compelled to explore

- the Southern Observatory kinda went off tho with that visual and music combo

- the Fucking Moon

- i got stuck in anglerfish overlook w/ rising sand and just had to wait to die by being scrunched on the ceiling. absolutely worst way to go was awful and i hated it

- 22 min......

- reading explanations that completely recontexutalizes things i'd took for granted or previously ignored is a trip and a half

- my worldview gets shattered every other loop, millions dead but don't worry death means nothing

- like "the sun station",.. oh. "22 min interval"... OH

- i don't know what else to do here

- giants deep whomst ive ignored

- THERES ANOTHER PERSON WHO STUCK IN THIS TIMELOOP WITH ME?

- !!!

- gabbro my beloved

- hhhngg these puzzles.. am i missing something. should i know it now. will i learn it later. the stupid watery core and electricity...

- ...

- 25 Hours Into Game

- i know this galaxy

- i know it intimately

- but there are some places that are just so stupidly challenging to get to. i get there once. i never want to have to do it again. (giants deep core– once. sun station– once. coleus' lakebed quantum cave– twice. centre of the interloper– twice. the vessel– once. high energy lab– twice.)

- ...

- quantum moon whoag

- uh hm what

- YOURE ALIVE

- solanum i love u

- "think of you as a friend" PLS CAN I HUG

- ...

- 30+ HOURS INTO GAME

- i figured out the ash twin core

- i chickened out of taking the thing to do other things instead. achievement hunting.

- it's simply much too scary. no fallback. what happens if no core, no loop

- oh

- .. oh

- fucking hell i didn't realize how much id become dependent on the safety net of a timeloop. of like, functional immortality

- the fear of the unknown. of something new. of actual death

- ...

- well then

- FINISHING MAIN GAME

- i took the core. i left the ash twin project.

- music immediately begins kicking up into something new and emotional and anticipatory

- I DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS MORE TO DO

- i panic and warp back to ask twin project. return the core to the machine

- what a wuss. but i feel better

- think think think think

- where Have I Seen that before. the core

- okay i have an idea of what to do but. fear

- I PRACTICE. Practice! i do 3+ runs to test getting past those Fucking FISH

- AND THEN DO IT FOR REAL

- screaming and crying

- BUT I SUCCEED

- whhhjhb whoaggh

- eye...

- HhhHhh quantummmm

- what

- what

- what

- a guy

- what

- ... euuuu cry mine friendsss

- ayy the fucking hell im emotional

- goddamn. What A Game. that music. holy shit

- ...

NOTES: Outer Wilds / post playing

- even as i did the ending there was still a small part of me that thought... i can save them

- ... (there will be a way to save them)

- there wasn't of course. and it hurt. but... not in a completely bad way

- it's like. the small flickering hope i felt at the end of all things, it still meant something. it still got me TO the end

- i know it was just a game but. it makes me think

- ...

- BONUS Saga of me accomplishing achievements: the fact that i later was able to break reality and also talk to myself in game was fun and cool and sexy

- i WILL be playing DLC but i need to recover

[kasey-writes-stuff]

Hello Kasey Koo, you wouldn’t mind if we cuddle while I trace your underarms would you? Awwww where are you going? Can my tickles follow you :>

OKAY LOOK THAT SPOT IS UNFAIR ….

Isjzjzjx I get the pressure feeling there the most…. Hhhngg

Skxjjdiddid I….

Grrrr /lh 45% ….

[rebel-ezra]

I go from YIPPPIEEE I LOVE ART SCHOOL IM AN ARTIST to hhhngg the dread... the horrors... to ART ART ART to should I drop out every hour of every day btw

[arts-of-berdengguhit]

YOU!

*shakes you*

I LOVE THE WAY YOU DRAW MERCURIAL KNIGHT COOKIE HE'S JUST SO BBG AND THE WAY YOU DRAW HIM SENDS ME TO HEAVEN

ME?! *is shaken* Thank you so so much!! 😭💕 I really honestly appreciate it 🥺💕💕 Made a quick doodle. Sorry it's not too decent hhhngg

[peridotite]

i am not immune to tracemily

[luntian-berdengguhit]

Oh about the interview, I am still in the process of being hired I guess...

Worked on some arts, send it to em. Now that it has taken like 2 working days and still no reply, I dunno... I wanna ask but [insert introverting] AAAAAAAAAAH

[bear-clawed]

hhhngg.. hhhahhh… mmmhh~~~

As Per Your Second Reward, I'd Like You To Meet A... Friend Of Mine.

-@henryemily1948

Friend? Friend?