#hhhhhhhhhh we’ll see .

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

i’m cooking 🫡🫡🫡

[inkstainedhandswithrings]

TBB s3 Finale Thoughts!!

Fair warning, this one is very long

I am fear

Why is this intro music

What is this intro music

Help

“The base is 5 Klicks away. Can you make it?”

Jesus Christ what a scary question right from the start

Is Wrecker gonna…?

I’m not gonna say it

Jesus

This convo between Hemlock and Rampart was amazing

Two villains, being villainy together

Honestly the writers knew what they were doing

Honestly, I love that Emerie is owning up to her mistakes?

is she gonna 99 herself?

Jeez Jennifer’s Tweet really threw me

ALSO OMEGA GIRLBOSSING

LETS GOO

Oh shit, cross wiring a droid??

This is Tech’s training huh??

🥹🥹🥹🥹

he’d be so proud

EVA STRAPPED RHE PLUSHIE TO HER BACK IM CRYING

gaaaaaahh Omega is so grown up

I love her

AHHHHGH IM SOSCARED FOR WRECKER??

JEN WHAT HAVE YOU DONE

WAIT SO

the kids just escaped

and now Echo is going to save the kids

NO

Ugh this can’t end well

This is

hhhhhhhh

I KNEW IT

omega is freeing the Zillo

ofc she is!!

love!!

Why does Guy With Googles seem like foreshadowing?

Where’s Tech Jen?

Where’d you put him?

Honestly the entire Zillo thing is giving Ahsoka freeing Maul

Echo realising she freed the Zillo

“How’d you know that?” “Because it’s exactly what I’d do.”

BESTIE THE WAY I SCREAMED

Crosshairs hand tremor getting worse literally has me in shambles

I am so scared for him

Actually for all of them

HHHHHHHHHH

Oh so batcher is alive

AAAHHHHH

OKAY

FIRST. OF. ALL.

Cross changing the plan because of Wreckers injury???

AHHHHGH THAT IS SO SWEET HELP???

SECONDLY

HIM OFFERING TI INFILTRATE THE BASE HIMSELF???

SCARY!!!

LASTLY

“You two, head to the communications array and try to contact Rex.”

I AM JUMPING AND SCREAMING WITH JOY

I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS

REX

YEA

BRING REX BACK

YEASSSSS!!!!

Oh I really shoulda waited this out

Are they not bringing Rex back?

Either waY THAG LINE??

“Clone Force 99 died with Tech.”

The entire conversation about Omega needing the others more than him?

“If we all go in, we won’t all make it out.”

AHHHHHH

NOOOoo

he’s right tho

shiiiiit

“Echo’s handiwork? Or Omega’s?” in sync: “Omega.” I AM SCREAMING

I think Hemcock realised that the Zillo was an intentional distraction

But he still has to make a move

And that made him angry

Love it

Our girl pissed him off

OH

OHHHH

THATS TECH

THERE HE IS

Okay so he wasn’t the operative we expected

BUT COME ONE

the chamber?? Reminds me of Echos on Skako

And the Helmet is different than all the others

And the back of the head like yea

That’s Tech!!!

Especially because Hemlock getting him now makes so much sense

He needs to figure out how to stop the batch, so why not use a former squad member? And reunite CLONE FORCE 99

Echo: sees loads of destruction

Echo: omega was here

“We need to fall back.”

And call Rex

Call Rex

And don’t 99 yourself

Cross

Don’t

“You should be more careful with your shooting hand.”

No.

No way.

No.

They didn’t

They couldn’t have

This actually has me wanting to cry wtf

Fuck, the batch being careened off unconscious in front of Echo is,,, very concerning

Echo has to call Rex now right

Gah poor guy must feel very unsettled

Ahhhh and the rest of the batch

hhhhhh

helpppp

“Causing chaos Havoc 5?”

AHHHHHH

he is so dad coded actually

🥹🥹🥹🥹

sweetness

I needed that

uuuughhh them splitting up so that the kids are safe

So sweet

But also

This is gonna be hard for them alone

Ah fuck

Shiiiiit

He’s trying to winter soldier them

Noooooo

“We’ll survive. But you won’t.”

In that defeated voice?

I’m crying

AND HOW DARE HEMLOCK TALK ABT TECH RHAT WAY

FUCK, THIS EPISODE

Ugh Echo’s speech

The clones banding together

I’m crying

Jesus I love this

Echo taking charge that way

Natural leader fr

I am in love <3

Fuck, Rampart is gonna fuck something up huh

He’s gonna ruin it for them isn’t he

Oh shit Tarkin is coming?

Oh no

GOD THE WAY I LOVE THE CLONES ALL RISING UP TOGETHER

yo the way that “training room” is built is actually wild

gah omega freeing them herself is v scary to me

sounds like something abt to go wrong

yup

shit

fuck

HEMLOCK YOU BITCH

NO NOT THE GAS

NO

FUCK

Oh good they finally got rid of rampart

slightly bummed about Nala Sue though, even tho she was mostly not that great

She really stepped up

Wrecker hulking out like that

I love it!!!

LETS GOOOO

“Get the kid.”

WRECKER YOU MACHINE

I LOVE

okay so maybe none of the operatives are tech

at least I hope so bc the batch is mowing them down

Also

Crosshairs hand rlly is gone

Fuck

Shiiiiiiit

How could they do this to him

hhhhhhh

ugh the fact that it’s raining too

The way Echo is panting

Poor baby is so tired

Wrecker too, they’re barely holding on

The fact that Crosshair is shooting with his other hand and still hitting target

Can’t keep him down

But still bro wtf

“They won’t risk hurting you.”

“Neither will you. You need me alive.”

God the writing is so good

ALSO SCORCH???

POOR GUY NOOOOO

we got wet hair hunter tho😏🥲

“Shoot the binders.”

“They’re too close.”

“She knows what to do. Wait on her, then take the shot.”

WOW

THE WRITING

THE

WRITING

THE ANIMATION

THE ACTION

THIS IS LITERALLY SO FUCKING GOOD WHAT

GOD SHE SAW CROSS’S HAND

the way she immediately began crying and hugged him

And then hunter joining in

I AM NOT OKAY

(the writingggggg)

(hhhhhhhaaaaaaaa)

Oh thank fuck they’re back on Pabu

Echo inviting Emerie back to Pantora

that’s actually so sweet

And the convo about them never having had a childhood? Gah this hurts my soul

that shot of them all sitting together <3

okay so full disclosure I didn’t type for most of the last scene because I was so gagged

ADULT OMEGA?

OLD HIPPIE MAN HUNTER??

Omega joining the rebellion as a pilot

and Tech’s goggles on her dash

Okay so I know I was lobbying hard for Rex showing up, but at some point I got why he didn’t. This was about the batch. It was about the poetry of them stepping up into their natural roles and solving the problem themselves and I loved that.

Also, as most of you know, I was very strongly pro team Tech is alive and I don’t know how to feel now that we didn’t get a reveal. I’m thinking if we get another show maybe he might still come back but my optimism is a little,,, depleted.

Also I think it’s absolutely ridiculous that Tarkin reverts funds from Necromancer to Stardust AKA the Death Star. Like yeah, let’s forget about eternal life and focus on big floaty ball.

I just thought that was funny.

Also Crosshair saying that clone force 99 died with Tech. In a way that’s very true. They weren’t the same squad after that and they never will be. After that loss something was kicked loose in Hunter, I think. He was more sure than ever that he wanted to be a family before he wanted to be a squad. And in the end that’s what they got. There’s a bitter sweet poetic beauty in that I think.

Ugh honestly I think I need to sit in this for a while and process it because I’m a little,,, idk it was a lot. Like it was great but it was so much yanno? I’m kinda sad that the gap between Rex forming the rebellion and leaving the fight wasn’t filled yet, but I’m hopeful we get another show or short or something that fills it still, because honestly he’s earned it. I’d also like to see where Echo ends up fr

Idk I’m all over the place. I will repeat, again, that the writing was amazing. The dialogue, the action, the everything really. It was incredible.

I’m just gonna sit in that a while. Yeah. Hope y’all made it through and thanks for always reading all this. Hope I get a chance to do this again one day. Love you, bad batch fandom. We’re not going anywhere <3

xo, phi

[gotmilk5101520]

3Below: Tales of Arcadia Watch Episode 26 A Glorious End Part 2 (Ending)

Part 2

“Before we all go, snickerdoodles and trail mix for the journey” Snickerdoodles are great.

“Are postcards still a thing on Akiridion-5?”

“If they are, send me one” Wait so postcards exists in the universe?

“Home?” “Yes”

“Home”

“See? All your friends are here”

“You were right, Aja”

“We made a lot of friends on this mudball”

“Little brother...”

“All my friends are here”

“This is my home”

“I-”

“I know”

“The humans and this planet are lucky to have you”

“Yes!”

“DJ Kleb is staying in the house!”

“Oh, yeah!”

“Unpack the bags, Lucy”

“We’re staying on the mudball, too” Ricky and Lucy are not out of the job.

“Many moons from now”

“when Varvatos bones groan”

“and his blood slows to a crawl”

“and he sees the twilight”

“of his life”

“there would be no greater honor...”

“nothing more glorious for Vex than to have you by his side”

“But i am the royals guardian...”

“and i must go back”

“and stand by her side”

“I know you can’t stay”

“but is there oxygen up there?”

“There is, in abundance”

“Then when Toby-pie leaves for collage”

“make room for one more!” Yeah, when Toby leaves for collage. Assuming he lives to make it into collage.

“You mean it!”

“Now kiss me, you big, blue lug!”

Now make sure you don’t kiss six more times.

“Foo-foo! Foo-foo!”

“Yea, all right!”

“I call shotgun!” Goodbye, Eli. We’ll see you in Rise of the Titans.

“Come here, boy!”

“After you, my queen”

“About that...”

“I’ll have to come up with my own title”

“Glorious” Aja Tarron, Warrior Queen sounds badass.

“Come on, Steve. Get it together”

“Why do these things end in tearful goodbyes?”

Cause it’s the finale. There has to be tearful goodbyes.

“Come on, Luug”

“We’re going home”

“Man”

“the rest of this summer’s gonna eat farts”

“Yeah, it is kinda hard to top destroying an alien god” How about fighting actual titans?

“But i lost my butt-stomping, ninja-space-angel girlfriend”

“and my Creep Slaying boyfriend in the same afternoon”

“Yeah”

“i felt like that after Jim and Claire and everybody left on their quest” “Speaking of Jim and Claire, what do you think they’re doing right now?” “Well one thing’s certain, Claire’s not getting the living fuck banged out of her by Jim” “...” “...” “Hey, we had to make at least one Monster Fucker Claire joke in this series” “Wait, Claire’s a monster fucker?” “Yes!” “I thought she was just weird”

“Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa”

“we’re talking about”

“my problems here, buttsnack”

“AAAAAHHHHH!”

“Cat”

“Yum”

Aaarrrgghh is about to eat a cat in front of everyone.

“Ooh! Hey lil guy!”

“You lost?”

“Beware”

“You”

“you”

“are in grave”

“danger”

“Whoa!”

“A cat with glasses!”

“The cat just talked”

“and you’re focused on its eyewear?”

“I’ve seen aliens”

“creeps”

“and trolls, Domzalski”

“So, yeah”

“i’d like to know why the talking cat’s”

“wearing glasses” Steve does make a point. I would ask the same thing if i was in his place.

“Bad eyesight” And there’s your answer.

“Not cat”

“familiar”

“Familiar?”

“No way!”

“I’d remember if i met”

“a cat with glasses”

“No”

“Wizard”

“assistant”

“Assistant?”

“That’s very offensive”

“I am a wizard associate, thank you very much” Familiars really don’t like being called an assistant.

“Now, come with me”

“or the worst will come to pass”

“Hey”

“are you threatening me, pussycat?”

“No. I’m warning you”

“Put simply, the world as you know it is about to end”

“Meow”

“Wha...”

“Ah”

“not again!”

“AAAAAAAAAA”

“HHHHHHHHHH!”

And that is the end of 3Below: Tales of Arcadia Watch. What an adventure. The reason the ending is posted today (And why the final episode took long) is cause of two reasons. The first is: It was New Year’s, and i had spend it with my family the whole time that i lost track of time. The second reason is that: Apparently throughout yesterday, the Tumblr tags weren’t working and whatever new posts were posted wouldn’t show. But that’s been fixed already.

So all that’s left is Wizards. That shouldn’t take long as it (unfortunately) has one season and (again, unfortunately) ten episodes. I’m hoping to begin posting them in either February or March (Then again, i said the 3Below Watch would start in either August or September, and it started in November. So if it comes to it, the Wizards Watch might start in April, but i’m hoping to start in Feb or Mar) See you in Wizards: Tales of Arcadia Watch.

[maradoesnotexist]

god damn i really love one piece so much and i am so fucking excited to watch more of it, my brother and i finished thriller bark today (god bless) and hhhhhhhhhh i can’t really express it but i feel like the story is intensifying and becoming cooler / more fun and like, pieces start to fit together and i feel like there’s gonna be a huge conflict coming to resolve everything etc etc and i’m looking forward to that so much, but also i see people’s excitement about current events on twitter etc a lot and like, i CANNOT WAIT to get to that point, like wano arc seems so fucking cool (post timeskip in general, although i really really adore early episodes) and omg all the characters that we’ll meet… idk i’m so excited for hancock, yamato, law, sabo too ig, and everyone else i see people talk about.. i know there will be some things that will really hurt me :’) but i’m just so excited to see the story progress and expand and to hopefully catch up at some point (the problem is i’m watching w my brother and we don’t live together anymore so there’s not much time,,,,, also we started one piece in 2014,,,,,,,,,,) but uhhhhh yeah idk this was practically pointless but i wanted to let this feeling out and just ramble about how much i love this anime and how much i look forward to continuing it

[visdiefje]

questions 1-3 pls :)

From this ask meme!

1. Do you believe in love? Yes and no hiujgytdchvj LIKE I believe it can happen for people but as for myself I’m a little. Hmmmm. It seems a lot harder than it should be. There’s only ever been one person who actually liked me romantically irl (one of my ex partners) and that wasn’t even the only partner I’d met in person. So honestly my faith in someone liking me that way is a little damaged hujgytdfvubjk We’ll see!

2. Have you ever seen a dead person? If not, would you want to? Technically, my grandmother & grandfather at like. One of those open casket thingies.

3. What was the best hug you’ve ever had? Hhhhhhhhhh hugging my two best friends during our Canada meetup. I miss that so much. It’s been really long since I had a good hug.

Thank you for the asks, Martu!

[icharchivist]

aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I DIDNT SCREENSHOT THE BEGINING OF THE CONVO LIKE AN IDIOT BUT I DIDN’T THINK THEY’D VAGUE LAMORAK AGAIN I  CANT LIVE LIKE THIS I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS I CANT-

They were talking about sharing some tea with Gawain and Florence since it’s been a while and they’re mentioning that they’ll bring up Aglovale and Percival because after all, “their brother” used to be a pal of Gawain and Florence, so, LAMORAK.

god i was just rereading my liveblog today of the Gawain event we had a few months ago that fiNALLY told us Lamorak’s whereabouts after YEARS of theorizing what he would become, and personally having all of my wishlist being ticked off by the reveals of that event so i’ve been going. so nuts over this plot development. 

Litterally rereading my liveblog is seeing my decent into madness realizing “oh my god they’re actually bringing Lamorak into the picture now after 5 years since they first and last mentioned him” AND HHHHHHHHHH

*cups his face* do you even know the rollercoaster you put me through you piece of shit.

Please tell me we’ll finally have the Wales brothers’s reunion next Autumn then please please please i’ve been begging for so long-

[tfw-no-tennis]

mtmte liveblog issue 6

and onto issue 6, aka, Oh God Everyone Here Needs Therapy, Including The Therapist

rung already having a bad time on the cover i see

i mean, saying that kinda implies that rung ever STOPPED having a bad time, which is untrue so far in this comic

poor fort max :(

maybe lets NOT bring mnemosurgery into this whole mess, there's an idea!

i like the detail of fort max’s grip on the bed thing causing it to crumble

godddd lmao i love chromedome’s goofy skill of being able to tell who someone is by them transforming 

and his anecdote about rewind, which comes back later in hilarious fashion

tailgate hvgbshdfjsadf ‘is this a good place to sit down and die?’ i love him 

drift saving tailgate from magnus with some dumb hippy nonsense...love it

tailgate is so nice to cyclonus even tho cyclonus has been p much only mean to him....tg such a good boi

CYCLONUS YOURE GONNA REGRET TELLING TG TO ‘DROP DEAD’ IN T-MINUS A COUPLE DOZEN ISSUES OR SO. 

skids’s comment about ultra magnus is easy to dismiss as sarcasm but what if he actually knew a different magnus???? i cant remember the timeline w/that v well but that would be interesting 

tailgate is so fuckgin funny god 

IS SWERVE BEING ARRESTED HVBHDSJKHFBHSJDKF I FORGOT THIS HAPPENED

OH GOD POOR PIPES HE WASNT EVEN THE ONE TALKING SHIT....that guy has the worst luck

i see brainstorm cowering in the hallway there...nice touch

god i love whirl. hes so abrasive and so good at pushing peoples buttons, but its also interesting that we didn't see the leadup to the current situation, which resulted in what we see now - aka rung restrained but uninjured, and whirl all beat up. whirls doing a pretty good job keeping the attention on him at least 

oof this whole thing is so brutal. Its Good Writing

rodimus blease don't argue w/the guy whos having a psychotic episode and holding people hostage

i love the detail of rodimus hating to be called hot rod - I'm assuming bc it reminds him of the days when he was more immature, before he was Important and Special 

ooooof rungs thumb. owwww

god i love ratchets remark about brainstorm claiming he tried to stop fort max, when we clearly saw earlier that he did the exact opposite. i love brainstorm sooo much

hhhhhh the reveal that the reason max targeted those guys was cause of their paint colors - and how they look like overlord 

god i love whirl vbhskdjfbjaskfj

rung upholding hipaa, good job 

godddd i love whirls whole story, its so fascinating and tragic 

meanwhile rewind and swerve are hangin out, riveting some stuff, yknow how it is

i ufckgin love how swerve is like ‘i can keep a secret! [reveals a secret]’ and yet rewind proceeds to tell him abt the snuff films like, immediately

and damn rewind is hardcore. i mean i know you find out later why he wanted that footage but still 

seriously whirls backstory is so nuanced and interesting, and like, layered with politics and implications and GAH i love it 

also, i see that reference to A Certain Prisoner....

lmao oh my god rung PLEASE....that's so fucking sad dude. its literally that meme 

someone: ok imagine you’re being held hostage and your thumb gets ripped out and then your friend-

rung, in tears: a...a friend? 

ok wait a sec what is whirl even impaled on. cause it kinda looks like one of his own arms which is uhhh fucked

yeah it looks like one of whirls claws is missing....jesus

the contrast between max being like OK TIME FOR SOMEONE TO DIE and rewind and swerves lil heads peeking thru the window

rewind is that one guy whos not down with the murder 

OOOOF THE PROJECTION. BRUTAL 

rung is so good :( 

ooof and then they tell swerve to shoot max anyways...ouch

aaaand then he blows up rungs head, and whirl impaled max. way to go team!

THE OVERLORD REVEAL ALWAYS GETS ME HHHHHHHHHH THATS SOOO FUCKED JESUSSSSS

You’re In For A  Bad Time Gang

phewwww, this one was heavy! we got lots of lore and character stuff, and we got a tease for one of the series big plot points - overlord. plus, rung just died. or did he....? guess we’ll find out next time!

[pocket-infinity]

So Chapter 8 of The Only Option just came out...

And I’m fucking S C R E A M I N G OH MY GOD- I- hold on I need a minute here.

Whew boy, okay, hold on. Jesus christ this one was just... so much. Spoiler warning obviously, but jesus, throwing another 50,000 words at us, @corruptapostasy​? That’s a hell of a drop, especially considering your last drop which was also 50,000 words. I just... damn, I haven’t even gotten into the chapter yet and I’m already going off. Spoiler warnings. Obviously. Go read the damn thing. Obviously. I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again, if you are looking at this post and have not read it, you are allocating your time poorly; go read it.

Okay, now, the actual things that happen. Where to even start, I mean... death cult? Yeah, let’s start at the whole people dying to light the flames. Wait, no, we’re starting with The Pale King being mad at Grimm, because of fucking c o u r s e he is; he should be. But then the whole person dies to light the flame absolutely infuriates him (which honestly makes sense considering he’s a SOUL god, aka a god of the force of life). I just can’t stop loving this? All the conflict? All the drama? I mean I hate seeing my boys angry at each other but gods is it good. Oh, oh and then Quirrel. My little baby boy Quirrel, Oh my god, he’s already seen to much, why’d he have to deal with these bat shit insane Soul Master followers? And also the Soul Master? And also, like, any of this? Damn it, if anything happens to him I’m gonna riot. Oh boy, but let’s not forget about Lurien. My man GODDAMN LURIEN just casually roasting the Radiance a bit (both metaphorically and literally, more or less). Oh, OH, that’s not to mention when he just comes out dropping a one-liner before just completely decking the Soul Master! Like oh my god I cannot get over this, I just can. Fucking. Not. I’m still, like, riding the hype here, so you’ll have to forgive me if my thoughts are jumbled or if I’m just reciting plot here, but I’m just so overjoyed here! OH! Oh! And two of my 200,000 guesses were halfway to correct, even if they were the obvious ones. But I’m counting it as a victory, damn it! That’s a 0.001% success rate, and that’s better than 0%! But then, holy shit, the Nightmare King and the Fundament and the wyrm and aaaaAAAAAAAAAA hold on I need another minute.

Literally I have gotten a TON of answers but then a hell of a number of questions, so I guess we’ll just end up needing to see if any more theories pop out of my head, huh? But also towards the end, the Fundament has like... a vibe? It’s a strong vibe, but it’s hard to describe. I mean I guess it’s, like, eldest sibling towards the end, that feels about right, though still incomplete. And the whole dream meeting? I don’t- I can’t- where do I even start??? The answer is I almost don’t because I mostly can’t because I do Not have the Words I need, but holy hell I just hhhhhhhhhh fuck this is so good. This post is really disorganized and chaotic, but I think I’m getting my point across more or less, but the reveals! The reveals in this chapter! I literally don’t even want to talk about it too much out of fear that someone who hasn’t read it is reading this post, so just... ah, damn it, Enkay! I did not expect any of that! Oh my gods, and then the White Lady and Pale King afterwards, talking about stuff. It causes me physical pain to see her crying, so I’m just out here dying if you’ll pardon me real damn quick. Hold up I gotta rewind because the Seer is a blessing upon humankind that we do not deserve I love her so much and if anything bad happens to her I will genuinely cry- okay now where was I? The White Lady, right, seeing her sad, and oh my god the mask. You had to do it me, huh? You just had to come and slap me in the face with that sadness. Fuck, I mean well done, jesus christ.

Fuck’s sake they’re just both so damn good at writing and it should be illegal to write as well as they do as fast as they do. Oh hey also they’ve written over a double novel at this point so I’m going to go have a heart attack at this point. Damn it, I just. Can’t. The only way I can actually express my emotions about this would be just inane screaming.

I honestly don’t even know what I could say. I’ve already stated my thanks, and this is the second post where I’ve just gushed over the whole thing (technically the third time), but... I guess what I’m trying to say here, @corruptapostasy, if you’re reading this, is that your story has been something so, so good in my life, and it’s something I don’t think could be matched in a dozen centuries. So, again... from the core of my soul... thank you. For writing. For even seeing my posts, let alone acknowledging them. For everything.

[midnightbedroom]

Law of Attraction

I don’t know how else to explain it to be honest.

I feel like everything is just falling into its rightful places without having to direct them anywhere. All the firsts, all the experiences, all the love, it felt outrageously insane to feel these types of emotions that I never knew I would ever feel in my life.

It’s safe to say I’m beyond blessed with all the blessings I’ve received so far in my life. I’m thankful for what has been given to me and what is yet to be in store for me. I always like to think of what is there to come rather than focusing on the present. Because once we find ourselves stuck in the now, we forget to treasure everything else coming for us.

Recently, I’ve been doing both: treasuring the future and reminiscing the past. 

Presley just had came by from Vegas to see me for the first time, and never has anyone done that for me before. Imagine having someone who’s as dedicated to travel more than two hundred miles to see you. Yeah, that’s him. Scratch that off his Rice Purity Test score. I can’t believe he actually pulled through. Throughout all the complications and obstacles we faced through, it was all worth it after the first hug we shared, which I should say, was completely wholesome. I would never forget the feeling I got from that hug. I was lost, but in the same time, found. He made me feel things that I couldn’t even comprehend myself, which was insane. He let me love, again. I never thought I would find this feeling but with such a deeper meaning into it.

We spent the first night chilling in the old park, warming each other up. I felt so safe in his arms. Right then at that moment, nothing else mattered, just us two. We talked for a while, shared the first puff from the Sour Apple, and just genuinely enjoyed the moment as it lasted. I felt beyond satisfied. I gave him a back massage, and we were just hanging onto each other as if our lives meant on it. Although after a long day, we both managed to get some food from Vallarta’s to eat. I finally shared a box of Christian Fries, and man did that hit differently. It tasted better than it did the few other times I’ve eaten it.

After that share of fries and puff sessions in the bathroom, we decided to go back to the new park, and that’s when we shared our first kiss. What a hungry, careful, obnoxious, and purest moment it was. It was everything. I loved how we read each other’s wavelength so perfectly. No words are needed to be exchanged; we knew exactly how the other felt. 

After that long session, he had to leave, but I wasn’t scared or mad. I knew that I was actually going to see him again the next day.

I woke up and got ready for our day. I left with his gifts and settled in the Lyft car. When finally reaching the AirBNB they were staying in, I was actually amazed on how big the place was. It had that vintage feel. I saw him standing on the side of the road, waiting for me. My heart warmed. We drove up to the drive way and I met his family. I was surprised on how openly they welcomed me. 

We exchanged gifts inside, but regardless of the amount of gifts he got me, I treasured being with him the most. Just spending some time with him made my entire year. It felt like that was the only missing thing I’ve been trying to pursue. 

They took us to a brunch place nearby, and man we ate too little. I felt bad because I didn’t really have an appetite in the morning. Then, we came to a consensus on whether we should stay in or leave to go to LA with his family. We both decided to stay in. And it was the best decision ever.

We did what all couples would do if they’re alone in a house. Cuddle. Hah, gottem. Yeah we did other stuff too, we’ll get there. We shared a glass of wine, and found our way to his bed. And I’ve never felt a bed that comfortable until I laid my body on it next to him. I felt like we’ve connected more than we already have. It was amazing. I knew that feeling couldn’t be reciprocated, so I treasured it as much as I possibly can. 

Leading up to that point, we went at it. Like hard. It was fucking mind blowing holy shit. I let him do it twice. T W I C E. Who the fuck??? I’ve never let anyone do that, let alone let them do it twice. It was crazy. Who the fuck am I to let that happen??? But then again, after all that I had no regrets. I enjoyed every moment of it.

I took him to my work and got him a Mango Snowbowl and my two specialty taiyakis: Meat Lover’s and an Oreo S’more. I enjoyed it more than all the times I’ve worked there with free shit. Seeing his reaction in real life and sharing the same food I eat is way different than just showing him how to make it. 

And, oh yeah, I destroyed him in pool. Surprising? Yeah, kinda, just a little bit. I didn’t really wanna show off, but I knew my pool ways. I remember trying that geometry shit and the split and that shit was s p i c y. That was my first time pulling dumb shit like that off, and I’m surprised it did pull through. Kinda reminded me of the time when I destroyed Owwen and broke his pride for a while. Good times.

Oh god, don’t remind me. The walk to Michael’s. That bitch took so long. We came all the way from PetCo to Michael’s, and I could NOT fucking do it. I was in my heels too jeez. We got nothing out of it, so we just picked up my stuff and left to go to the park until we said our goodbyes for our early day tomorrow.

And heck, it was early.

Imagine getting up at 5am during break. 

I left and packed all my shit up surprisingly that early. I left at six and got to his house around 6:50am. He woke up all of a sudden as I entered his room. I went to cuddle with him, and everything else was just set in place. The moment was perfect. Everything was just so pure. We tried to watch the sunset together, and lead off to going for an early morning session. I wish we could do that everyday if I’m going to be perfectly honest with you.

After it though, he showered and I just fell asleep on his bed countless times. We would always find ourselves cuddling right after, which was heart warming. I love the feeling of being next to him, or just by simply being in his arms. I felt like I was safe and warm without needing to worry about anything at all. I loved it.

We went to go get ramen to my go to place in Tajima, and fuck, again, that shit tasted so much better compared to the times I’ve been there. We walked to Up2You, and regardless of how full we are, we still managed to eat a whole ass loaf of toasted bread. That shit was amazing.

Even if our plans were a bit unorganized, we still got to Balboa and exchanged gifts. That was definitely a moment I can never forget. Being in a place filled with strangers and not giving a fuck about a single thing - that. THAT’s what mean. 

I gave him a nightlight jar, a painted treasure box, and a song. He gave me a bracelet with all our inside jokes and words I attempt to use as my comebacks. I can’t believe he actually remembered all this stuff just for me. I’m in complete utter awe.

Although that moment was short, I treasured it a lot. We shared a Bird back and damn was that an experience. Imagine traveling 2 miles in 5 mins, that’s insane. We drove to Fashion Valley and shopped a little, resulting to two matching caps, a beanie, and my first ever black bucket hat. 

We somehow found our way to Little Italy and got a black truffle lasagna and Extraordinary Desserts. It was really fulfilling, but not so much to my liking - you’ll understand it later. We walked around, got fooled by a stranger that there’s an ATM down the street, then drove back to the AirBNB. 

The ride home, we both passed out on each other, me being the first. I felt like I was just done for the day, but we just settled down and cuddled for a bit then rushed to being a kite. He and I both tried out a new cart, Forbidden Fruit, which will never be used again in my lifetime. When it hit, I was in another universe. I couldn’t feel my body, I could barely even move without putting 50% of my effort. I had no control.

With this sudden highness, I remembered to text my mom, which is honestly THE WORST FUCKING EXPERIENCE EVER. I had to settle my thoughts and say exactly what I wanted to say without sounding stupid, and it took so much out of me. I felt like the entire earth was crushing its weight against me, like damn. I was hyperventilating, and he was just supporting me. When I pressed send, a whole flush of relief just came and collapsed on me, and I felt so fucking tired. 

Of course, you already know what came next. That was a whole ass fucking experience. He ripped my jean zippers, and we laughed the fuck out. I was actually so relieved in some way, I knew that was going to happen somehow. We went at it, and I couldn’t stop myself from moaning so fucking loud. He even told me to shut the fuck up three times.

And that’s when I remembered to take my pill.

AAAAAAAAAAAAA

I couldn’t open my eyes to point directly where my bag was and where my pills were. He had to go through everything just to find it. My body was numb, I couldn’t move, I couldn’t breathe prolly, I could’ve just passed out if I wanted to. He finally found it and gave me vitamin water, and yikes that was not a good combo with my current stomach.

I felt all the built up acid churning in my stomach, and before you knew it, I threw up. Jesus the mushrooms and acid from the truffles hhhhhhhhhh.

I just felt so fucking horrible afterwards so I proceed to sleep. lmfao.

Somehow, I found myself on him, naked, cuddled up, holding hands with the sunrise upon us. He woke up next to me, but we still passed out after a awhile. When we actually woke up for real this time, we washed up and took a shower. Yardy know what we did in the shower; something I never done ever for the first time. Shower sex. Imagine cumming inside for the third time but in the shower type beat.

We finished up and packed the rest of our stuff then made our way out. 

Then, I knew that it was our few moment actually together, and it kinda already drained me right then. He called my Lyft, and we said our goodbyes. I drove away and watched his frame grow smaller and smaller as the the distance between us grew.

I felt broken.

I never actually been with a guy four days straight in a row, and this shit slapped me real hard. I didn’t know what to say, and I didn’t know what to do either. I felt immensely lost. The Lyft driver’s starting conversations didn’t help as much either. 

I wanted to make a separate post of how I actually felt after. But for now, that was my first experience with my future husband.

[jul-bilant]

Prince!Seokmin/DK

oh my god g u ys  ss dhsdfz,hjv

yall have nO IDEA HOW AGGRAVATED I AM LIKE DSJSHCBHJ

i actually finished this already but tumblr kept on crashing like??? 

hhhhhhhhhh-

anywayyyy this was actually a request but when i checked my inbox,, it disappeared ;-;-;-;-;

so yh, sorry it took so long :’VV

warning! a bit of bloodshed, mentions of murder and drugs and a bit of swearing

s o 

prince seokmin amirite ladies

sosososososo adorable and cheerful like

the epitome of happiness

he has a really good singing voice too !!

so the whole kingdom just fawns over him as he sings lol

but he also really cares for his kingdom and the people he loves

so when you hurt the innocent, prepare for prince seokmin to come at u

so you’re just a norm villager 

and it’s quite late at night, but you forgot to run an errand so you’re doing it last minute

bad idea ik but thts how desperate you are jnsdkjfbskjcb--

you were rushing and took a breather when you suddenly heard rustling in the bushes behind you

you turn around, panicking

literally everything in you was telling you to run

run n   o  w

but you couldn’t move

you were paralyzed, too scared to function properly

the rustling stopped but you still couldn’t move, you were still paralyzed in fear 

and that was your downfall

a hand tugged your hands from behind and pulled you towards them, placing a hand on your mouth as well

you tried escaping from the person’s grip, but it was useless, you were too weak

“got you now, you rat.” 

you knew who that voice belonged to, 

but you just couldn’t believe it

before you could even emit another sound, you were knocked out

when you woke up, you scanned your surroundings

you were in a spacious room with golden designs embedded into the beige walls

but what you were most concerned about was that you were bound to a chair by ropes 

you tried to look behind you but there’s no use, your feet were tied to the chair’s legs

suddenly, you heard the door open from behind you

“i’m her to get answers, and you better give them to me.”

????

the hell??????

“listen, i don’t know what’s happening, but whoever it is that you’re trying to catch, it isn’t me.” you told seokmin

“shut up, i remember your face vividly. there’s no way i could forget it.”

he took your chair and spun it around for you to face him

when your eyes met, you gave him the deadliest glare you could possibly muster

he pulled out a pocket knife and held it against your neck harshly

“where did you hide them?” he asked through his gritted teeth 

“hide what?” you wince at the pain

“the drugs you used on the victims!” he pressed on your neck a little harder

you bit your lip in pain as you felt your blood trickle down a bit

“i’m telling you! i’m not the criminal!” you retorted and he scoffed

“liar! i’m not falling for whatever bullshit you’re spewing-” 

“prince seokmin!”

he was cut off by one of his guards calling his attention

“prince seokmin! we found the actual criminal! the girl is innocent!”

seokmin immediately pulled away from you and bit his lip

he growled in frustration and gripped his pocket knife tighter

you gave him a look, your eyebrow raised and you huffed

“told you. now are you going to untie me or wha- hey!” you yelled when he rushed out of the room 

you groaned in frustration and annoyance

and also in pain because your neck was still bleeding

a few minutes later, the door opened

and who walked was none other than prince seokmin

you didn’t look at him. because you knew that once you did, you’d have to restrain the strong urge to rip his face off

you thought he was going to untie you, but nope

well. he did, but before that. he got on one knee and bowed 

“i.. i’m sorry. i just couldn’t risk possibly endangering other people by setting a criminal free..” he said

“perhaps i could make it up to you?” he offered

you scoffed. “by what? paying me? shallow for a prince who almost killed me.” 

he thought for a while while untying you

“maybe you could live here for as long as you want and be treated like royalty? would that satisfy you?” he suggested

you were dumbfounded and speechless for a good minute

“you can’t be serious, what about your parents? won’t they get upset at you?” you asked him

“no, i just have to explain what happened and they’ll be alright with it.” he said

“well..” you thought about it

“what do you say, y/n?” seokmin reached out his hand 

wait he knew your name?

as if he read your mind, he answered,

“don’t ask, i have my ways.”

you shrugged, well he is the prince

“alright then.” you took and shook his hand

he helps you up and doesn’t let go of your hand just yet

“follow me,” he says and leads you to the little clinic they have in the palace

he sits you down on the bed and takes one of the first aid kits

sitting beside you, he opens it 

“again, i’m so sorry...” he says, feeling guilty about harming you

“it’s alright.. i would’ve reacted like you in that kind of situation anyway..” you assured him with a slight smile

he smiled back, feeling better that you forgave him

he lifted your chin with his finger, “stay like that for a while,” 

he starts treating your wound

as he treats you, you wonder off into your own thoughts

‘how do i explain this to mother and father?..’ 

you thought about how worried they might be at the moment

while you were zoning out, seokmin got the perfect idea of teasing you, just to have a little fun 

taking a band aid, he came closer to your neck and placed in on the wound, but instead of pulling away, he

wait for it

he fr  e a k i n 

k i    s   s  e    s    y o   u   r    n  e   c    k

and bOI

were you hella flustered

you immediately pulled away and stared at him 

“w-wha- what the hell was that for?” you almost shouted

he started to laugh quietly, “nothing, just wanted to see how you’d react.”

you were as red as a cherry (bomb) and he found it really cute

*cue his adorbs giggles jfdkjvbssejnckj*

“well, you should really get some rest..” he got up and called a maid

the maid bowed to you, “greetings, miss y/n.”

you were shocked

“oh, hello, you don’t have to bow to me..” you told her

she smiled, “we really don’t mind, miss y/n, and it;s prince seokmin’s order to treat you royally.” 

you look to seokmin who had a slight smirk playing on his lips, “i told you you’d be treated like royalty.” 

the maid led you to your room and gave you a nightgown to change into 

“thank you,” you told her as she bowed and left

quickly changing into the nightgown, you plop down onto the soft bunch of pillows

you covered yourself with the blanket and fell asleep in an instant

the following morning, you woke up to see a note left on top of the bedside table

‘did you sleep well? hopefully, you did. breakfast is ready, meet me after you eat on the 8th floor. -prince seokmin’

you placed the note back on the bedside table and stretched

you see that a casual gown was left for you to change into

you bathed and did your hair, changing into the gown afterwards

you got to the dining room pretty quickly, you had a good sense of direction and could easily navigate through places

you finish eating breakfast and head to the 8th floor as seokmin said 

and as expected, you were greeted by a beaming seokmin

“come here,” he took your hand 

“where are we going exactly?” you asked and he gave a brief reply 

“my favorite place to go to.”

you found yourself in a room filled with various instruments and a stage 

seeing the harp that was displayed, you sat down and admired it

although you didn’t know how to play other instruments, your mother’s favorite instrument was the harp, and so it was yours too

“you know how to play?” seokmin asked you

you nodded and starting strumming the strings, creating beautiful melodies 

seokmin recognized the song and started singing along to it’s lyrics

you would be lying if you said you weren’t mesmerized by his voice

you almost strum the wrong strings, being distracted by his voice

“you play really well!” seokmin complimented you

you thanked him, telling him he had a really gifted voice 

you both spent quite a while just staying in that room, but he had princely duties to do so he took his leave first

you stayed though

you spent a good portion of your day just playing the harp and making more melodies and letting nostalgia engulf you

this went on for weeks and these meet ups gradually get longer and longer

sometimes neither of you notice that it’s already 10 pm or smth lmao

yall r cute jhcflcjhc--

one night, you were awaken by a knock on your door

you slowly get up and open the door to see a butler

“miss y/n.. i apologize for interrupting your sleep, but a woman who claims to be your aunt is downstairs, she says it’s an urgent matter.”

you quickly thank him and quickly rush downstairs to find your aunt crying hysterically

in a frantic state, you rush to her and ask her what was wrong

“y-your parents... y/n i-.. i’m so s-sorry..” she sobbed weakly

“w-why? what happened to them?” you asked, scared of knowing but in dire need to

“t-they.. they were murdered..”

tears brimmed your eyes 

“wha-.. h-how?” 

“someone broke in.. they robbed the house and shot them...” she explained trying to catch her breath

you on the other hand were hysteric

it dawned upon you that you haven’t tried contacting your parents and it’s been weeks since you’ve disappeared

you felt like a good for nothing daughter

you disappear for weeks and live a royal life, leaving your parents behind

you felt awful

the cries you let out eventually were heard by seokmin so he panicked

he went downstairs and saw you and your aunt crying

he got concerned and approached the both of you and asked what happened

since you were too upset to actually form coherent words, your aunt explained everything

seokmin felt bad and enraged that someone would do such a thing 

he told your aunt to spend the night here to ensure her safety and asked a maid to assist her to her room

slowly, he takes your arms from your face

“y/n?..” he engulfs you in a hug and lets you cry out your sadness

“hey..it’ll be alright.. we’ll catch them and give them the punishment they deserve..” he comforted you

“come, you should sleep, you’ll get a headache in the morning if you don’t.” he helped you to your room and tucked you in your bed

he stood up, about to exit your room

but you stopped him from doing so

“don’t leave..” your voice came out rough and weak from sobbing

hearing your plea, he couldn’t say otherwise

“i won’t..” 

he got into the bed with you and took your face in his hands

“don’t worry, okay?.. i’m always here for you..” he told you softly

you nodded 

“i-..” you paused,

“believe you.”

in that moment, seokmin took a risk

something that would change the way you see each other

getting closer (sumi chage--), he closed the gap between the both of you

he kissed you passionately, you could feel his love radiating from the kiss

pulling away, he ran his hand through your hair

“i love you, y/n..”

“i love you, too, seokmin..”

and you both fell asleep, cuddling each other

[deltaplume-tickletale]

Hi! I don’t know if you guys remember me or not, but a very long time ago I drew fanart for you guys of TickleTale’s AU Sans (and I think I did a Papyrus one as well but I don’t remember ^^;)

I’m back, and in celebration of DeltaPlume, I wanted to give you guys this! I hope it can be of some use! (I really hope the picture sends correctly I’m still not used to using tumblr)

Also just imagine being raspberried by this guy hhhhhhhhhh -------- hoooly shit dude, thank you so much fof this! We will absolutely be using this for DP! I was actually having a bit of a block coming up with an idea for how the king would look (god knows there’s no way in hell I’m doing another asgore-level design again XD) so this is honestly perfect! I just feel kinda bad that I’m planning on writing the king as such an unpleasant character when his artist did such a great job hdklfsdjlfk If I could add on a personal note too, your art is seriously amazing! If you’d be alright with it, is there anywhere I could contact you in order to see more of your work/ discuss the possibility of commissions? If you’d like to keep it private, we’ll be sure to maintain that anonymity!

-Mod Tech

[mons1erprom]

hello :0 are reqs open?? i don't see a notice anywhere so i'm just a lil confuzzled hhhhhhhhhh

If you have access to the ask, then it’s open. We’ll disable it and state otherwise if requests are closed. :)

~ Magic Mod

[supershadsy]

might as well catch up huh!

might as well! i’ll wait til ep 4 comes off crunchyroll premium but for now!! 3!!

of course the festifal is coming

ONIGIRI STAND

that’s cute i like it

DON’T BRING STEEL PIPES TO SCHOOL

KYO

WHY ARE YOU!!! LIKE THIS!!!!!

HE’SS O FOFFECDNDING he’s like “i’m trying to cooperate and you’re here SHOOTING DOWN MY IDEAS’

kyon-kyon

call him kyon-kyon

CAT TIME!!!

MREWOW

he sure is hot tempered

meow

nya

:3

they just flock to him

she was worried

mmmmm

kyo feels outpaced

he just wants to be like him…

rich man poor man

TELL HIM UO-CHAN

THEY WILL FIGHT

THEY’RE JUST YELLING

yuki…

leave him alone

poor thing is closed off

SGOHIDJKLGSDGJHLSKJG

HANA

I LOVE THAT THE BOYS CALL HIM KYON-KYON

that’s a relatable feel yuki

how do you have that much energy to be that angry

yuki is just cold blooded

tohru is right

fighting is no good

must not FIGHT

SMACK

ooouuuu…

it’s very Uncool how i LOSE all the time

he is all bottled up

NO

BABY

it sure is

whomst

OSGIDHJOSIDJGILSDHGOISHDGHISDGHOAHJDGIAHJSOG

MOMIJI!@!!!!!

GHSDGJOWIEGJ

SGJLDILSDGJOSJDGOIJSGDHOSDGOSGDIOH

I LOOOOOOVE HTIS

I DON’T SPEAK ENLGISH

THAT’S NOT ENGLISH

SHE’S GONNA OVERHEAT

FEST

hello yuki

hhhhhhhhhh

please tell me lal of your feelings PLEAse

she is so EARNEST

JESUS FUCK

mmmmmmm

a rat walking on two legs is something

kyo attracts people but yuki doesn’t…

yuki…also wants to be like kyo

OOPS

IT IS RAINING

sudden typhoon

where is he going

TOHRU

SLIP

SHE’S SO OPTIMISTIC

LITTLE VEGETBALE GARDEN

SECRET BASE!!!

tohru is the KINDEST

NO ONE HAS SAID THAT TO HER!!!

SHGDISJKGSLDGJKL

baby has imposter syndrome but she does her best

kindness takes different forms

you are SO SWEET!!!

mmmM!!!!!!

I’M LOSING MY HEAD

MISSION

eeeEeeEEEEE!!!

true smile…………

i’m alive

it’s for the festival dubass

this is normal time

oSDGHIOGIHDJOSHDGHOSD

KYO!!!!

YOU’RE SO GOOD AT SHAPING THE RICE

ah yes the plum on the back

it’s a cute metaphor

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AAAAA!!!!!!

GHSKHDGSHDGOIDSGHODSH

KYO HAS A FEELING AND HE IMMEDIATLEY HAS TO OPEN HIS FACE

oy

you have one of those too………

umiboshi

lSGHJDOIHJDGOJSD

little ones are delicious

there were too many great things to think about

EAT TOHRU’S DELIICOUS FOOD

OR I WILL KILL U

the little cat chibi

hsOGDIGJKSDGJ

TOHRU’S FJUASDFJAGDHJOAHSGDOIAHSDGIOAS

TOHRU VIISON IS GOOD

hewwo

OH HEWWO!!!!!

IT’S HER

WE’LL SEE HER NEXT EPISODE!!

[ryles-comfort-room]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/43035273/chapters/108139023

IT IS OUT. HHHHHHHHHH it’s sorta like a prologue but I might post chapter one tonight too just bc I got a tiktok I wanna post with it. We’ll see

[gotmilk5101520]

3Below: Tales of Arcadia Watch Episode 23 The Big Sleep (Deleted Scene)

Make sure to spend some time with your mom for Christmas.

“No”

“No. No, no!”

“No, no”

“no!”

“I don’t think there’s anything else i can do”

“We’re losing them”

“Will you stand by my side one last time”

“my friend?”

“I may have an idea”

“I still have some energy reserves”

“They are scarce, but they should be enough to power the stasis chamber”

“Mother, if you do that, you’ll be erased...”

“forever”

“And if i don’t, the king and queen will die”

“This is our only option”

“Mother, please, no!”

“Krel, fix this!”

“I-”

“I just..”

“can’t”

“I have seen you endure everything during your time here on Earth”

“and i’ve learned so much”

“What it means to be family”

“What it means to love”

“Oh, Mother, we don’t love you because you can fly”

“We love you because you’re...”

“you”

“You’re part of the family”

“We call you “Mother” for a reason”

“Thank you”

“I-I don’t know what to say”

“my... my children”

“I’ve watched you truly sacrifice for those that you love”

“Would you perhaps feel like accessing”

“Varvatos personal logs?”

“Are you sure you want to view them, my royal?”

“Yes”

“i am sure”

“I will go, and you will remember me”

“Isn’t that what a mother does?”

“Mother”

“i’m scared”

“I’m scared, too”

“but i also feel...”

“love”

“and pride”

“and peace”

“I gather this will make a good”

“bedtime story one day”

“I promise i’ll tell it”

“Thanks to Aja’s awesome flying skills, make that one”

“Is it just me, or has Mother developed a bit”

“of an attitude?”

“Probability of finalizing your wormhole today is approximately”

“0.00000...”

“Okay, okay, okay, i get it”

“I never thought a glorious death”

“could hurt this much”

“Varvatos”

“does not know how”

“Don’t worry”

“Earth has many instructional videos”

“They are called rom-coms“

“We-”

“we’ll miss you, Mother”

“And i’ll miss you, my royals”

“Boo-ya! That’s what Mother calls”

“Game over”

“During my scan of this planet”

“i studied over 63 million horvaths of Earthling stories, culture, and music”

“Most don’t make a flexel of sense”

“except for the emotions”

“Those are true”

“Thank you”

“Good night, Mother”

“Goodnight, my royal”

“I apologize for my behavior, my royals”

“My code is not myself”

“There is no I in AI”

“I thought it might be smart for everyone to participate in a”

“Earthly bonding ritual known to foster interpersonal connection”

“Now...” “Hoo-hoo-hoo!”

“let’s show them what a mother can do”

“AAAAAAAAAA”

“HHHHHHHHHH”

“HHHHHhhhhh”

“hhhhhhhhhh...!”

“Mother-!”

“She’s...”

“gone”

“Seklos and Gaylen...”

“she did it”

“It’s...”

“My royals”

“Mama?”

“Papa?”

Mother will never be forgotten.

See you tomorrow.

[ginandstyle]

Hhhhhhhhhh like is she just gonna leave me on delivered forever. WHY does she do this. WHY WHY WHY. She really does only respond in a timely manner to people she likes (not me) or people she needs something from (occasionally me). Like she was SO speedy when setting up the call with my mom but when I tell her all about the insane award I just won she doesn’t even open the message for two days and counting??? Like?????????? Ugh. I do kind of wish I could have told her about mitacs myself I would have loved to face time her and tell her and see her reaction. But I never will and at this rate I’ll never get anything from her until she NEEDS SOMETHING from me. Like jfc jfc jfc. She’s already better friends with my mom than with me. UGHHH. She makes me SO mad and so upset. I want to be friends with her so badly but if this is what it’s like to be friends with her then in fucking sucks. And the worst is I know what out friendship can be. We were in a great place three years ago. Things were so good and I don’t know if we’ll ever get back to that place. Whatever. She was the one who needed space and wanted to not talk to me and CHOSE to not speak to me for two fucking years, did she really think I would be there waiting for when she decided to show up again???? Like what the fuck. Does she not realize that she occupies a very different space in my life now than she did? I am so dreading her being all upset that I didn’t tel her about the award. But like. I would have told her next time we properly talked. And tbh I really did assume Alexa would have told her.