#hhhh psychology is so cool

[alexthesillybilly]

oooooooohhugyghh the springtrap brainrot is hitting real hard today. specifically the angsty parts.

my headcanon is that his actual body, the corpse, is still technically, somehow alive. he's still breathing. he still feels hunger and thirst and tired, but he just...can't do any of them. his body is essentially forced to breathe even with the springlocks puncturing his lungs. he's starving and exhausted and suffocating but he can't die. he is on the verge of death at all times but nothing can push him past that. and that's just the physical side of things. the complete loss of any sense or communication or stimulation while stuck in that room for 30 years wouldve been so, so much worse than any physical sensation. he's stuck in this pitch black room, in his own pain, with nothing to do except think, or do some mindless movement like pacing. he'd tried everything- trying to scream for help until he couldn't make noise at all. throwing himself against the door to force it open. nothing worked. all he could do was hope and beg that someday that door would open and he'd get himself out of this damn room- but until then it was the same every day. forgetting who he was. forgetting any language skills, forgetting people. forgetting how to be a human. delusions and hallucinations constantly tearing at his sense of what was real and what wasn't, until the line between that room, himself, and the outside world became blurred. he wasn't in that room anymore- he was that room. feeling the walls closing in pressing harder and harder until eventually leaving the room was merely a forgotten memory.

you will never leave this room.

[kosi-annec]

[HAIKYUU!!] Season 3 episode 9

Why's yachi just waiting outside? C'mon yall let her in too

Ooh flashback to the training camp arc back *checks google* season 2!? Goddamn, I don't think i remember much from then lmao

"he looks so calm" uhh kiyoko those eyes don't speak 'calm' to me, kinda looks like he's contemplating revenge hskshsk

Back to present, WHERE CAVALRY HAS ARRIVED!!

LMAO god this bg karasuno fan trio is great, those guys probs become like sports friends after this

Everyone's so shocked that tsuki basically demanding to be put back in lol, this is probably the closest to begging we'll ever see him

Aww HSKHSKS that lil interaction between hinata n tsuki

Oh another bald guy? Why is that hairstyle so common in the haikyuu universe??

HHHH COME ONE CROWS KEEP IT UP! YES NICE ONE KAGE, Bought enough time for our shield to get back in!

Honestly kazuhito did really well for someone who's not played with this much high stakes before, he was able to keep his cool for almost the entire time

Karasuno's bout to make a comeback this round now that tsuki's here!

DON'T FUCK THIS UP ASAHI, YA GOTTA GET A POINT W THIS SERVE! Agh, that's fine just don't let it drop- oh SHIT TSUKI ARE U GOOD???

"... that he was just a lengthy apathetic nerd" i mean, that assessment is still kinda correct oikawa LMAO

YASS TSUKI YOU'RE DOING SO GOOD!! Omg he called noya "nishi" HE USED A NICKNAME! OMG HE TRICKED TENDO!! HIT IT TANAKA- LETZ GO MATCH POINT!!!

Mmm yeah, that's wat makes karasuno a dangerous team. They're not like the big leagues who stick to a kind of play style. Due to the new-ness of Karasuno, they're willing to adapt and try any new tricks if it means they become a stronger team. "The reckless crows" ngl that sounds kinda cool for a title

"..can you please stop calling me that?!" "Sure, how's you're a piece of shit then?" "FINE, PIECE OF CRAP" omg it's this scene HSKHKS

Oh shit yeah, those 3 have been the main guys that do the synchronized attack, god that must hurt their legs..

"..you meant that like while you were still useful right?" SHEESH SHIRABU, but yeah he has a point, he can't always be tossing to ushi

FINAL STRETCH, COME ONE KARASUNO GET THIS POINT

AAAaa fuck, it was out. Shit, ushi's up- OMG IT WAS ALSO OUT

From wat i understood from tadashi's mentor (idk his name), being able to commit to big risky plays like is more for psychological warfare if anything

hhhh everytime tsuki uses his hand i cringe for him. COME ON HINATA ONE TOUCH THIS! FUCK- they jumped too soon

They're tied again... ONE OF YOU JUST WIN ALREADY, PREFERABLY KARASUNO

OK crows got another point, now don't fuck this up kage. SHEESH that serving animation tho, with that camera turn? Smooth af

CHANCE BALL GET IT GUYS, SCORE THAT POINT!! FUCK- HINATA NO NOT AGAIN, that looked too similar to when karasuno lost to seijo before, when hinata got blocked

uh oh, yeah they got a point but I don't think tanaka can hold on any longer

Huh?? OH fuck even HINATA is getting exhausted, he couldn't even jump. This is bad...

aaAAA NO NO NO- omg GOOD SAVE NOYA! holy sHIT HE DID IT AGAIN!? GET DOUBLE RECEIVED BITCH, THAT'S OUR GUARDIAN!!

19-20 come on crows, just one more point

hhh you sure coach?? I'd rather not put any more strain on tsuki's hand... aH PFT- KAGE JUST YEETED HINATA LMAO

Ok ok, serious time. AAAA COME ON STOP EM TSUKI! Ah, flashback. I do love seeing tsuki interacting with the big guys in nekoma and fukurodani

ONE TOUCH GUYS COME ON, END IT!! One last synch atk, GET IT HINATA

wha- A FUCKING CLIFFHANGER!?! oh hell nah

[apollocomplexx]

What if we got married at a donut shop in downtown Portland?

And we didn't know each other really but you agreed to go on a road trip with me.

And we talked about our childhood trauma on the hood of the car at 3am, looking up at the sunset as we're running entirely on slices of fucked up pie from some convenience store in the middle of nowhere and it's really shitty coffee?

And I busted out a ring. A ring pop(blue raspberry obviously 🙄), and didn't kneel on the proper knee because my proper knee is banged up and I think I might need to go to the doctor about it but I don't have any health care because my parental figure is a BARBARIAN.

And like,,,, you said yes? And I slide the blue raspberry ring pop? And as I do, I hum the Neon Genesis Evangelion theme song even if I don't know it(I can hum the first Code Geass opening if you want and I already watched it, im not a BARBARIAN).

Haha, just kidding.....

Unless? 😳👉👈

[stray-tori]

TPN S2 Appreciation

I remembered I started this so here we are: there's a lot of problems with s2 but you've probably heard everyone talk about them anyway so I'm skipping that and going straight to all the stuff I DID like about s2:

opening

episode 1

(episode 1) seeing them interact with the environment

(episode 1) Ray running + being out of breath animation and voice acting

episode 2

(episode 2) especially the parallel with the drop like holy shit

episode 3

(episode 3) the fish bug scene while maybe out-of-place is pretty cute and funny

(episode 3) the wall scare is pretty ominous and as of ep3, not yet stupid.

the **OPENING**

(episode 4)

(episode 5) the shot of the apple rolling and the camera turning over with it. so cool.

(episode 4) Ray shooting the demon animation cut even though Emma was robbed

(episode 4) Chris knowing the bunker tunnels after we saw him playing there with other children is really nice. Especially knowing that in the manga he's sad he can't explore properly, I think it's a nice in-character touch haha.

(episode 5) masked Norman with blood splattering behind him

Myuk Mahou cover art makes them look so cuteeeee

portraying the two worlds in parallel from the OP to wanting to care and save your family

the opening making me cry every time

cup-kun memes

(episode 3) them entering the bunker being so fecking tense and suspenseful, like i was expecting a corpse the entire time pff-

(episode 5) ray and emma using hand signals during the rooftop chase

(episode 5) the natural in-convo reveal about how they hide their scent by Lani/Thoma

(epsiode 5) the detail that they throw it in the fire to spread the masking scent when the old demon gets there

(episode 5) the old demon scene (listen ik people questioned this, but it's an old weak demon... I kind of see it like helping out a weak strong animal. I doubt this old geezer would have jumped Emma; it could reveal their location, that's true, but oh well - it’s implied he met them more often before so maybe Emma just slowly considered over time / maybe her realizing they’re not that different and all that yadayada)

(episode 5) Emma doubting herself because they've literally just been chased around (ik some people didn't like this and I get why but they've been barely surviving for like 11 months... she's lost and paralyzed, she's allowed to have her doubts, though they could be worded a bit differently. It just sucks that there wasn’t much of an arc regarding this after that, so. Yay Norman Christ has rescued us all.)

(episode 6) the reunion hug / scene, it looked so soft and nice ahhh- the entire art in that scene was just nice.

(episode 6) the atmosphere and framing of when Barbara was eating the demon meat. it came pretty unexpected and the moment you realize was such a big “ohhh… oh no.“

(episode 7) Lani and Thoma mentioning the migrating birds during their tower watch and that then later coming back when the kids think about where they could be was nice!

(episode 7) Norman’s soft “be careful” to Emma and Ray

(episode 7) Also Ray's reaction to "the gate is in gf" is just a mood haha

(episode 7) THE SHIPMENT PARALLELS! the sounds, grabbing his hand this time when he had to take hers during his shipment AHHH-

(episode 7) evolvment of the “dont do it on your own / involve your family/friends” by asking Gilda and Don to come with them on the search for Sonju/Mujika. Sadly this doesn’t carry over to ep11 where they decide to do sth as drastic as staying behind for god-knows-how-long without letting anyone know beforehand.

(episode 7) like their reactions to it are so wholesome, I really like how it is portrayed. Especially because up until now Emma was still bottling up. Idk I like that it takes a while for this to really settle in properly.

episode 8

(episode 8) “are you god?” / “I’ll be a god or a devil” / “are you a human?”

(episode 8) showing the demon suffering pretty graphically for what I expected

(episode 8) the simple fact that I got the experience of pure euphoria and a laughing attack when the parallel between Vylk and Norman was actually a thing, when I was so confused why they both had a distinct characteristic (the walking stick) in episode 5. My friends thought I was crazy but I was just big brain. (we were robbed of more stick though)

(episode 8) norman hand symbolism, with blood, Emma grabbing it, him looking at it and how it ties Emma to his plan inherently and then when it's not his blood on his hands but someone's that he's taking away from another living being.

(episode 9) the unspoken realization that he’s not the only one being tested by the test scanner was on the right-hand side. good shit. Ik thats technically not the anime’s idea but I like how they put the focus on it with blur and didn’t actively state it.

(episode 9) him coughing up blood to show how fast it’s been progressing/getting worse // though that implies he refused to take his meds OR that its that bad even with the meds which I don’t think is the point. Like the psychological warfare of giving the kids a condition that they can only fight while they’re in their prison bc they’ll run out of meds is just. hHHH

(episode 9) I really liked Norman going to talk to Vylk and… hhh- Emma *AHEM* and how he didn’t really know what to say, and .........… E-EmMa going up to him and apologizing for what demons did, showing empathy and understanding AND ABSOLUTING WRECKING NORMAN and me. man, cycle of hatred bad.

(episode 10) Emma speaking over the radio to everyone is just… so heartfelt ahh

(episode 10) The little kids sneaking amongst the others is rly cute and honestly kind of epic haha

(episode 10) the moms/sisters either not noticing them or not doing anything bc they’re on their side anyway is just… a funny thing to think about either way

(episode 10) Phil and Emma hug TvT

(episode 10/11) MICHELLEEEEEEE

(episode 11) the turning ceiling is pretty

(episode 11) I like the shadow asthetic of the Ratri exposition, generally the Ratri exposition is pretty nice aside from being so fast you cannot take all that in and process it properly

(episode 11) dramatic gate closing is dramatic

(episode 11) the slideshow of them in the human world gives nice glimpses into things, even if… very vague haha. Especially the shot of Isabella playing guitar stuck with me. And Phil on a train! Not a steam one, sadly.

(episode 11) while the demon world slideshow is uhhhhh SOMETHING, I do like that the weird dragon-on-water thing is in both the Ratri exposition during the promise thing and then also at the end, which at least gives A BIT of context to what's likely happening. Idk I liked that, but then again my standards aren't very high.

I'm not saying any of this outweighs the problems bc oh boy, but ye.

[pineisaraven]

Babe your lovely ❤ but if u want to be skinny u can change ur diet & exercise. eating nothing is bad for your body strength&immune sys. Addiction and excess of anything is bad so please don't smoke or drink alcohol not cool. U know It's human nature to always want to achieve next level of what he has, in case of drugs some ppl move to more lethal drugs & destroy their lives. Quitting any drugs also engage discomfort in body (feeling of breaking) can cause psychological and physical harm also using alcohol to reduce pain but wanting more as it's effect goes down it's a infinite loop! Stay strong & healthy don't do drugs :)

Hhhh 1. Stop lecturing me pls. I already know all of these things so you're not teaching me anything new. 2. I specifically said "don't respond to this pls" so like... don't????????

[charmspoint]

May...may we hear the rant about Yuuta and Rika being a battle couple?

I’m supposed to be asleep but i have no filter worth speaking of lmaooo. idk will this make any sense at all but I’m very passionate about this.

So I have wishes about how I want JJK to go, characters i want to survive and things i want to see happen. But my deepest, rawest, bottom of my maslow hierarchy of needs is that i want to see more of this shit

Because this? This is peak for me. It does not get better than a romance between a fuckin twink and his big buff monster girlfriend.

(If ur here from my sign language fics this might come out of the left field but i honestly have some feelings about those that could be their own mini rant so ill let it be)

I just adore this concept, this is my favorite partnership in jjk, fuckin if it counts under techniques its my favorite technique. I love monsters in general and I love exploring humans feeling like monsters and this is just like bringing it all together for me. Like, being allowed to be raw and ugly and monstrous and the other person still loving and cherishing you and feeling out for their own raw and ugly parts while they are with you. Being allowed to be something imperfect and fractured and not okay and being that together, the fierceness of love with teeth and claws. Idk if I’m making sense its 1am but that’s the shit tm.

Like I know I know I know half of Yuuta’s arc was about letting go of Rika but the heart wants what the heart wants. Most of what we’ve seen of Yuuta and Rika was a very master and servant dynamic, Yuuta leads and Rika follows and lends him her strength. And I want more. I want a proper, equal partnership, I want them to cooperate in fights easy as breathing, I want Rika just casually chilling with Yuuta around like a proper couple but she’s a big ass fuck off curse. Imagine how impactful and funny it would be if like one of the Kyoto kids spotted them just hanging out and was like ‘WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT’ and Yuuta was like ‘this is Rika, my gf :3′ Like the power move please. We have shikigami and we have curse users but Yuuta was the closet we go to actual partnership between a human and a curse and I WANT IT. It would be such a cool way to explore more of curse psychology (like half of my curse!Gojo fic is based on this premise), because Rika isn’t like Mahito n co who are fully able to verbalize and act somewhat human. She’s much more raw and feral but also obviously more intelligent then a normal curse (probably double so after V0....tho we still don’t know for sure wtf was that in Shibuya, if that was really Rika or ? something else) and I fuckin dig arcs about understanding each other despite not being able to understand each other, about getting across immense boundaries to work well together. I want something raw as it’s intimate, as feral as it’s loving. I want a couple that will give off ‘holy shit they scare me’ and ‘goals tbh’ vibe at the same time. Also I think it would be really really cool for a female love interest to just be a big fuck off monster that isn’t conventionally pretty in any conceivable way but that the main character is still smitten with.

Do I think this will actually happen in JJK? hHHH probably not in a way I want it to. We still have to figure out why is Rika here but they obviously arent acting as partners if the situation isn’t urgent and idk how much sense would it make for Yuuta’s character or the plot overall. Do I care? No, i call it my rawest wish for a reason there aint nothin logical or thought through about this, these are just my raw unfiltered emotions on this very specific thing i wanna see be done.

Idk if this made any sense at all, when v0 is animated ill cease being a person i promise you now

[hematomes]

same hat again my handwriting is so bad😭 esp in greek for some reason it's worse than english? I feel like my eng handwriting is bad in a Tasteful Characteristic way but in greek it's just. bad

i love letters so much! actually i used to be obsessed with this digital letter app Slowly if you haven't seen it around it's really cute! i kinda bit more than I could chew at some point and ended up with so many letters to reply to all the time that it overwhelmed me,,,, but now that im talking about it i miss it..

noo that trip sounds so cool??? and a good deal too man im so sorry it got canceled:( i hope you get to have that trip in the future<3

full homo thank you so much. you haven't even seen me but if you, the most beautiful person on earth, says im gorgeous then goddamn i guess i must be.

my teacher had absolutely no chill i miss him dearly</3 always talking about random shit like whales and lowkey being my therapist when i was 14 and going insane:') i owe a lot to him honestly, and not just my first class pass on the c2 exam lmao. i still remember how he said he chose to teach because he wanted to have an active part in the world.

therapy is still stigmatized here too although lately that seems to be mellowing out! esp since my generation is really interested in psychology (enough for it to be considered a "trend" by teachers, apparently). i too plan on seeing a therapist sometime in the (hopefully not too far) future, regardless on what i end up studying bc a bitch is😘 still a little insane

i mean they're just those classic sony headphones everyone has jdjsjf. they're dark blue and super convenient so they're basically perfect for me. i also got some fairly cheap (like 20€) wireless earphones recommended by a friend and they're👌🏽

good luck with those exams!! deep breaths deep breaths im sure you'll do just fine<3

~soup

greek letters are.... hard to write tbh imo. but im also very bad at writing and drawing so my opinion isn't that valuable LMAO

oooh i never heard of it but i checked it out and it sounds super cute ngl 😭 but id probably end up with too many letters too, i mean look at my asks i keep delaying no matter how enthusiast i am zkdnzks

i hope too sobs i wanna go there aaaaa

ZKDKZK OK OK OK FULL HOMO- also how would you even Know if im some kind of pretty 🙄 the only thing i posted was with a mask and it was for a Reason (totally not deflecting bc im blushing in my bed nuh uh)

he sounds incredible zkdkz that's the thing i like the most abt teachers, they can change their students in a way that others can't and it's beautiful

hhhh hope it works out for you sweets, tho dw insanity looks pretty cute on you anyway

ZKDKS I SEE idk why i was thinking abt these headphones with cat ears..... i do have some issues tho so that might be why

thanks i will!!! <3 worst case scenario i have the 2nd semester to save my case lol

[lysistratias]

I was really productive today but I didn’t get any pictures rip I did a lot for philosophy and psychology but unfortunately didn’t get to my women lit reading, I’ll do that in the morning hhhh.

But happy birthday to the best boy Jungkook and I’m so proud of Bts getting their first number 1 today, I cried so much on twitter

[likeanangelcyj-blog]

Respond with 8 facts we don't know about you! Send this to 5 people! 💜

I got tagged by @7ahgase7 thank youu for tagging me I feel so happy when people express that they want to know more about me~ so thank youu 💚💚💚

I'm the one who's truly boring so I guess I'll just do it in terms of similarities with GOT7 members cause I really don't know what to write hhhhh

So.. here we go

1. Same as Youngjae oppa, I really used to be someone who can't help but is always really hurt by other people's harsh comments about me, I start agreeing in a way and verbally attacking myself everytime other people verbally attack me, so in the end it hurts a lot more than if I choose to protect myself and let myself that what they said isn't true, and also the fact that they said it in such a hurtful way, indicates that they have psychological problems. So I really felt Youngjae's Nobody Knows. That heartbreak really. Now that I know, I can protect myself. I hope Youngjae oppa can know this someday too if he haven't already ❤️

2. I currently have the exact same MBTI personality type as Yugyeom~ - In the personality test that GOT7 did in Hard Carry (ummm if I didn't remember it wrong, I think it's Hard Carry..), Yugyeom got the personality type INFP, he is the only one who got a non-judging type amongst GOT7 members. Instead of J he got P, and that mostly indicates instead of following rules and schedules, he respects his own feelings more, and does things according to what he wants to do. People with J type will think P type is immature and have no self control like this, but the truth is, this part about P type takes them far. Remember Hit The Stage? Usually J type people cannot succeed too much at a single area because rules and schedules and other people's expectations interrupts whatever they want to do the most and thus damages their concentration and motivation, but P type people usually wouldn't let this happen, so their concentration and enjoyment in whatever they do is a lot higher than J type, which leads them to their outstanding success. I used to be J type too, but after studying psychology and self help books, I (magically) transformed into P type, and what happened was, I went from knowing nothing about it to being especially good at something (psychology) in four months. (Oh, being interested in psyc is the same as Jinyoung hahaha, it was at first for the same reason too - I wanted to know more about people~)

3. (My comments are getting too long so here are some short ones😂) When I was in high school, I met really amazing teachers who changed my life, and I wanted to be a teacher too (I still do) - and that's almost the same as Jinyoung, only difference = for him it was one particular teacher, for me it has been several teachers with different levels of change they brought to my life~

4. I used to have really bad anger management issues too, but same as Jaebeom our leader-nim, after self help books, I changed a lot, and anger issues basically disappeared, and same as him now, I am usually soft and squishy now (˶‾᷄ ⁻̫ ‾᷅˵)

5. My old self has the same MBTI personality type as Jaebeom, which is INFJ, this is really similar to Jinyoung and Youngjae too, they both got ISFJ (only different in one aspect: N/S aspect). (But do notice that they took the test years ago so they all might be very different now~)

6. I really really really want to be a good parent in the future, and I talk about it too, same as Jinyoung. hhhh

7. My future career path is going to focus on letting more people know about the part of psychology that can help with their parenting~

8. Same as Youngjae oppa, being able to make people's lives better and happier is very important for me, I also share the therapist dream with him. ❤️ (uhh maybe we can even get to know each other when we are older? if he finishes his idol career? if I get famous in my career one day? 😂😂😂 who knows right ~ just wondering ~ it would be cool if we can meet as therapists ❤️

Yup 💚

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I think I'll just tag whoever I tagged in my last tag 😂 @peachytriz @prdsnix @6oct @softstancyj

You really don’t have to do this if you don’t want to😭💚 Only do it if you really want to😝

[ask-connor-dbh]

Tag meme

Rules: Answer these questions and tag 20 blogs you’d like to know better!

I was tagged by: a few cool people!!

1. Nickname: Nisa

2. Zodiac: Gemini

3. Height: 5’1

4. Time: 10:50 pm

5. Favorite band/artist: Ariana Grande, BTS, Billie Eilish, Lauv

6. Song stuck in my head: Fallin’ All in You - Shawn Mendes !!! Hdcvcd I love harmonizing with this song ❤️

7. Last movie I saw: Hereditary ??? It sucked but made me so paranoid hHHH

8. Last thing I googled: “pwp meaning” because you discord stinkers make me curious !!!!!

9. Do I get asks: yeah!

10. Other blog: @aurimmo and like 5 other ones I’m not telling 👀

11. Why did I choose this username: becaUSE CONNOR AND IM NOT CREATIVE

12. Following: 55

13. Average amount of sleep: ...what is that??

14. Lucky number: 7!! 666???!

15. What I’m wearing: white t shirt and shorts and bunny socks wiTH EARS

16. Dream job: something with forensic psychology??? I haven’t done much research on it yet but it’s caught my interest!!

17. Dream trip: a nice trip to Korea!!

18. Favorite food: how to choose???

19. Play any instrument: I played some violin and trombone in elementary school but currently I’m playing guitar!

20. Eye color: brown

21. Hair color: dark brown

22. Describe yourself as aesthetic things: fairy lights, walks listening to lo-fi music while watching the moon and stars emerge <33

23. Languages you speak: only English even though I took 3 years of Spanish djhdbd

24. Most iconic song: baBY BABY BABY OOOHHH

25. Random fact: my dream predicted a murder of someone I knew

Tagging anyone who wants to do this bc I think everyone I know has done it!!

[devilissue]

28? 30? Question Tag

I was tagged by the lovely @drunkennessmv and @kuromatoki atoki <3

Rules: answer 30 questions and the tag 20 blogs you want to know better.

Nickname: Ri

Gender: female

Zodiac: Capricorn

Height: 5’7 (170 cm)

Age: 20

Time: 9:29 pm

Favorite band/solo artist: Epik High, Tablo, The Rose, Day6, Bap, Bts, Rex Orange Country, Linkin Park, Mike Shinoda, Lauv, nothing,nowhere., offonoff, Daughter, James Arthur, Gorillaz and many more but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Song stuck in my head: Whisper by Vixx LR and Stress by EXP :’)

Last movie I saw: Seven Pounds :(

Last thing I googled: Do horses like to be scratched?

Other blogs: I have a witchy blog, an bw+red aesthetic blog, a random aesthetic blog and then a negativity/shit post blog but don’t run them very actively since summer started

Do I get asks: rarely but when I do it’s usually just chain messages from my cute followers <3

Why I chose this username: because Sammy is a big bus for me right now and coffee shop vibes for the aesthetic he reminds me of

Following: 294 I need to follow more

Amount of sleep I get: either 2 hours or 12 hours there’s no in between

Lucky number: I don’t know about lucky but 64 is my favorite?

What I’m wearing: a pierce the veil t shirt I bought like 5 years ago and some comfy shorts

Dream job: working in a hospital to help kids with mental disorders, do research on psychological linguistics as well as be a foster mom later down the line

Dream trip: I really want to go back to Florence, Italy :( but also really want to go to Spain

Favorite foods: I really filete de pescado and orange chicken

Instruments: guitar but I need more practice it’s been a while

Sports: I wish :’)

Hair color: Naturally and sadly currently darkish brown but I usually have it dyed different colors

Eye color: dark brown

Most iconic song: First Burn by Ari Afsar, Julia Harriman, Lexi Lawson, Rachelle Ann Go, Shoba Narayan

Languages I speak/am learning: I speak Spanish and English fluently and want to learn Italian, French, and Korean in that order

Random fact: When I was in pre-k I convinced my friends to slide down a slide together but then got impatient because no one was getting off so I jumped off and broke my arm :’)

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: i didn’t know what to put so i asked my roommate to do this for me and they said: Foggy mornings, the smell of a candle being put out, a cup of tea that’s been left to cool too long, those fireworks that go up silently and take long but end up being so pretty when they pop, hearing a crow outside your window

Favorite songs: hhhh I have too many but

Television/so Far so Good by Rex Orange County

Ojalá by Beret

Carmen by Stromae

Never Not by Lauv

Wanna Be Missed by Hayley Kiyoko

Why iii love the Moon. by Phony Ppl

Ultimately by Khai Dreams

Bullets by Tuung

Dear TV by Tablo

I’m definitely not tagging 20 people but I will tag 11 lol

@minhosgf @honeymoon-hajoon @minbebee @arqueritefrost @laloserr @stray-kids-dork @gayforjooheon @sunnpils @kxmwoojxn

As always if this isn’t your cup of tea then feel free to ignore <3

[izzyizumi]

Taishirou Fic Notes: REPEAT?_

(For Chapters/Parts 1+2) Under the cut!... (... There’ll be spoilers for the entirety of the fic) (This is a preliminary draft/outline until I can make it neater ? looking yeah pfft) (Also see the original fic outline for more earlier elaboration)

-- Chapters 1+2 --

- These chapters are somewhat partly self explanatory; the ‘prologue’ of sorts that set everything up. I think they were the third/fourth or so pieces that I wrote / outlined for this thing? (After the couple of chapters towards the very end...) - This entire idea spawned when I was thinking of Taishiro AU ideas [including previous ones I’ve had] and basically going ‘what’s a Koushiro AU I hadn’t thought of yet??�� - Somehow my mind went ‘ARCHAEOLOGIST ..... KOUSHIRO’ ??? ‘PLUS TIMELOOPS / KAGEDAZE TAISHIRO AU’ ??? PLUS ‘COLLEGE AU’ ???? - Essentially I was thinking of careers Koushiro could have in the real world that would a) be suitable for him b) satisfy his thirst for Knowledge [while also relating to how Knowledge is used in the timeloops] c) would take him a while to complete, but be very worthwile to him in the end d) would have some mystery / intrigue involved, especially when connecting to the Digital World e) would keep him close to Taichi [because he relates tech with it, and is involved in higher education / etc., eventually it could lead to him still becoming a researcher like in the canon epilogue in the end, or in other spinoff AU thoughts... also Taichi having a law-related career that keeps him close to Koushiro] ... etc. etc. - then my mind went ‘OH THAT’S A GOOD IDEA I CAN ALSO RELATE IT TO ‘THAT THING’ YEAH’ (i.e. THE WELL the well where HE FINDS HIS CREST) - however in the back of my mind I was probably also thinking of a super-cute old Cardcaptor Sakura series 1 episode / moment in which then still mostly newly introduced “rival” to Sakura, Syaoran Li, watches Fujitaka Kinomoto’s archaeology presentation. Syaoran grows more and more interested the point he’s internally [and externally, but ‘hiding’ it (well ? from Fujitaka, badly otherwise)] cheering over it when Fujitaka offers to show him more archaeology related things in the future - only to immediately find out next Fujitaka is Sakura Kinomoto’s father [hahaaaa]. Of course Syaoran x Sakura becomes the canon couple in the end anyhow [hahaaaaa. sorry Syaoran ilu but you were pretty amusing back then and also v. tsun in that ‘fail’ kind of way] (some of his early tsun expressions kinda remind me of Adventure Taichi too??) (...Our War Game Taichi even kind of ??) - So my mind might have subconsciously been ‘combining’ all those things (along with an image in my head of photographer Koushiro from Tri studying things in the Digital World) and basically turning that implied Syaoran/Sakura + Archaeology things [if indirectly] into Taishiro + Archaeology AU yes - (also I was following CCS’s new Clear Card Arc at the time in both manga form first and then anime form, so ... yes it was at the back of my mind) - The first lines that basically spurred on this AU were the opening rambles / summary but more notably what immediately came to mind was Koushiro’s “Oh, I’M adopted.” - line, in response to Taichi’s dumb question literally HE WROTE HIMSELF (Koushiro - unfortunately - never has a scene in-show where he actually talks about it with the other Chosen, not even in an 02 era cd drama where he was literally visiting his biological parents’ graves and right after on the way home runs into the other Adventure Chosen sans Taichi and Yamato - and he STILL doesn’t even bring his biological parents up at all, not even that he was just visiting them like ‘oh, I was just on my way back from...’ - so essentially this is him saying it right off the bat and startling Taichi indirectly with it while he’s at it.) - It also prevents having to take forever to set that particular reveal up ... while at the same time taking forever to set that reveal up in Adventure universe and with more impact otherwise hahaaa. (CRY) - So, these two chapters are the setup. - You may notice there’s a feeling of ‘something’s definitely not quite right here’ or ‘something’s up’ all through these parts, the writing style (I basically kind of... mentally storyboard, then translate that into an outline, then storyboard again, then attempt to write anything etc. etc.), (but also the kind of ‘limited’ writing style, too) and basically the entire fic. That’s the timeloops effect lingering in the background, impacting events / feelings / actions, etc. Even the slightest things like Koushiro’s expressions as he regards Taichi, the tiniest movements he makes, or Taichi’s mind running a little (A LOT) more wildly than usual. - When Taichi first hears Koushiro’s ‘(smooth) voice drifting through the open door’, that’s basically the timeloops effect slamming into him right from the get-go. His mind is running wildly subconsciously too like ‘WHAT? WHAT?? WHAT???’ because he’s so confused / startled / scared / basically majorly freaked out to the point of a feeling of dread / horror etc. l-lolll poor Taichi I’M SORRY I love you really (this is also the KageDaze inspired effect because poor Hibiya there, too, [the boy] is basically this through most of the song) [specific dialogue notes] -  ‘ok, he's not really a "kid", he's a fellow adult, but Taichi's mind seems to insist on calling him that, for some reason....’ and all of the ‘his age’ bits etc. - Taichi’s mind is subconsciously relating Koushiro’s actual age to him (‘he’s younger than you think!!! you KNEW HIM IN SCHOOL!!! BEFORE!!!’) except he’s not fully realizing, of course. - short-cut spiky red hair and pure black eyes ('why are you staring so intently at his eyes, idiot!!') Again, timeloops effect slamming. Taichi’s recognizing Koushiro’s features right away and what stands out the most are his hair [dark red] and his eyes [somehow pure black (...lol fandom injoke?)]. This also relates in ch. 4, “Bridge” - when young Taichi notices Koushiro’s red hair ‘stands out the most’ in the light, and Koushiro’s (eyes are) staring right at him (because that young Koushiro’s becoming aware of the loops and freaked out / feeling dread crashing into him, himself). (also other similar parts of the fic) This also relates to novels Koushiro knowing he ‘stands out like a sore thumb’ in class (and how that line relates later with the Izumis / his adoption, as well.) - social sciences? Psychology? Health in general? Science itself? ARCHAEOLOGY??! Basically Koushiro is a freaking genuis [timeloops.... effect] [but also natural hhhh-ha] and subconsciously-or-not relating his career to as many ‘Knowledge’-gathering fields as possible, yeah. SLOW DOWN KOUSHIRO - and he's talking so animatedly and precisely and smartly because again, Child of Knowledge / timeloops. (He’d probably be an amazing professional teacher too negl) (and also how do both his seiyuu/voice actors sound so good HOW). Ok but for real, this is also simultaneously Koushiro’s ‘professional mode’ and / or his ‘mask’ so to speak. He’s enjoying it too, mostly, but... at the same time, it’s like going through the motions.... Koushiro ;A;/ - Taichi keeps staring at him, how is he so... pretty - ('wait what?!') ('but he kind of is, in that way where he has this glow about him-') Timeloops effect reminding him yes, Taichi, you are definitely attracted to Koushiro Izumi (maybe a bit too much) Koushiro’s ‘glow’ is basically him becoming animated / excited whenever he talks about Knowledge-related topics he’s particularly interested in! (But also kind of like... his inner... glow ehehhh....) - The presenter (Izumi?) turns around and stares at him directly, sharply, (kindly?) with those black eyes and says semi-brightly despite the situation he's in, in front of this room full of dumb college kids like Taichi himself - "Oh, I'M adopted." Dun dun dunnnn (hey, Taichi, did you REALLY get Koushiro’s last name/name or-) (...he didn’t) Now Koushiro’s directly focusing his attentions on Taichi, subconsciously recognizing him while he’s at it. He’s staring ‘kindly’ because of the warm feelings his subconscious / past self has towards Taichi; while also out of genuine kindness / intrigue from this universes’ Koushiro himself. Koushiro’s definitely feeling that ‘pull’ but at the same time warning bells are going off like crazy in his head too, and maybe subconsciously freaking him out too (although he’s a little more logical about it than Taichi, maybe... ...? or trying to not panic before he finishes this thing anyway) - After the presentation is over, the kid is gathering up his things outside the room, and fixing his slightly moved tie all neatly, and Taichi approaches him awkwardly from behind. THE TRUE MEETING and basically they’re both subconsciously knowing they were going to have to talk here but .... - "Izumi" turns to stare at him, more intently, now. "It's all right. ...?" (He was a little confused as to why this cool looking kid [??] bothered apologizing to him for that, but he accepts it...) Koushiro’s staring intently because he’s so hyper-focused subconsciously, but also because he likes giving his full attention where it matters in general, too. Also ‘cool looking kid’ is Taichi’s mind thinking maybe that’s how Koushiro might see him, basically. (TAICHI PLS....) (ok but he also added the ‘??’ because he realizes... yeah TAICHI PLS) (Koushiro was a bit surprised this boy actually did think to apologize, but....) - Koushiro smiles slightly. Actually smiles. KOUSHIRO’S SMILES ARE VERY IMPORTANT IN THIS FIC OK Koushiro smiles so impassioned-ly at the start of everything (especially in this verse, where he rarely gets the chance to smile AT ALL it doesn’t help that this Koushiro didn’t go to the Digital World, didn’t make any close friends, DIDN’T MEET TENTOMON OR TAICHI and etc....) - so that when this Koushiro smiles genuinely, it’s SUPER IMPORTANT, OK - "Are you interested? I'm afraid the next dig is already scheduled very soon, but..." "Wait, you're leaving, soon-?!" ('Shut up, you idiot!!') Koushiro is looking at him oddly now - Taichi’s mind is going even more wild with the warning bells and basically yelling ‘SOMETHING’S DEFINITELY WRONG HERE DON’T LET HIM GO IF YOU LET HIM GO HE’S GOING TO UP AND LEAVE AND YOU’LL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN !!!!!’ (Also his mind running wild kind of parallels Ep 21′s inspirations too??) (don’t forget Taichi hasn’t had a lot of his ‘character development’ here as well) Koushiro’s looking at him oddly because he’s having a similar feeling but trying to figure out what the heck is up with this and ... this boy... ? - Koushiro is about ready to have to leave again, and Taichi thinks as fast as he can. Taichi’s not ... as known for his thinking deeply in canon when he’s younger (lol) (well, um, pre...? SkullGreymon ? anyhow maybe w-wah) and considering WARNING BELLS he’s basically thinking of the ‘last resort’ type thing he can say / ask / (yell?) / etc. (or - BAM, TIMELINE OVER BAD END). - "W-Wait, which area are you in-?" Koushiro turns with a raised eyebrow and another slight smile. Koushiro’s raising his eyebrow / smiling because he’s basically internally thinking ‘...This one, hmm ..... ‘ - He lives in fucking Odaiba. Literally a block away from Taichi. ('SHIIIIIIIIIIT') ('TAICHI YOU ARE AN IDIOT') ... oh. (yeah) (TIMELOOOOOOPS EFFEEEEEECT) (TAICHI YOU ARE AN IDIOT) -- Chapter 2 -- (kind of) - He doesn't know how it happens, but in some other universe somewhere, he probably ends up not walking Koushiro home and regretting it for the rest of his life when Koushiro just ups and leaves on an archaeology dig somewhere and Taichi never sees him again - ('Seriously, stop thinking!!') So yeah, that part about ‘YOU’LL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN’ ?? [Taichi(+Koushiro) avoided the BAD END ?? ?] [to be continued]

[jaebirdy]

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I was tagged by @gotlembas :3 thanks baboon! <3

5 things you’ll find in my bag: - my sunglasses - wallet - a pen or two in case I need to write something down - my compact mirror with the dark side of the moon cover on it lol - my house keys

5 things you’ll find in my room: - my stuffed dog - my guitar and bass amps - 2 sticks of deodorant - fairy lights around the perimeter of my room - my ukulele

5 things that make me feel happy: - talking to my school friends on campus for lunch - some guy called david gilmour - @serizu - getting good grades in my psychology class - listening to my favorite music on spotify

5 things I’m currently into: - Harry Connick Jr.’s christmas album “Harry for the Holidays”.. that album is my christmas fave - riverdance - pink floyd hhhh - getting homework done early and getting ahead so there’s no chance I am procrastinating in college - this game called “fat bunny” on my phone that I got last night lol

5 things on my to-do list: - I should listen to the “Obscured by Clouds” album all the way through.. the songs I’ve heard from it so far have been quite good - I need to activate my new debit card this weekend - I’ve been kinda wanting to watch the pink floyd live at pompeii concert film again, it’s always so entertaining! I’m so glad I have it on dvd - I kinda wanna find that movie theater in seattle that plays The Wall film every weekend, and watch it again - forever 21 has some cool looking pink floyd clothes, and I have been eyeing a cool denim jacket with dark side of the moon on the back...

I tag @iluuya, @westbendwhisper, @serizu, @sgt-trashgoddess, @casket-base, @terrnorthton, and @twin-hammers :D

[the-acid-pear]

Yesterday i was feeling so bad not even this manga could have fixed me, but now I'm better and ready to see Katou get torn to shreds ☺️

I like Katou btw.

Chapter 54

I must say i do like seeing Katou get into fights, he barely did in the last book bc he was weak af in comparison

Dorian straight up went "you are not a main character :/"

Look how cocky the asshole is

HOHOOO THE FORESHADOWING BESTIEEE

Muscular seminaked old man covers himself in grease

Okay that's insanely nice

Rsursursdirs no one in the comments holds ANY TRUST on Katou 😭

Chapter 55

That chapter title is a lil 🥺

Katou you fucking idiot

That must hurt sm

URSURSUTDUTDUTD MEAN!!!

🥺🥺🥺

Katou... 😢

When i watched the anime i was just like "who tf is this guy?" Now I'm like 😢🥺 baby man no...

Like he's just son material he's just- he's just- Doppo PLEASE i need you to legally adopt another man

Chapter 56

Silly title

This fight is so wholesome wtf man

HHHHH mannn <:S

Yeah that's true actually

He just signs now

Chapter 57

UTDITSITD OUCHHH

They are just massacring him

Igxihcigyiyvoyg dude 😢

WARRIORSSS COME TO PLAAAaaaAAAYYY /j

He's trying so hard man

Chapter 58

Hhhh more foreshadowing ffs

IGDUTWIRSPUDIFY THAT PANEL

He realized :,/

Chapter 59

This is literally the thing Baki does but done to others lmao

At least man, at least 😢

OUCHHHH IM GOING TO TEAR UP MAN OJVVHO 😭😭😫

Katou baby man I'm 😢

If i didn't know he survives this i would be way more sad rn

Chapter 60

I LOVE RETSU

Man 😢

I love the fact that Dorian managed to carry Katou all the way from his sewer to the fucking dojo, cut open a punching bag, unfill the thing, stuff the guy in there, fill it again, SEW IT, and then leave

Katou did NOT deserve this at all man 😐

Chapter 61

Baki please Katou was just brutally murdered put on some fucking clothes

Okay is it me or is Katsumi's neck thicker?

SUEDO BABY AT LEAST YOU ARE STILL HERE.... For now. 😐

HE REALLY FUCKING WAS I CALLED IT

Huh Doppo got a beard again, not complaining but it's odd lmao

If he had said "a family" i would have believed him too

ALSO THE FACT THAT RETSU IS HERE FOR SHEER COINCIDENCE IS SO FUNNY AND SAD.....

Lmao he looked way more convincing here in the manga

Nearly killing Katou was the worse thing Dorian could have done lmao

Obsessed with the amount of damage this man did to the dojo as a whole lmao, nearly killing one of the ogs, cutting off Doppo's hand, stabbing Katsumi in the neck with a floorboard...

Chapter 62

That IS heartwarming.

Dorian was so fucking op, HE was the mf so op it was annoying, not Spec smh. This whole thing felt so long in the anime btw like 10 episodes of this guy alone lmao

Chapter 63

LWHEKWGWJDH THEY COULD HAVE WON IF THEY LET HONOR ASIDE MAN....

ALSO I LIKE HOW THE TWO EVENTS THAT MOBILIZED THE MOST PPL WERE: TWO WRESTLERS FIGHTING AND KATOU FUCKING DYING SNGSUS

Fuck Viêt all my homies hate Viêt (annoying guy in the comments)

Chapter 64

This is mad boring bc 1) i remember it well and 2) it's just mad slow man :/

I just realized how much the protagonism switches to other characters, Baki really didn't give a fuck about these criminals did he? Lmao

This scene is so wholesome lmao, for no reason too but i just love it shsgsjsgwjqgbs

Suedo my boy they nerfed your lips you used to be so feminine and hot...

OUGH 😢

A true bestie 😞

Dorian, bro, you are 2 m tall. Tf did you expect?

Chapter 65

HEY HE'S DOING THAT TECHNIQUE IS THAT ALLOWED?!

Let's gooo Suedo 🥺🥺 i mean he did get beaten up by Baki, mf used to worst lmao

Suedo my man...

Chapter 66

This is psychological warfare

His tits mad fat tho

I would just shit myself honestly

Chapter 67

I felt nostalgic so i went to see how Suedo looked at the start and DAMN did he look different.

Mfs really nerfed his eyeliner and lips + mouth size 😢

No eyepatch Doppo....

This scene was cool as fuck ngl

Look how happy he looks!!!

Guy really just showed up to kill minor characters eh 😐

Chapter 68

Poor Suedo ffs, he was so close :/

I DIDN'T REMEMBER THIS WHAT THE FUCK, KATSUMI?!

DOPPO WITH HIS GLASSES AGAIN LET'S GOOO

I originally insulted them but fuck past me look at that slut wearing a turtleneck 🥺🥺

Also his student almost fucking dies and he's looking around like :]

AND this has "we are going to beat you to death" meme energy wjwgjw

Oh yeah he shaved again too, that's fair

Chapter 69 (NICE!)

Retsu is gonna pop a vein

I love Retsu and all but every time we have to see his past it just gets so boring

Chapter 70

I kind of understand it now

"Wtf?"

Chapter 71

Love that chapter title lmao

KATSUMI LOOKS SO UPSET

In my country we call that a face like you smelled shit

Katsumi acting all surprised dude you barely know this guy don't act all betrayed

It is pretty shocking too, and a really fucking funny coincidence

Fr fr Retsu has like no motive even being here other that goodness of his heart

MY CAT JUST DROPPED MY PHONE FFS

In the anime this scene was more epic here it just looks funny ksgskqgwwfssh

OH HE QUIT FR? I THOUGHT HE WAS JUST THREATENING TO, THAT'S KINDA DEPRESSING

Doppo is right tbh

Old man on Old man violence 😍

According to my old messages @ blood i totally believed Doppo was gonna die rn

HeheheooohehoooOOOO

HHPEOTJEKHHSHSHS 😳😳😳

I had a bit of hope the underwear would come off too but nah that's okay...

Just as before I'm so thankful he's naked <333

OUTFIT? HE'S NAKED KATSUMI

Oh those are shorts fair fair

I love how he just had that on from before the fight like, Hanada back in the day changed in the spot but no Doppo was THAT determined to fight 😭😭😭

OUCWIDTWKHSIFTQOYGSSJSUAVSH 😭😭💀

Retsu not knowing it is understandable, he met Doppo like a month ago, but i LOVE that he didn't tell his son the truth, especially bc in the first book it was mentioned super often

Character development i guess

Scenes that make me stick out my tongue and bite it irl

SGWKEGKWGEJSG someone mentioning it makes no sense for retsu to be impressed over doppo killing a tiger when the other dude made a tunnel with his bare hand and feet and like true but don't say it!!!! 😭😭😭💀

Also, my words when i say that were and i quote "THIS FUCKING DILF GREW BACK HIS HAND"

My god i said love was going to win so I'm really fucking curious over what exactly goes down in this fight

Chapter 72

Katsumi and Retsu just looking at each other confused jsgdjsgd....

I love how he was walking down the street without a hand and no one cared lmao

I wonder where the fuck he got the ice

I mean didn't he speak about getting dentists procedures done without anesthesia in the past? Mf must be used to this shit 😭

Hehehe the king..... I still don't get why he didn't tell anybody tho sjsgwhwgjwgwjw

HE DID THE BUDDHA FIST SO EARLY ON?!

Chapter 73

"feelings"? Maybe love is really gonna win, again

He really had no reason to fight naked but I'm enjoying the view a lot

Close but not nearly a Pog, Katsumi

Baki this manga is no longer about you I'm happy for you and Kozue but i want to see my man fight

Idk what these mfs think is smooth but that does feel that smooth to me

Chapter 74

Baki looks so ugly in this saga they really massacred my boy

YUJIRO GTFO OF HERE SNGSKSGE STANDING LIKE THAT IN THE MIDDLE OF A BUSY STREET... FUCKING FREAK!

Shout out to the Brazilian guy in the comments calling Doppo's hits pretty

Chapter 75

Emojis will never be good enough to express some of these emotions

I was gonna insult Doppo for being able to do that with his foot then i remembered i do the same all the time 😐

Mándate unos jueguitos Doppo ahr (ignore me)

That can probably give you lung cancer

I LOVE when shorter opponents do that

This is great bc due to the manga being way more expressive than the anime this scene looks cool and not just silly

Chapter 76

C'mon man i know you can do this Doppo 🥺

Shut up Dorian he is cute but not for this

KSHKSHSKSGS LOOK AT THAT ME GETTING DEFENSIVE... OOC.

THERE HE GOESSSS

I LOVE HOW FUCKINT CONFUSED HE STILL LOOKS

The absolute king...

Chapter 77

He really fuckin is

KING IS JUST ON A DIFFERENT LEVEL, HE'S JUST BUILT DIFFERENT

YOU ASSHOLE HIS EYEPATCH!!

Hoooo 🥺🥺

Waaah... indeed Katsumi

HEKWLDHLSGWLW SO COOL MAN!!!!!

HE TOOK HIS ENTIRE SHOE

Chapter 78

That must be so damn painful

Wise stuff king i think you dislocated your leg tho

I'm hungry and this shit making me sick 🥴

This scene is way more heartwarming now

Chapter 79

Doppo looks so proud of... Risking a critical patient's health

YEAH KATOU, DO INDEED FINISH OFF THAT BIG RUDE WHITE MAN

Look at the king go,,,,,

I think this was my favorite fight from this saga, they shouldn't have let Dorian live tho :/

Chapter 80

Man there was more foreshadowing than i remembered in this season

I don't doubt it Mr doctor

You know that's true it IS surprising, i guess he just avoided using it

I would have been so mad if he had killed Katou right there

Like i said before, extremely funny how he didn't tell the poor Natsue about his hand

Poor man this is deadass heartbreaking

I still wonder if Natsue is fine 😢💔

Chapter 81

I knew this was gonna happen but i still feel so fucking angry

Look at what they did to my man... Shit makes my blood boil

THIS TRULY WAS BIPHOBIC AF

Kozue and Baki all romantic now... Doppo Orochi's face was just blown off, i couldn't care less about them 😐

Iwwhjwgeksgsks EVEN IF I KNOW HE'S OKAY IM SO PISSED OFF OVER IT AJSGJWGWJWGAB😭😭

My boy

Chapter 82

Shout-out to Baki doing capoeira

Thanks for your service Retsu

Dorian's life is depressing but Retsu please call an ambulance i bet you heard the fucking explosion

Chapter 83

I love how much trust they were placing on Retsu JAGSNSFSJAGA

THAT MANLY TEAR SJSGJSGS-

Still a super sweet moment. Even with the whole, nearly murdered Doppo Orochi and his wife thing.

I just realized only Sikorsky and Doyle are midly young, every other prisoner was damn old

Chapter 84

Milf supreme

I know he's Russian but GOD that translation is so broken JAGWKWGW

Kinda funny to think when the fuck did some of these men even learn perfect Japanese?!

These comments are so obsessed with ntr

Chapter 85

HIS HANDS BIGGER THAN HER HEAD AKDGSKSGWKW

Queen shit

JWHSNSUWJWG JUST A 2 M WHITE MAN BLEEDING ON THE FLOOR... NORMAL STUFF

Baki has a fucking point

Fights suck in this manga i must say, perhaps it's the lack of rules and people commenting over it but it's so far away from cool fights :/ like they ARE cool but it's not as technical anymore 💔

Chapter 86

Mad fucked up of Sikorsky sbsgssg

HAHAGSB AS IF NOT EVERYTHING HE DID WAS

I'm sure there were more than 6 victims, sir

Hell YEAHHH my man Oliva is gonna show up!!

Chapter 87

That cover freaked me out but i realized it was a toy lol. Is that Yuu btw?

Sonoda's brows almost as cool as Yujiro's lol

The king shsfbdubhkf

Okay Oliva speaking japanese is fair look how he lives lmao

Chapter 88

Mf just so badass lol

Also i had to do that to one of my shirts once JAGAJSGWJGAH big arms can be a curse 😔💔

That mural is beautiful emcejsgsjsf

Sonoda dying inside lmao

I'm gonna go up to 100 bc i got nothing else important to do

Chapter 89

Only Baki character who actually payed the consequences of the damage done in a fight lmao

Okay the censor is way more subtle than in the anime, i do miss cocks tho

KAGWKWTIQGWJSGSBHE MENTIONED IT 😭😭

So eager to kill that guy he's hard... I get why he gets along with Yujiro now KAGAJSGSJAFA

Chapter 90

Why does no one aim guns to the head in this manga? SHOOT EM IN THE EYE OR SOMETHING, YOU MIGHT HIT THE BRAIN!

OWUWKWWGSKAGSJSG "I'M SORRY JEFF, MY TITS ARE JUST TOO BIG AND STRONG FOR YOUR SHITTY ASS SWORD 😎"

Chapter 91

<3

GOD I WANT TO EAT GOOD TENDER MEAT SO BAD

These men's waists are tinier than mine, and i got a mad tiny waist

I just remembered how sad i was at this point and I'm understanding again, all the fun characters did go out 😢

I love Oliva's motives

Poor Kozue

Chapter 92

Baki and Katsumi hanging out is a nice touch ngl

Look at the motherfucker

OAJWKWGQKSGSJSG smart man

Yujiro in this saga is as dilf as ever

ABOUT TO GET BULLIED JAGSSJ

I just can't get enough it seems, time to start the next Baki the Grappler book!

It seems that this one will take on the saga i saw on the anime (at least by the end) so that's exciting

Chapter 1

First off quality is SHIT lmao

Yesss i remember this. I still think that shit about everyone trembling is a lil... Mmmm bullshit.

Baki be like <:] but in a smug way

Look at Tokugawa my man

OH RIGHT HE LEFT THE TOURNAMENT WITH A CAST

This feels so random

Oh right the synchronicity shit

Baki is so -_- in this manga

Look at the old timer go

YEAH FR TOKUGAWA JUST BROUGHT EXPLOSIVES TO A SCHOOL FULL OF CHILDREN TO MAKE A SHITTY ANALOGY SHSHWKWGGE FREAK OLD MAN

Chapter 2

Ahegao

Epic grandpa

HO NICE

Mf really swam thru the Pacific ocean

Chapter 3

Huh i thought he was Scottish

This random guy was pretty interesting looking, the one executing Doyle

Fucked up shit how they still do this stuff

King, i can somehow still remember his voice in particular fsr

Also since no one reads this i will say it: Doyle does NOT look white ahagdbafhsdbc

I like that he didn't bother killing the doctor

Is that Strydum? 🥺👉👈

Chapter 4

Shagddjd i was going to say that, this dude could have easily taken a different path from violence

GAARN? MY MAN? MY BELOVED GARLAND? IS HE ALIVE STILL?!

FFS NOT FOR LONG HHH LOOK HOW THEY MASSACRED MY BOY...

I mean it's fair, Sirkosky uses weapons, but man, Garland... :'/

This all hits so different once you know the characters :]]]

Chapter 5

That pic is still so brutal

What an absolute troll shsshwgxgd

Also fun fact when i watched the anime i didn't pay much attention at first so I assumed the Russian was Spec (i didn't even know Sirkosky's name)

I love how that was unnecessary shagdhsr

ADAGDFAGAFAD this guy was also great

Spec was fucking insane man aggsggahsfg

I love he's full of tattoos

The absolutely king

OH RIGHT Spec is sus *laugh track*

Chapter 6

Oh hell yeah, grandpa's ex

Baki tf you doing there in the cover you madlad

...bottom storage.

THEY ARE SO MEAN LEAVE HIS SHORT ASS ALONE SHSGJSGS

He's my size btw

Was there a motive for him to be naked or was he just a freak btw?

I love the shape of his eyes ngl

I love how scared the guards are while he just calmly rambles

I don't wanna call yanagi my grandpa because i think yanagi can get it and it would be like calling him daddy but the Gilf™ is Dorian man life is so hard when you are me

I love Yanagi's face lol he's handsome

Chapter 7

Poor Baki lmao he just got better from the maximum tournament and now this

Lmao Baki has a point

Unnecessary, Doyle

Chapter 8

I love how they were recruiting dangerous mfs to beat up this random guy bc his vibes are fucked up

This guy looked a lot like jack

You gotta be brave to shove a knife that sharp into your pants

I love how Baki literally did nothing to em

Baki's face just looks wrong this isn't my beloved child

Imagine you are about to fight this mf and he just shoves his hand inside his pants

Chapter 9

This dude really looks like, fully japanese jack hanma

JWGWKEGWKSGE I LOVE HIM

I love how Spec just showed up dressed up as a fucking monk or something

Chapter 10

You guys know, Dorian reminds me of my now dead great grandfather, with the moustache look even more.

Not impressed, 15 yo Hanayama did the same when throwing a tantrum

He's so insane i luv him

Okay but look at the cut of that outfit look at how well it hugs his chest and waist but flows bellow... Spec my dude you could have been a mad good model 😐 he's even giving me gender envy! 🥺

I love how Baki used both his hands for the handshake

Chapter 11

Ho, speak of the devil, i was just talking of this fucker with Blood

Mf got so old

I like how there was no motive for him to be naked he literally is just Like That

Also it's from here that he got that wasp waist lmao

Mf just flexing at this point lmao

GRANDPA!! <3

Yanagi got cake

That's so unnecessary rude, obsessed. Also, as if you weren't old Yanagi. I see why they broke up now ;/

Chapter 12

11 and 12 are the same fsr

Chapter 13

I honestly wonder where these prisoners got their clothes, like, aside from Doyle that one time everyone else is never shown shopping or even owning money

Also i love the fact that on a daily basis i dress the same as Spec, that definitely says something bout me jagsjsgwhwfwg 😭

To be honest, considering the size of Spec's body, they should definitely feed him more

He didn't wash his hands 😢

Dick and balls too strong ajgshsgsg

I love how fucking, polite he is.

Oh i see, i thought he might have stolen a wallet or something but nah

Btw i genuinely don't remember shit JAGSKSGWJGS even if it watched the anime i forgot most of this

Chapter 14

GOD the way the anime butchered Katsumi, he's so handsome in the manga in comparison 😐

Also i like how they aren't explaining this like, Katsumi was the one who lost, did he wait until Retsu was okay to fight again in HIS ("") dojo?!

RETSU STOP DOING THESE SORT OF TRICKS THAT'S PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE AJDGSJSG

HE'S JUST BUILT DIFFERENT

Okay he actually explained, oddly nice of Retsu to accept tho

Hoho this scene hits different now that i know and like Katsumi

Also I'm not even gonna question where Doppo is, dude is never just around skdgksgd

Chapter 15

I love this genre of cover

WHITE BOY SJDGSJGSHS-

I love that retsu is just watching, he's still an asshole QJGSJSGWH

If i didn't know Katsumi I would say he died

I did actually think he had died when watching the anime

Retsu still has his thicc ass i see

Chapter 16

See all this makes sense now that i know retsu and the shit he has seen and been thru!

Angry lad, lucky his hair didn't burn

I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE HE EXTINGUISHED THE FIRE WITH HIS SCREAM

Chapter 17

Ahegao in the cover

I'm looking at the pages and I'm obsessed with Doppo being described as a "bold, badass karate master", it's so accurate <3

Also Igari being called eccentric, and the mention he defeated Mount Toba!! <3

Baki is slowly looking more like Baki

"my mother is dying"

Tasks keep failing successfully

Chapter 18

mAh boy...

That happens and it's the worst

Musashi you good boy 🥺

Chapter 19

Igari <33

That's insane

Chapter 20

I love that Igari looks legitimately worried and sad, not sweating tho

I love how he didn't have any serious damage until the punches like, okay.

Poor Igari tho

DID HE CHEW EM OFF OR SOMETHING? SHSHWGEGCH

Was anybody going to tell me is Sikorsky and not Sirkosky?

Also i love how legitimately scared Tokugawa is, probably more than when Yujiro picked him up

Chapter 21

The heights are so off in this saga

Oh my fucking god i didn't know Spec was 221

Either heights are all over the place or Yanagi is not 160

Either way HOW CAN YOU BE THAT SMALL? 🤣

GAFSFWEAD Tokugawa like "i own this place 😐"

Doyle is still the most decent one of the bunch

URSURSUTSUSTSRU

LOOK AT YANAGI DORIAN AND SIKORSKY ALREADY GETTING THEIR HANDS READY SBDGSHW

I googled how big Andreas from the tournament was and like, 2.40 😦

LET'S GOOOOO EVEN WITH A BEARD OMFG 😳😳😳

I see Hanayama descended into alcoholism after losing in the tournament. Also tf is with that bag? Was he hiking or something?

Jsgsjsgd Shibukawa is so excited too

I think this is chronically the first time Doppo appears with fully casual clothes, usually he either was in a suit or in his karate uniform

I'm straight up simping to the public now sgsjsgwhw

Chapter 22

LOOK AT THESE DUDES..... 💞

FUCK I WAS GONNA SAY THERE WERE MORE BAD THAN GOOD GUYS THEN LOOKED DOWN AND REALIZED THAT NO, SHIBUKAWA WAS JUST NEARLY OUT OF FRAME 😭

They all look so upset about that information

SIKORSKY NAME GOT SPELLED AS SILCOSKI...

Looking at them drives me insane i developed such a bond with all these fighters

I haven't seen Doppo this excited since last time his wife showed up

BAKI SWEARING?! 😰

How did Tokugawa grab Baki's shoulder?

ALSO WHY TF IS BAKI SO SURPRISED AS IF HE DIDNT GO AROUND BEATING UP PEOPLE WHEN HE WAS 13...

Don't worry Baki y'all will, Tokyo is not that big it seems

Shibukawa swearing 😨

"Imagine being mid but and Spec pulls up on you" "imagine having sex and she takes the mask and it's fucking Spec"

To be fair i would fuck a 2.21 muscular lady without going "hmmm this doesn't seem like a good idea..." in any moment

Chapter 23

I love how Dorian is just looking up

ACTUALLY ALL THEIR STANCES, Yanagi making dead eye contact with Gouki, Sikorsky with a firm pose just as Hanayama, Doyle with hiss chest up but eyes down giving a sense of pride, and, well, then there's Spec being Spec.

I like seeing Sikorsky having fun

I love Spec he played so smart SGSGSGS

😳 love wins!

Oh i had already forgotten about the dojo

Old man Dorian just has that effect on people

Threesome i see /j

He really was just fucking hiking i would love if they ever explained that ough 🥺

Did his facial hair just disappear?? STSGSFSD

BWHEKEGWJG THEY REALLY JUST FORGOT TO ADD IT FOR ONE PANEL IM OBSESSED

Such a good kick tho

The relationship these men can have is so oddly nice like not Doppo and Retsu specifically but all of the fighters in general. Like many of them barely know each other, but they all know their fighting styles and respect each other, plus have no reason to be in bad terms with one another and specially not now that they are all fighting for the same cause. It's just so nice to see em idk JAGSHS

Hey Igari.

Chapter 24

Thank God Doppo went <3 again it had been so long

Babe are you okay? You hadn't put a lil heart in your speech bubble for a while...

King really punched the fire

I will chose to believe that's true bc it's impressive 😍

You know it's funny like, Katsumi is mad good but he doesn't has as much experience as his dad and that leaves him in disvantage

Hehe i remember that guy

The manga is so much better than the anime ffs

I love that he didn't even realize

Chapter 25

Manga i don't think that's science

Also Baki just chilling with some doves lmao

I'm looking thru old messages see how my og reaction to this was

Huh i found nothing, that's odd. Well my reaction would have probably been like NOOOOO anyway so, y'all can imagine it

You left my dilf handless you fucking asshole good thing he has a wife

Imagine this dude cuts your hand and then just flexes his knowledge about science or whatever

HSSGGSFS THEY FIXED THE NO BEARD ERROR

Illiterate king <3

A guy did this to me once btw!!! Obviously in way smaller scale but he just touched something and the bleeding soon stopped!!!!

Honestly that's the most huge dick energy thing Doppo has ever done

Pfff I'm starting to remember why i liked Doppo so much 🥴

Bitches confused over him running away, tf was he supposed to do? He played it smart since there are no rules

Though yeah an eye and NOW a hand, insane

Chapter 26

Sjshhdhsn tanuki?

Oh, fox, he was calling him slick

Manga is pretty faster than the anime

Chapter 27

Where's your honor, Igari...

He is right sadly enough 😔

Oh i keep forgetting Igari's nature, he was probably trying to pull his silly little tricks again

This is just brutal honestly

Hehe this time i didn't get scared ☺️

I like that at least I'm not the only one who needs their mind off the gutter

Chapter 28

Love seeing em datin <3

He's so aggressive accidentally i love these dorks sm 😍🥺💞

SPEC FFS SJGDHWGW

Chapter 29

SPEC FOR FUCKS SAKE SJSVSJWGSH

Hanayama is such a real bro man

I LOVE THAT HE WAS JUST STALKING BAKI TOO BTW SJDGJDGDHSBDGDGS

To think i will still love hanayama but for entirely different reasons 😌

Chapter 30

Kaoru looks different but idk how

What the fuck is Spec even saying?

The fact that that makes no sense, i still love it a lot tho.

ALSO I ADORE HOW QUIET HANAYAMA IS WHEN FIGHTING

Okay Spec really has a point it really is beautiful

GOD I'M STARTING TO UNDERSTAND THESE CHARACTERS TOO MUCH I NEED HELP AJDGSJSGSHS 😭

But it's beautiful in the sense like, look how built he is! Look at all those scars!!! It IS beautiful it's a masterpiece!!!!!!!

"i choose to believe this is how hanayama always undresses" KSHSKDGSJ THE AMOUNT OF SUITS THIS MAN DESTROYS.. OBSESSED

Though yeah Hanayama in general is also beautiful isn't he?

Chapter 31

I would sob man look at him. Look at Shiba.

NO ONE RISKS HIS LIFE MORE THAN SHIBA YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE I STILL HOLD A LOT OF RESPECT FOR HIM!

A BENCH...

I really don't get why he's letting himself get hit, is he just flexing?

I cannot way to see him do his Technique ™

Chapter 32

Manga is so much superior to the anime, like, i haven't complained about Spec even once bc he isn't annoying anyone, in the anime he was so infuriating!!

I love when they just steal their standing poses sjsgjssgsh

That distortion effect so good

Chapter 33

I still think it's weird they used humans and not machines, though it was effective

I love how Spec managed to punch that statue without calling the attention of much people that's impressive

And i love that he keeps saying man he sounds like me with bro

Hanayama my beloved

Chapter 34

Yeah I'm not reading all that 😐

Oh this explains the holes in his clothes

[fountainpenguin]

May I request a character analysis on Timmy's Parents, Crocker, and Jorgen Von Strangle?

Hhhh. I’m gonna… pass on this one for now. Maybe later, but not… now.

The problem is, these characters are all very “out there” in terms of personality, and they’re among the most skewed when it comes to my portrayals. I aim to write “FOP but with realistic magic / biology / culture / psychology”, so by necessity, my take on all of these guys has to be scaled back a lot. I don’t like to use them too much because I don’t like contradicting canon, but these guys, Vicky, Trixie, Tootie, and Sparky push my abilities to the limit. If I waver too much from their canon selves, what’s the point? Then I’m just writing OCs, and not even OCs I like. I’ve got better things to do. They’re someone’s favorite character and I don’t want to portray them wrong. But I can’t portray them in my ‘fics exactly as they are in the show, because they don’t fit. It’s just not worth it.

I’m starting to get the hang of Jorgen, though. Much happier with his portrayal in “Think Positive” than “Anti-Cosma v. Adelinda von Strangle”. I was amused by BookwormGal’s review of, “Hi, Jorgen. Bye, Jorgen” on that chapter, since. That is basically what happened. Moved way too fast. Not very happy with it. “Think Positive” was much better. But we’ll see him a few times throughout the 130.

There’s a Timmy’s Dad-centric Prompt coming up too. Would you believe it, but it was supposed to be out ten months ago, ahaha… It’s called “Refusal”, and it’s about him and the rest of his Squirrely Scout troop as kids- including Sheldon Dinkleberg. I’ve also got a Prompt about Timmy’s Mom musing on how her son talks to his fish and inanimate objects, but there’s not a lot of plot in it so it hasn’t gone anywhere yet. Especially because I started to get a nagging feeling that I had read a similar scene in a ‘fic elsewhere and I’ve been trying to find it. I could have sworn it was in “Never Had a Friend Like Me”, but I recently reread the thing and it was not there. Maybe it’s in “Tales As Old As Time”. Hmm…

Crocker is fast becoming important in the 130. I didn’t mean to push him this far back. He was supposed to appear in Arc 1, but I decided to end the arc earlier than planned so I would have an excuse to put the project on hiatus during the summer because it mattered to me for some reason. 

I promise, he’s on his way, but I keep scrapping things and starting over. I had a nice clean schedule of all the prompts in the order I was going to post them, but then I thought “That Was Then” was so “out there” compared to the others that it should be the first prompt of Arc 2, and then I got super into “Think Positive” and wanted to finish it off, and then “Minion” was really exciting for me and I wanted to post it on my birthday, and then I posted “Grooming” to split up those two since they are both 20k+ words and I didn’t want them both in a row, and “Watch and Learn” is totally ready to go at any time but I’m saving it for winter because it takes place just before Christmas, and “This Is Halloween” was just made to be posted on Halloween and…

Crocker is coming is what I am saying here. We’re actually going to get to see him a lot. I’m just still trying to settle into my portrayal of him. Maybe instead of introducing him with “Do the Math”, it would be better to introduce him in “Naptime”. Because I’m here for Foop inviting Crocker and Dark Laser to the Blue Castle for a sleepover any day. Wooboy, I haven’t read that one in a year… I remember Anti-Cosmo continuously feeding everyone because he doesn’t know how else to be a good host besides feeding people.

Oh look, I found it: 

The plastic toy in his hand barked without moving its little mouth and performed a backflip.

“Don’t ask about the dog,” Denzel muttered to Anti-Cosmo. “We’ve been trying to wean him off that thing for months.”

Anti-Cosmo’s eye twitched. “Can I get you lads some snacks?”

Also, I was kind of waiting for Season 10 to be over. We got lots of pixie prompts while Season 10 was airing, because I was 99% sure there wouldn’t be any pixies in it, so I didn’t have to worry much about contradicting things. But we were still getting new stories about the main cast and Crocker, so they got put on hold in my writings.

And now we have KEVIN to play with! You guys may not know I love Kevin, but I do. We’ll definitely be seeing him soon. I’m just. Trying to make everything fit in the order I need it to. Skipping forward in the timeline without revealing spoilers. Keeping everything consistent. Finding the right time to introduce new characters and plot lines without over-complicating things. That sort of stuff.

I’ve actually written Crocker a lot. I just keep forgetting that it doesn’t seem that way to y’all because I’ve been working things out later in the timeline so I’ll know how to set up for him. Oh man, I’m so excited for you guys. You get to watch the stories unfold step by step instead of already knowing how everything ends before it’s even written. How cool is that? There’s so much you don’t know! Be sure to do plenty of freaking out for me. It’s not quite the same if I do it myself.

…

Crocker is coming. I promise. But I’d rather not reveal spoilers about my take on him or the plans I have right now. Since his plot really takes off during Arc 3, we’ll definitely be laying groundwork with him in Arc 2. He’s coming soon.

I will say that there is definitely a story coming about Jorgen and the fact that he’s getting older and the von Strangle line needs an heir. Some hints about that were dropped in “Think Positive” just recently, actually! Jorgen’s stuff is mostly set-up for Devil’s Backbone though, so I was trying to push it later in the Prompts because of reasons. We’ll get to him later. “Falling action”, so to speak.

Timmy’s parents are sketch. They’re amusing for the show, but they don’t fit my writing style very well. I obviously favor the Fairykind because I love animal behavior and magic, but I’ll try to work humans in there more often for you guys.

Humans besides the obvious, I mean. Humans like Timmy. Not like… Yeah.

Once we start seeing these guys in the Prompts more, and time permitting, I’d probably be willing to do some analyses. Let’s put a pin in it for now.

[ollierachnid]

for fandom thing: heavy rain

Favorite Male Character: Carter Blake. Absolute asshole whom I adoreFavorite Female Character: Lauren Winter. Total cool ass woman, deserved better in lifeLeast Favorite Character: Hhh I'm not too keen on Ethan’s ex-wifeFavorite Ship: Carter/JaydenFavorite Friendship: Madison & Ethan. Or Lauren & Scott (until the twist obviously)Favorite Quote: "Think you can do a better fucking job than me with your psychology degree and your great glasses?" Just makes me laughWorst Character Death (if any): Any of the mains. Particularly Norman's ARI oneThis made me so happy you have no idea Moment: When Ethan and Shaun are reunited hhhh blessSaddest Moment: If you get the "perfect crime" ending. Holy shitFavorite Location: Probably the warehouse. It's cool