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As for the readers' socials
Gojo's reader
Public surprisingly She posts often Dark, gothic aesthetic Saturation all the way down on every pic lol Loves rainy days Never pictures of her really Much to Gojo's chagrin He pouts and complains to Nanami's reader: 'who cares about Frankenstein by Mary Shelley?? why doesn't she show her face? ugh god' and when Nanami's reader says, 'just ask for a picture like I do' Gojo grumbles 'no cause then she'll win'
Geto's reader
Private But lots of followers Clean aesthetic Pastels and summery vibes Shots of coffee dates with her sis and friends Pretty hair all dolled up Cute pics of doggies and flowers reposts hopecore sometimes posts funny pictures of her sister just to be a brat she also likes to sneak pictures of her boss hard at work like its her being all cutesy as the main focus but in the background, there's geto tattooing someone and his biceps are huge
Choso's reader
Private Artsy Kinda skater girl vibes Shots of her dirty converse and overalls She's like the beanie wearing, boho bag with tons of pins and badges and keychains, quirky girl But not cringey She just posts for her and her friends so they're a little goofy Eventually becomes a fan page for Cursed Womb though She's also quite political
Toji's reader
Private af Only follows and lets follow her friends And she has like a handful at most tbh Her account is very aesthetic though It's kinda dark academia Lots of pics of other people too She likes to people watch and match the voicemails left on her Insider's Line to people on campus
Nanami's reader
Public Posts a lot Very similar to Gojo's in that they're mostly party and silly stuff Like pranking each other But they're also sexy She doesn't mean to make them sexy It just ends up that way Like on her story, one of the rugby guys got too drunk and started lifting her and spinning her around Her dress was billowing out and you could see her thong Just a little It's never TOO much, but just scandalous enough for Nanami to have to take toilet breaks in the middle of a class or a tutoring session if she posts lol BUT ALSO She's added Nanami's account onto her close friends and posts really scandalous pictures but he's the only one on there lol She likes to do it during lectures so she can see him get flustered like his ears turn red and he has to adjust his crotch in as discreet a manner as possible
Sukuna's reader
Doesn't have one... Only uses LinkedIn Is her answer to anyone who asks Truth is, she does have one she has one on every platform She just doesn't want anyone to know She likes to be up to date with the ongoings of the student population But eventually, she does start stalking Sukuna And is always so confused when she gets a ping that he's posted and he's in the same room as her but he hasn't touched his phone She makes a pikachu face And Sukuna just lifts an eyebrow like "what?" She blushes and gets flustered when she sees its a thirst trap and she can't look him in the eye and Sukuna just gets pissed off
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ā SMILEY EYES
PAIRING. fem!reader x jake sim CONTENT. strangers to lovers , fluff <3 , cursing , vv cute :3 NOTE. jake's smile is so so beautiful but what always stands out to me is the way his eyes also smile when he is really smiling > < so ofc, i had to make this !!
7:45 am. Monday. The start of another long, tiring, and boring week.
Yes, you hung out with your friends sometimes, but you spent most of your time working at the cafe. Working at the cafe has always been unpleasant, however there was one amazing benefit.
You always got to see him, that cute smiley guy with his even cuter smiley eyes.
lt may seem silly to say this, but he was the sole reason you hadn't quit yet. Your manager sucked, your co-workers did basically nothing, and you had to do most of the work.
You memorized everything that you could about this cute smiley guy. He always arrives 10am and orders an iced americano or a vanilla latte with half sweetness. He had an accent, one that you would assume was an australian accent. He also has a habit of biting his lip and tends to smile with his eyes a lot. That was something that you adored about him.
One problem though, you didn't know his name.
Whenever you ask for the name for his order, he always says "J". Like, literally just "J".
You secretly hoped that one day he would give you his name, or even his number. You definitely wouldn't complain.
Today the weather was gloomy and cold, 69 degrees. What a great start to the day!
On the way to work, you spotted a couple sitting on a bench with their dog. They were just cuddling. They looked so full of warmth on this cold day.
Finally, you arrive at the cafe. Your shift starts at around 8:30am, so you have some time to kill. But instead of doing something useful, you ended up daydreaming about all the possible scenarios with him, cute smiley guy.
The sound of bells is what wakes you up from your daydreaming and oh shit. It's already 8:32.
The first customer arrives and then the second, and then the third. You're really just waiting for him to arrive.
Luckily, you hadn't had a grumpy customer yet- thank god.
You don't know exactly why you feel so attracted to him. It's like he has this energy that literally makes you feel so much happier, especially when he smiles.
You feel your heart literally melt into mush every time you catch a glimpse of him smiling. The way his eyes also smile makes you want to sob. You've truly never seen such a beautiful and radiant smile.
9:50am, ten more minutes until he would usually be arriving. You could already feel your excitement.
He came every single day of the week, and this made getting through work so much easier for you. Of course he didn't know that but you're very very thankful.
"okay, your order will be out shortly! feel free to take a seat anywhere you'd like" you tell a customer while looking at the time.
9:58, two more minutes.
In those two minutes, you spend your time making a matcha latte for a customer and excitedly daydreaming about him.
"order 56 for ____!" you call out, and hand the drink to the customer.
You quickly drink some water and nervously wipe the sweat off of your hands.
*Ding!*
He's here.
You look over at the front door and not to your surprise, it's smiley guy. Sometimes he'd come with his friends, but today he was alone. He looked so good today, his hair was fluffy and he was wearing a navy blue hoodie with a white shirt underneath and some baggy jeans. God, you could already feel the hearts forming in your eyes.
pull yourself together.
"goodmorning! please take your time and let me know when you're ready to order" you say, trying not to sound awkward or nervous.
He nods and smiles at you in response, still looking at the menu.
No, why did he have to smile?
You felt your heart melt and your palms start to get sweaty. You were definitely going to embarrass yourself now, fuck.
"can i get an iced americano, large, with matcha cold foam on top?" he asks while looking at you, holding eye contact.
Of course, there was no way you could hold eye contact with him. You'd probably shit yourself.
So, you just nod and put his order in the tablet.
He giggles and fuck, he definitely noticed that you couldn't hold eye contact with him. You were so fucked.
"anything else for you today?" you ask while nervously smiling, still not looking up at him.
"yeah, just one more thing" he says.
"okay, what would that be?" you respond.
"your number perhaps..?"
Was the daydreaming taking a toll on you or did smiley guy just ask you for your number?
"wait- what, huh? you want my number???" you say, obviously sounding a bit confused.
"mhm!" he says while nodding and flashing you his cute smile.
You can't help but just stand there and stare at him. You might just vomit due to how confused, nervous, and overwhelmed you are right now.
This beautiful man that looked like he was a model, was asking you- an average cafe worker, for your number?
"uhm yeah of course, here-" you finally say in response while writing down your number on his receipt. "here's my number and oh, i need your name for your order?"
"the name's jake" he says while smiling, but this time with his cute smiley eyes, too.
You can't tell if you're red or glistening from your sweat, but you nod and write down his name.
"what's yours? i've just been calling you pretty girl in my head but uh, yeah, what's your name?" he asks, and yeah- you're definitely red now. he found you pretty?
"i'm y/n" you tell him shyly while grabbing his drink and handing it to him.
"okay well then y/n, i'll text you soon!" he says happily while walking away, and you're still in shock.
Maybe deciding to work at the cafe was the best decision you ever made.
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#jake sim#jake imagines#sim jaeyun#sim jake#enha x reader#enha imagines#enhypen#enhypen x reader#enha#jake enha#jake enhypen#fluff#enhypen fluff#mochiwonz#enha scenarios#jake x reader#jaeyun#enhypen jake
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MERA... MERA.. I JUST read the "can't leave until you have sex" Halloween trio thoughts.... and... oh wow. oh Fellow
"lie back and let his flattery work wonders on you / please donāt be difficult and please be impressed and please genuinely cum and please tell him it felt good / donāt ask to kiss / donāt say a word when heās sloppy and salivating all over you" OUGHHHH I'M ON MY KNEES MERA THIS IS SO... OUGH....
He's so pathetic mister Honest I need you carnally right now. Badly. He's so frustratingly pathetically sexy.... I'm shaking I keep rereading that paragraph because he's so !!!
(the way you portray him Mera you big brained amazing spectacular writer. Thank you. I hope we get more of your thoughts about him...!)
>:) hehehe thank you for enjoying my portrayal in that post!!! I love Fellow a lot, so there will definitely be plenty more thoughts about him in the future. He plays a significant role as supporting cast in Halloweenie and it's my shameless excuse to practice writing him, so there is lots of Fellow to be had in that story. He's the perfect amount of smarmy wet cat that you can love and want to shake in equal measure. <3 100% "frustratingly pathetically sexy" as you wrote!
When his special move is quite literally running away when he can no longer tolerate or go against the trouble, it sealed my affections for him. He's so loserboy.... all of the Halloween trio are in their own silly ways. orz he's so shameless when he's pushing praise after praise,,, it's a little funny that he and Rollo are so outwardly fake like that. Fellow "platitudes make me wanna puke" Honest and Rollo "he treats me in such a friendly way with nary an inkling to the thoughts in my mind" Flamme,,, versus Skully who means every sweet thing he says LOL.
But in my mind he won't outright admit to his lack of experience. He'll just dress it up a bit,,, something something he learns as he goes, he's a natural, you'll see! But then he fucks like a guy who's just bought his first onahole and can't wait to use it. >_< there's a certain charm in Fellow who is more worked up than you are, who is panting like he's in heat, and pathetically rutting into you with a half-hard dick after he's cum too many times for him to seem like the sex god he hoped to show you. T_T still fucking you even though he can't cum anymore and maybe you haven't even cum yet....... the most pathetic, but he'll make an effort for you. I like to think he tries his very best to impress you with these things,,,, trying to make up for his inexperience with his silver tongue, but also he's really bad at using that tongue if it isn't to compliment you or dirty talk you. ;;;;
I have way too many thoughts about him... someone sedate me....... orz
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OKAY HEAR ME OUT.. POCKY GAME WITH THE BSD CAST (preferably Ranpo and Dazai, feel free to add whoever u want!!) MAKE IT ROMANTIC TOO PLZ I CANT GET THIS IDEA OUT OF MY HEADššš
LOTS OF LOVE - an anon who lost their glasses
ššthis... this was too fun to write ohmygod you have no idea
Now you've managed to get me stuck on thoughts of silly little moments with those losers too aaAAAAAA I gotchu nonnie, you ask and I deliverš
BSD Cast ft. Pocky Game
(Dazai, Ranpo, Fyodor, Chuuya; high-key suggestive, blame them not me)
Dazai
āItās a very delicate procedure.ā
āMmm, big boy business, I see.ā
āShush. Good students listen to their sensei first and give smartass remarks later. Nowā¦āĀ
Ā It would be Dazaiās idea, not surprising in the slightest. The thing is, heād be very convincing about this, all sweet smiles and an offhand remark how cute itād be ācause couples are supposed to do sappy things, duh. An innocent enough suggestion, one you found amusing but nothing to bat an eye about.Ā
Until you add Dazaiās complete disregard for social norms and heād be pulling those things out in the most embarrassing, inconvenient places he could think of. Mostly to annoy you, secondly to see how red in the face youād get if he put you in a compromising situation. And oh boy do those happen often.Ā
One moment youād be in the middle of discussing important work matters with Atsushi, the next Dazaiās sliding up in your personal space, pocky already hanging at his lips. Worst is heād act as though this is your average activity, batting his lashes all sweetly at you as he waited. If you snap the pocky with your hand instead heād react as though it was his heart you just crushed, you cruel beauty of his.
Itās all fine though, things considered. So long as he does get his kiss in the end. Behind some privacy this time.
Ranpo
No. Do not engage with this man in a pocky game, he will be an absolute menace about it.
Unlikely to suggest it himself as it means heād have to share his snacks with you. Could be convinced if informed of the chance of getting free smooches though. But heād whine about it, probably already munching on the pack you bought as you were explaining the rules to him.
In the case of you managing to save some for the actual thingā¦
āYeah, yeah, can you get on with it? I wanna play already.ā
Ranpo does not, in fact, play. The moment you get in place, both of you biting onto your respective side, Ranpo all but throws away any and all rule-information you gave. Who needs those? Only losers, thatās who.
Heās already bitten off almost the entirety of the pocky, lips finding yours a second later as his he pulls you in, hands smashing up your cheeks on both sides. You can practinally hear him munching on the chocolate which makes this all the more hilarious. Talk about mixed priorities.Ā
Second try goes just as the first one; any illusions of a game forgotten as you were pretty sure Ranpoās impatience wasnāt quite something you were equipt forā¦
The third and final chance (last pocky, unfortunately he ate the rest) wasnāt really a chance, honestly. Not when you could just push him back on the couch and kiss him stupid as you climbed atop.Ā
He might get the remaining pocky later. Maybe.
Fyodor
āHow charming.ā
Would be amused by the whole thing. Unexpectedly easy to convince, and it gets even weirder as he calmly complies with the rules, nodding patiently. Before you know it youāre staring down at each other, one pocky distance between you two.
Not the type to rush into things, letting you get closer to him instead. Expect a lot of raised eyebrows and chaste kisses as you get through the whole pack. Did you think this was a one go thing? Silly you. A happy, satisfied partner is a compliant one, after all. Little things like this cost him nothing, but could bring a smile on your face. Why would he waste an opportunity like that?
Unlikely to push things furtherā¦ but just as unlikely to stop you from leaving a few more kisses on him. One or two at the edge of his lips. One accidentally finding its way on his jaw. A trail of feathery brushes down his throat and soon heād be getting the memo pretty well.Ā
You canāt help it. Thereās something about Fyodorās damned calmness that always leads to this. Maybe itās the presence of character; something solid and secure before you that always manages to crawl under your skin. Youād be pulling at his shirt and trousers before you know it, pocky game entirely forgotten.
Chuuya
This oneās a trickie.
Chuuyaād be split between wanting to give in to your sillies, but alsoā¦ why? Why this? Why not go to that nice and fancy restaurant he talked to you about? The one with the molten chocolate cakes; heād treat you to all the sweets in the world if youād ask him.Ā
Embarrassed at first, and trying his best to sneakily pull himself out of the situation. Until you finally manage to corner him, pocky box in hand and a roguish glint in your eyes.
Maybe it was his dignity, or maybe he was playing too much into the tough guy persona. But the moment you sat him down, a winnerās determination written all over your faceā oh, no. Hell no, this was on.
Forget about any cute couple moments. Oh nono, it was all narrowed eyes and prolonged stares of intense analysis, each trying to predict the othersā move. One wrong decision, just the slightest distraction andā
Before Chuuya had you round the waist, rolling you suddenly on the bed as a panicked yelp flew from your lips. The absolute ass. And heād be laughing about it too, looking down at your sprawled form with the goofiest smile, trying to bite into his lower lip to stifle yet another fit.Ā
āYou all good, sweets? Guess ya lost this round.ā
And youād pull him down, your breath ghosting over his widening grin.
āWeāll see about that.ā
#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd fanfic#bsd x reader#bsd x y/n#bsd x you#bsd smut#fyodor dostoevsky#dazai osamu#dazai x you#dazai x y/n#bsd dazai#dazai x reader#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#chuuya bsd#bsd chuuya#bungou stray dogs dazai#chuuya x y/n#chuuya x reader#chuuya x you#fyodor dostoyevski bsd#fyodor dostoyevsky bsd#fyodor x reader#fyodor bsd#fyodor x you#bsd fyodor dostoevsky#ranpo x you#n.sfw
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Cringe is dead, here is my transformers OC
She's the prettiest girl in the world.
I got the idea of her when I made a random post about Megatron turning into a public bus for fun and then I couldn't get the idea of a bus alt mode out of my head.
Also, since I've been watching Transformers Prime, I've been thinking about how June Darby deserves an autobot friend like all the kids have so I also made her for that as well.
Bus alt mode gives her lots of space for human friends, which I think June would appreciate when she wants to feel close to the kids.
She's non-verbal for autism and PTSD reasons rather than physical injury (I'm absolutely projecting, not for the PTSD, just the autism). And she uses a mix of chirolinguistics/"speaking hand" (a Cybertronian language that is "spoken" through the use of hand contact) and sampled sounds (similar to how Soundwave communicates) to speak to everyone when she wants to.
She also uses a little sign language, but mostly just to call the others over so she can then use speaking hand. This is because one of her optics was damaged when she was younger and she struggles to see when other sign to her.
Some examples of names:
Even though Knightbus does have a sign for her nickname, it is very rarely used since she can hear just fine. I got the idea of Optimus's sign from the fic "A Bee's Last Sound" by Yuukirita. Let's be honest, if you're deep enough in the tf fandom that you're seeing my stuff, you've almost definitely already seen theirs but, if you haven't, what are you doing here? leave my silly little posts and go look at their stuff.
Anyway, Knightbus's very brief backstory because I haven't actually thought that much about it yet:
She was created when gladiators were becoming extremely popular locally and was actually very excited to become one. Originally, she was not too concerned with the strict caste system because of how much she enjoyed what she did.
Unfortunately, during one of her fights, she was severely injured. This is where she damaged her optic, making her partially blind. Due to this injury, it was too dangerous to continue being a gladiator and she was forced into becoming a construction worker - a job that is arguably just as dangerous with her disability but remained one of her only options.
This is when she started thinking more about how much the caste system limited her options. She also continued to watch gladiator fights, which is how she came across Megatron(us). She was deeply inspired by him and very quickly became a decepticon. However, as the revolution continued, she became more concerned about the indiscriminate violence the decepticons showed.
Early in the war, she escaped from the ranks of the decepticons to fight on the side of the autobots instead. She had heard of Optimus Prime through others that had been closer to Megatron and/or had attended the council meeting where he was deemed worthy to be a prime.
After the autobots are forced to scatter across space, she goes to search for Optimus, which is how she ends up on Earth with team prime. :)
I'm gonna make another post about my sibling's OC because this is already quite long. Also I'll definitely be drawing more of Knightbus because I love her already.
#megatron#optimus prime#transformers#transformers prime#transformers oc#chirolinguistics#because that was the coolest thing I discovered when making this character#june darby
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I love that by the end of the show the writers were comfortable enough to write this scene without there needing to be any reflexive defense of masculinity or heterosexuality on either side. It's meant to be funny, but what makes this silly is that John and D'Argo aren't interested in each other and are very interested in other people, not so much that they're dudes who of course could never have sex.
D'Argo is physically coded from the beginning as this stereotype of masculinity. He's physically oversized. He uses primitive weapons that require a lot of strength. He's a warrior, a soldier, a killer, a criminal. He's always aggressive, always angry. His race is biologically full of rage and culturally opposed to apologizing. He gets compared to a Klingon a lot.
But the way Anthony Simcoe plays him, and the way the writers let him develop, there's reasons to question what masculinity really means, especially to an alien species. I think a modern writing team and modern directors might have avoided some of the notes we cringe a little at today. But at the turn of the millennium having your most hypermasculine character being the one that notices fashion, that is a parent, that gets feminized (literally inhabited by a girl's psyche, turned into a gay stereotype in a fever dream, often given scenes where he's crying and distraught, being the person who most often gives the lead emotional support and advice, etc.) was a bold choice. You can see even every season the actors and writers getting more comfortable with making different choices for John and D'Argo's intimate moments, like here, where they both just shrug off Chiana being Chi without reacting.
We talk a lot about how emotionally evolved John is, how feminist in some ways, and how his masculinity isn't bound up in being the big strong man (though he becomes harder and more stereotypically masculine as the show goes on, in a believable way, to the point that Aeryn has to tell him to knock it off because they're equals and having a baby doesn't change that).
Really, D'Argo deserves just as much recognition for being an example of evolved masculinity. Yes he equates physical strength and aggression with leadership at the beginning. Yes, when he's not in a relationship he's shown to be quite the player with an interest in threesomes, and very little hesitation about jumping into bed with people. Yes, he has some hypocritically toxic morality around female sexuality that really harms his relationship with Chiana. But we watch him let down his guard, start to talk about farming, fatherhood, caretaking, as also core aspects of masculinity to Luxans. We see that heartbreak and grief and devotion are not incompatible with being masculine to Luxans. D'Argo is a strong man and a weak man, silly and scary, but he's always a man. I like that about him, even if there are moments here and there that didn't age so well.
And the bromance between these two is definitely one of the best in sci fi.
#farscape#ka d'argo#d'argo#anthony simcoe#john crichton#ben browder#john & d'argo#john/d'argo#masculinity#gender#farscape meta#i have too many thoughts
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headcanon about Bireena, nfws or how they get along at home š¤
Yāall I donāt know why Iām so motivated today but letās ride this! Yes!! Happily! This one was so fun! Thank you for asking I adore your art btw itās always so cute! I did both domestic and ns/fw ones!
Sareena is a trad wife but not in a bad or demeaning way sheās just genuinely fascinated by human dynamics because they donāt exist in the Netherealm.
She loves taking care of Bi-Han and pampering him especially after long, tiring days of being Grandmaster.
She cooks, she cleans she keeps her man well taken care of in the bedroom too and is an excellent mother to their daughter.
She really went out of her way to learn about human customs and emotions and has become quite human herself through her love for Bi-Han and their daughter.
Just because Sareena does the trad wife thing doesnāt mean Bi-Han doesnāt do his fair share of household chores, he always does the dishes and helps with making food since itās one of Sareenaās weaker points as demons donāt eat human food.
Sareena spends a lot of time on YouTube and Martha Stewart though learning how to be a better cook because she wants to take that stress and pressure off of Bi-Han. Heās usually so exhausted from the long hours of his demanding job she tries to mitigate it as best as possible.
They were super excited but scared to become parents as they had no clue what a half demon half human child would be like, luckily their daughter has her motherās beauty but her fatherās human appearance.
SPICY NS/FW
Sexually theyāre a little less traditional though, by nature Sareena is a fiery and independent demon but that doesnāt mean she doesnāt enjoy submitting to Bi-Han but she is rather playful.
She likes to tease him quite a bit before actually letting him finish, sheās big on edging and loves edging him with her mouth.
Sheās also big about strip teases, she loves to tie Bi-Han down so he canāt touch her and peel off layer after layer of increasingly skimpy lingerie. Teasing him with her tail with featherlight touches and soft caresses as she dances sensually.
Since love is such a new and different concept for her missionary is Sareenaās favorite position, she loves the closeness and raw intimacy it provides.
She also loves Bi-Han spoiling her with his mouth but always returns the favor.
Sheās not a big fan of doggy because she likes seeing Bi-Hanās eyes fluttering closed and brows knitted in concentration as he thrusts in and out of her.
She doesnāt shave, she thinks itās a silly human concept, she tried it once and it was so itchy it drove her crazy, Bi-Han gives zero fucks itās her body, her choice and he respects the hell out of his woman.
Bi-Han trims though because he finds a full bush to be itchier than a trimmed one, Sareena respects his choice.
#mortal kombat#bi han#sub zero#noob saibot#mk#sareena#mk sareena#bireena#bi han x sareena#my writing#mk headcanons#ns/fw#nsft#spicy post#thanks for the ask!#sol writes#domestic fluff#fluff#cute
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sliding our favourite silly fbi agent johnny utah into your ask box rn
- ghcstpyre
I had a lot of fun with this one š
Bisexual king! He was so into Bohdi and Bohdi knew it too. āYou want me so bad itās like acid in your mouth.ā Thereās no heterosexual explanation for that line followed by Johnny Utah screaming āfuck it!ā as he launches himself out of an airplane after him sans parachute. (Side note: I love romcoms that end in an airport chase where the main character races to the airport in a desperate rush hoping to catch them before they get on the plane so they can declare their love. Why is that literally that in this movie?)
Hear me out! Keanu in The Replacements is Johnny Utah after he quit the FBI. Just this shot of him all wet in his T Shirt screams Johnny Utah in the opening credits of Point Break to me. He quit the FBI, bought himself a boat and then even got to go back to his routes and play some football? Theyāre the same! This is what happened to Johnny after the movie. Gif from Pinterest.
He spent a year travelling the globe hunting down Bohdi, it broke down his relationship with Tyler and consumed him. He kind of lost his identity, throwing away his FBI badge was kind of the best thing he ever did. He didnāt go straight back to America, he did some more travelling and developed his own identity. He really did enjoy being around water though, so thatās why when he eventually returned to America he decided to buy himself a boat and live on it.
He wouldāve probably settled into a coaching job, maybe at a high school where you work in the English department or the art department.
To scratch the detective itch, he might occasionally delve into unsolved cases in his free time. He obviously doesnāt have access to the files or anything but maybe you get involved too, the pair of you becoming amateur detectives or start running a P.I. business.
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I like that after years of everyone hypothsizing that Lucifer is a dismissive asshole who doesn't give a shit about Charlie or her ideals we finally learned that he's just got a plethora of mental illnesses that effect motivation and memory.
And he misses his wife, Tails, he misses her a lot. He has to go.
#hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#this guy has and adhd depression combo of course he cant keep track of shit#hes so silly though i like him quite a lot
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finally finished my project of collecting voiceclaims that are as close as i can find for my hcs of the main HoO cast - just for funsies so it's not as perfect as I'd like but whatever, it was a neat exploration and exercise of me trying to think of literally any franchise for voice actors.
Leo got two cause I had trouble of finding good clips for the voiceclaim that's closers to my hcs for him (the second half of his section). Also got to play the fun game of digging through my art for decent doodles of each character.
Also fun fact, I am almost completely unfamiliar with 3 franchises in this video and was just digging for voice clips on youtube. Try to guess which ones.
#pjo#percy jackson#riordanverse#video#headcanon#headcanons#my art#jason also gets two but theyre the same so it doesnt count. and its mostly just cause silly. i had to.#and before anyone asks - ''is that Scaramouche's VA with Leo-?'' yes but i have zero genshin knowledge#and the voice he does for Scaramouche isnt quite what i have in mind for Leo#also 2nd fun fact i briefly considered Vash for Jason but then i realized. same VA as Lio#as hilarious as it would be to have Jason and Nico share a VA voiceclaim i will refrain#Piper's is a bit higher than i'd like but Michiru definitely has the right energy for what i imagine for her#when her voice dips lower that's a lot closer to what i imagine. the energy is close enough though that im fine with the pitch difference#Percy's is very amusing to me. like yeah no Percy has Haru energy. that works out great#normal Haru or abridged Haru? you decide#that is genuinely SUPER close to how i picture his voice though. everyone forgets Percy is a lil monotone and intimidating sometimes#let him be quiet and brooding but his internal monologue is just ''LIFE IS LIKE A HURRICANE~ HERE IN~ DUCKBURG~''#the voicelines in general are also just. so Percy. its so perfect im so pleased with that one#anyways. throws this into the ether#i might remake this if i can find closer voices - feel free to throw suggestions at me#also might try to make one for other characters if i can find good voiceclaims for them
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Since I'd been talking a lot about JP Vesperia (primarily Yuri and Flynn and the heavy changes that surround them, and because I'm highly passionate about them in their original context), I wanted to compile some more jarring if not outright glaring mistakes in the localization (or what were likely intentional changes, because I can't look at some of these and just call them "mistakes"). I'm not going to mention every little change throughout the game, so smaller things I'll mostly be leaving out (namely things that don't really affect characters or context). I primarily just wanted to give some insight on some of the bigger parts.
Some of the changes seem to have been mistakes in translation itself (not just localization, but misunderstanding what was being said in general; such as, there's an instance I mention of that between Patty and Don), so I've got some mentions hanging around for clarity purposes as some scenes didn't make much sense, likely because of this.
Vocal tone with Yuri was the most prominent issue that got me making this, and the context that was changed being right after if not equally next to that (most often also with Yuri but also Flynn).
This is something that has been bothering me for a while and I've been wanting to share this stuff with people interested in seeing the game with its original context. Generally speaking, the plot and story themselves are on point. The majority of the differences surround Yuri and Flynn respectively, so there's going to be a lot of mention of them throughout.
I've also posted video clips of my favorite scenes and the heavy changes, so consider those a supplement to this and vice versa.
Part 2.
Part 3.
Part 4.
(Other) GTF Favorites.
I'd like to preface this by mentioning the chief director and producer of the game itself has also spoken about localization inaccuracy issues, so that's something to keep in mind (it's in Japanese, but you should be able to use the offered post translator).
I'd also like to preface this by mentioning that in the original, Yuri is more playful and relaxed/casual (generally but including with Flynn, which the dub pretty much entirely changed until arc 3), but also gentler and softer. He has a very large variety of tonal behaviors/tonal "moods" that were pretty much nuked from the dub.
Basically, to get the full experience for Yuri, I can only really recommend playing the game in JP audio. Obviously you won't get the actual context because all you'll have is the dub context, but that's also partly why I'm making these posts - to cover the contextual changes while the video clips cover some of the tonal changes (because lbh I don't expect anyone to actually go watch the entire game in JP with subtitles unless you're as insanely dedicated as I am, and I'm largely doing it out of my love for the original Yuri and Flynn and my disdain for how the localization treated them).
As a heads up, there won't be many skits in here because I'm going through a specific YT playthrough for these screenshots. Specific skits won't always come up in the playthrough in question, and I can't find a whole list of skits in JP anywhere online. I don't have all skits unlocked in my own save either yet (you can unlock all skits with Grade which I have yet to do in the DE), so I can't use that to compare all skits right now.
There are plenty of small changes here and there that I won't be including in these posts because there are some sentence changes that aren't impactful but do exist. I just don't want to be here for a year covering the random changes that don't matter much. I'm also not going to include details of a lot of honorifics because I'd be here all day, but there is one one major instance that I mention later on.
For reference if anything wants to actually watch the game in JP with the subs (it goes until just after Hypionia), most of the references come from here. Since in some cases the subber just reused localized text even when the context wasn't the same, I did bring some of those up in these posts too. These were subbed before the DE version came out. I used screenshots with subs where possible to make it easier to follow along.
I have a lot of passion for JP Yuri and I hope I can pass on some of that passion to others. š
Apologies in advance if some of these sound cranky. If I sound cranky about some specific changes, it's probably because I am.
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Since I talked about the whole, Raven being shady and Yuri therefore not being grateful to him incident that the localization for some reason butchered and made Yuri sound like a generally ungrateful or just outright dumb person who doesn't understand gratitude, I'll summarize that one again here:
Yuri has a skit with Estelle originally talking about how he can't find himself being grateful to someone like Raven for showing him how to sneak out of the castle. Basically, Raven is shady and he's not sure he should be grateful to someone like that, and is confused as to why Estelle would be so grateful when she doesn't even know him (because in his mind, he isn't sure he wants to trust a guy with those vibes). The dub just kinda... makes him sound like an ungrateful jerk and not so much because he's not sure he wants to trust Raven. It doesn't really sound like it's an issue of his with Raven specifically but more that he just generally doesn't feel grateful for the aid (and that in general one shouldn't feel grateful for aid like this), which gives off a really wrong impression of him that doesn't hold up throughout the game. Yuri wasn't wholly ungrateful for the gesture itself, but because of who it came from (and I imagine a weird peppy guy in jail is good cause to be skeptical).
We start off we a classic "Yuri, you idiot!" that was changed to "come on already!".
Yuri's response to Estelle mentioning he'd been in the knights doesn't actually give a time frame for how long he'd been there (the dub made up three months, but there was never originally even a time frame given).
Here when Yuri asks Estelle why she can't just leave, her response indicates she actually does know why. The dub made it more ambiguous, which could be easily misinterpreted as she really doesn't know, so I'm dropping this one here.
For some reason the localization seemed to have Estelle responding to Karol directly about the ace always performing their attack last ("I don't think so"). What she was referring to was the tiny monster that walked by, asking for confirmation that that monster was not the eggbear they were looking for (I wasn't gonna fight with the video to get a better screenshot without the annoying YT red bar in the way so the monster is in the corner mid-movement lol). Not sure if that was a genuine mistake, but it was an odd one.
(Also, side note and not putting an image here because it's more general, but Yuri refers to Karol as "Karol-sensei" which was translated in the localization to "Captain Karol". Basically, Yuri calls him "sensei" because that's a teacher/professor, and he's making a play on Karol's knowledge and being their "teacher" about monsters/maps/etc.)
I'd say this is more along the lines of overexaggerating and not overreacting, but this line was literally changed to "haha" in the dub. The whole point wasn't that Yuri just brushed her comment off or found it funny. At this point he still literally thinks she's exaggerating about her lack of knowledge out in the world, her excitement, etc.
Not the only instance you'll find of the dub just changing entire sentences to something meaningless as if they ??? didn't know what it meant (they actually changed Patty saying an entire sentence to "aye"). In some cases they added entire sentences that weren't even there...
Even though I can kind of see where they went with the dub here, the point was supposed to be that Flynn actively thought he would be happy for Yuri to go outside the barrier and see the world.
The dub changed this to Flynn saying that he, in the now, is happy that Yuri is outside the barrier, but then says he got a little less happy when he saw the wanted poster, indicating he was previously happy but got less happy, yet says in that moment that he is happy.
It's a weird case of (past/present) tense usage for the most part, but they also removed the fact that Flynn is literally saying "I thought I would be happy" (thus expressing he'd been wanting Yuri to see the world outside the barrier and would've been happy to find out he did). The reason he's not finding himself happy is because of the wanted poster and the crimes listed on it, following up that his honest happiness for Yuri (ultimately because of the poster) was a lie.
This also means they removed Flynn expressing the honesty of his happiness for a positive concept for Yuri, which, given all the changes toward Flynn in the dub, already now takes away from the fact that he'd been actively hoping for good things for someone and we're left with this more sarcastic take on him being "happy".
Obviously his happiness wasn't really a lie because most of the crimes were falsified (primarily the ones that would make him actually mad, because Flynn has had to have been aware this whole time that Yuri has committed small time crimes for the past few years now), but at the time, the focus on this conversation is that Flynn thought he'd be happy at a time that Yuri left the barrier; meaning he'd been hoping for it prior to it happening.
I'm also mentioning it because it's the very first in a whole line of changes the dub made to their relationship (and it's their first in game interaction ffs) and to Flynn himself as he's perceived as a character. The original is much more expressive of how important they are to each other in a lot of various ways.
Inserting the JP audio version of the following scene with Flynn here.
And... the following one from there.
This was changed to "damn, we if lose our balance...". I know they did it because Yuri had just fallen over, but I'm including this one because the context isn't... really the same thing?
This dub change is a bit odd to me. They had him saying something along the lines of "she is a princess after all" in the dub, regarding the council backing her.
The original context is more like, the council is backing her and he's hearing it directly from Ioder and he probably doubts Ioder would lie like that or about that, cementing that yes, she truly is, like he suspected, a princess, but it's almost still a bit odd to know. It's sort of like, he knew/had suspicions but hearing it directly from Ioder just confirms it for certain.
The dub just made it sound like well yeah, it's obvious they'd want to back her, she's a princess... but Ioder is a prince, so that doesn't explain why they're not backing him. She is a princess after all, so of course they'd back her... but what's stopping them from backing the prince?
Another weird one for me. In the dub Yuri says that "even the Commandant was a little in over his head", when he actually... really wasn't? All he did was step in. Things got bad enough that he had to, but he wasn't in over his head. Not sure how or why the dub ended up with that.
An example of the dub having a habit of just adding in random lines that didn't actually exist (and in this case the one added didn't even contextually make sense. This was no thank you from him, this was literally him making Yuri do something for him because he was going to ask Flynn for a favor and ended up with Yuri in the cell instead).
Another super weird one in the dub. They had Yuri saying Flynn was "too" late, implying he hadn't made it in time, but he did. He made it just before the battle started, but the original context only says he's late, not too late (which makes sense given that they were ready to fight but hadn't started yet).
This was changed to Yuri just mentioning there was one way they could get out of there without actually saying what it was, and Judith saying if he thinks it might work what's the harm in trying it out. Not sure why they changed Yuri literally telling her his plan, so... again, a super weird change that I don't get why they didn't just keep the context the way it was.
Third image was changed to "someone get me away from this psycho", which... I also don't get why they put that there unless they just wanted so much flavor text that they wanted to change the whole "they're in a fight and he's telling her not to come over here because he's pissed at her because they're fighting" part of the fake fight they had going on.
Not one I have a huge problem with, but definitely good examples of them going out of their way to change just... perfectly normal stuff that literally has no reason to be changed? Some of it is flavor text and some of it feels over the top for me. Stuff that makes me like... why would you change that when there was no reason to? Could be more of a personal pet peeve of mine, but I just don't like unnecessary changes when there was nothing wrong or odd about the original text and doesn't at all come off odd in English. Unfortunately Vesperia got littered with those.
I didn't feel like getting a whole video for this, but basically Judith gives a little laugh instead of just the more upset/distressed(?) sound she made in the dub. Feels more fitting imo to keep up the "lie" Yuri started for her. The dub makes it seem more like she feels guilty, versus here she's giving a little forced giggle to go along with it. Again, a change I'm not sure why they put in.
Ngl I get completely different vibes from these. The JP comes across more as concern, rather than... treating them like they're some mob on the loose...?
Once again, this gives off negative vibes toward Flynn as a character imo.
Here Judith gives more of a reason for coming with them, which they changed in the dub to "with the circumstances being what they are, this is just how things turned out". Reasonably, she didn't have to stick around after they ran from Dahngrest, but here she gives a quick "reason".
The dub changed this to "I'll bet he is". They were just told he's the current magistrate in Heliord, and all Yuri says here expresses he's letting it sink in and realizing exactly why all this is happening here. It's not a huge story beat or anything that gets changed, but it's an example of changing things that don't need to be changed as if trying to play things up in a way that... doesn't feel necessary to me? In this case the situation is kind of dawning on Yuri as he realizes how bad this situation could be/why it's like it is, but in the dub it comes across as more just unimpressed and "of course he'd do that".
An unfortunate, classic moment of them changing how much Yuri believes in and trusts Flynn. They changed this to "gotta run, Flynn!" and he just... leaves. I'm sorry but in what universe does "leave the rest to you" equal "gotta run"???
This one is one of those cases where the localization text was super awkward and wonky, and worse, they actually voiced it that way (like "we have guild's job to deal with". Yes, they actually voiced it that way too on top of everything else grammatically wonky with the entire conversation that they didn't bother fixing when the DE came out).
Also here, they changed what Yuri says about Cumore and Flynn. "I don't know how I could explain this to Flynn" doesn't, at least to me, carry the same weight as Yuri actually feeling ashamed (in the dub he says "what a shame", but does not express shame, versus him saying "how pathetic" and expressing shame in feeling pathetic) and saying he can't even face Flynn because Cumore got away. The thing is, Yuri does tend to posture, so when he fails at something, it hits him pretty hard.
And let's be honest, this just hits way harder than "he will get what he deserves".
Interestingly, Yuri could also fall into the category of viewing himself as sinful later on, which I talk about in my favorites post and the usage of "crime" and "sin" within the JP context.
Not particularly important, but just another (more mild) case and example of how the dub just randomly changed tone/mood/wording for no reason.
Another case of Yuri being more aggressive in the dub than he actually was. Here, all he says is just a plain statement. In the dub, he has an attitude about it and says it in a tone that's more insulting that Ioder didn't know about Heracles.
This isn't the only case of dub Yuri acting aggressively toward Ioder when he wasn't supposed to be and we'll get to that, but Ioder is another similar case of the dub making Yuri unnecessarily vocally rude (despite that Ioder is very polite toward Yuri).
(I left out the subtitles because all they did was copy the dub's localization, which kinda defeats the point of this post LOL. This will be the case going forward for any same circumstances.)
This one's a more interesting tidbit to me and less of a harmful change (i.e. I find that a lot of if not most changes relative to Flynn do more harm than good when compared with the original context). Basically it's saying "sweet mask and sharp eyes", implying Flynn's sweet face is a mask and saying it contrasts with his sharp eyes. I could get into a whole rant about why I love that in relation to some side material, but even in the game itself, there's the knight Flynn with his sweet, polite side and his real side that only shows when he's around Yuri (basically, who Flynn has to be for his job and who he actually is as a person, which he only gets to be around someone who knows the real him).
I'd guess this got changed in the dub because they weren't sure how to word it, though there's no mention of "heartthrob" here at all and instead actually says "sweet mask" as if, again, to say his sweetness is just a mask. It's actually a very interestingly accurate representation of his character - how he tends to not be himself when he's being "knight Flynn", and how that sweet face is contrasted by the look in his eyes (which they say, you know, eyes are the windows to the soul, so this would imply the sweet face is the mask and the eyes are the real Flynn. And of course, this Flynn is implied to show himself in his sparring with Yuri in Aurnion, where sword fighting is the best way to express himself. This isn't to say Flynn being a nice person in and of itself is a lie, but that his overly polite, respectful, kind knight side is a sweet mask contrasted to the man who loves to fight and has a sharp look in his eyes)
For now, we'll be back at Mantaic in the next post (due to image per post limit).
#Tales of Vesperia#GTF JP Vesperia Things#GTF Vesperia Localization Woes#really like... a lot of the time? the other characters weren't changed all that much#it's primarily Yuri who got this weird shift where they just... flattened his personality?#but some of the biggest offenders ended up being some of the most important scenes in the game which is what bothers me#and sometimes the localization is pretty much just... on point with the plot dialogue and other characters#yet for some reason they just... changed a lot of tone for Yuri?#it's just like... Yuri will have personality in his tone and they instead make dub Yuri speak it in a flat way in those moments#this did happen with the original dubbing quite a bit but it's also just SUPER noticeable with the new lines#my suggestion would be to at least play the game w/ JP dialogue and see how you feel coming out of it if you're a fan of Yuri and/or Flynn#and if you like it enough then I'd suggest watching the playthrough in JP that these screenshots came from if you're RLY dedicated lol#it's not JUST Yuri it's just /dominantly/ Yuri. other odd lines just didn't... go as hard?#like Raven and Karol especially go pretty hard on their lines in JP and the Schwann stuff with Karol was OOF#or if you'd rather just skip to watching it in JP I mean be my guest lol I just know some ppl might rather PLAY it#I just feel like... like... even tho not everything in the dub is horrendous... if you're a YURI fan?#it's hard to go back to the dub (impossible for me ngl) when you have this actual silly little guy#who is a lot more emotional and wholesome and Yuri isn't acting like he has a stick up his dubbed ass in some scenes#I still prefer the 360 version plot-wise for the most part and it's a mixed bag there a bit but#I can't get JP audio on the 360 so. it's the struggle ig.#in my case though it's this feeling of like... them wanting to create an image onto Yuri that wasn't supposed to be there?#obviously I don't know what went on in the loc room but I do know I walked out looking at dub Yuri like#him and the original Yuri aren't even the same. I get so frustrated with dub Yuri's unnecessary ATTITUDE sometimes#which wasn't ever a problem for me period in JP. he's emotional and sincere WAY more often#also lbh I cannot reasonably picture dub Yuri all dressed up and pretty the way he is in official artwork LOL#and that's the thing. I see them so differently it's like they're different people#I also just feel like the dub was like. he doesn't fit OUR vision for him. what WE want him to be like#and again I don't know what went on in that loc room but I DO know that's how I came out feeling from this game#anyway this is in hope more ppl will come to love JP Yuri's personality and stuff#but yeah more next time on ''why did you do this to my sweet baby boy''
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Giving nicknames, testing boundaries (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#How /did/ Max come to like him so much in just two years? I have my theories :3#More Teen Max!! Nothing has changed I just continue to love him lol#Two years is a pretty quick turnaround for such a stubborn kid - though I guess for a child two years can be a long time haha#Went from just hating Dex's guts of trying to drive him away and make him quit and hating being kept on a short leash#Does make me wonder how much of him kissing him was an impulse - I mean obviously lol but how much was genuine attraction!#Certainly seemed like a lot :0 Even upon being rejected he couldn't give it up! Still took him another several years to act again tho haha#I mean - in the text lol who knows what they got up to in the time skips hehe āŖ#AnyWay lol - them getting used to each other of slowly working into tolerating each other#Max said something in one of his wake-ups that as I read it implied Dexter was something of a polyglot?? Which - love that āŖ#If not conversationally-fluent then at tourist-fluent y'know I think that's great <3#Which got me thinking about other languages and insults and curses haha#I like the idea of Dex only really strong-arming Max about Actual deviant behaviour - something that puts himself or others at risk#Harmless little things like any teen would do - like name-calling! Haha - just get a kind of neutral ''Huh''#As well as interest <3 Not an outright dismissal not a lecture but at least the appearance of investment!#Considering Max's home life I can't imagine he had all that many people genuinely (or fake) interested in his shenanigans#All about suppressing the symptoms more than rooting out the cause it's amazing what just showing a little interest can do#I also just think it's cute of Max getting away with something silly and harmless but totally biting and mean! <in his mind haha#Silly lad <3
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Doodle of my boy
#keese draws#eternal gales#oc art#oc#fydd <3333333333#he is my bestie I need to get over my fear of drawing him so bad#grips bathroom sink I Will get better at drawing for fun and letting my art be messy and being proud of it anyways#but yeah look at him he is so cute and is so silly and heās never gone through any traumatic events ever I would never#<- lying lier who lies and loves tormenting itās ocs#but yeah heās half alien half human but was raised entirely by his human mom#his alien mom is alas stuck in the cult the two met at rip#fydd doesnāt know abt any of that tho he just knows that he has another mom that his mom doesnāt like talking abt#he loves playing games of all kind but especially loves video games and will play them for hours#not that he has much else to do since heās spent pretty much his entire life living by a garbage dump in the middle of nowhere#and heās not allowed to go fuck around in the dump much since his mom doesnāt want him to be seen so heās stuck at home most of the time#thankfully now he has an adopted sister to play with but he still has viddy game autism#his mom has done her best to introduce him to the various cultures she and his other mom came from but she struggles with it#she was quite disconnected from her own culture growing up and she knows limited amount about her girlfriends home planet#fydd doesnāt mind much rn cause heās 12 but a certain other older fydd might care a smidge more#fydd does like 60% know both japanese and spanish tho so thatās pretty cool#his mom tried to do regular lessons when he was younger but wasnāt able to keep them up consistently and eventually gave up#mostly because she wasnāt anywhere near fluent in either herself and she had a hard time keeping up with how fast fydd would pick up on it#they still have some books from back then laying around that fydd will pick up and read aloud when heās bored sometimes#he gets bored of speaking english all the time as his brain is built to pick apart different sounds and assign them linguistic meaning#so reading and speaking different languages is good enrichment for him#his mom doesnāt know this unfortunately otherwise she totally would have gotten him more stuff in different languages to chew on#he does get to learn the language the stalien cast speaks tho he has a lot of fun with that#he alas canāt properly experience most stalien video games though rip#I should rly get to redesigning his human mom again at some point she needs it sooo bad#I mean her whole squad needs it but sheās my favorite so like
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oughhh the fontaine characters :>
#neuvillette furina and lynette especially#i love them they are so fun :>#just to talk about neuvillette for a moment. uh.#you KNOW im not immune to characters who seem intimidating but are quickly revealed to be reasonable and easy to talk to. you know this.#not to sound like a freak but he's got the right balance of power and vulnerability to him. like he's the chief justice and heavily implied#to be the dragon that makes it rain when he cries. he's flawed but is willing to acknowledge that and work on it. instant blorbo.#i love lynette a lot as well. she's genuinely a fun character but also every time she's on screen im just like 'I Know What You Are'.#i was scared that hoyo would make an autistic-coded character actually a robot but nahh we're good.#and furina!! yea :> her design is so pretty and i love how she's such a mess its fun to watch. drama queen!!!#her dynamic with neuvillette was definitely a highlight hahahaha#a bit surprised at how much i ended up liking her (she's silly she's just a little silly!!) considering that fischl gets on my nerves.#though that might be a factor of how furina is unrelenting. she's got the means to be as theatrical as she wants#whereas unfortunately for fischl she reads as much more of a chunni middle schooler and inflicts quite a lot of cringe#genshinposting
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heās annoying, i donāt like him (he hasnāt given me as much attention lately)
#im fighting for my life out here#i feel so childish and annoying. like rationally ik i canāt have his undivided attention. but that doesnāt mean i donāt want it sometimesš„ŗ#i think what actually is happening is that im worrying heās about to ghost#i feel bad thinking that though. bc he seems like a very honest and mature person? with how he talks abt things i donāt think he would rly#ghost me after talking for this amount of time. but ya never can tellā¦. every time we donāt talk as much for a few days i get very nervous#and itās weirdly quite difficult to push that worry out of my head. and then i get annoyed with myself for worrying about it to begin with#like i canāt control what he does so why worry about his hypothetical actions? iāll deal w the consequences of them if or when they occur.#if we stop talking iāll feel sad and iāll miss him for a bit and then iāll get over it. thatās all. itās not that bad.#but anyway my point is we good#sometimes idk if id truly feel That sad. i think it depends how it ends.#or maybe i just donāt think anyone can hurt my feelings as much as the first person to hurt my feelings in a specific way#like you experience a loss or betrayal or grief - whatever - the first time and itās all encompassing. it feels like it could genuinely kill#you it hurts so bad. and every subsequent loss or betrayal or grief you experience just isnāt the same? you barely flinch#maybe itās because you learn to process those emotions better or maybe itās keeping things at armās length as a protective measure#that means nothing hurts as much as the first thing#idk#this became a silly ramble#im just very attached to him and i miss him when heās busy but also donāt want to ask too much for fear of being a nuisance or rejected :)#ykwim?#i miss him a lot
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iām allowed to be silly once a month. now look away
#heās so cute iām sorry iāve been thinking about him lots. he really is just truly so dear to me AND I KNOW#you guys have heard it like five billion times from me atp but listen listen listen i just love him so much#he means so much to me. truly. i still remember rather vividly what it was like when i first lost the 50/50 then pulled him months later!#i love his playstyle i love his personality (though 50% of that is an arrogant bitch) the artwork and hcs and lore associated w him agh#i cannot express into words how much i love him! seriously! but just trust me when i say i do. i loved him ever since his first banner i#and as embarrassing as it is to admit i will probably love him forever and ever. or at least for another 5 minutes - it depends!#two years now! and now heās my husband! how silly right? perhaps but aghh even so.#he just brought me so much comfort and happiness these past two years. i really. i just really love him! seriously!#my beloved. my dearest. my number one white boy lol#ive never quite loved a character like i loved him. well! apologies for subjecting you guys to my ginger posting but youll be fine ok#my childie. my BITCH. we are holding hands we are kissing i am biting him i hate him so much srsly#anyways though hes not real (this made everything i just said like 10x more delusional sounding) id like to think that if he were#heād maybe find me silly as i find him. just a little bit#mika ā” ajax
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