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Truly cannot thank @dykejake enough for the opportunity to draw a true pirate Jake 🏴☠️I mean, look at this swashbuckling man, he was born for this job
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#cant stop thinking of pirate jake#hes my world now i fear#thank u billie hes all yours#gvf#greta van fleet#jake kiszka#josh kiszka#myart#greta van art
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I love Raph and haven’t said that enough so to be more specific I love that Raph is a soft boy who loves bear plushies, a gross boy who eats an assortment of things that are definitely better left alone, a smart boy who is more than capable of taking down villains through planning and fortitude alike, a strong boy who is dedicated to training his muscles and fighting prowess, a teenage boy who loves his brothers but is more than happy to tease and roughhouse with them, an angry boy who sometimes lets his anger take a hold of him to cover the fear, a gentle boy who is generous with hugs and affirmations to those he loves, a capable boy who takes on more than should ever be expected of a teenager, a good boy who just wants to be a hero and slowly comes to realize the cost of that duty, a good boy who has no reservations about putting himself in the way of harm coming to his family, a good boy who’s a great brother and son and person and deserves only the best the world has to offer.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#rise raph#he’s so wonderful frfr#my poor boy is traumatized but still so proud of what they accomplished because they’re HEROES#what started as something fun - Saturday morning cartoon-like heroes vs villains esque - soon becomes his calling#and he loses himself a little along the way#because the world is TERRIFYING now#if they don’t do something about the bad things in the world then worse things will come#and Raph CARES too much to let it happen#even at the expense of his own happiness and youth#and he luckily reigns back that fear - knowing his family is there to keep an eye out with him#and he finally lets himself be a kid again#he’s very well rounded and his flaws are so good because (like the others) they are ALSO his strengths#I like how it’s softly implied that bears are his fav animal too bc that’s cute af#headcanon that he likes them so much because a stuffed bear was the first toy splinter managed to get Raph#but yeah one of my favorite things about tmnt is that the characters are well rounded and rottmnt exemplifies that immensely#with raph being no exception!!#amazing big brother and character#there’s a REASON in my tmnt main character tierlist he’s S tier!!!!#hot take but in terms of who should be leader I think it should be less who’s the better leader-#-and more who’s the better leader FOR THIS SPECIFIC MISSION#bc all four can be great leaders fight me on that#APRIL can as well 100%#doesn’t need a designated leader for them to succeed#they just need ~communication~#one of my favorite things tying Raph and Leo together is that they both *hide*#I’ve talked about Leo’s many masks a lot but Raph has one too#and it’s the mask of a hero - the mask of the protector
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i love how illumi and hisoka are freak by nature x freak by act. like hisoka could 100% be a normal person if he chose to be one day but illumi couldn't act normal even if he tried
Hisoka is the guy that makes a conscious effort for people to perceive him as a disgusting freak every single day but Illumi doesnt even have to try. he just is. he exists and people are weirded the fuck out by him. Even hisoka agrees too like 😭😭😭😭
#like hisoka in greed island was the definition of. what if he was a normal guy.#all he ever did was lie and play dating sims and maybe 1 volleyball game. he even said shit like teamwork makes the dreamwork#even gon was like wtf hisoka is so ooc right now HFHDXJHHSJGHS#meanwhile illumis normal is just. nonexistent. because hes not normal.#that time he went “theyll realize how different are worlds are” oh yeah.#also to be called fucked up by hisoka? illumi won the fucked up hxh bitch title i fear.#hisoillu#hisoka x illumi#illumi#illumi zoldyck#hisoka#hisoka morow#hxh#hunter x hunter#my post
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(AU)
What if you died and something divine loved you so much it couldn't cope with that fact? What if they tried bringing you back but the result was wrong?
More doodles + rambles below:
Now What if what came back was just off. Looks at the divine without the memories that went back decades. It looks, behaves and works in a way just off enough in a way to make the god unable to look at it. it's not you. it's not. it can't be.
.... but what if what got pulled back was still you, but its- YOU'RE wrong and broken in ways you cant understand anymore.
The apocalypse draws closer and closer and you don't know why every day that passes you seem to be falling more and more apart too. The god is gone. You are alone.
....Anyway yeah i fucked up a perfectly normal Lovestory Au. i gave it anxiety is what i did. sorry for horrid typing in 2nd person trying to explain stuff im bad at explaining <3 i draw, not write for a reason lol.
#great god grove#ggg click clack#ggg thespius#ggg lovestory#dont have a name for this au but its haunted me for a week and i finally relented when i saw the fact gods CAN create sentient things#thanks huzzle for letting me be evil [thumbs up]#ANYWAY I PROMISE THERES A HAPPY ENDING IN MY HEAD IM JUST CRUEL AND EVIL#AND ALSO INCREDIBLY CRINGE. APOLOGIES. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IM ALONE W MY THOUGHTS W NO ONE TO BOUNCE IDEAS OFF OF.#lovestory except everything went wrong at the last second and now everything sucks. Clicky's alone away from everyone. thespius is JUST GON#Huzzle is absolutely losing it's shit in the corner because it's the one that found out first.#Bauhauzzo is trying to not have the world end#and Missy M is absolutely distraught about how everything's gone sideways so fast and is about to start accidentally flooding the grove#cobi isnt even a god yet. (SAD. I MISS HER ALREADY)#sorry this is probably incomprehensible. oops#i think in images and concepts not words so translating a bunch of those hard.#fun part about this was absoultely drawing faces just ever so off from how i draw click clacks expressions to try and nail it aint right#what being off usually being the mouth#if u have questions feel free to ask. ill just stare at them in fear like a deer in headlights /silly#This is Clicky hes just.... a bit messed up. that *is* him; not a copy to be absolutely clear#...even if thespius doesnt think it is#anyway yeah. purple hyacinths right?#sniles#shrivels up and dies#ggg love and loss au
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When they do, I'll be right behind you.
#my art#tma#the magnus archives#jon sims#martin blackwood#jmart#jonmartin#teaholding#mag160#magnuspod#magpod#jonathan sims#tma fanart#now that thats out of the way. hello. i havent posted in a literal 10 months. how are you#i havent been motivated to upload or even draw at all sadly... give me some feedback on this please!!!!#anyway. song is everybody wants to rule the world tears for fears of course. and you have my boyfriend to thank for that#he says its a tma song and you know? hes right#so glad they almost made it <3 so sad they had to fade it </3 everybody wants to rule the world 👁
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2024 Prince Ice World: Yokohama - May 3, 2024 Shoma Uno → SHOW PROGRAM (No Commentary) Music from "Ladies in Lavender" by Nigel Hess, performed by Joshua Bell: Fantasy for Violin and Orchestra Choreographed by Mihoko Higuchi
#shoma uno#figure skating#fs#prince ice world#prince ice world 2024#piw#piw 2024#season: 2023 2024#figure skating videos#figure skating archives#no commentary#this was the program that made me a fan of shoma#my fear of him redoing it was that it wouldn't be able to measure up to the 2017 version but the 2024 version is different and magical#and he can't skate it like this in 2017; it has to be done now#i'm so happy like i don't even know man ;;
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The second fic idea is a what-if scenerio where Jimmy dies in the crash due to and altercation with Curly and how Curly would navigate being Captain once he has to notice the little things and how he and Anya's relationship develop as he adopts an identical view point to hers rather than just keeping the peace.
And maybe i will write it but only time will tell tbh but it's stuck in my brain dome for the time being.
#cause even if it got to Curly snapping and killing Jimmy for the sakes of the crew would you not have that guilt in being responsible for#anothers death espcially with all the responsibility on his shoulder and how he realizes he tried to be reponsible for things and made them#worse like the guilt drives Jimmy insane even if he doesnt admit like imagine Curly who would care so much and wonder if it shouldve#been him not to mention Anya being free from Jimmy but still not his actions and having to navigate still being stuck with the pregnancy an#the shallow feeling because relief doesn't mean happiness like i think shed believe shed be happier that Jimmy cant get to her anymore but#what now that their stuck? That the Captain is faltering and they are stranded for like another 6 months? If they even make it that long?#Like he may be gone but all his damage is still there and thr wounds fresh like its such a good concept i just cant divide my attention lik#that as i am still in college and it is sadly midterms#anyway uhhhh I just really want to write a fic where Curly and Anya can have that hard conversation on how he handled Jimmy constructively#and without him looking like undercooked skirt steak like there would be those moments where it lingers between the monotiny of staying#alive but how would they even address it? what comes first the sorry or the list of why he should be? like Curly places a lot of value on#his use to others and its interesing and subtle and its mostly directed between Jimmy who steers it and Anya who rides along with it#like go the thoughts and ideas i have but not the fuckin time!!!!#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly#curly mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#also daisuke and swansea are there but like i still have to think of the reflections they have and how to play with their characters in thi#idea world but yeah I want Curly to make amends and Anya to rediscover her autonomy and living outside that fear.
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Le'garde (tw blood)
#kinda sorta a sprite redraw? he's just facing the same angle tho lol#le'garde is an interesting character bc he's fun to hate on#taking Ls in both games lmaooo#big fan of characters that think they're doing a good thing for the world but are actively playing a part in its downfall#(and they're blonde)#as a character he's interesting but as a person he sucks#i don't draw portraits very often bc i find them really easy and I want to keep challenging myself#but every now and then I give myself a break#his armor was fun tho#fear and hunger#funger#fear and hunger le'garde#le'garde#f&h#my art#art#digital art#illustration#fanart#haliai art#i've been on a roll with all this funger art tho#probably a sign for the burnout to come 😔
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THIS GAME IS GOING TO KILL ME DEAD
#professor layton#luke triton#I WAS LITERALLY ENTERING THIS SCREEN WHEN I THOUGHT 'WHAT IS HE AT THE STATUE OR SOMETHING' AND THERE HE WAS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#IT HURT ME PHYSICALLY#my coward ass switched the game off on the first frame i saw him cause I WAS NOT PREPARED EMOTIONALLY#AND THEN I SWITCHED THE GAME BACK ON HOURS LATER ONLY TO REALIZE HE HAS AN ANIMATION AND NOW I AM NOT PREPARED EMOTONALLY AGAIN#cause like.... he's already getting disillusioned in his friendship with layton on many sides#but it was when talking about this statue that he kind of gets a hint that he might see the world in Layton#but it doesn't go both ways to the same extent cause layton just has his own life#that sort of sobering 'oh the parental figure is human too'#and now he just fears to outright lose this familial connection#and when Layton switches the topic far too soon the music cuts out before Luke answers with a smile and it feels#like he has to very quickly suppress the sad and get back on track#i am in shambles
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Sometimes I think about how Miquella literally threw away all aspects of what he once was, INCLUDING his Grace. We see that from his character model his eyes are gray, which means he's Graceless.
You could view this action in two ways:
1. Miquella was so confident in his plan that he deemed nothing would stop him at this point, and since he's going to start his own order anyways, he doesn't need grace anymore (not expecting our Tarnished to come flying from the bleachers with a steel chair)
2. Miquella was so desperate to show he was atoning for Marika's sins, and was so desperate to succeed, that he threw away his Grace in the hopes it would help him ascend, danger or no
It's really up to the player to decide which one they think is more likely.
Either way, when we kill him...he's dead dead. There's no coming back for him; he doesn't get placed in the Erdtree and his soul will never be reincarnated. Which is...really, really sad, imo. Not only did he sacrifice everything, he FINALLY achieved his goal, and then we kill him right out the gate and...it's over.
That's it. That's all that Miquella will have done or will ever do. His legacy is an unfinished one, even when he finally got the power to finish it all.
#no one asked but i personally think its option 2#because miquellas whole story is a tragedy so its pretty fitting#imagine it#the world is dying; basically dead. miquella is literally in the hell marika created#both figuratively with his curse and literally in the shattering and the land of shadow#miquella couldnt save godwyn. he couldnt save malenia. he couldnt acend via the haligtree. and caelid is now a wasteland because of him#the world will keep suffering without him. his mother will keep suffering without him. malenia will keep suffering without him.#in his mind only he can fix everything#what else can he do?#so he abandons everything. his fear. his doubts. his love. his grace#all in the hopes he can finally make everything better.#for a kinder world.#thats my interpretation at least#elden ring#elden ring dlc#elden ring shadow of the erdtree#elden ring sote#miquella the kind#elden ring miquella#elden ring tarnished#elden ring lore#elden ring lore discussion#miquella the unalloyed
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missing my wife rn
#my dear arthur you never showed up. and now after seeing the newspapers i understand why. i dont imagine youll receive this letter but#nonetheless i must send it. arthur#oh arthur#i was just starting to dream the silliest and softest of dreams. i miss you and i will always miss you#but i cannot live like that and it seems that you cannot live any other way#when im with you the world makes sense but when we are apart i see clearly that your world is a world in which one can escape from#im so sorry for everything long ago and for starting up that business again.#theres a good man within you arthur but he is wrestling with a giant#and the giant wins time and time again. you have broken my heart and i fear i have broken yours too#my bad chat#arthur morgan#digital art#fanart#red dead redemption 2#rdr#rdr2#character art#character fanart#procreate#forget me nots#deer symbolism
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hulu was doing live coverage of the election until 2:00am, at which point my power randomly went out and when I reopened the hulu app on my tv the election coverage was replaced with
#us politics#I don't care if it was intentional or a coincidence or what that shit is funny as hell#I got like 3 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours#my closest friends are sleeping and don't know yet#we're going to dc a month from now on vacation and none of us expected this#I've been on twitter and it's crushing I see my friends in fear for their lives#I see the worst people in the world cheering for their own downfall because all they care about is someone else having it worse#like they'll douse the vulnerable among us with gasoline and pray for hellfire thinking they'll be safe#but the flames don't discriminate like they do and we're all going to burn#except for the wealthy and powerful of course they'll be polluting the solar system or dead from old age#and the only hell they'll ever know is the one millions upon millions of people eagerly built in their names#in the name of 'greatness'#(man I get really melodramatic when I haven't slept)#and I'm scared too I didn't think this was going to happen and I have no idea what the future holds anymore#and I know I'm privileged to be able to say this when people's lives are about to be destroyed but I think I'm more sad than anything#so disappointed that 70 million people voted for *that*#because it's completely unconscionable to anyone with a soul but somehow he's winning the popular vote for the first time???#what do you mean more people like him now than they did in 2016 and 2020#this genuinely feels like a nightmare are we really so far gone as a country??? as a society?????#that we would not only let a convicted felon (who was served a lawsuit ON ELECTION DAY) on the ballot#but that SEVENTY. MILLION. PEOPLE. would vote for him? to run the country??? to represent us on a global stage?????#*THAT'S* what we as a nation have chosen??? what the fuck is wrong with this country?????#why him indeed#and yet I still have hope#inexplicably
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[ cw: nightmares / trauma / ]
Post-invasion, Mikey sneaks into Leo’s room and when asked by Leo what the problem was, Mikey just smiles and says since he’s awake and knew Leo would be too, he didn’t want either of them alone. Leo laughs and lets Mikey stick around, both of them clumped together on Leo’s bed, watching grainy compilations of old Lou Jitsu commercials on Leo’s phone.
Technically, Mikey didn’t lie. He just didn’t explain everything that led him to Leo’s room. He didn’t explain the nightmare of his arms burning up too bright, too fast, destroyed before Raph and Donnie have a chance to help. He didn’t explain how he woke up with a wail caught in his throat, phantom pain in his arms and chest alike chasing away any semblance of exhaustion. He didn’t explain how his mind made sure he knew, vividly, that if one thing went wrong with his portal, then he would have never seen Leo again.
He didn’t explain, and he didn’t have to. Leo knows his brothers better than he knows himself, and Mikey has always been easy to read. So it’s no trouble to let Mikey know that he’s still with them, that Leo is here and alive with everyone else. And when Mikey finally regains his exhaustion and falls asleep leaning against Leo, Leo simply maneuvers him into a more comfortable position and stays by his side.
He doesn’t move, doesn’t go to sleep - not that he could, anyway. He just mindlessly scrolls on his phone, the soft snores of his little brother filling the room. He stays in place, awake, because he wants to be sure that when Mikey wakes up again it’s to the immediate sight that Leo is alive and well and home.
And, if Leo’s bring honest, that’s a reminder not just for Mikey’s sake.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt leo#rise mikey#rise leo#portal pals#one of my favorite things about Mikey is how self assured he really is not only in his skills but in his sense of self#but no matter how confident you are how much faith in yourself and others you have anyone can be struck by what ifs#and trauma isn’t so easily brushed over#so I can easily see Mikey struggling occasionally with the notion that ah. I did it. but what if I didn’t.#bros the worlds best mystic warrior in part because he can do real miracles#but miracles are only thought to be so because they’re near impossible feats#and with the knowledge that he is capable of opening timelines…I wonder if a part of Mikey fears falling into one where he failed#now - Mikey is not one to get wrapped up in insecurity he really isn’t#but for something so important and such a possible fear? at the very least I can see his subconscious manifesting a nightmare or two#most likely more - he’s a kid after all#they all are#ANYWAY love this duo lol#almost positive I wrote something similar to this wayyyyyy long ago but bleh I’ll write it again idc idc
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Grey World AU - Visit from the Moon 2
Part eight of the Grey World AU comic. And second part of the current events. Things are escalating this time. Please, be prepared.
... Writing this part was haaaaard (for all kinds of reasons). Thankfully, things will slowly calming down from now on.
#fnaf au#fnaf#grey world au#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#fnaf y/n#dca#fnaf dca#daycare attendant#fnaf daycare attendant#traditional drawing mixed with digital coloring#sketches#my art#do not reupload#Oh Moon... what have you done?#They are all going through a lot right now.#Sun is stressed and anxious. But still trying to de-escalate the situation.#Y/N is scared as hell and faced with old fears that they thought lay behind them.#And Moon is slowly realizing what he has done.#Also R.I.P. flowers.#Please don't pay too much attention to how the flowers/plants change sometimes during the sketches.:'D#I drew some of the pics at different times as the rest and just went with it while not remembering what flowers/plants I had used before.#Sun breaking through their coding in an interesting way...#I hope the handwritten parts are readable?
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Cordelia Chase + Pink Pony Club - Chappell Roan
#LITERALLY THE BEST GIRL IN THE ENTIRE FUCKING WORLD#CORDELIA CHASE YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME#SHES SO#GOD I FUCKING HATE JOSS WHEDON FOR WHAT HE DID TO HER#ill never get over her i fear#anywhoooooo#ik this song is abt queer culture. but i was listening to it nd i just had a vision#nd now heres this <3#cordelia chase#ats#btvs#charisma carpenter#mygif#this isnt her entire character arc. but after this point is when it gets blurry and strange#i didnt like the ascention stuff nd everything after that was soo so rough#(except your welcome) but i didnt wanna skip all of s4 for just one ep#plus the lyrics i picked (i think) perfectly surround the earlier parts of cordys life#ughhhh my girl#my fabulous fabulous girl
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Character tags always being added to
Fen’harel (an ideologue and a fool.) - for images instead of “obi wan voice: hello there” lol. hate to give this one to anaris but that line sums him up perfectly
Evanuris
Mythal (the many wrongs we did we did together.)
Elgar’nan (he has always been that which I most feared becoming.)
Ghilan’nain (you would not be the first to sacrifice your morals for love.)
Andruil (spare us the moment we become your sacrifice.)
Anaris (a selfish fool and a monster.)
Felassan (his back turned.)
Wisdom (ma ghilana mir din’an.)
Inquisition
Varric (the only choices you get are to lie down and die or keep going. he kept going. that’s as close to beating the world as anyone gets.)
Solavellan (his love could burn against me like a bonfire.)
Inquisitor (the one who blazes like fire and mends the air.)
Cole (clean and clear. uncluttered.)
Josephine (a bastion of kindness and compassion.)
Veilguard
Rook (everyone is a pawn.)
RP-blog specific this isn't everyone, i'm adding these as i go since im mostly taking them from threads
avrorean (i’na syl emma mir bellanaris.)
weptduty (malas amelin ne halam varethlin.)
keepslore (dirtha garas setheneran.)
extravagantliar (my decision. my sacrifice. and you don’t get to take that from me.)
martymarked (even now i look at you and i see my friend.)
weptfreedom - alanari (a death unavenged.)
weptfreedom - emithas (there is no war without casualties and no cause without its sacrifices.)
nobodyexpectsthe (shadows wearing vallaslin.)
#my uncreative loophole for character tags - use bioware's writing#Fen’harel (an ideologue and a fool.)#Mythal (the many wrongs we did we did together.)#Elgar’nan (he has always been that which I most feared becoming.)#Ghilan’nain (you would not be the first to sacrifice your morals for love.)#Andruil (spare us the moment we become your sacrifice.)#Anaris (a selfish fool and a monster.)#Felassan (his back turned.)#Wisdom (ma ghilana mir din’an.)#Varric (the only choices you get are to lie down and die or keep going. he kept going. that’s as close to beating the world as anyone gets.#Solavellan (his love could burn against me like a bonfire.)#Inquisitor (the one who blazes like fire and mends the air.)#Cole (clean and clear. uncluttered.)#Josephine (a bastion of kindness and compassion.)#Rook (everyone is a pawn.)#avrorean (i’na syl emma mir bellanaris.)#weptduty (malas amelin ne halam varethlin.)#keepslore (dirtha garas setheneran.)#extravagantliar (my decision. my sacrifice. and you don’t get to take that from me.)#martymarked (even now i look at you and i see my friend.)#weptfreedom - alanari (a death unavenged.)#weptfreedom - emithas (there is no war without casualties and no cause without its sacrifices.)#nobodyexpectsthe (shadows wearing vallaslin.)
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