#hes literally so. aspirational
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sorry i cant BE HER.
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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watching this video from early in the year where they asked the riders to name their favorite battle/overtake OF ALL TIME and everyone has extremely normal answers except for our ole chestnut marco bezzecchi who answers ARGENTINA 2015. presumably cuz marc's ASS hits the CONCRETE
#aspirational haterism. bez looking at barcelona 2009: i mean its fine but is marc in peril ?#marc pecco pedro (& taka & aleix) all naming ones from themselves. goated. marc only naming ones where he LOST. GOATED#alex naming marc laguna seca 2013. sweetie. (its so funny when they poll the grid and everyone answers vale except alex who is like MARCCCC#and then like EVERYONE else listing various vale shenanigans as expected#but theyre all like. iconic ones. and bez is literally the ONLY one (besides marc who lists some among others) who lists a rosquez battle..#motogp#callie speaks
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If I ever get ahold of a genie, after world peace and shape-shifting, my third wish is making sure everyone in the world has a friend like this dorkass here ^_^
#epithet erased#giovanni potage#hes so supportive and I hope everyone in the world finds a friend like him#like when he realises molly is in an abusive family dynamic he says fuck the law and literally kidnaps her into a better life#he would do anything for his friends and I aspire to be half as good a friend as this soupy boi :3
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✧ The Ardal stars ✧
#artists on tumblr#art#illustration#digital art#digital drawing#dnd#dungeons and dragons#homebrew#original art#my art#my ocs#Setting: Heim#I drew these a couple of years ago now i think#but since i'm drawing stuff for this setting again i'm reuploading with updated information cause the last one is outdated#I will say right off the bat however#If you compare my designs to already existing IPs i will block you on sight#the last time i posted these they got compared to a piece of media i really dislike#and that comment alone made me fall out of love with this setting for almost two years#so please. do not. it's rude and unnecessary#These are the artefacts my setting and its story is largely centered around#Tethry is credited with creating them (Even though he didn't)#They were gifted by Tethry to each of the largest cities in the world to serve as power generators supplying arcane power to the whole city#immediately pushing the four sister cities into prosperity and progress. leaving literally everyone else in the dust#which caused some understandable tension between countries that already had a bit of a strained relationship to begin with#There is SO MUCH to these little trinkets and their link to Tethry and how finding them essentially fucked up his whole entire life#You'd think becoming the world's most renowned arcanist would be the best thing that ever happened to an aspiring caster#but to some poor dude just trying to study arcane language. stumbling across the magical equivalent of the demon core#was very much not on his wishlist#especially not dealing with the consequences of trying to make sure no one actually realises how nasty they have the potential to be#which. someone inevitably does
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What do you mean Charles basically just did meet the in-laws with Max's uncle and his kid cousin?
#f1#formula 1#formula one#max verstappen#charles leclerc#lestappen#seriously though charles is so kind and good to the young aspiring drivers#maxs uncle saying thank you for making his kid happy#one of the reasons why Charles is one of my favorite drivers#wish certain people who are more stalkers than fans would stop taking advantage of him and his kindness#i haven't forgotten him having to literally bargain stopping for every person he meets so that they don't come to his HOME at all hours#he should never have had to do that#those people do not deserve a second of time
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when the slowburn makes the ship extra cute~~~
#kimikawaii this week for sure!!!!!! (has been saying that since july)#ik the nghy payoff will be ✨sweet✨ but it’s kinda funny how hw are slowburning nagisa’s role in the series as a whole#mans has a grand total of 3 songs to date and only 1 has a cv ver#place your bets what do you think will come first? nghy duet or ariken duet#t h o u g h. ariken is also kind of a slowburn but we all knew they’d get together since ijiwaru release (shoutout to the og miku ver)#some say that ariken is still not canon in the novels to this very day#can’t believe we got arisa’s future career aspirations reveal before ariken canon in the novels smh#but i digress!!!!!!!!!!!! nagisa needs more action and attention!!!!!!#he did have kind of a ‘the bus came back’ moment with the izumo collab but we never saw his face again after that#(full cast merch doesnt count bc p. much everyone’s included in them except for the school nurse and kako)#so. all im saying is: slowburn nghy by all means. just dont slowburn nagisa’s character arc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#now that mona mania has cooled off (to a degree) and chizusweep has mellowed out (somewhat) it’s shiranami’s time to shine!!!!!!!!#y. yeah. ik it’s harder to market him bc he’s a literal average (albeit handsome) joe but that’s part of his charm!!!!!#i mean!!!!! he can cook!!!!! he stans ft4!!!!! he’s devoted to the girl he loves!!!!!! he’s a dreamboat!!!! what more could you ask for?#but. i do have to say that nghy developments have been kinda awkwardly handled as a whole… esp with heroine ikusei#i think nagisa should’ve been introduced in heroiku or something… since he was planned from the start of hiyori’s development…#maybe they were trying to pull a ‘2nd love wins’ kinda parallel with kthn? but the ascana retcon made everything awkward huh…#i think it could’ve worked out in the mv-verse. like if they’d placed heroika+sukiuso after the fight+make up in herotaru#so the timeline would go smoothly from heroiku -> herotaru -> heroika#with hiyo realising that she’d be better off focusing on work and track after the asuka debacle + chizu fight#like a ‘forget romance!!! i gotta work hard and run hard!!! omg wait nagisa wdym you love me???’ kinda thing#but the [redacted] anime p much cut + pasted the asuka arc with the nagisa visit and. hm.#is this just an excuse to blame the clumsy handling of the nghy arc on the [redacted] anime? m… maybe…?#but it all still could’ve kinda worked out if they’d shifted the timelines around a little. y’know. since sukiuso mv has nagisa visit in oct#idk i think having hiyo learn how to doll herself up from lxl for her first crush (asuka)#and then using what she learned to yassify herself to meet up with nagisa would’ve been neater?#like a ‘hey look nagisa :) i applied what i learned from my pals :)’ kinda thing#or maybe chizu and juri could’ve helped her with the nagisa dressup scene post-herotaru fight… but i digress!!!!!!#hmmmmmmmmmm… well. this has gone way off topic… anyways nghy canon and cute that’s all byeeee#the dude from gamushara
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miniature. he was miniature.
and when he turned ten he shot a rabbit and cried ALL WEEK. thats a seven day cry. is that not the worst thing youve ever heard.
#i hate it i hate it so much#to make matters worse hes like the best son you could ask for?#like what#stranger things#jonathan byers#text#imagine this is your kid and hes literally an angel and so lovey dovey and quiet and calm and adorable and-#and he- he talks about going to COLLEGE when hes 6 because he is so miniature but he has aspirations#big aspirations and his eyes are so bright and his hearts huge like his hearts the size of texas and he takes SUCH good care of bby brother#and yet??#you dont love him and you force him to hunt and kill which is the one thing he can barely bring himself to do#because hes that much of an animal lover and has that soft a heart#like i know we’ve known all this since s1 but im just devastated all over again#this is throttlegainwells fault and i didnt even finish their new fic yet because im working my way through it slowly#but its still their fault!
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Carlos is the kind of autistic I am and Cecil is the kind of autistic I want to be
#wtnv#Cecil Palmer#welcome to night vale#Carlos the scientist#cecilos#90% of my wtnv listening experience is just me wishing I could be as lovably weird and completely unhinged as Cecil is#like the guy just goes for it he literally does not give a fuck#and I’m like ‘god I wish that were me’ he’s just the character of all time and I aspire to be more like him#instead I spend 90% of my actual real life running from my problems and making my entire identity my interests#feeling awkward in the space I take up but making up for it by overextending myself via finding a problem and throwing myself at it#I think a lot of this is because Carlos masks and Cecil doesn’t but that’s a different thought for a different time#honestly them as a couple has been helping me feel better about myself#like Carlos is a great character and I find his growth indicative of growth I could experience#and I think a lot of that growth can be attributed to wanting to be more like Cecil#and from having him in his life#so by loving Carlos because he is me and by having Cecil in my life as a character maybe I too can go on this experience of growth#don’t mind me I’m just rambling again#max rambles in the tags#I kin Carlos if you can’t tell lol
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Alphonse Elric for the blorbo bingo?
alphonse elric is not an innocent man i will defend this to my death <3
#Anonymous#hes SO gender its unbelievable#fma:b human alphonse is literally my aspiration for gender. im just saying#in the manga hes like. the White Knight sexist. and its ok we still adore him nobodys perfect#fma:b#blorbo bingo#ask game
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HE JAS A PROSTHETIC LEG OMG? WHAT HAPPENED
hoooo...so *looks away because god is about to smite me for this and i really can't take any more abuse, but i'm a loose cannon, baby!*
sooo uh...hypothetically speaking...
toolshed mechanic stan's grandmother might have been a really famous female drag racer once upon a time and stan may have been a Really REALLY GOOD Driver...oooonce...upon a time...
-- because i'm not saying there was an Incident, buuut...
but if there was an incident about a year or so ago, toolstan and the boys ( kenny and butters, holla at them ) may have been on some late night Degenerate Shit ( drinking, smoking that good tegridy weed, getting dummy stupid and schwifty ) and small town hick nowhere mechanic stan maaaaay...may have been driving them back DRUNK!!
AS! ALL! FUCK!! ( it used to be his favorite party trick; he used to say he could do it with his eyes closed or steer with his feet/use his legs where his arms were / drive backwards...that joke Did Not age well.
and...hypothetically speaking, he may have actually physically humored that joke, or regardless was prolly doing donuts and stupid ass shit ( butters was throwing up and kenny was having a blast ) but uhhh...it's very possible that things might have been going very well...
( as well as driving your friends home blackout drunk can be -- which is never a good idea even if you live in a tiny rural colorado town that doesn't even make the map most years, have done it a million times and there is never anything in the road... )
because HYPOTHETICALLY SPEAKING!!! THERE WAAAAAS SOMETHING IN THE ROAD!!!! it was a deer, toolshed stan SWERVED HARD, they hit a massive tree and...Sigh...
hypothetically speaking, mechanic stan only really remembers it in horrible mercurial ptsd flashes and is extremely haunted by it...but in the accident, i think stan's leg got crushed between some part or the car or idk, maybe it had something to do with the handle he was drinking ( yikes super best friend ), a massive shard of glass got butters in the eye and he literally lost his eye and kenny???
so...they never found kenny's body...but they did find...
His Severed Right Hand.
#sorry i know this is an unofficial ncu au#i am still kind of developing it while i work on my ravesey stuff and try to write actual things again#BUT OOOOOOOOOOOF BROTHER#YIIIIIIIIIIIIIKES#NOT GREAT#again still in the works#but uh fuck so after that#toolshed stan never drove again ever like he works on cars and is really good at it and used to love cars and#possibly aspired to be like his grandma ( should i bring back sobo mimi like i really think i should i love her )#but literally panics anytime he is in any car walks or bikes or skateboards literally everywhere and like#will not get in a car and can't drive or he will literally have a panic attack like when i tell you he can't fucking do it#like he cannot take the goddamn bus its that serious#anyways i love him robot tin can leg mechanic stan my boyfriend he is lowkey very dreamy to me but thinks hes a hunk of junk#LIKE HALF OF THAT WAS RIGHT HUNKY MECHANIC KING#anyways very very sad they assumed kenny was like eaten by wild animals or dragged into the woods by....something#folks say it was Man Bear Pig#but there is a hole in the windsheild from where kenny flew straight through the goddamn window bc he wasnt#wearing a GODDAMN SEAT BELT even tho butters fucking BEGGED HIM TOO FUCKING HELL POOR BUTTERS#also i think the only reason that mechanic stan Survived actually was because the amount of alcohol in his body#somehow numbed or slowed everything down#but it was fucked the last thing he remembers is kenny flying out and butters screaming and bleeding and seeing his leg fucked up#has a lot of phantom pain there also#i went back and forth on whether it should be his arm or leg so if it changes ill tell ya but UHHH LIKE AND SUBSCRIBE SKJ
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could u write a fic where sae beats rin’s bitch ass up bc as the older sibling i’m starting to understand why sae acts the way he does… (half joke)
top 10 most unfortunate asks to drop into someone's inbox who is 1) a rin lover 2) a sae hater and 3) the youngest sibling
#WHAT DID RIN DO#HE WAS LITERALLY JUST CHILLING WHEN SAE CAME HOME AND WENT 'fuck your dreams. you suck at soccer. you will never be good'#AND THEN PROCEEDED TO GO 'L ez' AND FORTNITE DANCED ON RIN'S DREAMS#LIKE NONE OF THAT YOU NEEDED TO DO BRO#NONE OF THAT#ALL RIN DID WAS LOOK UP TO HIS OLDER BROTHER AND ASPIRED TO BE LIKE HIM#AND THEN SAE WENT 'fuck you.'#HELP#earf's inbox hours ✌️#can you not tell that rin is my favourite from the ratio of rin to sae fics i have on the masterlist#it's like#1209423048:3 bro#this ask is so funny lowk
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Tbh I’ve never understood wth alhaithams job is like he reads applications for a living ? Dang he chose to work that miserable job by himself (no offence to anyone working this job or a similar one but full offence to alhaitham actually triple the offence and give it to him)
#I say this cause I’m filling out a special consideration application rn it’s so pedantic I have to fill out sm stuff just cause my virus#carrying brother infected me 😭 bro it rlly isn’t that serious omg 😭😭😭#and not only is he working such a simple job bro is like#lazy with it too 😭 whys he like this#I aspire to be that nonchalant I’m literally too chalant for this bro#dora daily#anyways Paul says he hopes I get better :3 Paul is the best#<- Paul is the unit coordinator HAHA#WAITTT you can find his Facebook too and see him he’s so funny
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i want to compile a list of horror media that people need to watch before they call genloss groundbreaking incredible material. like yall are soooo so deeply entrenched in copium toting this thing around like its the best piece of horror media in the world when like. theres no horror. there has literally been no horror. how are we watching the same thing. go watch gemini home entertainment or marble hornets or daisy brown or unedited footage of a bear or this house has people in it and then come back to me. dont fucking talk to me until youve consumed some horror media thats actually good first!!!!!!!!
#sorry i KNOW i said i wouldnt genloss post too much but it just makes me so fucking angry#as a very very very long term horror enthusiast and aspiring horror creator#i feel fucking insulted every time i see genloss being listed as something incredible . when.#theres no horror or comedy in your horror comedy that was originally advertised for two goddamn years as an arg n then analog horror and th#like. pick a theme. give me literally anything. its so bad. im so angry. and i DONT get angry at media.#i actively try not to grt angry at media and legitimately havent since veryyyy early middle school.#so the fsct that this thing is making me so mad is a huge deal.#anyone who has known me for any number of years knows like. i dont get mad about shit!!!#especiallt shit that doesnt rlly matter like fictional media!!! i dont like to expend the energy on that!!!#so when i say genloss makes me so angry to the point where i was literally#sweaty and out of breath after aster and i got off the phone talking abt it the other day#i need you to understand i am not a hater#like#ughgrrghrggghghh#go fucking watch saw (2004) youll have a much better time than watching whatever bs this is#ranboo makes this big long post about how his project is better than aevery other horror short film#and doesnt deserve to be put on a shelf with the rest of them as if theyre beneath his genius vision#and then gives us this cheap heartless garbage that isnt even unique in its badness.#hes just using ideas from other things but doing it worse!!!!!! theres nothing new!!! theres nothing unique!!!#two years of promotional content and like 5 hours of livestreams and they have not given me a single#character or story beat that is interesting enouhj to care about. you cant have horror without first#giving your audience something to care about and then snatching that thing away from them. urhhggghghghgh#reaction time#genloss neg#genloss crit#sorry. im trying to keep the hater posting to a minimum but im so. exhausted
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kind of always disliked that the mouthpiece audience stand-in used to indicate the pure breadth of the world-shattering betrayal the halonic faith has inflicted on ishgard, the pain and grief of having your entire paradigm of how you see with and interact with the world and how you view the war that you've been forced to fight in, lost friends and family to and suffered abuses at the hands of the church that were 'justified' in the name of halone and the grind of the DSW, that everything you fought for and suffered through was not only a lie but a war crime bc in actuality you were fighting and killing children and the extreme sense of world-rending disgust with yourself and pure raw rage at the vault which has willingly, without your consent or knowledge, made you into a murderer of the worst kind, all riding on the back of a literally world-altering disaster that forced you out of your home and made you run for your very life and the pure cultural grief considering that the holy see lost literally all of fucking coerthas in the calamity only five years ago is not the guy in this conversation who is actually ishgardian and has lived through all of the above but rather a sharlayan national with no connection to this conflict who's been living in ishgard for like two weeks
#saint.txt#ishgardposting#spoilers#major spoilers#ysayleposting#estinienposting#yeah I'm talking abt his HW writing again what abt it.#anyways I really do like alphi.naud I swear but like. he is not ishgardian. the complicated facets of culture cannot be condensed#into a book and just learned. he could not possibly begin to personally understand the level of harm the halonic faith has inflicted#on ish.gard and her people. he has not suffered the indignities and raw tragedies of the DSW. He has not been forced to fight in it.#he was not forced into slums to starve and freeze to death after running for his life to the only place remotely protected from the Horde#he was not raised with the idea and cultural values that throwing your life away in the war is something to be aspired to#being arrested under false pretenses and nearly executed for a crime you did not commit IS terrible and IS a crime ish.gard committed#but I'm sorry it doesn't compare to actually growing up and suffering under the ishgardian regime and the horrors of its society#he is ultimately an outsider to a conflict he is not involved in and has no relation to which sucks bc Esti.nien Is Literally Right There#So Is Ysa.yle If We Were Brave Enough To Engage With The Fact That There Are Real And Actual Abusive#Social Standards and Accepted Facets of Ishgardian Culture That Drove Her To Do What She Did#Instead Of Punishing Her For. Checks Notes. Being A Woman Who Is Slightly Wrong:tm:
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the bad part about being a psychology major and wanting to pursue psychiatry is that im not comparing myself to real doctors or fellow classmates, im comparing myself to surgeon-turned-psychiatrist hannibal lecter
#its so bad fr#ill be sitting here contemplating a psyd and then go- NO! dr hannibal lecter didnt take the easy way out#he went to john hopkins and became a surgeon and then became a psychiatrist so hes like two doctors in one#he can do everything#where is my courage!! where is my drive!!!#literally he is what i aspire to me minus the serial killer bit
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