#hes an idiot imsorry

[f4rgd]

@shemurder : i didn't even realize i was bleeding.

" you know, for some reason that doesn't surprise me. " a smile tugged at his lips, his words meant to tease as he sat himself opposite morgana, wet cloth wrung out into the bucket beside his leg. he shifted himself forwards to close the gap between them some and fingers reached to push the hair from her face away from the wound to her forehead. he brought the cloth forward, gently dabbing the sore skin around it to clear it of any dry or fresh blood - careful not to touch it directly.

fingers hesitated for a second as he worked a little closer to the wound. " i'm not hurting you, am i? just hit me if i am. i can take it. " they gently pressed again as he spoke with a little playfulness in his words. he'd much rather be hit than have her remain silent if he was hurting her. he didn't have a gift for much asides from his own craft, but he was well versed in tending to wounds whether they were small or not - a knack he'd developed by helping his mother on occasion when she tended to the sick. " there. there's not a lot i can do about the second head you're growing but i did my best. "

[ofmoraliity]

"i'm better than YOU." The moment when Vox decides to come out of hiding only to start laughing at what he missed damnit!

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[stans-kissing]

I DEBATED posting this cuz its kinda rough but um TW NONCON!!! harcore stle But uughghhjmmm i been thinking about this one quote "i'll make you a victim if you really want to be one." with stancest. i gave you guys two fluff ish posts so now i have to hit you with the dark shit sorry baby

like… hhghgng… idk what time this would rake place i think id make more sense w paranoid ford but i relayly like to think of it when ford first comes back, hes still mad at all hell at stan and like.fucking hates his guts and blames everything on him. also kidna a personal headcanon but i think bc of his experiences in the multiverse and eevrything he has really bad episodes where hess just in like fits of blind rage or like sobbing in the corner no inbewtween tknow s olike And he was also sexually abused by their father that stan never knew about. thats important here too.

anyways when he sees stan and idfk mayeb they get into an argument or soething and ford just loses it. maybe theyre aguing about stan getting kicked out and stan says smth like You left me to fend for myself!! do you even know what i had to do to survive!! and ford fucking snaps because what the fuck does stan know about suriving his life was fucking hell when stan left because his protector was gone and fords father had a whhoooole lot of anger and a son that looked a lot like the guy who caused it and then ford also had to go through everything with bill and with the portal and yeah you get it and thast when he says "you dont know the first fucking thing about suriving stanley, you want to be a victim so bad. hwo about i make you one?" or something like that and then ford has him pinned to the floor before stan can even fight back and we all know ford can overpower stan (refrencing when ford gets oiut of portalh e pins stan dpwn ok thats my proof) and stan is yelling and protesting and sos someone say that boy

but ford is long gone, turned into a picture of their father as he forces stan to relive everything ford went to, growling and snarling about how stans a fucking idiot who doesnt understand what true struggles are, how he has no idea what ford couldve gone throuhg, how this is all hes good for, this is all he deserves. and to add another layer to this you could throw in the idea that stan was also sexuallity abused by their dather, and ford just didnt know so not only is he gettinf r4ped by his brother, hes alspo being sent back in time to when his fatehr would do this to him. yeah hes going through it

idk anywasy time skip or something and ford finishes in stans ass and that is when he comes down and realizesOh my fucking god what have i done.oOhmgod oh my god im no better than our father if anything im worse i . oh mu god he is NOT okay. post nut clarity hits him like a TANK and he pulls out and stumbles away muttered half-assed "im sorry- imsorry-" because he cant breathe he cant talk he cant he cant he cant

and stan is just.. so terribly broken, cheeks flushed and wet this tears, throat sore from holding in his voice and yelling, shaking like a leaf and he cant even bring himseld to turn around and look at ford becuase he thinks he'll see his father standing there instead

thats all i got ok bye

[romqnticstylez]

rsoei THIS OR THAT MY TURN

hmmmmmmmmmmm um some of this si gomna be the same as urs okay so

irst rhis or that ALEX OR HENRY

thus ir that andrew garfield or leonardo dicaproo

titanic or oror orrrrrr um tfatws

tfatws or pjo series

pjo or hoo

og trio or leo jason piper trio

piper or annabethg

leo or percy HEHEHE EVIL LAUGH

chai or coffe

hindi or wneglish

if u coudk kill soneine and like u woudlnnot have consequences etc u knwo u would qalk free but only ine person who woudl it be

prev wasnot this orthat questib but do i care no

if u were acat wgat breed wouldu wabt DONT SAY ORANFE

laufeyorts

umumumumum the idiotsor rge marauders

wolfstar or jegulus

jegulus or flowerppot

flowerpot or marylily

dorlene or marylily

morequestionslateer

omg hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

hMMMM ok idr anything since i never finsiehd the books and all. you know. ubt im gonna say alex bc he reminds me of leo

OK well wlell wel they r both soooooooooooo 👀👀👀👀 however. only one of them is cool. so andrew 😻😻😻babygril

titanic imSORRY a sayr ofrgive me plspslpsl

ok pjo no hesitaiton. forgive me for my sins a. also sary

THATS SO HARD STOPP um ok lers see UHAISJDASKJD BRO FUCK YOU 😡😡😡😡😡 this is so hadr ughhghhklklg pjo is just. PJOOO and we got GORVERROROOR but no lost trio. and hoo has the lost trio..........but no grover...FUckukfc ok okosaodk im imsdun m it has nico and wiwlwllw too bro so muchslad pain and suffering ok im OGING TO SAY hoo..............................................................................because mark of athena and house of hades and the seven and percabeth is togehter ??? BUT PJO NO I CANT CHOOSE OSJSDAKSJLK BRO WY WOULD U ASK ME THIS 😡😡

umuumumum og trio. becuase. tlt forever<3 I SITLL LVOE U PIPER JASON LEO

annabehtj but piper is still my wife its ok

HOW DARE YOU 👊👊👊👊👊🔪🔪🔪🔪 lets see hmmmmmmmmmmmmm leo is Literally Me but percy is also Literally Me..........................i am ocnea garal.....but i am also builindg silly goofy things garal.....................sceience garal...?..................aftermuch thought. i will choose................................................percy. BECAUSE U KLILELD HIM SO MANY TIMES HE DESRESVES TO BE CHOSEN AT LEAST ONCE wait i was gonna say someting else too umm ok fuck i forgot lol oops I WILL BRING LEO BACK WITH THE POWER OF ACATS Its ok

chai i am ANTI COFFEE sometimes. i dontliek

english 1021i3021391% hidni is alwys cHANGING its fcjkcgnin i DONT KNOW so many weird words. english ez. or maybe im biasde why is it so much easier to speak the first language u ever learend

hmmmm ok ok lets see i dont really have beef w anyone except my games teacher but hm. i could kill someone whos actively killig the earth or someting but idk whos doing the most damage hmmm ok ykw im killin g the games teacher SHE MADE MY BEST FRINED CRY and she has been. anti meowing at her for like ayear. so. bye woman

so real of u

ASKDJKASLJD ok o kolets see i dont acutally know the breeds of animasl very weell um exposed but ok anyways im going to take a uquiz hang on ok ok so at first i got norwegian forest cat but it was NOT me tbh butthen !! i got abyssinian and omg. yes. it's me. the desc is so real tbhbtbh ALSO hwen i searched it up the google image cat was orange lol so def fits

ts alwys but laufey so cool

THE IDIOTS we r ebtter no offesne maraudersgaiz

wolfstar bc i lovekjily<3

si flowerpot jily ???/????/? if yes then flowerpot heueh

flowerpot

dorleene bc jily yes and also their fanart is so. yes

okokok GODOBYE mewo mewo

[computerpeople]

i was trying to think of an actually funny way ive scared my parents but then all i could remember for some reason is a completely unrelated story where i accidenly broke the windshield of my parents van because for some fucking reason i thought "yeah ill just keep pushing as much pressure on the window as possible. ill know when itll break because. ill know. because surely i cant break it with just my foot, im like, fucking sickly." and . BROKE THE WINDSHIELD LIKE AN IDIOT my step mom came back in the car and was obviously like. what happened. and i was like IMSORRY IM SO SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO IM SUCH AN IDIOT IM SORRYU and she was like. (clicks her tongue) your dads gonna be mad at you. and i was like i KNOWWWW... I KNOW I KNOW IM SORRY HES GOING TO KILL ME and she was like heres what we do. and she told me to LIE to him and told me specifically to tell him that i was sitting with my feet on the dashboard because i had a bad habit of doing that and that she stopped the car really sudden and my foot hit it. so it'd make me seem less bad. and i was like sniff. okay. as long as you promise to go along with it. and she was like yes, of course? im the one telling you to do it.

so we roll up to pick up my dad and hes like the WINDSHIELD?! and immediatelyt im like. im so sorry, im sorry, i know youve told me not to put my feet up there, and i didnt even think about it but when she stopped the car i hit the glass really hard. im so sorry! and she was like

what? thats not what happened? why are you lying? YOU MOTHERFUCKER BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME TO WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHY WAS I LYING`

[yinyangdu0]

If you’re new to my blog, to start it off, I’m Yin, someone who is a writer to escape from reality but shares their ideas to the world. A fanfiction writer to be specific where I do have an account on Archive On Our Own. I want to be able to share my stories to the world and my endless wacky ideas. Plus headcanons. Random thoughts from my head.

I’m a June Gemini, my MBTI is ENFP, my favorite color is pink, I’m a sweet tooth, my Enneagram Type is 2 - Helper, my favorite food is vanilla cupcakes with sprinkles on top. Roses are my favorite flowers. I’m a Swiftie and Directioner as well! I don’t know what else to list but that’s it.

Note: I have stumbled upon TTTE fandom 2 months early surprised it existed but it brought back bits of my childhood gaining back. It made me rewatched the show and love all the characters who were apart of it. One being Edward himself. Fun fact, growing up, he was one of my childhood crushes, still is. When I first saw him, I immediately liked him despite not knowing much of his character but I think it’s his face that got to me.

I’m very social amongst my peers but my shyness and anxiety took it away so I guess I haven’t introduced myself properly to the TTTE Fandom when I could’ve done it from the start, I’m sorry.

Other than that, let’s talk about bit more about my likes in shows.

I like anime and still fond of it specifically shonen and romance. Haikyuu, Sailor Moon, MHA, Fairytail, Pokemon, Bungo Stray Dogs, Fruits Basket, Glitter Force (Precure) etc.

I’m also a Disney fan, I love it my whole life so forgive me if I would mix it up with my writing or headcanons. Stitch is my all time favorite character, a huge part of my childhood.

I like cartoons and other shows like TTTE, Ninjago, Winx Club, Big Time Rush, etc! All that good stuff if I could list it from my head rn.

BIG FACTOR: I’m a shipper throughout each different fandoms I stumbled upon in and would respect whoever ships anything I don’t ship but would support for anyone’s needs. (That goes with the characters itself from different shows and animes itself). Basic as a shipper but a multishipper on some characters.

I don’t know what else to add here but I’m in the process of making my first ever TTTE Fanfic of 9 chapters. This will be a Human AU as the characters being train conductors cause I suck at writing them as trains. Currently writing it and for any James x Edward shippers, this fanfic is for you guys. To describe what the fanfic will be about in one sentence by the writer, myself, would say it’s the definition of “Summer makes Sodor Conductors Complete Idiots”.

Hopefully this fanfic will make its debut soon on Archive on Our Own.

This is the worst way ever to introduce myself, I’m sorry but thanks for being patient with me and let’s see what randomness I’m up to.

#ttte #anime #introduction #cartoon #fanfic writer #imsorry

[imeverywoman420]

Aren’t u kinda pick me to the mr system of a downer idiots or is being friends w em not count

I exchange a passing hello good day to my male neighbor in the proverbial neighborhood of the dashbord……:. Being a pickme implies wanting validation and believing a man can give it to you. No offense to my mutchie but he cant validate me only god can.

Is a woman a pickme for saying having male coworkers? No. For having brothers? Kind of. Like imsorry i know you cant control that but as a woman having male siblings is beta behavior idk.

[blisterinballista]

no worries shawty! i understand you 100% /gen

🍬 - muse is hyper as fuck for 5 asks.

no idea how to write that but??? ill try?? also neat great. okay /gen /imsorry /pos

Well that doesn't make any sense at all. According to the state he's currently in, Blitzer should've blacked out hours ago. Yet, yet. Here he is, so very-TOO awake. Thoughts racing at such a pace it hurts. "You should've said no like you meant it. You dumbass. You fucking moron. Idiot."

[eos-in-orbit]

Touch

Fluffember #4. Prompts by @gumnut-logic

Characters: John Tracy, Kayo Kyrano, Alan Tracy.

It's long but the angst has been reduced. Includes swearing. There's some personal notes at the end.

Kayo always enjoyed working out with John; he was self-sufficient enough to know exactly what he was doing and Tracy enough to want to push it just a little too far. She was there to make sure that he (and any other Tracy for that matter) didn’t hurt himself doing something stupid. Though she probably shouldn’t have dashed up to the gym straight after three back-to-back missions, but he’d be gone soon and who knew when he’d be on Earth again.

“I’m going down; I needed a shower like two hours ago.”

John frowned. “We aren’t sparring?”

“You’ve done enough today.”

He read the subtext and was not impressed. The raised eyebrow said that much. “I’m not made of glass.”

“You only just got back.”

“For the third time in two weeks.”

“It’s not long enough.”

“We haven’t sparred in months.”

“We are not sparring,” she carried on, trying to ignore the expression that crossed his face. “It would be different in 0G anyway.”

“Self-defence is self-defence Kayo.”

Fuck off logic. “Too much risk.”

He moved past her and she reached out without thinking. John’s intake of breath was painfully sharp and she let go as if he’d burned her.

“Kayo,” his fingers brushed against hers, as if trying to convince them to come back. “Please?”

It was so soft, so vulnerable, so not John. The usual cool, calm mask had vanished and it made him look so young. And absolutely terrified.

“When was the last time someone touched you?”

He shook his head. “I can’t remember.”

It was another stupid impulse and she wrapped him in a hug. John melted into it far too easily. She could feel him trembling. We’ve fucked up. We fucked up massively. She guided them down to the floor. Detangling their limbs ended with her sitting on his lap, her legs around his waist.

“Is this okay?”

His answer was muffled but affirmative. The only sound in the room was his uneven breaths, and her heart pounding in her ears. She ran her fingers through his hair and he buried his face in her shoulder.

“Imsorry.”

“Don’t be. Where did you get the idea that you’re not allowed to feel?”

“ s’easier.”

She could understand that, emotions in their line of work could be dangerous but even she knew that they had to be acknowledged sometimes. But she couldn’t say that, not right now. So she didn’t say anything and just focussed on his heartbeat.

John’s breathing began to even out but his voice still shook when he finally spoke. “Why do none of you ever touch me?”

“Because you don’t like it,” Even though that clearly wasn’t true. “And Scott always told us not to.”

John didn’t speak for a few minutes, when he did she had to strain to hear his voice. “After dad died, when Scott finally got me down from Five,” he paused trying to order his thoughts. “I’d spent so long in microgravity that when something touched me it felt like my skin was on fire. There’s no resistance in zero gravity so you end up with this extreme hypersensitivity. I was exhausted and grieving and in so much pain…”

“You shouted at him?”

John shrugged, his embrace loosening. “Just a bit, I think I passed out.”

They could address that later. “So you aren’t anti-contact?”

“Not all the time. Just sometimes.”

He was still trembling, and she had another stupid idea. "Do you want to do the Thing?"

"This isn't the Thing?"

"No the full contact relaxy Thing."

"Ooh that Thing," he sighed, warm breath ghosting over her neck. "Yeah, if you want to."

"Yes I do, because it will make you feel better."

They disentangled themselves, John lay on the floor and Kayo lay on his back.

"You okay?"

"Mm hm."

She found his hands and interlocked their fingers, their breathing synced. She nuzzled his shoulder blade.

"Anything else you need my counsel on?"

"Who stole my slice of chocolate cake?"

"Virgil."

John laughed and the vibrations ran straight through Kayo's body.

"Last suspect."

She closed her eyes. "Relax, you've still got tension in your legs."

"How do I tell them that I feel more isolated on the island than I do in orbit? I'm here and you treat me like I'll drop dead if you touch me, I don't want three feet of space around me and everyone to apologise for sitting next to me because I might as well stay up there," he squeezed her hand. "Am I being stupid?"

"No, I get it. Change 'you' to 'they' and I'll be happy."

"Yeah, because you touched my hand and didn't let go."

"I won't let go again."

There was a pause then; "God, that was corny, Kayo."

She snorted and dissolved into giggles. "I couldn't help it."

"Shut up." It was lighter than she'd heard from him in ages.

"You know I'm here, right? If you need someone to lie on you."

"I know."

"Can I join?"

Kayo almost gave herself whiplash. "Shit Alan."

"Relax Kayo, your hip's stabbing me. You can join if she's okay with it."

She lay back down, furious that she'd let Alan sneak up on her.

"Sure, head to upper back, pelvis below pelvis, legs outside legs, arms relaxed."

"Tracy sandwich coming up."

If she could facepalm she would've, John faceplanted the mat with a 'I-can't-believe-I'm-related-to-you' groan.

"What are you doing here? You never come up here willingly."

"Food's ready. Kayo you smell."

"I know."

"Just checking."

They lay in comfortable silence broken only by Alan's stomach rumbling.

"Guys, it's getting hard to breathe now."

The pile of bodies rearranged into a cluster. Kayo left them sitting on the floor and collected her uniform which was strewn all over the room.

Alan and John were speaking in soft voices, Alan's eyes were wide and sincere, and John was carefully avoiding eye contact. She paused by the lift. Go on you idiots, just hug. Then John wrapped his arms around him, and Alan relaxed into it despite his surprise.

"We good?"

"We're good."

"I'm hungry," he dragged John to his feet and towards lift. "Let's get food."

It was emotional to write because I feel a lot like John whenever I go back home and see my pre-uni friends. It's difficult to change when they've known me for years and I've always been anti-hugs/please-no-contact but uni's a lot of physical contact, and you get use to casual contact (i.e. holding hands randomly, that one friend who will sit on you and hug you for no reason, three people piled onto one beanbag). Going back home and me and my best friend are sitting on separate sofas and only briefly awkward hug, it's weird and isolating.

By the way this is the Ultimate Version of this fic. Version 1 will not be posted.

[f4rgd]

He knows what it's like to find sleep difficult and he's used to staying awake when he has another with him - usually it's not because they're in a tent in the middle of nowhere, there's usually less clothes involved and they're in his home, but it still counts. He'd rather stay awake and be of some assistance, he knows Felix is capable but he's become protective of him - he cares for him. " I shall not. " Aksel smiled as he shifted and got comfortable, bag behind his head to use as some rough make shift pillow.

Perhaps he should have considered thinking about what to say but now he was asking he had to think quickly. He hardly wanted to talk too much about himself, but speaking on a matter that took them away from their current situation felt like a better option. They both needed their minds to go elsewhere. " Did I ever tell you about the time I got chased down the road in just my underwear? " He smirked at the memory and shut his own eyes. " When I first opened my shop there was this customer, old guy, real grumpy - reminded me of my own dad. He wanted a sword made, super demanding, did not want to pay much. In the end, because I may or may not have slept with his daughter he got it for free and then chased me with it. "

there is evidence of his insomnia. his eyes, bloodshot, and the bags underneath deeper than they have been in years. he's pale too, looking a little more desaturated than he probably should be, his usual blue more of a pale grey colour. he would get some sleep eventually, he was sure of it, but until that time, he'll be happy for the company. it's not as if he even wants to attempt sleep anyway.

‘ if you insist, but don't complain when i start yelling. ’ as much as he means it as a joke, he's worried that it might actually happen one day, that he'll progress to sleep talking and then finally sleep yelling. thankfully, at the moment, his nightmares just seem to manifest in him waking with a start, in a cold sweat. the one time he's not vocal, it seems, is when he's sleeping. ‘ ...you could start talking now, if you wanted? provide a little light background noise. ’ it's not begging if he's just asking really nicely, is it?

[inanthesis]

@briilliance​ : "Look at you all fired up!" - Fukukado for Endeavour (imsorry

Sure, that could’ve been a perfectly normal observation because Enii was visibly in a good mood to pummel a few villains into submission at some point today but the use of the words ‘FIRED UP’ had him questioning otherwise. Joke was a hero not known for seriousness, hence the name: Ms. Joke.

Oh how he missed the days heroes of his generation were so plentiful minus that star-spangled idiot. It felt like a lot of these younger pros from the generations after him existed solely to GET ON HIS LAST NERVE any time he came across them out in the field or otherwise.

❝ Puns are THE LOWEST FORM OF COMEDY so I’d hope that wasn’t one. If that’s all you have to offer it’s a wonder any villain succumbs to laughter, quirk or not. ❞

[evisconti]

anonymous said  :    You really are an idiot, arent you? I dont work with him dumbass. Didn't thought i would have to explain why i was on his work table. (IMSORRY FOR KEEPING U UP BUT LJSOSKS)

     he didn’t take KINDLY to the insult ,  garnering a GLARE  ――  but what followed made him SQUINT.   

          “  . .  EW.  i don’t care.  che cazzo ― don’t tell me that.  ”

[the-firebird69]

this mac is typical for the asses out here the rant the expliitvies the idiotic kidnp idea and gross inadequacies in logcal thought process...no money for land.  no money for materials no car tobuild wth no suport system. and he blew his top and is an empre asshole saying he  is a rebel buildingn a blind to watch  for illegals..we nabbed himhe had this to say tell him imsorry but  i could..he said i could yes ad not as hard or slow as you..and better but it has no value to met break my ass fro a lot less gain and potentially get harmed ad it is a simple risk aalysis..he blew his top sad your a kid..your a loser.  and an igrate ad riddle with holes itrogen narcossi space sickess and die for a penny as you ae now.  he blew it again and sad twenty grand   you lak th power to get it to me fallingn ass...and he looked up said i will nope.  then died and he was having a heart attack worked so hard o the stupid house ad we took it use it now on thm. ad hvae tons we use there...good idea...heard it too  we use it...but no glass lol oly a hole lol Thor

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-B_9Xzy9ds

[roquesox]

so, sinceci started daily videos this month, i've been editing in the study every morning and luke has been staying with me while i work. it's currently storming, so he's under the table for protection from the thunder & lightening (out idiot naighbors set of ridiculous fireworks 2 years ago and he developed anxiety from it, so he's very sensitive to loud storms now). honestly, i get so happy that he will come to me when he needs that sense of security. or even when he just comes to me to help scratch an itch or for pets. . .i love that. today, however, i'm realizing that i'm the worst person to go to for a sense of security. i'm nowhere close to stable. and it feels almost impossible to ask for help - even though i know i can. i know it's a (very uncomfortable) phase that will pass. . .but i hate that it's keeping me at a distance from the person who's done everything right for me and wants to help me through this. i also hate that it's way easier for me to express myself in tiktoks and posts like this. #imsorry #fearfulavoidant #commitmentissues #trauma #mentalhealth #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #hardtolove #emo #scene #alternative #emogirl #scenekid #altgirl #geek #witch #youtuber #planetroquesox #tiktoker #roquesox #kitaroque #contentcreator #geekyemowitch #alternativenormal https://www.instagram.com/p/CHMfowTFiEl/?igshid=13a2024m3gd05

[daehwifi]

Still Love You - Jihoon Au

- Admin Xion

genre: fluff and angst but mainly angst member: park jihoon word count: 838 requested: yes side notes: please read the request before actually heading into the scenario

requested by: anon

Hi! Can I request for angst! Park Jihoon where you two broke up but he keeps coming to you because you're a cancer victin and he's the only family who left you so you two are kind of hurt and all?

- yo i srsly loved this request tysm - shitty angst ahead - i highly suggest reading the request before hand - so yes, you are a cancer victim - and ever since you found out that you had cancer - you broke up with jihoon - and in that time he simply agreed - it hurt him like hell - and you cried so much - but he would always come to your hospital room - and talk to you like normal - "y/n, jihoon is here to see you," the nurse spoke as she opened the door - jihoon entered as he pulled up a chair beside your hospital beds - "oi, stupid face," he teases - "oi, ugly face," you tease back - jihoon laughs as he leans back on his chair - "ugly face? you're the one who asked me out," he jokes - "aND IM THE ONE WHO BROKE UP WITH YOU," you attack back - you both treated that topic lightly, to ease the awkwardness - but on the inside - you both were hurting - "tsk tsk tsk," - "dONT KISS YOUR TEETH AT ME" - "wHAT ARE YA GONNA DO ABOUT IT?" he asks back also raising his voice - "WELL..." - "exactly," jihoon says as he smirks confidently - "meanie," you whine as you slouch into your hospital bed - "shorty," he teases back - you roll your eyes as he chuckles and messes up your hair - "rolling your eyes is rude idiot," he says with a small smile on his face - you rolled your eyes back and forth as you couldn't help but smile the tiniest bit - suddenly, jihoon gets a call on his phone - you tilt you head, giving him permission to take it as he slightly nods as a thanks - he pulls out his phone as he steps outside of your hospital room - you could hear muffled replies in a somewhat shouting tone - he soon enters back in the room with a cold look on his face - "what happened?" you ask with concern - "nothing," he mumbles - "jihoon-" - "you know whats not fair? how everyone leaves me. my parents left me and now you're gonna leave me and i just fUCKING HATE IT!" he says raising his voice - he buries his head into your hospital bed as your heart drops - "i just hate it...." he mumbles - your hand reaches out to pat his head - but you hesitate and only place your hand back to where it normally was - "stop, you're gonna have feelings for him again," you said to yourself - "imsorry, im going now," he says bluntly as he stands up and walks to the door - "wait jih-" but by the time you opened your mouth jihoon had left, closing the door behind him - you sigh as you sank yourself into your bed and closed your eyes - "i hate it too," you mumble - tim skip - "y/n, jihoon is here to see you," the nurse said like always - the door soon opened as jihoon was revealed on the other side with a medium pizza box in his hand - "ew it's you," you said teasing him - jihoon dramatically places his hand on his chest and gasps - "fine then no pizza for you," he scoffs - "nOOO" you whine like a child - he rolls his eyes as he pulls up a chair beside you - "hows cancer?" he asks the normal question - "slowly dying, how's being alone?" - "lonely," he says as he opens up the pizza box and hands you a slice - you notice how he stares off into space for a bit - "jihoon," you mumble - "i miss my parents," he says under his breath - his face becomes cold - jihoon has not seen his parents in 9 years - because they decided to move to the U.S and leave him behind - "don't. their son of a bitches anyways," you reply as you take a bite of the pizza - jihoon chuckles slightly as he looks at you - "have you been crying?" he asks - "no," you quickly, and bluntly reply - you grit your teeth a bit - "stop lying," - "im not lying," - "you grit your teeth when your lying," jihoon says - you cursed under your breath - he knows you too well - "why have you been crying?" he asks breaking the silence - "no reason," you reply - "there's obviously a reason, why?" - "jihoon," - your voice began to hurt a lot as you could feel your head spinning in circles - truth was - you missed him - so - goddamn - much - you just dont want to fall in love - then break his heart even more - when you do leave - because he's been through so goddamn much - and you just felt like you made his life even more of a shit show - you blamed yourself - and you constantly did - "y/n," he says with a concerned voice - "i'm so fuckingsorry," you mumbled as tears rushed out of your eyes - you were sobbing - and you couldn't stop it - and before you knew it he was hugging you - just like what he used to do - his scent filled your air - something you've been longing for - "i still love you. and i always will," jihoon says as his voice cracks a bit

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@cinderschild : ❛  it’s  nice  that  your  voice  was  the  first  thing  i  heard  today .  ❜

" It was? " Aksel looks to Helia with surprise, blue eyes a little wider than they usually are. He can't stand the sound of his own voice most of the time, but if it can bring someone else, and not just anybody else but Helia some comfort then he's doing something right. " I am glad I could be of service. " A smile tugs at his mouth as he looks over to them. He's good at being a flirt but anything beyond that and Aksel freezes up - he blames years of being alone for making him emotionally stunted. But whatever this is that they have he likes it and he doesn't want to screw it up by being a fool. " - in that case you will not mind if I annoy you some more with my voice, " He winks before he sits and offers a bowl of the stew he'd just dished up. " and I also like the sound of your voice, even if a rather aggressive crow was the first thing I heard this morning. "