#here’s to hoping it gets better lol
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I’m so sorry what is going on in the bridgerton books. Like where are my lavish descriptions of the dresses. The ballrooms. You’re telling me they danced a waltz. A dance ladies had to have permission to dance. And you were focussed on the conversation and not the intimacy of being held and moving as one round a ballroom while staring into your partner’s eyes like they’re the only person who exists??
#im reading these books for the vibes first and foremost and let me tell you the vibes are not there#I’m still having a time I guess but like. what’s the point of having a regency romance if you’re only going to use the society so that there#are rules about the relationships and not literally everything else about the time period which makes it so good for a romance setting like#come on pls#(bear in mind I’m only halfway through the first book but like. I really thought the vibes would be here by now. apparently not)#here’s to hoping it gets better lol#bridgerton#julia quinn
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Peepaw Starlo struggles. Autism 2 autism communication struggles.
#undertale yellow#uty#uty au#lucky clover au#frisk ut#starlo uty#ceroba uty#martlet uty#dalv uty#feisty four uty#the cowboy hat draws#FALLS OVER. THIS TOOK OVER A MONTH.#Mostly because of being busy IRL but also because I decided on a new rendering method#Aaaand it was ten times as time consuming and I don't like the end result at all. LMAO. You live and learn I suppose#I hope this is comprehensible um. I think a lot about Starlo being so used to understanding Clover easily and being one of their favorites#And going to Frisk and 1. not really understanding how they communicate and 2. feeling like he isn't their favorite LOL#Idk how well that reads but! Peepaw Starlo musings#Starlo tries his best and doesn't always get it right but he's in a better place now#I know Clover's absence feels very strange here but I just couldn't find a place to put them oops.#Drawing this made me realize I really gotta practice my backgrounds. Hough. Definitely in the new year!#Also I haven't played poker in years so anything that's wrong? Uh monster poker is different. Yup. Thumbs up emoji
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“I felt the red-winged man gaze, I heard him speaking. I know who you are, he said, there are two ways this can go, no, three ways. I don’t want to count the ways, I said, I just want to finish it. I need to get to the end. His wings lifted and sanked. Oh my darling, he said, you’re a long way from the end.”
— Anne Carson, H of H Playbook
#IT'S DONE#FINALLY I AM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#Words can not express how heartbroken I am over tumblr fucking over the quality of page 5#whatever#I had initially sketched this back before the s4 special#And then the s4 special dropped and I edited some stuff#And then my motivation wavered#And then lining and coloring and shading takes a while#And I could not for the life of me decide on colors (page 5 my beloathed)#But it's done!!!!!!#Woooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#Me vc: And I think I will make another comic with an anne carson quote#I hope everyone likes my fucked up sunburst duo comic I think it's pretty neat#Also I hope I succeeded in making Wukong look really sad/wet when his eyes get revealed for the first time lol#Also also I hope this comic only ages better with time#''Oh my darling. You're a long way from the end.'' AM I RIGHT. AM I RIGHT!!#Hm. Does anyone here even know I draw lol#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk comic#lmk art#lmk fanart#lego monkie kid art#lego monkie kid fanart#lmk MK#lmk SWK#the light is no mystery#anne carson#art#my art
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@klainesecretsanta2024 gift for @spaceorphan18!
When I think of Pam I can't help but also think of the pages and pages of meta she's written over the years covering Klaine's story through the seasons. It didn't seem quite right to focus on one specific moment in their story, because how does one choose?? So instead I decided to focus on so many of the moments that make up their entire story - I hope that's okay! ;)
#kss2024#klainesecretsanta2024#glee#gleeedit#klaine#klaineedit#kurt hummel#kurthummeledit#blaine anderson#blaineandersonedit#gleesource#mlmsource#mlmedit#mine#my gifs#spaceorphan18#I was originally planning to write for kss (especially because the questions about interests were so geared towards writing)#but then I was trying to think of WHAT to write and nothing felt right#and then I thought of this and it felt perfect??#what better than a single post showing snapshots throughout their whole story??#it did not want to cooperate with me though lol photoshop did a lot of yelling at me#but we got here eventually and I think it was worth it!!#I hope you enjoy your gift <3#also man it's been a hot minute since I posted a gifset it's kinda nice to get back into it
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anyways . silly thing
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#animatic#i want it done.get out of here u stupid dog#ITS CHEESY.IM SORRY ! IMSORRY <embarrassed .truly#but i think. a gf revival would not be complete w/o me trying my hand at a shitty animatic. this 1 is for me dwg#as annoying as the whole process was it was kind of fun ngl. . like ive never been good at keeping a consistent style or chara model#and this was rly good practice for that .. i think looking at it now its like. no its crazxy its insane bc i dont ever want to do it again#at least in the immediate future but watching it back im like ok well.icouldve at least done that better. or tried to loosen up my vp and#made it feel less flat . <thats the devil talking & trying to get u back in on it.thats what i mean liike its fun but its evil and tiring#also im so creatively burnt out ik i couldve done so many fun ciphord gore things but i ug a 'shrug' pff 'shrug' i ?. yk#if only i didnt have the disposition to want to finish everything in one sitting. i think thats why i like static illustration#more bc u get more like. topical variety in a shorter amt of time u feel. anyways i remember hearing this song 4 the first time and in#my need to apply everything ever to my hyperfix i was like omg crop circles soo stanford lol. omg a deal he made when he was young.. & no#it doesnt feel so great does it .. (ciphordd)..then the eyes & fate i was alr convinced but when it got 2 the stanley part ab the taking hi#fathers brothers name i was like ok well fuck filbrick 1 . but rewritten for canon events anyways HELLO???????? AND U WILL DIE THE SAMEE?#much cooler version is still stuck in my head but i hope that u can get the same rudimentary vision i have
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#helllloooo alll. I thought it'd be perfect to come back today#today is my bdayyy yaaay. ✨#its one of those melancholic ones#when u ponder your existence#but its okay#watched ai no wakusei since it was made in 2004 like me 😔💔#btw#i hope ill be able to ne more active here again#ive just been really busy w school n life and my mental health went 20000 steps down so yes. i hope itll just get better#this bday is always bittersweet#well since its the 19th#itll always be#honestly ive been avoiding subrosa even until now cuz my mental health is so shit i cant even imagine how subrosa will make me feel. but im#on it. i honestly miss all of u guys so much. ye probably not many of u care but still#i like this place. it feels somewhat like home. even tho i still feel out of place sometimes its still comforting being here. whatever lol#havent yapped in a while so im vomiting words. love you all. im hoping the depressive episode will leave my ass finally.#u know its bad when u havent watched bt lives since around mid november#but its okay ai no wakusei somewhat healed me. so im hoping for the best now (says this every month and ends up worse)#yeah.#🥰#buck tick#atsushi sakurai#ameoto ha Chopin no Shirabe#even if i cant come back yet im thinking abt all of u n love u. take care of yourselves and yes. do stuff you love. smell roses. look at th#moon that's been soooo beautiful lately 🥺 love#Spotify
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Mythological Inspirations: Matar Paneer Cookie Edition
So, where did Matar Paneer- nah I don't feel like making this joke again. Indian curry dish + crazy lion lady + demon slaying goofball pretty boy. BOOM.
Next installment of "Merchant rants about how far she went designing these fankids into a void for 10 hours"
Same as/with/for Pepper Jack, I researched and took inspiration from Egyptian and Hindu mythology while drafting up Matar Paneer. If Golden Cheese is Ra, and Burning Spice is Shiva, and Pepper Jack is the bennu bird + Ganesha... what does that make our little lady here?
Remember how Shiva has two sons? Jack is already one, so Paneer is, naturally, the other one. She takes after Kartikeya, second son of Shiva and Parvati, god of war and victory.
Kartikeya's primary color is red. So Paneer's is, as well. It's her favorite color and what she likes to wear the most. (It's also partially because of Burning Spice lol. Red will always = Papa to her to some degree)
Kartikeya is armed with a divine spear called Vel, which was a gift from his mother. Though Paneer wields and favors her katar, she will one day carry a spear alongside them, also a gift from her own mother (can't wait to tell that story haha)
One of Kartikeya's symbols is a peacock; this is because he has a giant peacock (named Paravani) as a mount. Likewise, I had Paneer befriend a peacock, which will one day grow big enough for her to ride around on herself (can't wait to tell that story either! I personally like my little interpretation of Paravani. Matar Paneer and her little bird bestie haha)
Kartikeya has a very innocent and playful personality; he's quite silly and mischievous, and likes to mess with things for fun (ex: messing with planets' orbits, stacking mountains on top of each other, stopping the flow of the Ganges river, etc). Paneer is quite similar (something else I didn't know beforehand, I swear. Paneer being a little gremlin just like the god she ends up taking after is another happy coincidence), going on little adventures and making messes and having... destructive tendencies like her Papa lol. (But she never means any harm. She's a good kid, she's just a bit impulsive and reckless)
Sometimes, Kartikeya is depicted with six heads (varies by scripture). Bit of a stretch, but I thought of having Paneer own six masks, each one wildly different from the other, that she'll often wear for fun. (I'll explain this better in another post)
Kartikeya is credited with defeating many monsters and demons, minor and major. So Paneer will grow up to become a renowned demon slayer, just like him (spoiling the end of her story there lol)
Golden Cheese is clearly inspired by Ra, Egyptian god of the sun and head of the pantheon (it's extra obvious with her Awakened form lol). The stories vary wildly from what I've seen, but the most baseline concept is that Ra has 3 daughters. Believing her to be the most fitting, I chose to have Paneer take after Sekhmet, Egyptian goddess of war, chaos, plague and medicine.
Sekhmet's primary color is also red. More red for our little lady. (All the war gods like red, so predictable smh)
Sekhmet is extremely violent and bloodthirsty, as her profession suggests. Born from the fire in Ra's eye, her main purpose in life is to protect him, help uphold cosmic order, and punish mortals for disobedience towards either. Paneer is... quite temperamental lol. Very strong-willed, very easily frustrated, very emotional. Fiercely protective of those she loves. And she can be... vengeful. Very, very vengeful. I will not elaborate further because it's spoilery as fuck lol
Like most of the other gods, Sekhmet is a furry part animal, with a woman's body and a lioness's head. Also a bit of a stretch, but... a certain young lady is getting a lioness tattoo on her back when she's an adult, as a nod/homage haha. Also, Golden Cheese's special nickname for her is "little lioness"
Sekhmet is often depicted with a lotus in one hand, and an ankh in the other. There, now you know why Paneer has a lotus in her hair lol (she's also getting an ankh tattoo when she's an adult, on her left wrist since that's the hand Sekhmet is always seen using to hold it (Paneer is getting a lot of tattoos when she's older, as you can see))
The Egyptians very much believed in names having power (common idea in the ancient world, really, but they were extra into it), so Sekhmet, like all the other gods, has like a billion names lol. To keep things simple (I counted 15 names the first time I looked into her and I'm pretty sure there's more), Paneer only gets a few: "Red Lady" (this one in particular), "Lady of Slaughter", "Mistress of Dread" and "She Before Whom Evil Trembles". The first three, people in general give her as a result of her actions/accomplishments (demon slayer, remember?) and are meant in a positive, reverent way (sometimes with a small touch of fear, admittedly). The last one is what High Priest Cheesenbird calls her. He has a term of affection/endearment for both children
Sekhmet can breathe fire; in fact, the Ancient Egyptians often credited/associated her with the hot desert winds because of it. I think I said this before already, but Paneer is a fire breather, too (she can light her hands and feet on fire, as well. Not a full-on firebender but not too far away)
In an interesting contradiction, Sekhmet is a goddess of both disease and medicine. She's bitter and wrathful, and causes plague outbreaks as a form of punishment for mankind... but she cures them, too. She's feared and looked to for salvation at the same time. She's even considered a patroness of physicians and healers. So... Perhaps our little firebreather has a hidden knack for healing, too. A secret power. One that's only noticed by another healer who would know how to spot and nurture such a talent *cough*Pure Vanilla*cough*. Maybe. Perhaps 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔
Also, here's some doodles of more general things just because
There's little Paravani lol. Hopefully I actually start improving as an artist eventually, so I can draw Paravani better (or more in line with how he looks in my head. I don't really want a regular looking peacock, that's boring)
There's the little cheese lotus Paneer wears in her hair. Just used the one in the Golden Cheese Kingdom decor set as a reference 😅
Ankhs r cool 2 draw. Also, fun fact: they symbolize immortality and reincarnation. Reminds you of her mom, doesn't it? Haha
Tried to draw her katar (Indian knives. Basically Wolverine claws). They were a gift from Cilantro Cobra (she's alive and well in my personal canon ok 😫), and she went the extra mile to have little symbols engraved in both. Burning Spice's in one, Golden Cheese's in the other
She's supposed to have little green earrings that look like green peas ("matar" means green pea, "paneer" is the Indian cheese. Literally "green pea cheese" lol). Her design references the food she's supposed to be a lot more than Jack's, I think
Ok I'm done now. I'm sorry this post was so late. I'm also sorry this is all on paper and in shitty ass lighting, me no have drawing tablet. Thank you for coming to my TED Talk
#someone please tell me I'm actually getting better at art lol#I'd like to think I am... you can't improve if you don't try in the first place right?#please be patient with me regardless I'm trying my best here. Someday I'll be capable of more than grade school scribbles#cookie run kingdom#burningcheese#goldenspice#cookie run fankid#cookie run oc#matar paneer cookie#also I hope you guys like Paravani haha#can't think of a more... Cookie Run sounding name atm. So he's just Paravani for now
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Hi, all! I've put together a laid-back Discord server for older (18 and up) Kirby fans to hang out in! The goal is to create a relaxed, safe-for-work space to meet other folks in the fandom and have fun.
Please send me a DM or leave a comment if interested!
#like i said; please DM me for an invite!#i've decided i want to get to know people here better. so im doing this. hope people actually join and like it lol.
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Inn and Great walking into GMMTV after signing those contracts coming to destroy everyone
#inn sarin#great sapol#just trying to sip margaritas by the pool and these two come in wrecking everyone's day#like could you let these men breathe#most of them just got done with lol fest and fanmeets#they are tired yet y'all came for their throats#this isn't a competition#but if it was‚ they are winning#if this was really a competition‚ they'd be screaming 'I'm not here to make friends!'#I'm a JD fan first and human second#but even I'm looking at my men like 'DO BETTER!'#I hope everyone is scared about the new players on the chess board#because even Emi getting that GL got me shook#interviews are hilarious#chemistry is fire#they are securing the bag
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love like you / maternal pang
bonus under cut:
the first stephanie + the maternal pang tone destroyer i couldn't include bc it's a serious comic
#you might wanna zoom in for this one sorry#anyway i think putty likes orel. not enough to really get off his ass and help him but there's a fondness there#and i think his position of power relative to the rest of the town could be helpful in influencing things if he like. believed in them more#but he doesn't really expect any better from himself or the rest of moralton and i think it's because he doesn't really believe goodness is#attainable esp by christian/biblical standards. he thinks it's kind of a pretense for everyone. but then stephanie is good so what does tha#say about him? or moralton? i think he'd get a bit better with her around.#it'd make him insecure but she's an encouraging type so. maybe he'd get there eventually#we don't get to see much of that but eh. i think this show is hopeful at the end of the day. i don't think moralton WOULD change much but i#Could change a little. um. anyway that's what this comic is about lol#also im in love with stephanie. so.#moral orel#orel puppington#rod putty#reverend putty#stephanie putty#skrunkart#sorry if the models are kinda inconsistent i haven't drawn these fellers before#it's occurring to me that this is probably the longest comic i've posted on here? just by panel number anyway#which like. moral orel deserves it but that's kinda surprising because i've certainly made longer stuff before#but it's mostly oc stuff from like 3 years ago i never posted and don't really plan on posting#i guess i just tend to stick to gags or quick emotional punches and this is a more lengthy character exploration#which i tend to save for fics. but it's winter break so i've got the time. maybe that's it#this was supposed to be a quick thing where i got to draw stephanie what happened. anyway more moral orel stuff on the way but sheesh#this one kinda got away from me is all. but i like it :)#also full disclosure i forgot to go back and figure out stephanie's tattoos and i don't care enough to. sorry steph ily but im done#also btw i DO think most of moralton are true believers they're just like. assholes/hypocritical. they're godfearing but lazy when it comes#to ACTUALLY helping people (or otherwise let self interest get in the way leading to loopholes etc)#sorry i haven't written about the show before so the meta analysis/interpretation is leaking in#does moral orel have an abbreviation? it's a pretty short name so maybe not. i think moror would be cute :)#also i discovered i can do half-tones on firealpaca so i wanted to try it out :3
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A small gif set of *that* part of Shoma's programs the past few seasons ⋆˙⟡♡
Happy birthday Shoma! Your skating is truly special and unmatched. Wishing you the best in your journey towards finding your self-satisfaction~ Hope you have a great year ahead of you! ⋆˙⟡♡
#shoma uno#figure skating#fskateedit#my gifs#mine: shoma#birthday post#aaaaa this is kinda random#but yeah I wanted to celebrate Shoma's beautiful skating#he just! keeps getting better hhhhh#really hope he can find /that/ performance in his standards#something that he can truly be happy about once he finishes his program#and has that rewatch value for him#obviously as a fan#shoma has loads of programs and performances i'd watch again and again#but i hope he too can feel the same about his programs#heck gpf 2022 is one of my faves ever which is why i included it here lol#even if he doesn't feel like he was satisfied performance wise ksfdj#anw ily shoma hope you keep thriving in life
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BoughClan Naming System
boughclan and its neighbors along the coast abide by a strict naming system which is simple, but effective for cats of the clans to quickly identify each others' skills and life stories. naming ceremonies are not only held for major life transitions, but also for cats who display new proclivities for skills they hadn't shown before, such as cats who retire and become particularly adept at telling stories. name changes are celebrated not only within the clan, but also at each gathering as part of clan news.
as such, most suffixes have specific meanings, and many are reserved only for cats who take up specific roles. for cats who are generalists, or who have not yet displayed a particular proclivity for a specific skill, there are generalist suffixes which usually serve to affirm the cat's given prefix. attitude toward generalist suffixes varies between clans and individuals; some find these prefixes to be an honor and a sign of a dependable cat, while others find them boring and uncreative.
prefixes are generally given at birth based on the color of the kit's fur. in exceptional circumstances, such as an outsider joining the clan, they can also be based on other striking features such as eye color, body size, or, very rarely, scarring.
name changes are never issued on the basis of disability, nor are cats ever forced to retire if they have a disability.
below the cut is a list of suffixes the clans of the coast use and their meanings, separated by the role they are reserved for.
Doctor Suffixes
-feather : receives many omens, adept at dream interpretation
-leaf : especially good with herb & berry mixtures, superb healers
-pool : great memory for lore-keeping, rely on their knowledge of clan history to give personal advice
-sight : forward-thinker, reliable advisor for leaders & deputies making decisions affecting the future of the clan
Mediator Suffixes
-tail : good at carefully navigating delicate political situations
-whisker : good-natured and light-hearted demeanor
-shine : charismatic and easy to like
-face : unbreakable composure
Warrior Suffixes
-heart : true to oneself, especially strong ideals
-fern : especially thoughtful
-moss : especially thoughtful
-stream : good swimmer
-belly : good swimmer/diver
-fall : playful, mischievous
-claw : strong, good fighter
-fang : strong, good fighter
-eye : excellent hunter
-nose : excellent hunter
-ear : excellent hunter
-leg : great climber
-foot : great climber
-swoop : great climber
-wing : especially fleet of foot
-flight : especially fleet of foot
-cloud : introspective
-storm : ambitious
-flower : generous, kind-hearted, selfless
-dawn : generous, kind-hearted, selfless
-shade : good at stealth, sneaky
-dusk : good at stealth, sneaky
-ghost : tends to be visited by StarClan or the Dark Forest frequently
-spirit : tends to be visited by StarClan or the Dark Forest frequently
Elder Suffixes
-song : good storyteller
Generalist Suffixes
-pelt : affirmation of given prefix
-fur : affirmation of given prefix
-stripe : a tabby cat or a cat who has one bold stripe
-blaze : a tabby cat or a cat who has one bold stripe
-dapple : a spotted, marbled, mottled, or tortoiseshell cat
-spot : a spotted, mottled, or tortoiseshell cat
-speckle : a spotted, mottled, or tortoiseshell cat
-swarm : a spotted, mottled, or tortoiseshell cat
#boughlore#boughclan-clangen#clangen#clan generator#warriors#warrior cats#wanted to post this mostly because i thinkm y own naming system is kind of sick LOL#but calling it 'my own' is also kind of misleading#i based it off ailuronymy's naming system and made some tweaks#also wanted to post this to answer some questions before theyre sent about whether or not i change the cats' names--i definitely do#soem of the clangen randomly generated names get me so bad#most of them i can't take seriously hahaha#so i usually end up changing their generated names ot things that fit better#sometimes ill leave the generated prefixes if they fit but usually they actually dont. like an orange cat named icekit is not gonna fly#and more often than not the generated suffixes are SO silly#sorry but WHAT leader is out here naming warriors shit like thundermunch. please im begging.#anyway i hope u all find this neato
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So…
Poppy Playtime Chapter 3 Amiright
My first time drawing Catnap, his shapes are so fun to draw maaaaaan-
#THE CHAPTERS KEEP GETTING BETTER AND BETTER MAAAAN#myart#my art#I hope they amp up the scares even more in the next one#That dogday scene? GRUESOME#My only complaint is that Ollie does sound a liiiittle weird at times#and (at launch) it did have some glitches and bugs#but all games have those at launch#and yet#it still is sm better than SB and SB Ruin#in practically every way#tw body horror#cw body horror#catnap#poppy playtime 3#poppy playtime#Can’t wait to post all my Poppy Playtime OC art here#maybe#we shall see lol
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I blacked out and more Logince HS AU appeared on my canvas idk what happened (also ty @oatmeal-stans-the-trash-rat for some inspiration sorry it took so long to make a post about Them <3)
#spoondoodles#sanders sides#sanders sides fanart#ts sides#tss#logan sanders#roman sanders#patton sanders#remus sanders#janus sanders#logince#I am here!!! for the platonic relationships!!!!! in this AU!!!!!!!#i have a strong character arc in my head about platonic logicality growing up together as childhood friends you have no idea asdfghj#i think they were very dependent on each other for many years so much so they'd copy each other but they're much more independent in HS#only remnant of that is that they have the same glasses + emotionally vent to each other a lot - their friends circle has grown enough#they don't live in each others' pockets anymore. roman + janus met in theatre + are gossip besties like they just talk shit together#(not completely sold on janus' design yet ngl i'm not happy with how i drew the vitilego but i'm working on it)#remus + logan are partners in chemistry in a classic teacher act of putting the 'disruptive' kid next to the 'good student' kid in hopes#that logan would stop remus acting out. predictably what happened instead is that they're friends now + remus is still as disruptive#but in a way that entertains logan so they get their work done early. now the teacher can't separate them. lol lmao.#remus knows ALL. but has been sworn to secrecy so can't say shit. janus knows roman's feelings but only suspects logan's.#patton didn't even have to be told by logan he just KNEW + is choosing not to speculate on roman's feelings b/c he's too polite.#virgil isn't here but that's b/c he also KNOWS without being told + is in an even more precarious position than remus. if they were#on better speaking terms he'd commiserate with remus. alas they are suffering separately.#anyway enough rambling from me. many thoughts head full.
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guy i would not trust within a 15m radius of myself
open for better quality | no reposts
my shop is open!!
#luka#alnst luka#alien stage#alnst#fanart#myart#doodle#did you know. this is actually a redraw of a redraw lol??#i drew one before but i didn't like how it turned out#but a friend sent me someone else's redraw so i got motivated to try again#and this one is ok >< it looks better cropped hahahaha#also i'm eating my own words bc yeah i'm here in alnst now#rewatched 'cure' after getting to know the contestants and i am devastated.#and 'my clematis'..... ow......#i blame my friend (affectionate) bc by being someone she can yell about it to i too got invested#i simultaneously anticipate and fear round 7#and i hope vivinos ships out the md stuff soon wahhhhh please don't let it go until fall.......
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so I have already been pretty quiet on here recently but uh. i kind of genuinely need to take a step back from sexual stuff for a while - nothing happened, i just think it is maybe a bit unhealthy how much of my time is taken up by Being Horny and Getting Off. like as much as those r both normal I do them too often, like. genuinely. idk when I’ll start being active again but thank u for understanding
#dm responses included in this unfortunately#like look I respect the naturalness of horniness and such. But holy shit#I’m genuinely spending multiple hrs a day. nearly every single day. just getting off.#like that’s not healthy for me#and if I admit it on here it will make it feel a little more like I actually have to commit lol#bc i was saying this this morning. and then spent multiple hours today getting off.#puppybarks#sorry for the vent in the tags im just. really frustrated w myself#and w my relationship w sex/pleasure atm#hoping I will feel better soon
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