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livestream of me and the neurologist after he told me the MRI came out normal and the only possible diagnosis left for my weird ongoing symptoms is......anxiety:
#🧍#i mean im glad im apparently fine but ARE YOU KIDDING MEEEE#anyway anyway still got the urologist to see for my other problem#but at this rate i wont be surprised if im told it's somefuckinghow anxiety too#im. gonna ask my dad if he can help me pay for therapy because i've had enough!!!#THIS IS SUCH A JOOOKE#i wasnt even stressed when the symptoms started!!!!! i was having a decent year despite my stomach issues!!!#but the symptoms sure triggered my anxiety and made my life hell!!!!#BRAIN YOU HAVE ONE JOB#anyway i could get meds for this but he said it'd be better to deal with it more 'organically'#hence therapy#but if it doesnt go away and i mind that i can always go back to him and then we'll look into meds#my longest sigh ever#bee rants#what i hate about this is that my dad is gonna be like lol i knew it and then he's gonna take me even less seriously when i get stressed#over symptoms
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Say hello to my horrible little triangle! He is the reason I haven't had time to draw for like a week 💙
...He watches me while I sleep now! :)
#handmade from scratch babyyyy. 1 basic prototype & then BOOM the process was fuck it we ball from start to finish xD#maybe ford comic con cosplay / face reveal in a future post#Tumblr's reblogging system is very cool but also means you can literally never delete anything ever so I'm hesitant to post my face lol#definitely will try to do a better Bill shoot. This was just a last minute thing cause I found 3d glasses. hence the unironed white sheet#Thought I could make him suffer a bit <3 Exposure therapy yknow <3 (He currently sitting with them in his lap. He might kill me in my sleep#gravity falls#GF#Gravity Falls Bill#Bill Cipher#cosplay#plushies#plushy making#articulate doll#sewing crafts#tbob#book of bill spoilers (I think?? or is it thisisnotawebsite spoilers ...something to that effect)#fanwork#artists on tumblr#my art
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Prompt 273
You know what? We need more Good parents Fentons.
And you know what else? Technically, Jack helped Danny defeat Pariah via the use of the Ecto-Skeleton. And like, that’s his son, his baby boy. Sure Danny is and has always been a mommy’s boy, but it doesn’t change that fact. They’re both already feeling horrible about the fact they could have hurt him, they could have hurt their son- they have hurt their son, killed him with their inaction and never again.
So when these oversized jello-eyeballs try to insist that their baby, their precious baby boy, take a crown? Become a king when he’s not even out of highschool, when he doesn’t want it? No. Hell no! That is his Danny-o, his baby boy who was terrified of his own parents!
Which is how Jack, despite technically still being alive even if so-very ecto-contaminated, became the Ghost King.
And for some reason there’s several ghosts rather happy about this- oh, these are his Danny-O’s ghost-parents? Not-ghost parents seeing as some of them have never been anything but a realm denizen? That’s really fascinating- y’know what, want some fudge and we can exchange childcare- Maddie dear come over and meet our co-parents apparently!
Now it’s not all easy, but they’re trying their best, and that’s all that can be asked.
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Which is perhaps why it’s so exasperating- or as Maddie would put it, downright infuriating- that it is now, almost an entire year and a half later that the Heroes finally arrive to investigate. Well, at least he has plenty of fudge since it’s almost time for the council meeting.
#DCxDP#DPxDC#Prompts#Ghost King Jack#Jack is never picking up a gun again#Why yes they did have a one-night stand with Constantine before#The fentons adopt Ellie as soon as they can which also ends with some conversations with Vlad#Lots of conversations & therapy and Y E A H#Jack is like an unmovable object and Danny is like an unstoppable force#Dan gets snatched up the moment he goes back in time from his timeline#He has no clue wtf to do because it’s Not Fair that Danny gets this#That he gets his parents- that he gets acceptance#Dan doesn’t realize until the whole Fentom Family (& Vlad) hugs him that he realizes he can#Jordan is very overprotective of his second chance at family thanks to trauma#Somehow him and Vlad get on well together- probably the villain-leaning habits#GIW had a complete info blackout on Amity to the point they erased the existence of the city#Hence why it took so long for the heroes to find out#Eventually via Deadman after he disappears for a bit & returns telling them there’s a new king & everyone#is getting little information packets on new rules & getting their paperwork taken care of#Pretty much getting visa (Sp?) cards on what they’re doing in the living world
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maybe i'm a bitch but if i hear you go out of your way to judge someone's weight, i immediately lose trust in you & will probably forever find you a little unbearable . yes also the little floating bar over my head will start reading [hostile]. this is natural and u caused it.
#IF you do the therapy to stop being an asshole and make a POINT of being like#''i used to be a jerk about this but now i'm not''#..... we can reevaluate ....#btw i hope this doesn't need explanation and everyone can be normal on this post#and not be like#what if i am a DOCTOR and i was aSKED#like we all know what i'm referring to here#you're like in target and lizzo is playing in the background and they're like#DID YOU NOTICE THAT LIZZO IS FAT?#or ur on instagram and like some dude's comment is like#NICE ART BUT WHY ARENT YOU THIN#like .... okay we get it. we get it . go to sleep . go to therapy. bye.#ALSO BTW i am in recovery for an ED and im saying this AS someone with Brain Problems#pls do not clown on this and be like ''actually i'm allowed to be rude and judgemental''#no u aren't. none of us are. having an ED is not a pass for being a fucking dick#it can make you ACT like a dick. that isn't something you should be proud of or seek to continue#hence.... therapy!!!!!!!!#i know it's kind of controversial to say it but frankly i don't believe in infantilizing mental illness#by being like ''oh they can't help themselves''#bc that kind of thinking is .... unbelievably toxic lmafo#you might not be able to control your split-second thoughts/judgements#i have ocd i understand#but like. . . .. you know#we both know#this post is not about ''u blurted something u regret''#this post is about. THAT GUY
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HI HI THERE (@moonnati0n)
i come from ao3 i love ur spacetime continuum stories (just read ur latest one on jupiter n saturn)
share some jupiturn hcs?? plspls
*rubs hands together* do I HAVE HCS??? OF MY FAV SHIP?? YES SIR!!!
FLUFF!!!
Jupiter's love language is quality time and acts of service. Saturn's is physical touch and words of affirmation.
ever since that time when Saturn wished for Jupiter to have glasses, though, Saturn tries to make Jupiter feel appreciated when
surprisingly, Jupiter is more in tune with his emotions than Saturn is. at least, he doesn't feel like it's necessary to hide them underneath underlying sensitivity. we've all seen him slowly collapsing into a nervous wreck as the show continues
Saturn loves listening to Jupiter's voice, he likens it to songs or melodies
when Jupiter gets nervous or has a breakdown, Saturn offers his hair so Jupiter can play with it. alongside Saturn's words of affirmation, he helps him calm down.
past times include dancing, singing, reading, and taking care of each other's appearances. mostly Saturn, since Jupiter is a fashion disaster.
Jupiter has curls and Saturn loves to play with them if Jupiter allows him to
as per marriage tradition, Jupiter gave Saturn his feathered cloak while Saturn gave him his leather cape
Saturn is the only one who can hold Jupiter beyond holding hands- he's very touch-averse
pipe smoker x cigar smoker?!?!?!?!?
ANGST!!!
Saturn compares Jupiter to Planet X sometimes, especially when he's upset with him for one reason or another. during the moon revolution, he's so irritated by Jupiter's paranoia he begins thinking X would be a whole lot better honing his paranoia. Always feels bad when he realizes this.
Saturn never asked why Jupiter killed Hades, and just chalked it up to him being jealous- a simple assumption to a complicated problem. We all know how that turned out.
Saturn HATES being proven wrong, which is why his arguments with Jupiter often end with a stalemate and Jupiter having to be the one apologizing to him.
Jupiter knows that Saturn's hiding secrets, but every time he indirectly brings it up, Saturn shuts those down.
Saturn never asks questions that are important to Jupiter (even though Jupiter would appreciate it) vs. Jupiter ALWAYS asking questions Saturn thinks aren't important (Saturn wants to move on, but Jupiter can't)
after everything, Jupiter STILL can't help but feel like Saturn continues to hide secrets. Saturn is never keen on keeping any promises between them, after all. they get into arguments about it, too, to the point Uranus has to meddle in their relationship problems.
#chel babbles#solarballs#they're toxic but they love each other. but they love NOT being transparent to one another more#they need couples' therapy STAT#the only reason their marriage lasted this long with only minor bumps is bc nothing actually challenges the relationship#hence why theyve been portrayed as blissful before the problems with the moon revolution arose#jupiturn#spacetime continuum au#chel answers#this may be propaganda for my goat jupiranus though
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what a legend
#technoblade#i did this for a sort of art therapy session hence the rare traditional art#it was nice tho
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me: here is my story Paranormality! It is about aliens and the power of willpower and belief and how our intentions have an impact on the world, so we need to choose to be good and kind :)
@mania-sama: this is the plot of Sharkboy and Lavagirl
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#fr tho sharkboy and lavagirl is fire#probably the first thing my 7 year old self was obsessed with. hence why getting hit with this one almost killed me#is this why i am the way i am?#mania-sama im sending you my therapy bill
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Is there a 300 page essay about Murderbot's armor (specifically the opaque helmet) as a not-so-subtle metaphor for masking in a clearly neurodivergent character already? Because I need it.
The way Murderbot is unvoluntarily without its opaque armor in All System Red in front of the crew (i.e. unmasking) and appears surprised at its own strong facial expressions and other people's reaction to it? The vulnerability that comes with that and how Murderbot spends pretty much the rest of the book wearing or actively missing its armor which keeps it safe from the mortifying ordeal of being known (yet sometimes other characters suggest it might help for it to not opacify the helmet in order for others to see it as a person and to trust it (and in the end idk if it would have achieved the rewards of being loved by its humans and have had its needs met if it hadn't unmasked in this relatively safe environment sometimes)).
Also there's the whole avoiding-looking-directly-at-people-and-using-drones-instead thing which Murderbot usually hides using the opaque helmet, but whenever it doesn't have that people notice it and many react negatively/confused. I think that's a whole neurodivergent-applicable situation in and of itself? Like damn
And then Mensah encourages Murderbot not to wear armor on Preservation station since it would not need it there, Murderbot is hesitant but ends up not wearing any (like 4 books later when we finally get to that bridge) (going for the comfortable clothes it chose for itself instead, with very strong feelings about the whole being able to make choices thing that I cannot go into further at this point because I would absolutely end up BITING SOMETHING OR SOMEONE).
And I'm not going to advocate for unmasking all the time in any setting because hell no, sometimes it absolutely sucks and people are irritated by Murderbot's now visible quirks and are afraid of what they don't know, but many GET TO KNOW Murderbot better and because there are other people that make sure Murderbot is safe and respected and are willing to get people fired for it if they disrespect it (Pin-Lee my beloved) Murderbot can experiment with this situation without being exiled to some abonded part of a planet and other people are forced to spend enough time around ot to learn to respect it and even like it. I just....... It must be so scary and Murderbot is handling so much at once and in this essay I will
PS sorry this is a disorganized mess but so am I and I have so many Thoughts and even more Emotions and so little patience.
#murderbot#the murderbot diaries#all systems red#murderbot diaries#𓄿#i sincerely hope this post isn't insensitive because i feel like the autism vibes are strong with murderbot and i am not diagnosed with tha#but i have adhd and a fun mix of anxiety and depression#and i've been deepdiving into autism research to help get one of my closest friends diagnosed (not possible at the moment)#and i relate so strongly in many ways and i dont know if its just that adhd and autism can overlap heavily#or my personal cocktail of adhd anxiety depression etc#or if i am on the spectrum somewhere myself#in any case i feel very strong solidarity and i hope i am not overstepping#but the main point here is the masking and that is DEFINITELY something ive been struggling with a lot recently#hence the strong emotions lol#i dont like to unmask. it sucks. but it can be so worth it.#and i am practicing and learning and trying my best#i feel like this fun sideblog for my scifi hyperfixations is quickly turning into a mess of therapy ramblings for myself#maybe thats because i love these books particularly BECAUSE i relate so strongly to these characters#in ways that are not NormalTM. and surprising for me#and ways that really help me figure out who i am and why dealing sith other people is so difficult for me#welp nevermind#all hail murderbot i guess
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South Park oc post :D
#digital art#my art#south park#south park fanart#south park art#South Park oc#Jamie mintz#I love her so dearly she’s my favorite daughter#she is autistic and mostly non verbal hence speech therapy#hc that Scott has to go as well and they are good buddies#also happy pride month to her#she’s transfem and a lesbian 🫶
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tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"
#bakuspeech#number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u#he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up#(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out)#we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment#and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here#but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something#but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku#but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this#this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and#that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing#but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it#its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with#and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually#I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay#but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol#not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real#and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself#and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god#that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao#but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them#have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway
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Everyone say thank you Frank for teaching Eddie the jello technique
#911 abc#i just know that's a therapy coping skill he was taught#and maybe thought was lame at first hence why keeping it to himself for so long#now hes able to share it because despite being kinda lame it works for eddie and he can now pass it on to others with pride instead of shame#eddie diaz#I'm so proud of him
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#click for better quality#arisu becomes a psychologist in the manga#hence his placement#anyways#they all need therapy#theres no way you go to the borderlands and DONT need therapy#you get therapy and you get therapy and you get therapy and you-#alice in borderland#aib#aib memes#imawa no kuni no alice#arisu ryohei#usagi aib#shuntaro chishiya#hikari kuina#ann rizuna#aib aguni#aib hatter#ahhhh im not bothered to tag everyone#oh well#gromlin's memes
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#tw suicide#idk i feel like i am probably gonna kms after TIT#i would do it sooner but i asked one of my friends to come with me and it would suck if i made him go alone#and it is something to look forward to which is helping me hang on i guess#but ughhhh once uni starts again in september i know everything is gonna fall apart.#i already got an extension on my thesis due to being a useless shell of a person who can't motivate themselves to do anything atm#but i was supposed to get some work done over the summer and have so far done nothing#hence why i want to kms before i have to talk to my fucking supervisors again and admit yet again that i simply cannot do this 😭#and it's not just this. my executive dysfunction has been so bad over the past couple of years and it's only getting worse#to the point where i can't imagine being able to work at all. and if i can't work i can't get out of my parents house#and then what the fuck is the point.#every time i see someone on here talking about bonding with their parents over dnp I'm like damn what's it like#to have parents who actually want to talk to you DSFGJJKL i know they let me live in their house at my big age#but that's only bc id literally be homeless otherwise and they're not like evil. they just don't love me#also went through a deeply embarrassing breakup recently#tl;dr ive been in love with this person for over a decade and i thought they were the dan to my phil or vice versa.#then after 10 years they left me and i'll spare the details but it has me wondering if they ever loved me#i thought it was a “let's live together and get a cat one day” relationship#but now i feel like for them. it was just a “sex and video games” type situation#i am trying soooo hard to at least be creative bc that makes me happy sometimes but it's hard to not be overly critical of myself#and now im getting to a point where i can barely even find any joy in this space any more. for a bunch of reasons#most of which revolve around me being extremely sensitive. and this is like my last bastion of dopamine so that fucking sucks#idk i don't see the point in my life any more. a social worker actually told me recently that i should consider euthanasia so.#it's just completely over for me i fear#this is not even mentioning all the damn migraines. and all the other ways in which my body simply doesn't work properly#sorry for this weird ass vent I'm not in therapy any more bc i couldn't find a therapist willing to treat me+all my diagnoses at this point#and im scared my friends will stop wanting to talk to me if i talk to them about this. several of them already have#the 2 friends i have left anyway. that's a whole other thing. when they said it's hard for autistic ppl to make friends i took that persona#so uh at this point it's vent here or develop a substance abuse problem. and im already halfway to having a substance abuse problem#anyway dan and phil for the love of god please fucking post something tonight. unfortunately you are my only hope
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Guilty Pleasures
Literally all I want, all I need, is to be taken care of by some hot, hot man. I want him to coddle me, worry over my wellbeing, and all around be attentive to my needs. Those fics where the reader faints, is overworked, gets sick, has horrible period cramps, or is injured (Minor or on the brink of death) I eat those up every time. This is why characters like Leon and Carlos from resident evil, and then COD characters like Ghost from MWF2 are fueling my hot military men agenda. It’s such an easy setting to be like, “Guess what you’re too injured to walk and now have to be carried to safety by a man of hulking muscle” I want someone to sit by my bed in the hospital waiting for me to wakeup, holding my hand, telling my unconscious body its all going to be okay, you’re going to be okay. Because he’s going to make sure it happens. Hurt /comfort with a physical injury, none of this emotional angst please, is what I gobble up in fanfiction when done well.
#Fanfic#CodMWF2#Resident Evil#Leon Kennedy#Carlos Oliveira#Ghost#Simon Ghost Riley#Do I need to seek therapy??#Nomnomnom eating fanfic and you can't stop me nomnomnomnom#hurt/comfort#Fluff#Care#xreader#I am aware this is in no way shape or form an ideal for reality#Hence why I gobble it up in Fanfiction#A place of fiction and all around imagination
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Watched the marvellous To Wong Foo, Thanks For Everything! Julie Newmar last night and here I am once again asking why they didn’t just take Blanche to see a drag show
#im just saying!!! she would have got it!!! she would have snapped out of that homophobia faster than you can say ‘work’!!!!!!!!#please don’t take this too seriously I’m supposed to be working but I’m literally tired off my mind atm lol#hence the blanche thoughts#i mean. her journey towards acceptance is actually really important to me#and I think it was *crucial* to show in the series for many reasons I probably can’t articulate well now#it’s good to show that even positive characters can be bigoted! and it’s GREAT to show they can change their mind!!!#it’s both a great character journey for her and a great message for the audience#but also you know. she’s all for that!! glamour!! style!! larger than life is just the right size!!! art!!! dance!!! it fits her to a T!!!!#she technically knows what a drag queen is bc she uses the term but I’m CONVINCED shock therapy would have done her good#too bad Clayton wasn’t that type of gay man#the golden girls#today is a shitposts and memes kinda day for me. take it or leave it
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ok but if i wrote a marine au for doflamingo where he was taken into protective custody by the marines after escaping mary geoise (kicking & screaming, mind you), is pardoned of his crimes/has his life spared (and is allowed to stay with his brother) so long as he follows a few specific instructions, is raised to be a marine and eventually becomes the unhinged vice admiral in charge of g-5 instead of vergo, what then? who's gonna stop me?
matter of fact, who is going to enable me?
#‘ 001. ’ (out of character)#he's still very much mentally unwell & kind of a sociopath still hence the bloodthirsty g-5 vice admiral thing;#but part of his “few specific instructions” is him being forced to get mental health treatment & therapy for his unresolved issues#so he'll be as normal as a man with this many issues can be#he's also rosinante's personal attack dog; nobody gets to bully his little brother but him hmph
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