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How did your meeting go with the surgeons?
it was memorable
#sci speaks#the sci files#im glad i've done all the research. i feel okay. i feel safe and confident. and the doctors have all been really kind and helpful.#lots of good vibes. and they're moving me through the system so quickly. i'm glad it'll be dealt with so soon.#feels so crazy that this has been going on. right under my skin. and it's all explained now and i feel so much more in control.#i know whats going on!! with my funky body!! no more unanswered questions!!#i feel really good these days. optimistic. i feel like i understand myself a lot more and it means i'm better to myself.#but you'll all have to be patient with me. please be patient with me like i've learnt to be patient with myself.
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i think i'm hilarious -- aka i made blood blossom danny au memes
all of these come from my DpxDC prompt "i am pushing the batdad agenda--" and it's corresponding additions in the reblogs ksdjlf.
i am. rotating them in my head. forever and always. personally i think there should be more batdad aus in dpxdc, their dynamic could be neat. :)
#THAT FIRST ONE TOOK ME A HOT MINUTE TO MAKE. i have never been more careful with a trackpad. imgflip doesnt have an undo button#i think its fucking hilarious#its a batdad au#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc#dc x dp#mmm i need to come up with a name for this au#found family ftw WHOOOO. i could just do a generic 'blood blossom au' tag but i want a specific one because i like being unique#eldest batkid danny au#chronically ill danny au#danny: im grateful he's helping me but im still kinda apprehensive...#battinson: vaults over a car to escape reporters. likes rock music. isn't fucking evil. punched a cop. actively looking for a cure#danny: ...huh. okay.#furiously pushing the batdad agenda for my own gain. just look at them guys. they're funny little guys.#unofficial witness protection to adoption pipeline.#bruce wayne accidental teen acquisition. save a teenager gain a son#its about the adventure of them going from strangers to friends to family :)#im bored of the bruce slander guys in the words of hermes from hadestown:#ā[its] about someone who *triesā*#danny saw a funny man in a funny costume eat the side of a dumpster and has never related more with someone on a spiritual level#ābrother eugh i feel that. oh heY WAIT HERO BUDDY?? SAME HAT??? SAME HAT?ā#danny's been the only hero he's known since he was 13. on god he is leaping at this opportunity. like YES. PLEASE BE ANOTHER HERO#HELP ME GET AWAY FROM CERTIFIED CRAZY MAN. HELP. YOU'RE SCARY AND HIDING IN THE DARK. EVEN BETTER. HELP A BROTHER OUT HERE#blood blossom au#for the time being thats the name
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everybody go home. this is my magnum opus
#HELP THIS IS KILLING ME#the original version of this had hua cheng in a āi have a CRAZY wife she hates STUPID PEOPLE and LOVES DOGS and im NOT AFRAID TO USE HERā#but if hua cheng was at midwestern gas station number 472 in the novelty slogan tshirt aisle#she for sure would get some sort of āyour wife (woman symbol) vs MY WIFE (wonder woman silhouette)ā#or ātrophy šš WIFEā#or possibly a āreturn to wife if lostā#or āi have a SMOKIN HOT wifeā#or āim the BOSS til my WIFE gets homeā#or ā5 things you should know about my WIFE: 1. she is my queen 2. she is a bit crazy 3. she can whoop your ass#4. she says whatever she is thinking 5. mess with her and theyll never find your bodyā#or āi go to work so my wife can COLLECT SCRAPSā#or even at worst. ā my wife is the PRINCESS the mouse LOSTā#xie lian would be initially embarassed. but you know her ass would be wearing a āproud PROPERTY of an AWESOME WIFEā shirts @ heaven meetings#or āiām not scared of ANYTHING - my WIFE is a CALAMITYā#which was sold as a metaphor for your wife being mean and powerful. but she wears it straight.#or even āim not GAY but my WIFE isā lmfao#anyway.#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#hualian#hua cheng#xie lian#hualesbians#modern au#tgcf meme#my art#art#tgcf shitpost#lmao#mxtx
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so iām kind of obsessed with this partā¦
#these guys go crazy with seatbelts#nobody ask me about this#do i need to seek help#yeah#im just making stoopy gifs now i just wanna share this with you all#but seriously guys does anybody wanna about this with me š«¶š„²#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool & wolverine#deadpool x wolverine#deadclaws#logan howlett#wade wilson#deadpool#wolverine
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AYOO, HAIR?!!?
HELL YEAH
THESE ARE OLD BUT I THINK I HAVE TO REVISIT THEM
#rottmnt#biestart#bodyguard au#IM GOING CRAZY#HELP#YALL ENABLING ME#acutally dont stop#FEEDING MY BRAIN
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The way Annabeth was thinking so far ahead of Percy that Percy was confused. The way she refused to elaborate on anything, and then was like; 'I'm surrounded by idiots' whenever someone (Percy) didn't understand her. The way she looked so smug after she pushed Percy into the water and he got claimed. THE WAY SHE WAS SO BLUNT!!!!! ("ARE YOU STALKING ME??" "yeah lol")
Sorry, but that's the most accurate Annabeth in the world holy smokes Leah did such a good job. All my forgotten love for Annabeth's character that I felt while reading the books just crashed into me full force and I'm frothing at the mouth with obsession.
ā-Youāre gonna expect me to know how to do something I donāt know how to do, and I end up falling flat on my face, I- I canāt really have that right now.ā āYou still donāt get where you fit into all of this, do you?ā SHEāS TALKING ABOUT THE PROPHECY AND HOW SHE KNOWS HE'S A POSIEDON KID, BUT SHE HIDES IT AS HOW HE DOESNāT KNOW HIS PLACE IN THE CAPTURE THE FLAG GAME!!!! BECAUSE SHE WONāT TELL HIM!!!! AND ITS EPIC BECAUSE IN THE CAPTURE THE FLAG GAME HE DOES FALL FLAT ON HIS FACE, BUT IN THE PROPHECY HE DOES GET HIS DAD TO SEE HIM!!!! And then she fixes his armor plate, making sure that its secure. Making sure he won't get hurt. That's not part of her plan, and things always go according to her plan. She's the game master. IM SCREAMING
#just posting some of my thoughts because I haven't seen anyone else going feral over annabeths portrayal yet#she was by far my favourite part holy shit idk what crack leah laced in her characterization but I am so addicted#HER SMUGNESS#HER APOLOGETIC LOOK BEFORE PUSHING PERCY INTO THE WATER#NO SOCIAL SKILLS - ALL BLUNT ANSWERS AND LAME ASS JOKES#shes just skipping under the invisibility cap#meandering after Percy as Clarrise beats him up#whistling out of tune while vaugely wondering how she'll get Percy to let her join his quest after this#im sorry but i am so crazy about her portrayal holy smoking Hephaestus someone help me#pjo+#percy jackon and the olympians#silly mispelled trending tag#percy jackson#annabeth chase
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like iāve said time and time again, i havenāt watched bbc merlin in years but i was just wondering when the first time merlin called arthur by his name to his face and im scrolling thru the transcripts on the fandom wiki (supposedly it was s1ep4 btw) and im skimming the script for all these episodes and getting angrier and angrier. gaius was wrong for all that. morgana deserved so much better. edwin muirden was valid as hell (for targeting uther AND gaius. yeah. i said it.). also kilgharrah ate with that one lil line āthen turn a blind eye. that is, after all, your talentā okay lizard brain pop offff.
#gaius telling merlin to stop using magic so casually in the privacy and security of their quarters?????#wtf is wrong with that???? ur only instilling unnecessary fear and shame into him#gaius KNOWING morgana is a seer but gaslighting her into believing its nothing more than dreams#same shit#making her feel crazy for something shes going thru#OOOOO GAIUS GOT ME PISSED OFF#SORRY#IM NOT NORMALLY ANTI GAIUS BUT WHEW#reading back thru these transcripts got me heated#gaius and uther and kilgharrah were all wrong#there were hints of arthur being accepting of magic in s1#when gwen was accused of healing her father arthur literally stood up to his father about it#ABOUT MAGIC!!!!!#and told him that even if gwen had used magic she used it to cure her father#he described it as an act of love and kindness#FUCKKK#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#morgana le fay#morgana pendragon#anti gaius#sorryyy#but im actually not#like uther committed a genocide and we hate him yeah but gaius stood by and did NOTHING and even built off of uthers actions#yeah sure he didnt kill anyone or turn anyone in to uther but he used uthers actions as a way to instill fear and shame into magic users#who came to him for HELP#merlin repeatedly about other magic users circa s1: but theyre like me!!#gaius and kilgharrah: no they are bad and evil and need to die!!!#everything wouldve been so much better had merlin just followed his heart and made his own choices
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Omega! Logan who was born in the 1800s when secondary gender roles were very prevalent but it actually really suited him and he wanted to be a home maker and have a bunch of pups but he was always too big and hairy and and not seen as a good Omega. Alphas would sleep with him but never treat him the way they would a āproperā omega and they didnāt ever want anything serious because itās like almost shameful to have a big hairy omega.
Then times change and Omegas start breaking out of the cookie cutter roles and they go into the work force and what not (feminism but itās omegas) and Logan is very happy for them he thinks they all deserve the right to choose, but still no one wants him. And everyone expects him being an omega with the way he looks to be at the forefront of the movement to want the change for himself, but he doesnāt.
And over the years he toughened up and stops looking to start a family and put his dreams on the back burner to become what everyone expected of him.
And then everything happens and all the sudden Logan finds himself in a universe without secondary genders, where he isnāt a too big and hairy omega, heās just some guy.
And unintentionally he finds his way into the role heās always craved, where he takes care of the home and the dog while Wade makes the money, and itās the closest heās ever been to the life he wanted. He mostly retires from fighting and heroing, but now heās ready for a new challenge. And being near Laura has only served to dig up that old desire and instinct he tried to bury so long ago
And I mean, even if the mutant hate wasnāt as bad as it is in Loganās old world there was still a time here not to long ago when mutants were ran out and scattered around the world. And now with the people at Xavierās working on getting the Mutants back into the city trying to re group with their still dwindling numbers. I mean Logan and Wade should help with the mutant re population efforts, who better to do that then two very eager immortals who can heal from anything and with a whole gang of friends around them for free child care.
#I just think Wade should get Logan pregnant over and over again#barefoot and pregnant Logan#and all the old x men coming back to the city#and they heard that a Logan from a diffrent timeline is here#and they see him and heās freaking pregnant and holding a baby he just had a few months ago#and heās happier then theyāve ever seen him#and Wade is just so damn happy to keep getting Logan pregnant and having babies#and all their kids would have super cool powers#they get a lot of help with their gaggle of kids but all the kiddos know they are so loved by their dads#ugh just Logan having given up on this dream so long ago and then he finally gets it after he thinks his whole life turned to shit#and heās finally treated like an omega with a loving alpha that heās always wanted#and hes not even in the omegaverse anymore and wade isnāt an alpha#feminism isnāt about all women going into the work force#itās about the ability to choose#Logan fully supports omega and womenās rights#i might delete this later#sorry about this post#omegaverse#omega logan#poolverine#deadclaws#and Wade always wants to show Logan off#as like the hottest guy ever#and Logan who has always been treated like something to hide is just giddy with it#and heās getting properly dotted on and cared for in bed#and after so Long of logan being treated like something to hide something to not been seen in a relationship with#he would never let Wade feel that way#he thinks wade is so handsome#just the absolute perfect alpha despite not even being an alpha#plz DM me about poolverine im going crazy
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pov i did in fact get a (v cheap) cane to see if it helped any but I'm??? apprehensive about using it or telling anyone about it cause im?? Idk if it will improve my life but it's a temporary solution until I can go to the doctor. Anyway this is just me telling someone( the internet) about it cause it frankly should not be this big of a deal. It just is cause that's the type of person I am. I mean- my friends can attest to me not being able to stand or walk for long periods of time, I just don't want them to??? i don't wanna say judge me, but maybe think I am being dramatic?? It really is temporary to see if it helps so. Idk. I know they probably wouldn't but man im just.ragh. I also was under the assumption that canes are just for support when walking but apparently nthey are also helpful if you have trouble standing. good to know cause that's where most of my issues lie. walking sucks too but I can usually deal cause im too focused on other things such as 'dont get hit by car' and 'dont let knees get too straight'
ALSO SIDE NOTE I WILL BE GOING TO A DOCTOR SOMETIME AFTER JANUARY IM JUST LITERALLY TOO BUSY AND POOR RN TO DO SO
#anyway#ughh#I am the type of person who does the 'am i gay quiz'#i also have not figured out if im aromantic for this same reason#but thats like a whole dif problem#While i was doing research to see if maybe it WOULD help I saw a lot of people being like#'yeah people who don't need canes generally don't think about getting one at length'#so#anyway will probably delete this#BTW THIS IS ALSO HOW I WAS ABOUT BEING AUTISTIC SO??#I HAVE A TRACK RECORD FOR NOT WANTING TO BE FAKING/THINKING I MUST SOMEHOW BE FAKING#idk how I would fake body pain tho#not a vent btw#it kinda reads like one#idk im just trying to figure out how to not feel apprehensive about using it#its less shame and more ' someone is gonna see me and somehow know i dont need it' even tho I DONT EVEN KNOW IF I DONT NEED IT#chat is it crazy to not want to be in pain all the time and to use something that might help#and if it doesnt its not the end of the world#or os it#are people going to eat me alive for using a cane without knowing if i actually need it#raghhh#back to drawing now#if you read this far#gold star#lets see if i actually post this idk
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my mains in ranked matches C:
#dont tag as ship#idv fanart!!! thats crazy!!! i should do more!!!#identity v#idv#naib subedar#victor grantz#luca balsa#idv mercenary#idv postman#idv prisoner#identity v mercenary#identity v prisoner#identity v postman#is this how u fandom tag. whao#~ art#naib subedar.fam#luca balsa.crsh#victor grantz.plat#i have a hybrid playstyle: first and foremost is being a rescuer main and the secondary depends but it could be anything#naib is my first choice all the time. i would focus on rescuing and bodyblocking as much as i can. so rescue/rescue#but i can also go rescue/support- and thats where victor is. his dog wick helps a lot with rescue believe me or not. many clutch moments#and there's rescue/decoding- but ... i think its more like decoding/rescuing. i always decode as luca because hes very fast at it.#but in emergencies i bring tide turner if rescuing presents itself nicely for luca. maybe all the other rescuer types are out of commission#-so i try to help a bit.#ājil what about knee jerk reflex or flywheel effectā#I ALWAYS FORGET TO USE THE FLYWHEEL EFFECT IM NOT USED TO ITSDJFHSJFHSJHDJS I WOULD ONLY NOTICE THE BUTTON AFTER I GET CHAIRED FGNGNFGF#knee jerk uhh... idk... doesnt really suit me LOL buuut i suppose i can try practicing it with it more. but... tide turner :pleading:#im not removing borrowed time either sooo :pleading: :pleading: HAHAH#buuut ya!!#theyre a funny trio :) luca and his antisocial friends /jj
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LET PEOPLE WRITE WHAT THEY WANT AND FOR WHO THEY WANT !!!!!
#if you feel entitled to a character get help#or a trope like get a grip#thats not normal#i promise you the trope you think you invented has been on ao3 since 2008#the character doesn't belong to you no matter how much time you invested in them writing wise#the way i have to say this is crazy#i will never understand gatekeeping a pixel like that is insane#and if you're mad im saying its insane then i just want you to know#womp womp go outside#if you're a gatekeeper like that unfollow me#i dont want you here#AND LET PEOPLE BE HAPPY !!!!!!!
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Please tell me why this scene is hotter than any piece of cinema ever made? I blame @johnwickb1tsch & @sweetwolfcupcake for making me replay this at least ten time in the past half hour.
#Someone fucking help#the way he moves#The way he growls#Kill me im begging#I had to get this out of my brain#Iām going fucking crazy
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literally could not stop thinking about the last couple lines from @anuninterestingperson 's fic
which you can find ^ HERE read it plsplsplspslpsls
#we've (me and my partner) have been going insane abt this fic#also shoutout to him for helping me figure out the hand situation here#sifloop#isat spoilers#in stars and time#isat fanart#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat#the fic is isiloop which we ALL know im crazy abt#but alas i dont think i could tag this artwork that
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Me, shaking as I fiddle with my script: Iām a barbie g-girlā in a baby wooorllddd~
#tell me why my nervous response to my presentation is to sing that song#lowkey helps bht its also crazy cuz im crying laughing as i sing it#whack#starting the year strong with anxiety lets go#gummmyspeaks
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wait, that elias?
#huge shoutout to @sepezzz elias design this is very much inspired by it. go look at it#im so serious if i never draw another person manspreading in a fucking office chair itāll be TOO SOON#anyways.#the juxtaposition truly is crazy hahaaha right people change in the weirdest of ways#i like thinking about how they both present themselves. elias understands he works at Important Academic Research Facility so he still#sooort of tries to look somewhat official. but well he also gets away with what he can#he has that vibe of Yeah i work here and im kind of important but iām chill. i know how to chill#meanwhile that other freak is just like i am going to make this body look presentable or so help me god.#heās the Head of the Institute he can no longer have whimsy okay. and listen itās not because i think jonah is that boring and would#dislike piercings and funny socks or whatever. i think heād like those. but see he needs to make this believable that elias truly has#changed okay. and also like i said he is the Head of the Institute he needs to look Super Normal And Unremarkable#anyways i think itās funny how eliasā whole thing is that he tries to distance himself from his family image and tries really hard to Not#end up like a rich asshole. and then. well.#(looks around) So i think about this man a normal amount.#i could write like 20 thinkpieces on both of them but instead theyāre gonna make me do college essays about like language and shit.#myart#the magnus archives#tma#elias bouchard#oh my god it is actually un fucking believable how much i think about him every day#if this becomes a daily elias blog yall will just have to deal
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Spamton cares so much about other people and I'm tired of pretending he doesn't
#just sent a whole rant to my friends about this so im not going to retype it all here but holy shit.#it makes me crazy just how much he cares#'well he swindles people out of things and only looks out for himself' YEAH? YEAH???? AND?#this can also coexist with the fact that he wants to help people and deeply deeply cares. hes a walking contradiction already!!!!!#i have SO many feelings about his innate need to help others THAT IS BLATANTLY PRESENT IN HIS WORDS *AND* ACTIONS#FUCK MAN!!!!!!!!#laika originals
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