#hell if I have time to I might draw those hugs hahaha!

[a-chaotically-small-lunta]

HAPPY HUG A GIANT DAY!!!

Hugs to all you giants and sizeshifters out there! From your local weird sizeshifter turned small for the day!

[butterbeerblurbs]

Mmmm, last one. Hope I'm not overwhelming you.

"I'm bad at texting first, so I hope you will." Omg imagine Fred being introduced to muggle things by you, muggle born/half blood, and finding appreciation for muggle things like his dad

88 dandelions celebration 🌼 // dandelions: 88 tag "i’m bad at texting first, so i hope you will.” // fred weasley x reader 🌸 (let’s set... their phones to be the ones in the olden days 👁👁 like a nokia HAHAHA - where you’d need to text with those keyboards with a few letters in one button ; - ; is my age showing lol)

dating a muggle-born, meant that fred somehow had the best of both worlds. he was up to learn anything and everything that was a part of your world, wanting to be a part of it, too. though, sometimes it can get pretty confusing and difficult, fred gave it his all. a hundred and ten percent, no less. when fred is determined, he can lift up the entire world (you). he’s intelligent (sometimes too intelligent for his own good - or, using it in... not the best way) and he knows he’s capable of learning anything.

but this... texting thing, was absolutely manic.

he’d rather send owls any day and at times, howlers but texting...? using his fingers to tap out the letters? needing to do acrobats with his mind that he’d need to press numbers that actually form letters or that he was pressing the numbers a couple of times to get a certain letter? this was absurd. it took him a good hour to try to text you back the first time, and the times after that he had sped up in his typing.

still... it confused him on days end. 

regardless, fred still tried... even if it means... godric, this is embarrassing-”love...” fred calls out softly, eyes glued to the way you casually pulled out your phone to reply a text within seconds before putting it away, diverting your attention back to your picnic. sometimes, having time away from magic and just... being present together meant everything to you. and fred. with that, certain dates come in a form of having a picnic at a park nearby where you lived with your parents - away from magic. perks of being a muggle-born.

“hm?” you look up to him looking down on you, feeling his arms tightening around your waist as he huffs, “how’d the bloody hell you do that?”

you look around to ponder upon what he might be on about and he shifts against the tree trunk he’s leaning against, causing small friction against your back (because guess what, fred’s an awfully good cuddler regardless of where he is). in your silence, fred fills in with his thoughts out loud.

“how do you... ‘text’ so fast? that’s ridiculous! d’you know how long i take to text you back sometimes? thirty minutes!” you know you shouldn’t be laughing, but you are when he seems to go on with this tangent, almost going red at this point, “and for what?! i manage a feeble five word sentence! it’s absolutely bonkers!”

“i’m so bad at texting,” he groans, thumping his head against the bark, “i always hope you’d text first so i’d know where to reply immediately,” he shakes his head, it’s almost as if he wasn’t even waiting for your reply, continuing to ramble on, “i’d get all giddy to reply you and then? i get ticked off because i can’t even reply you on time. bloody hell, reckon the owl would reach faster than i could tell you how much i love you over text...”

when it seems like fred’s done with his rant, you shift carefully in his hold, now straddling him and he pouts, brows furrowed as he looks at you. his hands remain by your waist despite your movements, now drawing small circles against your hipbone over the material of your dress.

“why’re you smiling like that?” he squints his eyes, only making you grin wider as you snake your arms around his neck, leaning in to press a kiss to his forehead before you rest yours against his, “because, i feel so lucky that my magical, one of a kind boyfriend, puts in a lot of effort to understand things that are a part of my life and doesn’t involve magic,”

“i bet that stupid phone is actually dark magic...” he mutters under his breath and you giggle, quickly surprising him with a peck on the lips that gets him to snap out of it - finally.

“i mean it, freddie,” your smile is still evident, if not much warmer this time, “it means a lot to me, and i’m really happy you’re trying,”

“see?” he shakes his head, moving his hands to wrap around your waist to make you sit snugly atop of him as he hugs you tight. he watches how happiness fills your bones, brimming from your eyes as they form mini-like crescents that seem to dip into his heart, stealing a bit more than you already have a whole of, “with you like this, i’d learn knitting if you wanted me to,”

there’s a small pause of silence, to which fred’s mortified-”d’you really?! katie was just talking about it the other day!”

“...oh merlin, if you’re watching...”

[demon-winchester]

Tremors Behind The Veil Chapter 8

-Chapter 8- Sylvia's POV: You need to pull yourself together I thought to myself as I was leaving my cover. "We meet again" I screamed at Abigor. He glanced at me and I could feel he was smiling. "Hahaha, the small girl survived... I still remember the splendid taste of your brother little vamp" Abigor replied. That broke something in me... Vengeance was calling my name. I started rushing towards the knight, he still had Aiden on his grasp and it was time to free him. I summoned my Twin Sickles and I started stabbing him. The attacks did nothing and I could see Aiden turning purple. I dashed back and I started rushing again. I jumped on some tables, I grasped my sickles tightly, I stretched the chain and I lept on Abigor. I tied the chain on his neck and I started hanging from him. He started sidestepping and I heard him choke, that's when I knew I needed to apply even more pressure. He threw Aiden on a wall, he grabbed my chains and he started gasping for air.

Aiden's POV: I started gasping and gasping trying to catch my breath. This fucker actually came close I thought to myself. I saw Sylvia hanging from him with her chains tied around his throat. "Oh so you finally decided to join the fun?" I sassed while getting up from the rubble. "Oh shit" I whispered. Abigor managed to free himself and he grabbed Sylvia pushing her to a wall. I picked up my gun and I started shooting him. The bullets were affecting him but he wouldn't stop. He kept hitting her while she was down. "You have no magic to help you this time little vamp" he growled. I kept shooting and shooting and after two magazines he screamed in pain. "Erebus...Drag your hand across its blade and let it cut you" Sylvia managed to say while Abigor started to push through the pain. I removed my gauntlet and I followed the instructions cutting myself. As the blood was touching the sword when I was dragging my hand, the blade started changing. It grew wider and somehow purple, it was shining and whatever was inside the blade it was moving around.

While the blade was getting transformed I started losing my armor and my wings, I was now a simple human with simple clothes holding a big shining purple sword. What the hell I thought to myself. I know I need to work fast. I rushed towards Abigor significantly slower than before and this time the sword was actually doing damage, it was really scratching his armor and it left an aftermath of energy after every attack. Red smoke was coming out of every scratch. He was in terrible pain... His screams would shake the ground but he would still not let her go. "You know what...You have taken a toll on all of us...I am ending you" I growled. He started laughing as I was letting the energy from the sword travel through me. I closed my eyes and I took a deep breath as I was trying to contain the energy. One breath, one movement, one moment and this torment would stop. I breathed out and a purple ray flew from the edge of the sword hitting Abigor on his chest. The blast left a hole on his body and red smoke was flowing out of it, he finally fell down helpess. I helped Sylvia up and we slowly approached him. I held the sword on top of his neck. "Sylvia, grab the handle along with me... It's closure for you too" I said to her and if she hadn't been through hell she would smile. "Any last words?" I asked Abigor. "Curse you, your children too. And their children, forever true." he answered as he was chocking. That made me smile. "So...Shall we?" I said to Sylvia. "May God have mercy upon your soul because I won't." I sighed and we pushed the blade through his neck. And with that, complete silence. He stopped moving and what was once the club was now a building in ruins. "Bastard" Sylvia said and she spit on him. "That's a great time for a drink" I said with joy and I headed to the few bottles that weren't destroyed with Sylvia right behind me. I jumped behind the bar. "Pick your poison love" I said.  We agreed on a bottle of red wine and we were ready to start drinking. "You know what, it's the perfect time for a toast." I exclaimed. "To putting an end to unfinished bussines." she said raising her glass. "To lady death and may she be on our side on the approaching fights." I continued and our glasses met. "Are you old enough to drink?" she asked. "We killed an executioner that had returned from the dead...Do you want to see my ID or does that cover you?" I sassed. She started laughing. "Calm down boy..let me jest" she answered and she kept laughing. "Anyways, with your club destroyed what are you going to do?" I asked. "Well, good question actually...I've always wanted to move to another country for a fresh start and I don't think I'm getting a better chance... I can't help but see hope throughout this mayhem and well, a fresh start is all I need...I hope. What about you?" she said. "Hm, now that I'm powered up again I need to find Circe though there's a talk I need to have with Lydia." I continued. "How so?" she asked. "Well, you see she doesn't have powers and she came all the way here in the middle of the night while we were fighting...She could've been killed, I told her to stay away from me" and as I was saying that a slap hit me. "She came here to help you, you fool and you're going to hold it against her? You know, you might know how to fight but you really need to learn to understand people more..." she said with anger in her voice. "So what do you think I should do?" I asked. "You should figure it out yourself" she said and she took a sip, "Also about Erebus" she continued. "Oh yeah what's up with that... My armor went away while I transformed it" I said. "Well that's the thing... The hunger this blade has while transformed is insatiable, it draws energy from whenever it can and your armor is a great source, you should remember though... Don't hold it in this form for more than a few minutes after your armor has gone away, it starts eating life force and that's not ideal." she continued. "Alright then, I'll have it in mind" I replied. We talked for a bit more, about her story and about mine too, the bottle had reached its bottom. She placed the glass on the table, she got up, she took a sealed one and she started walking away. "It's time to say goodbye Aiden and about Circe you should try searching in abandoned churches, those places are rotten grounds, perfect for Harbingers...Give her my regards." she sighed. "Bye then, I'll take your words to heart and I hope we meet again." I said with a smile. "You shouldn't hope." she said and she closed the door behind her. Time to head out I thought to myself so I grabbed a bottle of wine and I returned to the hideout..It was morning by now and people have started gathering around the ruins of the club. It took me some time but I reached the hideout and that pun in the entrance always makes me laugh. I jumped on the couch and I fell asleep almost instantly.... I hadn't slept that good in ages. I woke up and I checked my phone. A text from Lydia saying hello sent 10 hours ago....God how long have I been sleeping. "Hi there" I answered and she instantly started typing.

Hello                    Hi there                    What's up MY GOD YOU'RE ALIVE                    You're not getting rid of me that easily ...... Look we need to talk                    Okaaay, feel free to say what you want Not here... I mean talk in person                    What's going on? Look, can you be at the garden behind the hotel at 12?                    Like... Midnight? Yes                    Alright... I'll be there

And so time came to pass... I dressed up and I headed to the garden. The place was beautiful. Bushes with unique colours all around... A fountain in the middle frozen from the cold with patches of icebound flowers surrounding it, benches placed under old lamps and snowflakes longing to hug the frigid landscape. I saw her and I approached her, we nodded and we both started looking at the frozen fountain. "Look" I told her, "I know I haven't been the most supportive friend. I've been so caught up with the -whatever the fuck this shit is- and I never took a moment to think that I didn't act the way I should have". She raised her eyebrow. "No matter how difficult this thing is, I should have considered how nerve racking must be seeing a friend you've known all these years put himself on the grasp of death..." I continued. "Could you please tell me what you did that you think was wrong?" she asked. "Well, for starters, when I talked to you about this situation you wanted to help and I did my best to stop you from that, even if I wanted to protect you I should have been a bit more careful. Next when I lost my bluetooth I didn't even try to contact you another way which led you to coming to help me.. I should have escorted you out of harms way that very moment but instead I screamed at you and I returned to the shitshow... Lastly, I should have contacted you the moment I was safe..." I replied.  "Hm" she said, "Do you know why I called you here?". "No" I replied. "Look, I do want to apologise myself... I felt like a burden coming on the club, I shouldn't be something else you have to have your mind on".  "Wait" I said interrupting her, "I never got to tell you that but thank you... You weren't a burden... on the contrary, I don't know how that fight would have ended if you hadn't stepped in at that moment".  "Nevertheless, we had a deal and I broke it... The moment that I saw those pieces of rubble fly towards us I knew that I shouldn't have been there and the fact that I made you endure the hit really made me feel bad" she continued. "Please don't do this... You were the best support I could have asked for" I said. "This world isn't for me and I can't pretend that I am able to withstand the anxiety that comes with it... I don't know if I can help you anymore and that includes comms... It's hard for me to say that you know" she sighed. "I understand... The moment I saw him approaching you... I've never felt so much concern and so much hate, not towards him... Towards me for dragging you into all...that" I said. "What I'm trying to say is I'm sorry and thank you.... You were a big help and I'd feel happy to have you on the comms if you're up to it..." I said with a small smile. "There's another thing... The trip ends in a couple of days and you'll be alone here which will make the situation even worse. I'm asking you... Leave this behind and come home with the rest of us" she continued. "I can't do that... I would love to return to how things were but now that's something I'm unable to do... My plan now is saving Circe, returning home and finding a way to get these stuff off of me" I sighed. "That sounds fair" she said, "So, all good?". "It seems like it..." I replied, "We still have a night to spare, what are you in the mood for?". "Okay, I have a great idea. We head to this great 24/7 diner, get a bite, a drink and then walk in the old city" she said excited. "You know what... I dig that, let's not waste a moment!" I replied. And so we begun. We headed to the diner and we bought some snacks and hot chocolate . We started walking around talking laughing and just enjoying this part of the city. The cold was stinging a bit but nothing we couldn't handle, I didn't really mind because it was just what was needed for the scenery to look like that. Roofs covered in snow all around, tall trees almost crystallised by the cold and snowflakes dancing in the breeze. The time was passing fast and after walking around for hours we concluded that we should return. We were moving in an alley to save time and we saw a person emerge from its end. I have a bad feeling I thought to myself, I looked behind us and I noticed someone was on our tail. "Give me your gloves" I said with a low voice and that's exactly what she did. I summoned my gauntlets and I covered them with the gloves. We had almost reached the end of the street but the man was still blocking, he now had his hand inside his jacket... We were getting closer and closer. "Look what we have here" the man said while drawing a knife , "such a great night to do a good deed and help my poor soul". We tried to step back but a woman was in the way with a knife on her hand as well . "I don't think they are really into charity love" she said to who I presume was her boyfriend. "Here's the thing kids, if you give us your stuff we'll let you go, it would be terrible to stain this street with blood wouldn't it" the man said to us, "I like your pink gloves dude, really... Manly" he continued and the couple started chucking. "Oh you have no idea" I said under my breath. "Don't" Lydia told me. "We don't have all night, start with your wallets" said the woman. "You heard the lady, now hurry... It would be a pity for something bad to happen to your lady friend... You get me dude, man to man, you know how that is, she looks like fun" the man said and I felt my heart pumping. "You done fucked up" said Lydia. "Stop talking girl" said the man while putting the knife closer to her throat. I grabbed the hand and I smashed his elbow, a loud crack echoed in the alley, the man fell down and he started screaming in pain and in disbelief. "You little shit!" screamed the woman and she tried to stab me but I blocked the knife with my gauntlets. "What the fuck" she muttered and I grabbed her head with my arm, I smiled and I smashed it on the wall letting her drop down unconscious. His screams were still going and I saw Lydia kicking him in the guts. "His stupid voice enrages me" I said to her and I approached him. "Nah I got it" she said, she took a few steps back and she kicked him in the head knocking him out. "Ouch, that's gonna hurt like a bitch when he wakes up" I chuckled. "Thank you... Exactly what I was going for" she replied and she started laughing. "I hope you won't kick me too but I may have stained your gloves with a tiny bit of blood" I said. "Nah they make them look less childish... You know, the blood really brings out a murderous intent the normal pink just can't" she replied smiling. "Cool point of view... Does that mean I should stain your pyjamas too?" I said with a grin. "Sheesh, I'm trying to make a joke here and you take it as a chance to hit more people" she laughed. "On my defense I read on a fashion magazine that scarlet red is gonna be worn a lot this year" I continued. "Admitting you're reading fashion magazines isn't a great defense per say but you do you" she replied with a laugh. "We should probably call the police shouldn't we?" I said and she pulled out her phone. "Already on it" she Said. She left an anonymous tip and we continued our wall back. Some time passed and we finally managed to reach the hotel. I followed her to the lobby "So I guess this is goodnight" I said. "Oh, you're not going to your room?" she asked. "We shouldn't give miss old hag the chance to ask questions should we" I replied. "Fair" she said, "That was fun... You know, up until the mugging part". "Attempted mugging you mean... But yeah, it was fun" I said. "The trip days are running out" she continued, "we should do something tomorrow". "I would love to but I have a lead for Circe that I need to follow... Can't wait for when I get back so we can hang out more" I said. "Likewise" she said and she yawned, "I guess it's goodnight then". "I guess it is" I replied with a smile, "Goodnight". "Night" she answered and she started going up the stairs. Time to go back to the hideout and be all alone I thought to myself and I sighed. I walked out of the hotel and the sun was rising.

[spacegirlinorbit]

Fooling You? Series

Fooling You? Chapter 4: For when two are gone the third will speak

Warnings: swearing 

Taglist: @treestarrrrrrrr

Fooling you Masterlist 

A/N: so I changed Marlene’s story a little in this story to her transferring to hogwarts the summer before her 5th year not six for something later on in the story. Also for the sake of the story and something that will appear more important later we are going to assume that Grindelwald’s patronus is a phoenix like Dumbledore.  

(All rights to HP universe belong to JK Rowling)

I do not own the gifs (found edit on google)

Song: A Sweeter Place by Selena Gomez ft. Kid Cudi 

Chapter 4: For when two are gone the third will speak

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“Sorry about Marlene. She’s usually worked up after Quidditch practice.” Says Dorcas.

“Oh that’s okay.” I get out before Lily who also steps in to diffuse the tension Marlene left in her wake.

“She’s going through some stuff as well, but she also transferred here last summer so she knows what its like to be in your position. She was excited to hear we were getting a new roommate.”

“Oh, that’s a bit of relief.”

“Yeah, should we head down to the common room? Maybe meet some of the students?” Lily suggests.

“Um would it be alright if I just rest for a minute?” I ask feeling slightly tired and uncomfortable at my new dynamic in life.

“Oh sure! Why don’t we, Dorcas, go get snacks and drinks and we can hang out here for the night?” Lily suggest to me and Dorcas.

“Sounds good to me, thank you Lily.” I reply. She seems nice enough maybe I won’t have to convince too hard on my story.

“Of course.” Lily smiles.

“We want you to feel welcome. I’m sure its all a lot to take in right now.” Dorcas chimes in with a smile. I return her smile and Lily and Dorcas leave. I sit on my bed and lie back as I put my arm over my eyes.

“Hey, you’re the new roommate right?” I hear the door squeak open and sit up to see Marlene drying her hair in a towel with her fluffy bathrobe on.

“Yes. I’m y/n.”

“Marlene. Nice to meet you. Sorry about earlier quidditch takes out the worst in me sometimes. It’s those slimy Slytherins.” Marlene explains.

“Oh, well I, um, might I ask what is quidditch?” I stammer.

“Darling you don’t know what quidditch is?”

“..no...” I say nervously. Am I supposed to just know this?

“Well, darling,” she starts and has a seat next to me. “It’s a vigorous sport that is kind of like lacrosse but on broomsticks and there’s this special ball called the golden snitch to which if the seeker catches it earns the team 150 points and therefore wins the game.” She rambles on. I’m still slightly confused at the explanation and she must see it on my face because she says next, “You’ll understand once you see it in person.”

“What else does Hogwarts have?” I ask.

“Well besides the one sport and the triwizard cup, the school works on a point system by the houses. Did Dumbledore explain any of this?” She asks.

“Not a thing.” I reply with a sigh.

“Oh hey it’s okay. I was new too and it’s a weird adjustment but you got the best roommates and just wait til you meet the boys.” She says getting up at the end with a big smile on her face. She gets her clothes and heads to the bathroom but leaves the door slightly cracked to keep talking to me.

“They are just the craziest motherfuckers you’ll ever meet here. Troublemakers they are, but nonetheless the best Hogwarts has to offer. Don’t even get me started on how they look! All of them are handsome in their own way. Oh but stay away from-“ she cuts short as we both hear the room door open. I sit up from the bed on my elbows to see Lily and Dorcas come in.

“Lily Fire is that you?” Marlene calls.

“Yes.” Lily replies and smiles at me. Dorcas comes over with a drinks in hand and lets me choose what I want. I go for a grape soda and thank her.

“I was just about to tell our new roomie about the boys!” She calls a bit louder as she turns on the blow dryer.

“Oh.” Lily looks over at me. “What did she say?”

“Handsome troublemakers.” I breathe after taking a sip of my drink.

Lily chuckles at this and nods agreeing with the statement. “That they are. Maybe you’ll meet them tomorrow.”

“Isn’t there a-” Dorcas tries to say, but Marlene quickly and loudly chimes in as she exits the bathroom, “PARTY!” 

“Oh! You came just in time for the party!” Marlene squeals out while the bottle cap makes a ‘pop’ as she opens it. That I did. I wonder if I can get my hands on that sweet drug again here, probably best I don’t since I was left passed out for a day… I think.

“Do you like parties?” Dorcas asks me drawing me out of my thoughts.

“Yeah. Parties are like my sweeter place.”

“HAhaha oh I like you.” Marlene laughs out. 

“We should take you to hogsmeade tomorrow with us to gather some supplies for the party and not to mention your school things as well.” Lily suggests. 

“Sounds great. I am low on ink and paper.” 

“Excellent. I’ll wake you tomorrow then.”

“Sure.” I replied with a smile.

“We ought to get new party clothes. I’m tired of my old ones.” Dorcas whines. 

“Good thinking Dorcas! You guys get the supplies and me and Dorcas will get us party outfits.” Marlene shares.

“Oh that’s okay I don’t-”

“Don’t you dare say you don’t need any, because you can never have enough party clothes.” Marlene points an accusing finger at me. I decide to not challenge it and let her be in her bliss. They really are a cool group of friends. I look at Lily who is laughing at Marlene who exaggerates how she’s going to make us all look hot and Dorcas tries to hide her giggling. I think we’ll get along fine. I hope that we can. I would hate to be alone in my last two years of school since after I graduate I will be all alone. 

I finally feel like I can flourish here and be a little more honest. I am so close to home now and I can feel the darkness in me wanting to seep out. I have to be careful around here for the next couple weeks until I can find a place to keep up my practice in the dark arts. I saw a woods right outside of school. I could go there. It's called the forbidden forest right? So I shouldn’t have to worry about being spotted. 

We all talk amongst each other, and they mostly ask if I'm comfortable. I appreciate their concern and hope I can adjust quickly to the change. Soon time flies by and its shortly past midnight. We all get ready for bed and I head to the bathroom to brush my teeth and change quickly while I'm in there. I take a look at my right hip side and there my tattoo lays in all its glory.  A phoenix representing my patronus. How odd that me, Grindelwald, and Dumbledore all share the same patronus. Fate must know something I don’t. 

I head to bed saying my goodnight to the others and let the covers envelop me softly and I quickly draw my eyes close and sleep overtakes me. 

Marauders POV 

“Y/n.” Lily calls softly after a few minutes y/n goes to bed. 

“Y/n!” Marlene calls out a bit louder and lily quickly shoots her a glare and a shush.

“What? You were never going to find out if you whispered it.” She shrugs. Lily shakes her and gets out of bed putting on her slippers. 

“Let’s just go.” She whispers into the dark and the other girls shuffle out of bed quietly as they put on their slippers and robes to leave the bedroom. 

They descend the stairs from their dorm quietly and quickly to meet the others in the common room. There they were in all their disastrous glory. James Potter, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, and Peter Pettigrew. James sat on the couch as Remus sat on the armchair of the couch on the other side. Sirius stood by the fireplace that is ablaze warming the room nicely while having a smoke. Peter sat on the floor hugging his knees near the fireplace. 

“Well hello ladies. Glad you could join us.” James announced making all the other boys turn their attention to them. 

“Let’s make this quick then.” Lily strikes back. James can’t help but smirk at her snarkiness. Lily and Dorcas both take a seat on the couch and Marlene pushes her way past Sirius to get to the chair across the room. You could say a cold lightning bolt struck between them leaving the room with a bit a tension no one asked for but got anyway. 

James commences the meeting. “Dumbledore sends his regards for not being able to host our meeting tonight seeing as he matters to attend to regarding our new student. He would like a report from you ladies soon about her behavior and what she tells you.”

“Of course.” Lily reassured. 

“Have you guys managed to find anything?” Remus questions. 

“No. She barely had anything with her when she came to hogwarts. Just some clothes and books. There is a picture of her and her mom. Nothing suspicious though. We already know about that.” Lily answered. 

“She does like parties though.” Marlene speaks up. “We are actually taking her out to Hogsmeade tomorrow.”

“You’re what?” Sirius perks up at this. 

“Open your ears, black.” Marlene spits out with a roll of her eyes.

“You don’t even know her.” He comments. He holds a deadly cold stare towards Marlene who pretends to not notice his existence. 

“That’s why we are taking her, dumbass. It’s our mission to get to know her and trying to do that by cooping her up in the room is not going to help.” Marlene claimed as she now returned his stare with a cold one of her own. Hell could freeze over with the look they are giving each other now. 

“She’s right, Sirius.” Lily starts. “Taking her to Hogsmeade can get her to trust us and she needs supplies.” Marlene gets a ‘hmph’ in triumph as Lily finishes. Black sighs and looks towards James. James shrugs knowing they are right. 

“Maybe we should go with you guys?” Sirius suggest. 

“Ugh no we don’t need you guys. We are going girl shopping.”

“Like i care about your shopping spree, but we could hang in the back.” Sirius and Marlene start to argue and as they go back and forth on the distaste for each other everyone else is already sighing and tryng to block out of the two, but they keep getting louder and louder and Lily just snaps, “ENOUGH!” 

“Me and the girls can handle y/n. You guys need to set up the party or did you forget?”

“How can you say that? We know she’s powerful and don't forget who got you the entail on her. If they want her, who's to say they won’t come after her there? Who is to say she isn’t already in contact with them and it’s a trap? She could hurt you guys.” Black responds in a single breath of all the things that could be wrong with the situation.

“Sirius, we appreciate your concern.” Lily speaks. Marlene scoffs at this. “But we can handle whatever comes. We are strong together and if she is as powerful as you think who is to say she isn't just as perceptive. She could catch on to the four boys who are following us around a small market area. If something is wrong we will call for you guys.” Dorcas nods in agreement which reassures Remus who finds himself nodding a little as well and then quickly stops with a slight blush realizing what he was doing. 

“That’s my girl.” James boasts and Lily hits him on the shoulder. “Not your girl.”

“I don’t like it, but fine. Goodnight everyone, except Muddy.” Sirius says using the ugly nickname towards Marlene who sticks her tongue out towards him as he throws his cigarette in the fire and walks towards the descending stairs to the boys dorm. 

Everyone says their goodnight to each other and walk away to their respective dorms. Little does y/n know about the meeting that took place as she has a vivid dream where she sees Grindelwald in his small cell. 

“Gell.” She whispers in her sleep before the others enter and fall asleep as well unbeknownst to her dream and her of their secret meeting.

[franeridart]

Jack says "ignored YOUR rule". Does that mean it's something Bakugou obligates himself not to have or something non of them can have? I'm actually curious 🤔

It’s actually a rule Bakugou put down for himself for a number of reasons, half related to his own safety and the safety of the person he’s dating, the other half to the fact that Bakugou hates lying, but (again for safety reasons) he can’t just go around telling everyone what he’s doing - he doesn’t want a relationship in which he’d just contantly lie to his partner and ditch them for vigilante work without being able to explain them what’s going on, so he put down the rule as soon as he decided he wanted to do this. Well, he hadn’t been interested in relationships anyway before Kirishima, so it was an easy decision to take at the time - now though...

Ahhhh if only he figured out Kiri and Red are the same person smh that’d make everything so much easier on him

Anon said:When you draw Jiro and Bakugo having platonic hugs and cuddles my bi heart becomes incredibly soft THANK YOUUUUUUU

I’M HAPPY TO HEAR THAT cause honestly that’s as self-indulgent as I go hahaha

Anon said:The vigilante au is so far sad but I could totally see it going in a miraculous ladybug kinda direction. What if they tried putting distance between themselves and suddenly found that they're falling again, for the vigilante forms this time because "oh sh*t he's cute in every way Kirishima is" and "He's just my type too, Bakugou-- *sigh* I could use some moving on from him." Or only Kirishima moves to vigilante!Baku but he remains stuck on kiri..//Or what if like, vigilante! Kiribaku are about to get caught by a hero and Kirishima opens up about his last regret of not getting to see his crush one last time after they set distance between themselves, while Bakugou listens and...

That’s!!!! a lot of ideas you got there hahaha I’m glad you’re having fun with the concept!!!!!!

Anon said:That vigilante au is amazing. You really express emotions well in comics.

AAAAAHHHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH that!!!! honestly means the world to me *sob*

Anon said:I just want to say you're really cool and I like you art uh- K bye

Thank!!!!!!!!!!! YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anon said:Oh damn. I think i fall in love for your Vigilantes AU. Please don't stop. I really love it❤️

I mean, as long as you guys are okay with it being a bit all over the place and also being just pencil doodles, then I got no problems doing that right now haha thank you for liking it!!

Anon said:I love your vigilantes AU so much 😍😍😍😍

THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anon said:LET THEM BE HAPPY !!!!

THAT’S THE PLAN!!!!!!!!!

Anon said:May I ask how you draw bakugous hair so well?? I just can’t seem to get the right amount of poof (or should I say BOOM💥 )

oHO I’m glad you like it cause actually the answer is I spent two years drawing it nearly daily and I finally sorta reached a place when I guess I’m okay with how I draw it lol some time ago I drew a step by step for it? but by now my process is mostly “do whatever and hope for the best”, which incidently is also my process in drawing Kirishima’s hair lmao

Anon said:Im a bit confused with the vigilante kiri, does he have black hair in his civilian form and red in his hero form?

YEH it’s one of the reasons why Bakugou still hasn’t figured out Red is Kiri haha thought if you’re asking for the logistics of that, I can’t say I spent too long thinking about it? We can always call it temporary hair dye spry or something like that, but to be fair it’s not like it matters all that much lmao I just needed Baku to be unable to tell it was him easily haha

Anon said:I love ur gem Au! :D are you gonna make more? Its okay if not :)

As I’ve said literally every single time I’ve answered asks since I posted it, MAYBE yes! The thing about that AU is that I love it and I have fun with it, but posting it ended up being the biggest mistake I’ve ever made, so honestly I don’t know when I’m gonna draw it if I’ll draw it, but the possibility is there

Anon said:Hello! I just wanted to say I have love reading your comics and your art is amazing-- but I especially love your vigilantes AU! Thank you so much for sharing it with us!!!

HECK thank you!!!! I’m so happy you’re enjoying it ;O;

Anon said:Why must you hurt us? I started crying at that vigilante au comic..

*passes u a blanket* I’ll try not to make it as sad in the future!

Anon said:Hi! I've purchased the take my hand book about a month ago, just wondering how long it takes for it to be delivered??? BTW I live in NZ so I understand if it takes a while~

Heck sorry anon but I’m so not good with dates, you should check the @takemyhandzine blog for that sorta stuff! Thank you so much for buying it tho!!!! ;O;

Anon said:Is Nico a cinnamon roll or a sinnamon roll?

That......... depends a lot on who you ask :0

Anon said:I love bnha more and more with every new character out. All that's left is to ask, which minor character is currently your favorite? (***That isn't from UA because that is a much bigger dilemma)

oUCH it would have been easier picking from UA actually since I’m pretty sure Amajiki is it hahaha well, if I can’t pick from UA...................... you know what, probably Shishikura

Anon said:Bakujiro friendship is something I didn’t know I NEEDED. U do good work bro

I’M SO GLAD YOU CAN GET BEHIND THAT!!!!!

Anon said:Your art gives me life!!! Every time you post is just so unique in every way :00000 ❤️ anyway i just wanted to let you know that you’re inspiring in every way and that I absolutely adore your kiribaku art to the moon and back!!!

SOB thank you so much???? You’re so sweet!!!! ;O;

Anon said:FRAN!!! YOUR LATEST KIRIBAKU ART KILLED ME (in a good way) HONESTLY YOU IMPROVED SO MUCH SINCE I FIRST STARTED FOLLOWING YOU, IT MOTIVATES ME TO KEEP DRAWING!! THANK YOU

HELL ANON THANK YOU SO MUCH I’M SO GLAD MY FUMBLING AROUND IN THE ART WORLD IS INSPIRING FOR YOU ???? LET’S BOTH KEEP DOING OUR BEST!!!!!

Anon said:fran you could convince me to ship anything with one (1) drawing

Since I got this ask I’ve been trying to find the most outrageous ship just to draw it and test this theory.......... I still haven’t found something outrageous enough but.... soon

Anon said:Hi your art is amazing also beautiful As you probably might know there is a traitor in the show, if you didn't know well then im sorry for spoiling. May I request a traitor kirishima

nnnnnnnggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sorry anon but the traitor theory arts are stuff I just can’t get behind, mostly so if it’s my fav characters - I don’t find it credible and I don’t find any joy in dwelling in the idea, so I got zero motivation to draw for it orz

Anon said:I can't believe you made me read the phrase "startle and explosion out of baku". (Yay for the vigilantes AU!)

LMAO he’s actually trying to do just that tho, maybe I’ll draw it hahaha

Anon said:Please! I need more BakuKiriKami fan art! I’m gunna die without it!

Anon I’m gonna be very real with you here my first reaction to reading this ask was thinking “then perish”

Anon said:Hello! I don't know if you've gotten this question before but have you ever considered drawing the villains?

I’ve drawn Dabi and Twice in the past! I’m not really much intereste in any other villain atm tho so I doubt I’m gonna be drawing them any time soon ^^’’

Anon said:You are by far my favorite artist. Your Kiribaku gives life to my bleak exsistence. Thank you. I bought some of your things of redbubble to make me happy!

AHHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anon said:Hello! I'm a big fan of your work and your kiribaku fluff especially, and I've been working on a (not so innocent) fic about Bakugou having burnt marshmallow smelling and tasting sweat, (funny how nitroglycerin is a natural lubricant, tastes and smells like burnt sugar, and is explosive) just wanted to know if you ever thought about it? also wanted to know if you'd like to read my finished fic, should be done real soon and it would mean a lot to know what you think about it!

Anon I’m so sorry but I really can’t say yes to this - especially because you said it means a lot to you, you’re putting me in a spot here where in case I didn’t like it I wouldn’t be able to tell you so anyway (and I generally don’t like talking about fancontent I don’t give a 10/10 to anyway, it’s too rude for me) and I’m sure it’s gonna be a great fic! But by the way you talked about it it’s gonna be a nsfw fic and I really rarely like those fics, so !!! orz I’m sorry, but this is a really uncomfortable request for me ;;;

Anon said:Can I use your art real quick if I hard out credit u? It's alright if I can't

Nope, sorry

Anon said:Could you draw another doodle of Setsuna?. I love how you draw her jfvdkd ;;v;; (Sorry if my English is trash.)

Not right now, but in the future yeah sure, I love her!

Anon said:Your Kirishima is so beautiful i fucking cry omg ;-; thank you for brightening my morning.

;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; thank you for liking how I draw him !!!!

Anon said:💛💛💛💛 Thank you for sharing your art, it always makes my day

Thank YOU for liking it!!!!!

Anon said:In your SU AU what if a gem offers to replace Kiri with a 'newer, better pearl'? How would Bakugo react?

Actually, Kiri was given to Bakugou specifically because he’s sorta defective, it was punishment for both of them that sorta backfired lmao 

Anon said:hi there! I'm new to your blog and I love your art style immensely! I saw somewhere with your latest seroroki post that you're still finding your main todoship; I hope I dont sound rude or pushy, but can I ask your opinions about todo*aku and/or tod*kir*baku? If not, thank you for your time! Keep up the great work!!

Still not completely sold on romantic tdbk tbh (platonic tho, that’s my jam) but I’ve been real into the ot3 lately!!! It just can’t be my main todo ship bc I still prefer krbk too much over it haha

Anon said:I loveeee your art, especially your kiribaku stuff! But consider! Size difference! What if Kirishima grows a lot but our lil' Baku doesn't? Does he get jealous or does he really like it? There'd be some epic hugs/kisses! What if he secretly loves getting picked up by Kirishima? XD

Oh that’s an hc I see around a lot! Personally I stil prefer them sorta the same size tho ???? with the only difference being Baku being lithe and Kiri being a tank, I think it has to do with the whole “complementary equals” theme they have going on, I like for it to be visually represented too ??? maybe, I had never really thought about the hows or whys of this preference tbh lmao

Anon said:Hey so I'm not up to date with BNHA but in your asks there was a thing about dragon boy having a zombie costume? I had another look at what I think is the right doodle and to me it looks like a Chinese vampire costume! (unless that's not the one you guys were talking about oops)

Nope that’s him, and you’re right!!! Either way my boy still hasn’t done anything worth of note, so I still don’t know why he’s dressed like that orz Hori plssss

[bnhajourney]

Chapter 8

Chapter 1 / Chapter 7

Ah yes, the reference I used for my blog’s header HAHAHA

Okay first of all, those are cute hands. Second, YES. Third, TODOROKI.

HA. He called you nerddd.

Oh, is it time to die again?

A/N: The battle already began in this chapter apparently so this is inevitably a longer reaction post. I apologize in behalf of my feelings.

There, I put a Keep Reading button. You’re welcome.

Bakugou, Deku's right. You are a nerd. I can bully you all I want, but you can draw better than I can. Unless you made mom or dad draw these for you.

Speaking of dad

Me crying? Hell, no. H-Hell n... *breaks into tears* Inko cheering for Izuku on television during the Sports Festival though. 💖 

I remember the first time I saw this. I was like, "I have no idea how my eyes are gonna adjust to this." But what do you know, Deku. You can look cool.

Awww. Hero costume group photo!!

Son, don't be a perv. Push those eyeballs back in your head.

HONEY, IT'S FINE. IT COMPLEMENTS YOUR BODY SHAPE. YOU LOOK WONDERFUL.

Seriously, Minoru. Is this your reason for existing?

It is true. Have you seen the League of Villains? Oh, they don't exist yet? Oh, okay.

They're just excited to play, All Might. This is what you signed up for when you adopted twenty kids. Can Bakugou and Uraraka stop casually standing beside each other? Trying to focus on the plot here!

I really look forward to more of these two. 💕

Momo's looking lovely today.

They've actually had a lot of interactions from the start, I've gotta say. I love these two guys with strong personalities. 💪

I just like the letter G ... aND KAMIJIROU.

Okay, I need to stop taking screenshots of all these pairs HAHA

Don't be a pussy, you'll be fine.

Surprise, surprise. Fuckin' Deku vs Kacchan on its way to fuck us all up with emotions.

Oh, baby boy. My heart goes out to you.

Now, I just wanna give this angry boi a big ol' hug. He's gonna be a douchebag a little more in this fight, but... what it must've felt to think you've been lied to by your childhood friend for all these years.

He looks like he's gonna shit himself.

She looks like a concerned mom right now.

Honey, I support you and I love you, but stop being an asshole first.

Is he coming out

Deku knows stuff Baku doesn't so it makes sense for him to win this one. Meanwhile, Deku vs Kacchan 2... I MEAN WHAT DOES THAT EVEN EXIST HELLO 911 I'M HAVING PTSD FROM THE ANIME PLEASE HELP

This is the second she's mentioned "fate". Uraraka, explain yourself.

But there is favoritism when it comes to teaching him a lesson?

I just realized. All Might could have stopped both Deku vs Kacchan fights... yet he didn't for the same reasons. 

You know Bakugou's wonderful line, "It feels so good to rage again"? I felt that here.

You really do feel special when it comes to your bully, huh?

Awh, a compliment from Kacchan.

BAKUGOU LISTEN TO YOUR FUTURE BEST FRIEND 

"That Midori" OMG MINA YOU'RE SO CUTE

Don't say that out loud, you won't look as cool. Tbh though, it does make him cool that even though he has so much rage in him, he can still somehow think clearly. 

Yea he diiiid

Look, I just want them to be friends.

Ooooo so much tea.

I teared up HAHAHA But Deku, Bakugou finds validation the most in your faults.

Uraraka omf not right now please HAHA I'm already trying to handle too many emotions.

I wonder what it would feel like being in Bakugou's shoes? He has really nice shoes. No wait- I meant, what would it feel like having someone standing up against you even though they're terrified of you?

But he has a pretty angry face 💕 I'm not even trying to be funny or sarcastic, these are my genuine feelings haha

ikr Iida GOD, it's so hard to babysit that angry kid.

Why is Present Mic at the end he's not even in the chapter (kidding, ily Hizashi) 

Present Mic's Likes: Radio and TV Me: Of course.

God bless you, Horikoshi.

Chapter 9

[tumblunni]

hey guess what I played Don’t Starve again and predictably continued to use only Webber and get fifty bazillion feels about Webber and hey u guys wanna hear me constantly talk about Webber

seriously its SO UNFAIR that this guy just exists as a character skin in some random survival procgen world game and NOBODY GETS ANY DAMN STORY yet they give us really tantalizing one line story summaries and the REALLY ENDEARING thing of each character having different dialogue for item descriptions. Which is also their ONLY GODDAMN DIALOGUE! why why why WHY did you make such a good story charrie concept thinger if you were never gonna use it GAHHHHH

okay so anyway THIS IS HE

WHAT A CUTIE PATOOT AMIRITE YO??

and he has SUCH AN INRIGUING AND SAD AND COOL PREMISE he’s the absolute champion of creepycute, cos he’s not only a spoopy spider monster with the innocence of a child but also literally he was a regular human child once who got the most tragic life ever his super short tantalizingly vague summary is ‘webber the indigestable’, and like.. all we know is that He Very Much Died, and Now He Is Spide he was killed by some spider monsters and came back as this spooky AF form

tho srsly man HOW DOES THAT EVEN WORK YO like i’ve seen people drawing super grimdark fanart of him being like springtrap from five nights at freddies, i.e like he opens his mouth and he has a whole dessicated skull inside. like he’s quite literally walking around in the skin of the monster that ate him, however the fuck that’s supposed to work... I really don’t like that version, so WHATEVER lets have A BUNCH OF OTHER BUNNI THEORIES!

* It’s more like the spider absorbed the memories of the kid? Like, his bones are out there somewhere and its just that his conciousness was transferred into the thing that killed him/its got a case of mistaken identity and thinks that its him. * He’s sorta like a ghost that possessed it? Was trying so hard to survive that his soul lingered around, and it just works different to the other ghost character in the roster since he’s possessing a non-human creature. he gets majority control instead of floating around as a support * He’s more like a zombie or demon or general corrupted creature? like, he just rose from the grave and took on this particular shape cos of how he died, rather than this being an actual fusion of him and the spider that killed him. * Its like a werewolf thing??? He wasn’t really killed but just got bit and turned into a thing?? I dunno. * His backstory isn’t meant to be something that happened prior to the start of the game, but you literally see it happening right there. I mean you unlock webber by finding his skull while playing as another character, and if you bury it then it turns into him. So its like he woke up as a zombie cos you gave him a kind burial, but because his remains were intermingled with those of the thing that killed him they got all mixed up and revived as a single creature. And I guess that spider just went off and died offscreen shortly after eating him? or maybe it choked on him, cos seriously an entire human skull sounds hard to swallow XD

anyway HOWEVER THAT WEIRD PREMISE IS SUPPOSED TO WORK, its really intriguing and seems to imply a lot of Deep Traumatic Sads and it sucks that we don’t get a full plot exploring this and I’m just left feeling weird for having tearjerker fanfic ideas for a goddamn minimal dialogue simulation game >_> cos I mean MAN its just so interesting thinking about it from his perspective!! cos webber is just so nice and innocent still!! he barely seems to understand what happened to him, and he’s stuck in a big scary world and like.. the scariest part somehow became the only comfort to him, like DEAR GOD he has so much great characterization from these tiny snippets of dialogue! he just loves the spiders so damn much, he’s like ‘don’t worry i forgive u’ and he’s so happy to make friends with this big ol spoopy forest of monster things that literally killed him. and then all his unique gameplay powers revolve around that, all the spider enemies refuse to attack him ever again and he has supportive abilities to generate new hives and upgrade existing ones and just generally Sweet Doom Boy He Lovv He Friendes and i’m SO EMOTIONALLLL

and its also intriguing how the game handles his status as a fusion creature? he’s got a unique syntax thing of referring to himself as both ‘we’ and ‘me’ at the same time. I just found it quite cool when i figured out that there actually was a consitant set of rules about this! He’s generally ‘we’ but then says ‘me’ whenever something only applies to one half of his memories. Like you’d assume ‘me’ is the boy and ‘him’ is the spider, but webber casually swaps it around all the time and its like its always both of them talking even in this situation. He isn’t really two personalities but just one fused one that can remember being two people, i guess? Its a little confusing to hear him being like ‘i don’t hold a grudge against me for killing me’ but a very unique speaking pattern is an endearing trait for a character!

oh and MAN I WISH THEY FOLLOWED UP ON ANY OF THESE BACKSTORY HINTS!!! cos some of his dialogue references him living on a goat farm with a dad and a grandpa back when he was human? and we have NO IDEA how this completely ordinary adorable kid got teleported to Fuckin Hell World, or whether he’ll ever see his family again T_T Closest thing we get to an idea is him saying ‘we don’t like him, he tricked us’ at a statue of the game’s main villain, even though none of the alternate characters have any story dialogue and we only know that mr default man wilson had a history with the villain. So do all the alternate characters also have a personal grudge with him and we’ve just never been told what happened? Also there’s the fan theory that mr default man is actually webber’s father, and I dunno if thats true but I love seeing fanart of them as adoptive family even if they didnt know each other before they got trapped here.

but also just AAAAA webber’s plot WEBBER’S PLOT seriously its so fucking dark and has so much Potential and just THINK about this poor kid’s perspective on this dark souls shit that happened to him its depressingly realistic that the game adds a kid hero to the mix and then his plot is ‘yeah no a kid would die instantly in this kind of situation, and he did’ I mean there’s one other child character but she had ghost superpowers before the game even started, and her personality is all grim and practical and such. webber acts super young and innocent and was probably the lil teacher’s pet shy cutie type when he was alive. HE HAD ABSOLUTELY NO CHANCE T_T

SO JUST IMAGINE JUST IMAGINE THIS TRAGIC SHIT

you’re tiny tiny baby friend and you fall thru some random portal some day and instead of a magical adventure in a fairytale world you get Grim As Fuck Nintendo Hard Survival Game imagine how terrified he must have been, all huddled up cold and starving under a big leaf like totoro crying for his grandpa to save him and then he gets eaten alive by some other starving creature in this hell world and then he wakes up like ‘wow what a weird dream’ and he has to claw his way out of a grave first ray of sunlight hits his freaky gnarled monster hands and his tiny child brain must be terribly unequipped to handle that kind of revelation... let alone the identity crisis of Yes I Am Part Of The Spider Horde and possibly Wow I Remember Eating My Own Brain

and its just... really oddly sweet and heartwarming that he’s friends with the spiders now?? like that makes me wonder how that played out when he first woke up. Imagine the poor kid seeing a whole bunch of the same thing that killed him and he flinches thinking they’re gonna attack, but then they scuttle up and hug him. And he sees his reflection in a puddle and realizes he’s one of them too, and now he’s not so alone anymore. I mean its not the same as getting his family back, but he has someone protecting him now. Scary things aren’t so scary when you’re scary too! And like.. there’s all different tiers of the spider enemy, and what if the big queen boss one became a mother figure to him? And what if he acts as a translator to them and helps them make friends with humans? And tells them stories about his family and they try and mimic human family things in their own lil spidery way, to make him feel welcome? *wearing tiny ties and hats* ‘We love our strangely shaped child and respect his differences’ I just wanna see slice of life adventures of the spide swarm!!

also AAAA i just thought about what if the game ever got a proper conclusion and webber manages to escape back home it probably wouldn’t be an easy happy ending :( farm grandpa finds some terrifying spider thing haunting his farm, might even freak out and shoot his own grandson T_T or even if he recognised him, the kid’s probably not gonna be able to go back to a normal life. his family would have to try and keep him secret, lest the pitchfork-wielding mobs attack... and even if somehow it was possible for webber to be cured, that’d be sad too cos he’d have to leave all his spider friends forever. and he could never be cured of the mental scars T_T

also yo HAHAHA you wanna know the absolute saddest random item description dialogue I got while playing as him? he asks skeletons ‘are you okay’ and ‘i think he’s sleeping’ because yknow he just woke up the next day, when he died T_________________T

webberrrrrrrrr :(

god i am trapped in a glass case of emotion

[notfye]

Tag Game?? Tag Game

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Appearance:

5’3”

Longish slightly curly hair

White

Brown eyes that I lovingly call dirt colored

brown hair

Chubby? I guess? I’m working on it lol

Also a rather large chest bc of that

Uhhh I have a genetic mutation where I have 2 rows of eyelashes instead of one, double the amount gets in my eyes

I only wear overly large clothing bc I am uncomfortable possessing a human form or I wear dresses w tights bc I’m a fancy motherfucker and there is absolutely no in between

Ponytails like 90% of the time

Personality:

I don’t dislike people but. High school is making me lose my faith in them.

I’m president of my school’s drama club

Also for a theater kid I am very not affectionate and I actually was touch starved for like? A while? And I didn’t fucking notice until I got friends who like? Actually hugged me? The fuck?

“God bless the book people, for having words instead of friends.”

I have more “”””””masculine””””” traits than “”””feminine””””” ones to the point where I have A LOT of trouble relating to girls and it’s quite awful lmao

Uhh I project everything onto fictional characters (See: The problems Marius will be facing in She Lit a Fire (depression))

I’m cold all the time

I long after the dark academia/boarding school aesthetic

I cry far more than probably fits with the rest of me

Self destructive tendencies

I like everything so I can’t pick my favorite (singing history English acting chemistry biology reading algebra French classics writing the list goes on and on)

Ability:

I read really fast

I write, draw, and sing

Not gonna lie to y’all I really am one of those theater kids who want to be on broadway more than like, anything else

Knowing an absurd amount about weird historical things

I like to think I can draw hands well

I can memorize quotes (and other things) really fast

I’m really good at being a slacker

Hobbies:

Singing

Drama club stuff

Reading

Writing

Drawing

Experiences:

Uhhhh my life’s boring let’s move on

My life:

Alright only important shit

2009: bane of my public school’s existence. Also I used to have rlly bad insomnia around this time and I would see demons in the middle of the night and I believe that has shaped me as a person (lmao but I wasn’t sleep paralysis cause I could still move around so? Idk mate)

2010 : My second grade teacher was a bitch and she hated me, I continued to be the bane of my public school’s existence

2011: 3rd grade I remember as a v good year, I got sent to the principal for calling a girl a, and I quote, “a bleep”

2012: Wanted to kill myself for the first time ever, for like 6 months probably, yay intrusive thoughts

2012/2013: got sent to an all girls private school, made my middle school experience more hellish than it needed to be, bc again, I can’t seem to make friends with girls, but whatever

But I met my best friend there so? It was worth it lets be real

2014: middle school continues to be sucky

2014/2015: ah, 7th grade, the year when I saw the grade on my math final and broke down crying. Also the year I started slash shipping, truly a step forward. Also the fault of my best friend.

Remainder of 2015: Very anxious! All the time! Switched to a new school! Didn’t know how to function with people! Made a friend group that I think about an awful lot! There was so much drama! I procrastinated on everything and was so worried about getting a repeat of 2012 that I basically worried myself into being anxious all the time and having such a hard time. Still, I’ve been reminiscing about it a lot lately? Idk

Beginning of 2016: still couldn’t rlly human right, I listened to so much Bastille and watched a lot of elentori streams, as I had been doing, probably until gravity falls ended? Idk. Swore to myself that I’d start working towards better grades after February break. Did that. Made myself stop reblogging and liking posts about anxiety & depression and stuff that were harmful. Did that too. Eventually stopped procrastinating so much around May. Went to Delaware. Fell in love with the ocean.

End of 2016: I kind of? Got it together. Learned how to human. Got some friends, started doing drama club stuff, had a rather charmed life for about six months. I also started keeping a journal around this time.

2017: Hell Year I cannot wait to see it die. I made some friends and I really fell very hard for a guy and it was good until about June, when the guy had to go back to where he was actually from (he’d been an exchange student) and I was left fairly isolated for 3 months, because again, bad at making friends. I didn’t do as much work as I had wanted to over the summer and I think perhaps if I had it might have been easier to get back up again. At the beginning of the school year I was bullied and the school had to get involved and it was a rather large mess, and I just hadn’t been feeling very well. I kinda. I mean this is all very emotional for a tag game but it became clear eventually that that guy wasn’t nearly as good of a man as I thought he was and that he kind of led me on for a while and it’s a very long story that I can explain if anyone is curious but the point is that, at the end of this, I feel as though I have lost a large amount of time to him and that I was “asleep” until about November and it was just very very awful for a long time and I’m still kind of seething over it. And I know that I’m much different now than I was before this started and that bothers me a bit because I’ve not only been robbed of my time but also like, the girl I was before all this. Frankly, I often wonder if things would have been better if we’d simply never been friends.

But. The point is that I’m getting better. I’m in a better place now than I was a few months ago. And that’s good.

Relationship: lonely soul

tagging : @eponineinthebarricade @bisexual-eponine @grantaireswinebottles @actualbuckybames @marius-pintmorcy I’m sorry you all had to read that depressing long thing hahaha

[todorokishouts]

So @lunacias ’s recent drawing of Nana/Midoriya with All Might merch made me feel a lot of things (my heart still hasn’t recovered tbh, it’s too goooood) and welp it has led to this: tododeku with.. I mean I guess you’ll find out if you read it.

I’d love to dedicate this to them as a thank you for fulfilling my request and also for all their contributions (originals, other fandoms, heroaca <3) 

I actually haven’t written anything in a loooong while and this is my first real fanfic, so it still has much for improvement, but I’m quite happy with how it turned out :)

Here’s the text below the cut for those who prefer that! ~1300 words

You’re Fantastic

“Oh my god.” Izuku skids to a halt with a violent jerk, nearly tripping over his own legs. He spins on his heel like a creature ready to pounce--and he does, to the nearest collectible store. The flyer he leaves in his dust (and the befuddled distributor fumbling to grab it) are a bit too much of a common occurrence, unfortunately. He knows it’s rude, but he needs to get there fast.

Already, the line to his go-to collectible store is out the door, winding around the corner of the street. Izuku groans and glances down at his wrinkled uniform. Maybe if he wore his hero gear, they’d--no, Izuku, that’s wrong on so many levels don’t even think about it.

His phone reads six in the morning, a good two and a half hours before classes actually start. He stares at the numbers for a long time before he shrugs and steps into the end of the line. He can make it.

As it turns out, he can’t make it, and he’s not quite sure how to tell All Might that he skimped out on morning workout today. To buy a figurine, he reminds himself, half-excited, half-embarrassed. A dark horse in the collectible world, the only news of its release being the actual release itself--an exclusive, limited edition with only 200 ever made! A part of him jitters nervously at the fact that it’s in his backpack, unprotected, practically vulnerable to any and all squishing and scratching. He’d snagged the last one, thank god, although it was the store’s display sample and had no box. It was a mystery, even to him, how he safely guarded it on the train.

But that’s the least of his worries now because class begins in eight minutes and the school gates have only just come into view.

Iida’s going to kill him, he’s sure. Not violently. He’ll scold him and then Izuku will feel guilty and want to do the job for him. At the thought of the other boy’s disappointed expression, Izuku wrings his hands even tighter around the straps of his backpack and looks left and right. Coast clear, he realizes with relief.

Full Cowl ripples through his legs and up his spine for only a second before he surges forward and scales the last few meters leading into the school. The sparks fizzle out as soon as he crosses the gates, but he doesn’t stop running, hoping to all gods above that Aizawa hasn’t reached the classroom yet.

When he slides 1-A’s door open, nearly snapping it in half, everyone else is seated but their tired teacher isn’t there. He heaves a deep, heavy breath and waves apologetically as Iida, as expected, fixes a grave stare on him.

“You’re late, Midoriya-kun!” he calls, arms flailing above his head expressively. “A proper student should plan accordingly to avoid such--”

“Ahh, don’t worry about it so much, Iida-kun!” Uraraka’s bubbly voice interjects. “Deku-kun made it in time, didn’t he?” Her smile, as always, is warm and inviting, and Izuku can’t help but give her one of his own. “Don’t tell me you stayed up all night looking at auction listings again!”

She tells him not to, so he just rubs the back of his neck with a laugh and doesn’t tell her that he didn’t get a wink of sleep.

Plopping into his seat with the grace of a newborn lamb, Izuku starts to lay out his materials on his desk. He unzips the biggest pocket in his backpack and pulls out his hero notebook first, smoothing out the tattered cover with his hands. He turns to a fresh new page and absentmindedly reaches back into the bag on his lap to rummage for his pencil case, but something snags and he upends the entire backpack in one swift motion.

“Midoriya, could I…”

Oh no, his mind screams, as the brand new figurine slips out of the pocket and goes airborne for a devastating second. Then, before he even realizes it, his hand sweeps out and snatches it delicately by the body. He holds it up frantically, inspecting, before sighing and lowering the nine-inch collectible to his chest, hugging it. When he looks back up, there’s Todoroki, looming over him with an intent look on his face. Izuku follows his line of sight and finds it set on the hand on his chest.

“Midoriya, what is that?”

O-Oh.

Izuku quickly runs a shaking hand through his hair. “T-Todoroki-kun! Oh, it’s nothing, just something I went to pick up today--” He catches sight of Uraraka curiously peering over at them and fights the urge to shrink in on himself and disappear. “Hahaha, it’s a limited edition figurine.”

“Um,” Todoroki says after a pause, “Of me?”

Crap. The alarm signals blare in Izuku’s head and the only sound that comes out of his mouth is a quiet, forced hahahahahaha. He can’t stop laughing; oh god, why is he still laughing? As it drags on for a painful ten seconds with no real questions answered, Izuku quickly (though gingerly) stuffs the figurine back into his pack and looks up at Todoroki. The Todoroki who had just stood there the entire time, staring at him oddly.

Izuku clears his throat and asks, “S-so did you need something, Todoroki-kun?”

That seems to snap the other boy out of his daze. Todoroki adjusts his posture, standing up straighter, and nods. “I wanted to know if I could borrow a pencil.”

“Oh! Definitely!” Izuku picks up his pencil case and practically shoves the pouch into the other’s hands. “Take them all!”

“I, uh, only need one.”

His face burns, but he tries to ignore it. “R-Right. Here, let me just…” he plucks the offending bag back and places an All Might mechanical pencil--is nothing going right today?--into Todoroki’s hand and turns away, expecting him to leave.

“Midoriya--”

The door slides open and Aizawa shuffles inside, scratching the side of his head. “Todoroki,” he mutters, not even glancing at him, “Get back to your seat.”

And so Todoroki turns away from Izuku and it is a silent relief, but it does not stop the dual-quirked boy from shooting glances his way for the remainder of the day. And Izuku can’t really pretend he doesn’t notice.

The problem really arises after classes end and he’s forced to plan out his escape route. The moment they finish bowing and calling out their thanks to Aizawa-sensei, Izuku shoves all his materials into his bag, holding the things that didn’t make it by hand, and rushes out the door. He makes it to the shoe cupboard before a hand around his forearm tugs him back and he finds himself in front of Todoroki, yet again.

Todoroki retracts his hands almost immediately, pulling them flush against his sides. He looks at Izuku at first then thinks better of it, drawing his eyebrows together and drilling a hole into the floor with his eyes.

“Thanks for the support,” is all he rushes out before he sidesteps Izuku and walks off campus, away from the dorms. Really fast.

That could have gone better, Izuku thinks, pressing his palm over his mouth in an attempt to smother the heat in his cheeks. A lot better.

At his dorm room, he carefully places the Hero Shouto figurine into his wall display case. It stands next to an All Might First Edition 1/8 Scale Figure, where an Endeavor figure had previously been (but has since been incinerated and chucked into the dumpster, since there’s no way in hell Izuku will allow that undeserving man to stand in such an honorable place). Izuku gives a nod of approval and decides to go to bed early for once.

The next day, Todoroki Shouto arrives to class a little later than usual. He shuffles in without a single strand of hair out of place, the borrowed pencil in hand, and intentionally walks toward Izuku’s desk at an unnerving slow pace. And then Izuku sees it, he sees it and it’s all he sees for the rest of the class, the day, his life--a small green masked plush with a familiar set of ears hangs from one of Todoroki’s backpack straps by a ball chain.

Holy shit, he realizes, I’m in love.

[cupcakeshakesnake]

Watching World Enough and Time for the first time

Hoo boy

-HOOOO BOI

-THE FINALE IS HERE (the first part of it, that is)

(Spoilers below the cut)

-Oookay snowy place... Kinda feels like the beginning of a Christmas Special (even though it’s still June...)

WHAT

-THE EPISODE BARELY STARTED??

-DOCTOR ARE YOU FAKING AGAIN

-WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR SLEEVE, WHAT CAUSED IT TO BE SO TORN UP

shit, no, really, what happened

NOOOOOOO WHAT

-He’s screaming because he’s turning into Trump

-...sorry.

-And the theme song comes on, without ANY explanation at ALL of what in the HECK just happened.

S t e v e n  mofo M o f f a t

-The name of doom.

? giant spaceship??

W H A T

-Holy shit BBC your CGI really improved

“Hello, I’m Doctor Who.”

“LIES” (from “Flatline”, Series 8)

-”My plucky assistants, thing 1 and... the other one.”

I’m sorry

-No seriously what are you doing Missy

Mary. Frickin. Poppins.

-”But think of the age gap!”

JELLY BABIES

-I’m 110% sure those are jelly babies and if not I will be pissed

Their faces say everything.

-”Well. I am the mysterious adventurer in all of time and space known only as ‘Doctor Who. And these are my... Disposals. Exposition and- comic relief.”

“Iz no an esersise, iz a tepht.” “Are you eating?” “No.”

...Bill’s face. This whole thing. I just can’t.

“ALlllso it’s his real name”

“His WOT”

-Okay so Missy’s probs joking here but what if his name was actually Doctor Who, what if his name was the title of the damn show and it was right in front of us and we never noticed lmao

-”Are you a human?!”  “Don’t be a bitch.”  SHE SAID THE B WORD

-”My name is Doctor Who.”  “It’s not, is it?”  “I like it.”

S H I T

WHATTHEFUCK

-”She’s a murderer!”  “Enjoying your bacon sandwich?”  “Why?”  “Because it had a mummy and a daddy. Go tell a pig about your moral high ground.”

Bill: ‘...stop.’

“ah HAHAw na forget it”

-”Nardole agreed.”  “No I didn’t.”  “He did in my head which is good enough for me.”

“Are you having an emotion?”

“Look at that face, he’s having an emotion!”

“Can I take a selfie with you?”

Don’t know what they’re eating but I’m hungry and that looks tasty

-”She was my man-crush.”  “I’m sorry?”  “Yeah. I think she was a man by then. I’m fairly sure that I was too, it’s a long time ago.”

”We’re the most civilized civilization in the universe. Billions of years beyond your petty human obsessions with gender and associated stereotypes.” “But you still call yourselves Time Lords.” “......Yeah. Shut up.”

-The food looks like salad now

-that was sooo cute aaaa

-”Every star in the universe. We were going to see them all.”

-”But he was too busy burning them.”

“Promise you won’t get me killed.”

Well look at how well that went

I don’t like their synthesized voices at all.

-It reminds me a bit of this.

“Assumption.” “Deduction.” “Hope.” “Faith.” “Idiot.” “Always.”

I can’t believe Missy copied Hagrid

-”Why do you care, Smurf?”

-”If somebody kills you and it’s not me, we’ll both be disappointed.”

-”It’s a matter of time.”

OOOHHHH

-I don’t know shit, but I think I heard that time slows down at the event horizon of a black hole. As in, it seems to slow down to an outside observer.

-And I’m still too stupid to actually connect that information to the episode itself.

-Meanwhile, Bill seems... okay for now.

What the heck.

-The man is disturbing but not disturbing enough to make me go full caps lock and definitely not the most disturbing thing I’ve seen.

WHAT’S WITH THE THING ON HER CHEST

So much fluff

Oh...

-”Pain... Pain... Pain...”

-Pain pain pain pain PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN--

Sorry but CONVERSION THEATRE?!

-Bill geT THE HELL OUTTA TEHRE

-WHAT IF THEY’RE ACTUALLY PEOPLE SCREAMING IN PAIN BUT THEY LOST THEIR ABILITY TO SPEAK BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN CONVERTED INTO WALKING TIN CANS AND THE ONLY WAY THEY CAN EXPRESS WHAT THEY’RE FEELING IS REPEATEDLY SAYING “PAIN” IN MONOTONOUS VOICES

Please don’t be a jumpscare, please don’t be a jumpscare...

Okay, so the room with people in beds said IN, Bill’s room said CONVERSION THEATRE (I still don’t get why they call it a theatre/theater; who’s the audience? What’ so theatric about it?) and this room says OUT.

-Which MIGHT mean that the first one is where the humans are kept in custody before conversion, much like a normal hosptal wing (except for the conversion part) then humans are taken to the “Theatre” to have devices implanted on them and whatnot. THEN when they’re successfully converted or about to be so, they’re taken to the OUT room to finish the process... But then what?

Hey they’re using buttons to express their emotions

-World Enough And Time But The Cybermen Talk With Emoji Keypads

-But what if that guy couldn’t find that button at first so he was like “Stay-- (no that’s not it)” “Yes-- (not that)” “Step-- (no no)” “Pain-- (ah HA)”

AAAAGH I got scared

-I got a scare

OH SHIT

-Trope that scares me the most: Hiding character about to be discovered.

-The guy doesn’t tattle on her though

-They just... muted the device... That guy’s still in pain...

Holy fuck they’re all muted

-I want to say some sophisticated thing about governments pretending there are no complaints by simply muting them.. or something like that

-Bill you don’t have to turn the volume all the way up and risk being discovered

-I feel weird here, because “Kill me” is something I say a lot but there’s a HUGE difference between “Hahahahahaha what am I doing fucking kill me, stop my sinful hands hahaha the government should come to my house and end me look at all this trash i’m drawing ahahahaha this is true art fucking kill me pfftahahahahaha” and "K̺̯̭̻̘̟̎͂͛i̙̖̳͍̮̭̣̍́́l͒͏̮͎̲͖͇͖ͅl̤̜͙͉̘͋̆ͬ̂ͤ͘.̤ͤ̌ͬ͊ͤ͑ͅ.̝̞͕̖̒̑̈̃̔.͓͋̎ͦ̔ͮ̚ ̞͎̻̥̦͕̌ͬ͗ͫ͆̅̚m̳̱̬̞͍͓ͤ̿͂̊̃e̅̀.͉̫̪̰̖͢.̣͍̣̲͉.̡̙͖̥͎̯̜ͅ ̋ͥ͜k̹̳̞̀ȋ̬̖̭͜l̎̿ͬͮ͗͑̀̕l.̍̎.̟͎͇͉̪̳ͅ.̲̼̠ͤͫ̑̆̐̈͘ ̪̣͍͙͕͉̔̈̄́ͤͪ͝m̡̗͔̞̟̲̔̿ͩ̌̽ĕ͚̦̩̥̪̍ͅ.̞̩̫͖̗ͫ̓ͨ̌ͩͥ̽.̴̥͓̦̺̌̇ͬ̈́͂̂͒.͔͕̫̼̾͞ “

-”This way Mr Razor, look sharp!”  Was that pun intended

Floor 1056. huh.

-That’s a whole goddamn city in there

WHAT THE FUCK

-NOPE

-THAT’S A NOPE FROM ME, A NOPE FROM YOU, A NOPE FROM ALL OF US, I AIN’T RHYMING SHIT WITH YOU!

-(...what.)

-”It will help with the horror to come.”  “What horror?”  “Mainly the tea.”

BEHIND YOU BILL

-”Drink it while it is very hot. The pain will disguise the taste.”

-me cooking be like

-Wait, if she’s been here for weeks then the Doctor and the rest of them have been up there all this time?!

-So if the ship’s top is ‘fast’ and bottom is ‘slow’ then the ‘top’ must be closer to the event horizon.

-That explains the date number thing up there.

-So Bill was in here for weeks, maybe months, but only a short time passed up top. Okay.

Thanks Doc, I still kinda needed that cleared up

-”If you’re standing in your garden, your head is travelling faster through time than your feet.”  WHAT

-Okay, I didn’t know THAT, that’s actually new.

-Although I’m not sure if I should go flaunting this new knowledge willy-nilly, seeing as Doctor Who is generally not considered a credible source of scientific facts.

Awwww;; Ahahahahahaha

-”He’s been raising that eyebrow for a week.”  That really puts things into perspective.

-What’s with that woman seriously

-”Don’t change the channel.”  “A week, raising his eyebrow... why would I change?”

I find it kind of cute and sad at the same time that Bill has been watching the Doctor in excruciatingly slow motion for months and hasn’t gotten tired of it

-...Why did the window affect the patients?

“How many more years?”

-wait

-YEARS?!?!

-HOLY SHIT

-...Holy shit...

Just think of seeing that guy’s involuntary backflip for weeks on end

“Wait for me.”

There’s people down here?!!

-Are you saying that city was built by the people who came down here to fix the engine and those people’s descendants

-”Soon we will all be upgraded like them.”

-UPGRADED

-UPGRADED

*TRIGGERED*

dafuq

-Reminds me of the time I pulled a winter cap over my face just because I could.

-And then I put glasses on top.

-It didn’t help. I couldn’t see through the yarn as easily as I’d hoped.

-”That was good.”  “Venusian Akido.”  “I thought you needed four arms for Venusian?”  “I’ve got hidden talents as well as hidden arms.”

Okay, I’m REALLY hungry.

-”When you hug me it hurts my heart.”  “Aw, sweet.”  “No, your chest unit. It digs right in.”

Just brilliant.

He’s wearinf a fucking mask I can’t;;asdaf

JESUS CHRTISY

WHAT THE TABLEFLIPFLAPPING FUCK

-THE GUY WAS A BACKSTABBER

-YOU BITCH

Oh yeah? If it’s so good then why don’t you go upgrade yourselves alrready?

“This won’t stop you feeling pain, but it will stop you caring about it.”

oh yeah that guy totally doesn’t care about his pain

-In fact he looks dead inside

-That actor might as well have been thinking ‘shit, my eye hole slipped and now I can’t see properly.’

-”It fits over your head.”  Yeah I can tell that mister but I don’t want you or that ridiculous pipe thing you got there drilling willy-nilly into my brain

-”But I’m the computer guy, that’s always me.”  “Sorry, she’s cleverer.”  “She’s more evil.”  “Same thing.”

Uh oh

-”Hello, ordinary person. Please maintain a minimum separation of three feet.”

-”I’m really not trying to kill anyone today, but it would be tremendously helpful if your major arteries were out of reach.”

-Annnnnnd now I’m veeeeery suspicious of the scraggly man’s identity as well.

-Like, even more so than before.

same

-“There’s always a scary thing with you isn’t there?”  “Are you only getting that now?”  *Empty Child flashbacks* *Silence in the Library flashbacks* *fucking BLINK FLASHBACKS*  ...yeah I see what you mean.

And here we see another example of BBC’s Photoshop attempts, here used to tamper with stock footage of Earth to create an alien version of it.

-(I know it’s not Photoshop it was a joke)

-Wait.

-IT’S MONDAS ISN’T IT

-Yes I read up on the Doctor Who wiki before and apparently Mondas was a very Earth-like planet, only its people opted to ‘upgrade’ themselves for survival at some point in their history

-Remember kids, if you don’t have time to binge on Classic Who, just read up some long articles in the TARDIS wiki.

WHY IS THAT GUY’S HEAD SO SMALL AND THAT DOOR JUST OPENED BY ITSELF

I have a bad feeling about this

-Oh yes a VERY bad feeling

yep called it (Not really. It was in the trailer.)

-Wow Missy is so salty today

-Not sure if ‘salty’ is the right word... Let’s say ‘verbally homicidal’

-GOD THE SUSPENSE WITH THIS DOUBLE POV’S

-Like, holy fuck, that’s some awesome screenwriting there. Switching between two scenes while maintaining the suspense in both, without making it too fast/all over the place or too long.

-I’m getting chills.

wHAT

-Sheesh, the way his voice changes at the end of that sentence... Jesus.

same

-I’M SCREAMING HOLY FUCK OVER AND OVER AGAIN

-I THOUGHT MISSY WAS GONNA REGENERATE INTO HIM (which is kinda weird) OR MAYBE HE’D BE APPEARING IN A FLASHBACK OR SOMETHING BUT NOOOOO THAT ONE FISHY GUY WAS THE MASTER ALL ALONG

-MOFFAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT

HOLY FUCK

Is it just me or does the Doctor look really scared here

-Maybe he thought he got rid of them for good hundreds of years ago, and now they’ve come back and they took his friend and it’s all just...?

shit

-SHIT

-NO BILL

-NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

-WE’VE LOST OUT GAY DAUGHTER

I CAN’T

-BELIEVE

-THIS

-IS

-HAPPENING

-THE FOUR BEATS!! WTF!!

no.

oh no.

oh shit.

oh hell no.

shit

-THE FOUR DRUM BEATS.

-AFTER ALL THAT TIME, AFTER 8 YEARS, THEY’VE COME BACK TO HAUNT US AGAIN.

-THAT WAS BACK IN THE RTD ERA OH MY GOD

*SCREAMING*

SDHHSJKSHJKASKJERIHIERHIRGHJSDHJGAGSLDJFAH

-AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

...

-FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

HOLY FUCK??

“I did my duty for Queen and country.”

“I waited for you.”

-...

-*cue end credits*

-HOLy sHIT

-THAT DID NOT JUST HAPPEN

-WHAT AN WAY TO END THAT EPISODE

-MOFFAT

-I’M SCREAMING

-I SCREAMED SO LOUD I ALMOST DEAFENED MYSELF

-MOFFAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!!!!!

[suga--rush-blog]

BTS SHIP

Hello may i please request a ship for bts?

PERSONALITY:  I’m described as an introvert, observant, passionate, reserved individual. i am the listener & open-minded individual. I enjoy discovering new things (culture, countries, art, etc.). Despite being cheerful & cute, life weighs me down. I use this positive/cheerful to hide my insecurity/depression and to make others happy. I can get along with people and I always like to help them out if needed out of kindness and morals.  However, this action leads me to be naive and exhausting myself, which leads me to be stubborn and friends scolding for putting others before myself.  

HOBBIES:  drawing while listening to music, which helps me get ideas. Reading mangas (Japanese comics) on a quiet day to relax, and binge watch anime. I also enjoy swimming and driving around to go in my inner thoughts Playing Video games is my final hobby.

IDEAL PARTNER:  I want him to be like my best friend. He needs to be happy, passionate about his career/dream, make me/us feel loved and enjoy laughter together.  He’s not afraid to be himself, open-minded, affectionate, and wise in his own way that would benefit both of us. 

IDEAL DATE:  An ideal date, would be traveling around the world and taking pictures of the places we go, while enjoying and making memories out of those. Adventures that will help make our relationship stronger, discover things (personalities) that we never knew about ourselves and grow from that in a positive light. 

I hope this is done right :-) Thank you and have a nice day! sorry for the mistake eariler~★~

Thank you doll for fixing that one thing for me! I really appriciate it. And dont worry it was no bother at all, thanks for reading my rules! I ship you with J-hope!

General: This relationship will be happy, caring, and very energetic. You will bring out the best and brightest in Hoseok and he will bring out the best in you. You will be very caring and compassionate and never afraid to share each others emotions because you two are very emotional people. Your love will be spontaneous, loud and bright and your happiness will be infectious. 

Personality: I was really debating about whether I should ship you with Hoseok or Jimin, but what I think made me decide Hoseok is his bright nature and his genuine love of life. While I understand that hes not always like that and he has his own troubles too, I definitely feel like his personality is the type that will brighten up your life a little bit. I also feel like hes the type to always put others first, so hes going to be sure to really take care of your before he faces any of his own problems. I think someone so selfless will be really good for you since you are quite selfless yourself. I think he would really like your cute and happy nature but I also think he would be quick to catch when you are putting on a facade. He’ll be the first one to ask if youre ok, because he is the type of person to put on a facade too. He’s very caring and I think will really be able to reach out to you. He wont let you go until you tell him the truth. He will always be careful not to hurt you and be very respectful of your needs. 

Your interests: Jhope has said hed like someone who reads books, so I wonder if that applies to mangas too? Hahaha probably. I think it doesnt matter about what kind of book, but just the thought of reading books with someone. Plus Im pretty sure Hoseok likes anime and manga too, so youll probably have funn watching anime together. Expect a lot of commentary when youre watching though because hes definitely going to talk a lot through the movie! Also you cant watch anything scary with him because he definitely cant handle it. If you do hell probably hide his head in your shoulder the whole time!

Skinship: I’d expect a lot of skinship from Hoseok. He will probably want to hold onto you a lot, but he wont ever go past your limits. But he’ll probably like to hold hands in public even if its a little embarrassing and might even tease you about giving him a kiss. 

Dates:  Dates are going to be really fun and will be everything from fancy dinners to amusement parks. Youll probably go out a lot but no matter where you go you will have a fun time because he will make it lively. Youll probably joke a lot and make jokes through the whole thing even if youre at a fancy restaurant. I can see you traveling and going on trips together. Youll be perfect travel partners even if Hoseok can be a little flighty. I think that he will make traveling fun because he’s very go with the flow. 

Fights: I dont see a lot of fights with you two, mostly because you care so much about each other, and also because you are so respectful. If you hurt each other you are going to hurt each other pretty hard and it will be something that you will really need to apologize deeply for. But I dont think you will be able to stay mad for long, because you need each other. One of you will crack and you will fall right back to each other. 

When you’re sad: Hoseok is going to be at his goofiest, his most energetic to try and make you feel better. It’s going to be hard to be blue when he is trying to hard to make you happy. If that doesnt work hes going to hug you tightly and tell you to let it all out. He’s going to want to hear everything and wont leave you alone until you tell him because hell feel bad if you dont. He’s going to console you and take care of you until you feel better, but at the same time understand that you can handle your own problems. 

Living together: living together is going to be like your own party. Every day will bring something new. Youre going to be having fun no matter what you do, cleaning, cooking, constructing your ikea furniture. Though its not to say that you will get no peace because the peaceful times will sometimes be the best times, with your head in his lap and his hands running through your hair as you both read. 

What other’s think of you: Youre probably going to be both the life of the party and annoying. You will bring out the best in Hoseok, which also means the loudest. Hes probably going to want to show off and be wild in front of you, always smiling and laughing, so people are going to know that you+hoseok=crazy. You will just feed off of each others energy. The BTS members will probably love you, but also know that when you come around Hoseok is going to be a little obnoxious. But they will also be very fond of those moments because he will be at his happiest.

When I think of you I think of: teddy bears, sunny days, grassy fields, travel brochures, passports full of stamps, scrap books, big smiles, the sun 

I hope that you got your bias but if you did not don’t worry! That doesn’t mean they’re not good for you. I believe that anyone can fall in love with anyone as long as the circumstances are right. These are just my ideas of who you would be good with

[kyotakumrau]

Gara from MERRY and Kyo from sukekiyo are talking about the upcoming event organized by MERRY!

translation of the interview from T-SITE (original here)

Event organized by MERRY titled “Blooming in March with stupidity a hail of rusted scissors and martial law at the flower garden of the tricycle, please forgive me” will be held in March in Tokyo, Nagoya and Osaka. sukekiyo will perform at each show. Moreover, Inugami Circuss Dan will appear in Osaka, and Metronome will play in Nagoya and Tokyo; all those bands have their own strong personality. I could talk with Gara (MERRY), the mastermind behind this, and Kyo (sukekiyo / DIR EN GREY), who played an important role for the former.

Interview and text by Shimura Tsukune photos by Takao Ogata

- It’s been 6 years since you had an interview together. It was before sukekiyo has started activities.

Gara – That’s right. We have transferred to the same company and Kyo also helpedproducing us. *1

- In the meantime, I don’t think it was an easy time for MERRY.

Gara – That’s true.

Kyo – Recently was the most tiring I think? We talked about this just a while ago, about playing concerts like everyday. ‘What’s wrong?” and so on.

Gara -  Yeah. This February is the hardest (wry laugh).

- Isn’t now the time with the huge urge to create? Do you feel all fired up?

Gara – I’m most excited about the May 5th at Hibiya (“Tokyo Spring Hobiya Democratic~Sheeps’ Advocacy~” at Hibiya Kokaido).

- From your perspective, Gara, how does Kyo’s performance with sukekiyo look like?

Gara – With DIR EN GREY there is a theme of “pain”, but it feels opposite. The anger and spite that is hiding deep inside. I feel that a lot. Personally I much prefer sukekiyo’s worldview. Their performance and lighting as well, it get’s you really absorbed in it.

- sukekiyo concerts feel like an art performance. Among our readers there might be people who don’t know both of you well, so [let me explain that] Gara used to work as Kyo’s roadie.

Gara – That’s right. I started this work soon when I came to Tokyo. We know each other that long. It’s been almost 20 years. If there’s something wrong, Kyo will give me advice, it’s very reassuring. He will properly tell me off or praise me.

- I wouldn’t call it a teacher and student relation, but you can talk about anything together. It will be the 4th time that sukekiyo and MERRY will perform on the same stage together. Fans welcome this collaboration with nicknames such as “sukemeri”.

Kyo – If I was a fan I would think “aren’t you doing too much together as you work with the same company?”.  I wonder if the power of adults is working here? (kyotaku – management deciding things)

Gara – But seeing the title of this event this kind of power is not working at all (laughing).

Kyo – When I discussed with Gara what should we do with the title, he proposed to just give words alternatively, and we have this event title as a result.

Gara – sukekiyo, Metronome and Inugami Circuss Dan. All bands with very strong presence, so I wondered what to do with the title for a long time. Playing with this line-up, I really wanted to knock it out so I consulted Kyo, and this idea came up.

– So that’s how it happened. I will take my time having fun guessing who gave which phrase. It’s a super long title, I was wondering if all elements mentioned will be reflected in the performance somehow.

Gara – You were over thinking it (laughing). In the beginning we didn’t announce who will we play with, we just published the event title and fans were quite surprised as well. As DIR EN GREY has tight schedule I don’t think many people thought that sukekiyo will join as well.

Kyo – But I was saying since last year “I want to play together again” all the time.

Gara – This time I asked directly “Kyo, do you have time in March?” and it went ahead from there. We’re organizing this event, but we talked a lot with Kyo and sukekiyo members, it was fun, feels very fresh this way.

Kyo – Going into details, even [talking about] goods was fun. “Usually people definitely don’t make merchandise like that!”.

Gara – From our side Yuu got involved too, it started from “what do you want to make?”. There were many questions like “Kyo, where from do you get ideas like that?”.

Kyo – I’m just a type who has some ideas all the time, continually.

Gara – Even with stickers (“Nero okunnahareya seal”), if you win the draw, for some reason you will get a Nero hug pillow.

Kyo – Somehow it got to the point when we talked about “hug pillows as a draw prize” and we decided on Nero.

Gara – And without telling Nero anything, we just showed him the finished product “your hug pillow” and he was quite pleased. Like that we also really enjoyed creating goods, so it’s all very good.

- You seem to be enjoying this more than fans (laughing).

Gara – Yup. Although I was surprised when Kyo said he wanted to produce a toy knife. It can be used for magic tricks, it’s the type with a retracting blade. Without thinking I asked “Who needs that?!” (laughing).

Kyo – Need or not, it doesn’t matter. I haven’t seen anyone selling a band’s goods like that. It’s a festival type event, so everyone will get one while thinking “what the hell is that?”. So you can stab your friends.

Gara – I see (laughing). Kyo is very fast with his work even when it’s a busy period like now. I learned a lot about “where those ideas come from?”.

Kyo – I hate wasting time. I’m a type who needs to finish everything at once. Fun things just come to me by themselves.

Gara – It’s same with the production, Kyo works the same rapid way with sukekiyo and with DIR EN GREY. I feel that even though we are close I could see a new part of him with this opportunity.

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- From your perspective, Kyo, how’s MERRY recently?

Kyo – Recently I often see photos of Gara wearing a school cap and I think “ah so that’s the atmosphere of their shows now”. They had so many shows only in February, in the morning, as it was raining (planned for their latest single “Ame to kasa / Rain and umbrella”). I was wondering what is he doing.

- Events with rich content just vigorously continue. Going back to the topic of the event in March, can we expect to see you standing on the stage together again? *2

Kyo – Nope, this time not.

Gara – Honestly me neither, this kind of terrific stage can only be tasted by sukekiyo. I’m singing for over 10 years so I’m not so nervous about it anymore, but those two times when I sang with sukekiyo I was [so nervous I was] nauseous.

Kyo – Hahaha!

Gara – Thinking “Is Kyo singing here like this?”, pressure was just too much. The performance is so delicate, and the music score and melody of songs were really difficult. It’s the 4th time, I want Kyo to see that me and MERRY have grown up. We have confidence in the current us. In Osaka and Nagoya, and lastly in Tokyo, starting from the beginning I want to meet everyone with a loud clash. It’s the first time we will play with Inugami Circus Dan, it’s been 10 years since the last time with Metronome. They are both very distinctive bands, so I’m really looking forward to it.

- Kyo will release a mobile site official book “Aun no ari” in April. He has a wide range of expression. Do you think you should try something like that as well?

Gara – I’m really thinking about it. Seeing that Kyo is drawing, has poetry and photography released as well.

Kyo – You have released a book as well though? *3

Gara – Yes, I have, but the category of coolness is totally different here. I fell on the stage and got hernia.

Kyo – Isn’t it good to put that in the book?

Gara – When I was having a surgery it was Kyo who told me “it would be good to write something”. Even before when he produced us he told us often “not only the band, isn’t it better to try doing various things?”. So Yuu is drawing, Nero started photography. Not only me, all of members were given advice, and our creativity increased a lot.

Kyo – Getting inspiration from other sources than music and using it for music, you can get a different perspective as well. I thought that it will help MERRY to become even more mesmerizing.

- I see. It’s good to realize things you want to do. sukekiyo will hold a seated tour  in June in Tokyo and Kyoto, titled “The Falling Moon”. This tour also has a meaningful title.

Kyo – From this seated shows our atmosphere will completely change. We are still in the planning stage, so I don’t know how far I can take it, but I want to do something new.

Gara – Can fans move a bit during the shows now?

Kyo – At some shows only.

Gara – How about at the March event?

Kyo – Well, it’s an event. It’s not like everything is okay, but our fans will not move.

Gara – Will you say something if?

Kyo – “Shut up”.

Gara – Heheh. So if for example people who never saw sukekiyo will start shouting…

Kyo – My fans will glare at them.

Gara – Hahaha! It’s a problem of reading the atmosphere.

Kyo – That’s right. Our fans already thought well about what makes a sukekiyo fan. So if someone moves a lot at the concerts others will think “that person doesn’t know anything”.

- I see (laughing).

Gara – When I sang “mama” at Akasaka BLITZ over 1000 standing people were watching me. I’ve never seen fans so still like a statue, it was so intense (wry laugh).

Kyo – As MERRY and sukekiyo played together before our fans know the other one’s style, I feel like they get along. I wonder how will it be with the fans of Inugami Circus Dan and Metronome. I hope everyone will be kind to others.

Gara – I didn’t want to have the atmosphere or proceedings of the usual event. It’s good to see the intensity of each performer. Even with 3 bands playing, there will be plenty of time for each band. I wanted people to be able to see the colour and worldview of each band.

Kyo – Recently I said that it’s okay already, but in the end I want to play together again.

Gara – Really! We talked about having a tour at clubs in the rundown districts like cabarets.

Kyo – And inviting Chinese or Korean visual bands.

Gara – Wouldn’t older bands that came back be good as well?

Kyo – I wonder if ●●●● or ×××× would come back if we asked?

Gara – Their worldviews are really matching (laughing). If we could have some performer joining as well it would be great.

Kyo – Having so much freedom is a strong point of MERRY and sukekiyo. Of course those are bands, but anything can happen (during their concerts).

- Have you thought about releasing something together outside of concerts and events?

Kyo – No, there were no ideas like that.

Gara – It would be great to do something together.

Kyo – Releasing CD together would be interesting.

Gara – Yeah. We belong to the same company, so it’s totally possible, we could do many things.

Kyo – I told you that it would have been judged, “don’t do things together if you belong to the same company”, but if we got over this obstacle with doing something together, no one would ever said anything anymore.

Gara – And that’s the end of this issue. There’s a thing I want to ask you, how do you want to use our toy knife?

Kyo – Stab Nero.

Gara – Noooooo (laughing). Everyone will buy it just for that?

Kyo – Huh, there are not so many of those, so they will be quite rare? A sukemeri knife.

Gara – No, that’s wrong! It’s “o-inochi okunhareya knife” ! (laughing)

Kyo – Hahaha!

Gara – And like that we also made goods’ names together. All of them use “okunnahareya”. Huh? We have “gum okunnahareya!” too?

Kyo – Yeah. I wanted to make gum that would come up if you pressed your finger.

Gara – When asking Kyo what he wants to make, he replied “a click gum”. Normal adults wouldn’t buy something like that. Press your finger and “yuppi!”. Finished after one try, probably (laughing).

Kyo – That’s good. You buy it for this one try.

- The time before and after the concert feels a bit festive (laughing). Having this opportunity is there anything you would like to tell each other?

Gara – Standing on the stage I won’t be defeated, but considering vocalist’s attitude and the way I should go, he is the closest person who sings and teaches by example. I always wish that it will stay like that forever.  Someday I want to be told “you finally reached here”. As long as I’m in a band that’s something I want to accomplish.

Kyo – Why are you talking so seriously??? (laughing). I would like to produce a young band together with Gara. There are many things that two of us cannot do. Probably we could do something super weird. Lay down our names.

Gara – It would be nice if we were releasing some work together with this event. That’s the last of it.

Kyo – And add the young band we produced to the event.

Gara – Enjoyable things keep increasing. After this event I think we will both get the idea of “next time let’s do it like this”.

- Then,please give us a last comment about the event to the fans.

Gara – There are only very strong bands, so I want to finish this event with etching the name MERRY. Not as in drawing fans in for the next show, but what MERRY can show and convey among sukekiyo, Inugami Circus Dan and Metronome. If this event finishes only with “it was fun!” there’s no meaning to it.

- How about you, Kyo?

Kyo – I’m just joining an event organised by MERRY. Usually I just come to the venue, after the show I/we go to eat ramen.

Gara – Saying that, it’s about Kyo so I’m not sure what you will do! I don’t want to feel nervous if something comes up.

Kyo – Giving me so much freedom, it’s really MERRY-like.

Gara – That’s scary (laughing). Thinking that it’s a pressure to me who organized this event, I will do my best.

  Original notes

*1 – it was at the time of release of MERRY’s 7th album “Beautiful Freaks” in 2011

*2 – During the event organized by sukekiyo “Igyou no ma”, Kyo joined MERRY’s performance singing “Atama ga zakuro” and Gara joined sukekiyo singing “mama” in 2014. In 2015 during MERRY’s 〈MERRY Grateful Year 2015「NOnsenSe MARkeT 1F」〉Kyo sang “shoudoku” with MERRY, and Gara sang “vandal” with sukekiyo.

*3 – “Gara karate” was released in 2015, Gara wrote about his fight back to heath

[megaraxdimitriou]

1. Describe the character’s height and build. Is he heavyset, thin, short, rangy?

“I’m a big ol string bean, at 5′10. I’d like to say healthy because i exercise quite frequently but i pretty much stay the same weight i have for years due to my various love for food.” Meg is fit/slim, but she never turns down the opportunity to treat herself.

2. How old is he?

“I’m the big two-o.”

3. Describe his posture. Does he/she carry himself well or does he/she slouch?  

“I’m not much of a sloucher. My mom would always smack my hands at the dinner table if i was slouching even though she let my father do it. So i’d say pretty well, mostly from habit.” That and her mother had Meg take ballet classes when she was little, so bad posture was always a big no-no.

4. How is his health? Is he fit or out of shape? Any illnesses or conditions? Any physical disabilities?

“I guess fit? Haha, is sleeping in til the afternoon an illness? Because if so, you got me.” No Meg is pretty healthy physically wise.

5. How does he move? Is he clumsy, graceful, tense, fluid?

Graceful, hah that’s a laugh. I don’t know? I walk like a regular human being, is this even a real thing?” Yes it is Meg, lol. Meg is pretty relaxed in most aspects, if anything she walks casual, although sometimes if in a good mood she has a charming strut she puts on.

6. How attractive is this character physically? How does he perceive himself in the mirror?

“Meh.” Wow, Meg my god. Meg has never been one for appearances; it wasn’t until recently that Daphne got her in things like doing her hair and makeup. Meg doesn’t really care for it, but most of the time shes confident in her own skin.

7. Describe his complexion. Dark, light, clear, scarred?

“I’m not pale, but i’m not really dark either. I look i got a tan, but got out of the tanning booth halfway through. Like a golden-brown potato chip. I do get oily sometimes, it just mostly looks like i’ve been sweating though.” meg-girl. Meg is slightly tan, but in the winter her complexion lightens immensely

8. Describe his hair: color, texture, style.

“My hair is probably about upper-mid back. I usually don’t do anything with it, but it’s naturally wavy a bit. So most of the time its just down, or up in a pony tail.”

9. What color are his/her eyes?

“Hazel, but the green outshines the most. My mom always use to call them Σμαράγδια της θάλασσα, which translated means Emeralds of the sea.

10. Does the character have any other noteworthy features?

“I’d like to think my eyes, and i have a lil freckle above my lip that draws a bit of attention. Whether good or bad i’m not really sure which.”

11. What are his/her chief tension centers?

“I guess my shoulders.” Shoulders/Upper back.

12. What is the character’s wardrobe like? Casual, dressy, utilitarian? Bright colors, pastels, neutrals? Is it varied, or does he/she have six of the same suit?

“I don’t know, i don’t feel like what i wear falls under any certain type of fashion style. I just wear whit i like.” Meg can go from casual to classy as hell. It just depends how shes feeling and what shes dressing up for. Most of her clothes are either dark's or neutrals, but there is some pops of color in there.

Most of the time she is dressed up like this (x) (x) (x) (x) (x)

13. Do his/her clothes fit well? Does he/she seem comfortable in them?

“If they didn’t fit, i wouldn’t be wearing them. Sometimes i like clothes that hug my body right, sometimes i like wearing loose things that fall and hang off my sides.”

14. Does he/she dress the same on the job as he/she does in his free time? If not, what are the differences?

“Sometimes, but mostly its still casual.”

15. You knew it was coming: Boxers, briefs or commando?

Laced solid colored underwear.

Speech

1. What does this character’s voice sound like? High-pitched, deep, hoarse?

“Haven’t really thought about that much?” I’d say somewhere in the middle ground. Her voice is feminine but has strength behind it.

2. How does he/she normally speak? Loud, soft, fast, evenly? Does he/she talk easily, or does he/she hesitate?

“Normal.” Meg never raises her voice unless around Hades or shes in an argument. Other than that, no. She never really is one to hesitate.

3. Does the character have a distinct accent or dialect? Any individual quirks of pronunciation? Any, like, you know, verbal tics?

“I guess i used too. I was raised in Greece, but my mom taught me English when i was very young. She said it was always handy to know more than one language. Most of the time people can’t tell i’m from another country until i start speaking my native language.”

4. What language/s does he/she speak, and with how much fluency?

“I can speak Greek fluently since its my native language, English as well. I know a few words and phrases of Albanian and Latin, since a lot of people in Greek used a variety of languages.” 

5. Does he/she switch languages or dialects in certain situations?

“Sometimes. I speak my native language more in my head than anywhere else. Or when my mother calls.” Sometimes if Meg is flustered of angry, or it just slips from her mouth without her even realizing it.

6. Is he/she a good impromptu speaker, or does he/she have to think about his words?

“Never hesitate. Say whats on your mind.” Oh meg shaddup, you hesitate sometimes binch don’t give me that.

7. Is he/she eloquent or inarticulate? Under what circumstances might this change?

“I want to say eloquent, but honestly that sounds way more re-fined than i feel like i am?”

Mental and Emotional

1. How intelligent is this character? Is he/she book-smart or street-smart?

“Uh, both? I’d like to think i have both.” With Meg its a fair middle ground. Meg is intelligent but sometimes lacks in the motivation to do her work department. And she has plenty of street wit from Hades.

2. Does he/she think on his feet, or does he/she need time to deliberate?

“Feet. Definitely feet. Probably would’ve been as in many situatuions as i have if i put more thought into certain things...” Hahaha, *coughs* Herc *coughes loudEr* HaDES

3. Describe the character’s thought process. Is he/she more logical, or more intuitive? Idealistic or practical?

“Instinct, although sometimes more logical than if not.”

4. What kind of education has the character had?

Tbh, i’m not sure because Meg’s bio is still in the drafts and shes not listed on the dorm listings. But im pretty sure shes in University from what i remember.

5. What are his/her areas of expertise? What, if anything, is he/she interested in learning more about?

“Ah, you’d laugh. It’s kind of lame.” Meg has a love for mythology and anything to deal with that. She loves reading myths and legends. It brings out the childlike aspects in Meg.

6. Is he/she an introvert or an extrovert?

7. Describe the character’s temperament. Is he/she even-tempered or does he/she have mood swings? Cheerful or melancholy? Laid-back or driven?

“Introvert. I don’t care too much for people.” That and usually Hades got her busy/and or kept to himself a lot. It takes a certain person to make Meg and extrovert, aka Daphne/Tito.

8. How does he/she respond to new people or situations? Is he/she suspicious, relaxed, timid, enthusiastic?

“Depends on the situation or person.” Meg WILL fight for what she wants, so if on her bad side she could raise hell if she wants too. Although shes not the type of person to ask for help either. But when it comes to new people she’s suspicious in the sense she never fully can trust a person until she gets to know them better. But if she feels secure around someone she’s very laid-back.

9. Is he/she more likely to act, or to react?

“Act.”

10. Which is his/her default: fight or flight?

“Fight. Always fight.”

11. Describe the character’s sense of humor. Does he/she appreciate jokes? Puns? Gallows humor? Bathroom humor? Pranks?

“Gallows humor. I don’t care for vulgar jokes boys make. It makes me feel like i’m losing more of my brains cells from listening to something like that.”

12. Does the character have any diagnosable mental disorders? If yes, how does he/she deal with them?

“Not that i’m aware of no.” Meg doesn’t have depression, but she can feel quite lonely/or sad sometimes.

13. What moments in this character’s life have defined him/her as a person?

“I feel as if i’ve had too many of those moments.” When Megs dad died, or betraying Herc, working for Hades. There’s a lot lol.

14. What does he/she fear?

“Having my freedom taken away. Never standing up for what i want or believe in.” The irony.

15. What are his/her hopes or aspirations?

To be happy. Move on from the past and start something fresh and new.

16. What is something he/she doesn’t want anyone to find out about him/her?

She’s not as strong as puts on.

Relationships

1. Describe this character’s relationship with his/her parents.

“I’m very close to my mom. She had to raise me alone for the majority of my life  and she worked so hard to have the things i could. I could never repay her for all she’s done for me. σ'αγαπώ μαμά (I love you mama).” Meg was a big daddys girl, but her father passed away when she was 7 from a motorcycle accident.

2. Does the character have any siblings? What is/was their relationship like?

“Nope.”

3. Are there other blood relatives to whom he/she is close? Are there ones he/she can’t stand?

“Not really.”

4. Are there other, unrelated people whom he/she considers part of his family? What are his/her relationships with them?

“Not at the moment.” She’d say Hades or Peyton and Patrick since she see’s them practically all the time.  But it’s not a good relationship with Hades.

5. Who is/was the character’s best friend? How did they meet?

“Daphne. I love her.” I’m not sure how Meg met Daphne, but i’m blessed that she did.

6. Does he/she have other close friends?

“Tito for sure. He always makes me smile. I don’t know what it is. Berlioz too, even if he doesn’t want to admit it.”

7. Does he/she make friends easily, or does he/she have trouble getting along with people?

“I’m i feel it’s easy to get along with people, but sometimes people are annoying and it frustares me beyond belief.”

8. Which does he/she consider more important: family or friends?

“Family. Always Family.” Meg doesn’t have a wide variety of friends, so Family is most important to her. Especially since they’re people who feel like home to her.

9. Is the character single, married, divorced, widowed? Has he/she been married more than once?

“Single? ha, married? I’m not sure that will ever happen.”

10. Is he/she currently in a romantic relationship with someone other than a spouse?

“Uh, no?”

11. Who was his/her first crush? Who is his/her latest?

“Uh, well there was this boy from my home town. I mean he was sweet and really naive, but i think thats what i liked most about him. Just the pure innocence about him, and i fucked it up. What a surprise. I hope he's doing okay. Recently? No-” Bish talking about Herc, and we all know who Meg is talking about recently bish i see you

12. What does he/she look for in a romantic partner?

“Someone i can hold real conversations with, someone i can laugh and be myself around.” Meg is simple she just wants someone is going to be there for her, even if she doesn’t necessarily need it.

13. Does the character have children? Grandchildren? If yes, how does he/she relate to them? If no, does he/she want any?

“I don’t want to even phantom the thought of having kids right now. But maybe someday.” 

14. Does he/she have any rivals or enemies?

Meg doesn’t want to answer this question because she doesn’t want Hades to over-hear lmao.

15. What is the character’s sexual orientation? Where does he/she fall on the Kinsey scale?

“I’d rather boys, but intelligent ones.” Probably 0 or 2.

16. How does he/she feel about sex? How important is it to him/her?

“I want it to be with someone i care about and vice versa. I’m not the type to sleep around, but i mean to the people who do it you do you boo; just not my thing.”

17. What are his/her turn-ons? Turn-offs? Weird bedroom habits?

“I’d rather not talk about this, thanks.” Meg is quite a passionate person and she’s not going to give everything up so easily because she likes a fight. It would depend what mood she’s in, she’d love intimate or go farther into the rougher aspect of sex. Like hair pulling, lip biting, and all that good stuff.

Beliefs

1. Do you know your character’s astrological (zodiac of choice) sign? How well does he/she fit type?

I feel either an aries or leo. But probably mostly aries because they’re lively, passionate, courageous. Their negative traits would include being impatient, stubborn, and impulsive which just all sounds like Meg perfectly tbh.

2. Is this character religious, spiritual, both, or neither? How important are these elements in his/her life?

“I really don’t have any specific view on it. My mother gave me the choice of choosing/doing whatever i wanted to with religion. Maybe i just haven’t figured it out yet.”

3. Does this character have a personal code of morals or ethics? If so, how did that begin? What would it take to compromise it?

“Don’t we all have a code of morals? We all know right between wrong, but sometimes we do it anyway. It depends, although it would take a lot for me to compromise it.” Like being forced to frame drugs on Hercules lol.

4. How does he/she regard beliefs that differ from his? Is he/she tolerant, intolerant, curious, indifferent?

“Tolerant. I like to hear the other side of things or someone’s opinion on the matter.”

5. What prejudices does he/she hold? Are they irrational or does he/she have a good reason for them?

Mostly with everyone not because of color or what they look like, but shes always felt skeptical towards people because unless you don’t know that person like the back of your hand you don’t know what they’re capable of. Just like Hades. So pretty much Hades ruined her when it comes to people in general.

Daily Life

1. What is the character’s financial situation? Is he/she rich, poor, comfortable, in debt?

Meg has been comfortable, but there are times when she was younger that her family was hurting for money. 

2. What is his/her social status? Has this changed over time, and if so, how has the change affected him/her?

“Under the radar.”

3. Where does he/she live? House, apartment, trailer? Is his/her home his/her castle or just a place to crash? What condition is it in? Does he/she share it with others?

“I miss my home back in Greece. It was just beautiful, i miss it so much sometimes compared to the form i’m living in at Walt.”

4. Besides the basic necessities, what does he/she spend his/her money on?

“Probably movies, i love to indulge in fantasy.”

5. What does he/she do for a living? Is he/she good at it? Does he/she enjoy it, or would he/she rather be doing something else?

“Nothing really.” Do you mean work for Hades? Then yes, and she doesn’t hate it but she doesn’t love it either. She’s known Hades for so long now that he feels like a friend in a weird twisted way.

6. What are his/her interests or hobbies? How does he/she spend his/her free time?

Meg will never admit it, but dancing. More of a classical style. Definitely something like this. (x)

7. What are his/her eating habits? Does he/she skip meals, eat out, drink alcohol, avoid certain foods?

Meg doesn’t have big meals unless she’s going out to eat, so she snacks a lot.

Associations

Which of the following do you associate with the character, or which is his/her favorite:

1. Color?   Purple 2. Smell?  The Ocean 3. Time of day? Sunset 4. Season? Autumn 5. Book? Anything that has to do with Mythology, she has a guilty pleasure for the Percy Jackson series. 6. Music? Upbeat songs, once that are relaxing to listen to. She has a soft spot for ballads. 7. Place? By the crashing waves of crystal blue ocean, by herself with a good book. 8. Substance? Vodka/Wine 9. Plant? Iris 10. Animal? Humming bird

[randomfanfictiontime]

Meant to Be

Summary: A meeting with Cupid leaves some tension between you and Dean

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader

Word Count: 2807

Warning: Fluff

(A/N): Originally on Wattpad, but since I had no ideas for any other stories, might as well give you guys something am I right?

"Hello, I'm Special Agent Cliff and this is my partner Agent Carter. We are here to ask you a few questions if you don't mind." Sam stated, showing the lady his badge while I did the same.

"Of course. Come in. I was just packing some things." She said, moving over to the mantle to grab a few pictures off of it. While Sam moved over to the fridge, I started asking a few questions.

"So, were you the one that found the bodies?" She nodded.

"It was horrific. There was blood everywhere, along with... other stuff. I'm pretty sure Alice was already dead. Russell was mostly dead. Except he was still, uh, chewing a little." Sam walked back over to stand beside of me.

"Did you notice Alice acting weird in the last few days? Like more hostile? Aggressive?" She shook her head.

"Alice was a nice girl. Never drank. Never cussed. She still had her promise ring on, if you know what I mean." She picked up a worn stuffed bunny and smiled sadly.

"It was her first date in months. She was so excited. I don't understand how two people can just do that. Eat each other to death."

"Me neither." I mumbled.

~~~~~~~~~

When we made it back to the motel, Dean was sitting at the table reading something.

"Anything?"

I sighed as I ran a finger through my (H/C) hair. "No. Nothing. No EMF. No sulfur."

"Well then what is it? I was betting on it to be a ghost or demon possession. You should have seen those bodies. They started eating and just didn't stop. Their stomach was full. Thanksgiving dinner full."

I visibly grimaced and got up to get a beer from the fridge.

"Not much else we can do tonight. I'll finish looking through the files. You two can go ahead and get going." I stayed bent down in front of the fridge door, letting the door hide my face. I knew exactly what Sam was talking about.

"I'm sorry?"

"Y'know unleash the kraken. I'll see you tomorrow morning."

"Where am I going?"

"Dean, it's Valentines Day. Your favorite holiday. What did you call it again? Unattached drifters Christmas?"

As soon as I closed the fridge door, I saw Dean get up and go to it, probably getting another beer.

"Yeah well, I don't know. I guess I'm just not feeling it this year." The room was silent for a few seconds except for the small squeak of the bed as I sat down.

"What?" Dean asked.

"It's like when a puppy doesn't eat. You automatically know something's really wrong." I couldn't help but snicker a little at that comment.

"Well are you going out, (Y/N)? I know you also love this holiday."

I shrugged. "I don't know. I don't usually go out in the first place. I like Valentines Day because it gives couples a chance to show that they really love each other. Not just for the sex, Sam."

"Oh well I guess that's the line drawing the difference between you and Dean."

"Ha ha. Very funny. Now that that's established, are we gonna get to work or what." Dean muttered.

~~~~~(The Next Day)~~~~~

As Sam, Dean, and I walked towards the door to the coroners room, I noticed that Sam started to look at a man in a black suit with a briefcase like he had just seen a ghost.

"Sam. You okay?" I muttered lowly so Dean wouldn't hear me.

"Huh? Oh yeah I'm fine." I was still a little skeptical but I let it go.

As I made my way into the office, Dean was introducing Sam and I.

"These are my partners Special Agent Cliff and Agent Carter." The coroner shook our hands before leaving us to examine the bodies.

"Hey, (Y/N)." I hummed in response. He pushed the tub with a heart in it towards me.

"Be my valentine?" He asked in a childish way. Despite me rolling my eyes, I couldn't help the little flutter in my belly. He smiled cheekily.

"Woah whoa wait a second. These hearts have the same markings. Check this out. It looks like some kind of letter."

"Meh. Kinda reminds me of a heart shape without the pointy end." I shrug.

"Oh no. I think it's Enochian."

"What like angel markings? Like the tagging on our ribs?"

"I don't know."

"Ah hell." Dean mumbled while pulling his phone out to call Cas. Cas appeared only a second later.

"Your right, Sam. These are angelic marks. I imagine that you can find similar markings on the other couples' hearts as well. It's a marking of union. This man and woman were intended to mate."

"Alright so who put them there?" I inquired. Cas turned to us.

"Well, you people call them Cupid."

"Them?"

"A what?" Sam and I both said at the same time. I have always loved Greek-mythology so I was quite surprised to hear him say 'them'. I thought there was only one.

"No, (Y/N). There is a lot more than one. What human myth has mistaken for Cupid is actually a lower order of angel. Technically a cherub. Third class. They are all over the world."

"You mean the little flying fat kid with a diaper?"

"So what your saying is-" Cas cut him off annoyingly.

"What I'm saying is that a cupid has gone rogue and we have to stop him before he kills again.

~~~~~~

For some reason, being in this restaurant makes me feel uneasy. The waitress hands all of us our food. All I had gotten was a soda. I asked for a slice of pie but they didn't have any.

"So what, you just happen to know that he like hanging out at places like this?"

"This place is a nexus of human reproduction. This is exactly the place the Cupid would come to... pollinate..." Cas trailed off, eyeing Dean's burger. I raise my eyebrow at him but he's to busy making googly eyes at the burger to notice. Dean drops his burger and pushes his plate away from him. Sam noticed as well.

"Wait a minute. You're not hungry. You?"

Dean looks at me nervously.

"No.... What I'm not hungry."

"Are you sick?" You ask playfully while pretending to check for a fever by placing the back of your hand on his forehead. I was sitting next to him so it was easier access. He gently pushed my hand away while sighing.

"Then your not gonna finish that?" Before Dean could answer, Cas grabbed the plate and started eating. Everyone at the table, including myself, looked at him as if he sprouted a second head. Cas stopped abruptly and looked around.

"He's here."

We all started looking around, not seeing a thing. Cas made a wind blow through the restaurant, making my hair flutter all over my face.

"Geez, Cas. Give me a warning next time." I mumbled. When I finally got the hair out of my face and patted down, I saw Dean staring at me.

"What? Is there something on my face?" He seemed surprised, as if he didn't notice I saw him looking at me. As if he was in a trance.

"Uh, no." He shook his head and looked around the restaurant once more.

"There."

"What, you mean the same-side-of-the-booth couple over there?"

"Meet me in the back." And just like that, Cas was gone.

When we made our way there, we saw Cas standing there with his arm outstretched. He started chanting some spell.

"Well? Where is he?" Dean stood, looking around. Just then I heard Dean grunt.

"Here I am~." I quickly turned around to see a pale man hugging Dean from behind, lifting him off of the ground, being shook around. I started laughing my ass off.

"Hahaha." I bent over laughing. Dean kept trying to get out of the man's embrace.

"Help!" He struggled.

"Oh, don't you worry. Help is on the way. Yes it is. Yes it is." The man cooed in a babyish voice while giggling. That just made me laugh even harder.

"Shut up, (Y/N)!" Dean yelled at me. I clutch my stomach as tears start coming out of my eyes from laughing so hard. All of a sudden, the man let go of Dean and started towards Cas.

"Hello, you!" That's when I noticed he was completely naked. Not even a diaper. That made me let out another giggle as I realized that when he was hugging Dean, he was naked. Dean shot a glare in my direction, knowing what I was laughing about. I tried to stifle my laughs but it didn't really work.

"This is Cupid?"

"Yes." Cupid looked at Sam and started walking towards him.

"And look at you, huh?" Sam was frantically shaking his head, saying no. But Cupid engulfed him in a hug anyway. I couldn't contain my giggle anymore.

"Is this a fight? Are we in a fight? What is this?"

"It's their handshake."

"Well I don't like it."

"No one likes it."

Hope was bubbling up inside of me at the thought of Cupid forgetting to 'greet' me. But Dean wasn't going let that happen.

"Don't forget about little miss (Y/N)." He smirked. Cupid gasped as he let go of Sam.

"I would never. Look at you. You're so pretty." He came bounding over to me as I glared at Dean. I began backing up to get away from but that proved to be a useless effort as he caught up to me a squeezed me to death.

"Ugh. Dean... You asshat." I breathed out. But he was too busy looking triumphantly at Sam, thinking he was successfully getting revenge on me. Oh he is so going to get it later. Cupid finally let go off me, leaving me to gasp for air. Boy, did he have a strong bear hug.

"What can I do for you." He asked, turning towards Cas.

"Why are you doing this?"

"Doing what?"

"The targets you've marked. They are slaughtering each other." Cupid's smile faded.

"What? They are?" Dean was just getting angrier by the second it seemed.

"Listen, birthday suit. We know. We know how you've been going around, popping people with your poison arrow, making em' murder each other." At this point, Cupid started to look like he was going to cry. I almost felt bad for him.

"What we don't know is why."

"You think that I..." He trailed off.

"Well, uh... I-I don't know what to say." He went crying toward me and pulled me into another hug, crying on my shoulder. I just stood there, unmoving. The others turned around to look at me and him. Cupid just kept on crying. I awkwardly brought my arms up and patted him on the back. All eyes were on you, urging you to talk to him.

"We, uh, didn't mean to...hurt your feelings." At that moment, he hugged me tighter. I don't know what happened but I suddenly relaxed and started to try and comfort him. I rubbed his back, calming his crying.

"Love is more than a word to me. I love love. I love it and if that's wrong then I don't wanna be right." He finally let go of me.

"I was just on my evening rounds. Whatever my targets do after that has nothing to do with me. I was just following my orders."

Cas stared at him for a second, quickly glanced at me, then spoke up.

"He's telling the truth."

"What orders?" Cupid looked at Dean like he was crazy.

"Heaven's, silly, heaven."

"Why do they care if Harry meets Sally?"

"Oh mostly they don't. But ya know, certain bloodlines. Certain destinies. Like yours." He moved his finger signaling to me and Dean. At this point I was utterly confused.

"What do you mean?" I asked. He turned around to me.

"Oh you know. The union between (Y/N) (L/N) and Dean Winchester," he popped open his hands like a flower blooming when he said that, "Very big deal upstairs." My eyes widen as I looked to Dean who was also staring at me. Suddenly, my mouth felt dry.

"I-I'm sorry you must have the wrong gal." My denial kicked in. There was no way I was supposed to be paired with Dean.

"Hmmm... Nope. Definitely supposed to happen. In fact..." He trailed off and came up to me. He put his hand on my heart.

"Yep. You're already marked. You're already longing for him. You and Dean should've been united already." He smiled at me and then at Dean who looked like he had just seen a ghost. My heart started to beat even faster as the blush on my cheeks deepened.

"It's like the union of your parents. John and Mary Winchester. Destined to happen. Top priority arrangement." He said turning towards Sam and Dean.

"I-I gotta go." I say as I fast walked, which turned into a run, out of the door. I bolted out of the restaurant, past the impala, and to the park that was across the street. I sat down on the bench, put my head in my hands, and sighed. Sniffling, I heard the fluttering of wings.

"(Y/N)-" Cas started but I cut him off.

"Don't bother, Cas. The secrets out. Now he knows that I like him. He's never gonna stop teasing me about it. I'm gonna have to quit h-hunting with them, just s-so I won't have to face him each morning." My eyes brimmed with tears. That was by far the worst situation I have ever been in. Not to mention embarrassing. I felt the bench move a little; indicating that Cas had sat beside me.

"Just tell me one thing, Cas. Was he telling the truth? Was all of that crap about it being important for me and Dean to get together true?"

"Yes. Your offspring has a very important role to play in the future. He won't make fun of you. He's too kind for that. Besides, the union involves him too." I look at Cas, teary eyed.

"(Y/N)?" You heard a familiar voice say. You looked up to see Dean standing before Cas and I.

"I'll, uh, leave you two alone to talk." He got up and started walking back towards the restaurant. Dean sat next to you. He opened his mouth to say something but I cut him off.

"Dean, before you say anything, I don't need you to tease me about it. I get it that you don't actually feel the same, seeing as how many women you screw on a monthly bases, so please... Let's just forget this happened okay?" I wiped your eyes and moved to get up but and arm was pulling me back down.

"I wasn't gonna make fun of you. Truth be told, I was sort of happy when that cupid was talking about us being a priority to unite. It made my feelings for you feel not so heavy." I just stared at him with wide eyes.

"What he said in there... Was it true? About you being in love with me?" He asked hesitantly, not meeting my gaze. I looked down sheepishly.

"Y-yeah."

"For how long?" I looked at him.

"I guess ever since I met you. But I never said anything because I didn't think the feelings were mutual."

"Oh they were mutual. Very mutual. I just didn't realize how hard I had fallen until now." By this point, he was looking at me. Those stunning green eyes sparkling in the moonlight.

"But what about all those women?"

"I don't know. I guess I just wanted to get my mind off of you." I just nodded and looked back at my black flats. I felt a hand under my chin, pulling my gaze back to the man beside of me.

"I really do love you, sweetheart."

"I love you too, Dean." He leaned in towards me and closed the small distance between our lips, pulling me into a sweet, passionate kiss. We stayed this way for a few moments before we both broke away in need of air.

"So? Want to make a cupid's job easier and be with me?" He asked. I laughed a bit before taking my hand in his.

"Yes." His smile grew, showing off his pearly whites.

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[franeridart]

are you going to draw more of that lovely erasermic? :o

Unless I find reasons to stop shipping them in the near future, then sure~ as I said, I really like that ship

Anon said:i love it when you draw chris and josh, you should do it more!! Your oc's are great!!

THANK YOU! I’m really really happy to hear you like them! I draw them just as much as I wish to, tho haha

Anon said:THANK YOU FOR BLESSING US WITH MORE CHRIS!!

Anon said:Honestly I love your ocs so much! I like seeing your fanart because you really flesh out characters we don't get enough development of, but I really love seeing your ocs. I can tell you love them and enjoy drawing them just by looking at it, and that makes me love them even more! You're a wonderful artist!

SOB thank you!!!!! holy heck!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;O; I can’t believe how much love my kids get hahaha I’m so so grateful aaahhhh!!!!

Anon said:Okay, so I was just going to tell you how great your comic is (and it is), but I just read your last ask to that anon, and I'm sorry, but deku didn't do nothing to gain his quirk? Like, what? He risked his life and almost killed himself trying to say his exfriend/then bully? That isn't just "being nice"? He didn't know all Might would save him? He risked his life even though he was powerless just to help another person? He earned the quirk, all Might said so in the second episode, like, what?

Since you don’t seem to want a polite and civil exchange of opinions on this, and are actually being incredibly rude here (whether you meant for it or not, I don’t know) I hope you won’t mind me keeping this as short as I can. All Might worked in the beginning of the bnha manga as a textbook definition of a deus ex machina, came around, solved an otherwise unsolvable plot point out of the blue bending the laws that had just been established for that universe, and Deku literally (literally) didn’t have to go through any conscious trial, soul-search or any other self-aware journey with the intention of fixing his own problem. All he did was to be heroic and to be quirkless, which for him are circumstances since those are innate traits of his character. And the only singular thing he has is that he’s quirkless, his heroic personality is shared by all of UA (Mina acted in the exact same way in Kirishima’s backstory as he did to save Bakugou, didn’t get any cool op powers out of it)

All Might was supposed to give OfA to Mirio, the literal most heroic character in bnha, a boy who had been working his ass off to become a proper hero since he was a child, but instead he found a quirkless kid and decided that he deserved a chance to become a hero too. I’m not saying that’s not true, or that Deku didn’t deserve it. I’m saying that he didn’t actively or consciously do anything to gain that power. He simply acted in a way true to his self, and that was it.

I’m gonna have to make present to you that the next time I get an ask with that tone in my inbox I’m blocking you without answering. I’m not here to be called an idiot by the first random stranger I find online, if you want a conversation with me all I’m asking is for you to be polite, that’s not too much at all in my opinion.

Anon said:Your last BakuShima comic was so cute!!! AAAAA!! 💖

Thank you!!! I’m super happy you liked it!!!!!! :O

Anon said:I love you. So much right now. Can I give you a virtual hug because I swear

I dunno what I did to deserve this but SURE *holds u back*

Anon said:do you think you'd ever sell any minajirou merch? (maybe like the one with the flower background) because if you do i would buy 20 (not literally but,, i think you get the point) Sorry if this sounds annoying or anything! im just curious

Not annoying at all!!! If I remember right the one I posted was a bit small tho, I’ll have to see if I can work with the size in a way that would fit the default redbubble dimensions... if I can’t I’ll be sure to make the next one big enough to fit, tho!!!! And thank you for wanting to buy my stuff!!!!! :O

Anon said:I'M NOT THAT ANON BUT I CAN HELP W MOMOJIROUS & yes we totally agree they're fuckin gay and canon there's no doubts here. SO anyway I at least see them liking in each other exactly what you said- they have what the other lacks (or thinks they do), and still find the other to understand them and be interested in them in every sense of the word, also tol and beauty and smol and cute are def the first thoughts about each other, damn maybe I should have thought about word limit I need more space

Awwww anon I thank you for trying to explain to me why they work!!! But that’s not the problem I have with it at all haha I understand the ship on a superficial level perfectly, that’s why I ship it! I just can’t seem to find myself in the relationship anywhere, so empathizing with it comes harder than it does when it’s MinaJirou haha

Anon said:you draw kirishima's eyes so pretty I can't look away from them

THANK YOU Kirishima’s eyes are super pretty in canon, I’m so so happy I can portray that in my style well enough!!!!! :O

Anon said:Ok, sorry for going through ur hq!! tag sjeow, oh gosh I love ur art and ur art style and I love the way I draw the boys !!!! Aaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!! Thank u for blessing my night!!!! I hope something makes ur day the way going through ur art *cough* again *cough* made my day!!! (Also a question: what's ur second fave ship from hq!! after bokuroo?? )

MATSUHANA :O and thank you so so so so much for liking my stuff!!!!!!! I hope you’re having a great day today too, anon!!!

Anon said:I love you Fran, but I completely disagree with what you told the last anon about the idea behind bnha. You had me with the positivity concept, and I would also love it if eri could fix mirio and nighteye, but the rest of that was just so far off to me; and probably for many other fans in this community. Like, first, a story does not have to be the level of snk or dgray man to have bad things happen. That is how all story telling has been since the beginning of time.

A good narrative story is never straight sunshine and happiness throughout, even if it doesn't involve death. People don't just enjoy the bad things that happen in a story because it's realistic or because it's sad, they enjoy it because that is how a story and it's characters grow. They make mistakes and learn from them; these moments help the characters change and pushes them forward through every new obstacle. 

 It helps drive them and gives their stories/actions/ideals meaning and gives the audience a reason to care. And that is where I wonder if we are even reading the same story, because this concept is shown throughout the entirety of bnha. It is no where near the "positive-to-a-naive-point" you seem to believe it is. The story starts off with a weak, defenseless deku being beaten by his once best friend?

Like, I really don't want to sound condescending, but I don't understand how you could come to this conclusion. Bakugou has an inferiority complex from hell and suffers constantly from his own inner turmoil, todoroki has an an abusive father with a horrid childhood, iida's brother/idol was paralyzed and almost killed, shigaraki unknowingly killed his parents as a child, toshinori may still be alive, but all might (the hero) is gone to the world forever,

eri was used and experimented on HER ENTIRE LIFE, believing she was a disease to the world and could only cause suffering. I could go on for pages about the suffering these characters have ALREADY gone through- but that is okay, because the story is better for it. Because we as an audience wouldn't have cared nearly as much for deku's gain of one-for-all, if it wasn't for the trials and turmoil he faced his whole life living as a quirkless child;

Bnha is a positive story, but it does not rely solely on positivity to get by. It is a story about determination; to push back against adversity, to go on even in the face of the unknown or impossible; even if fate itself is against you. It's about climbing your mountains and beyond that, dare I say, beyond plus ultra. It's is not trying to adhere to its genre, it's is trying to be everything the genre could be and more, and as succeeded thus far.

Which is why I can understand the disappointment from the last anon, because solving everything through friendship and "hand holding" has become a norm in this genre specifically- and bnha is anything but quick and easy ways out.

Sorry if this is long, and I really hope you don't take this as an attack against you or your opinion. If that is all bnha is to you, and if that is how you perceive the show, who am I to say you are wrong. But I hope you understand what I have said at least, because you still are a huge inspiration to me as an artist and in this community. Hope the rest of your day goes alright.

Alright, first off, if you don’t want to come off as condescending try and maybe don’t be condescending. I’m nearly sure you didn’t do this consciously, considering how you ended the rant, but going “are we even reading the same story” when you supposedly want a civil exchange of opinions is the worst thing you could do ever. You pretty much said “I don’t wanna disregard your opinion but here is a list of reason why you’re wrong and I’m right”, please next time you mean to keep it civil try and avoid that, because that sounds just as bad as you’d assume.

Second, I thank you for the recap of all the tragic backstories bnha gave us, but my answer was about conclusions to arcs, not beginnings. I literally never once said that bnha is a happy-go-lucky story from start to end, I only said it made an habit of reaching for the best possible conclusion it could ever go for by the end of every arc up until now.

“The story starts off with a weak, defenseless deku being beaten by his once best friend”, sure (aside from the “once best friend”, Deku and Bakugou were never friends to begin with, please do reread the second Kacchan vs Deku for Bakugou’s view on their relationship) that’s how the story starts, and it ends with Deku with the strongest quirk on the planet, mentored by his childhood hero, with a civil and friendly rivalry with his childhood bully, on his way to become the number one hero, happy and loved and respected. “”Bakugou has an inferiority complex from hell and suffers constantly from his own inner turmoil” again, sure, and he could have given in to it and become a villain or let his terrible personality just become worse and worse, every single bad thing happened to him could have made him closer to a bad guy or given him good reasons to go against the heroes, and instead he’s working to become better, is loved and cherished, has friends that will build him up and care for him and risk their lives for him, and is actually in a way healthier place than he was in the beginning. “Todoroki has an an abusive father with a horrid childhood” SURE and now he’s got his mother back, he’s learnt to be the bigger person and put distance between himself and his father to instead use him to reach his own goals, is happy and has friends and, again, he’s supported and loved and is in a way happier place than he was in the beginning. “Toshinori may still be alive, but all might (the hero) is gone to the world forever” yes, and in any other manga the reveal would have brought a whole damn lot of drama and people calling him a fraud and turning against him, but instead that scene is the most heartwarming one in the whole manga, the whole world supporting and loving him and yelling his name to cheer him on

I could go on, but I think I made it pretty clear? Every single arc, be it a character arc or a story arc, starts tragic to end up with the most positive outcome you can have for it. There isn’t one arc that has had a tragic conclusion yet. So is it really that weird for me to think it’s believable and not surprising at all that Eri’s story, for however tragic it might have started as, could also have a happy ending? That this manga never tried to present itself as one in which things can and will turn out for the worse?

I’m not even sure exactly what your incredibly long ask was about, man. What were you trying to prove to me? Which part of the answer I gave were you trying to disprove? You just went on about how sad everyone was at the beginning of the manga as if that proved somehow that Horikoshi isn’t actively working to give everyone the happiest future they could have. 

A recap of my answer is: “I personally don’t mind Eri having a fix-it quirk because it fits well in Nighteye’s plot and falls perfectly in line with how every other arc has turned out for the best up until now”

And you came at me with an eight asks long rant that can be summed up in “you’re wrong because people in the beginning of the story were sad”

Listen. I’m always open to conversations about different opinions and takes on a story. But, again, I’m gonna need you to be polite about it and open to an equal exchange. Simply going at the end “I hope you won’t feel attacked” and “have a nice day” isn’t enough if for the rest of the rant you talked to me as if you were assuming I’m an idiot. And I’m actually gonna need you to properly read my answers before trying to follow up with them, next time. Please. I don’t have the time to rephrase my answers sixty times just because people keep answering without actually reading them.