#heart rate insanity
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30m on the elliptical at levels 3 5 and 7 because FUCK YOU.
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i think someone made a poll for this a while ago, so i'll just ask for answers in the replies or tags (plus there's too many options for a poll), but... which character got you to start dbda, and who's your current favorite character?
i knew i was gonna love Edwin immediately (i was right), but i related to him so much that i fell in love with Charles...
#dead boy detectives#dbda#i love the core four so much it's insane but Charles rewired my brain...#and like if i was gonna rate the core four there would be like a fraction of a point difference between them so it's not worth doing#but Charles is ever so slightly number one in my heart
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08.30.24
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I am so unbelievably nervous I’m getting my hair done and it’s going to be so expensive and also my father in law is driving me there and I don’t know how to talk to him still after a decade and then I have to talk in the hairdresser’s and also then I have to get a bus or an Uber back home and URGH
#your girl is PANICKING lmao#my heart rate is fuckin INSANE#OH ALSO FUNNY THING#two new people followed me last night but two people unfollowed me and I love when I hit equilibrium!!#also I’m not insane I’m just counting followers cos I’m close to the next milestone event!!#finnie shouts into the void
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how are we feeling tonight
#I wanna throw up every time I think too long about this scene#it makes me physically sick#I feel my troath like. knotted . not to mention my heart rate#richard ii#i really think this is the least normal I've ever been about something#something at all#it's fucking insane#it drives me crazy
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there is a cohesive discussion of gender in those books somewhere and i will find it. i will find it
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guys I actually think I might have died and resurrected tonight .. like multiple times
#lmao#like I actually thought I was about to die at multiple points but I’m so insane I had to get my assignment done#and I submitted it 2 mins before midnight#my heart rate kept spiking up and down from like 60 to 110 in a matter of seconds all while sitting still#Yikeys#anyways time for shower and to slowly become human again and maybe sleep#scawy
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Started binge-watching the hatchetfield series recently and I don’t think I’ll ever be normal again actually
#help I’ve watched npmd at least three times#I’m actually so insane about lautski#like it’s becoming a problem I think#thought about them and my heart rate went up#starkid#the hatchetfield series#nerdy prudes must die#constellama talks
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where are y’all finding these freaky ass dreams plz SHARE 😔😔
am i doing something wrong like in my 21 years of life i’ve never had sex dreams let alone SUCH DELICIOUS ONES WITH WHOLE ASS STORY LINES HELLO?? 😔😔
girl i used to have very vivid lucid sex dreams almost every week but now ??? NOTHING.
#i would literally wake up sweating with an insane heart rate like i just had WILD sex#♡₊˚ for arina 🍒・₊#anon
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I really thought I was gonna write today
but no
disability said Nope it’s Violence Time
#i’ll be okay but my heart rate has been insane for the past few hours#although considering what i was writing that ought to give me a realistic comparison…#alyssa speaks
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the same symptoms from yesterday are coming back, fuck :(
#mild fever high heart rate even when sitting general dizzyness and inability to breathe tightness of chest#jrnlsht#i feel like im going insane
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hi sorry i haven't posted really for THROAM day the universe gave me the gift of literally becoming throam vol2 ryan so there's that i guess
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every time i think of the Fan Fic i feel this restless ball of yearning bouncing around in the pit of my stomach like that one DVD logo on 10x speed. im chewing through the walls of my mental enclosure if this new draft doesn't come together on god im going to actually explode
#yarrow speaks#bad news medication didnt work at all so im back to coping#are these posts like broken record at this point idk im going INSANE#this isnt a vent post im not like despairing i am just. idk.#I Am Just.#(mildly drunk rn and rotating wc ocs at light speed)#PLEEEEEEASE I NEED IT TO EXIST RN UGHHHHHH#HEART RATE IS ACTUALLY ELEVATED. FFS.
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vent moment but my health is a bit worse than i let on, which is weird ik since it seems like complain about it all the time here, and apparently i also look sick, because two separate people in their 40s or 50s asked me, 24, if i needed their seat on the bus. kind of them. but humiliating nonetheless.
#medical stuff cw#i sat on the steps instead of taking their seat#vent cw#i have to take five different pills a day excluding birth control which i also take for health reasons but okay#i have to thank italy for its healthcare system because at least i dont have to pay a fuckton for all that stuff. except birthcontrol.#as i may have mentioned they found quite a bit of blood in my piss so im getting tested for ✨️cancer✨️#also because i've been having health issues which might be rated#my blood work is all off but i didnt get tested for tumoral cells specifically because i may have 'just' an autoimmune condition#so im on heavy duty antibiotics too now bc i also developed antibiotic resistance last year. anyway.#i need to take those and then they'll test my peepee again but this time they will also test explicitly for tumoral cells#because something is off and my previous blood work didnt point out what exactly#terrible anemia and other slightly-off numbers that however shouldnt be off considering my lifestyle#i eat almost everything. drink plenty of water. exercise. barely smoke. not even drinking anymore. i'm not too fat nor too skinny.#so. some of the numbers that are off dont really have a reason to be off which is why they are testing my blood and piss for cancer#but like. in 3 weeks because i have to take antibiotics and iron meds (not supplements. meds.) first#so my mind's trying to convince itself that i dont have a tumor. but what if i do? i know i dont. but not knowing makes me go insane#also i have to get tested for heart disease because that motherfucker is not working properly. doesnt pump enough blood to my brain.#i took an ekg and it came back pretty normal except for tachycardia#now i have to go get an holter ekg - but was told to wait until uni starts again bc i need that exam to be done when i have a daily routine#so basically they slap electrodes and shit on me for 24 hrs while i go do my shit around the city and then see how my heart behaved#because i cant stand without struggling to breathe and sometimes it happens when in laying down to.#sometimes i cant fall asleep because i cant breathe#at first the doc thought it might be a reflux issue but not. all good on that front.#so. we'll see. and i mean. i KNOW it's not cancer. like. i'd be dead by now bc i've been having these symptoms for five months#however. i dont know if it's not an autoimmune disease. and if it is? what am i gonna do?
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actual problem
#totk#tears of the kingdom#like my brain knows I'm engaging in combat#and its like oh! danger!#and then my heart rate goes insane#I was SHAKING yesterday#I love the game but my body doesn't
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i experience near panic attack level anxiety every time i go to my history class and i have no fucking clue why
#text#neg#like . i really dont know what is causing it but its bad its so bad lol#my guesses are . 1) one time my friend told me the professor yelled at their class. it only happened the once and hes been a very calm nice#man every time ive been in his class. but maybe im worried abt what if This time he yells. and hes a very intimidating guy#and 2) The Respondent has a noun name and that noun is used a lot in this class so maybe its just. that association ?#but like. i feel like neither of those things should cause the fucking#insanely intense 100+bpm heart rate full body trembling severe headache trouble breathing and black spots in my vision#what the fuck is up with that
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