#heart metaphors‼️‼️‼️

[lunarifie]

Drawings of a Kydron idea I posted about eons ago

(Click images for better quality <3)

[jmb-reverie]

@sallufix’s Disconnected DTIYS ‼️

I went a little abstract with the connection idea. I thought an aux chord would be a great physical and metaphorical connection “tying” them together…If only they’d just plug in and tune in to each other’s heart songs… I hope it got the point across! I really enjoyed working with the colors and expressions. There’s a few different versions of this one. Gosh I love love love my angsty boys 📺💜📻

[dailyhmsw]

HIHIHI!!!! i’ve been seeing that you’re accepting asks now and it’s been such a joy to read them and know this entity (you :]👋) of daily awesome art better. as a bystander who follows you. your work is so neat and i will never hush up about it‼️‼️

as for my ask….hmmmmm…..what’s your favorite like…aspect of either an element you included in ur personal hms designs, or one you’ve seen in others’? it can be themes, color palettes, psychology, demeanor, metaphors—anything! examples include celestial theming, how a character thinks/a struggle they’re dealing with, or parts of their design that mean something literally or metaphorically. objective observations??

i’m really inspired by how creative the cj fandom is. no design is superior over another ofc, as how people interpret the characters reflect what they like and see the fellas as. interpretation is an art form! wow. writing that makes me realize that chonny’s fandom came from him interpreting music into his own thing (and ergo hms narrative), and then the fans interpret that narrative into their own thing. the loop never ends 😔💀/silly

FIRST AND FOREMOST, THANK YOU ^_^ !!! i agree also, the fandom never fails to inspire me, everyone in it is so crazy talented and makes me even MORE insane about the stupid guys from my songs,,

NOW favourite aspects,, there are a lot of things i love seeing on different hmsw designs but one thing i will always be insane for is when people make them look distinctly inhuman,, i will forever preach about robot/android mind or creature animal heart or whatever the fuck soul is (empty vessel?) because whatever they are they're NOT humans!!! not entirely!! and i love when people write this into their behaviour too! making mind stiff and speak more robotically while heart is always fidgeting and jittery and he has claws and these massive uncontrollable wings.. auaygauaghj

another thing is when people include aspects/colors from the others into their designs,,,.... for example heart with red accents or mind with purple accents and so on..,, or better yet when people include orange in their designs AUGH. it's so good

CELESTIAL THEMING IS ALWAYS BANGER of course heart and mind as the moon and sun is absolutely perfect, but i also like when people throw other planets into the mix?? and i love soul as the stars, it fits him well, but i'm personally subscribed to the headcanon of soul as the sky,, which holds the sun and moon,,,,

something i do personally is to always break up their faces, if that makes sense? with heart's blindfold, mind's screen and soul's shadow/clouds ...,, the face is something that makes your brain recognize what you're seeing as a fellow human, but as previously stated, i love when there's something Wrong with them, so maybe their faces being broken up makes them look much less human...,, hehehe

there are countless things that i love to see on these character designs and if i wanted to rattle them all off we'd be here forever. but i'm just saying, i haven't seen a single design that i haven't liked!!!!! i'm talking a lot about visual details here because once i get started on their psychology i never shut up and i don't want this post to be too long HJAHAHHA but yeah!! cheers!

[ririsasy]

The boys are fighting 😵

Prithviraj sukumaran as Dev Prakash in Raavanan (2010) | Prabhas as Saaho in Saaho (2019)

What if it was Varadeva and they’re not actually fighting lol

✋🔞 really explicit so be cautious ⚠️‼️⛔️

Deva and Varadha sparring together and they’re wrestling on the floor rolling around trying to overpower each other and Deva end up flat on the ground with Varadha straddling his thighs, their hands clasped together, breathing heavily, sweating profusely, eyes locked with each other, and Deva’s brain decided to torture him by sending supplies of the images from their last night activity where Varadha was exactly in this same position but on their bed, naked, riding him good to his heart content, Varadha throwing his head back in ecstasy and…

Deva got instant boner that poking Varadha’s innocent unassuming butts and Varadha was like “did you just got a boner from this?” And Deva was like “shhh don’t talk even your voice is stimulating me right now, just give me a second to calm down it will be gone before anyone notice” Varadha laughed so hard and lean down and kiss his cheek.

Of course Varadha didn’t let him wait and instead drag him to the nearest vacant room to help him with his problem…

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Varadha was ready on his knees hands giddily unbuckling Deva’s belt when Deva suddenly hold his chin and lifted his face up to look at him “I think we should shower first”

The excitement in Varadha’s eyes earlier quickly replaced with annoyance “what now? You are a mood killer. Why do you change your mind?” Varadha sulked while staring hopefully at the tent in Deva’s pants.

Deva carefully pulled him to stand again and kiss his lips softly when they’re on the same level. “We can do it in the bathroom though?” He bargained.

“Oh so help me Devaratha, you will not have your dick in my mouth for a week unless you let me do it now” Varadha let Deva kissed him a second time before he took his position to be on his knees again in front of Deva, working on unzipping his pants this time.

“But, won’t it be nice if I got clean a bit because we were sparring a while ago, all sweaty!” Deva started to reason again because that’s exactly why.

“But you will do it to me in heartbeat? Last time I remember we were hiking and you have no problem having me in the open all sweaty in your mouth and everywhere” Varadha’s raised his eyebrows cutely and yes in fact Deva would do it again if he got the chance, and he could even do it now to Varadha but he was just trying to be considerate, apparently when the hunger strike about each other, Varadha is just like him.

Impatient and greedy

Varadha smirked when Deva didn’t have any rebuttal at that, his skillful hands already managed to free Deva’s growing length and hold it in his hand and start stroking it nice and slow.

Deva hissed at the sensation and closed his eyes, he leaned his body to the table behind him and let Varadha’s warm mouth enveloped his all sense.

Varadha moaned softly and the sound he made sent shiver throughout Deva’s entire body, he opened his eyes to look down at the man that he loves with all his heart below him working hard trying to satisfy his need.

Deva stroked the crown on his hair softly “slow down, baby, you might gag if you do it that way” he advised Varadha who keeps bobbing his head forward and backward following the rhythm he made enthusiastically. Varadha let go in an instant with a pop.

“Now you are worried that I might gag?” He said with a raspy voice.

“ in fact, I want you to choke me with this dick,” he pointed out at the neglected shaft in front of his face.

“just use me, hit it till I could taste it at the back of my throat” Varadha said like a command and Deva’s brain short circuit for a moment, lightheaded by what he just heard. Mouth agape yet again lost for words.

Why does this man really want to kill him with his mouth. Metaphorically and literally.

Varadha took him back in his mouth in no time, guiding Deva’s hand to really hold him at the back of his head and demonstrating to Deva the way he could use his mouth anyway he wanted and Deva is only a man, he could only hold himself back for a while before he let his beast side to consume Varadha taking over and grabbed his hair tightly in his hold and start creating his own pace with Varadha’s movement.

Varadha relaxed on his feet, opening his mouth wider, adjusting his throat, he smiled between the fullness of his mouth, and even though his eyes were watering from the lack of air but his vision also clouded with lust, he love it the most when he could make Deva lost himself to his desire this way.

Read the full fic here

[icarusredwings]

A soft treat for yall. It's about as soft as you'll ever get with these two.

The drums that never end.

A retired timelords oneshot. Sfw+cuddles ‼️

(Mainly) Any!Master's pov

Words: 2,715

It's storming in London (shocker)

The Doctor is sound asleep in his special rocking chair, in the corner of the living room. His breathing his regulated. His heart rates are normal. Except his head keeps slouching forward rather than back or to the side. It's possible his neck is going to ache when he wakes up.

The Master has taken over the Noble's couch, staring out the window, watching droplets of water race and observing the lightning.

It's quiet. Too quiet.

He couldn't remember the last time his head was this silent. This silence was interrupted by the sharp inhale from the Doctor, followed by what seemed to be a fearful whine.

For a moment, he watches his hand as it flinched and gently lift as if trying to grab hold of something just out of reach. His breaths quickened with each second that passed.

It didn't take long for him to appear by his side, not hesitating to place his hand in the others, pushing his head back with a grumble. Over 4 thousand years old, and he couldn't keep his head up on his own?

From the looks of it, in this moment, one could assume he was bugging the Doctor. Bothering him in attempts to wake him or mayhaps purposly giving him nightmares.

The girl coming into the room took note of this, and given his track record, she knew full well how much he enjoyed messing with him while unconscious. Whether it be drawing on him or simply laying on top of him for no reason other than to try to 'suffocate' him.

"Hey, What are you-?"

Before she could finish the sentence, she had been shooed away and hissed at, quite literally, for that matter. Crossing her arms, she rolled her eyes.

"I'm telling mom."

And off she went. It was odd, really. Something was different about her. Even his grandaughter from long ago was scared of him. Though it would take more than this to scare the noble child. She would only back away if he snapped at her with his teeth or threatened to eat her.

Often, she would do this. Roll her eyes, tell him he was making a fool out himself, and then run off to get the loud one. This time, he noted that she was bringing him a blanket and one of those stupid stuffed toys again. God, how ridiculous.

He always disliked humans... how oblivious they were. How pathetic and useless. And yet, how entertaining it was to watch them destroy themselves so easily with only a few simple steps. How easy it was to climb that metaphorical and physical food chain.

Had they any idea what he was capable of? Really? Any honest truth? Any clue how many lives the Doctor has ruined? How many hes taken? Though...he had a feeling it wouldn't matter.. they were still so kind to him. And why did the Doctor care if they were or not?

Why weren't they kind to him...?

They always forgave the Doctor.. and mayhaps that's why he hated it, so when he said, "I forgive you." Each time his plans were foiled.. Because he knew that the humans taught him a forgiveness in a way that Gallifrey couldn't. And it made him ill with jealousy.

He didn't know how the Doctor could stand it here. Constantly being monitered at every hitch of breath like some weak dying toddler. Every move, supervised. He even had a curfew. What Time Lord needed a curfew? And now him too.

They were to be back in the house by 3 am each night, or that red-headed woman would pull his ear and shout at him. Why he would choose to live in an attic instead of the open endless universe like before was beyond him. It made no sense.

Once the old bity beat him with a slipper for making a mess of things... and all while the Doctor just laughed... Why would he laugh? They could kill her so easily. They didn't NEED to obey their silly rules..

Though.. alas...he did. Almost as if he wanted to be them. To be human. It sickened him how spoiled they've made him. All pampered and cleansed of his powers.

So what if they fed him, Gave him his own room, and Even a spot in the living room all to himself? They spoke to him so kindly without knowing the milkey way worth of blood that doused his hands. The hands that he would gladly hold no matter how much more blood was painted onto them.

It made him nauseous how native he has become.

So different.. and yet.. the same hand he made pacts with as children. Promises to never leave one another. To travel the universe. Even if Magnus and the others failed their tests, They promised to stay on the same ship. Together.

Letting out a heavy sigh, he grasped the hand, using the other to prop his head up. Instantly, it fell again. Cocking his own to the side, he pushed it back once more, Wondering what it was about this chair that was so special. Why he slept in it so easily.

He wondered why this planet was so special to him.

Why he kept going off to lunch with that curly headed woman. Why he would sit in the garden and complain about the mites on the tomato plants and laugh with that disrespectful brat of a girl for hours.

He wondered why he wasn't good enough for the Doctor to stay with him. Why he didn't stay and accept his offers to settle down with him over the years..

He could make him a special chair.. He could kidnap those girls and force them to be kind to the Doctor if thats what he wanted. It would be easy to keep them as pets.

Hell! He could bomb the garden so that there were no more tomato mites! He'd create a virus so adverse that he makes the tomato mites extinct!

But the Doctor wouldn't like that.. would he?

By now, He found himself being tugged towards him, his hand trapped in an elabroate death grip brought by slumber. Shifting, he put his legs up over the side of the chair, putting his head up under his chin so his head would stop flopping over. That was the only reason- obviously. It was all part of his devious plan to squish him, you see.

Laying his head down, he heard the drumming of his chest.

Du- dun du- dun, du-dun du-dun, du-dun du-dun.

All those years.. he told them. He told everyone, but they never believed him. All those headaches. All those long nights awake.. alone.

All that pain and suffering.. And this was still his favorite beat.

Human hearts were far too slow to make this sort of noise. Far too calm. It was a sound of quad tubbed throbbing that only they could make... perhaps it's why he kept coming back to him. Because as much as he hated to admit it? He could never escape the ecstasy of these never-ending drums.

It wasn't the same as before - Oh, no, no no. It was much different. For you see these drums? These drums he could control if they pounded in his head or not. He could get up and walk away. He could fly until he hit the edge of the universe. And if he really wanted them to stop? He could kill him. Permanently... but he never would.

He couldn't. Scratch that - He wouldn't.

He could DO anything he wished, but recently, he's been finding that his will to do so was very little. He COULD force the Doctor back into the TARDIS, drive them to some other planet, and keep him there for himself. Travel. Together.

Just like their pact said. But he wouldn't. He was tired of the same old schemes. Tired of the planning, tired of the fighting, Tired... in general.

They both were.

Slowly, the tempo regulated again, and it felt just as it did when they were eons younger. Holding the skinny child close because he was terrified of the storms. Latching onto his hand and whining.

Back before he was the Doctor. When he would beg him not to leave until the storm was over... and now look at him.. all these millenia later.

Same hand. Different storm.

"...You haven't changed one bit, my dear.."

Back then, he wondered off into different crowds, too. Even when they went on outings together, somehow he'd always end up losing him and finding him hanging about with someone else. So I suppose him winding up choosing this silly planet over him wasn't that much of a surprise... at least now he was grateful that he came back looking for him.

Calling for him to show him what small thing brought him such joy this time... dragging him through a shop to show him a six slot toaster.

'Last time I was here, they've only made it to four! Isn't that neat?'

He asked, and all he could do was scrunch up his nose and stare at him, dumfounded. This was what impressed him these days? Bread heating machines? The same man who owned a TARDIS, sonic glasses, a sonic screen, and a sonic screwdriver had stars in his eyes over humans making a bread heating machine that could heat six pieces of bread at once?

Ooh.. but that was just him.. so proud of these tiny ants for doing the most useless and simpliest tasks. Though... at the end of the day, you couldn't help but grin to yourself at how ridiculously grand that must make you in his head then, didn't it? If they got such praise for TOAST imagine what praises he thought about you for doing so much more.

He made even the most terrible sound, terrificly intelligent. To see light in a species so dim witted to lose a war to oversized birds who couldn't even fly? Well, for Rassilon's sake, He must look like an exploding sun.

The snores that soon overtook him were thick but were of a man who's lived long and full lives. Content in the noise, his head was no longer silent.

The creator of the universe himself knew that this was a relief for the Master for one couldn't go with that drumming for that long then to silence. It was nice to have a reminder of what once was... It was nice to find confort in the thing that once drove you mad.

"Alright! What've you done this ti-?"

Walking in like a steam engine, the strawberry topped woman stopped and stared in disbelief. For a moment or two, she thought this was a trick, only to blink a few times, tilting her head, then smiled, watching as the two dreamed.

There, sitting in the corner of her home was four hearts beating the same rhythm and heavy snores synchronizing in unison. Two hands intertwined, another wrapped around his waist, and the other lazily curled up against his chest.

The head that was once lolling about was now properly placed up on top of his head and slightly drooling into his hair, the mans legs still hanging off the side.

"Oh my stars- Rose! Get the camera!" She whispered, smiling widely, having never thought she'd see the day when she managed to catch and tame not one but two wild Time Lords. And now here they were... all cuddled up in her living room. Oh, she was so framing this! Maybe even putting it on the family Christmas card.

Just before she could snap the perfect picture, a certain flat mate's eyes fluttered open, soft at first, only for those caterpillars to scrunch in confusion as most would do opon waking to see their friend taking photos of them.

"What are you?-"

A grumble in breath happened as she quickly put her finger to her lips, smiling and mouthing a 'Shh', gesturing to the shifting beast in his lap.

His eyes widened, and so did his smile, slowly securing him by the abdomen, very genty begining to rock in the chair, putting his nose to his head on the brink of giggling at Donna's expressions alone.

It was embarrassing to be caught like this, yes, but he really didn't want to wake him now that he understood what was going on. Especially if he felt the need to curl up like this? He would try anything in his power not to disturb him.

Watching from afar, Rose observed how natural he took to him. How he knew exactly where to hold and what to do. As if he's done this multiple times before. She was going to tease her uncle later about this, but for now, she was just glad he was okay. Like her mother, she could be a little overprotective.

"Wha's wrong with'em?" The red head whispered, still concerned about her friend's 'friend' even if he was a pain in the arse.

Careful not to make too much noise as she closed the curtians, deciding maybe she should start enforcing nap time. Perhaps it would do them both some good.

"Ooh, nothing... He thinks I'm scared of storms.."

"Wot?"

"When we were kids, I'd lie and tell him I was scared." He mumbled, keeping his head pressed against his chest as he calmly rocked, trying to soothe his own heart rates so as not to startle him into waking. He knew how this worked. How "The drumming" brought him farmiliarity.

Tilting her head, Donna cocked a brow. "Why?"

"He was. I knew he'd rather die than admit it, though.. so I told him I was, and he'd always climb up into my bunk.."

"D'awwww! You cheek!"

"Yeah, I know. But ever since..." The Doctor trailed off as if trying to remember how long it's been before giving up.

"Every storm...He's just...there. Even if he's just standing there..staring at me.."

"Wot, like a creep?"

Chuckling, he flashes her a sleepy grin, the rocking slowly coming to a stop. "A bit.. But I don't quite mind it anymore..."

A grin tugged at the edge of her lips, both proud and happy that her best friend was having a nice evening despite having some of his ribs being crushed right now. She could tell by how firmly he was holding him that this was something special to him, and while she didn't know much about their history, She knew he was happy.

"You've missed having your friend... didn't you?"

"Yeah.." He yawned, opening his mouth wide enough to remind her of a puppy, even doing the tounge thing and the whine at the end.

"Right. Back to sleep with you. I'll make sure to wake you when Wilfred gets here, Okay?"

"Thanks, Donna..."

"What for? I wouldn't ever let you miss grandpa."

"For... Everything."

"Ooh now.. don't be getting sappy on me..."

Coming over, she was careful not to get too close, giving his head a peck like the mother hen that she was.

"But Doctor?"

"Hm?"

"Any time."

Smirking from the pun, he watched as she left the room, turning off the light as she went.

Mmm... between the small snores, their hands intertwined, and his legs dangling over the arm of the chair, it made him feel like capturing this moment forever. He wondered, did Donna get a good picture? Was he drooling in it? Oh, he hoped not..

Letting out a loving sigh at the thought of Donna now having blackmail of him drooling everywhere, the Doctor closed his eyes, fluttering them shut as if they wouldn't be able to stay open any time soon.

Pressing his nose against his head, he took a soft whiff of his hair before whispering something that even the TARDIS couldn't translate, and it never would.

It didn't need saying.

Just like the two retired Time Lords definitely didn't NEED a duvet put over them with stuffed animals strategically placed in places that might end up sore later... it was sure nice to have the help.

And sometimes, it was better to be covered and cozy rather than cold and alone...

This isn't about the blankets... never has been.

(Man in the Attic on Ao3 by Icarusredwings)

[half-an-hour-hence]

Underrated friendships in Ghosts part 2!

Captain and Robin

Genuinely don’t know how I forgot about them on the first one but here we are

Besties who infodump together stay together

Kind of like the naughty x goody two shoes friendship trope

The stupid little comments they make about each other, like when Robin says ‘you are’ or ‘you’re a metaphor’, or when they make a bet on whether or not Pat gets sucked off moved on are so silly and they make me laugh every time

Pat and Mary

Possibly the most SEVERELY underrated duo yet

I think it’s just so adorable that they learn from each other and appreciate their differences

The duality of their friendship gets me every time as well. Like the Metal Cow scenes in 1x04 were fucking HILARIOUS and then you have the scene in 4x01 where Mary’s talking about her equivalent of a holiday with her husband and Pat gets all emotional. That scene has devastated me forever

Julian and Fanny

Perverted Tory Nation rise up‼️

Love how on the surface they seem completely different but they’re actually just ultra horny. Kudos to the Idiots for these two icons

Definitely wanted Julian to continue being a bad influence on her. That way Fanny could break free from her strict rules about how to act so that she could find freedom in doing more reckless and mischievous things

Robin and Pat

The way that they both care for each other and listen to their problems to try to help resolve them shatters my heart into tiny little pieces

I love Robin so much, but the amount of patience Pat has with him in the improvisation game was on godly levels

‘The brightest one in the sky’ ‘That international space station’ there was absolutely no need for Robin to serve that hard

[2truehearts]

I SEE THAT /POS SO MWUAY YOU’RE WELCOME LILY SJDHSHHDHDHD

Hi hi Lily!! I’ve been seeing a lot of french Kaeya stuff ( and have been obsessed over it actually ) so I’m gonna share a little brain-rot with a local Kaeya simp ( pointing at you rn /lh ),,,, but imagine Kaeya and you dancing in the mellow comforts of your living room, echoes of a smooth strain (11:23), filling your eardrums, his one hand on your waist as the other is twined with yours, serving as a guide as the violin reaches it’s subtle climax. He sways and turns with the elegance of a swan, yet is as passionate as the the lights that dance along and decorate the Champ de Mars. His body leans over and you’re left breatheless as the lone shine of the city below frames navy blue strands and tan skin, his arm around your waist to prevent you from fully meeting the floor, and as the music softens to a slow cadence, he smiles, “Mon cygne, je dois t'avouer que les étoiles envient ta grâce, et que notre dame n'est même pas près de rivaliser avec ta beauté.” And with that, he swoops in to kiss you, to make the galaxies yearn to be you, and to convey how priceless you are in face of them all. ( Props to google translate for the little paragraph lmaoo I hope you like it Lily mwuah <33 )

THE TRANSLATION ALMOST GOT ME CRYING WHY DID U DO THIS TO ME/pos 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[moe-broey]

Wait.

Holy shit...

Prototype Moe........ with the backwards hand 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I remember liking this pose SO MUCH TOO I was DEVASTATED when I realized. Wait. NOOO..... 💔💔💔

This is so crazy though like. That is fully just a different guy. But it is SO funny you can See the elements, here...

You see the golden bangles (only a Glimpse, in the first one, but they're there!). You see the funky gloves (little less funky, just standardly edgy now). The painted nails. The wings on the back of the outfit. The idea that Moe itself customized its clothing to its liking. The red ribbons tying off the shoes (I imagine Moe's are more like leather straps, though!). The orb and feather motifs (now stored entirely in the staff). Pretty sure this Moe had a ribbon tied in front, too! It definitely did, when wearing the robe. That has always been the case, even waaay back when I'd attempt to stick to canon (hooded "Kiran").

AND. AND. THE FANGS. Changing the fangs into angel fangs piercings was HUGE for Moe's development!! Goes CRAZY with the storytelling -- the way that Moe wants you to believe that it's sharper than it truly might be. The way Moe postures itself to be a Monster -- some sort of complex about otherness and having fangs and claws so scary no one dares touch you, no one dares to even come close. See also: autism.

Hm. Thinking about this actually. Because the monster complex/body mods runs in tandem with the transgender metaphor, too. "Still painfully human"...? Doesn't feel quite right in this context. Born human, without fangs, but somehow still Wrong. Othered for it, dehumanized. Was only able to "earn" humanity, through learning it and performing it (see: Mani). Was unable to keep performing it. Lean into the wrongness, subsequently othered and dehumanized, but Not This Time. This time, I reject the "humanity" that has rejected ME. MY choice, now.

Something something autistic masking and cisnormative gender expectations/norms/roles have done a number on poor Moe. Oh, poor thang! In my heart, it truly is just some Thang. The Thang has personhood, but I honestly cannot say it's "still human" as like. Any sort of validating statement. Low-key feels like when somebody tries to reassure you, by putting down other people who are Like You who you may even identify yourself closer with than the person doing the "reassuring" ("Oh, but you're not like THOSE [Insert Statement Here that only communicates that you've deemed me palatable enough to earn your "respect", and if I Didn't meet your threshold of palatability, you would ostracize me too. Also those are my friends, you asshole.]")

Anyways, WAY off topic, the BIGGEST REASON THIS PROTOTYPE MOE IS A FAKE ASS MOTHERFUCKER.

IT DOESN'T EVEN HAVE ITS HOOVES!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU BITCH‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

[littleprincefan]

the weirdness factor of the little prince’s existence should be explored more i fear

like i get that the whole point of his character is to be the inner child that the aviator lost but in my heart he’s just a weird star alien. down with metaphors WE NEED MORE WEIRD CHILDREN ‼️

[autisticlancemcclain]

fic rec friday 46

hello and welcome to fic rec friday! where, on friday, i rec five of my favourite fics.

habits of my heart by tusslee

Keith swallowed nervously, afraid to ask what it was Lance wanted, but his mouth was ahead of his brain, “What do you want then?” “You. All the time. In every sense. It’s insane.” Lance said with a laugh that sounded a little manic. “I want to hold your hand and shit. I want to just be near you, like some love-sick girl, but I think that’s what I am. I think I fucking love you, holy shit.”

no bc i need yall to understand how batshit insane i went when reading this specific piece of dialgue in-story the first time. im pretty sure i actually gasped out loud. the easy immediate and pained you oh i did not recover for a long ass time

2. falling by tusslee

Lance was also not entirely the idiot everyone thought him to be. Oblivious in some aspects, yes. Naïve to an extent, also yes. But Lance knew a little bit of the psychology behind dreams and how they were basically your subconscious projecting your fears, or whatever. Okay so he didn’t know the exact details, but he knew enough to piece together why his fear of falling was quickly becoming the main focus of his dreams night after night. And of course like everything else that went wrong in Lance’s life, it was Keith’s fault.

I LOVE ME SOME GAY METAPHORS ‼️‼️‼️ like i wonder why you are afraid of falling lance!! and i wonder what is going to soothe that fear!! hm!!! what mystery!!! what intrigue!! HM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3. curing space blues by tusslee

The weightlessness of zero gravity doesn’t apply to feelings, Lance learns.

i'll read homesick lance and awkward but determined to help keith a thousand times in a thousand different ways idc. it never ever gets old. bc it's just so true that is what happened is it not. this is them

4. wherever you will go by tusslee

“I want to be someone you count on and come to when you’re upset. I want to be important to you, Lance, because you’re really important to me.” Silence stretched between them when Keith lost the nerve to continue. He kept his eyes on their hands, noticed the color contrast between them and wondered if it’d look so profound if it was more than just their fingers twined together.

first of all. lance calling keith red and keith calling lance pretty. send tweet. second of all. choked up by his own difficulty expressing emotions but so deeply loving that he tries anyway keith makes me actually sob with my real tears every single time. without fail. keith i love you keith you are so everything keith you do all that you do with everything you have to give

5. Guy That I'd Kinda be Into by spirkylurkey

Lotor thinks Lance is cute. So does Keith. They're all in a floating space-castle together. This is going to be a problem. i miss the good old days!! when messy dumb comedic gay love triangles were abundant!! they were so much fun!! and so for you i present a messy dumb comedic gay love triangle. i also miss the animatic that used to exist with the song from the title. old voltron you were a mess and a half and i miss you truly

that’s it for today!! i’ll see y’all back next friday for the next fic rec post!!!

[thewandererh]

GOOD GOLLy I NEVER SAID ANYTHING

busy rn so now art but

HAPPY LATE CCCC DAY !!!!!!

on may 2nd the Chonny’s Charming Chaos Compendium album came out!!! happy birthday heart mind and soil we love u sm 💜💙❤️‼️‼️‼️

for context (finally), chonny covered 47 tally hall-related songs and made a narrative out of them featuring the personified concepts of the Heart, Mind, and Soul! Whole (chonny, the guy himself…ish??) was dumped by a girl then split into three (literally, metaphorically, smthn else?? maybe the hms are physical, maybe hes in a coma and fighting with himself, maybe it’s just inner demon stuff as he writes songs. prolly the last one). then they fight and heart shoots mind then soul blinds heart bc theyre supposed to stick together and then they do other stuff and make up and get mad—thing stuff!! angst and goober potential!! SO. MUCH. ANGST. GIVE THE MEN SOME ROOM TO B r e a T H e gosh dangit. they do have literal designs bc chonny cosplays in the music videos, but lots of people make their own designs. heart has wings oftentimes, mind is a partial robot, and soul has a trident + sometimes half-n-half stuff. but stuff can switch up!! me and a friend rainworld-ified the four 👀✨. CCCC is such a wild ride pls listen to it if you’re interested. it’s kinda aggressive so i can understand if some peeps don’t like it, but i’ve been consumed by the narrative and stuff. its very full and often loud but that’s expressive music babeeyy. an album of song covers but its basically a remix!!!! yum🍜

this album changed my life for the better. thank you mr jash we love u sm <333 hopefully ur having a good time and taking a good break after the power hours. wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo forever!! /ref

let’s hear it for the evil fabloo album everyone🎉🎉🥳🙏✨✨ happy birday cccc!

[daphnebowen]

percy jackson episode five thoughts

I skipped a couple episodes where I wrote down my thoughts, but I'm about to rewatch and write don't worry! warning: lots of screaming, fangirling, heart attacks, and nonsense below :))

also these are all just copied straight from the notebook I use when I'm writing down my thoughts and I barely proofread them :)

Annabeths trust in Percy being alive is literally just like her belief that Luke is alive later on and even though it's kinda sorta different (or at least people are gonna treat it that way) I'm all here for it

WHY WERE THE FATES SO CREEPY HELLO

AAAAAHHHH THE PERCABETH HUGGGG I IGNORED SO MANY SPOILERS AND IM SO GLAD 2 minutes in and I'm already fangirling so hard haha

is Grover blushing at them??

"surprise" omg Walker 😭🥹

the droplet of water clinging to walkers chin is so distracting

"I'm the last person to realize this aren't I?" It's okay Percy

his eyes are SO FREAKING BLUE it's giving zac efron from hsm2

"it doesn't have to be a thing, yk. That you hugged me." OHKAY HES NOT ENTIRE CLULESS THIS IS FAN SERVICE RIGHT HERE WE KNOW THAT IT MOST ABSOLUTELY WILL BE A THING LMAO and annabeths "oh boy" and Grover's clear exasperation HAHAH

where the heck did the motorcycle go lol we know it's ares but like it doesn't take that long to drive

"we're all gonna die... eventually" wise words Percy wise words

ugh the fact that it's Luke's string 💔

Ares ‼️‼️‼️

Ok but why is ares literally EXACTLY how I thought he would be?!?!

"that's my cousin? what kind of family is this?" A dysfunctional one for sure, sorry Percy you're in for a rough ride

ares starting a fight on twitter is ABSOLUTELY CRAZY and yet so in character lmao

"I'm gonna kill him" same Percy SAME I will gladly help you - although all things considered I am glad they decided to keep delinquent percy in the show

they keep bringing up the "push someone down a flight of stairs" thing! There's no way this is just a coincidence anymore, what with chalice of the gods and earlier on with Annabeth and like... they're obviously doing it on purpose. is that gonna be the shows new thing?? trusting someone enough so that if they can push you down the stairs they're the one? idk man, love the metaphor tho

PLS LET THERE BE THE ZOO TRUCK SCENE OH MY PLS

leah's eyebrow quirk is 💋

WATERLAND IS PERFECT OMG

walker portrayed Percy's anxiety and nervousness and scaredness (is that a word?) perfectly

Can't tell if Grover is actually a history buff or playing Ares so he will talk but that scene was actually cool, I like the change they made to have Grover stay behind (this was what I wrote originally, but now after seeing peoples interpretations and opinions and things I know he was playing ares and I think it's BRILLIANT how smartly he played the god of war. Good for you buddy!)

"I didn't say anything" "I can feel you thinking it" OHKAY THEN

thrill ride of love = flawless. No words. I am speechless.

"I hate kids" relatable

ARES IS ACTUALLY BEING SMART AND MAKING SENSE FOR ONCE not to mention he's so funny and so relatable!

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH SEAWEED BRAIN ALERT 🚨 SEAWEED BRAIN ALERT 🚨 SHE CALLED HIM SEAWEED BRAIN AND I LOVED IT never mind the actual SCREAM i let out lmao

is Annabeth about to cry?!?!

yeah she's definitely about to cry

why am I so scared. This cannot be happening. What?? What??? he's the main character. main characters don't die. well except for Magnus chase BUT THOSE ARE DIFFERENT GODS AND DIFFERENT RULES NO WALKER

why am I actually so scared about this chair thing omg

(I would just like to say that I was so speechless and in shock throughout the whole chair thing, so I didn't write down a single quote but I loved them all I just was in too much shock to pause the show lol)

um.

WHAT. JUST. HAPPENED.

WHY IS MY BABY GOLD

WHY IS MY CHILD GOLDDDD

I AM SO CONFUSED RIGHT NOW THIS DEFINITELY DIDNT HAPPEN IN THE BOOKS MY BRAIN IS TOO SLOW FOR THIS 😭😭😭

oh my gosh ITS HEPHEASTUS

dude the way that door suddenly opened scared the crap out of me

leah is absolutely shining as Annabeth, her monologue was so profound and heartfelt, love that addition 💗

THAT CLIFFHANGER GOES CRAZYYYY

okay of course those of us who read the books know who really stole the lightning bolt and stuff but the clueless fools just watching the show are gonna be like OMG WHO WHO and even if they piece it together technically they'll only be half right. and their confusion and confidence in what they think they know is going to be SO entertaining in the coming weeks hehehehe and even throughout the whole series if we continue to get green lights for the series

but yes that episode was utter perfection! Now for the teaser...

WHO DID PERCY JUST TACKLE EXCUSE ME

duuuuude. The lotus casino is MASSIVE and actually super pretty I cannot wait for the episode tomorrow!

WHY IS PERCY DRIVING OMG THIS IS NOT LEGAL although tell me why he is literally better at driving than I am HAHAHAHAHAH

ugh and that is it! Those are all my random thoughts from the episode! thanks for reading :))

[urlocalwormtoday]

its over, unconsolable

QSMP IS OVER BUT YOU WILL LIVE ON FOREVER IN MY HEART BLOCK GAME,, BLOCK PEOPLE AND ESPECIALLY BLOCK EGGS ‼️‼️

I just can't fuckin

aeughgh

I can't stop thinking about Leo and Sunny and Ramon and Dapper and Chunsik (I really hope I'm spelling that right) and Empanada and Pepito AND ALL THE OTHER EGGS TO COME AND BE MET WITH THE SAME FATE

Because-

At the end of the day, was it always destined that they were to be frozen, cold, alone and in tubes? On display like an art piece(s)?

Was it destined that, no matter what anybody could have done, almost none of the eggs would ever see their parents, their siblings, their loved ones again?

Ever?

Their last moments lucid would be thinking of their parents, I know that for sure.

Just imagine for a moment. Imagine you're there, in their metaphorical shoes, staring into cold, dark water.

And you know once you go in, you will not come out.

Once you go in, you will not see your family ever again.

You will not be held by them, you will not feel their warmth at night, you will not hear them sing you to sleep, you will not play pranks on them, you will not farm with them, you will not fight with them, you will not even see their faces.

I'm getting really existential now but just. Imagine the dread, y'know?

not a lot of things get me teary eyed, let alone full-on crying, but just thinking about it has me sad :[

[just-a-drawing-bean]

*Cue glass shattering after I’m breaking through your metaphorical window, after I already broke down Naff’s door.*

HELLOOOO BEAN ‼️

AND ‼️

HELLOOOO STRING BEAN SILLY HOMIES ‼️‼️

Most of you don’t know me, but my name is Fandom :)

I come straight from Instagram and have been perceiving the DCA Tumblr community since 2021. (I couldn’t get my account before because of personal reasons.)

Now that I have my account, I shall continue in my quest to appreciate my fav content creators from this community as such.

:)

Bean, silly silly Bean, is a wonderful artist.

Their humor is peak. I’ve been looking (disrespectfully lol) at their DCA art - specifically at their own Eclipse AU and their MB!Eclipse fanart.

Because I cannot shut up with my silliness, I shall perceive them even more and leave my silly commentary down on in the reblogs my friends <333

Guys there’s lots to appreciate about Bean/srs

Like the DCA oneshot they wrote on Ao3??? Hello???

Their original song, “I am the Moon,” on YouTube???

AND. AND THEIR SPOOKY MONTH + SPAMTON FANART TOO ⁉️⁉️⁉️

HELLOOOO ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

GOATED 💯

😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

Bean.

Bean what the heck 🤯/pos

*Rattles you like a can of beans as payback from the time you rattled me with the MB!Eclipse edit I made with your art that one time 🫘*

*Proceeds to then throw multiple cans. Of beans. At your broken window. Then confetti, hearts, and flowers.*

💓💓💓💓💓❣️❣️❣️❣️‼️‼️‼️‼️

Anyways mwah mwah mWAH I shall take my leave. Fandom breaks the Tumblr frfr. Farewell everyone I shall perceive more lovely users next >:)

*Cue me climbing out of your broken window*

*My next victim shall be Luce lol*

AHHHH FANDOM!! you’re so incredibly sweet!! You’re a real one you know all the posts all the lore!!! <333 so glad to see you on tumblr finally!

And speaking of that sleuth edit I love it! It’s so cute and I appreciate it greatly!!!

You really are too kind thank you for all the high praise <3 so glad you enjoy all the eclipse art since that’s all I seem to draw these days lmao </3

Have a lovely day and thank you again wahh <3

[boozyoranges]

yume ask game :]

🏳️‍🌈: What is your self-insert’s gender identity? What’s their sexuality? Are they the same as yours irl?

- they’re the same as mine irl in that i can never decide what they are. she’s obviously bi but she’s mostly female presenting out of convenience. her and narancia are t4t to me in ways that are difficult to explain

🐣: What are some unique experiences that your self-insert has had that you have not?

- never overdosed on heroin lol. it is but a metaphor for other addictive habits i struggle with

- and my parents are still alive

🤷: What is your self-insert’s most mundane hobby?

- watching cute girl anime. her favorite is azumanga daioh

🌻: Who would your self-insert say that their biggest role model is?

- narancia inspires her to be a better person every day. he rescued her from her rock bottom and treated her with kindness, he loves with his whole heart, he risks his life for the ones he loves. she loves him so much and he makes her proud. ueeeee [soung of crying]

- she also admires trish even though trish is younger than her. moscato was never able to exude feminine charm so easily. trish helps her with her makeup and hair sometimes

‼️: What is your self-insert’s most extreme hobby?

- committing felonies with the rest of the gang 👍

- cooking mushrooms she finds on walks

👑: What’s something about your self-insert that completely matches up with you irl?

- autism

- piano ability

- hair + eye color

- childhood trauma™️

- addictive tendencies

- loves animals

- cringefail weeb

- and more….

❤️: What does your self-insert do when they feel happy?

- big dumb smile like this :]

❓: What’s a random fact about your self-insert that you want to share?

- narancia eventually proposes to her with a ring he got from spencer’s gifts

[minquiec]

Why GiftedEyes is kinda special to me

Oh my goddd it's been a while since I yapped 😭 I've just been busy I promise I never stop the yap but this is uhmmm smth new that I haven't really posted about cause I literally came up w it 3-5 weeks ago but it's a oc PLUS canon not oc X canon cause it's a platonic pairing between an oc and.....GOJO SATORU OUT OF ALL PPL but yea enjoy I think

This is but a temporary diversion from jipunk hshahaha cause thinking abt moving on makes me wanna throw up cause I don't like change 😍😍 but I realise it's okay to like multiple things at the same time and it doesn't define me 🤺 so anyways

(I still love all my ocs and characters and ships and what not I never move on I just can't multitask and fixate on two things at once [me trying to self affirm LOL])

So how the fuck did I get here

How did I join the masses and suddenly become a gojo satoru enjoyer? Tbh idrk cause I've been into jjk for a while and it kinda appears in phases where I'd be pretty into it for a week and then ease out and then repeat for the next couple of months but this time round it's especially bad for some reason bc???? Hello??? I suddenly grew heart eyes for gojo satoru?? Scratches head fr but LAWD ITA SO FUN cause fanart wise jjk is a way more popular series than spiderverse and i can literally feel my starving body being replenished

But besides him being obviously a pretty boy I've actually grown to like his character a lot

So you see ☝️🤓 the problem w me is whenever I like a character I always gotta really REALLY like them to the point when I start analysing their personality to see if I actually fr like them and that's how it lasts longer than an average "he fine I want him"

And w gojo I think I realized I rlly like characters who have compassion for other ppl? 😭 but it's gotta have layers idk I have a range of types so maybe I'm just talking bs

Cause it's not rlly obvious w gojo but he's really kind in terms of his compassion for humanity which makes me ssooo 🙂‍↕️☝️😭🙏🙆‍♀️🤺🫶💔💔🧍‍♂️🗣️📈📈🔥🔥‼️🆙🆙 and it shows in the way he treats his students (ignoring the fact bro stepped on peoples faces in shibuya but you sort of get what i mean not really) and in that one line where he said smth like "no one should take the youth away from young people" and im going to leap because of his own youth that was taken from literally his birth cause of his groundbreaking, historic birth with his six eyes AND limitless

So very obviously he didn't have a normal childhood, probably put on a pedestal and worshipped which meant he grew up! Kinda weirdly! And when he met suguru he could probably experience his youth for the first time (geto!! Suguru!!! Was his first and last blue spring!!!! Blue spring is a poetic way of saying youth!!!! I'm gonna LEAP) and that youth was prematurely taken away at FIFTEEN and SSEECONNDD YEAR when riko was killed which could basically be a metaphor of the death of their youth with their morals and principles being thrown into a clothes dryer and tumbled around

And I'm not gonna. Get into how much stsg make me wanna tear my hair out cause tbh I Will Cry cause I've cried atleast 4 times about them before and I'm trying to keep my peace and they actually make me so sad bc the depth of their connection Makes Me Want to dddiiieeeee 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ they're so much more than just ahaha silly ship tgt and it drives me crazy but I'm not gonna get into it bc once again; I'm Gonna Cry

Anyways back to sat or oo gojo, he can do very easily be that cold typical guy that doesn't care but instead he chooses to hold the responsibility of the jujutsu world on his shoulders alone bc unlike the higher ups who are fucking useless!!!! He doesn't want the youth to suffer for the mistakes (they inevitably do anyways though 💔) cause I saw this tweet where he literally, could've solved the whole shibuya incident in a split second if he wanted (hollow purple the whole place and easy as that) but because of the innocent people involved he chose to literally risk vulnerability by over exerting to the max like wtf did you see that he's insane he's crazy he's gojo satoru (which in the end cost him his temporary freedom 💔💔💔 but I digress)

But uhmmm that concludes why I like him so much rn 🙏🙏 I saw this rlly good tweet where it mentions from who I believe is a jjk screen writer?? And mentions that gojos attractiveness stems from his ability to show weakness and that he isn't all invincible in terms of character and im like uuueEEEEEE but I appreciate him a lot

So ofc as any normal person would deal with loving a character, obviously my crazy ass decided "wow!! What a tragic character who's so, so lonely!!! I can't stand this and my heart cries for you so I'm gonna give you a companion because the canonical media treats you too painfully!!!!!"

Like a normal person does

So now we enter mins crazy bitch domain, my mind palace, my noggin if you will and all this takes a sharp detour to Cringeville but when have I ever gaf

A key aspect of Ruri's character is that she revolves around the failure of authorities in her life, starting from young where she is exploited for monetary means because of her jujutsu talent. I kinda made it on purpose that she parallels w satoru in a way where both were deprived of a normal childhood due to their talent? She is then failed again by the higher ups in the incident where she loses an eye due to their mistake and it's important to note that during this time (around ~2006 to ~2007) the star vessel plasma stuff happened and haibara dying due to higher ups so it really just solidifies that theme of children being exploited and burdened for the mistakes cause by the generation before them.

So because of this, there's already a different kind of connection between all of the surviving students of this time (mmm sort of minus suguru cause he went off and uhm,, started his cult and became public enemy #1)

On top of this initial connection of trauma, prior to it ruri and satoru had a more whimsical thing going on where they both have special eyes kind of (hence why I named it GiftedEyes cause they're technically both gifted in their own sense and they got fucked up eyes hahahaha) and during this time period, he's just very cheeky and cocky and she barely tolerates him bc ehhh he's just like that but he's nice in his own fucked up way

For shoko and suguru it's more of a normal friendly close relationship cause ruri's canonically likeable HaHaHa she's just very nice to be around so the 4 are in this close friend group tgt but I won't get tm into their dynamic or whtevr the fuck they have going on

So after the star ves incident and ruri's accident, she disappears for like ATLEAST A DECADE I THINK,,, TO HEAL?? (I'm still working on this but all ik is the higher ups took her away for healing) so none of the three see her again till 2018 (WHAT REALLY FUCKS ME UP IS THAT SHE NEVER GOT TO SEE SUGURU AGAIN,,,,, there's one situation where she actually sort of walks past mimiko and nanako in a public setting and she recognises a bit of his CE [this shit ain't canon, making this up cause it's part of her CT ajjajaj] but she brushes it off)

But anyways the dynamic changed when they meet again as adults in 2018 where instead of barely tolerating his shenanigans, ruri grew to be one of very few people who actually indulge his personality (as masked as it might be bc cmon now) because seeing familiar faces after all they've been through makes her sad 😞😞 it doesn't help she's older AJAJA only by a little but she's biologically inclined (ruri: oct 20 shoko: nov 7 satoru: dec 7 suguru: feb 3)

And while I say indulge, I don't mean she's actively encouraging it LOL she still has that stoic calm personality from adolescence but it's more like she turns the other way whenever he's being goofy (she buys him sweets and souvenirs whenever she comes back from missions)

And its cause like, the idea of someone who's on the top of the chain, the world even, finding comfort in an old friend makes me soooooo sssssssooooooo aAAAUYYEEUUGGHHHHHH it's what he deserves after so long so this is my coping okay and it kills me cause i think he (bear with me here lemme be cringe) would find a lot of comfort in her presence again cause sometimes it's like she's a time capsule from the distant past where he was actually happy and can't help but almost revert to the silly cheeky version 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ he may be suffering from his breakup for the past decade BUT atleast he got his girl SPACEBAR friends to support him (shoko and ruri)

Platonic love also really makes me sob cause like ,,, it's the way you've formed such a connection and affection (non romantically) strung by the mishaps and tragedies you've suffered together,,,ueueue but yea that's it i think i need to honk shoo mimimi they r special to me