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Missing your voice right now…
#sad thoughts#lostsoul#sadnees#love#sadlove#i love you#personal#your love#need love#hear me with an honest heart#heartbreak#my heart#your voice
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ok everybody saying dan fucks is conrad’s dad you do you but for ME personally the fix will always be conrad’s dad because dan gives cool uncle vibes 1000000% percent more than the fix ever will. but we will both live our truth and we will both be happy 🤝
#because let’s be honest the fix is NOT gonna let conrad live in an alley guys#in my heart the fix adopted conrad and conrad is one of those kids going ‘did you know’ because he learned it from the fix!!!!!#and once again dan fucks is conrad’s dad truthers good for you#but i really don’t think dan would make a great dad LMAO he berates conrad a little too much even if it’s affectionate#i simply cannot hear the fix going ‘i think it’s time to unlearn that lesson’ and saying he’s just conrad’s UNCLE#i do wish alex got to say what conrad got to do though :(#but yeah for me the fix adopted conrad and he went from being a tiny miserable kid living on the streets#to being in a loving family with siblings and a support system <3#and justin of course!!!!!!!!#dimension 20#mentopolis#mentopolis spoilers#conrad schintz#the fix#dan fucks#d20 mentopolis#man i love all of these characters#this season was PEAK
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pretty funny how every time someone tries to give Tegan a male love interest in an audio drama it somehow turns into a story about how much Tegan isn't interested at all
--- it's a curse why don't they stop trying ----
it's actually great. do the writers even know they're doing this??? my theory is that they're actually earnestly trying to write it at face value…. and then Janet Fielding delivers it ….like that….
and. well.
#but it's the plots too i mean.#the plot of the waters of amsterdam is#'this guy is everything i hypothetically theoretically should want why don't i love him oh it's because i can't be honest about who i am#around him. oh thank god nyssa is back!'#the b plot of the edge of the war is#literally getting TRAPPED for a year in a misogynistic era with this guy who has a crush on me and he's perfectly decent whatever#so i stay with him while i wait for the time pocket to fix itself so i can leave#and also he's destined to die and i COULD save him by telling him but it would be breaking the rules i bit so i don't#like SORRY if either of these were meant to be legitimate romances all i'm hearing is the lesbian agenda#tegan#tegan jovanka#big finish#dweu#dw#cdw#lavender thoughts#plenty of lesbians out there who can and do have feelings for a man at some point. tegan however is NOT ONE OF THEM#I'd say they should stop trying but these stories are actually so raw and good#never forget this:#nyssa: so he's hot#tegan dismissively: if you like that sort of thing [an ENTIRE BEAT later] WHICH I DO!!#no honey don't lie#brave heart tegan
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Me playing Old World Blues, Honest Hearts and Lonesome Road:
Me playing Dead Money:
#tin talks#It just makes me super emotional okay? Especially hearing Vera scream for Sinclair#Fallout#fallout new vegas#fnv#old world blues#dead money#honest hearts#lonesome road
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⟢ highlight of the hour: flex x cop [07/16] ⟣
a full stomach and a happy heart
#flex x cop#korean drama#ahn bo hyun#park ji hyun#fxchoth#mmkfav#mygif#this scene made me tear up#becus the dinner scene itself was so funny and great#so to hear jys's honest thoughts and feelings about it all afterwards was meaningful and intimate#like yes the food may not have been the best but it was so much more than that for jys#it must have felt nice for him to be able to eat a homemade meal in a family setting#my heart was warm watching the dinner scene#and then this scene made me tear up and become emotional#it might honestly be one of my fav scenes so far in this drama
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The Khans - My Introspective
I don't like the Military and I don't support a lot of the actions the NCR does to the Mojave in New Vegas but in terms of the Khans I feel like the fandom infantilizes or diminishes the fact that they are or at least one of the most violent raider groups in the Mojave.
What happened at Bitter Springs was a tragedy, innocent lives were lost and the fact that the NCR swept it under the rug and continued to hunt down Khans that are truly trying to back down and resettle is horrendous, but there is a history to the NCR's aggression towards them.
The Khans first appear in Fallout 1, the main faction of raiders in the game besides the mentioned Vipers (who don't actually appear if I remember correctly). They came from Vault 15 along with the members that would form rival groups; The Vipers, The Jackals, and Shady Sands. They are a very large and foreboding raiding party, known for burning towns and encampments they attack and taking survivors as their slaves or slaves to sell. They are a big reason why the Jackals and Vipers are actually so small in New Vegas, they wiped them out.
Their main targets where Shady Sands and Junker town, the former of the two would be what became The New California Republic. This explains a big part of their animosity towards the Khans, only furthered by the fact the Khans kidnapped Tandi as a young girl, the girl that would go to offically found the NCR out of Shady Sands. When the dweller saved her and killed much of the Khans, this allowed the NCR to develop into what it currently is as they no longer needed to focus on fighting off constant raids.
When the Khans became the New Khans in Fallout 2, they barely resembled the Khans as they were led by Darion, Garl Death-Hand's son (former leader of the Khans). They were smaller and refortified vault 15, still planning to take down the NCR (at this time nowhere near as imperialist as they are in FNV) as mostly a revenge/power ploy. They manipulate The Squat, a group of y'know squatters, that lived in the upper levels, promising and lying about repairing the vault and offering them ransacked caravan resources if they kept the NCR away. Being their only life line The Squat had no choice. Still the chosen one got rid of them and they left New California for the untapped Mojave.
The Great Khans, the most current iteration, continued in the path as the original Khans, regrouping and gaining information from the Followers who hoped they'd use their new medical knowledge to heal themselves. They gained more members and a substantial part of Vegas territory before they were run out by the three families. They were pushed to Bitter Springs where they first and foremost continued to pick off and attack NCR settlements, most of which consisted of caravans, towns, and camps as they saw them as easy like in their old days. It was the killing of four influential Republic members (non-military) that brought on Bitter Springs.
Bitter Springs was the result of years of hatred and animosity and likely the goal to send a final message to the Khans. It does not excuse the fact that innocent men, women, and children were slaughtered with few survivors. It does not excuse the fact that the NCR has yet to make amends for this and continues to try and persecute the Khans even in moments of surrender.
This post is not to defend what happened but to give a quick rundown of the Khan's history and their history with the NCR. It's to remind people that the NCR is not just their military power but an actual group/settlement of people that were also attacked indiscriminately by the Khans. It's to point out that the Khans were not a band of indigenous people (no matter the comparisons) driven from their homes but raiders who fed into the brutal cultures of the west coast wasteland and were in turn treated to the same things.
My frustration comes from the fact that FNV has so many comparisons to indigenous struggles but the groups it chooses are not comparable at all. Their oppression hinges on not being familiar with their past, which explains why they have the reputation they do in canon. The "tribes" are often not even groups of minorities or have goals/desires out of acquisitions of power and I feel like it is important to both acknowledge that this is bad indigenous rep because it is not supposed to be. It is supposed to be a comparison of the in-game groups and how they all do the same things and justify it in their own fucked up ways, some better at it than others.
FNV of all the Fallout games (in light of it being heavily Western based) distastefully uses indigenous imagery and theming for groups that are sad mimicries of American indigenous cultures at best and outright offensive at worst.
#this is also to say the NCR is barely different but they imply New California is a city and safe and that once the NCR military leaves#they will properly try to settle and revitalize the area unlike the goals of almost every other group#the issues arise from the tensions of the hoover dam battles the legion and the corrupt leaders chosen in what is a terse time#but the khans are interesting to me and I like the named khans we have in FNV but they are treated to be almost innocent at points due to#all the Ls they keep taking despite admitting to their raider roots and being PROUD#they partnered with the Legion and before i hear they didnt know they were slavers at a point too and likely didnt care if they believed it#would not affec their own. the Mojave is an unforgivnig place and sometimes you make unforgivable alliances since they alienated all their#other options through their continued and consistent behaviors#like i could go on how bad the native rep is but I would not use any of the tribes cause they barely count the only difference from the NCR#is they organize themself differtently like id use the tribes in Honest Hearts cause holy shit is it bad and racist like at least the Mojav#tribes are just white dickheads brutalizing each other and not the characatures of native people the Sorrows Dead Horse and White legs are#like yikes I hated playing white savior the dlc#this is also semi personal because i dont see a lot of POC people in the fandom talking about the Khans and so I dont know if the proper#perspectives can be added because just because something can represent a culture or group doesn't mean it does or that it was the primary#thing they were trying to get across#like feel free to ask and talk to me more about it cause grrr#fallout#fallout new vegas#the great khans#the khans#new california republic#the ncr#fallout 1#fallout 2#papa khan
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I really really hope the rangers apprentice movie/show is a show. Don’t get me wrong, I’ll take literally whatever I can get!!! But knowing the way the series is written, how the characters develop, just the kinda vibes, it would make more sense for it to be a series yk? Number one, more content, number two, more opportunities to become even MORE attached to the characters, and each book could be a season. If you think about book 1, it wouldn’t make much sense for it to be a movie on its own, at least in my opinion. Like I said, I’ll literally settle for anything, these are just my thoughts
#I need it to come out. like right now#I need to make EDITS do you HEAR ME#also if the cast doesn’t look exactly how I imagine them I’m going to break down /hj#I need Gilan to look exactly like lyn’s art#and halt .#and will#okay I’ll be honest I need them all to look like lyn’s versions please#ok I need to stop talking#rangers apprentice#john flanagan#will treaty#ranger's apprentice#halt o'carrick#books#maybe Flanagan can learn HOW TO ORDER SEASONS!!!!!#I DONT WANT ANY SEASON 5-6 BEING A TIMESKIP AND THEN SEASON 7 GOES BACK BULLSHIT ALRIGHT#I also want new fans to be scared after season 5 (book 7) and think that that’s it and then everything goes quiet for a while and then#suddenly Flanagan is saying season 6 (book 5) and the new fans have a heart attack
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Oh my god, I'm just now realizing the implications of being a dog therian and having Virals, a book series about kids getting wolf powers, be one of my favorite series as a kid 😀
#to be honest almost any good story told from the perspective of an animal character was one of my favorite books as a kid#I loved warrior cats and the familiars and unnaturals (although I hardly ever hear golks talking about the last two)#*folks not golks oh my god#oh and call of the wild and white fang (I have multiple copies of those lol I even brought one to college with me <3)#and books with animal powers were just as close to my heart (looking at you spirit animals and me and my friends' massive fanfic of it)#alterhuman#nonhuman#therian#dogkin#dog therian#huskykin#husky therian
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where im taking the doctor for a date tbh
#yea we're doing all three in a day no thats not insane thats being honest about the speed at which they live their life#you know that thing about how the speed of your heart determines how fast you experience time?#like mice experience time faster than us and also live shorter?#bc their hearts beat faster than ours?#dont know if thats true but i read it once i think#you know how the doctors hearts sound like. super hyper fast?#anyway i want to spend a day hearing the most bonkers corrections of museum cards and watching them get in fights with museum people#'listen ''mr expert'' i killed the last dodo (turns to me. 'accidentally!' turns back) i Think i'd know what they look like dont you'#'really wasnt my fault. was a little bit my fault. 53 birds one timey wimey detector sort of a situation. shouldnt have brought it honestly#'but you dont step out of your tardis going:#'hm maybe i shouldnt bring my machine that boils eggs at 30 paces in case i run into the last 53 dodos''#'i mean the 17th century wasnt even on the agenda! i was in the 32nd century! two galaxies over! and then suddenly: mauritius'#'dont know what happened'#'well'#'53 exploded dodos. happened.'#'my sincerest apologies'#and i'll go 'lunch?'#or kissing with tongue behind a dinosaur skeleton whichever
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(they didn't) (and they weren't)
#this is about#homestuck#but also#steven universe#andddd#dream smp#this is a joke ok i love the story behind each of those with all my heart. but man do you hear stories of people being Weird About Them#mainly homestuck. i'm gonna be honest it's mostly homestuck#but it's like to be fair i would lose my mind too if i was into it while it was coming out#anyways. ignore me
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thinking about daredevil yellow again im not. going to make it Guys.
#static.soundz#crying screaming and hitting the ground. so good. it made me cry really bad#bc whenever i think about jack n matt it always makes me think of me n my dad for various reasons#when matt said i couldnt feel his heartbeat inside me anymore. no words.#i rambled about it on my main but dd is very much intwined in an interesting and special way with my own heavy grief about my dad#and matt was a very important character to me during that time of my life for the exact same reason.#it's why i take a lot of very heavy issue when things try to make it so his dad died in his childhood as opposed to college#bc a) think it takes away a lot of the important nature of their relationship and b) my own personal projection#bc all grief at any stage is highly personal and unique and particular#but it really does feel like. matt is really just starting to become an adult (depending whether he dies when matt's in under or post grad)#(bc i can never remember which) but he's not quite a mega established one. there's still that lingering of childhood#so even though he's grown. it just hurts in a very particular way. they saw you grow up. but they didnt really see you become an adult.#they did not see the person you're going to be. that you are. that you're becoming. it feels like such a bizarre unfair moment in time.#bc why now? why not when i was younger? why not when i was truly an adult adult who is expecting to lose you now?#why at this moment and no other time?#but thinking about matt going i wish i told my dad how much i loved him.#more than anything when he goes 'i love you dad. did you hear? i love you.'#it made me cry like a fucking bitch. honest to god tearing up when i type about it. it wrenches my heart it twists it and it makes me wanna#drop to my knees and just weep and weep and weep. they are everything to me.#i have intertwined a lot of matt's grief with mine in a way that makes him so so so important to me. because as stupid as it fucking sounds#that comic and him as a character are everything to me. so genuinely. they were a lifeline my freshman year#when i was so depressed all i could do was read comics. or listen to music#i could do nothing else. i did. clearly. i did work and assignments. but dd was everything to me alongside dm#im sorry i am being an actual like nutbag in my tags im sorry i just have a lot of feelings. this story is everything to me ever ok? ok.
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I just want you to know that you are a valued member of the Gotham community and you never cease to make my day (as well as many others' I'm sure) a much brighter one. Never stop being awesome 🧡💚
yOU'RE TOO SWEET TO ME?!?!! i'm gonna motherfucking cry 🥺🥺🥺
i've seen incredible talent around the tags(i'm totally talking about margonika and grimmgromm though imma chicken out on tagging them jdbdjdbjd) and talking to others like you, @haliastone and @nicolovespancakes always makes things so much fun! it's my pleasure to offer my creativity and attempts at comedy back to my folks 💕✨
#thank u for this#u didn't have to and it caught me by surprise#i really struggle with interacting around here so 👉👈#this is nice to hear#kdjjbdjd i'm sorry for being mushy i just wanted to be honest abt how the messages and chatting and art hit me straight in the heart
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im so glad youre getting into naddpod i love it so fucking much. i love seeing ur d20 artwork and posts in general so seeing u get into naddpod is very !!! :D
!!! THANK YOU!! and YEAH i am soo slowly and steadily making my way through the bahumia campaign and i am IN LOVE. band of boobs my beloved
#ON EPISODE FORTY RN#anyway nadpodd is gonna convert me into a long-campaign enjoyer#and IM SO IN LOVE WITH ALL THE PLAYERS#beverly is soo funny. he is like. half split between being the best most cutest good boy anf being pelors mpst holy terror of a child#(ALWAYS thibking about his meow moment being in the same episode he humps a corpse. he spent this entire episode trying to jump into a#giant's ear and pretending to be his conscience. LOVE)#seeing the evolution of hardwon is SO COOL. like he literally starts of as suuuch a jon snow but then like really quickly gets into#the dnd sillies vibe. rlly amazing watching the transprmation of coolguy hardwon surefoot and knowing his destination (divorceguy henry)#(also also ill luck henry song of ALL time. whatever not this campaign)#anyway. i think its really cool to see where hes at right now. like its a very good mix of loser and cool. where all dnd characyers shld be#but yeah. frostwind arc is soo good. like jake is literally roleplaying his heart out and its rlly cool to see him take like#the emotional focus of the arc i think#^_^ and MOONSHINE. <<<3333333333333#idk man. wmily is just like. shes so good. at making pcs. like its just awe inspiring#i cant even talk aboit it. like thats just my real life friend moonshine cybin#i rlly get it when people say emily inhabits her character. shes sooo good at it. like. she just IS moonshine#O_O also . man just being honest. literally there is no character better than like. swamp hick with a massive rack#its just. its rlly good#also murph is so cool. he intimidates me#like im starting dming and hearing murpj do it in just like O_O wow um... hes so cool.... hes... hes so cool....#murph baddest bitch ever. also when he does paw paws little rar rarrrr rarr. sick#wait sorry. ive been talking about naddpod to much#i could go on for a whole nother fofty tags#anyway. umm i like naddpod#i hope i get to post some art soon#asks
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In case anyone was curious, no, I am not in fact over this yet.
@/McLarenF1: A call can make all the difference. Pick up the phone || Or, only the Lando bits
#this clip popped up in my feed again and i've had it on loop for an embarrassing amount of time since then#martin's “i love you” is just so soft and honest and makes my heart do funny things#and lando's “i love you” is so sweet and like “hey i'm sorry i can't say more rn but i need to make sure you hear it anyway”#did anyone else interpret it like this or is it just me?#i love how deeply lando loves the people close to him and how much martin clearly cares about him just as much in return#they are relationship goals <3#lando norris#martin garrix#norrix
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listening to my sails are set until my ears bleed
#boink#fuck it all#this song has become like. my stand in for human connection#lonely? msas#touch starved? msas#need a hug? msas#going stir crazy? msas#its like. physically warm to me#idk. like at first i just really liked the arrangement.#like its impressive. ill be honest lolll i was impressed. and its so and sos arrangement#and yk. we taught it together and stuff. he gave my section the hardest part bc he said he knew i could handle it#its silly but that feels good to hear yk. and ofc i had to get it right then#anyway one way or another it ended up being my comfort song#and now listening to it makes me feel like my heart is being wrapped with a warm fleece blanket#so..#yeah#idk#lol#anyway LOL#i just have a questionable attachment to this song atp lolol#im not even fucking with you i legitimately feel like crying whenever we sing it. we get to the climax and i just have to close my eyes#and just breathe#it's wormed into me in a very particular way
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Youll just be minding your own business when all of a sudden the inherant intimacy of solo instrumental music is realized upon you. Like youre just supposed to proceed normally after
#that being said the 'ill write an ep' to 'too much songs ill make it an album' pipeline extremely utterly too real. im in too deep#sexy and hilarious of me to be so committed to letting my first Big Serious Personal musical endeavour be such a Big Serious Personal thing#like my plan about it of course will probably keep changing but im like 99% sure of what i will do to a point#a lot of fully complete songs that i love!!!!! and a lot of unfinished projects n ideas recorded snippets things written down !!!!!!!#much to consider as always but the clarity ive been able to have with shaping it and working it has been. welcome#grateful to be attracting such spaces and people to be learning and relearning whats been in front of me lately#grateful to have the space and time i have to do what i do with it and myself#extremely grateful to be inspired in an otherwise negative at best time in my life above all else.#i needed that weird painful clarity to become inspired and know i want to actually do this i guess#as sure as ive ever been and now even just. reinforced not just by the space and the world around me but the people around me as well that:#make music how you want to and music you want to hear and make it at your own pace#i know i need to trust this process in full and honest faith i need to trust it like i have been to even get this far#and then some to make my thing and put it out and keep doing that musically really#of all the facets of my own and the time i have and resources to make things happen i know in my heart of hearts really that i could do it#forever and im a whole force when it comes to it all if i let myself go in it with no inhibition. shedding years and years of these negativ#ities purposefully and exclusively and thoroughly finally leaving some understanding in my soul i can even pridefully say is there#and with enough confidence in myself to know its something i will do forever and want to be a thing i put into the world always#and to do it how i want is.... exciting and the fruits of that labor excite me and i must say i cannot wait to be sharing this with everyon#cant wait to be sharing truly myself like i do with myself with every one i know could appreciate me like i want to be
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