#he's so upset I feel so guilty
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ooookay five fictive formed! he formed, fronted and then immediately started to add so many TV girl songs to our playlist :0 he likes it almost worked and the blonde :3 also Luther's crying in headspace bc it's five from his canon and he feels so happy i feel so bad, poor big guy :(
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I know Vanessa regret saying this in the FNAF movie,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#vanessa afton#fnaf vanessa#vanessa shelly#mike schmidt#fnaf movie#fnaf fanart#I think about this scene in the movie like all the time#especially when I think about movie Vanessa#there muse of been so much on her mind at the time#like I know she said that to begin with because she wanted to protect Abby#she knows that Freddy’s is just overall dangerous for her#especially with her father who coukd appear anytime he likes..#she also let her own guard down and that must upset her#so all she could do in her mind to keep at least Abby away is threaten Mike#but I feel she regretted it#Mike is her first friend in a long time and she feels guilty over him#Poor Vanessa she had so much on her mind#just want that girl to be happy 😔🩵
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up until the very end, adrien was so ANGRY with his father, like with the whole nightormentor thing, even after while in his solitary confinement, he was so angry, or very upset with his father, even when it all eneded he was calling out wanting to be let out IMMEDIATELY
how guilty do you think he felt after he died? or at least when he was told, that his last sight of him was when he was deakumatized, still frustrated he never listens to him
the way he didnt think of his father happily before he died and now he just has to go on living with that...
I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT ADRIEN PLS SAVE ME
#sigh#what a sad guy#he has so much to feel guilty about#i bet he ultimately regrets giving up his miraculous#he regrets not just transforming in his cell#before he sees plagg again he bets that plagg is upset he wasnt there to help ladybug#GAH#probably thinks alot of people are mad at him#because hes so mad at himself#anyway#miraculous ladybug#miraculous#adrien agreste#miraculous lb#ladybug and chat noir#chat noir#mlb#ml#gabriel agreste#nightormentor
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#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad#and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything#i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing#but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT#and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing#and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over#and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop#and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me#and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it#again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that#so I felt guilty throughout#anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely#and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods#heres to healing ❤️🩹
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waaaaa they took away my male lead in the Only Straights Show from 2-3 seasons from now and made him a girl for some sort of WOKE AGENDA they're changing my badly written misogynist book series woe is me we need more straight rep!!! this is because i like their story not for any other reason!!! i'm bi as well!!! more straight romance!!!! no nonconformity!!!! the books!!!!!!!
#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#can y'all shut up they're doing something interesting#so the motivations behind the romance will have to change and? if ur so desperate for the book read it#isn't it interesting to you being given alternate stories?#'what about the estate what about the want for a child being the only reason she wanted to remarry'#what about sapphic guilty pining huh. don't we deserve something too? like brimsley/reynolds did not get a happy ending#its almost guaranteed that benedict's bisexuality will be brushed aside again (as much as it will still be part of him#i really feel that they will ignore it after he meets sophie)#i feel like francesca was the best story to do this to#because the core of guilty pining and hell they can still have her looking for a husband so she can have a child!! and michaela loving he#and knowing she can't ever give fran what she wants but still staying by her side like isn't that compelling!!!!#whatever. don't contact me abt this so many people being upset abt this as if this show was ever more than a loose adaptation#ratspeaks#the only valid concerns are the ones worried abt the actress being harassed
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Did Eleven ever tell Amy and Rory’s parents that they’re alive in the past? Or did they just go missing a few weeks after a third of the human population had heart attacks?
#updates from cipher#I was thinking about Bill as well. Was her foster mom just waiting for her to come home and she never did?#doctor who#I should write a fic. Eleven rings Brian Williams doorbell and avoids eye contact as he tells him that his son is still alive#but that he���ll never see him again. and he died in his 80s in the 1990s or smth#and the doctor can’t save them because of the paradox thr weeping angels created#god 10 and Martha would have been so close to Amy and Rory during Daleks in Manhattan as well#In a version of events where like. 12 holds off regeneration long enough at the end of TUAT to go tell Bill’s mom that she’s dead*#before he regenerates he’s like. I have to tell her before I regenerate I can’t put this off and do it in a new body#bc imagine if like a companion died while travelling#and the doctor goes to tell their family who they met a few times#but they’re so upset about the companion dying they weren’t able to face the companion’s family for a looong time#not until after they regenerated and the family is horrified to see this stranger has a new BODY and their child is dead#and the doctor not doing it immediately would indicate just how guilty they feel
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About the latest Wind Breaker art, Sugishita!? HOW COULD YOU!?
quite easily, I'm afraid... sakura significance to him is a mere speck compared to umemiya's... 😞
#replies#by the time suo inevitably points out umemiya would be REALLY upset with what he did sakura is long gone... bye..#sugi will always feel guilty for upsetting ume but hey he saved the city and ume AND he doesnt gotta rival with a kitten for umes attention#so... i guess its a win for him FHASJKDHFJK
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currently in shambles thinking about what birthdays would be like for the boys. rather than being something to celebrate, it’s just another painful reminder that time passes on and yet their age will always stay the same. do they acknowledge the day at all? get each other a little gift to try to lift spirits and remind the other that they are loved? or do they just go about their day, with the date an unspoken but heavy weight lingering on their shoulders, treating the other a little extra gently to lessen the grief?
#i feel like charles checks in on his parents every year too to make sure that they haven’t forgotten about him#and he feels so guilty because he always hopes that they will be sad#because as much as it hurts to see them upset it hurts even more to think that they could’ve forgotten#it gets even more devastating when you think about their death days#so i simply will not think about it because i will start crying#my blorbos have been through so much i just want to squeeze all the pain and sadness out of them :(((#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#charles rowland
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Literally no other way I could describe it right now.
#there are some serious feelings attached to all thats happening#im saddened. im mad. at the end of the day this is how i cope so im sorry if you dont feel like humor is your way out#im disappointed and digusted#personally#neil gaiman#is innocent until proven guilty and my heart goes out to the victims of this whole situation.#i know. i KNOW the right is gonna make it about trans rights and the left is gonna make this about zionism and how these results are#unsurprising due to him being 'either' of these (which im not going into)#because its NOT about those. its the disgusting behaviors he did w those women. consent or not he actively sought out rlly young women.#i hold out a tiny bit of hope but if all things go to shit I dont rlly have anything to fall back on in terms of fandom.#good omens got me through shit. it got me through hell and some my worst times ever.#ive made irreplaceable IRL friends#idk#just some feelings im putting out here. im still gonna 100% support all GO creators (unless they outright excuse NG's actions esp when hes#not yet proven innocent)#but yeah#i havent spoken about this in my other accs and I think this is the only coherent thought I can manage from all of that.#again. really upset. but we got this. were all in this together yk? theres no one side or another to SA but to support the victims.#thats all im rlly gonna say. just remember that Im sending uou guys lots of love. lets get through this <3#[EDIT: I MEANT TO SAY NEIL IS GUILTY UNTIL PROVEN INNOCENT FOR ME !!!!]
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the thing abt lesbian odypen is that low key wish i was both of them
#saying lesbian odypen so ppl dont get confused when i call ody a woman. all odypen is lesbian odypen to me.#also ody is not always a woman to me when odyeury happens hes a man again. gaymaxxing dverything#anyway i both want a woman to love and want to see me again so so much she starts killing abt it#and for a woman to love me so so mich no matter the things i have done#(i literally have done nothing i just always feel so so guilty abt everything always all the time)#(like low key i will complain abt smth upsetting that just happened to me and ill be like they need to shoot me dead now)#anyway. one of these clearly more healthy to want that the other. actually.#idk is it more unhealthy to just want to be loved unconditionally if the reason for me relating to tht part of the story#is i think i am low key evil just for being alive or is it more unhealthy#to think its low key soooo hot if a women had killed people to get back to me. like not in real life ofc ofc ofc ofc#but in my mind. woman who loves her wife so so much save meee#flappy rambles#lesbian odypen
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Kazuha, sweetie, I'm not your biggest fan, but I'm going to be incredibly honest with you right now, and that's because I don't really understand what you're expecting from Heiji atp.
You're his self proclaimed, so called, 'older sister'. The first thing you do when you meet a friend of his, or a supposed girlfriend to be more accurate, is introduce yourself as his older sister. Whenever anyone claims that there's any romance between you guys, you refute it and call him your stupid little brother.
GIRL.
EVEN I STARTED TO GET MIXED SIGNALS AT ONE POINT. If not for the blushing we clearly see as the audience I would've been soldified in my belief that it's unrequited love for Heiji. Dramatic irony at it's finest.
Either way– WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM HIM?? You keep brother-zoning him to the point where only the Hattori Heji himself could be so stubborn to ignore this weird girl reverse psychology that would keep any other guy at a two meter distance.
Don't think you're any better, though, Heiji. If any third party who had never watched dcmk before had to give their opinion after looking at the overall confession bull crap you've been stalling these past three decades they'd think you're trying to impress Shinichi, not Kazuha. Won't blame them, I myself am pretty confused.
Who is this confession for???? KAZUHA.
THEN WHO TF IS SHINICHI TO THIS RELATIONSHIP AND WHY IS ONE UPPING HIM DETRIMENTAL TO Y'ALL?? WHY DOES HIS OPINION MATTER?? WHAT EVEN IS THE POINT OF THIS CONFESSION ANYMORE?? You're not even trying to think like ‘Oh, I'm doing this because Kazuha only deserves the best’ NO. IT'S ALL BIG BEN THIS KUDO THAT. I feel kinda bad for Kazuha.
Don't even get me started on how awkward it is to keep being so possessive over her when y'all aren't even an item (I'M LOOKING AT YOU TOO SHINICHI. GLARING REAL HARD HERE.). If she's seeing some other guy (which would never happen because of course she has fallen head over heals for you. Ugh- this is triggering my gag reflex.) then leave her be, because you either act like a chicken after being all bark and no bite or idk, grow a spine and fricking confess??? You can't go around calling her yours and then noping out of a confession. God my blood pressure keeps spiking because of these blockheaded teenagers I need to go take a few deep breaths.
I would like to know what they actually even talk about or bond over. From what I understood, Kazuha really likes the sound of his katana when he practices, which is high-key weird and makes me feel deaf cause how do you even hear that sort of stuff? And... What does Heiji like about her again? These guys need to explain what they like about their crushes more often. Or at least maybe ask themselves about it every once in a while, yk, just to make sure all of this stress is worth it. I will NOT be talking about Aoko and Kaito purely for the sake of my heart and blood pressure; they can only handle one dcmk couple at a time.
In conclusion, a man with an unresolved inferiority/superiority complex–because he somehow has both–so severe he cannot function without making it about his rival should not be looking for a relationship before seeing a therapist. Thank God his actual friendship with Shinichi isn't an eighth as bad as you'd think it should be; they're one of the most iconic duos ever, let's just keep their love lives outta the mix (Heiji is high-key supportive though, so there's that ig).
Edit: Came back after I realized I phrased my opinion on Heiji and Shinichi's friendship in a way that was easy to misinterpret. What I mean to say is that they're my favorite dcmk duo but I just can't stand how Heiji prioritizes one upping Shinichi rather than getting his feelings out there. I say Heiji ditches Kazuha as a love interest and forms a trio with Shinichi and Shiho. They'd be unstoppable homies that would do the unspeakable for each other.
#I don't like Aoko just so y'all know#I would've adored Kaito to bits if not for the fact that he thinks it's funny to flip a girl's skirt.#Then again. GIRLS. PUH-LEASE WEAR SHORTS. I BEG OF YOU. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.#So yeah I mildly dislike Kaito for that but I love him otherwise.#Can we just. Remove the portion of the female cast that is–if you think about it–unnecessary to the plot#like Kaito doesn't necessarily need to have an Aoko to keep him from feeling guilty and upset for the inspector#especially since they're neighbors either way and his parents are very absent#it's concerning to leave a child so young alone at home without supervision. so yeah Kaito definitely lived with the inspector– Aoko or not#Their relationship will have evolved different without Aoko yes and it will either lead to them being closer or even far more detached#exploring all of them would be impossible yet all the more intriguing because now Kaito's feelings for the inspector would more nuanced#and personal rather than the diluted version in canon where he mostly tries to help the inspector for Aoko's sake rather than#for the inspector's well being#even if it was part of the reason why he went easy on him it was obvious how he was more focused on Aoko and how she felt.#At least get rid of the even more unnecessary perverse traits and habits present in nearly all of the male characters?#I'm so mad rn#saff-ron tag#dcmk posting#dcmk#Dcmk rant#rant post
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Trick or treat, i promise not to write hamato experiencing guilt over his mothers death
Should i even trust you at this point
#should let you know I'm not doing inbox trick or treating. I'm not creative enough to thing of silly things to reply to them with#anyway. to be fair Hamato isn't the kind of guy to feel guilty over her death per say?#he's more upset that she's not around than feeling as if he was at fault in some way. that's really Hikaru's thing#like. he knows if she was there things wouldn't be as bad between Hikaru and Beni#he obviously misses her a lot. and i do think he feels sad that she doesn't get to watch her kid grow up#and i think Beni being close to Kokoro out of all people it's like rubbing salt on the wound for him#but she's just a kid so he will try to play it cool with her. he can save his distate to Mitsume herself! she will take it#hyena ramblings#Hamato Ando
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Rarely, if ever, will a curse fall from Boromir's lips. Such words do not sit easy on his tongue, especially when there are better ones to use. Given that time is so short, so precious, he would rather it be filled with language of good comradery than profanity.
Of course, those rare instances do happen, much to his displeasure! Frustration might be the cause to produce an expletive or two - because of himself and the choices made, because of others and their misdeeds. Boyish sensibilities another - when away from women and children, parted from the older and wiser folk, company kept with the men of his army and a few delicious pints, salty snacks and wonderful memories.
But more so than not, Boromir's speech remains free of vulgarity. Least, with the best of intentions and will, he tries!
#Shadow of the Past \\ Headcanons#(( This post is brought to you by me after watching a compilation of Sharpe calling everybody a bastard LOL#(( When Boromir gets upset and I do mean REALLY upset#(( A cuss might come about!#(( But goodness does our steward-prince get so guilty after the fact#(( He feels so embarrassed and ashamed whenever his temper gets the best of him and his mouth!#(( Given his normally kind and bright personality you'd REALLY have to get Boromir FIRED UP in order for him to curse you out#(( I feel for the few souls who've dared to do such - poor stupid things!
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Holy suck I need to block every man I know
Rant in the tags and omfg I hate how men just expect everything
#like omfg I told him I didn’t want to fuck him and he said that he was upset I said that cause it makes him feel like he’s not good enough#SO FUCKING WHAT???!????#if I see you as a friend that means I see you as a fucking friend#holy fuck#like I’m so tempted to just block him but I’m a fucking woman with emotions and we’ve talked a lot so we’re friends and I would feel guilty#but like omfg dude take a hint. I#I’m not telling yo Igor funsies#I just kicked him out cause he was being so ducking annoying and then he texts me and says “I’m still outside btw#WHY THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I CARE IF YOU ARE OR NOT????#so I told him I’m annoyed and tired and I’m going to bed#this motherfucker says “I know#BLOCKED#I’m sick of yooooou
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"I'm sorry," kuroo says softly.
"it's okay," kenma replies. he pulls the blanket tighter around his shoulders and keeps his eyes on the tv. he can't cry again. for kuroo's sake.
because he's not mad. he's just hurt.
they're both off balance.
kenma's been distant recently, he's aware of his own behavior. he's just been caught up in work and school. holed up in his office while kuroo tries his best to interact with kenma. kenma just needs one more day to get caught up. he could be writing an essay right now.
but kuroo had enough of the distance. understandably so. but kenma made excuses rather than hearing kuroo out. and then kuroo raises his voice and kenma felt it in his bones. something grating deep within him that made him uncomfortable and scared.
and now they sit at opposite ends of the couch. and kuroo quietly apologizes every so often because he knows kenma doesn't like it when kuroo raises his voice. ultimately, kenma's more frustrated with himself than he is with kuroo.
"come here," kenma whispers and opens his blanket.
kuroo's quick to tuck himself into kenma's arms, curling up and burying his face into kenma's chest. kenma tries to ignore kuroo's sniffling. he can't cry.
a deep breath and kenma offers kuroo quiet comforting words, assuring kuroo that kenma isn't mad.
kenma feels bad.
but not as guilty as kuroo feels with himself.
#hq#bex thoughts#kuroken#ash and i talked about kuroo feeling so guilty whenever he makes his partner upset#and yeah im thinking about them
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can someone else please please look at this set of images before i go insane
#nezha reborn#LOOK AT HIM he is literally just... a kid...... looking for some comfort from his dad............#it's about to be 0 days since our last nonsensical overly emotional post about li yunxiang#it was never that lyx didn't care about what his father thought or didn't want for his approval because he does want it. he does care.#it was just something he accepted he wouldn't have as long as he continue to choose to do what he thought was the right thing#and the 'right thing' was important enough to him to give up on his dad's support#which says something about how important the 'right thing' is to lyx#and up till now it was fine because it affected no one but him#(and if you think about it it is kind of a very immature and idealistic mindset#because if he had gotten caught doing his little smuggling and property destruction it 100% would have affected his family#but i like that i think it's part of his character.. anyway....)#but now his refusal to do what his dad wanted him to do - get a normal job and keep his head down - is like. actively hurting his family#and altho it was the right thing and he couldn't have predicted that ao bing would go completely nuclear#or that the de group would send assassins after him because of the whole reincarnation business#you could say that kasha and li jinxiang's injuries are a direct result of him refusing to just roll over and sell ao bing his motorcycle#(which i think is exactly what ljx was gonna say before he got bodied by that monster truck lol)#and in this moment when he has effectively just put 2 of the people closest to him in the hospital#i think he can't help but look for a little comfort from his dad because he feels so so guilty and confused and upset#but he gets that door shut in his face and he's reminded that he had chosen to not have that#that he had made choices that led to this being the reality of his relationship with his dad. and he is supposed to be ok with that#and then he falls back on his anger and the moment is sort of over but like#bro... at this point li yunxiang has no one bro....#L + ratio + kasha and brother in the hospital + dad can't even look at you + dead mom + separated from extended family when you fled the wa#+ no close friends your own age#and it makes me sad because lyx must have been pretty close to his dad when he was little#i think this + the moment where he's outside the door listening to his dad talk#just fuels the miasma of guilt#guilt over his own actions. guilt over nezha's actions. questioning if he is or ever was making the right choices#but also it's not about any of that it's just about how huge and wet his eyes look here amen
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