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murder-and-toast · 1 year ago

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TW: mention of child experimentation, mention of organ replacement, mention of murder, mention of human trafficking, medical/experiment whump, suicidal idolation, self-harm, corrupt government

'I love you' was never a phrase Betzalel ever really liked. It would always bring him back to the days when he was locked away, with his 'Aunt' trying to make him the perfect weapon. He cared for people since that's human nature, but never anything more that he could describe. He'd only use the words to manipulate the people the government needed him to help capture or dispose of.

Betzalel was laying in bed next to Yves, considering waking him up, but instead he just stared at the ceiling thinking. Then a thought crossed his mind, "Where is Aunt now, Is she still doing her past work? Is she trying to track me down since she worked so hard to make me perfect??"

Those thoughts came and went so often, Betzalel knew she knew he was still alive because of the number of news channels that reported on the mass killings he was ordered to do by the government.

Betzalel slowly slips out of the bed, trying not to wake Yves, he grabs his military coat and a pack of fresh cigarettes. He then unlocks the room door and looks back for a moment before opening the door and walking out to go smoke.

Betzalel always hated cigarettes, but the nicotine helped to distract him from the crimes he had to commit. And he has hoped that they could shorten his long lifespan. He never wanted the power he had gotten but he also never wanted the 1000 year lifespan of the god-like creature he was stuck with. Betzalel never wanted to kill himself, he had just hoped that the people the government wanted would succeed at doing it. But the creature always made a shield to stop those hopes.

Betzalel opened the pack and pulled one out along with the lighter in his coat pocket, he then lit the cigarette and put it in his mouth while staring off into the woods around the building. And stuffed the lighter and now open pack of cigarettes in his pocket.

After a few minutes he rolled up the sleeves of both his coat and his pajamas. Revealing layers of bandages on both arms. He then began to undo them, underneath was just a bunch of dark scarring from how much he had used the power of the creature.

Betzalel hated not being in control so to use the power to its max ability he would have to cause himself damage in the process. Though if he had the choice he just wouldn't use the power at all since it was draining and always ended with him throwing up and unable to do much after. At least the regeneration worked fast otherwise he'd still be bleeding out.

The government wanted to make sure that every person they bought would've been worth their money so they'd use everything the person could do. Betzalel only had one knife unlike a lot of his coworkers who had collections of knives and guns. But it was to make sure Betzalel was gonna actually use the reason the government had picked him.

Betzalel knew though that he was closer to being sold off than most of the others here, he was disobedient and questioned orders, unlike when they had first purchased him.

He knew Yves was gonna be forced to stay in the government since he was useful and listened to orders. He never wanted to leave Yves as he was the reason Betzalel was even able to get out of being tested on, but he knew he'd have to suck it up sooner or later.

He took the cigarette from his mouth and signed hard. He then ran his right hand through his bangs and pinned them behind his ear. His right eye wasn't his, it hadn't been since he was 4, his 'Aunt' wanted to test the limits of what she could do, removed a few organs and stuff and replaced them from that of the corpse of the creature.

Betzalel thought the replacement for his actual eye was quite pretty, you could see a galaxy of colors and glitter within it. But he hated how he couldn't see out of it and how it could randomly start to bleed. He knew he was more of a corpse than a person at that point, but there wasn't anything he could do to stop it. All he could do was hope that things get better within the next at most 1980 years of his life,

"Living until the year 4000 would be so terrible--" he laughed to himself as the door opened and Yves came out, "oh, you're up, almost ready to go get some work done?"

"Ya"

#Literally just more Betzalel because I love him #he's so fun to write and draw #I'm probably just gonna spam stuff with him for a while tbh

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da-janela-lateral · 1 month ago

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It seems that 'popular', 'athletic' and 'bright blue eyes' aren't their only similarities.

#boy go live your shoujo protagonist life boy #with the guy who thought he was in a shonen?? actually yes yeah right #using manga resources from time to time is so fun #I haven't had the energy to draw much these days for some reason...#that's why I'm mainly writing for my fic #but I hope I can go back to the work soon there are so many comics and drawing wips in my folder #for now there will be these two #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #mp100 fanart #shigeo kageyama #teruki hanazawa #terumob #lalarts

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gammija · 6 months ago

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tiefling jon's first day at the Archives

#id in alt #the magnus archives #tma #magnus archives #elias bouchard #jonathan sims #tma jon #jon tma #jon sims #tma dnd au #tiefling jon #gammijart #tma s4 #so this is that comic i was talking about a few weeks ago. with way too many backgrounds and effort #ill say i did enjoy doing the backgrounds a lot and thats worth a whole lot. but also. if this gets no notes i will. cry #anyways. love drawing a correct perspective grid and then fucking it up in favor of something that is wrong but FEELS right <3 #also any anachronisms shall be explained by this being a fantasy setting #always difficult to post something that's not a joke. sincerity. yuck #and this does still have some jokes. just less punchy than id usually post. also no jmart or other ships. whoof #i havent done enough with elias. he's such a slimy bastard - v fun to write #he talks a bit more formally here than in canon but tbf he is an elf so /shrug #EDIT: aaaah between panels 4 and 8 i forgot i gave him an ace ring!!

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art-is-kayos · 30 days ago

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Checking up on his commission

#hate this guy. spoilers under tag cutoff #i fear i may have cooked with the tags. slash jay.#I've always imagined him with Particulars but I keep forgetting to draw them til like now #he speaks in lowercase to me. for reasons #I wanna know more about this untrustworthy bisexual but I also kinda wanna attack him every time he shows up #cant wait for the inevitable boss fight #fun fact: according to the dictionary 'nebulae' can refer to a clouded spot on the cornea that can cause defective vision #a limbus is 'the junction of the cornea and sclera in the eye'#so I think I speak for us all when I say WHAT THE FUCK MAN #what the hell was he on abt with Dante falling from the sky. and by sheep does he mean June 985 or?#if anyone wants to theorise on my post I'm all for it #limbus company #dante lcb #demian lcb #⏰🐍#unfortunately proud of that caption btw he really is just wanting his comm #HM WAIT BACK AGAIN #is the way the San was on about with leading the fallen nebulae home what causes J985?#as in - it is not people dying but them returning to their rightful place outside the City #with Purgatorio being the war 📘[i think] mentioned #is the doomsday Dante's head leading to the war? it typically refers to humanity's self destruction #or any globlal catastrophe #oh ok with PM is being sneaky again the Wiki page says it was inaugurated in June and guess when the MDE is #but generally things like nuclear war - AI and climate change are the main factors contributing to it #and we've already faced AI in the prev games via Angie so presumably one of the others will be the main force behind Dante's midnight #i personally like the nuclear angle given how Dante's head is already a clock #*BOMB. THEIR HEAD IS A BOMB THAT CAN BLOW UP #please do not write tags at night this was a bad idea

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egophiliac · 1 year ago

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another one that I'm not super happy with, but continuing to mess with it isn't going to help! so here he is! 🦇 there was a lot I was trying to get across in this one, so uhhhhh hopefully it reads.

we're almost out of unique magics now...just Ace (and maybe Grim?) left!

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #unique magic posters #drawing lilia slightly more on-model than i usually do feels so wrong #i just want to draw the tallest spikes #lilia: (writing down his height) 5'6“...5'2” in a hat #(actually i'm pretty sure he would just write 'fun-size' but i digress)#anyway lilia. hey lilia. your magic is not cradle-specific so WHY is it called that #did it come in like 'so in like 500-ish years we're going to have a significant moment with a cradle. just trust me bro.'#'in the meantime enjoy having the weirdest magic name ever'#probably came in useful for raising kids though #don't put that in your mouth don't you know where it's BEEN #because i do #(long stare off into middle distance) i know where it's been

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benevolenterrancy · 17 days ago

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hi!! I think your art is *so cool* o(≧∇≦o)

do you think you could draw more moshang? either post canon or that au you did last time?? (baby mobei has my heart and all I own)

(˵ •̀ ᴗ •́ ˵ ) oh! how about return to childhood—moshang flavor?

don't question this king, shang qinghua, he knows what he's about

#just because junshang is going to throw a fit and doesn't know how to capitalize on a good thing doesn't mean mbj is the same #svsss #moshang #mobei jun #shang qinghua #mbj #sqh #return to childhood #he's finally small enough to fit on sqh's lap!#he's going to have sqh carry him *everywhere* until his qi evens out and he becomes full-sized again #maximize the spoiled prince vibe - sqh is going to be exhausted by the end of this he is not having as much fun as sqq #anyway the demon court is just going to have to bite their tongues and deal with it otherwise they'll have a full sized mbj come after them #though tbh this would be a fascinating au because yeah... just like with lbh there's probably enough people who'd be willing to gun for mbj #when he's small and severely weakened #but i love the idea of his throne suddenly being to big for him so he just makes sqh assist (cuddle)#anyway anon thanks for the prompt!! i am SO happy to draw more moshang and welcome any and all suggestions #either just about them or about the childhood!au #i really should play with the concept more... i have not been able to get into a writing mood lately but it'd be nice to finally write #a svsss fic - i've got at least a couple for both mdzs and tgcf after all #until then though: art!

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akiacia · 3 months ago

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some of the right words

#akia art #olba #baxter ward #olba mc #maggie fighting for her life (colorized)#girl went into step 3 a casual dater and it took all of two (2) moments for her to accept she was screwed #doubly so bc it was supposed to be seasonal 🤣 it's such a fun premise for how it engages the mc's own complexities #i wonder how long it took baxter to fall on his ass tbh #i feel like he was self-aware enough to know it was happening but there had to have been an element of frog in boiling water to it #what w all that 19 yo emotional constipation LMAO #and the writing's preoccupation w coexisting dualities #the recoil of refusing to perceive until perceiving happens beyond your control must be insane #anyway i was also fighting for my life trying to draw a mouth kiss and that's why i've avoided them until now #tell me why it's giving the slobbery make out meme 😭🤣

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mblue-art · 7 months ago

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this man. ..

(inspo) (og meme)

#lv20 cross #cross!sans #self insert #mblue art #[ og lv20c is made by withtheworms !! ]#( but this purple lv20c i draw on my blog is usually based on soothingespione's yandere interp )#(bc i hv nt bn th sme snce rdng tht fc) (everytime i think of him i immediately want to [REDACTED] uh do things to him)#(a little violence. as a treat</3)#(probably the only skel/variant i simp for that i wont feel immediately bad doing such to) (maybe)#god i want to [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED]--#a fun(?)(🤨) dynamic to explore personally when im reminded of it #oourgh he makes me feel SOOO conflicted 💢💢💢 (/pos but also /flustrd grrr) shoutout to op thanks for writing him i am so . |||OTL #not linking the fic if any1 asks. it has spicy content #idiot idiot man. love-hate for u. bonks u. (i do like the possessive/obssessive that comes with yanderes tho)#cm

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doctorsiren · 2 months ago

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Art of Patroclus wearing Achilles’s armour that I did while writing an essay for my Greek and Roman Lit class last week

#doctorsiren #the iliad #patroclus #achilles #greek mythology #greek mythology art #digital art #my art #procreate #I showed it to my teacher and he was like :O!!!#and then he showed it to the class yesterday #and also I told him about Epic and apparently he’s already listened to it and thinks it’s super cool #and he told the class that I said more art was to come. especially for the odyssey HELP HAHAH #this is the SAME professor who knows I’m into Ford Pines LMAOOO #I did the art for fun but I think I’m getting extra credit for it hehe #this teacher also asked us if we knew what skibidi meant…he’s such a confused dad it’s so funny #very fun class #except I have my first test for it tomorrow so…let’s see if I still like it after that /silly #I was writing my essay about Achilles’s prayer to Zeus to keep Patroclus safe #and in the middle of it I was like ‘no…I need to draw something for this NOW’ and I did

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mattodore · 2 months ago

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birthday boy 🎂

#river dipping #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #a burning house to live in #echthroi #ts4 #ts4 edit #simblr #ts4 screenshots #theo i hope you're having the most insane birthday sex rn i hope it's ******** and ***** and ***'** **** *** **** ***** :)<3 #sorry i put off making your birthday edit for so long that i had to pivot and post this edit instead of the one i wanted </3 #...very funny how similar this is to that LAST render i posted... well so WHAT!! if i think matthias looming is sexy!!#this is based on a photo that everyone was drawing their ocs as so really it's not MY fault he's back there clinging and being a freak #actually if y'all want this pose lmk... i'll share it but fyi it's only meant to be seen from the waist up and idk how it'd look #on a sim that doesn't have the same muscle mass and like. bulk. that matthias has......................................#just got rock hard after typing that... anyway.#HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEO <333333333 LOVE YOU SO MUCH I PROMISE I'M GONNA KEEP WORKING ON THE //ACTUAL// BIRTHDAY EDIT!! like .#posted abt this on the sideblog but the real edit i have planned for him is making me lose my fucking gourd #and it'll probably take me :))) a few more days to figure out #expect a depressing theo-as-a-teenager edit eventually tho. with writing!! accompanying it!!#matthias's face has changed again btw 😭 i redid it almost immediately after i posted that first render attempt so he looks DIFFERENT!!#i posted screenshots of him in cas just the other day on my other acc and he looks so good in them i might post them here too #oh and!! this edit looks massively different than my last because this screenshot was taken with a new preset i made specifically for #the real birthday edit i'm working on... it's a hallway scene so i figured out depth and density to get this really cool fog effect #i'm really excited for it!! in my head the way it looks makes me crazy but idk if i can pull it off properly. but like i WAS SAYING!!#new preset is sooo sexy after i post this i'll reblog with the before and after to show you how good it looks even w/o any editing #like. the colors....... literally have always wanted a preset like this i'm so glad i spent yesterday fucking around with it #ALSO!! i've been doing those oc/ship dynamic templates for fun recently so i might post a few of them here soon #realize i'm rambling so much in these tags bc i haven't been here in forever kfjnkfjhn ummmmm. let me stop.#EVERYONE WISH THEO HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW 🫵‼

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jadecantcreate · 2 months ago

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i wanted to write a quick 3-chapter fic for day 4 of loa shiptober (how they met i think) and i (a fool) was like. yeah. i could totally write 3 chapters in a few hours. i was wrong. SO wrong. haven’t even finished kremy’s (the first one).

so instead have a maybe-past-kremy design that im conflicted about compared to his current design, as a peace offering

#i kinda hate this ngl #im still writing it it’ll be like a week or two late tho skfjd #i spend like 20 minutes playing around with one 5-line paragraph #logical human brain says edit after getting the story out #but the worms consuming it say “it has to be good on the first draft or else you suck” and i cant argue with that #i like to think that kremy used to dress kind of dark and simple bc he didnt have that much money to spend on luxuries #and he saved up for his silly fancy suit #and spooky fancy cane #and silly fancy tophat!#he has fun with it i think #kremy doesnt draw on a mustache every day for nothing gotta give him his flowers #not too sure how i feel about my past kremy design tbh #i did just pull up pinterest and search up suit. so. thats on me lol #let me know what yall think #thanks for reading my tag rambles mwah mwah #kremy appreciation <3 #once upon a witchlight #legends of avantris #kremy lecroux #ouaw fanart #my art

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xxplastic-cubexx · 1 month ago

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cant stop thinkin bout charles and erik readin together on the couch but instead of reading with him charles is listening to eriks thoughts while he reads. Live mind commentary ……..

#xmen #cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #snap chats #the rare time i post an idea of mine only because i really cant think of a way id draw this #usually i hoard my ideas cause i like surprising you guys but this aint really one i feel like drawing so. For You my friends #like i COULD but. idk just isnt particularly something im itching to draw it just seems cute #but anyways no chat let me cook alright hear me out cause i talk in my brain all the time while i read #sometimes i stop reading just to think about a bit i read yeah #i want charles to listen in on all of eriks side comments or observations he makes while reading something #like if he wanted to charles could read the whole book in less than five minutes- maybe shorter than that #and that aint fun that aint cool …. so time for Audible: Husband Edition. With Commentary #ITD BE SO COZY just hangin out by the fireplace …. maybe its snowin outisde … if snow even exists anymore atp #a light fire cracklin and the study SEEMS totally quiet otherwise and yet…..#charles has been locked in to erik’s off-the-cuff literary analysis and mild comments for the past twenty minutes. its simple but its bliss #charles doesnt have to worry about being seen as invasive .. he doesnt have to suppress his powers …#the rare occasion erik lets charles into his mind for somethin so innocent .. ive made myself sick i fear #see now i wanna try writing a fic but 1.) have written in years 2.) id have to really think hard on how erik would commentate on a book #hm…… actually i do wonder what erik’s commentary on The Fable of the Bees would be …..#IN ANY CASE. maybe - at the very least- i can draw cherik by the fireplce someday ….#thatd be cute … hm …. depends on if i get in the mood for it down the line #anyways i have to drive back to my dorm !!! boo !!!! so good night everyone !!!!!

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fantasykiri5 · 3 months ago

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This one’s name is Coral (not to be confused with Queen Coral, but she was named after her) She’s Bay’s younger sister and an animus. (Her and Bay are friends with Hourglass because they go to a small school of animuses and hybrids. Bay just came with his sister. They have three more dragons in their friend group but who knows when I’ll draw them.)