#he's just being himself and doing what he loves amd sharing it with the world and some jerks can't help but be assholes to him

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[nonbinarypirat]

Heyyy so I saw you were open to questions and doing commentary!! So I was wondering do you think Azz and Iruma’s relationship is different than Clara’s and Iruma’s? And and also would love to hear any love trio thoughts🙏 tysm !!!!

this is a great question!! as a spoiler, i am deeply in love and invested in the soulmate group and love the connections they have together and on one on one ways. yes! i do think they are different in many ways! Here's a little break down on my thoughts on their relationships :) .Get ready for word vomit, i went overboard

Azz and Iruma: Azz and Iruma relationship is one of deep personal openess. That isn't to say that they leave Clara out of their personal feelings, they do, but both of them lacked the normal carefree freedom as kids. Azz because of his brilliance and Iruma because of his parents.

Due to this, we see they often fall into sharing thoughts and anxieties with each other in their solo interactions. Azz and Iruma have also known each other the longest, at least a week or two went by before meeting Clara. So Azz met Iruma VERY much when Iruma was at his weakest moment, when he was so confused about the world he found himself in. And despite the weridness with their relationship at the start, Azz has always been there with Iruma, he's the third person he ever met here. With Azz having toned down is extreme admiration to Iruma this has made these moments possible between them.

I also don't want to make it seem like they don't joke with each other, we have seen that they do. They have both changed so much when it comes to having fun thanks to Clara. Now, they are able to have a shopping day and be silly. But without Clara to really push the envelope when it comes to fun, they have more calculated fun.

Clara and Iruma: Very much a playful cutesy relationship. (I honestly hope we get more interactions of just the two of them in the future.) Clara represents the childhood Iruma never had, never could have, and therefore allows him to explore childlike wonder. How to open up in more expressive ways, carefree exploration, amd fun to the fullest extent. And by doing so, Clara is able to understand Iruma's moods better than most since we let our guards down completely during moments of pure relaxation.

We see this when Clara immediately saw Iruma was upset and needed to let out his emotions and just be a child. She knows when Iruma is genuinely happy and when he's stressed and doesn't know how to express it. And we have seen that Iruma greatly appreciates Clara for letting him experience and understand playing, something he never had the time to do before. And by being around Iruma, Clara has been able to develop strong moral and logical thinking. Clara has always been a character that is more aware of what's going on then she let's on. But I think the childlike part got in the way of full development in this aspect of her character.

With Iruma, she is able to explore and understand more complex ideas and thinking. One issue with being so isolated like Clara was is that she never got to explore any type of critical reasoning. These things can only be developed by interacting with others. And so, in the beginning Clara was very short sighted and immature. Now, she not only has the love trio, she also has the misfits and it's not clear if she would have been able to create this friend circle without meeting Iruma. She has grown so much as a character and I love seeing her be mature and willing to make sacrifices (putting aside Iruma time because Azz needed it more) while still being chaotically happy.

Love Trio: What can I say that probably hasn't been screamed about in a different post. They are soulmates, deeply connected to each other in every way and bring out the best in each other. They don't "complete" each other, more like they allow for each other to be themselves to the fulllest. They all default to too serious/angry (Azz), too hyper/inconsiderate (Clara) and too in his own way/"yes man" (Iruma) when apart and together, make up for their weaknesses and boost their strengths.

Each of them has been important to the other's growth. They all have their place in the love trio and deeply love their roles too. The love trios relationship is based on deep trust, mutual (and healthy) dependency, and joy. By being with each other, they have created a safe space to allow expressiveness and vulnerablity while still leaving room for fun and happiness.

And it's so cute to see how close and personal they all get. Especially Asmodeus who always felt more standoffish to physical affection in the beginnings, even with Iruma besides a hand of the shoulder. As the story progresses, we see them be more comfortable with each other and that shows in their physical closeness. It's just a wonderful design choice on the artistic side of things and perfect for showing them care more for each other. On a personal note, my headcannon is a queerplatonic poly relationship (though sometimes I ship it as a full on romantic relationship) so it's even cuter to me.

anyway, those are my thoughts and interpretations of the relationships! since this post become super duper large, I will make a seperate post about Azz and Clara and link it in the comments because their relationship is shaping up to be very cute too and not just iruma focused :)

[butterflydm]

Hi! I just watched Dune pt 2 and was thinking about the Aiel-Fremen similarities amd was wondering if you had any thoughts about the comparison because I love the way you write about WOT?

Thank you!

Oh, yes! There are tons. Watching Dune Part 2 definitely reminded me of how much the Fremen and the Aiel have in common -- Jordan had said that any similarities are unintentional, which I'm guessing is true, because Jordan was very open about how much he used other sources as inspiration when he was building his world (given the premise of the world -- that time is a wheel and everything that happened in our world also happened in WoT, it makes a lot of sense that he would do that -- Dune is also set in the far-future of our own world as well, so they share that root in common too).

From what I've read in various places, it's more that Herbert and Jordan were drawing on some of the same real-life sets of historical societies (there's a run-down here, though unfortunately it looks like the page doesn't exist anymore outside of the wayback machine) to inspire their desert warriors, which led to a lot of their similarities.

But something that's really interesting to me are the ways in which Dune being sci-fi and Wheel of Time being fantasy had an impact on the creation and the writing of the two societies. (some of my thoughts below do contain spoilers for the later books in the Dune series!)

Dune is sci-fi -- prophecies aren't real (for the most part). So the prophecy that the Fremen believe in was actually seeded by the Bene Gesserit centuries ago as a 'surprise tool to help us later' for any Bene Gesserit who might find herself in trouble on the planet.

WoT is fantasy and prophecy is very real, though not always interpreted correctly. The old Aes Sedai who tells the Aiel their prophecy for the future was very much on the level and trying to do her best to protect and save the Aiel rather than setting them up to be manipulated centuries down the road.

The Aiel (at least the leaders of the Aiel) are also very aware that they are meant to be tools in the hands of their prophesied figure and that only "a remnant of a remnant" will survive. They have been explicitly setting up their society as a tool, I would argue, by telling their people that the Three-Fold Land's purpose was to shape them to make up for their 'sin' against the Aes Sedai. So there's a self-awareness to their choices, even in the beginning. They know that their savior is also their doom and walk into it with their eyes open.

This is also a big difference in Paul himself and Rand, in that Paul is a manufactured savior and Rand is a real one -- a large part of that lies in that Paul is a sci-fi protagonist and Rand is a fantasy one (though we could always bring up Paul's son, Leto II, who becomes monstrous in order to try to save humanity from an existential threat).

Paul is a critique of the white savior trope -- he is a complete outsider to Fremen society, takes them over using lies that exploit their religious beliefs, and uses them to further his own agenda, destroying them in the process.

Rand is half-Aiel, so that makes him more akin to Paul's children with Chani than to Paul himself in that regard, in that he does have that blood connection to the Aiel (which lets him experience their history through the glass columns), but he wasn't raised by them, so there's that distance too.

But both Paul and Rand are very aware that they are using the Fremen-Aiel as a tool for their own plans (but again, here I loop back to the intentionality -- not only do the Aiel leaders know this all along, but Rand reveals to all of the Aiel the truth about their past, which means that they immediately fracture in a way that takes the Fremen years to begin doing), so they have that in common.

In addition to the difference between sci-fi and fantasy, we also have a big difference (in the books) in how the two sets of books examine religion. Religion is a much bigger and more explicit thing in Dune than in WoT -- Paul is able to build his following by exploiting his followers' religion to turn them into fanatics. Now we do have an example of some of Rand's followers turning into fanatics, but it's not in the Aiel but in Masema and what he does on the west coast, and the Dragonsworn are mostly not focused on, especially not in Rand's actual plotlines.

But, yeah, Paul Atreides, Rand al'Thor, (and I add Anakin Skywalker) kinda all exist in this sort of venn diagram in my head that I'm going to try to plot out:

[crossovershipstournament]

FINALS: Max Goof (Disney)/Yakko Warner (Animaniacs) VS Huey Duck (Ducktales 2017)/Wakko Warner (Animaniacs)

Propaganda for Max Goof/Yakko Warner:

I just like them. I think its cute. Romeo and juliet vibes because theyre from different studios, Disney vs warner brothers. They're both funny, dorky guys, and they bring out the best in each other. Plus only child vs overworked older child turned parent is a really good dynamic too.

YAX SWEEP

#YAX SWEEEEEEEEP!!!!!!

#yakko x max opened my third eye #this needs to be a thing

Cameo of Max's VA expressing approval of the ship~!

#YAX SWEEP #LETS GOOO

#yax propagandists ASSEMBLE

#yax sweep #they deserve it

Ok I keep forgetting to submit my own Yax propoganga but I have put so much thought into them.

They have the same sense of humor, we literally see them tell almost identical jokes. They’re both such dramatic showoffs and they both are schemers, they're both the brains of their group (friends v family)

They’re complimentary.

They’re foils.

Beause Yakko isn’t as open with his emotions, he’s more sarcasti. But Max has been truthful about what he feels since Goof Troop. It's there on the surface and he communicates and understands in ways that would be SO good for Yakko. They're two sides of the same coin. They are opposites but they support each others weaknesses. Yakko wants so badly to make people laugh, and it’s so important to him to do so. His self worth is connected to it, but Max doesn’t like his laugh and suppresses it. It practically writes itself. So yeah, there’s all the fun WB/Disney forbidden lovers, but it works off a dynamic that would already work really well. That's why I like them so much

YAX!!!! COME ON GUYS!!!!!! What is love if not filling the other person in smiles and laughter? What is love if not being the best of friends first, the perfect duo. Partners in crime that egg each other on!!! Yakko and Max deserve a kind ending, vite yax!!!!!!! Also, through Who Framed Roger Rabbit, Yakko and Max exist within the same universe. They're so close. It's not a stretch to see them interact and understand each other. They deserve this!!!!!!!!!!!

YAX SWEEP! COME ON LETS GO

#we need the brother battle! #animaniacs #yax

Go vote for Yax I am begging yall. Two snarky teenage boys who care so much about what other people think about them, finding acceptance and joy in their shared humor, and new family in the people their companies warned them about?

Like, from Dot and Wakko's side, moving away from Yakko and his boyfriend for a moment.

Dot and Wakko need someone to be friends with outside of themselves. They need familiarity and kindness.

Who better to open the Warner's to a kinder life, than a toon from a company all about the power of familial and romantic love? The themes that surround Max and Goofy, as well as many other Disney's, are exactly the kind of thing that those kids need the most.

Yakko being happy is a the first part, but having the Warners brought into the family by Goofy Goof, the man with so much understanding and love to give, who GETS kids, and has always let Max be a kid and help him through it, his appearance through Yakko amd Max knowing each other gives the Warners a positive adult figure in their lives who will be there to support them instead of criticize them for being "too much".

Yax isn't JUST about Yakko and Max, it's about the connections these kids make that starts with the eldest opening himself up. It's about learning the world around them isn't just filled with people who want them locked up.

The world is also filled with people who embrace their weirdness and energy, and who will guide them. Even if you just like yax as friends, you have to see the potential there is for all of them

The Warners and the Goofs, to have lives grow richer.

And more, with them being from seperate companies, their worldview would be able to grow to incorporate new ideas and thoughts. The Warners aren't very open with their emotions, so a father son duo who have always been open and communicative would be able to show them the benefits of doing so themselves.

Plus, watching the Warner Siblings wreak havoc with a smile, hurting no innocents, would be exactly the type of thing to make Max smile.

He could help do smaller damage control if need be as well, he's been accounting for his and his Dad's Goof Luck since he was born, and for the fallout of his own insane schemes. Adding in the brilliant and mischievous mind of Max Goof to the minds of our puppy children trio is golden.

They deserve each other, deserve kindness and acceptance. ALL of these kids do. And every single one of them get that through Yax.

#they mean everything to me #and if they make it to the finals i will cry literal tears #GO VOTE FOR YAX ‼️‼️

#YAX SWEEP LETS GOOO

#COME ON YAXXERS!!! #VOTE FOR YAX!!!

#GO VOTE FOR YAX ‼️‼️ #LET'S GOOO #YAX SWEEEEEEPPP

votee for the yaaaaxxxx

#CMON GUYS VOTE YAX #YAX SWEEP

#yax nation needs to win #go vote!

Propaganda for Huey Duck/Wakko Warner:

Huey and Wakko are classic opposite attrack characters, while also touches of "you're drawn to people who remind you of your family" thrown in. They're both very autistic coded characters (because their shows are cowards and refuse to say the word) but in opposite ways. Wakko is very outside of the norm where as Huey holds himself to a strict set of rules. While Huey adds a bit of routine to Wakko's life, Wakko encourages Huey to cut back, go outside of his comfort zone at his own pace and also relax a little. Wakko reminds Huey of both his siblings, excitable and dramatic like Dewey, and laid back (compared to his siblings) and mischevious like Louie, where as Huey reminds Wakko of his own siblings. A bit more uptight and bratty like Dot, and intelligent and encouraging like Yakko. They also bring out different sides of each other, Wakko can be gross and messy and Huey somehow finds it charming, and Huey can help Wakko see that he's intelligent and creative in his own ways rather than being outshined by his own siblings. They both also have anger issues, and Wakko would be great at helping Huey to feel his anger rather than always keeping it hidden away. He makes Huey feel seen and heard and taken care of because Huey doesn't have to be the Older BrotherTM around Wakko. Basically just opposites attract autistic kids who help each other come into one another.

#yall need to vote for my baby angels #wakko/huey sweep #please #they deserve it #their shows treated them awfully

#MY BABIES VOTE WAKKO/HUEY YOU LEGALLY HAVE TO ITS MY BIRTHDAY

#HUEY WAKKO SWEEP YOU LITERALLY HAVE TO VOTE THE BABIES

VOTE HUEY/WAKKO PLS PLS PLS MY DARLINGS MY BABIES MY LIL GUYS

ALSO IF WAKKO AND HUEY WIN THEYLL GO UP AFAINST YAKKO AND MAX WHICH IS VERY FUNNY

And if they win I’ll release never before seem Huey/Wakko art that I’ve drawn

#CMON GUYSSSSS #WE CAN DO THIS#HUEKKO SWEEP #WE STILL HAVE 2 HOURS #we need the brothers to battle

Please vote for Wakko/Huey! They need each other to help balance each other out and to grow as people! They are so cute together.

(Also want to see a brother vs brother to figure out who has the most heartwarming relationship,but that's secondary to this)

#hey if you guys love me you'll vote for wakko and huey thanks

#VOTE HUEKKO #WE NEED THE BROTHERS TO BATTLE

#if u vote Wakko/Huey I will draw whatever request you want this is my promise to you

Art Credit: Max/Yakko art by @/doodle-poofes Huey/Wakko art by @/justadoll and @/krillconnessieur

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Thinking Thoughts about Tulpa so I'm gonna write them and see if the Art Ghost comes back later to help fill in the gaps.

So, "Tulpa" is a nickname that's actually given to the pair indirectly by Nightmare.

In this AU he and Dream don't reconsile anytime soon, but he's one of the first to notice how weak his twins magic is. Dust landed a solid hit, so of *course* Dream is weak, but it's for a weirdly extended amount of time. He doesn't worry too much, he kinda hopes Dream is off somewhere is immense pain, but he definitely knows something is up.

When he finally encounters Dream again in battle, he notices how his brother's movements are choppy. Less fluid, as though he's expecting more reach from his arms or more length in his legs. As though he jumps too far abd is too light to balance. It reminds him of when he was first corrupted, when he couldn't move with his long and extra limbs. And Dream feels... muffled. Like his soul is being covered by something, a cloak of some kind. His aura is dampened too. Night isn't quite sure what it is, it's his brother's eyes and wayward convictions, but he can't share the feeling.

Then there's the day Dream's body seems to move on its own to avoid an ambush he certainly didn't see. The way Night recognizes, then, the glint in his dark socket. Dream had a tag-along. And while he wasn't sure who or what it was yet, he knew that his brother was different now. He told his boys that Dream was a 'Tulpa', something made up of the desires or those around him.

Nightmare knew his twin should still be unmoving. Maybe not dead, but his soul wasn't strong enough to support his body with that lasting injury Dust had caused. Dream would never give up the fight as long as there were people who wanted him to fight. Now he was giving up everything, even when he'd lost control of his body, to fight a useless war.

The gang started calling Dream 'Tulpa' when they saw him, which in turn led to Dream letting Fresh reveal himself sooner rather than later. Dream didn't hate the nickname though, so he asked others to adopt it later on.

Dream and Fresh aren't a fusion, but they are Soul-Bound now.

It was immediately after Fresh took his first bite of Dream's soul that it happened.

The Golden Apple which acts as Dream's soul has been storing his love and compassion and hope for YEARS now. Ever since he absorbed it. Just like every monster, it's the core of his being. Yet it's more. It's also the thing that compels him to uphold the balance, to fight Nightmare, to try and make everyone happy. He desires a peaceful world, so he does what he can to achieve that thanks to the apple's influence.

Fresh? He wants to feel full. Upon eating the apple, he is fundamentally altered. Not only can he survive like Dream does (absorbing positivity) but he also is Addicted to the aura of the apple. Dream has no part in this, it's just the nature of the Apples.

From the moment he took a bite, Fresh actively became... like... idk an Avatar (think The Magnus Archives) of that damn apple. Just-so-happens it's also bound to Dream, who has a vessel that just... Doesn't Decay.

Thanks to the apple, sometimes Dream abd Fresh act more like one person, each comfortably settled in the vessel at once. Sometimes they'll answer for themselves amd eachother. It's hard to unentagle them once Fresh finds it in him to be more devoted to Dream. So, they take on the name Tulpa to help save people some embarrassment.

Fresh can still leave Dream and inhabit other bodies.

Like I said, Fresh is Addicted to the apple, and Dream is the perfect body to linger in. But, sometimes two heads is better than one, or they have different plans that overlap. It's uncomfortable, like missing a piece of jewelry you always wear or forgetting your phone at home, so they don't do it often.

The good news is, Fresh is now much less likely to kill his hosts. He thrives on positivity now like Dream, and negativity (like from getting taken over by a parasite) actually feels like something to him now. So, he usually finds a willing host he can borrow the body of for an hour or two (his go-to is actually usually Blue (He cares a lot about Dream and trusts Fresh won't hurt him) or Ccino (too nice to really tell him no? Usually just a taste of Uncomfy rather than Terror).)

Once, Blue let Fresh take his body for the sake of hanging out with Dream in the omega timeline. They danced and had food and explored as much as they dared. They were able to hold hands and nuzzle skulls and kiss and hug and it was nice. Fresh likes to be able to give Dream a break sometimes, but he also loves to be able to smother him with affectionate actions from the outside and really get a good look at Dream's face.

Dream likes being able to hold Fresh's hands and see him in his full outfit without it being super baggy on himself. Dream *also* thinks it's a little weird when he kisses Fresh, knowing the body isn't technically his, but Blue (the wingman of all time) has given permission, and Dream doesn't do it often anyways.

And once or twice Fresh had appeared at a location after Dream arrives and scared the living heck out of folks just for fun.

DreamEater AU was a name I came up with after about 5 seconds of thought, but it IS symbolic.

So, it's kinda on the nose. Dream's soul is getting "eaten" by Fresh. That was the first reason I called it that, but the follow-up reasoning is just that... my headcanon for Dream is that he's constantly being eaten up by guilt, and stress, and the weight of expectations all baring down on him.

Dream, at this point in the au, never has a moment of positivity for himself. Always playing peace-keeper for everyone but himself, and he's hit his fuse. When Dust injures Dream, Dream is paralyzed from his neck down, some sort of magic flow imbalance. He literally cannot pick himself up and force himself to keep going.

That is, of course, until Fresh comes along and takes over Dream's vessel. Fresh literally eats him, yeah, but once they finally get to talking, Fresh eats away at Dream's persona. Fresh keeps Dream from overworking himself for people who don't need the help, he keeps Dream from being a push-over, and gives Dream a reason to be imperfect without shame. He literally eats away at the "Dream" people thought they knew and gives him a healthier and happier view on life.

And honestly, Fresh isn't even doing it out of kindness for Dream. His second nature is to call out bullshit when he sees it, and he just happens to see... a lot of it.

So, yeah, DreamEater AU is both silly and serious :) but wholly self-indulgent.

[dent-de-leon]

Thinking about how similar in some ways Molly and Astarion are: bullshitters and thieves with their hedonistic pansexual peacock ways and foppish sassy attitude

But also how despite those similarities, they still feel so immensely different to me. And it really makes me appreciate more how committed Taliesin is/was to making the Tealeaves people who aren't afraid of hard work. Who don't take advantage of those less fortunate than themselves for their own gain. Amd just how overwhelmingly KIND and SELFLESS they are despite everything.

Astarion, darling, I love you but you are a whiney bitch who has to be threatened with violence to share coin with anyone else and will absolutely use people to get what you want.

They're both such wonderful characters but I'd much rather have Molly in an adventuring party than Astarion

ooh yes this is such an interesting thought!! I adore how they both have their snark, that hedonistic love of indulgence, the mischief and roguish charm and playfulness--or those moments when Astarion is a little warmer and his heart softens, and you can see bits of that devoted loyalty and compassion that are so characteristic of Molly.

I think the main difference between Molly and Astarion is...he got out. He had just as dark and traumatic a past, just as much reason to turn his back on a world that's only ever been cruel to him--but he gets another chance instead. A reprieve. Somehow, someway, the slate is wiped clean, and he can live free of all the demons that chained Lucien. More than anything, I think Astarion doesn't just feel afraid. Hunted. He feels...alone. Abandoned. "You never felt the call of the divine, Astarion?" "Oh, I tried them all. None of them answered."

But for Molly, there's one that did--"I found peace in building a new person. The Moonweaver--" Someone saw him. Saw how Lucien suffered. And she gave this shard of his soul a chance at a new life, found him someplace safe to land and tended to his wounded soul.

Molly gets something both Lucien and Astarion never do. He gets to be free. He gets to be happy--he gets to be loved. And it fundamentally changes him as a person, leads him down a better path than the fate Lucien was doomed to--and does Lucien ever resent him for it. Of course Astarion does get that chance too, but it also comes after 200 years of agony, and it makes the moment when he finally realizes someone truly cares all the more gutting.

So in a lot of ways, I think Astarion actually reminds me quite a bit of Lucien. Like Astarion, he was someone who spent so much of his life backed into a corner, learning to fight tooth and nail for any grasp at control and freedom. He views nearly all his relationships as transactional--even with Brevyn, there's a point where he's ready to leave her behind when he thinks he no longer has need of her, fully intending to abandon her and Cree for a better life (before he realizes he's already burned that bridge too without even knowing it).

And of course, Lucien also clings to power as a shield. Anything to keep him from being another casualty of Shadycreek Run--to escape becoming the Empty, soulless puppet at the mercy of another witch. Astarion has a taste for power and always craves more of it; and it absolutely stems from a place of deep-rooted fear and desperation, just like Lucien. They can't go back--they'll never go back. They won't be anyone's prisoner or puppet anymore, even if it means leaving the rest of the world to burn. They won't be a victim anymore.

And Astarion finds himself bitterly frustrated with a good aligned Tav in much the same way Lucien looks down on the rest of the Nein. Astarion can't understand why someone would play the hero and keep throwing their life on the line for a world that will never thank them, why they'll continually put themselves at a disadvantage for the sake of some arbitrary moral high ground.

If you don't take the tadpoles, he tries to sway you to his side, make you see that you're squandering this opportunity--that if you want to live, to thrive, then you have to take every edge you can get. Sure, he loves the idea of power and control, bending others to his will. But the way he encourages you to take that power for yourself, even early on, I think there's a part of him that is genuinely concerned for you. "I'm embracing this power--and you should too." He doesn't want anyone else to have that kind of power over him--or you. And that's why, if you want to save yourself, then you had better take this chance while you still can--

And then of course there's how Astarion tell himself you're just another means to an end, tells himself you're just another target and he's just going through the motions--hating himself and how it feels to be used all the while. Continuing to put on the act. Until it's not. Until he realizes he genuinely cares, and he wants whatever you have to be real--even though he's afraid he doesn't know how to give you that after being used and manipulated for so long.

Lucien indoctrinating Caleb and Beau, forcing them under the Somnovem's thrall. Keeping all of the Nein close and telling himself it's just idle curiosity, another foothold to anchor Cognouza to this world, all pawns in his grand plan. "That's not how we are, Lucien. We love broken things the most." Nevermind that Yasha giving him a four-leaf clover awakens another heart deep within him that should be long dead. Forget that attacking Beau and Caleb causes him very real, visceral pain--and if the sight of Jester's body causes him to tear his own claws down his face, if the Magician lying lifeless and bleeding still makes his heart ache for the taste of a kiss from a lifetime ago--it's just another hollow echo. Nightmares and shadows of a broken, forgotten little fragment.

Lucien desperately telling himself the Nein mean nothing to him. Even when they're the only thing that makes him feel real and takes all the Emptiness away. Lucien seeking to bring the Nein to his cause, taking them to Cognouza and branding them with the Eyes one by one--trying to claim them as his own, control them, bend their blazing bright souls to his will--because he is a dark mirror of Molly's own soul. And so, when he becomes one with all the Eyes and screaming voices and hungry minds, he corrupts Molly's love for the Nein into something warped and possessive. The remnants of a desperate desire to keep them all close still, to hold onto the only ones who once made him whole and refuse to let go.

It feels a little bit reminiscent of Ascended Astarion's feelings toward the PC from what I've heard of that route. Though I've yet to reach Cazador in either of my playthroughs, so this is just based on what little I've seen and heard. But yeah, I think Ascended Astarion wanting to turn Tav into his spawn and seeing it as a kind of protection or love--I can definitely see some parallels to Lucien wanting to make the Nein one with him, even as he tears them apart and tries to take away their autonomy. "He's gone. And you will all die and join me--"

Anyway yes, I really do love how Taliesin portrayed Molly as someone who wants so badly to be good, be better than the specter of his past he's so scared of becoming. He knows deep down Lucien wasn't a good person, and every time a fragment of some memory or errant instinct creeps through, it terrifies him. And this from someone who not only clawed their way out of their own grave, who had all their memories stripped away and clung so strongly to the very first people to ever show him compassion--for all the joy he filled his life with, there is something that hasn't changed between him and Lucien.

He knows the world is still cruel. Knows that there aren't many people in it who will show him kindness in return. But still he tries, and reaches out, and lets himself bleed for those in need. "I know what the others think, but the truth is...How do I put this...The world is harsh and cruel, and I don't seem to be able to just walk on by. You see a wrong? You fix it." It's the kind of earnest and vulnerable moral compass that I think Astarion would find laughable. But given time to heal, I do think he's able to gradually change and reach back out to others the way Tav does for him. Even Lucien is able to take Molly's hand in the end--

[whoreadsnowadays]

IDEK??? A LITTLE??? ALL!???? HDJSJSJSJ

Oh god it's finally time to go through the 2012 Cameron backstory for full understanding of Caleb. (And also the rest of his fucked up lil family :3)

Tw: physical and verbal abuse, neglect, alcoholism, homophobia, childbirth-death, and anything else just let me know ;3

Okay here we go. We start off by introducing Cam's older cousins. Jesse is the oldest, Mason is his younger brother. Well they live with their mother Alice, until she dies in childbirth with their younger sister Amy. When Alice dies, Jesse is 10, and Mason is 8.

When she dies they move in with their aunt and uncle. Mary and Travis. Well, these two are the worst people in the world. And they already have two kids, 3 years old, Caleb and Cameron, twins :3! And then, three years later, they have a third son, Penn.

Now, Travis is a neglectful parent. He doesn't interact with any of the kids, he ignores them until they piss him off and then... he gets physical.

Mary, is verbally abusive! She's constantly degrading and belittling the kids and making them do chores and housework. All of them except her golden child, Caleb. Caleb is her pride and joy, her sweetie pie. Cameron? He's the excess that came along with him. She despises Cameron. :)

Caleb eventually starts to understand the privilege he has, and like any asshole kid. He uses it to his advantage. He's constantly getting Cam in trouble, demanding they spend every waking hour together no matter what. While Cam plays along with a smile, because despite everything he still loves Caleb, even if he is.. kinda mean.. and.. kinda awful..

But Cam confides in Mason! Who is essentially Mary's lapdog. He's her yes man, too spineless and scared to say no to her. The only way he disobeys is by helping his siblings/cousins. He's there for Cam when Cal is extra awful, or when his parents are rougher than usual. He's the only one who's ever there for Cam.

You may be wondering, what about Jesse? He's the oldest, why isn't he helping? Well that's because Jesse has been in a downward spiral since he was 10 years old. He tried to help. He tried to disobey and be there for his family. But then he found an escape, alcohol. And he took it and ran with it. And after years and years of downing bottle after bottle, he's too drunk to even spare a glance at his family, past the punches and threats thrown his way from Travis and Mary.

And Amy? She's a little ray of sunshine. Or, she would be.. if her family wasn't constantly ignoring and putting her down. She's stifled, and scared. Mary is terrifying, and so is Travis, and she's too scared to go out of line. So she just blends in and tries not to stand out.

Penn is probably the most forgotten of all of the kids. The youngest is usually the baby of the family, but not here. This here is a boy genius, a true evil mastermind. He's keeping quiet and drawing no attention to himself, using the forgotten child advantage to keep his plans a secret. Amy and Penn are close, they have to be. They're all they have. Penn is concocting a plan to get them both out of here, but it's taking some time.

But! Then! Cam finds out :0 he likes boys. Naturally, he freaks out. He panics, going to Caleb, (his other half, his twin brother who loves him surely) and he confesses. And Caleb panics. He rushes down the stairs, immediately snitching to his parents in a scared rush.

And suddenly things were happening. Words were being yelled, Cam was off the floor, held up by the shirt gathered in his father's fists. The next thing he knew he was on the floor with Mason stood in front of him, yelling for him to grab whatever he could and get the fuck outside. So he ran upstairs to his bedroom, the one he shared with Caleb, amd he stuffed everything together. There's no time for thoughts just actions. He could cry and panic later, he needed to get out of here.

Mason ran behind him on the way out, ushering him into Jesse's red truck, climbing in and grabbing the keys left in the ignition to start up the car just as their door slammed open. They didn't hear Travis' yells, as Mason revved the engine and drove just as fast as he could out of their neighborhood. He didn't dare slow down until they were out of town, out of state even.

And I'm exhausted so everything else speed run

Mason has an online friend named Kara who offers them a home in New York! They obviously take her up on that offer. Mason and Kara quickly become WAY more than friends and suddenly they're dating and smooching

Cam moves into the school district and meets Casey freshman year, immediately attaches himself to him and now they're besties forever and ever.

And yea :3 that's Cam's backstory teehee

And wr have a whole ass au where actually their families are good and not abusive or neglectful actually. So there's that. Uhm. And I wanna be SO CLEAR. None of the kids are supposed to be unsympathetic. They are all victims in their own right. BUT Caleb is a bitch <3 its okay cuz I love him.

[deliciouskeys]

For the Writer's Ask Game, 12, 13, 14, 23, amd 21 for The Selfish Gene, if you please. :)

(Writers’ ask meme) Thank you for asking! ☺️ Some long answers towards the end, hopefully at least semi-coherent!

12. Are there any tropes you used to dislike but have grown on you?

I never disliked this per se, but I have grown much more interested in people being in / getting into long term marriage-like relationships, parenting together, domesticity in general.

13. Are there any tropes you used to like but don’t anymore?

Hardcore noncon sex used to be a real staple for me. I still like noncon nonsexual situations, but have grown to prefer the party with less freedom / being whumped to be the instigator of sex, or at least having a mutual carnal interest develop. Which is still definitely dubcon.

I’ve grown indifferent to age difference as I’ve grown older. Likely because I was into “old guys” in my teens/20s but have since lost that prism.

14. Are there any tropes you would only read if written by a trusted friend or writer?

I’m pretty bad about clicking into everything (whether the tags sound like something I love or terrifies me or mildly weirds me out, just to see what it is). I’m more likely to fully read things written by friends in the realms of: high concept AUs, characters endowed with non-human characteristics, niche fetishes (agere, complicated bdsm), and major character death.

23. What’s a trope, AU, or concept you’ve never written, but would like to?

For The Boys fandom, I’d love to be able to pull off a Caligula fic. What HL threatens to do when talking to Starlight with the door closed? Let’s say something happens to trigger him, and he actually goes through with it. Now we have some kind of postapocalyptic hellscape where HL has installed himself as a despot. He’s not thrilled about no longer being seen as a purely heroic figure, but he’ll take being worshipped and cowered in front of as a vengeful, jealous demigod. Maybe he still claims to be a savior, if presumably not every country in the world has fallen into ruin. I haven’t worked out fully in my head how dark I’d be willing to go. Does he have some of our faves (Maeve, Annie, Billy) under lockdown in a demented harem of sorts? After just saying I was over the noncon trope, I think I’m getting right back into it here 😅. The most interesting part of this kind of fic, to me, would be any/all of these characters being manipulative and managing to bring out a very different side of HL behind closed doors. So even though ostensibly now he’s shown his true colors to everyone, it doesn’t mean he won’t revert to being way more cajoling and uncertain and needy because…. yeah, he still wants that genuine love, despite how many acts he’d have committed in this fic to make that virtually impossible. But I could see clever characters stringing him along a la 1001 Arabian Nights until they can think of how to actually overthrow him.

Is there a lot of plot and logistics? Yes. Am I necessarily interested in writing all of that out in detail? Probably not. But depending on how season 4 unfolds, I may become more inspired 🙂

21. If you wrote a “missing scene” in The Selfish Gene, what would it be?

This is a fic where many days are skipped between most chapters, but I think I cover everything I want to for HL’s pov. I initially wasn’t even going to provide any Billy pov in this fic, but HL was just too unreliable and unstable a third person closely aligned narrator not to do so periodically 😅. So a scene I’ve skipped but perhaps shouldn’t have is Billy going to visit his aunt during the period when HL is still under house arrest. My hc is that she doesn’t have Billy’s phone number because he refuses to provide it and used to change it a lot anyway, but she is up to date on what the tabloids have been reporting and had half a mind to figure out the exact address and visit him herself.

I want him to go visit her embarrassed and despondent. He hasn’t fully shared everything he knows about supes and HL in particular with her, so in that sense she’s less informed than MM. But with Aunt Judy, Billy can be a bit more open about just how freaked out he is about having a child, now that it’s dawning on him that he’s made a decision that’s going to change his life profoundly and irrevocably. Aunt Judy is savvy and pragmatic and comforts him without getting too maudlin about it. Tells him he’s going to do the best he can and that it will get him through. He contemplates taking Terror back with him to NYC but decides against it, because he doesn’t want to spring that on HL as a surprise in a confined space (aka he hasn’t fully opened up to HL despite living together for months). Aunt Judy probably finally insists on getting Billy’s phone number and promises not to contact him unless something dire happens, and promises not to tell his mother.

Why didn’t I write this scene? Honestly, one of my hurdles is writing intensely British dialogue 😂 (my self serving hc is that Billy dials down the diction differences when he’s talking to a septic like HL). But there’s at least allusion to it coming in the next chapter 🤞

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Hi☺️

I knoww, it's really hard, I'm pretty indecisive as well. I've seen AND loved all of those series, other than Alice in Borderland, I actually haven't heard about it before. And all honestly those are all so different so how are you supposed to choosee. I don't think I can choose one at all, tho I will say that I enjoyed Atypical a lot as well, I feel like it has a very similar air as Sex Education, tho a very different plot. Amd a recent favourite of mina has been Cunk on Earth. I found it really funny. I don't know if you know it but it's a comedical documentary in a way. This character: Filomena Cunk goes around museums and good schools and asks experts questions on history. And the experts don't really know what she's gonna ask and some react very smartly and insightfully while some are just completelly stunned. She asks questions like (were humans from the same flesh as we are or were they made from pork or beef?). I like the humor in it a lot. And there's one point in which she asks one expert if the Romans invented anal bleaching. His reaction is priceless🤭.

I saw @lord-of-dice-and-kinks is taking a break from tumblr. Hope he's okay:) and social media can honestly be so draining.

Hm I guess the thing about fetlife that I don't like is that since you have to register to see how it is I don't really get to see if it's something I will like if that makes any sense. And I also don't like that you put in your city, I know it can still be anonymous but I don't know. As much as I know it's completelly okay I'm kinky and that if someone is on fetlife as well it's nothing that will shake the world, but I feel like in order for me to comfortably explor this side of me I just really like anonymity.

Hm🤭okay so maybeee I have a thing for Tom Riddle fanfictions. Well I haven't read one in a while but it was my thing. One of my favourite fanfictions in Unsphere the Stars. It's not necesarilly kinky but I enjoy Tom being a dark character and it's really well writen.

No spoilers, but there's definitely spicy scenes🤭I'm sure he's enjoying your research hihi.

I'm glad you have people around you that can help you with that, it has happened to me as well. And you're beautiful:) your personality absolutelly gorgeous.

Hm I like that I'm curious and I really like my hair:)

:)

Oh I knoww, starting to write is so hard. Hm random idea you're totally free to ignore but a story starting with "Make me," sounds like a lot of fun🤭

Oh and for the question which is from the list of questions you rebloged because I couldn't think of an original one🤭what's your favourite foreplay activity?

Hope you have fun:)

-your sleepy anon

Heyy

Ohhhh so fun that you like all of those!! You have good taste xD Alice in Borderland is really good but it's also pretty gorey and dark so it's not for everyone, but it's such a well thought out plot Oohh Atypical is a good one as well! Cunk on earth is on my watchlist, I've seen little blips come by and it looked really funny :) Oh my god that sounds very funny haha, I definitely need to watch it now!

He's doing okay! He just needed some time to focus on himself a bit more

I get that, that made me a little nervous at first as well, but it does make sense privacy wise People post nudes and sensitive images on there and it would not be ethical if just anyone without an account could see However, with the city thing you can choose who can see the city, state and country you live on For example, I have my city only visible for friends but I could also make it so only I can see it Same goes for state and country,a dn I guess if you wanna be very safe you can put in a fake country and city Mhm I get that anonimity part I'll just share that there are a lot of people that keep their profile really empty, you don't have to put a picture, you don't have to put in your legit age (although you should still be atleast 18+ before joining) and your legit country/city and you don't have to write a bio However it is just nicer if you decide to interact with people to have some stuff on your profile so others know you're not a creep or something But that is all up to you, I hope this information can help you make a choice about what you think is best for you 😊

Ohh Tom Riddle, nicee Mhmm well written dark characters can be so goodd!

Can't wait to read them 🤭

Thank youu 🥺☺ so sweet Ohh being curious is a very fun trait! And I'm sure you're hair is superpretty :)

Oohh that sounds like a very bratty start to a story xD I might do that 👀 would have tot hink of some bratty words and actions first tho hihi

Hihi that's okay! As foreplay I really like making out, playfighting/wrestling a little, dirty talk (although I am not good at it xD) And lots of touching/oral How about you?

Thank you for another fun message 😊 And hope you had a good day!

[rillils]

RILS IVE JUST FINISHED MERLIN SEASON 2

AND I AM SOBBING

I REPEAT

I AM SOBBING

TEARS ARE RUNNING DOWN MY EYES EVER SINCE MERLIN TOLD HIS DAD THAT HUNITH WAS HIS MOM

AND I AM CRYING SO MUCH OH MY GOD

AND ALSO, SOMETHING THAT GETS ME SO SAD FOR SOME REASON IS

WHEN ARTHUR WAS GOING TO FIGHT THE DRAGON OUT ON THE FIELD AND ASKED THE KNIGHTS THAT THEY COULD LEAVE AND BE FINE OR THEY COULD COME WITH A PROB 99% CHANCE OF DYING

AND MY BOYS, MY MOST PERFECT, MOST NOBLE, MOST HONORABLE BOYS, THEY ARE KNIGHTS FOR A REASON RILLLSSSSS THEY GAVE UP THEIR LIVES FOR CAMELOT AND I AM GONNA GO CRY AND KMS BRB 😭😭😭

i am typing this with tears running down my eyes excuse me

MERLIN SHOWING THE DRAGON MERCY AND PROMISING TO KILL HIM IF HE EVER COMES BACK IS AMAZING I LOVE HIM FOR THAT

also, lets go back a few episodes

THAT EPISODE WHEN MORGAUSE HAD SHOWN ARTHUR HIS MOTHER

WHEN MERLIN COULDVE HAD ARTHUR KILL UTHER WHILE THINKING THAT MAGIC CAN BE A GOOD THING

BUT INSTEAD HE CHOSE TO LIE AND SAY THAT MAGIC WAS BAD BECAUSE HE KNEW THAT ARTHUR WOULDVE HAVE REGRETTED THAT DECISION, THAT ARTHUR WOULD NEVER HAVE HAD FORGIVEN HIMSELF FOR IT

MY BABIESSSSS 😭😭😭 MY BOYSSS 😭😭 MY SWEET SWEET BOYSSS

MERLIN BABY 😭😭😭

YOU ARE STILL SO YOUNG AND YOU HAD SUFFERED SO MUCH. AND FOR WHAT?? BECAUSE OF MAGIC?? HE DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG?? WHAT WAS IT THAT MADE MAGIC SO WRONG IM GONNY CRY AMD JUMP OF A CLIFF

THEY DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG

id say more things but im too busy crying to even make my brain work

I NEED A HUG 😭😭😭

SWEETHEART 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 I feel for you, I really do, honey 🥺🥺😭😭 I remember all too well what a trainwreck of emotions season 2 was!!! The episode with Morgause, when Merlin amd Arthur shared their memories of the parents they had lost, and it was such a beautiful and soft moment 🥺🥺 And then Merlin sacrificing his chance to have a normal life and not having to hide his magic anymore, because he cared too much about Arthur and he didn't want Arthur to have his own father's blood on his hands 😭😭😭😭😭😭 AND LATER, ARTHUR THANKING HIM FOR MAKING HIM SEE THAT MAGIC IS EVIL AND DANGEROUS 😭😭😭😭😭 I'M CONVINCED NOW, OUR BOY MERLIN JUST KEEPS PULLING STUNTS LIKE THIS BC HE LOVES TO MAKE US CRY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

THE KNIGHTS!!!!!!!! The knights being 10000000000% ready to die by Arthur's side because they're so fucking loyal and they love him so much 😭😭😭

AND AND AND Merlin's dad??!?!?!?? The fact that they were robbed, YET AGAIN, of the time they could have had together, it just breaks my heart 😭😭 And I think- it's been a while since I rewatched the show, but I think this was also when Arthur was trying to comfort Merlin in his own way, and told Merlin that "no man is worth your tears" while Merlin was helping him put his armour on?? Without realizing that the man in question was Merlin's dad and that Merlin had had to watch him die 😭😭😭😭😭😭 THIS SHOW, I FJUKCNIG SWEAR AJFHSKHFKDLJDK

Baby I'm just, just sending you all the hugs in the entire world, okay, all of them 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 Please be strong, sweetie 🥺😘😘😘💖💖💖💖💖

[newmsies]

what made you like Oscar so much? is there anything behind your version of him you wanna share?

NO IDEA! i fr just looked at him one day and was like "...How do you give adoption papers to a movie character." I think it might've been at like the height of my "Oh shit I'm a horrible person" whatever that thing was, took a look at what was considered one of the villains in that movie and then i woke up and Oscar was my favourite. With the anything behind part, the more i like a character the more i project onto them, which is the French and Jewish part as well as the Non-Binary part, technically i am not Non-Binary i am Transgender, however at the time that i had created that HC i still identified as Non-Binary! About the French part, while it is that i myself am a French immigrant, the surname Delancey is also French! Delancey It means "From the town of Lancey, France." Which i just made cannon in my head because it seemed fun, it was better than making them Irish because there are so many people who do that with everyone, no offense to the people who do that of course. For the Jewish part, that's almost entirely projecting and that Shon Greenblatt is Jewish himself, he's Ashkenazi Jewish. Other than those i often view Oscar as romantic goth, romanticizing a painful love while also viewing him as Pan Aroace (An individual who likes all people regardless of gender in a non-romantic and non-sexual way) The reasoning behind that is i just find it fun, viewing Oscar as a romantic goth is fun it's interesting and gives me room to add to his character in ways that i think are fun, it's always been easy to me to look at Oscar as a Noel Gruber type character, romanticizing a painful and toxic love. that's why in one post i had said that i thought Oscar would love Edgar Allan Poe love stories such as The Raven. It's a depressing story, the meaning behind it is it's supposed to be a mournful, never ending remembrance, the narrator had lost Lenore and never forgot her driving him basically mad. It's a beautiful and sad story that I've always put with Oscar! With the separate names on his pronoun card, that is all association from actor, associating two characters from my favourite movies Freddy's Dead and Newsies all because Shon Greenblatt was in both. Seeing Oscar as the younger brother to me has always made more sense, Morris is the more physical of the two but Oscars the one sayin the shit that might get them into a lot of fights, that and him being the shorter one of the two in almost every version, i can't see him being the elder sibling especially not with how David Sheinkopf and Shon Greenblatt acted out the two brothers. I've most definitely only been sharing things I've already shared on here but there is a ton behind them.. this is already super long though so I'm debating making a part two! There isn't much i haven't shared except for hc's on how them and Morris got to New York and got to the world and the refuge and things like that because it is a big thing that i must've shared at some point but it has changed since the last time i shared it, must've been in November of last year so I'll just type that out now, I'll just reblog this post with that one and if that wasn't exactly what you were looking for with the ask I'm so sorry, amd I'm so sorry this is so long 😭

[captainpirateface]

Gabriel and The Ghost of Beethoven.

Gabriel had always been fascinated with music. He played piano and guitar and dreamed of one day going on tour with his band to be. But his dreams seemed a little too far-fetched, and he'd resigned himself to studying Sound Recording Technology in college.

One Friday night, while he was out at a party with some of his friends, he decided to try something new. He bought some acid at a nearby music festival, something he'd never done before.

The night was dark, and the stars were shining brightly when he took the first dose. He felt a strange kind of numbness spreading through his body, but he kept on walking.

As he walked, he started talking to an imaginary friend, the Ghost of Beethoven. The Ghost of Beethoven was a composer that he loved, and he imagined that he could see and hear the great composer speaking to him.

"Gabriel," the Ghost of Beethoven said to him. "I hear you playing that beautiful melody. How did you come up with that?"

Gabriel blushed, feeling a little embarrassed that his imaginary friend could hear him. But he continued to play, feeling his fingers fly across the guitar strings.

"I'll never tell" Gabriel said in a cheeky tone.

As he played, he heard something else. The sound of a piano, softly playing in the distance. It wasn't his imagination, he realized, but real music being played right in front of him.

He stopped playing, looking around to see where the piano had come from. He saw the piano bench, and on the bench was the actual Ghost of Beethoven!!!

Gabriel gasped, feeling scared and confused. But the Ghost of Beethoven smiled at him, holding out a piece of paper.

"Here," he said, "I have something for you."

Gabriel gasped again, feeling grateful for the Ghost of Beethoven's kindness. On the piece of paper were written some notes, some chords.

"Play it," the Ghost of Beethoven said.

"Play it for me."

Gabriel took a deep breath, not sure if he could do it. But he looked at the paper, and suddenly, he knew what to do.

He started playing the notes, feeling his fingers move across the strings. And as he played, he felt the music streaming through his body. He played for hours, until the sun came up, until his fingers started to ache amd bleed. It was the single most beautiful composition ever written.

As he played, he realized that he was not just playing the notes but performing something profound. He was sharing this phenomenal music with someone.

With the Ghost of Beethoven.

When he finished, he looked around, but the Ghost of Beethoven was nowhere to be seen. But he felt like he had given something important to the universe. Something that couldn't be taken away.

He felt lucky to have had that moment, even if it was just with the Ghost of Beethoven. And he knew that, with his love of music, he could achieve anything he wanted.

From that day on, Gabriel spent hours every day practicing and playing, his fingers flying across the strings. And whenever he felt like giving up, he would think back to that day and remember the Ghost of Beethoven.

He never forgot the music or the moment he shared with the Ghost of Beethoven. And he knew that, no matter what, he would keep playing, keep sharing, keep creating.

Years later, Gabriel became a successful rock musician, playing sold-out shows all over the world. But he never forgot the message he'd been given that night on the acid.

Music was what made him feel alive, what gave him a sense of freedom. And he knew that, no matter what, he would always keep playing for the world to hear.

The End

[lokisprettygirl]

request!! soft morning kitchen sex w loki. maybe reader wakes up before him amd makes her breakfast and he wakes up and does that hug from behind thing and they just have really sweet soft sex. just the fluffiest smut

Arghh I'm a sucker for soft sweet sex sesh. Where can I get me one of these? Also I made them a married couple because I'm a sucker for that too😭❤️

Loki x Wife Reader

You love your husband. You love your life with him, it's been five years since you tied the knot but he still looks at you as if you're the best thing to exist in the universe. Some days are harder than others, that's how relationships are right? But he never fails to remind you what you mean to him, how hopeless he feels without you, and how much he loves you. 

When you met Loki, he was the most clueless little thing you have ever seen in your life, of course midgardian culture confused him but his confusion didn't bore from him being from some other realm, it was the result of him being a spoiled prince. As hard as his upbringing was, there was no denying that he grew up in royalty and hence exempted from doing any kind of chores. But that's what made you fall for him, his perseverance to learn everything from scratch, molding himself to the lifestyle of a mere mortal. 

On your first date, he invited you to his place and tried to make a fancy dinner he learned from some chef on YouTube. If it wasn't for take out you'd have spent your night starving but it was the best first date you could have had with him. You spent it giggling and laughing about his apartment almost getting burned down while you helped him clean up, then you got to eat him so it was a win-win 

"Good morning my sweet love" you smiled as you felt his arms wrapping around your waist, he pressed his face between your neck and kissed there softly. 

"Good morning hubby, breakfast is almost ready" you giggled and turned around so you could look at him. He was a sight for sore eyes, his hair wet and curly mess from the shower, he was just in his briefs which you loved. You loved having him walk around almost naked in the house you two shared. 

"Breakfast? Who wants to eat that?" He placed his soft pink lips on yours, so you wrapped your arms around his neck. You only had his shirt on, with your panty underneath, he'd never not be enticed by the sight of his beautiful gorgeous wife looking so small and comfy in his clothes.

"Mmmm you do" you giggled between the kiss and it made him smile. It was raining outside, the sound of rain splattering all over, the thunderstorm, the dark weather and sweetest of all, being in his arms made you feel so warm from inside.

"I am starving for something else, love, I woke up today and you weren't in bed by my side, you don't know how much I miss you when you're not there..that's where you belong right?" his words went from your ears to your heart then straight to your core. He picked you up and sat you down on the white marble countertop. You two have had sex a countless time there and you have never not enjoyed it. It usually happened in mornings like this, when you two just wanted to disappear from the world and stay entangled in each other's warmth.

"Mmmm I do and I miss you too when you're not by my side..I was thinking about our first date before you came" he slowly unbuttoned your shirt one by one, excruciatingly slow. His eyes trailed over the exposed skin as your breasts came into his view, his mouth formed an o shape and he let out an exhaling breath as if he was looking at you for the first time. That's how he always made you feel.

"About how disastrous it was?" He chuckled slightly and his patience ran off because he ripped open the rest of the buttons. 

"About how sweet it was..ahh" you moaned as he leaned forward and sucked on your right nipple.

"Sweet? it was you who made it so darling, I expected you to run off that day because of my incompetence and never see me again" he looked up at you, you could never leave him, not in a million years. You'd give up everything for him.

"Shhh now..or I won't let you go anywhere until it's engraved in your head that you're the most perfect thing to exist..I don't care if the world is on fire I'd hold you and love you until you stop deprecating yourself" you rubbed your hand against his bulge and he moaned loudly. 

"Oh yes please, I love you so much, you know that right ?" You giggled as you sneaked your hands under the waistband of his briefs and pulled it down. Every inch of him was crafted to perfection.

"I love you my pretty little husband, i need you so bad right now" he pulled your panties down and threw them somewhere in the corner of the kitchen. Your wet soaking entrance was waiting to be filled by him, always eager to take him in. He thrusted the tip of his cock inside you and took his own sweet time as he filled you slowly, inch by inch, his eyes stayed fixated over your face as you closed yours and threw your head back at the stuffed feeling.  No matter how many times he have seen the same reaction on you, he'd never get over how beautiful you look when you're allowing him to have a part of him inside you like that.

"Gorgeous my beautiful beautiful wifey, you're so perfect to me" he whispered softly and you leaned forward to kiss him again. The vulgar sound of his cock moving in and out of you made you burn. You wanted to stay wrapped around him all day today, that's what you'd do today. You gasped as the loud thunderstorm snapped you out of the trance for a second. 

"Hold me love, it's okay, I got you sweet thing..I got you" you wrapped your arms around his neck as he fucked in and out of you slowly, he was in no rush, he wanted to savour in this moment.

He almost lost you once, it happened right after you two got married. Whenever he feels as if he's not appreciating you the way you deserve, he thinks about that day, how scared he was to lose you and he's reminded of how precious your existence is to him, he'd never let you go or get hurt again. He's your forever, you're his. 

"Mmm oh god.. lo ..mmm that's the spot ..fuck" he wrapped your legs around his waist tightly and grabbed on your thighs to leverage his thrusts. 

"Ohh this right here..this little thing?" He pulled out of you and then thrusted again, brushing against the spot that makes your toes curl, he repeated the motion over and over until you're melting into his arms. Your warm breath painted his skin, your sweet moans made him feel at home. They always did. 

"Mmhmm yess godd I love you so much..so so much..ohhh yess yess" 

"I love you..I love you..I love you" He kissed you between every confession of love. He wouldn't last longer he knew that, you weren't any better, he always loved making you fall apart before he gets to fill you but sometimes, times like these when you both just wanted to relish each and every second of the pure love making, he adored it when you'd tighten around him and soak him at the same time he'd fill you. It felt cathartic, it pleased you both and provided a release that wasn't bound to your bodies. 

"Mmm so close baby ..I'm so close" 

"Me too darling, want you to drench me as I fill you up ..soak me love, engulf me..cum with me pretty girl" 

Your nails dug into his shoulders as you clenched around his cock, he grunted as he spilled inside you. He placed his head down on your right shoulder but didn't stop moving until you both were riding on this ecstasy. Naked, filthy, soaked in sweat and each other's juices. 

Every morning with him is blissful,but mornings like these are the best. You love your life with him and you wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. He is yours and you're his. There's nothing more you could have asked for.

"You smell it right?" You looked at him as you both came down from your highs and he had a naughty smile on his face, you kissed his forehead. You love him. Yess you do.

"The burning breakfast? Oh yess" 

[dreamsmp-au-ideas]

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Hi! It's been a while since I've submitted anything but here I am, with a new idea.

A time loop AU.

The world of dsmp is a one giant loop tak "resets" every few thousands years, when new people finally forget about the past.

In this AU, three people from dsmp are immortal and become someone else.

Tommyinnit, after being revived, becomes immortal. He can't really die, and he sees as everything and everyone around him turn to dust so he takes adult Michael amd leaves to see the world. During their travel, they part ways and Tommy ends up in a hardcore world where he gets a pair of black wings. He also takes a new name, Philza Minecraft . His original name now awkward and unfamiliar. He falls in love and has a son, who he names Wilbur. Later Wilbur Soot.

Michael_Beloved lives with his dads until they die of old age and then leaves with Tommy. Before that he trained under Technoblade and gets his crown after Techno crumbles to dust. Michael becomes a well known pvper, winning more and more, looking for more ways to test himself. He starts hearing voices. Voices that feed of his bloody victories, always wanting more and more. He learns how to ignore them. People start whispering. The call him "The Blood God Technoblade" and he became too awkward to correct them. Techno forgets his name and who he was. He and Tommy, meet again and start an empire, then leave and live, knowing that time has no effect on them. Techno meets Philza's kid, Wilbur. Years later he would answer a latter, full of fear, anger and feeling of betrayal and do what he knows best, destroy a corrupted government.

Foolish Junior leaves last. He buries his father, grandfather, aunt and little sister and leaves. He learns about architecture, about beauty and destruction. He becomes a god, like his father once was. He meets a nice guy and they have fun. They part and when Foolish sees Eret again, they don't remember him, and her eyes are sad.

One way or another, all three of them see Dream SMP again. But they don't remember it.

Philza doesn't remember the way he gave up his lives and most treasured possessions for L'manberg's independence. Tubbo is a stranger, not his brother in everything but blood. He only sees a corrupted place that destroyed his son and hurt his best friend. He destroys it and doesn't care.

Technoblade sees a government that needs to be destroyed. He doesn't remember his father and takes his life, leaving him with horrible scars. He destroys a place that was his father and uncle's pride, feeling victorious, not guilty.

Foolish tries to live normally but can't. Every time he thinks things are good, someone comes and destroys it. It leaves him empty.

(This AU came out of nowhere but I've felt like I needed to share it!

This is a Incredible Concept!

Maybe we have a Loop where they Remember.

Imagine Phil!Tommy Just Hating What he Became.

And Techno!Micheal is Trying to Help his Parents and his Younger Self. He Need to Protect his Sonder.

Wait Didn't Boo Die? No that Won't Happen again

He Fails

Jr Has no True grievances. Well All but Eret and his Sacrifice for him. He will Never Regret that.

What should this Au be Called?

[clown-god]

Go vote for Yax I am begging yall. Two snarky teenage boys who care so much about what other people think about them, finding acceptance and joy in their shared humor, and new family in the people their companies warned them about?

Like, from Dot and Wakko's side, moving away from Yakko and his boyfriend for a moment.

Dot and Wakko need someone to be friends with outside of themselves. They need familiarity and kindness.

Who better to open the Warner's to a kinder life, than a toon from a company all about the power of familial and romantic love? The themes that surround Max and Goofy, as well as many other Disney's, are exactly the kind of thing that those kids need the most.

Yakko being happy is a the first part, but having the Warners brought into the family by Goofy Goof, the man with so much understanding and love to give, who GETS kids, and has always let Max be a kid and help him through it, his appearance through Yakko amd Max knowing each other gives the Warners a positive adult figure in their lives who will be there to support them instead of criticize them for being "too much".

Yax isn't JUST about Yakko and Max, it's about the connections these kids make that starts with the eldest opening himself up. It's about learning the world around them isn't just filled with people who want them locked up.

The world is also filled with people who embrace their weirdness and energy, and who will guide them. Even if you just like yax as friends, you have to see the potential there is for all of them

The Warners and the Goofs, to have lives grow richer.

And more, with them being from seperate companies, their worldview would be able to grow to incorporate new ideas and thoughts. The Warners aren't very open with their emotions, so a father son duo who have always been open and communicative would be able to show them the benefits of doing so themselves.

Plus, watching the Warner Siblings wreak havoc with a smile, hurting no innocents, would be exactly the type of thing to make Max smile.

He could help do smaller damage control if need be as well, he's been accounting for his and his Dad's Goof Luck since he was born, and for the fallout of his own insane schemes. Adding in the brilliant and mischievous mind of Max Goof to the minds of our puppy children trio is golden.

They deserve each other, deserve kindness and acceptance. ALL of these kids do. And every single one of them get that through Yax.

SEMIFINALS: Max Goof (Disney)/Yakko Warner (Animaniacs) VS Dimentio (Super Paper Mario)/Jevil (Deltarune)

Propaganda for Max Goof/Yakko Warner:

I just like them. I think its cute. Romeo and juliet vibes because theyre from different studios, Disney vs warner brothers. They're both funny, dorky guys, and they bring out the best in each other. Plus only child vs overworked older child turned parent is a really good dynamic too.

YAX SWEEP

#YAX SWEEEEEEEEP!!!!!!

#yakko x max opened my third eye #this needs to be a thing

Cameo of Max's VA expressing approval of the ship~!

#YAX SWEEP #LETS GOOO

#yax propagandists ASSEMBLE

#yax sweep #they deserve it

Ok I keep forgetting to submit my own Yax propoganga but I have put so much thought into them.

They have the same sense of humor, we literally see them tell almost identical jokes. They’re both such dramatic showoffs and they both are schemers, they're both the brains of their group (friends v family)

They’re complimentary.

They’re foils.

Beause Yakko isn’t as open with his emotions, he’s more sarcasti. But Max has been truthful about what he feels since Goof Troop. It's there on the surface and he communicates and understands in ways that would be SO good for Yakko. They're two sides of the same coin. They are opposites but they support each others weaknesses. Yakko wants so badly to make people laugh, and it’s so important to him to do so. His self worth is connected to it, but Max doesn’t like his laugh and suppresses it. It practically writes itself. So yeah, there’s all the fun WB/Disney forbidden lovers, but it works off a dynamic that would already work really well. That's why I like them so much

Propaganda for Dimentio/Jevil:

#JEVENTIO MADE IT IN!!

They’re both insane clowns, they both have purple and yellow in their colors, they both (if you make it to Jevil’s fight) make an effort to kill the player, there’s so much in common.

Silly little guys who kill

CLOWNS

#JEVENTIO SWEEP #I love my chaotic bastards

#JEVENTIO

#GET THOSE CLOWNS TO THE TOP OF THE BRACKET #CMONNNNNN

#as the number one jeventio fan i order ya'll to vote jeventio #PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS #I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M SEEING THE SHIP GET RECOGNITION THO THIS IS INSANE

#yay for the clowns!!! #I hope they win this!!

#please vote jeventio!!! #it's a lot more fun!!

#JEVENTIO SWEEP!! #two chaotic clowns is a match made in heaven!!

#JEVENTIO SWEEEEEP

#JEVENTIO?!???? #GO FOR THE CLOWNS YOU DONT UNDERSTAND #spm 🤝 deltarune (having a singular goofy jester. they’re in love btw) #manipulative evil bastard who almost destroyed the ENTIRE MULTIVERSE #x chaotic little ball whos fully convinced you’re all trapped and doomed #also they’re both non-binary. if you even care

I really feel like Jevil and Dimentio would level each other out well! Sure they’re both villains, but that doesn’t make their ship any less sweet!

#GO GO JEVENTIO! WIN WIN WIN!

#VOTE JEVENTIO!! just because something is chaotic doesn’t mean it’s any less loving!!

Art Credit: Max/Yakko art by @/doodle-poofes Jevil/Dimentio art by @/kannra-orhara

[jinxthequeergirl]

For Those You Lost

Simon Kalivoda x reader

Summary: you are forced to mourn for your friends and loved ones, and when you are given the chance to exact revenge, you don't hesitate.

Warning: SPOILERS FOR FEAR STREET 1666 basic horror violence, death, swearing, Implied that Heather was the Readers Older sister.

Consider this a short sequel to "As The World Caves in" in which i change the narritive so the reader is the one exacting revenge on Nick Goode

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You Wish you would have just died that night, even wishing you would have died in the hospital. Instead you where walking around while not only your sister but best friend person you loved where all dead.

Now you where expected to give a speech in front of the whole student body.

It was all fake, the Sunnyvaleiers didn't give a rats ass about your family and friends, they didn't care that you lost the first person you said "I love you too."

No. They where just there because they had to be.

Walking up to the podium seemed to move in slow motion, as everyones eyes followed you, some bored, some annoyed, others not even paying attention. Not a single one shared a mournful look with you.

"Hello fellow ShadySide students and Staff, and hello Sunnyvale." You started having to clear your throat to get rid of the tears that theatened to spill after catching a glimps of Simons Photo in the back.

"We are here today to mourn the loss of three people, Some of you knew them...most...didn't their names where Heather, My...sister,Kate and...And Simon...My bestfriends..." You looked up feom your crumpled note book paper and out intonthe sea of bored highschoolers.

Why hadn't you died that night?

Why hadn't you died in that hospital bed?

Why where you the one standing at that potium?

Why did you have to find the right things to say about your dead friends and family, When no one there would ever really know the truth?

Why?

Why?

Why!?

You froze the thought of Simons face right before he sacrificed himself for you flashing through your mind.

"I can't do this..." You muttered.

"FUCK YOU! FUCK ALL OF YOU! YOU DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THEM! YOU DON'T EVEN CARE!" everyone seemed to be intrested now that you where screaming. "FUCK THE NEWS TOO, SIMON AMD KATE WHERE MORE THEN DRUGGIES YOU ASS HOLES!"

You crumpled up the paper throwing it somewhere and storming off, brushing officer Goodes hands off of you as you did so.

That night seemed so far away, now your blood boiled more as you stepped on the gas of The stolen cop car after hearing what Deena had just discovered. "Y/n! Slow Down!" Josh warned.

"Y/n..." Deena said softly putting her hand on your shoulder. "We're gonna stop him." She said in a soft confident voice. "Damn right." You said slowing down just enough to not get the three of you killed, but kept going fast enough to reach Ziggy and Devise a plan.

In the mall the five of you worked hastily to set up the trap for Goode, Ziggy glanced up at you ever now and then before finally coming up beside you.

"I'm assuming you two where close?"

You glanced up at her before quickly looking back down to tie the knot you'd been working on. "Yea...you know...mom was...well it was complicated...Heather...Heather took care of everything for me....I...being alone with our mom now..." Ziggy placed a hand on your shoulder. "I get that..Listen If we make it out of this...and you ever need someone...I Wouldn't mind the company."

"Seriously?"

She nodded, before you could say anything Josh called out too you. "They're here!" Everyone turned to the doors seeinv the nightwing killer come in hastily. You caught sight of the axe in his hand and stared for a moment.

Ziggy grabbed your hand and pulled you behind her to hide. "Ready?" She asked.

You nodded and ran to your battle station.

Everything was going fine, the plan was working you felt confident This would work You Felt like Fred Jones or some shit.

Then he grabbed Ziggy, staining her Sweater With Deenas Blood making her a Target. "Fuck..." You looked over to Josh who shook his head no at you knowing what you where about to do.

You ignored him and took off sprinting across the mall floor to the two of them tackling them to the ground. "Run Ziggy! Run!" You Yelled As Goode now wrestled you.

You gabbed your elbow into his stab wound, causing him to cry out and let you go. You got up running to Ziggy and Josh waving you to them. you barely dodged the skull mask killer ripping the sleeve of your neon stained shirt as you slid under the store gate.

He crashed against it wiggling it attempting to get to you.

"Here have it!" You yelled pulling the hoodie off and sliding it under the gate.

"You ok?"

"Yea..." You panted watching Nick Goode run to an Exit door, Deena Not to far behind. "That shit, I'm going after them." You said.

"Hang on." Ziggy said. "You can't just go out there...they might try to stop you." She said gesturing to the swarm of killers.

"I'm not just letting her go alone!"

Everyone went quiet. "I have an Idea." Martin spoke up eyeing the water guns you carried.

"Hey!" Josh yelled catching the killers attention.

He pumped the water gun before shooting them, ziggy and martin joined him, with in seconds they turned to eachother and started attacking. "That should buy everyone some time." Josh said to you.

"Stay Alive!' You yelled before Taking off in the direction Deena went stopping to stoop down and yank the Night wing killers Axe from the ground.

You followed a trail off blood down the hall and around the corner. "Deena?" She jumped turning to you, ready to stab you. "What are you doing!? Go back!" She said taking your newly obtained weapon.

"No! No way!" You said.

"Listen Ever since the other night I can't help but feel like...like I should be dead too...I Wish I had Died On that Floor with Simon." You choked rubbing away tears. "But... Simon...Simon Sacrificed himself to make sure I was Still Alive And Goode? He killed my Fucking sister...he killed simon." You took the Axe back from Deena.

"So I'm coming with, And I'm going to make sure he gets what he Fucking deserves. " You bit out.

She stared at you for a moment before nodding.

"Then Lets Kill this Asshole." She said with a affirming look. You gripped the axe tightly in your hands as you followed behind her through the tunnled.

"Goode!" She yelled hoping to scare him out from whatever hole he was hiding in.

You stopped nudging her to show her the bloody hand print on the walls

"Where the hell are you coward?"

Something jumped out from the dark taking deena down. "Sam!" She cried as sam attempted to stangle her. You tried to pull the girl off but failed, something caught the corner of your eye. "Y/n...Goode...Go!"

You grabbed the axe and took off after him you got close enough to swing at his legs knocking him down. "Wait wait please..."

"Begging? You think I'm gonna show you mercy?" You asked pinning him down with your foot. "Did you show mercy to my sister? To my friend?" The man babbled hoping to find a way out of this.

"Thats what i thought." You raised the axe and brought it down on his chest.

"This is for Heather you fucking Dick!" "Cindy Berman, Sam and kate!" You cried chopping at him with each name.

You gripped it even tighter before bringing it down on him one more time "For Simon."

You stood above him panting making sure he was gone before you heard coughing. "Sam...Deena..." You ran back to where you left them and found them hugging. "It worked?"

Deena looked up at you with teary eyes. "It worked."

"Good...good lets get the fuck outta here." You said pulling both of them up.

That night seemed like a blur really, it still hurt not having the comfort of your sister or simon around.

But Ziggy was there for you like she promised.

"Hey, I have something for you." Ziggy said as you entered the door of her house.

"What is it?" You asked dropping your bag.

"Deena dropped it off, she wanted to give it to you but she had to get going."

She held out a red hoodie to you. "Where...how did..."

You took it from her holding it up. "She wanted me to tell you it was of course washed, like a lot." She laughed. You pulled it on wrapping it around yourself, it didn't smell like him anymore but that was ok.