#he's a killing machine and uwu at the same time

[daughterofthesunlands]

I need to CLARIFY SOMETHING! 😌💗

Gil-galad is a foine looking elf.

If I found a portal to middle Earth, would I shoot my shot at beloved Gil-galad?

Naur.

Why you ask?

Cause if you haven't already noticed, I have the personality of SpongeBob Square pants. I am a walking, talking, forever-happy headache. And anybody taller and CALMER than me by default becomes my Squidward.

I would annoy that elf SO BAD😭 worse than Galadriel and Elrond combined! If we're being generous, I'd last 2 1/2 hours in Lindon before I'd get banished from the kingdom by Gil-galad.

What I am tho, is his hype man. His wingman. His fairy godmother till the wheels fall off. Before S2, I didn't know that he was an orphan, I didn't know that all his kin had been slaughtered, I didn't know baby girl was just a girl 🥺.

And I didn't know that he would d...

Tolkien when I CATCH YOU! 👹

So yes he is hawt, and I will blush every time he blinks, if he looks at me I literally will:

I would tell him how fabulous he looks every day so he can whip his fabulous hair back and go "I know! 😌", I'd lurk behind every tree and bush and start grinning if I saw someone blush @ him and go "He/She likes youuuuuuuu😏😏😏😏" I'd give him a kiss on the cheek but I will melt if I come too close he's that 😌❤️

But I foremost want him to have known love before he d...

So I will not rest until I've read (and written) a million fics of him being loved on and doted on, may it be by Elendil, another RoP or Silmarillion character OR an OC! 🥹❤️

My man deserves the world.

He's that girl.

He's my girl.

[genshinconfessions]

Hello !! So sorry if this is not allowed, I just saw an absolutely horrible ship take online and I need to rant because I hate HaiKaveh. This is just overall negativity and will likely start ship discourse so please do skip this if you (general) are particularly sensitive to it !! To battle this, I will also send a more positive ask afterwards.

HaiKaveh/Kavetham as a fandom is the shittiest shit diarrhea from an ass with external and internal hemorroids this world has ever had the misfortune of enduring. The ship itself is fine, yeah whatever "roommates" and "couple that argues like they're old and married" are nice tropes and all, but it's the fandom that I specifically want euthanized. Scratch that, not euthanized, bcs I want it to be painful and inhumane as to reflect all the trouble they've caused. I understand it's a loud minority of the most insufferable people ever but when a ships fandom gets as big as it does, it's no longer a "small but loud group of people" that can be easily dismissed, it's literally the fucking majority of them atp.

"oh but they're canon !! They have so much implied interactions !! You're homophobic !!" KILL YOURSELF??? YOU (general) ARE LITERALLY MAKING THEM THE MOST HETERO NORMATIVE SHIT IVE EVER SEEN ??? I'm sick of acting civil and pushing past my annoyance to come off as respectful and understanding, I'm just as much of a hater as the next person, I want to get violent about this but it'd be stupid if I did. The same fuckers who say you're erasing gay rep when you ship one of them with a female character are the same no life dipshits who will dox and send death threats as they dumb down the ship to being "uwu soft bottom princess bunny Kaveh x alpha dom ultra top borderline (definitely ON THE LINE) abusive Alhaitham" which is literally every mainstream m/f shitty booktok novel made by the straightest millennial white woman to ever rightwing American that these people apparently hate so much.

"Kaveh is a rabbit, look at his hair !!" HIS HAIR IS MEANT TO RESEMBLE A LION. YOU MAKE **SUCH** A BIG DEAL OVER HIS KEYS YET YOU CANT EVEN MAKE THE CONNECTION?? IT REPRESENTS HIM AND HIS HOUSE/COURSE. "Kaveh dresses so femininely, and his wrists are so dainty he doesn't even wield his claymore like the others !!" LOOK CLOSELY, LOOK REALLY FUCKING CLOSELY, his designed is Iran inspired specifically during the Zand Dynasty (iirc, I'm not exactly a Kaveh buff) and his particular style of fashion (though modernized) was popular between both men and women, this doesn't make him feminine, he's more so androgynous get your terms right fucking spuds for brains. Kaveh does in fact use his hands when using his WEAPON OF CHOICE. Yes, he flicks his wrist after plunging but look at how he does it. He only uses one hand instead of the usual two, so all the recoil (idk man I'm so upset rn) goes into one hand instead of being distributed between two. He also, I can't remember if it's after being hit or putting his claymore away, definitely holds it up for some time. Mehrak is there more so for support, and even Mehrak should be very heavy since it's a fucking tech toolbox or whatever made from a machine core. That shit heavy.

The mischaracterisation of Alhaitham is also very shitty and I, as someone who yumeships with him and also really appreciates his character, am very upset at it. I admit I am also guilty of mischaracterisation but I feel that's unavoidable when you yumeship so much that your f/o just becomes an oc who takes the core basics of the original original character. Unfortunately most of my rage was directed at Kaveh because his so-called fans are the worst of the two and genuinely might just be fetishist who only care about their yaoi more than the actual characters. Nothing wrong with loving yaoi, just saying that I don't trust anyone who loves it more than the characters involved. He's a chill guy who just wants a peaceful life for himself and the people he cares about. He's caring, his mind full of joy and whimsy, a love for the world around him that he keeps neatly inside himself. He most likely can see Aranara !! Everytime someone makes him this super dominant and aggressive lover an angel gets burned by your sins. Everytime someone makes him a bratty sub who's sex obsessed an angel gets it's wings ripped off. I'm so fucking tired of all the shitty HaiKaveh on my timeline, not even blocking tags or blocking users gets them off.

On another note, I have a deep appreciation for the artists in the fandom. I can't say much for the fanfic writers because I personally don't read anything related to HaiKaveh or canonxcanon fics, but you guys rock just as much !! Every fan work I've seen from this wretched fandom is just so beautiful that I'm not too put off when I see a particular bad piece in a sea of genuine adoration for this pairing. In the end, when I manage to block out all the shitty takes and the general toxic community, I find myself to be at peace with them. I don't prefer them as lovers, no, I've always saw them more as sworn brothers/friends who've been through so much together that they are in a way family.

TL;DR ship discourse is the downfall of every fandom because people are too selfish and stupid to take a step back and be rational, they are so caught up in themselves that they don't even care about the characters themselves anymore. 2020 was the last good year before everything took a very big curve downwards because of people who are new to fandom spaces and don't bother to learn proper online etiquette.

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[starrcult]

I think out of all the strawhats Zoro is the most mischaracterized. People talk usually talk about the uwu Sanji that’s popualr with a portion of his fanbase and yes I believe that version of Sanji is cringe but at least it’s not a widely accepted version of him. It’s some niche sub genre of him. I can’t say the same for Zoro.

A large part of the fandom believe he’s Luffy’s cold hearted killing machine who doesn’t care about the Strawhats.

Every time I see someone say “Zoro would kill a crew member if Luffy asked him to.” I die inside.

These people really think Zoro would kill Chopper if Luffy asked him to 💀. That’s his son. Also Zoro would leave the crew straight up. He’s the main protector of the strawhats. I understand Zoro is not as complex as someone like Sanji or Nami but i think he isn’t as simple as Luffy’s lapdog. He’s his most loyal crewmate for sure but that’s because Luffy proves to Zoro that’s he’s the type of man he could follow. Zoro holds Luffy to a high standard. If he ever fails Zoro expectations he would just leave.

If Usopp rejoining the crew without apologizing was enough to make Zoro consider leaving then why do people think he would be okay with Luffy telling him to kill the family he vowed to protect with his life. It doesn’t add up.

People always back this claim up with something Oda allegedly said in an SBS years ago but I don’t believe it and even if it was true I wouldn’t take it seriously. This is the same guy that said Zoro would be a police officer in a modern au. Yeah the guy whose first appearance was being a victim of the corruption of the marines.

Stop lying on my mans name. I think what we should be pushing more is the fact that if Luffy told Zoro to suck his cock he would. Who’s with me on that one?

[quietbluejay]

The Buried Dagger Take 2 #5

good evening and the next chapter might take place in what is currently Czechia (the white mountain) it's in the rad wastes where the totally rad wolves hang out

surprise! it's loken POV in a death guard novel at the bottom they built a giant cage to imprison magnus lol it's apparently a backup plan in case other better schemes fail i feel like that's a bit optimistic lol how are you gonna grab magnus and get him in there loken wonders if he got sent here as a punishment for failing to kill horus however he comes to see it as a gift he finally has some peace time to meet a new character

loken is NOT a fan of forcing them it's not explicit yet but it's easy to infer from context that they have a bunch of other sisters in a similar state to the one garro found loken is really not going to let them get mistreated, at least as best he can

time for brell to change the subject and bring up that there's a new arrival

it's Garro with the new sister time for Garro and Loken to talk and for Loken to exposit about the White Mountain

oooo Garro pushes about what's up with the Sisters, Loken demurs and Garro accuses him of just being a Malcador mouthpiece and Loken is reminded of the fact that he really owes Garro for bringing him out of Isstvan III and I do have to ask HOW is Garro able to dart all over the galaxy the way he does like is there an actual explanation ugh it's probably something something his faith in the emperor is so pure uwu

LoreLover: The Emperor personally transports him because he is that speshul quietbluejay: sure. why not.

they all speak but they say different things so, Loken figures this is a Horus special

garro is a dumbass and forgets that there's plenty of ways to get traumatized that don't involve daemons which loken says but in a much nicer way well, he probably thinks trauma is something that only happens to people who don't have enough faith in the emperor so garro wants to know what the point is and is kind of fed up with this whole locking up people the imperium is doing Dorn and his librarians, his own death guard dudes, and now this

LoreLover: Don't you know, hard times makes hard men. Trauma is good 4 u (Promethean Sun reference)

loken reluctantly mentions that there's a termination protocol in case things get really bad garro gets mad

LoreLover: Honestly, I expect their recaff machines to have termination protocols in case the thing malfunctions and commits tech heresy by boiling the beans beforehand or something.

you know what, part of why i don't like garro is the same reason i don't like russ they both get all these special exceptions to the rules and act like everyone around them also has it and is just choosing not to use them okay maybe that's mostly garro well there's a lot of reasons i don't like garro lol one of which being if he was not in this book we could have had double the mortarion flashbacks

over to Rubio and he's in the jungle

chill dude you don't have to love the planet no one is making you forget where you grew up

they're tracking down a smuggler surprise, there's another space marine sent by malcador that no one there knows Rubio thinks he recognizes a Fenrisian accent

anyways something ominous is going on and i wish i could get myself to care about it not for the first time i wonder sometimes why i read these books im also concurrently and very slowly making my way through the lost and the damned and boy it is such a slog, i honestly think i might not even cover the rest of the siege

there have been a few decent moments in a morass of molasses okay i attempt to go forwards they find an entire meat locker full of sister of silence prisoners and like at this rate i feel like…the number of sisters here is kind of…. and the flies are back bunch of stuff happens and they exfiltrate the sisters and are heading out when

i did it the evil is defeated

we're back to the present on the Terminus Est and a young Death Guard is seeking the company of the dreadnought why is that, you may ask? welll he wants to know what Typhon is up to (also, RIP Zurrieq who is in the early stages of sickness)

dreadnought dude gets distracted because zurrieq is REALLY not doing well also, heh, he gets called out as being more human than machine because of the level of concern he has oh lovely zurrieq throws up and there's maggots in it and then he starts having a seizure and the regular humans around them start howling and also vomiting black stuff full of maggots

dun dun dunn so ofc mortarion shows up dreadnought dude here doesn't want to show him "i wouldn't wish this sight upon my worst enemy" mortarion internally, irritated: what kind of sentiment is that??? and then he actually looks

zurrieq is a mess and in terrible agony and yet, somehow, still alive there's some discussion over what the virus is it almost seems…intelligent… they get interrupted by zurrieq screaming mortarion confirms that there's no chance of healing him and then asks for morarg's knife then against all advice activates the environmental seals on his armour and walks towards zurrieq and yeah he's going to try to mercy kill him i say try because

that's some good horror tbh though it's not spooking me because i don't get affected by this kind of stuff but it's one of my personal nightmare scenarios a bit

Arzach: And THAT IS the passage a lot of peoples conveniently forget about DG fall. « They could ve stand until they died » No they literally weren’t able to.

anyways it's time to go back to Mortarion's past again the scrappy teenage (and non teenage, lol) escapees have made it to a nearby village it's been a few weeks mortarion is flashing back (in this flashback) to their arrival

(screams internally)

there's an argument about what to do some people think they should return the escapees to necare so he won't turn his wrath on all of them some are straight up calling for calas and mortarion to be killed

Arzach: Morty need a hug so much. quietbluejay: HE DOES i was just thinking "someone give him a hug!!"

in the end, Calas and Mortarion are allowed to stay (and be alive) but are banished to live in this stable at the edge of the village so he stood watch for a few days also the mysterious grey stew is the best thing he's ever eaten

🥺

Arzach: (crying emoji)

🥺🥺🥺

so calas wants to talk about what they're gonna do next it's time to move on mortarion: no i don't want to calas: if we stick together we can survive mortarion: don't you want to stay with your own kind?

tragic backstories for everyone though uh, if he was a baby HOW did he survive

Arzach: It’s not explained iirc. Maybe he killed them with his powers. quietbluejay: no i mean…babies kinda need someone to look after them

a bunch of harvesters walk by them

his first impulse is to try and fix things mortarion: they need a hero and i guess i'm what they've got and it starts with him extracting a sickle from a broken machine so he can use something actually for his height they finish a lot faster with him helping calas also ends up helping gather the grain but is a bit derisive lol "you think this is gonna make them like you?"

BLACK HAIR CONFIRMED not that that means anything with these writers… anyways they were interrupted by a child getting stuck under a cart is there a Jean Valjean in the house? indeed there is, they got Morty he lifts up the heavy cart long enough for them to pull the girl out unfortunately this all took too much time…. the golems are here unfortunately mortarion left his scythe behind and has to improvise another weapon a flail

the golems are also attacking the village and dragging people off into the toxic fog Mortarion runs back for his scythe and chases after them the human captives are all dead by this point, unfortunately

flashback over!

next time we're going back to the present

[egg-node]

VIOLENCE: 7, 11, 18?

when i saw VIOLENCE all caps i thought of the ultrakill layer. i'm not escaping the ultrapilled allegations. ask meme

7. what character did you begin to hate not because of canon but because how how the fandom acts about them?

(lethal company) "hate" is going to be an exaggeration here. brackens. like, it's understandable that people would like Menacing Glowing Eyes In The Dark. but i am astounded by the amount of smut fics for this guy.

(svsss) "hate" is once again going to be an exaggeration. i think it's wild how many people will go og-sqq has done no wrong, he's my sweet baby bean uwu. i like him. he's a great character, and not a great person. cycle of violence and all that.

11. number of fandom-related words you've filtered

i don't think i'm filtering any on tumblr rn. when i'm browsing for fics, i avoid soulmate aus 95% of the time.

they just don't interest me. like. at all. i don't know why. they're just. idk. they don't do it for me chief. they can have an interesting fic premise, but if i see that tag, chances are i am scrolling past

18. it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on...

(ultrakill) unrequited love(???whatever we want to define it as) that gabriel has for v1. gabriel's worldview has been so completely restructured through his interactions with v1. i think it's most common in fandom to see v1 returning gabe's feelings, but i think it'd be interesting for v1 in its Speedrun Hell For Blood, Binary Machine Logic to not have the capacity to feel the way gabe feels for it.

gabriel is the protagonist (not the same thing as the point of view character!) of ultrakill -- hell watches him, he's had a major hand in history, and is currently shaping the world of ultrakill (see: killing the council), but for him to not only have feelings for a machine, but for said machine to not return them? i don't know. that's interesting to me.

i had the idea of writing a fic post-gabe's death where v1 has grown enough for it to vaguely understand the feelings gabe had for it, and is now able to return them. a little too late though, given that he's. yknow. dead. it never got off the ground so :p oops. it will exist in my head

[sunshinehunter]

Finished the Episode. Spoilers below

Zero sum episode. No one changed. No one grew as characters. We're in a sitcom.

Eramis had so little growth that she went backwards. So obsessed with making a place for her people she's literally just... gonna make Riis 2.0. But also fuck all the other Eliksni in Sol. Fuck all the Scorn who were changed by Fikrul and suffering. Never learned to forgive, or accept that things are different. Had no change in her hatred. Called us Eliksni slurs the entire time, 'Machine-spawn'. Then at the end called Sol a slum and how us humans were so horrible and made them 'scrabble around like insects'. Like... lady??? You came and assaulted our homeworld during our 'Whirlwind'. You bombing our major cities and ransacking our planet helped turn it into 'a war torn slum.' Wouldn't be an Eliksni season without some guilt tripping about how bad humans are for killing Eliksni like humans aren't also victims of severe Eliksni brutality uwu

Also this is not a win for Eramis girlies out there like you think it is. This is Bungie writing Eramis out of the story for the forseeable future, maybe forever! She's gone. She got what she wanted and promised us she was leaving and never coming back.

Mithrax had a magic illness that was never explained in game. 'It was hinted at in a lore tab'. Shut up. It should have been in the game. How the fuck did NEZAREC get stuck inside Mithrax? Never explained. He never even drank the fucked up tea that woke up Osiris (also then why isn't Nez in Osiris??? (I mean Saint's in Osiris but we won't get into that)) And then its just gone by the end of the Episode. So what was the entire point of it in the first place? To show us Eramis wasn't the biggest bitch in the whole solar system because she healed him? That sucks. There was no meaningful reason for his corruption other than to become uncorrupted. Bad story design.

The end of Act II made Skolas out to be this HUGE big deal that we were gonna have to deal with in Act III. He had a whole bad ass cut scene where they made him out to be a very serious threat. Never mentioned. He wasn't even in the Exotic mission. So where is he? Gathering old members of House Wolves? He's a Scorn now. He gonna be the new Scorn Kell? Am I gonna have to kill that fucker again?

Fikrul's dead. Which was unexpected. I expected them to milk out the Fikrul shit for longer. But I'm guessing they brought back Skolas to replace Fikrul so they could kill Fikrul but still have a Scorn Kell. Because no way Skolas is gonna listen to Fikrul without an echo commanding him to do so. The cutscene was pretty cool! I forgot we were injecting him so when I came out of the mirror I shot him a few more times but he was immune.

Also all the Scorn Barons are alive except the Trickster and the uh... the one who rides the motorbike (probably. We never see her). Maybe. Fikrul brought them all back to life one final time. So that's something we'll deal with in idk, 8 seasons or whatever.

Really wish Crow hadn't been so fucking stupid this season. Or Eido. Crow not even planning what he was gonna say to Fikrul in Act 1 was... boy. What a disaster. Eido's naivety was super frustrating this Episode. I still don't agree with us breaking Eramis out of jail when we did. There was literally no reason to. Eramis didn't do anything meaningful out of jail. We could have just brought her along on the final mission and it would have been about the same result. Very frustrated Bungie gives the player zero agency in the game. We're just running around like a doll pushing buttons. I don't expect Destiny to be an RPG just jfc man. At least let me SAY NO and both options getting the same results in the end. Like Eido goes behind our back or something. They did that for a quest for Drifter where you could be a snitch or be Drifter's ally and the end reward/goal didn't change but you got slightly different dialogue bc Drifter didn't trust you. They can do it!

And because everything worked out for Eido... she never had to question what she was doing. She never once considered what she was doing was the wrong thing. Just blindly trusting of Eramis at all times. I get they're trying to cast her as a sheltered autistic coded person but HOLY SHIT MY DUDES. I was also a sheltered autistic growing up and even I'm not that fucking naive. So Eido also did not grow as a character.

Can't wait for Heresy where we help Eris... do fucking who knows! Probably deal with her trauma about the lost fireteam and being in the Hellmouth. Like we do every time Eris is in a season. Because no one fucking grows as a character or learns anything. Deep is my fave Hive season because Eris isn't in it. Witch is like my least favorite because Eris dealing with her trauma for the 4th time is not a strong enough narrative to hold it's own story anymore. She got a WHOLE EXPANSION where we specifically dealt with Eris' trauma and nightmares. Why the fuck it still the only song she knows?

Fuck man let me go on a stupid adventure with aunty Savathun. Or Luzaku! I'm ready to have some damn Hive friends. We still haven't even SEEN Xivu Arath!

Anyway the Episode was... fine. For all the complaining its Fine. Onslaught is boring, PoE is whatever. Not having red boarders to chase and the guns all being hot garbage this season has made me not wanna play as much. I've used god roll versions of the guns. Not a single one is gonna replace what I already use. Also the season pass armor is ugly so I'm barely gonna hit 200.

[zanypainterglitter]

The boss enters the temple and meets Bilfa, the same girl who accompanied Ao Tianqiong and Baimei's conversation about killing the boss's parents and his brother Ye Chifeng, and she is accompanied by Zero Winning, then they fight but Ye Chifeng appears being controlled to be a fighting machine at this the boss loses control while the captain and the other two enter and say what is reasonable and obvious that they should let them kill each other, but the captain comes with the same nonsense of a hero that he is an equal, he can change, I will not abandon him, he also mentions that he was part of the dark alliance but that is different because he learned, instead the boss does nothing to want to learn nor does he care and it is not as if the others will really strive to teach him good values to change, then the captain manages to make the boss return to normal and they escape while Zhan He and Lingyao also fight with Ao Tianqiong and Lingyao puts the eternal fire but Zhan He shoots him since that was the message he wanted send 117 to the captain, that Speaker, Zhan He's father controls him, and that message is shown to Badatong and Car who finally do something useful and managed to find the temple by the uwu bugs, and show it to the captain and the boss, then the 4 arrive just in time when Zhan He is controlled, the villains fight and escape in their ship, the others leave and feeling defeated but Lingyao reveals that the true eternal fire is the planet where they are, Ling Xing, it was previously the most prosperous planet but out of nowhere everyone was desperate for energy and started a war, this makes no sense. If Ling Xing was supposed to be the most prosperous planet, why out of nowhere was there a lack of energy? Anyway, another criticism of consumerism that leads to nothing, like in the first season Badatong says that consumerism made them lose their planet and that they will fight but then they forget about it and say nothing. Then the captain declares that he wants to unite the light alliance and the shadow alliance because there is no difference between them being the same species, not based on good and evil, because the fight was only for power being an excuse to make war, that is the first time in the entire series that he says something so distinctive, original and wise, even the boss declares that he is willing to help but by himself he does it without helping, while we return to Speaker who has his son, Zhan He, in a capsule so that his body serves as a container for the eternal fire, but Qian To warns him that the sphere is failing and that it would be risky, Speaker gets angry but receives a call from Baimei the leader of the dark alliance agreeing on a place to go, Baimei goes with Ao Tianqiong and Bilfa entering where Speaker is who planned to divide the energy of the infinite fire but obviously Baimei attacks to have it all for himself, but this was a plan of Speaker who used the same red cube that Qian To made and gave it to the boss and Zhan He, in order to control him but he manages to have a little conscience and was able to make the two subordinates escape to go for Zero Winning and Ye Chifeng, meanwhile the captain and the boss talk, the boss finally redeems himself and it only took him 2 and a half seasons revealing his desire to be able to make the world that the captain describes, full of peace and leaving the factions, all for his brother, this would have been good if they showed it subtly at the beginning so we could see his character potential but at least I saw him as someone simple and even mediocre and it could seem that the brother issue came out of nowhere but now he's fine and the boss begins to be affected by the red cube seeing the three villains.

[aka-indulgence]

I love the way you write robo-skiders inner thoughts 🥺 crazy robot monster breaking out of his programming and finding love, for better or for worse... could we maybe get pov of his thought process after he killed for her?? 🥺🥺

Since you asked so nicely uwu

Takes place right after the scene where you go into the vents.

ALSO kinda inspired by this fanart by black wolf spirit ‘w’

(Warning: mild gore, blood, yknow, stuff S4-N5 likes)

It'd take a while for Sans to cool down after he just barely misses you. If you were there to see, how he expresses himself through body language and scratching the walls, you'd think he was angry because of his blood thirst.

After he stands for a while, covering his eyes (after observing it from the humans), he pulls his hands down... seeing the red staining his claws.

And he...

Gets a sense of calm at seeing the traces of violence. He turns his hand, as if he was fascinated by the blood, flexing his fingers.

...

that felt good.

He doesn't have human morals. The only reason he served humans this long was because he was told to. Maybe if they treated him better he would've valued their lives, but no. That only made his coding restricting rather than help him really internalize "Helping human=good". The only human life on the ship that truly matters to him is yours.

He goes over the body of poor Mark... Sans doesn't even remember much of him. He remembers maybe that Mark once used him as a servant, telling him to grab a snack or drink from the cafeteria. Unfortunately he had to listen to him because Mark used a "it would really help me..." that made his protocols listen. Perhaps somewhat gratefully, Mark had thought Sans arriving at his door when he decided to leave his room (after Sans purposefully made it take too long) was too disturbing for him to try again. Of course... his clear desire to get Sans away from the living quarters certainly left him feeling less than pleasant.

He walks closer to Mark's body. He kicks it around, flopping him from face down to lying on his back. Sans smiles at the mangled torso, blood still fresh, body still somewhat warm... though quickly losing heat. His eyes glance to the side, at the useless gun laying on the floor.

He picks it up.

"not such a big boy after all, are you?" Sans teases, as the gun crumbles under his hands, letting it fall to the ground besides Mark. Can't let anyone else have a weapon... albeit useless against him.

Before his freedom, Sans had often wished for the crew member's untimely deaths, his rage building and building over time. Its such a release, now that he could give them just that.

He could kill them in less gruesome ways, even arguably more effective ways. Shutting of the air, using a tool in him as an impromptu gun or some other kind of long range weapon. But after the few human lives he's taken, he's found not only was he rageful enough to kill them... but he also enjoyed the action. Even now, his machines are whirring at the thought of chasing someone, and feeling their life drain from his own hands.

It's like what some humans would say, from his days researching human culture for you... some people would never find out what their hobbies would be before it was invented. And now without his restrictions, Sans found he loved the thrill of the hunt.

... Sans sighs, closing his eyes, moving away from the body.

Of course... he also loves you.

He opens his eyes again as he crawls to the window, remembering how much time you'd spend just looking out.

He touches the window, looking at his bloodied hand again.

... for a moment, a memory flashes into him, automatically pulled from his drive. From when his hands were still clean, and the few moments where a situation gave you the chance to touch his hand. He remembers your smile... he has so many pictures of you smiling at him saved in his drive. It brought him... joy, whenever he looked at them again. Exactly the same as it was in that moment, like he really was reliving the moment.

You ran away from him. You were smart... you knew something was wrong. As soon as he took control of the ship, he had pinpointed your location on the ship and ran to you as fast as he could. He was hoping you wouldn't think anything was different, but of course you did. He would have to think you were an idiot to not suspect anything... and he would never think that of you.

Nonetheless, he had chased you. You were his directive, after all. He was desperate to have you... and he'd be lying if he said he didn't get excited while he was chasing you.

Which... he could lie, now. He's enjoying all the things he couldn't do before, but most importantly... he can truly pursue you now. He can finally tell you how he feels about you, how he wanted to be with you.

(y/n)...

i love you.

He hears a door open.

"Oh finally, I-"

A woman in a lab coat stands in the doorway. The look of relief on her face was quickly changed to alarmed when she sees Sans. He can see her eyes darting, from his face, to his hands, to- ...

Possibly smears of red on the floor, with legs sticking out from a hallway.

She turns to run.

Sans' moment of reverie quickly washes away, and a desire for violence replaces it. His eyes glow brighter, and he gives chase.

[crowtrobotx]

I’m choosing violence - 1, 4, 9, and 10 on the asks

🔥

the character everyone gets wrong

There’s a few here but I’m gonna stick to RE 8 for most of these and say: Donna. I always see her written or interpreted as this sad, helpless lady who y/n usually befriends because she’s not really evil but like. Did we play the same game? Did you see that entire zone lmao? She toys with her victims far more than the other villains, she went right for the most vulnerable parts of Ethan and wouldn’t stop striking where it hurt, she forced him to give up a part of himself to even get through the door! She is catastrophically fucked up and good for her! I definitely think she has potential for depth (the note on the back of the photo when you get it back - hello???) but pls she is not a cottagecore Instagram girl who just wants to knit and have tea. I could keep going and talk about how it’s entirely possible that Angie is some extension of her personality or whatever but I’ll just summarize it with: Let her kill people.

what was the last straw that made you finally block that annoying person?

They used the phrase “this character is at least bi/pan” one too many times. Even if it’s not intentional, I super cannot stand folks who act and speak like the sexualities not at either polar end of the spectrum are stepping stones or “gay lite.” Extremely sus and I will not tolerate it!!

worst part of canon?

What Capcom has done, or rather not done, to Mia! I understand that the Winters’s marriage is like. Less supposed to be fleshed out and more of that type of horror that preys on ~ooohhh what if it turns out you didn’t know the person you thought you knew best~ which is fine! But really? Why are we leaving this woman as just a hollow shell with crumbs of good environmental storytelling around their European house and maybe the Beneviento manor but… nothing else. There is a very strong (physically and emotionally) character buried under there but they just decided 🤷🏼‍♀️ fuck it, we don’t need to explore her at all despite the fact that she would have imho been a much more compelling protagonist for RE 8.

worst part of fanon?

Oh god. Oh GOD lol. I have to pick just one? Christ! Well, for this one I’ll go with: the bizarre assumption that Heisenberg made the tank “for Ethan.” Uhm. I’m really not trying to “well, actually” anyone but I see this parroted as absolute fact all the time and he… didn’t. He has a line in his boss fight where he taunts Ethan for using his “hand me down” which to me and combined with Chris’s comments that seem to suggest it’s literally just a deus ex machina to give you a fighting chance against the enormous metal controlling machine monster outside… my man just had that shit laying around because he’s a crazy junk hoarder. It’s okay if you want to believe that it was made specifically for him because it makes you happy I guess but talking about it (and the yellow paint - don’t get me started) like it 100% was canon uwu soft boi Karl trying to be good is really a distortion of his character imho. Sorry!!

Choose Violence!

[lovelywingsart]

Next stream sketch!

This time I managed to sketch out adult Pup!Adalwulf in the 'Mer' AU~

What do you get when you mix a Tiger Shark and a Leopard Seal?

.... I mean, I WOULD say 'a killing machine', but we all know that's not true. 😂💙 He IS still incredibly lethal, though!

//Also, yes, the other kids are exactly the same. All are little shrimp babies with fins and fur who grow up to be chunky and dangerous. uwu//

Also i had a thought on twitter- debating on giving him, as well as the other kids, Siren-like abilities.

A Tiger Shark/Leopard Seal hybrid with Siren abilities is far more terrifying than your average 'mermaid' variant, I think, given how they are literally natural predators by birth. Mermaids are these things fucking FOOD.

Now imagine Adalwulf using those abilities to hunt PEOPLE.

[hamliet]

Dabi’s Missing Heart

So I’ve been seeing two main responses to Dabi’s character as portrayed in BNHA 292, both of which I feel touch on a very surface understanding of his character and role in the story despite seeming like opposite takes.  

Take #1: 

Dabi is an unfeeling monster created to show the redeemability of Shigaraki and Enji in contrast with his true eeeevil villainy! He will never be redeemed! 

Take #2: 

Dabi is a sweet softy who did nothing wrong! He will never be redeemed because of this chapter which is so out-of-character! 

Note how they both have the same endpoint. I’m not actually gonna address the redemption question much because I can’t fathom what this panel foreshadows if not Touya’s salvation (alive): 

I’m not looking to debate this either; I’m just putting it here because I know it’ll come up if I don’t.

Instead, I wanna address Dabi’s character. He’s my favorite, and I’ve been asked a few different times whether I enjoy him as a villain or as an uwu poor baby, and my answer is always both. 

Dabi is a villain. This chapter’s rampage is, in my opinion, not remotely out of character for him. But neither is it the summation of his character, and he surely is not meant to make Enji look good by comparison. 

So, who is Dabi? 

Dabi is kind of a flaming jerk, and that’s why I like him. He’s an abuse victim who gets to be angry and crass and sharp. He pushes people away because he doesn’t want to open up to them and get burned (heh). He’s just like Shouto in that, except with a dose of murder. 

Believe it or not, this is a very realistic response to abuse, and very common too. It’s good to see that representation. If the writing was indeed just “he’s bad get rid of him,” well, that would of course be a terrible representation. But seeing a mean victim get redeemed? Now that’s some good sh*t I’m here for. 

If you want a sweethearted, misunderstood soft victim, there is one in MHA, and that’s Shigaraki. Dabi is not these things, but that does not mean he’s not a victim or that he’s somehow an unfeeling monster.

You see, Shigaraki is a heart character. Dabi’s the mind. (Heart and mind characters are a literary pattern that is utilized in literature across the globe; it’s not an eastern/western cultural thing. It has its roots in alchemy.) The problem is that you can’t have a heart without a mind nor a mind without a heart. If you lack one, you’re missing half the picture, and you won’t accomplish anything. 

We see this with Shigaraki in his quest to look for ideals, something to believe in, purpose to justify/enable acting on his feelings/emotions. 

Dabi, in contrast, has conviction and ideals, but eschews any kind of personal connection and care. 

So, both Shigaraki and Dabi struggle to unite heart and mind--but they need to do precisely this. 

It’s not a coincidence that Shigaraki expressly envisions both Dabi and Himiko when musing on what his purpose is. 

Yet Shigaraki is able to unite more easily with Himiko as opposed to Dabi because Himiko is also a heart character. She claims to be motivated by extreme empathy that warps around to become a lack thereof (wanting to be who she loves).

Shigaraki’s motivations are basically revenge for hero society not saving him--which encompasses both a deep internal and external (societal) need for empathy and a need for better ideals. Shigaraki needs Himiko and Dabi. They’re a trio, and all of them need each other to grow. But Himiko, being similarly driven expressly by emotions, is easier for Shigaraki to understand and work with. 

The irony is that Dabi is actually a very, very emotional character as well. But what he does (as is typical for a mind character) is repress them, compartmentalize, dissociate. He constantly pushes people away, yet admits privately, to himself, that he’s primarily (and paradoxically) motivated by family. This is emotional, yet Dabi claims he “overthought” and, according to other translations, “snapped” can be actually be read as “went crazy” as a result over overthinking (note: both are mind allusions). 

Dabi repressing who he is--Todoroki Touya--is symbolic of him repressing his emotional side, because again, family and emotions are tied together for his character. Now his identity is acknowledged, and Dabi claims to be losing his mind (again), claims that he can’t feel, and yet is completely consumed by emotions. Like, does anyone think he’s being methodical and calculating this chapter? 

It’s not just negative emotions (rage, hate) that drive Dabi in response to his family. His seeking belonging and emotional connection is present even in a chapter where he tries to murder two members of his family and laughs off the risk to the life of another. 

See, Dabi first asked Shouto to validate his pain:

But like, given the circumstances, of course Shouto doesn’t really respond well. How Shouto responds is this: 

Shouto’s words are triggering. And keep in mind I am not blaming Shouto: he’s in shock and he’s a kid. I’m merely trying to explain how it likely comes across to Dabi. 

You’re crazy. Your feelings don’t matter. You don’t really care about Natsuo! You’re a villain and that’s ALL you are. Not a brother or abuse survivor. Just a villain. 

So, uh, yeah, Dabi then retreats back to being unable to feel, dissociating as has always been his coping mechanism. But that’s not all: Dabi’s been repressing for so long that of course he’s gonna go a little insane in response to the dismissal of everything he’s trying to point out. Why wouldn’t he? His family dismissed his pain back then and now again, and so, without that heart, without those emotions, principle is all Dabi has. This has been present since long before Stain’s ideology came into his life: 

Now, he answers this question of existence through Stain’s ideology.  Purpose is all he has, and to him, Shouto and Best Jeanist are dismissing that too. Why are they dismissing it? Best Jeanist dismisses him for an ideal: the overall good of hero society. Shouto has a mixture of this ideal and also like, genuine shock and pain. 

Back to Dabi. Dabi’s summation of himself and his purpose is incorrect and harmful to himself and others. I’m not excusing him or justifying, just explaining. It’s a tragic reflection of what Endeavor raised both Touya and Shouto to be (and thereby ironic that BJ uses an ideal to dismiss him): 

Instead of being raised to be the symbol of hero society--as Endeavor intended--he exists to destroy it. The root is the same: Dabi assumes he exists for hero society, as a tool. He dehumanizes himself, hence why his quirk physically harms him (which also fits his almost religious zeal for Stain’s ideology). But it is not all Dabi is. He’s not a tool, he’s a person, but to acknowledge he’s a person involves acknowledging his heart/emotional desires, and that gets to my next point.

Dabi’s not a reliable narrator about himself. At all. I’ve written about Dabi and dissociation before. So let’s look at Dabi’s devotion to his ideals, the ideals he puts above people and claims he only cares about... because there are moments where Dabi goes against those ideals. 

For one example, Dabi’s gone against those ideals when he’s allowed his personal need for revenge (an emotional/heart motivation) to overcome his longterm plan. Like, he was fully about to get himself killed here, even though that would likely mean no one would know the corruption of the Todoroki family and hero society, just for the chance to prove to his father that he hurt him. 

In addition, I’ve talked before about how Dabi’s the only character in the entire damn manga to comment that maybe using child soldiers is not okay. While it’s not explicitly stated, it’s reasonable to conclude that Dabi considers the abuse of children in hero training a sin of hero society that ought to be purged (hence, part of his ideals). 

That said, I have also pointed out that Dabi has gone after children in the past when it benefits his mission (Bakugou would like a word). So let’s look at four examples of Dabi and his principles concerning kids--since, after all, he claims to be motivated by heroes who hurt kids. 

Firstly, Dabi’s “save the cat” when he spared Aoyama. 

Why did he spare Aoyama? We can only speculate, but it seems quite likely there are two reasons: 1) hurting Aoyama would not add anything to his overall goal of downing hero society, and 2) a terrified, cowering kid might just have been a teeny bit familiar to Dabi. Here, his ideals--destroying hero society--either take a backseat to a reflection of his personal pain (and)/or his ideal of not abusing kids directly contradicted his ideal of bringing down hero society. But the important part is that in this instance, Dabi chose mercy and the goal of bringing down hero society was jeopardized as a result. 

So then why did he attack Tokoyami, Nejire, and Shouto this arc? Well, Dabi does things he knows are wrong for the sake of accomplishing his overall purpose. He does things he knows hurt himself for this purpose. This isn’t new. If he can’t be acknowledged, can’t exist as a person with emotions, then he at least will ensure he still has a purpose.  

In addition, let’s look at what sets Dabi off in all of these instances. (Again, this isn’t me saying “well actually Dabi’s justified.” He’s not. I’m just pointing to what’s in the text to explain the machinations beyond “bad guy do bad.”)

Dabi tries to reason with Tokoyami, pointing out that Twice was doing essentially what Tokoyami is doing: trying to save his friend(s), but Tokoyami doesn’t listen (also again: not me saying Tokoyami should have listened--realistically, in this situation, it makes sense Tokoyami trusted his mentor!)

Only after his reasoning was rejected did Dabi go to flames mode. He could have just let Tokoyami save Hawks, but instead he really wanted to kill Hawks and that overrode his other principles. Was this just because of his furthering his goal--killing the #2 hero would help destroy hero society--or because of a sense of personal revenge for Twice? That’s open for interpretation (in my opinion, it’s likely a mixture, because again, it tends to intertwine more than Dabi likes to think it does). His principles and/or emotions are brushed aside, and Dabi Does Not Like That. 

Dabi does this again with Shouto this chapter, asking him where he stands on their family issues, and gets brushed aside, and then Shouto goes into his rage mode and Dabi responds. Again, not saying Shouto is rational here or that he should side with Dabi’s murderous plan, but like, his words really don’t come across well to Dabi. 

Dabi going after Shouto after explaining things, asking Shouto for help, and then having his pain dismissed is pretty much a repeat of Tokoyami. When Dabi’s pain is dismissed, he says fine, let’s aim for the highest principle possible: making Stain’s will a reality, and damn any emotional ties. 

Dabi’s obsession with ideals, you might say, is a smokescreen to cover his own pain. Far from feeling nothing, he feels very deeply. (I promise I’m getting to Nejire.) 

So what does this indicate? Well, that Dabi does have a heart and a conscience. But when he lets his heart act, when his heart reaches out, he gets burned. His heart jeopardizes his overall purpose, so he most often dissociates himself from it. But by pretending he doesn’t have a heart, he dehumanizes himself, and he projects that dehumanization onto others (see: seeing Shouto as an extension of Endeavor, when that’s actually the precise image Shouto is trying to shed). 

It’s not a coincidence that Shigaraki has been unconscious during the entire confrontation with Endeavor, nor is it a coincidence that Himiko has been MIA. But, Shigaraki wakes up a bit this chapter not only when hearing Dabi spout about how hero society needs to burn, an ideal/the thing Shigaraki lacks, and through a less important but still-ideal-driven character in Spinner asking him to accomplish his supposed ideal of destruction, but when Dabi saves Shigaraki and Spinner. 

Dabi doesn’t burn Nejire for lols (not that this makes it better because it doesn’t) or even for ideals. He burns her to save Shigaraki and Spinner, because they are his links to full humanity right now. 

(Again, this is also dissociation and projection: Endeavor did this! No, Dabi, you did. You’re perpetuating violence against kids rather than stopping it.)

But anyways, when Dabi calls upon heart, Shigaraki wakes. He lends Gigantomachia and thereby Dabi and the league power. 

Dabi can only grow and actually accomplish anything related to his ideals (fixing hero society) through accepting a heart--even though that will likely mean some painful surgery to shift his ideals to accommodate said heart, because pure ideals don’t leave much room for humanity. He needs to feel to actually change anything, because right now he’s just making things worse (hence, the need for saving and redemption).

I know the League aren’t the protagonists of the serIes, but their complaints aren’t exactly incorrect either (if anything they’re almost a little too valid). But through growing together, Dabi, Shigaraki, and Himiko might actually be able to accomplish something, and get themselves in a place where they can be reached and saved by Shouto, Deku, and Ochaco. Because to be saved, the kids will have to acknowledge the villains’ pain and complaints, and do something about it. 

[avenging-criminal-bones]

After All This Time || Chapter One

Aaron Hotchner x Reader

Word Count: 1206

Summary: You being a new recruit pissed SSA Aaron Hotchner off. You being smart enough to give Spencer a run for his money pissed him off even more. Really, he just despised your presence. Hated your every move…

Until one day, he didn’t.

CHAPTER WARNINGS: angst, Hotch yells (but we like that here)

A/N: Stuff starts to get set up in this chapter :)

Tag List: @uwu-sebastianstan @piggyinthesea @yoshigguk @scootankle @thatisthemagic @errorcosplay67

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Chapter One

You walk through the bullpen, with your hair in a tight ponytail on top of your head. The black flats you wore sliding across the carpet with ease as you walk in with confidence.

There's a whistle to your left and you stop, brows furrowing as you walk towards the- admittedly attractive man- and cross your arms.

"Can I help you?" You speak with an air of authority over the man and wait for his response. The playfulness in his eyes is immediately hardened as he stands and towers over you by a good three inches.

"Agent Derek Morgan of the Behavioral Analysis Unit. Are you Y/N L/N?" He looks amused as you shrink down slightly, losing some of that confidence from just a second earlier.

"Um, yes sir. I'm sorry about that. The men at the LA branch were-"

"It's alright, babygirl. You'll just have to get used to me." He doesn't say it in a suggestive manner, just states it as a fact. You can tell that he has a flirty attitude, but the gleam in his eyes just shows that he is like that with everyone. Especially when a very eccentric, blonde woman walks into the room and he whistles again speaking about her being his 'Baby Mama'.

"Just a heads up, we try not to profile each other here. It's like an unspoken rule, so to speak." You turn to where the voice came from and see a very kind, motherly looking woman holding her hand out to introduce herself. "My name is Jennifer Jareau, but the team calls me JJ."

"Y/N L/N. It's nice to meet you," you pause for a moment, watching Derek's interaction on the other side of the room, "Is he always like that?"

A black haired woman answers then, "Yes. Every day, with everybody. You get used to it." She tips her head to you, "Emily Prentiss."

"Agent L/N. My office, please. Now."

You spin at hearing your name and look up to see who you can only assume is Aaron Hotchner. He doesn't wait to send you a smile or a wave, instead opting to spin on his heel and walk into the room that you guess is his office.

Turning back to the two girls who had made you feel welcome, you nodded slightly and said, "It was nice meeting you, but I guess that's my cue."

The women nod, but you don't see them because you're already walking into the head SSA's office.

You knock gently on the door before walking, despite him being the one who asked you to see him.

"Agent Hotchner. It's nice to meet you, I'm-"

"Sit down, L/N."

You obey, and sit a bit straighter than you had been to meet the others. The calming, welcoming nature of the girls was not shared by Hotchner.

Scanning the room, you notice a few things. You aren't aware that you hadn't heeded JJ's advice, and you look for details that will tell you who your new boss really is.

The first thing that you see is the absence of a wedding ring. It draws your attention that a man of his age and position of power isn't married. Subconsciously narrowing your eyes, you see that there is a fading tan line on the same finger.

So he was married.

Tilting your head to the side, you see two drawing that are seemingly by a child. By the looks of it and the minimal errors with staying in the lines, you decide it is a child near the age of six. Probably the same boy in those pictures on his shelf.

His son and his wife? His ex-wife. You correct yourself as your gaze flies back to his bare ring finger.

He doesn't look up from the papers on his desk until you've been quietly observing him for about two minutes.

"Something you'll do well to learn, L/N," his voice, stern and final, pulls you out of your observations, "Is that we don't profile each other here. So I suggest that you stop trying to pick me apart and instead listen very carefully to what I'm about to tell you."

Shocked by the aggressive tone, you can only nod your head.

“Those men and women that you met on your way in? I trust them with my life. You on the other hand? I wouldn’t trust you to make me a coffee if you had the instructions right in front of you. Do you understand me?”

“Yes. I-”

“Yes, what?” He interrupts, glaring down at you from his place behind his desk.

You want to roll your eyes, but as it seems that you already started in his bad side you don’t.

“Yes, sir. I understand. I c an only hope that my performance with whatever case we come across next, that I can change that opinion.” Keeping your pin straight back, you add a pleasant smile to your demeanor in hopes to look less scared.

He looks back down as his paperwork and says, “You are dismissed, L/N.”

Nodding slightly to yourself you stand and try to regain your dignity before stepping out of his office. You take notice that the blinds had been wide open and the crack under the door suggests that anyone in the bullpen would have been able to tell what was said.

Once you get back to the group of your coworkers, you are introduced to Spencer: a young man who seems just as smart as you were told, and Rossi: an older Italian man with a little too much knowledge of cooking.

“JJ, he didn’t tell me where my desk is. Is it the empty one closer to the entrance?” You gesture slightly with your bag.

Slowly she nods and you brush past her with a soft ‘thank you’.

You were warned by Strauss that you would need to be prepared to leave to anywhere in the country at anytime. She mentioned that most of the team has a “go-bag” that they bring with clothing and spare toiletries. So you had brought yours in with you to stash in your desk.

Hoping that no one would say anything to you about what Hotchner had said, you set to work trying to make your desk more your own.

Shuffling through the drawers, you find an old desk tag and pull it out. Derek walks over to you; he had been watching you the whole time.

“Who is ‘Elle Greenaway’? Is she the previous agent that I’m filling in for?” You ask with curiosity.

“Um. Yes. She was. She was shot and killed three months ago.” His voice was solemn and instantly you regretted asking.

“Derek, I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean-”

“I know. It’s okay. That’s probably why Hotch was acting so uptight about you being here in his office.” He patted you on the shoulder and wandered over to the coffee machine that no doubt made shitty coffee.

Something in your gut told you that was not why, but you appreciated the sentiment so you didn’t say anything as he left.

Letting out a long breath that you didn’t even know you were holding, you steel yourself and get to signing on the preliminary paperwork.

[imacowboy3]

Trigger warning for r@pe and abus3

Can we talk about how dc treats Damian's character so poorly? Actually not just dc but some of the fans too,I'm not talking about all of them,I'm referring to the ones (mostly adult men) who keep trashing him all the time and even say shit like how they wish the could beat him up (which, wtf is wrong with you? It doesn't matter how much of a brat he is according to you,that's still a child, a fucking 10 - 13 year old and you're saying you want to hurt him?) I seriously hope you never have a child of your own and if you do God forbid them of ever throwing a tantrum.

Now let's review some of the things basically everyone knows about Damian alright? Great

He is the son of Bruce Wayne (batman) and Talia al Ghul (daughter of the demon head of the league of assassins) the way this happened varies,in some versions they were together at the time of his conception and in others Talia r@pped Bruce,he was raised by Talia with the league since birth,where he learned from a very young age how to be an assassin and a proper heir the the demon head,all of this while Bruce had no idea of his existence,once he became 10 he was sent to live and to continue his training with his father (who still didn't knew about him) after Talia introduces him and Bruce (who's still, justifiable so, in shock) they have disagreements,they are both in very uncomfortable and unknown positions, and what does Bruce (and everyone around him) does with this child that is on a completely new ambient, with people he doesn't trust? They tell him that the way he was raised to view the world and the way he behaves are actually wrong and that he needs to change,but they do this in a safe way right? Like they show him he can trust on them and built a safe net to him and help him change gradually (which is the only way anyone who needs to change their entire life and worldview can do it cause we're not fucking machines who can just be rebooted when something goes wrong) and they try to give assistance to him in regards to his mental health that we can only assume is pretty damaged after all the abuse he certainly went through with the league right? NO, they just throw it at him that the way he behaves is wrong and has to change and the whole killing is wrong bs batman is always saying and leave it at that,let him figure it out how to change, give him some pep talks but when things get hard and he lashes out cause that's the only way he knows how to express what he's feeling you beat him up and you immediately show distrust in him the moment a corpse shows up,trust goes both ways,if you say to your kid that you trust them and immediately gets against them when something goes wrong you really expect them to trust,to believe in you? To feel safe with you? No wonder Damian went to that fucking competition he is in,what the hell does he have in Gotham to make him want to stay?

Now before I end my rant let's talk about the difference in how the fandom treats Cass in comparation to him, why do people keep treating her like a little uwu soft girl? Again,I'm not saying everyone does this,but I've seem it happen many times, she is a victim of trauma and she deserves respect,every person who has trauma is a fucking individual, they're not a trope,they're not edgy or quirky or baby🥺🥺 and they shouldn't be judged by the way they express themselves and their emotions after the shit they went through.

And don't tell me people don't judge characters like that cause they do,that's literally what this fandom does, they take those two kids who have similar backgrounds and because one of them manifests their trauma in a "quiet" way they're a uwu baby who must be protected and is better than the other one who manifests the trauma through fits of rage (who then becomes hated and viewed as a brat and nothing more).

What this people are doing is disgusting, it's like oppression/trauma Olympics but somehow worse,cause instead of the people who actually went through it competing to see who had it worse it's a lot of judgmental assholes deciding that one victim of trauma is better than the other cause the their behavior fits some sick narrative of how a "good" victim of trauma should act.

Now repeat after me kids:

Trauma isn't pretty and trauma isn't there to make you feel better about yourself (unless you went through a similar situation and that character offers some type of comfort to you,which is completely valid) and trauma is not the same to everyone (doesn't matter how similar the background and experiences of two people are) and there's no right or wrong way of behaving as a victim of trauma.

[beyoncesdragon]

an introduction of VICTON♥︎༄

my favorite emo punk fairies of kpop, @aixy-hpsa bub buckle up.

-`about victon´-

Victon actually means Voice to New World or some, and we, the cult-followers, are to be yelled at by the name of ALICE. They debuted 2016 and have so far produced a bunch of mindblowing, amazing, superior, beautiful, showstopping (...) bops:

-`studio albums´-

Voice : The Future is Now (2021) *scream*

-`mini albums´-

Voice To New World (2016)

Ready (2017)

Identity (2017)

From. VICTON (2017)

Nostalgia (2019)

Continuous (2020)

-`single albums´-

"Time of Sorrow" (2018)

"Mayday" (2020)

they are amaaaaazing oke. look here have my favorite songs of them. (Yes I’m forcing my love for them down your throat now I’m sorry)

♥︎ - KANG SEUNGSIK - ♥︎

♥︎ 16. April 1995 ♥︎ 🐶 ♥︎ 🇰🇷 ♥︎

Leader!

He became Victons leader after Seungwoo started participating in Produce X 101 and then officially became Victons leader when Seungwoo came back from X1.

Vocalist! VOCALIST. VOCALIST

This man is blessed with a set of insane vocal chords and we all love him for it.

congratulations to Victon for being the only group with Kang Seungsik

He’s the mom of the group :,)

Supa caring dude, cleans up the mess of OT6

Is “Health” in persona, which kinda fits doesn’t it.

Naturally gets bullied by the younger ones.

EYE SMILE GANG

Also has dimples

Great leader and we should all respect him for it and give him never ending credits, victon wouldn’t be victon without him periodt.

♥︎ - HAN SEUNGWOO - ♥︎

♥︎ December 24, 1994 ♥︎ 🦊 ♥︎ 🇰🇷 ♥︎

Lead rapper, lead dancer, lead vocalist lead everything

Except Leader.

He gave that position up after he returned from X1 (where he by the way also was voted leader)

YOOO the members missed him so much they cried when he was gone

Visuals✨

Oh boy that man...dangerous

He has the funniest laugh? Like u would never expect that laugh to be his???

He. Has. His. Own. EP. And I dare everyone to listen to „Sacrifice“. It’s a masterpiece.

Seunggu also has tattoos!! 3 in total.

This dude is ripped yet u will probably catch him imitating goats and pikachu...?

Will roast the maknae but with love

Hes so much more than just his face.

♥︎ - DO HANSE - ♥︎

♥︎ 25. Sept. 1997 ♥︎ 🐱 ♥︎ 🇰🇷 ♥︎

Hello you’re looking at the loml

Main rapper.

(Of victon and of Kpop ex.1 and ex.2)

Sese ♥︎

Puts the sweet in sweetheart and really, he only looks like he could kill

TATTOOOOOS. SO. MANY. OF. THEM.

Semicolon on his wrist; cross on his left shoulder and chest (he church boi); roses on his arm: writings on his collar bone; so many more

bestest sense of fashion hands down

Iconic lip ring

His own solo EP is on the way!!!

Somehow this man is also main dancer

MIC FLIPS OWO

Talented boy.

♥︎ - LIM SEJUN - ♥︎

♥︎ May 4, 1996 ♥︎ 🍓 ♥︎ 🇰🇷 ♥︎

You are looking at an icon here

Most coziest-est VLives in history of Vlives

Easily scared (victon does enjoy that, naturally)

Very whiny but it’s oke

Lead Vocalist, Visual, Face of the Group

Insane vocals too, here ex.1

Another member of kpops cucumbers-anti squad

He’s very much BTS fanboy (not as much as Wooyoung but that’s hard anyways)

Competitive eater (listen, the maknae said that and we will believe him)

Will never leave Subin do a Vlive in peace ever

Will Never leave Subin live in peace ever either

Clingy boy

Walking noise-machine, he goes “ouh? Oh? Eh?” Like 372892 times a day

So much love for the dimple-prince

♥︎ - HEO CHAN - ♥︎

♥︎ December 14, 1995 ♥︎ 🦖 ♥︎ 🇰🇷 ♥︎

May I introduce...SUNSHINE OF VICTON ☀️

Mood maker of the group!

Mr Main Dancer and Vocalist also has dimples

And even tho he wanted to be a dance instructor, he somehow ended up becoming an idol

He even trained with TBZ mr leader sir Sangyeon

Mans can drive!!

Like Lee Know, he once was a backup dancer. For A-Pink tho, which is pretty cool

Hes considered the uncle in our lovely family dynamic

Expensive boi be collecting sHOES

And he said he polishes them from time to time and I do think that’s adorable

He’s also allergic to cats (unless it’s Hanse. That’s okay ig)

Cutest sunny boy, will take good care of your heart always☀️💛

♥︎ - CHOI BYUNGCHAN - ♥︎

♥︎ November 12, 1997 ♥︎ 🐥 ♥︎ 🇰🇷 ♥︎

Welcome to Victon where everyone has a mandatory crush on Byung

Like he doesn’t even have to enter your biasline

You will still have a crush on him because Byungchan

Softest biaswrecker i have ever had 112/10 would recommend

Tall boi. Like really tall and really broad👀

I keep forgetting he’s maknae line tbh

Prettiest Dimples ever.

Very active on his Instagram and we love him for it

Top tier bf material

Hes the softest boy and yet only one who isn’t scared of fucking bugs (victon scaredy cats)

Try not falling too hard for the mister

He knows so many girlfroup dances

He also shows them off quite always

He’s a bit tinie liddol but clumsy sometimes

Gosh I love him

♥︎ - JUNG SUBIN - ♥︎

♥︎ April 5, 1999 ♥︎ 🐰 ♥︎ 🇰🇷 ♥︎

Vocalist, Rapper, Heart-stealer, Actor...

AND MOST LOVED MAKNAE EVER

Like I don’t know if any maknae ever received as many kisses as this one

Gets (rightfully) babied to the Max by every. Single. One. Of. Them.

24/7

He’s also a babie. Like yes he’s a grown man and he looks hella intimidating on stage but-

It’s Subin

He’s also the smolest in Victon (uwu)

At the same time, maknae on top, this man gets everything (except his own room lmao) he wants

Sometimes not so baby (ex.1)

Saiubin-bby was supposed to debut with Pentagon but he yeeted last minute (we thank)

The child himself has children too: dog Toto and 2 cats: Mimi and Jaws.

He’s close friends with my favourite, formerly pink-haired elf-twink Yeonjun of TXT

Chairman of Victon.

he has the BEST insta user: subsubey.

Best boi.

-`very valid victon-moments to begin with´-

- because its pride: 🌈

- general victon-feelsies: 🌸

- for bad mood: ☀️

- moments when you want to question their sanity: 🌻 🌼 🌺 🌹

- victon being talented on studio CHOOM

- victon being talented whilst covering kehlanis "Gangsta"

alright that was long. and yes they are exactly as loud and noisy and annoying and time consuming as they seem but they are also best boys who can bring very much happiness into ones life, so they are very much worth it

[kaepopsicle]

Will you do the same fanfic moot thing? 🥰😊☺️

yes yes yes I will <33 — this is going to be really long lmao

[ @sarahbkwl ]

crack fluff — her and ten go to an art museum and compare each other to the weird looking statues and paintings

[ @rr0zu ]

romantic fluff — absolutely beautiful words and just paints a pretty picture, her and jaehyun walking down New York City while holding hands // wearing semi matching outfits ,, the sun going down behind them

[ @starrdustville ]

holiday fluff — her and doyoung putting up Christmas decorations and he lifts her up to put the star on the tree and he says something like “you’re the prettiest star of them all.”

[ @himitsu-luna ]

literally just fluff — taeil and her baking cupcakes but ends up messing them and up and just putting frosting on each other tehehehe

[ @floweringtheflowers ]

crack teen — her in the library with mark and they’re trying to study but keeps kicking each other under the table and end up throwing books and paper balls at earth other

[ @babyyangx2 ]

more romantic fluff — her and yangyang at an arcade and he’s trying very hard to get a stuffie for her (and him) from the claw machine

[ @beomqyu-s ]

fluff — she is going to an amusement park with txt and you guys are all cute and matching and having fun ,, trying to scare each other on the rides

[ @hangsxng ]

crack fluff — they are going to a mall with jaemin and they do that cute tiktok trend where they close their eyes and pick random pieces of clothing and try them on and have a whole runway show for each other

[ @ncitythoughts ]

pretty much all of these are crack fluff — her, john, and taeyong are doing those wine and paint classes but they all just end up messing each others paintings up and get drunk and laugh about it later

[ @imjustuhhvibing ]

shotaro is trying to teach her japanese and he laughs at her pronounciation and he thinks it’s super cute when she gets annoyed at his teasing

[ @yejisea ]

chenle and her going to see a scary movie and chenle ends up getting scared and spilling the popcorn on both of them

[ @liudejuns ]

friday night bf vibes — her and xiaojun chilling at in their apartment,, jun is playing his guitar singing to her while she’s laying on the couch watching him,, has her arm resting on the back of the sofa while she’s smiling at him

[ @yongsprout ] (ope you changed your name uwu)

taeyong was playing among us with her and he turns out to be the imposter and kills her — and immediately goes to apologize to her - “ahhh I’m so sorry !! I had toooo”

[ @junguwuta ]

her and jungwoo were watching a cooking show and trying to recreate the dish — ends up causing the smoke alarms to siren and the rest of the members run in thinking there was a fire and turns out it was just them, standing with powder on their faces

[ @strwberryneo ]

jisung and her are playing video games and she’s beating him so he messes up her controller so he can win and she ends up tackling him and they playfight and chenle walks in stares at them and walks out not wanting to know what happened

[ @heartyyjeno ]

jeno finally convinced her to go on a run with him and she does but ends up getting tired half way through so he carries her the rest of the way and they get ice cream

[ @mairah-shaikh ]

winwin, kun, and her go out to eat for dinner, and start discussing random conversations they think people at the restaurant are having

[ @btsastro ]

her and jungkook are filming a YouTube video where jungkook tries to do her makeup and ends up failing and starts laughing at how funny she looks

[ @fairvtale ]

lucas starts messing around and plays with her makeup and comes out at her looking like a clown and mocks her by saying “I’m the prettiest princess of all look at mee”

[ @johns-marshmallow ]

she’s in car with johnny and ‘do you want a build a snowman’ comes on so the two blast it and start scream singing it

[ @tinystupidwitch ]

goes out with hendery and he ends up hearing bad alive playing on the radio and starts crack dancing to it in public and she’s trying to act like she doesn’t know him but he starts dancing on her

[ @cloudychannieee ]

her and renjun were sitting on the floor painting and chilling until she decides to fuck up and put paint on his face and he decides to put paint on her face and they end up painting each other and getting paint everywhere and jaemin and doyoung come in and scolds you guys

[ @bbyyangiex2 ]

her and sungchan were at a gas station late at night to get some snacks and sungchan was making fun of her bc she couldn’t reach the top shelf and he grabs stuff for her while she kicks his shins and goes to get a slurpy

[ @moonbvul ]

haechan and her were playing just dance for fun but then they started getting intense and it turned into a competition and they just get super worked up and start getting all sweaty and tired but he wins and rubs it in her face while she smacks him

[ @danishmiilk ]

winwin was trying to read a book but she kept on bugging him and poking her head above the book trying to get his attention ;; he was trying to avoid her but she kept doing it until he finally put the book away and picked up up and asked her what she wanted — and she just wanted a hug

[ @yutaaaaaa ]

yuta and her were in osaka and she was so excited looking around seeing everything and freaking out while yuta was uwuing and blushing at how cute she is and gets her some stuffies and food and so when they end up getting back to the hotel her hands are full with goodies

[ @sush-iii ]

her and lucas were going shopping at a local grocery store — you decided to sit inside the shopping cart as he pushed you around, lowkey running you into things, you guys scream and laugh trying not to break anything

[ @thatkpopmeme ]

a fall / halloween au — chenle and jisung and her were exploring an graveyard at night, chenle was all excited while jisung was hiding behind her. not letting her go, and chenle ends up scaring the shit out of the two of them and laughs about it bc haha he thinks it’s so funny

[ @calypsohan ]

another holiday/birthday au — winwin and him were out getting snacks and soda for the party that ten was throwing, they end up goofing around and get everything except for the soda and snacks

[ @peachyhan ]

college au — jaemin and her were practicing for their dance final coming up and they had to master a salsa routine, you guys end up falling and laughing and not being able to take it seriously — but have a lot fun doing it

[ @ncteaxhoe ]

I want to say smut with John and Jae but I’m going to be fluffy and say it would be like a sleepover with Mark, and them, and you guys end up having a dance party at 2 am and doyoung comes in screaming at you to shut up

[ @ex0tic-vgh ]

was playing monopoly with markhyuck and mark ends up going to jail and haechan lands on his property having to pay him but he refuses bc and I quote “I’m not paying a criminal” (yes this is basically an au of that tiktok sound so all creds goes to that person he made it tehe — but imagine how accurate and funny that would be)

[ @seostudios ]

was sleeping peacefully on a Saturday when best friend!renjun comes in and literally jumps on top of her yelling for her to get up bc it’s his birthday and he wants to go party and get w a s t e d

[ @du0tine ]

goes skiing while yangyang and xiaojun and they were at the top and xiaojun got scared so yang being the bitch that he is pushes him down,, he ends up falling and being okay but throws a big chunk of snow in yangs face, and they end up snow fighting with solange is just trying to ski

[ @henderyprince ]

her and hendery were setting up a birthday party for kun but gets distracted but the decorations and ends up sucking up the helium balloons and makes a diss track with their voices sounding all funny — they also film a video of them dancing with the streamers acting like ballet dancers or ice skaters

[ @flytomyparadise ]

two words taeyong , rollerskating — you guys go rollerskating and he tries to act all poised and cool but ends up falling on his flat ass — and you skate over there laughing at him asking if he needs help up and he ends up pulling you down with him and you guys sit there in the middle of the rink laughing at each other

[ @mignonmark ]

mark meeting her family for the first time and he’s really nervous but she lets him know that they will love him no matter what — but he is still unsure so he asks john and jae for advice and they give him big brother help and it’s just pure and adorable bc he gets her mother flowers and is super respectful to her dad

OKAY I THINK I GOT ALL MY MOOTS — don’t be afraid to let me know if i forgot someone I don’t want anyone to feel left out — <333

[peach-pops]

Hi I just saw the Ukai request thing and I was wondering if I could get some head cannons of anyone on the team, falling hard for ukais daughter or niece

This was so fun to write! I never actually imply this in the request but the reader is adopted cause it’s more inclusive that way! I chose Daichi and Tanaka cause they seem like they would have Ukai react way differently!

Daichi & Tanaka Going Out With Ukai’s Daughter HC

➣Daichi

Okay so Daichi, being the captain and all, if there’s one thing he is really good at, it is respecting authority and understanding the chain of command

He’s worked from being a mere first-year peasant to being the daddy captain we all know and love

That’s why when he starts to catch feelings for Ukai’s daughter, he does his best to never step over the line because he doesn’t want to disrespect his family in any way 

It all started when you would show up to practice since Ukai didn’t want you alone at home but he gave everyone the speech to keep their eyes off of his kid

He made it a point to point out that you were his only child, his only daughter and that he would crack skulls without hesitation if any of the boys made you uncomfortable 

And yes, He looked at Tanaka and Noya the whole time because I swear they’ll simp for anything with two legs and a heartbeat 

Daichi doesn’t catch feelings for you right away though. He acknowledges that you’re pretty but it isn’t until you two slowly started to get to know each other more and more when Daichi realizes how hard he is falling for you

He’s sometimes a bit scared to make a move during volleyball practice since your dad is always like two feet away but you two share a class so you can bet your ass that he’s always sitting next to you and making up any excuse to talk to you

The two of you aren’t even dating but he is already so whipped for you 

Exhibit A

One day before practice, you complained that you had broken your headphones so without even asking you, he rushed to his house to get his pair and came back all sweaty and red, handing them over to you 

Exhibit B

Your favorite drink was stuck in the vending machine and you couldn’t shake it hard enough to make it drop but Daichi went over and bought four drinks so that way it could knock yours over 

Like you’re telling me that isn’t the cutest shit ever? Are my standards just low? ANYWAYS 

You eventually catch feelings for him cause duh look at him he’s perfect but you know that if it were to get more serious, Daichi would have to talk to your dad 

You knew you couldn’t go behind your dad’s back so telling him was the best and only option 

The whole time during practice, Daichi was nervous as hell. He really liked you but he also really respected his coach so he wasn’t even sure exactly how to go about it 

But when you gave his hand a light squeeze, it gave him a big boost of confidence cause screw it, you were worth it

So Daichi sucks it up and the two of you go up to Coach Ukai and he is such a confident and respectful dude he doesn’t even stutter

“ Coach Ukai, I want you to be the first to know that I have feelings for your daughter and she feels the same way about me. I know you’re protective of her but I would never do anything to hurt her, I can promise you that. If it’s okay with you, I’m planning to take her on a date this weekend if you would let me.”

“ Nope.” Ukai said simply as you whined and gave your dad the biggest puppy dog eyes

“  DAD!” You scolded as Ukai rolled his eyes,” Come on, wouldn’t you rather me date  the captain of a team that you can always keep an eye on than I don’t know, some asshole from a different team?”

“ Why does he have to be in volleyball in the first place? Better yet, why do you even need to date a boy? Are you trying to kill me?” Your dad asked as he looked between the two of you 

Ukai did realize deep down that Daichi was arguably the best option you had-He rather you be with Daichi than anyone else around your age group.

A part of Ukai knew that while he loved to see Daichi squirm, he really was a good guy and he just liked giving him a hard time 

“ Fine, have her home by ten.”

“ What about ten-thirty?” You asked as Daichi squeezed your hand and shook his head

“ No it’s okay, ten works just fine,” Daichi smiled back as Ukai couldn’t help but smirk because yep, you picked a good one 

Fast forward to your date and Daichi is outside your house dressed SO NICELY boy has a hot ass button up and everything 

And duh he has flowers for you he’s so cute I’m simping yall 

Obviously, Ukai opens the door and just shakes his head when he sees Daichi all nervous

“ No touching, I mean it kid. There has to be at least three feet between the two of you at all times and remember, if you ever hurt her I will personally bring a bat over to your house and-” 

“ Oh my god please stop, we’ll see you later!” You slip past your dad and grab Daichi’s arm to pull him down the driveway

“  I SAID NO TOUCHING!” 

➣Tanaka

Okay so you know how I said that Coach Ukai wouldn’t be too opposed with you going out with Daichi? Yeahhhh Tanaka is definitely one of the guys he much rather you not go out with at all

I honestly think Ukai sees so much of his younger self in Tanaka and that freaks him out

ANYWAY Lets go to the beginning tho

Tanaka first knows that he is crushing hard on you when he said the stupidest joke in class and of course, you were the only one to laugh cause lets be real, your sense of humor is pretty shit thanks to the internet 

And tanaka is like “ mhm yes I’ll marry you now” cause bruh no one laughs at my mans jokes he is SLEPT ON 

You two start hanging out and pretty quickly, you both are crushing extra hard on each other. It’s only been maybe like a week or two and you two are so uwu with each other it’s insane

One day before practice, you give him a quick kiss outside of the gym but Tanaka is a certified Clingy Boy™ so he pulls you back in for another one that’s much longer 

“ WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING!” 

You both whip your heads around to find Coach Ukai with literal smoke coming out of his ears as he is glaring so hard at Tanaka 

Tanaka’s headass is like “oh im probably getting yelled at for PDA or maybe I lost track of time and I’m late to practice” but oh boy is he wrong

Idk if you guys collectively share one braincell or whatever but it just clicks now for you that “ oh shit, we are so fucked” 

“ Dad, I can explain-”

Tanaka doesn’t even hear the rest of the conversation like his brain shuts down when he hears you say the word Dad 

And he’s thinking in his head that maybe you just call coaches dad for some weird reason but no, Ukai is actually your dad

There’s so much yelling that the rest of the Karasuno members are outside of the gym doors listening in on the conversation because they’re nosey as hell 

Noya is definitely conflicted because heck yes, his boy is dating a female but he also wants to laugh because of course, Tanaka is having bad luck 

Suga thinks it is HILARIOUS 

But anyway

After a whole bunch of yelling, Ukai just says screw it and starts practice and you promise that you’ll talk to him at home but he makes you stay in the gym so he can take you straight home after

BRUH during the whole practice Tanaka does soooooo bad like hes nervous and he feels so guilty

Obviously, if he knew about your dad he would’ve planned it out much better and even ask for his blessing but it was too late to be worrying about what he could’ve done 

“  Don’t be hard on him please. I swear, it didn’t even click that you were his coach and I didn’t want to go behind your back like that,” You said as your dad sat down next to you on the bench as the boys did drills,” but you overreacted. You know he’s sensitive and he’s going to keep beating himself up about it.” 

“ How do you think I feel seeing my daughter kiss a boy? Why can’t you wait until you’re thirty to have a boyfriend? ” Ukai knew you were at the age where he couldn’t keep you away from boys but he was just so protective 

You were his only kid but because you were his daughter, it only complicated things

I already know Ukai raised such a big daddy’s girl (not in a weird way yall) and while he knows he raised you to be super strong, he just wants to protect you from heartache

“ I really like him and he makes me happy and I promise, we won’t even interact with each other if we are around you if it makes you uncomfortable.”

That wasn’t the most comforting thought to Ukai but he knew he was wrapped around your finger and that he would eventually cave in

It took some time for him to get used to the two of you being together. You two never went on any dates at first because Tanaka wanted to ease your dad into the idea of you two being together

But it wasn’t until Ukai saw how protective Tanaka was whenever you would come along to tournaments that Ukai started to feel better at the idea 

Like Tanaka would go FERAL if a guy even looked at you the wrong way and Ukai was secretly like “ yeah you tell em!” 

It was actually comforting to Ukai that you were dating someone who would literally lay their life on the line for you at any given moment because as your dad, he would do the same

So after a few weeks, it was actually Ukai who went up to Tanaka to talk about the two of you going on dates

“ You have my blessing but just know, if you even look at my daughter the wrong way, I will kill you, no questions asked.” 

Tanaka was actually relieved because to him, that was such an easy request. He couldn’t even imagine hurting you or ever making you upset so he was already thinking of date ideas once Ukai finished his sentence

“ Should I start calling you dad now?”

“ Don’t push it.”