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patrick’s the type to say “hit me i deserve it” in the middle of sex 😊
#he���s such a masochist i love it#likeeeee#damn#patrick zweig#patrick challengers#challengers#challengers smut#wormswurld posts#wormswurld brainrot 🌟#lgbtqia
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double ?? upload ???? yeaaaahh i've gotten FASTERRrr for whatever that's worth so complementary blyla because guess what i miss them too (nobody was surprised by that)
#star wars#clone wars#star wars the clone wars#blyla#artists on tumblr#listen i just have a thing for jedi + clones it seems and we cannot forget dartain the ogs (i will draw that tonight + tomorrow not now)#tcw made aayla so cool bro i love her#can you tell i've been on a mellon_soup kick !! i love her references so much bro#one day i will draw foxiyo. that day may be tomorrow i don't know#prequel-era ships are elite sorry everything else is Lame except for han/leia rebelcaptain and kanera (reylo's fine ig)#tcw is also the only thing that salvages anidala for me however! this is not an anidala post i am getting so off-topic whoa#i am unmedicated.#anyway yayyyy double upload#by the way in my head the accelerated aging thing just straight-up doesn't exist#cuz it's one of the dumbest things star wars has ever done i think it just doesn't make sense#anyway ^^)b#listen i'm not ALWAYS gonna go the cheap route and do the gradient thing instead of color i just don't wannaaaa. too much work#“jedi can't have attachments!!!!” and you can't have fun apparently#besides attachment and .-+ love +-. are different things and the jedi USED to know that before they contracted stupid disease#aayla secura#commander bly#would've drawn bly's armor cause it's cool but friiiick dude i already did it for rex and I AIN'T DOIN' IT AGAIN#(will do it again for darman because i'm a masochist)#hey. he's a commando it's different#at least i finally get to throw my etain headcanons into the ring#why am i talking about other ships on a blyla post. whatever#i'll color something eventually. sketching is just significantly easier and more fun#actually scratch that heck y'all i'll do what i wanna do#(affectionate dw)#my art
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masochist gojo. gojo who's in love with pain, so much that it feels like pleasure, he can barely distinguish between the two anymore.
gojo who's so starved for touch. who's had an infinite space between himself and the whole world for so long, for so many years, every day in and day out.
gojo who's survived off glancing presses when a barista hands him a coffee, the rare hug from his students (who are mostly orphans) that he can't bring himself to decline.
gojo who craves more but can't bring himself to accept it except in fleeting moments with strangers or students.
his hands that long to be held. he wants it so bad that he teases a cursed spirit, laces his fingers with its own, right before he utterly crushes the being in battle, untouchable all over again.
gojo whose skin is hungry for someone else's. he hasn't felt the warmth of a hand in his own in so long. not since - since his youth.
gojo who sometimes wishes he could get hit. who sees the impact of curse techniques on his infinity and feels a wild, strange desire for them to go straight through and strike him.
he imagines it, vividly, being impaled by a long spear (inverted spear) that goes straight through him. how it would lance his flesh so cleanly.
being struck so hard, across the face, in the stomach, enough to knock the wind out of him.
enough to feel it with his whole body.
gojo who wants to be touched so bad he doesn't even care if it hurts anymore. infinity couldn't protect him from geto's betrayal.
gojo who keeps infinity up not because he doesn't want to get hit, but because he's terrified of what he might do when it happens.
gojo who got hard whenever geto sparred with him. he still doesn't know if it was because of geto, or because he had no infinity back then, no way to block the strikes.
he dreams of his youth. bruises littering his pale, pretty form like kisses, proof that he was human, there, that there was someone who could reach him.
dark purple things that turned pretty colors as they healed. he remembers pressing into them, relishing the hurt, feeling like he was getting hit (touched, reached, connected) all over again.
nothing ever touches him again. not like that. not like anything.
he never feels it. he never feels anything.
satoru gojo who wants, so very very badly, to feel something.
pain is a choice for him, always a choice. he alone has the privilege of deciding whether or not anything can touch him.
he could try to let more strangers touch him. one night stands, discreet arrangements. he had a pretty face and a body to match. there was no shortage of willing partners.
he lets them touch him, lets them hurt him. lets them drool over his body and use it at their leisure. they tell him he's beautiful, and he believes them.
white hair, blue eyes, sprawled out with a lean, unmarred body full of bare flesh for them to bite and scratch and bruise. he finds people who will do it, do it hard, fuck him up until he's lost entirely in the feeling of being touched, having someone against him, with him, above him.
it makes him feel like a piece of meat. it makes him feel good.
or he thinks it does, anyways.
sometimes, when he's gone particularly long without sleep, when his partner has gone particularly hard, he gets a real rush.
heart racing out of his chest. a cold sweat that overwhelms him. breaths coming in labored gasps. he can heal himself, he's physically fine, so this must all be in his head.
he acknowledges that information, distantly, like it's not happening to him. it doesn't help.
it feels like part of his body has been ripped away from him, something vital and important, and it's about to get up and run away.
always, always, it happens when his partner is no longer touching him. when he lays alone in the sheets, by his own volition, because of course these partners are not meant to be attachments.
love is not a privilege, though, not for the strongest sorcerer. it's a curse.
it's the only curse which infinity cannot protect him from.
so gojo stays untouchable. distant.
but the hunger doesn't go away. never.
he likes to imagine that suguru swallowed this one last curse before he died. something sweet and bitter, like losses at the arcade, sunny days at the beach, walking together with shoko, nanami, haibara.
but even suguru couldn't have absorbed this curse. it's in his bones, deep, longing and wanting even after he's dead and gone.
gojo is hungry. he is so, so hungry. and he has nothing to eat that will not leave him just as empty as before.
touch-starved. love-starved. pain-craving.
if someone could hurt him then it wouldn't matter that he was terrified of attachment. they could latch onto him, into his heart, under his skin. bury themselves in his chest like they belonged.
they could kill a hundred and twelve people and it wouldn't matter, because he wouldn't be able to kill them.
gojo is hungry, so hungry.
please feed him.
#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen gojo#satoru gojo#gojo smut#gojo character study (?)#touch-starved gojo MY LOVE#i refuse to believe this gojo is not canon#light stsg but when is a gojo fic NOT hinting at stsg#gojo x geto#gojo x jogo? less unlikely than you think#okay i lied he doesn't REALLY want to fuck jogo - he's just really really pathetic#gojo is just a silly little guy but he is actually a sad clown who annoys people to avoid emotional intimacy#tw: mental health#gojo is coping and he is coping POORLY#it's building up to gojo x reader but that would be a lot for a piece i wrote in thirty minutes so it ends here (for now?)#stay tuned for masochist sukvna because let me tell you. ALL my favorite men are masochists. thats simply canon i dont make the rules#he's begging you please hurt him. please show him he can touch another human being. please remind him he's real.#tw: panic attack
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Price bullying Raven, and then facing the consequences of his actions
#he's a bit of a masochist trying to get Raven's attention#love language#this is somewhat at the early phase of them dating#not entirely over the enemy phase yet ykwim#she's SO MAD#kajsdhkhk#ngl i would squish her cheeks too Price so i get it#[gets knock out next]#gummmyart#doodle#my oc#cod oc#[oc]Raven#PriceRaven#captain john price#captain john price x oc#john price x oc#captain price x oc
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ENJOU IS BACK!!! 🫣🫣🫣
oh yeah we're SO back
#lati speaks#love how it's basically canon that enjou is a loser masochist who likes to get beat up a bit TOO much he's so pathetic <33#glad to see that this soggy lil meow meow hasn't changed his silly pathetic ways i love that for him#nothing like watching this giant looming abyssal monster act like a pathetic masochistic loser it truly does something good to my brain
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Sirius Black with a pain kink and Remus Lupin with a marking kink. This leads to Sirius walking around with hickeys on his thighs, chest, and shoulders, scratches up and down his back, rope burn on his wrists, yellowing, bite-shaped bruises all over his body, welts on his lower back. Remus blushes like a tomato every time Sirius’ collar slides down enough for a red mark to peek out. Sirius purposefully wears shirts he knows will make them show at certain angles.
#r tying s’ hands behind his back and biting his neck and scratching up his back while s fucks him#r biting s in some very personal places hard enough to draw blood because it satiates that urge inside of him the best#s constantly goading r on because r doesn’t want to hurt him at first#s: is that the best you can do? do you really think that’ll leave a mark?#r: *bites s so hard they have to pause to heal it*#(s loves it)#tw kink#tw sex mention#tw hard kinks#tw pain#tw sexualisation#bottom remus lupin#that man loves being fucked tysm#r isn’t even (necessarily) a sadist s is just a masochist#maybe he is it depends on your interpretation#i like my reloops patheic and mushy personally#top sirius black#wolfstar#remus lupin x sirius black#sirius black x remus lupin#sirius black#remus lupin#sirius x remus#remus x sirius#marauders era#harry potter marauders#maraudersera#the marauders#the marauders era#mwpp era
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Phantom squirming and whimpering that Aether’s too big, he can’t take him, he needs more prep, it’s gonna hurt, all while Aeth coos and reassures him it’ll fit while he bullies his cock inch by inch into that sweet little cunt. 🤤
#phantom’s a secret masochist I just know it#he loves getting stretched out and bruised up inside and out#and he looooves how sore he is afterwards#his quint powers keep him from getting actually hurt ofc#anywayyyy enjoy#the band ghost#nameless ghouls#aether ghoul#phantom ghoul#trans phantom#cw dubcon#pain play#trans ghouls
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Henri's first impression of Claire was very different from the others
#henri living with the trauma of having expelled skid from Claire's body and then had to spend like 6 months trying to track the demon down#mostly cuz Claire was PISSED at him for it#hes a masochist tho and after the 4th death threat he was like 'im in love' 😔#skid also knows how much of an angry little monster claire can be#but skid's first impression was also more like 'look at this baby 🥺 i must protect them'#plus skid was never in any danger with Claire#henri on the other hand.....#my ocs#my art#skid was here
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And if I say Hawks would be into cock and ball torture then all of a sudden the crowd goes silent. Rolling my eyes.
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malcolm tucker could say the most terrible offensive thing possible and I'd still be watching him like:
#i wanna be his controversially young girlfriend who he always has to keep out of the press#people say our love would be toxic but i dont care#id let him yell at me all day#does that make me a masochist or am i just in love?#i love malcolm tucker he can do no wrong#itl#ttoi#malcolm tucker#the thick of it#peter capaldi
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k hold on im going insane. so. what i just said abt dean beating up the car instead of sam. the Next Episode is the one where sam is like “you miss dad sooo bad and i can see right through you” “you can’t just substitute him with whoever you want.” and then dean punches him. guys if sam KNEW.
then sam is Begging dean to hit him. you don’t GET IT HES CRAZY.
dean doesn’t want to show these emotions to sam. he wants to be strong for him. so he tells gordon about them instead. but sam sees dean choosing gordon over him, believing gordon instead of sam. sam wants to be his equal, not his kid. dean doesn’t think sam knows what he’s doing. but sam understands dean’s emotions more than dean does.
so he goads dean into hitting him, just to prove he can take it. “you can hit me all you want. it still won’t change anything.”
we Know from how hands-on he is when sam gets injured that dean uses physical touch instead of words to show his emotions. if sam saw him fuck up the car, saw his warning, he knows that dean is struggling and wants sam out of the way so he doesn’t hurt him. dean might not even realize he’s doing it, but sam does.
and sam doesn’t let it go. sam shows dean that he’s here for him, no matter what dean does. if dean needs an outlet for his emotions, then sam will make sure it’s him. he doesn’t care that dean is messy and angry and mean right now. those emotions, those punches, are for sam. not for gordon, not for a monster, not even for his car. for sam.
#he’s so fucked in the head#i know there’s a bunch of posts abt this scene alr#but it’s making me even crazier today#the more i think abt sam realizing that dean is For Him the crazier i become#bcs dean will do it. hell do anything sam wants. literally anything#like sam is the sub but he’s also so completely in charge. Fuck#like. deans emotions are so completely about sam it’s actually crazy#even in this case where they’re about dad. they’re mostly about sam#everything is about sam to him#mars.txt#masochist sam#obsessive sam#wincest#i love you crazy girl#sex and violence#<3333#spn studies
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how i flirt
#bunny#coquette#doll#dollette#girlblogging#lizzy grant#lana del rey#boyfriend#i love my boyfriend#girl blogger#my girlblog#cinnamon girl#dream girl#esoteric#girl hysteria#female experience#girl rotting#girl things#just girly things#female insanity#girl interrupted#lana del rey aesthetic#masochistic#he hit me and it felt like a kiss#daddy’s good girl#dumb bunny#angelic#alana champion#alanabc
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He is so enamored with her🥹🫶
(a continuation of regency period au💓)
#and he gave her a FLOWER 😇😭🙏#probably picked on the walk to visit her#🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 I am such a hopeless romantic it’s ridiculous#sideburn Sebastian is 😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨#will I ever stop these studies? probably not bc I’m a masochist and I love scribbling 😍😍😍#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc#finally getting the hang of fountain pen what is the next medium to tackle🤔#if you want art consistency this is not the blog JAJAJAJAJAA#these are my experiments🙏#regency au
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band au anakin's fans being really defensive about him and protective over him which is sort of funny but they also really don't like how obi-wan treats anakin (he's too mean too cutting too much of an absolute bitch in public) and they're always tweeting sort of mean things and finally anakin gets asked about his relationship in an interview (primarily, is obi-wan actually supportive or does he actually really hate him/how unhealthy is this relationship)
and anakin laughs himself silly because that's just how obi-wan shows his affection. anakin willingly married the offspring of like. a cactus and a porcupine. he knows what he did and he meant to do it. if anyone really wants to see obi-wan being an actual cunt they should watch medical dramas with him. he's practically blowing anakin kisses in comparison to what he's like after one episode of grey's anatomy.
#the band au#obikin#i love my hate love relationships#especially when they just remain cunty to each other even after getting together#thats just how they relate#but i was thinking about this in relation to the band au#where anakin would absolutely have rabid stans#and decided he would have to address how much of a bitch obi-wan is to him in public#mostly by basically saying 'yeah i guess im a bit of a masochist which is really convenient because my husband is defo a sadist'
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luo binghe would absolutely beg shizun to tie him up and step on his dick. you agree.
#luo binghe is a masochist and i love this about him#he’s so special to me#luo binghe#svsss#bingqiu#yapping
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perhaps i am also sick in the head but cult!sugu calling u "puppy" OR PUP! please and thank you he would truly treat you as a beloved pet in the way he loves you so much and wants to take care of you and dote on you AH!
YOU GET ME GAIA .
he’s so... i just think. suguru’s natural caretaker tendencies make him lean into treating you a bit like a child/pet sometimes — just a bit!!! it’s not in a humiliating way, more so him just. coddling you a lot. cooing at you. he views you as something small and precious, i think. cult!geto is more prone to the puppy petname because he leans into it a lot more than suguru does. he’s more likely to do things that make you feel a little incompetent sometimes because he really is just soooo mommy you have to understand this. he would brush your teeth for you if you asked. he would brush your teeth for you even if you didn’t ask. he needs to dote on you it’s probably an illness atp but does he care??? no <3
the puppy petname is just . something that makes me feel a little sick in the head (/pos) and i think it fits him because it’s just. cute and silly and it makes you feel like this tiny creature he’s tending to which honestly might be how he sees you sometimes. idk gaia i think we need to put him down….
#only a very few select men can pull off ”puppy” and i think he’s one of them.#for the record i am also a spokesman of geto’s s/o calling him puppy <3 condescendingly <33#mean!reader and their big overgrown masochistic guard dog <3333333 yeah.#the day that wips sees the light of day is the day i. reach my peak i think#I LOVE YOU GAIA <3333#i hope you’re having a cozy day and remembering to eat and drink and rest 🫂#ask tag ✩#gaia !! ✩
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