#he’s been evicted

[daily-kuzunoha]

[fraternum-momentum]

WE'RE GETTING EVICTED FROM OUR APARTMENT.

[mcrlboro]

mark scout i have received your subliminal messages sent through the screen and will be boarding a plane to Kier IMMEDIATELY

[trans-yllz]

I don't have any money cuz I had to pay my housemates rent and he hasn't paid all of it back yet so I texted him this morning like hey are you able to pay me back 180 so I can take pollux to the vet but he could only give me 100 so now she just gets to suffer I guess

[hiraethwrote]

best believe im watching haikyuu tomorrow to feel better

[averlym]

miscellany (again),, tags in the last image by @pyrotechnicarus

[sophfandoms53]

It’s the fact that the legend that is Cirie isn’t even being taken out by some huge strategic move that was concocted to outplay her social game and rip the rug out from under her but instead she’s being taken out by two men who’s only game moves have been winning practically every competition since jury started with no real strategy behind them and Fucking Bowie Jane

[thespacelizard]

i missed what i am 90% sure was my endo letter yesterday because apparently it needs to be signed for and our stupid fucking building has to ""keep the door locked at all times"" even though we have no bell or buzzer or anything to then know if anyone is trying to get in

so now i have a note up to keep it unlocked and i am just sitting here hoping they redeliver before we have to leave for our trip this weekend so i have enough time to take it to the pharmacy and get the prescription started

[umilily]

he's refusing to share. send help.

[daisukerine]

it’s bc I’m girl kisser and therefore biased.

also you’re smelly. And mysterious voice you’re unaware of doesn’t listen to weezer that much(/silly)

and you totally cheat at board games Anya told me trust !!

—🌟🎀

OHH, i get it man, like, i'm a girl kisser too! i love women! 😎😎 and men. i don't discriminate!

now hold on, i am NOT smelly. if anything, i smell like an angel! like, seriously, dude— i wear rexona everyday, it doesn't let me down!... i think. i smell like a hibiscus, the pretty pink flowers, so like, i think i smell pretty good... I THINK.

and uh, what do you mean by voice? i don't hear voices... i think. I THINK. hey, anon, you're like, lowkey freaking me out here. AND THEY BARELY LISTEN TO WEEZER?? uh, anon, i don't know WHAT weed you smoked, but like— you should totally tell me so i know what to avoid.

speaking of that, I DO NOT CHEAT IN BOARD GAMES. anya is a FRAUD and a LIAR and i do NOT cheat, i swear on my share of sweetener. like, i'm just that pro, dude! you can say you're jealous, go on! i'm like, literally god at uno and monopoly, bro. if i had a sweetener packet for everytime i won a game (FAIR AND SQUARE BY THE WAY), i'd have millions and trillions of packets!

[buggotbrain]

i want to be clear that i'm not genuinely rooting for anyone atp in the game. mostly i'm rooting against jared bc he's nasty, and inspecting everyone else like they're a bunch of interesting ants in an ant farm

[drev-the-procrastinator]

i can't believe.... it's been... very nearly ten whole years... ten whole years near to the date.... for a sec i was like oh yeah i'm over that whole thing... and then there's a couple new chapters.... and the thing is as if it never left.... ten years of this brainrot...... ei perkele......

[trans-yllz]

person supposed to be moving in this week has not signed the lease or told me when they plan to get here. old housemate keeps loudly moving stuff out at like 10pm on week nights. new housemate has various slightly inconsiderate habits that are kind of driving me insane. other housemate acts like he's the only person on earth who might have stuff going on while he continues to not pay rent. I'm going to light this house on fire

[qwuilty]

My energy is too frazzled to color this but (hits your postal 1 dude with the dilfification beam) (hits your postal 1 dude with the dilfification beam)

[unloneliest]

the problem of the matter is i did internalize so much of what ex friend believed about me. even though i knew he was wrong and knew what was happening and tried to stop it and if i took more action to stop it would have been abusing power i held in a way i couldn't live with myself for.

[dont-be-late-to-the-dance]

Tried to get back into my Serrennedy childhood friend AU. And if I am allowed to be very personal on main for a moment, I think my being unable to work on a fic where Leon has a shit load of trauma because of my trauma is Something

And I'm realizing there's probably a lot more to unpack than I thought. I thought the reason trying to reread any of it and working on the draft for the next chapter was simply because I wrote it while in the traumatic situation, so it reminded me of it.

I didn't ever intentionally channel what I was going through into the fic… but it slipped in. Leon's hair not being washed often enough. One of the many, MANY traumatic things that happened this year was our landlord illegally having our water shut off, which we pretty much just lived with because we didn't think it was worth fighting. So I did go an extended period of time without bathing. (We had a gym membership where we could shower, but I have sensory issues with showers so :/)

Leon having no one except Luis. That's not a more specific trauma, but I've struggled with feeling lonely for a long ass time now, and the more recent big trauma fest definitely worsened the problem, because literally no one knows the full extent of it. I can't really talk about it because some of it is stuff that's been slowly building for years and the trauma dumps would have their own trauma dumps. Even with a couple close friends, that already know the background and wouldn't need all the context, I haven't felt like I could talk about it because a lot of the most traumatic elements are almost entirely self inflicted, which makes it embarrassing to admit to. (Things would have been traumatic no matter what, but it could have been significantly less traumatic.)

The dirty hair and loneliness are currently the only connections to my personal trauma that I'm aware of, but I'm certain more of it slipped in that I'd notice if I reread all of it. After having the realization about those, I just had to close everything I had open related to it because I'm just. Not ready to unpack all of that.

I think unpacking it will be necessary and therapeutic, but it'll be messy and probably get worse before it gets better, and the one very amazing event that served as my lifeline to keep going and not just give up on life when I was in the thick of the bad situation is in less than a week, and there's absolutely no way I'm going to risk jeopardizing my enjoyment of it by falling apart before it.